CHAPTER 31. Spirit

Anybody may pass, any day, in the thronged thoroughfares of the

metropolis, some meagre, wrinkled, yellow old man (who might be supposed

to have dropped from the stars, if there were any star in the Heavens

dull enough to be suspected of casting off so feeble a spark), creeping

along with a scared air, as though bewildered and a little frightened

by the noise and bustle. This old man is always a little old man. If he

were ever a big old man, he has shrunk into a little old man; if he were

always a little old man, he has dwindled into a less old man. His coat

is a colour, and cut, that never was the mode anywhere, at any period.

Clearly, it was not made for him, or for any individual mortal. Some

wholesale contractor measured Fate for five thousand coats of such

quality, and Fate has lent this old coat to this old man, as one of a

long unfinished line of many old men. It has always large dull metal

buttons, similar to no other buttons. This old man wears a hat, a

thumbed and napless and yet an obdurate hat, which has never adapted

itself to the shape of his poor head. His coarse shirt and his coarse

neckcloth have no more individuality than his coat and hat; they have

the same character of not being his--of not being anybody’s. Yet this

old man wears these clothes with a certain unaccustomed air of being

dressed and elaborated for the public ways; as though he passed the

greater part of his time in a nightcap and gown. And so, like the

country mouse in the second year of a famine, come to see the town

mouse, and timidly threading his way to the town-mouse’s lodging through

a city of cats, this old man passes in the streets.

Sometimes, on holidays towards evening, he will be seen to walk with a

slightly increased infirmity, and his old eyes will glimmer with a moist

and marshy light. Then the little old man is drunk. A very small

measure will overset him; he may be bowled off his unsteady legs with

a half-pint pot. Some pitying acquaintance--chance acquaintance

very often--has warmed up his weakness with a treat of beer, and the

consequence will be the lapse of a longer time than usual before he

shall pass again. For the little old man is going home to the Workhouse;

and on his good behaviour they do not let him out often (though methinks

they might, considering the few years he has before him to go out in,

under the sun); and on his bad behaviour they shut him up closer than

ever in a grove of two score and nineteen more old men, every one of

whom smells of all the others.

Mrs Plornish’s father,--a poor little reedy piping old gentleman, like

a worn-out bird; who had been in what he called the music-binding

business, and met with great misfortunes, and who had seldom been able

to make his way, or to see it or to pay it, or to do anything at all

with it but find it no thoroughfare,--had retired of his own accord to

the Workhouse which was appointed by law to be the Good Samaritan of his

district (without the twopence, which was bad political economy), on

the settlement of that execution which had carried Mr Plornish to the

Marshalsea College. Previous to his son-in-law’s difficulties coming to

that head, Old Nandy (he was always so called in his legal Retreat, but

he was Old Mr Nandy among the Bleeding Hearts) had sat in a corner of

the Plornish fireside, and taken his bite and sup out of the Plornish

cupboard. He still hoped to resume that domestic position when Fortune

should smile upon his son-in-law; in the meantime, while she preserved

an immovable countenance, he was, and resolved to remain, one of these

little old men in a grove of little old men with a community of flavour.

But no poverty in him, and no coat on him that never was the mode, and

no Old Men’s Ward for his dwelling-place, could quench his daughter’s

admiration. Mrs Plornish was as proud of her father’s talents as she

could possibly have been if they had made him Lord Chancellor. She had

as firm a belief in the sweetness and propriety of his manners as she

could possibly have had if he had been Lord Chamberlain. The poor little

old man knew some pale and vapid little songs, long out of date, about

Chloe, and Phyllis, and Strephon being wounded by the son of Venus;

and for Mrs Plornish there was no such music at the Opera as the small

internal flutterings and chirpings wherein he would discharge himself

of these ditties, like a weak, little, broken barrel-organ, ground by

a baby. On his ‘days out,’ those flecks of light in his flat vista of

pollard old men,’ it was at once Mrs Plornish’s delight and sorrow,

when he was strong with meat, and had taken his full halfpenny-worth of

porter, to say, ‘Sing us a song, Father.’ Then he would give them Chloe,

and if he were in pretty good spirits, Phyllis also--Strephon he had

hardly been up to since he went into retirement--and then would Mrs

Plornish declare she did believe there never was such a singer as

Father, and wipe her eyes.

If he had come from Court on these occasions, nay, if he had been the

noble Refrigerator come home triumphantly from a foreign court to be

presented and promoted on his last tremendous failure, Mrs Plornish

could not have handed him with greater elevation about Bleeding Heart

Yard. ‘Here’s Father,’ she would say, presenting him to a neighbour.

‘Father will soon be home with us for good, now. Ain’t Father looking

well? Father’s a sweeter singer than ever; you’d never have forgotten

it, if you’d aheard him just now.’ As to Mr Plornish, he had married

these articles of belief in marrying Mr Nandy’s daughter, and only

wondered how it was that so gifted an old gentleman had not made a

fortune. This he attributed, after much reflection, to his musical

genius not having been scientifically developed in his youth. ‘For why,’

argued Mr Plornish, ‘why go a-binding music when you’ve got it in

yourself? That’s where it is, I consider.’

Old Nandy had a patron: one patron. He had a patron who in a certain

sumptuous way--an apologetic way, as if he constantly took an admiring

audience to witness that he really could not help being more free

with this old fellow than they might have expected, on account of his

simplicity and poverty--was mightily good to him. Old Nandy had

been several times to the Marshalsea College, communicating with his

son-in-law during his short durance there; and had happily acquired to

himself, and had by degrees and in course of time much improved, the

patronage of the Father of that national institution.

Mr Dorrit was in the habit of receiving this old man as if the old man

held of him in vassalage under some feudal tenure. He made little treats

and teas for him, as if he came in with his homage from some outlying

district where the tenantry were in a primitive state. It seemed as if

there were moments when he could by no means have sworn but that the old

man was an ancient retainer of his, who had been meritoriously faithful.

When he mentioned him, he spoke of him casually as his old pensioner. He

had a wonderful satisfaction in seeing him, and in commenting on his

decayed condition after he was gone. It appeared to him amazing that he

could hold up his head at all, poor creature. ‘In the Workhouse, sir,

the Union; no privacy, no visitors, no station, no respect, no

speciality. Most deplorable!’

It was Old Nandy’s birthday, and they let him out. He said nothing about

its being his birthday, or they might have kept him in; for such old

men should not be born. He passed along the streets as usual to Bleeding

Heart Yard, and had his dinner with his daughter and son-in-law, and

gave them Phyllis. He had hardly concluded, when Little Dorrit looked in

to see how they all were.

‘Miss Dorrit,’ said Mrs Plornish, ‘here’s Father! Ain’t he looking nice?

And such voice he’s in!’

Little Dorrit gave him her hand, and smilingly said she had not seen him

this long time.

‘No, they’re rather hard on poor Father,’ said Mrs Plornish with a

lengthening face, ‘and don’t let him have half as much change and fresh

air as would benefit him. But he’ll soon be home for good, now. Won’t

you, Father?’

‘Yes, my dear, I hope so. In good time, please God.’

Here Mr Plornish delivered himself of an oration which he invariably

made, word for word the same, on all such opportunities. It was couched

in the following terms:

‘John Edward Nandy. Sir. While there’s a ounce of wittles or drink of

any sort in this present roof, you’re fully welcome to your share on

it. While there’s a handful of fire or a mouthful of bed in this present

roof, you’re fully welcome to your share on it. If so be as there should

be nothing in this present roof, you should be as welcome to your share

on it as if it was something, much or little. And this is what I mean

and so I don’t deceive you, and consequently which is to stand out is to

entreat of you, and therefore why not do it?’

To this lucid address, which Mr Plornish always delivered as if he had

composed it (as no doubt he had) with enormous labour, Mrs Plornish’s

father pipingly replied:

‘I thank you kindly, Thomas, and I know your intentions well, which is

the same I thank you kindly for. But no, Thomas. Until such times as

it’s not to take it out of your children’s mouths, which take it is, and

call it by what name you will it do remain and equally deprive, though

may they come, and too soon they can not come, no Thomas, no!’

Mrs Plornish, who had been turning her face a little away with a corner

of her apron in her hand, brought herself back to the conversation again

by telling Miss Dorrit that Father was going over the water to pay his

respects, unless she knew of any reason why it might not be agreeable.

Her answer was, ‘I am going straight home, and if he will come with me

I shall be so glad to take care of him--so glad,’ said Little Dorrit,

always thoughtful of the feelings of the weak, ‘of his company.’

‘There, Father!’ cried Mrs Plornish. ‘Ain’t you a gay young man to

be going for a walk along with Miss Dorrit! Let me tie your

neck-handkerchief into a regular good bow, for you’re a regular beau

yourself, Father, if ever there was one.’

With this filial joke his daughter smartened him up, and gave him a

loving hug, and stood at the door with her weak child in her arms, and

her strong child tumbling down the steps, looking after her little old

father as he toddled away with his arm under Little Dorrit’s.

They walked at a slow pace, and Little Dorrit took him by the Iron

Bridge and sat him down there for a rest, and they looked over at the

water and talked about the shipping, and the old man mentioned what he

would do if he had a ship full of gold coming home to him (his plan was

to take a noble lodging for the Plornishes and himself at a Tea Gardens,

and live there all the rest of their lives, attended on by the waiter),

and it was a special birthday of the old man. They were within five

minutes of their destination, when, at the corner of her own street,

they came upon Fanny in her new bonnet bound for the same port.

‘Why, good gracious me, Amy!’ cried that young lady starting. ‘You never

mean it!’

‘Mean what, Fanny dear?’

‘Well! I could have believed a great deal of you,’ returned the young

lady with burning indignation, ‘but I don’t think even I could have

believed this, of even you!’

‘Fanny!’ cried Little Dorrit, wounded and astonished.

‘Oh! Don’t Fanny me, you mean little thing, don’t! The idea of coming

along the open streets, in the broad light of day, with a Pauper!’

(firing off the last word as if it were a ball from an air-gun).

‘O Fanny!’

‘I tell you not to Fanny me, for I’ll not submit to it! I never knew

such a thing. The way in which you are resolved and determined to

disgrace us on all occasions, is really infamous. You bad little thing!’

‘Does it disgrace anybody,’ said Little Dorrit, very gently, ‘to take

care of this poor old man?’

‘Yes, miss,’ returned her sister, ‘and you ought to know it does.

And you do know it does, and you do it because you know it does. The

principal pleasure of your life is to remind your family of their

misfortunes. And the next great pleasure of your existence is to keep

low company. But, however, if you have no sense of decency, I

have. You’ll please to allow me to go on the other side of the way,

unmolested.’

With this, she bounced across to the opposite pavement. The old

disgrace, who had been deferentially bowing a pace or two off (for

Little Dorrit had let his arm go in her wonder, when Fanny began), and

who had been hustled and cursed by impatient passengers for stopping the

way, rejoined his companion, rather giddy, and said, ‘I hope nothing’s

wrong with your honoured father, Miss? I hope there’s nothing the matter

in the honoured family?’

‘No, no,’ returned Little Dorrit. ‘No, thank you. Give me your arm

again, Mr Nandy. We shall soon be there now.’

So she talked to him as she had talked before, and they came to the

Lodge and found Mr Chivery on the lock, and went in. Now, it happened

that the Father of the Marshalsea was sauntering towards the Lodge at

the moment when they were coming out of it, entering the prison arm in

arm. As the spectacle of their approach met his view, he displayed the

utmost agitation and despondency of mind; and--altogether regardless of

Old Nandy, who, making his reverence, stood with his hat in his hand, as

he always did in that gracious presence--turned about, and hurried in at

his own doorway and up the staircase.

Leaving the old unfortunate, whom in an evil hour she had taken under

her protection, with a hurried promise to return to him directly, Little

Dorrit hastened after her father, and, on the staircase, found Fanny

following her, and flouncing up with offended dignity. The three came

into the room almost together; and the Father sat down in his chair,

buried his face in his hands, and uttered a groan.

‘Of course,’ said Fanny. ‘Very proper. Poor, afflicted Pa! Now, I hope

you believe me, Miss?’

‘What is it, father?’ cried Little Dorrit, bending over him. ‘Have I

made you unhappy, father? Not I, I hope!’

‘You hope, indeed! I dare say! Oh, you’--Fanny paused for a sufficiently

strong expression--‘you Common-minded little Amy! You complete

prison-child!’

He stopped these angry reproaches with a wave of his hand, and sobbed

out, raising his face and shaking his melancholy head at his younger

daughter, ‘Amy, I know that you are innocent in intention. But you

have cut me to the soul.’

‘Innocent in intention!’ the implacable Fanny struck in. ‘Stuff in

intention! Low in intention! Lowering of the family in intention!’

‘Father!’ cried Little Dorrit, pale and trembling. ‘I am very sorry.

Pray forgive me. Tell me how it is, that I may not do it again!’

‘How it is, you prevaricating little piece of goods!’ cried Fanny. ‘You

know how it is. I have told you already, so don’t fly in the face of

Providence by attempting to deny it!’

‘Hush! Amy,’ said the father, passing his pocket-handkerchief several

times across his face, and then grasping it convulsively in the hand

that dropped across his knee, ‘I have done what I could to keep you

select here; I have done what I could to retain you a position here. I

may have succeeded; I may not. You may know it; you may not. I give no

opinion. I have endured everything here but humiliation. That I have

happily been spared--until this day.’

Here his convulsive grasp unclosed itself, and he put his

pocket-handkerchief to his eyes again. Little Dorrit, on the ground

beside him, with her imploring hand upon his arm, watched him

remorsefully. Coming out of his fit of grief, he clenched his

pocket-handkerchief once more.

‘Humiliation I have happily been spared until this day. Through all

my troubles there has been that--Spirit in myself, and that--that

submission to it, if I may use the term, in those about me, which has

spared me--ha--humiliation. But this day, this minute, I have keenly

felt it.’

‘Of course! How could it be otherwise?’ exclaimed the irrepressible

Fanny. ‘Careering and prancing about with a Pauper!’ (air-gun again).

‘But, dear father,’ cried Little Dorrit, ‘I don’t justify myself for

having wounded your dear heart--no! Heaven knows I don’t!’ She clasped

her hands in quite an agony of distress. ‘I do nothing but beg and pray

you to be comforted and overlook it. But if I had not known that you

were kind to the old man yourself, and took much notice of him, and were

always glad to see him, I would not have come here with him, father, I

would not, indeed. What I have been so unhappy as to do, I have done

in mistake. I would not wilfully bring a tear to your eyes, dear love!’

said Little Dorrit, her heart well-nigh broken, ‘for anything the world

could give me, or anything it could take away.’

Fanny, with a partly angry and partly repentant sob, began to cry

herself, and to say--as this young lady always said when she was half in

passion and half out of it, half spiteful with herself and half spiteful

with everybody else--that she wished she were dead.

The Father of the Marshalsea in the meantime took his younger daughter

to his breast, and patted her head.

‘There, there! Say no more, Amy, say no more, my child. I will forget it

as soon as I can. I,’ with hysterical cheerfulness, ‘I--shall soon be

able to dismiss it. It is perfectly true, my dear, that I am always glad

to see my old pensioner--as such, as such--and that I do--ha--extend as

much protection and kindness to the--hum--the bruised reed--I trust I

may so call him without impropriety--as in my circumstances, I can. It

is quite true that this is the case, my dear child. At the same

time, I preserve in doing this, if I may--ha--if I may use the

expression--Spirit. Becoming Spirit. And there are some things which

are,’ he stopped to sob, ‘irreconcilable with that, and wound

that--wound it deeply. It is not that I have seen my good Amy

attentive, and--ha--condescending to my old pensioner--it is not _that_

that hurts me. It is, if I am to close the painful subject by being

explicit, that I have seen my child, my own child, my own daughter,

coming into this College out of the public streets--smiling!

smiling!--arm in arm with--O my God, a livery!’

This reference to the coat of no cut and no time, the unfortunate

gentleman gasped forth, in a scarcely audible voice, and with his

clenched pocket-handkerchief raised in the air. His excited feelings

might have found some further painful utterance, but for a knock at the

door, which had been already twice repeated, and to which Fanny (still

wishing herself dead, and indeed now going so far as to add, buried)

cried ‘Come in!’

‘Ah, Young John!’ said the Father, in an altered and calmed voice. ‘What

is it, Young John?’

‘A letter for you, sir, being left in the Lodge just this minute, and a

message with it, I thought, happening to be there myself, sir, I would

bring it to your room.’ The speaker’s attention was much distracted by

the piteous spectacle of Little Dorrit at her father’s feet, with her

head turned away.

‘Indeed, John? Thank you.’

‘The letter is from Mr Clennam, sir--it’s the answer--and the message

was, sir, that Mr Clennam also sent his compliments, and word that he

would do himself the pleasure of calling this afternoon, hoping to see

you, and likewise,’ attention more distracted than before, ‘Miss Amy.’

‘Oh!’ As the Father glanced into the letter (there was a bank-note in

it), he reddened a little, and patted Amy on the head afresh. ‘Thank

you, Young John. Quite right. Much obliged to you for your attention. No

one waiting?’

‘No, sir, no one waiting.’

‘Thank you, John. How is your mother, Young John?’

‘Thank you, sir, she’s not quite as well as we could wish--in fact, we

none of us are, except father--but she’s pretty well, sir.’

‘Say we sent our remembrances, will you? Say kind remembrances, if you

please, Young John.’

‘Thank you, sir, I will.’ And Mr Chivery junior went his way, having

spontaneously composed on the spot an entirely new epitaph for himself,

to the effect that Here lay the body of John Chivery, Who, Having

at such a date, Beheld the idol of his life, In grief and tears, And

feeling unable to bear the harrowing spectacle, Immediately repaired to

the abode of his inconsolable parents, And terminated his existence by

his own rash act.

‘There, there, Amy!’ said the Father, when Young John had closed the

door, ‘let us say no more about it.’ The last few minutes had improved

his spirits remarkably, and he was quite lightsome. ‘Where is my old

pensioner all this while? We must not leave him by himself any longer,

or he will begin to suppose he is not welcome, and that would pain me.

Will you fetch him, my child, or shall I?’

‘If you wouldn’t mind, father,’ said Little Dorrit, trying to bring her

sobbing to a close.

‘Certainly I will go, my dear. I forgot; your eyes are rather red.

There! Cheer up, Amy. Don’t be uneasy about me. I am quite myself again,

my love, quite myself. Go to your room, Amy, and make yourself look

comfortable and pleasant to receive Mr Clennam.’

‘I would rather stay in my own room, Father,’ returned Little Dorrit,

finding it more difficult than before to regain her composure. ‘I would

far rather not see Mr Clennam.’

‘Oh, fie, fie, my dear, that’s folly. Mr Clennam is a very gentlemanly

man--very gentlemanly. A little reserved at times; but I will say

extremely gentlemanly. I couldn’t think of your not being here to

receive Mr Clennam, my dear, especially this afternoon. So go and

freshen yourself up, Amy; go and freshen yourself up, like a good girl.’

Thus directed, Little Dorrit dutifully rose and obeyed: only pausing

for a moment as she went out of the room, to give her sister a kiss of

reconciliation. Upon which, that young lady, feeling much harassed

in her mind, and having for the time worn out the wish with which she

generally relieved it, conceived and executed the brilliant idea of

wishing Old Nandy dead, rather than that he should come bothering there

like a disgusting, tiresome, wicked wretch, and making mischief between

two sisters.

The Father of the Marshalsea, even humming a tune, and wearing his black

velvet cap a little on one side, so much improved were his spirits, went

down into the yard, and found his old pensioner standing there hat in

hand just within the gate, as he had stood all this time. ‘Come, Nandy!’

said he, with great suavity. ‘Come up-stairs, Nandy; you know the way;

why don’t you come up-stairs?’ He went the length, on this occasion,

of giving him his hand and saying, ‘How are you, Nandy? Are you pretty

well?’ To which that vocalist returned, ‘I thank you, honoured sir, I am

all the better for seeing your honour.’ As they went along the yard, the

Father of the Marshalsea presented him to a Collegian of recent date.

‘An old acquaintance of mine, sir, an old pensioner.’ And then said, ‘Be

covered, my good Nandy; put your hat on,’ with great consideration.

His patronage did not stop here; for he charged Maggy to get the tea

ready, and instructed her to buy certain tea-cakes, fresh butter,

eggs, cold ham, and shrimps: to purchase which collation he gave her a

bank-note for ten pounds, laying strict injunctions on her to be careful

of the change. These preparations were in an advanced stage of progress,

and his daughter Amy had come back with her work, when Clennam presented

himself; whom he most graciously received, and besought to join their

meal.

‘Amy, my love, you know Mr Clennam even better than I have the happiness

of doing. Fanny, my dear, you are acquainted with Mr Clennam.’ Fanny

acknowledged him haughtily; the position she tacitly took up in all such

cases being that there was a vast conspiracy to insult the family by not

understanding it, or sufficiently deferring to it, and here was one of

the conspirators. ‘This, Mr Clennam, you must know, is an old pensioner

of mine, Old Nandy, a very faithful old man.’ (He always spoke of him as

an object of great antiquity, but he was two or three years younger than

himself.) ‘Let me see. You know Plornish, I think? I think my daughter

Amy has mentioned to me that you know poor Plornish?’

‘O yes!’ said Arthur Clennam.

‘Well, sir, this is Mrs Plornish’s father.’

‘Indeed? I am glad to see him.’

‘You would be more glad if you knew his many good qualities, Mr

Clennam.’

‘I hope I shall come to know them through knowing him,’ said Arthur,

secretly pitying the bowed and submissive figure.

‘It is a holiday with him, and he comes to see his old friends, who are

always glad to see him,’ observed the Father of the Marshalsea. Then he

added behind his hand, [‘Union, poor old fellow. Out for the day.’)

By this time Maggy, quietly assisted by her Little Mother, had spread

the board, and the repast was ready. It being hot weather and the prison

very close, the window was as wide open as it could be pushed. ‘If Maggy

will spread that newspaper on the window-sill, my dear,’ remarked the

Father complacently and in a half whisper to Little Dorrit, ‘my old

pensioner can have his tea there, while we are having ours.’

So, with a gulf between him and the good company of about a foot in

width, standard measure, Mrs Plornish’s father was handsomely regaled.

Clennam had never seen anything like his magnanimous protection by that

other Father, he of the Marshalsea; and was lost in the contemplation of

its many wonders.

The most striking of these was perhaps the relishing manner in which he

remarked on the pensioner’s infirmities and failings, as if he were

a gracious Keeper making a running commentary on the decline of the

harmless animal he exhibited.

‘Not ready for more ham yet, Nandy? Why, how slow you are! (His last

teeth,’ he explained to the company, ‘are going, poor old boy.’)

At another time, he said, ‘No shrimps, Nandy?’ and on his not instantly

replying, observed, [‘His hearing is becoming very defective. He’ll be

deaf directly.’)

At another time he asked him, ‘Do you walk much, Nandy, about the yard

within the walls of that place of yours?’

‘No, sir; no. I haven’t any great liking for that.’

‘No, to be sure,’ he assented. ‘Very natural.’ Then he privately

informed the circle [‘Legs going.’)

Once he asked the pensioner, in that general clemency which asked him

anything to keep him afloat, how old his younger grandchild was?

‘John Edward,’ said the pensioner, slowly laying down his knife and fork

to consider. ‘How old, sir? Let me think now.’

The Father of the Marshalsea tapped his forehead [‘Memory weak.’)

‘John Edward, sir? Well, I really forget. I couldn’t say at this minute,

sir, whether it’s two and two months, or whether it’s two and five

months. It’s one or the other.’

‘Don’t distress yourself by worrying your mind about it,’ he returned,

with infinite forbearance. [‘Faculties evidently decaying--old man rusts

in the life he leads!’)

The more of these discoveries that he persuaded himself he made in the

pensioner, the better he appeared to like him; and when he got out of

his chair after tea to bid the pensioner good-bye, on his intimating

that he feared, honoured sir, his time was running out, he made himself

look as erect and strong as possible.

‘We don’t call this a shilling, Nandy, you know,’ he said, putting one

in his hand. ‘We call it tobacco.’

‘Honoured sir, I thank you. It shall buy tobacco. My thanks and duty to

Miss Amy and Miss Fanny. I wish you good night, Mr Clennam.’

‘And mind you don’t forget us, you know, Nandy,’ said the Father. ‘You

must come again, mind, whenever you have an afternoon. You must not come

out without seeing us, or we shall be jealous. Good night, Nandy. Be

very careful how you descend the stairs, Nandy; they are rather uneven

and worn.’ With that he stood on the landing, watching the old man down:

and when he came into the room again, said, with a solemn satisfaction

on him, ‘A melancholy sight that, Mr Clennam, though one has the

consolation of knowing that he doesn’t feel it himself. The poor old

fellow is a dismal wreck. Spirit broken and gone--pulverised--crushed

out of him, sir, completely!’

As Clennam had a purpose in remaining, he said what he could responsive

to these sentiments, and stood at the window with their enunciator,

while Maggy and her Little Mother washed the tea-service and cleared it

away. He noticed that his companion stood at the window with the air of

an affable and accessible Sovereign, and that, when any of his people in

the yard below looked up, his recognition of their salutes just stopped

short of a blessing.

When Little Dorrit had her work on the table, and Maggy hers on the

bedstead, Fanny fell to tying her bonnet as a preliminary to her

departure. Arthur, still having his purpose, still remained. At this

time the door opened, without any notice, and Mr Tip came in. He kissed

Amy as she started up to meet him, nodded to Fanny, nodded to his

father, gloomed on the visitor without further recognition, and sat

down.

‘Tip, dear,’ said Little Dorrit, mildly, shocked by this, ‘don’t you

see--’

‘Yes, I see, Amy. If you refer to the presence of any visitor you have

here--I say, if you refer to that,’ answered Tip, jerking his head with

emphasis towards his shoulder nearest Clennam, ‘I see!’

‘Is that all you say?’

‘That’s all I say. And I suppose,’ added the lofty young man, after a

moment’s pause, ‘that visitor will understand me, when I say that’s all

I say. In short, I suppose the visitor will understand that he hasn’t

used me like a gentleman.’

‘I do not understand that,’ observed the obnoxious personage referred to

with tranquillity.

‘No? Why, then, to make it clearer to you, sir, I beg to let you know

that when I address what I call a properly-worded appeal, and an urgent

appeal, and a delicate appeal, to an individual, for a small temporary

accommodation, easily within his power--easily within his power,

mind!--and when that individual writes back word to me that he begs to

be excused, I consider that he doesn’t treat me like a gentleman.’

The Father of the Marshalsea, who had surveyed his son in silence, no

sooner heard this sentiment, than he began in angry voice:--

‘How dare you--’ But his son stopped him.

‘Now, don’t ask me how I dare, father, because that’s bosh. As to the

fact of the line of conduct I choose to adopt towards the individual

present, you ought to be proud of my showing a proper spirit.’

‘I should think so!’ cried Fanny.

‘A proper spirit?’ said the Father. ‘Yes, a proper spirit; a becoming

spirit. Is it come to this that my son teaches me--_me_--spirit!’

‘Now, don’t let us bother about it, father, or have any row on the

subject. I have fully made up my mind that the individual present has

not treated me like a gentleman. And there’s an end of it.’

‘But there is not an end of it, sir,’ returned the Father. ‘But there

shall not be an end of it. You have made up your mind? You have made up

your mind?’

‘Yes, _I_ have. What’s the good of keeping on like that?’

‘Because,’ returned the Father, in a great heat, ‘you had no right to

make up your mind to what is monstrous, to what is--ha--immoral, to what

is--hum--parricidal. No, Mr Clennam, I beg, sir. Don’t ask me to desist;

there is a--hum--a general principle involved here, which rises even

above considerations of--ha--hospitality. I object to the assertion made

by my son. I--ha--I personally repel it.’

‘Why, what is it to you, father?’ returned the son, over his shoulder.

‘What is it to me, sir? I have a--hum--a spirit, sir, that will not

endure it. I,’ he took out his pocket-handkerchief again and dabbed his

face. ‘I am outraged and insulted by it. Let me suppose the case that I

myself may at a certain time--ha--or times, have made a--hum--an appeal,

and a properly-worded appeal, and a delicate appeal, and an urgent

appeal to some individual for a small temporary accommodation. Let me

suppose that that accommodation could have been easily extended, and was

not extended, and that that individual informed me that he begged to

be excused. Am I to be told by my own son, that I therefore received

treatment not due to a gentleman, and that I--ha--I submitted to it?’

His daughter Amy gently tried to calm him, but he would not on any

account be calmed. He said his spirit was up, and wouldn’t endure this.

Was he to be told that, he wished to know again, by his own son on his

own hearth, to his own face? Was that humiliation to be put upon him by

his own blood?

‘You are putting it on yourself, father, and getting into all this

injury of your own accord!’ said the young gentleman morosely. ‘What I

have made up my mind about has nothing to do with you. What I said had

nothing to do with you. Why need you go trying on other people’s hats?’

‘I reply it has everything to do with me,’ returned the Father. ‘I point

out to you, sir, with indignation, that--hum--the--ha--delicacy and

peculiarity of your father’s position should strike you dumb, sir, if

nothing else should, in laying down such--ha--such unnatural principles.

Besides; if you are not filial, sir, if you discard that duty, you

are at least--hum--not a Christian? Are you--ha--an Atheist? And is it

Christian, let me ask you, to stigmatise and denounce an individual

for begging to be excused this time, when the same individual

may--ha--respond with the required accommodation next time? Is it the

part of a Christian not to--hum--not to try him again?’ He had worked

himself into quite a religious glow and fervour.

‘I see precious well,’ said Mr Tip, rising, ‘that I shall get no

sensible or fair argument here to-night, and so the best thing I can do

is to cut. Good night, Amy. Don’t be vexed. I am very sorry it happens

here, and you here, upon my soul I am; but I can’t altogether part with

my spirit, even for your sake, old girl.’

With those words he put on his hat and went out, accompanied by Miss

Fanny; who did not consider it spirited on her part to take leave of

Clennam with any less opposing demonstration than a stare, importing

that she had always known him for one of the large body of conspirators.

When they were gone, the Father of the Marshalsea was at first inclined

to sink into despondency again, and would have done so, but that a

gentleman opportunely came up within a minute or two to attend him to

the Snuggery. It was the gentleman Clennam had seen on the night of his

own accidental detention there, who had that impalpable grievance about

the misappropriated Fund on which the Marshal was supposed to batten.

He presented himself as deputation to escort the Father to the Chair, it

being an occasion on which he had promised to preside over the assembled

Collegians in the enjoyment of a little Harmony.

‘Such, you see, Mr Clennam,’ said the Father, ‘are the incongruities

of my position here. But a public duty! No man, I am sure, would more

readily recognise a public duty than yourself.’

Clennam besought him not to delay a moment.

‘Amy, my dear, if you can persuade Mr Clennam to stay longer, I can

leave the honours of our poor apology for an establishment with

confidence in your hands, and perhaps you may do something towards

erasing from Mr Clennam’s mind the--ha--untoward and unpleasant

circumstance which has occurred since tea-time.’

Clennam assured him that it had made no impression on his mind, and

therefore required no erasure.

‘My dear sir,’ said the Father, with a removal of his black cap and a

grasp of Clennam’s hand, combining to express the safe receipt of his

note and enclosure that afternoon, ‘Heaven ever bless you!’

So, at last, Clennam’s purpose in remaining was attained, and he could

speak to Little Dorrit with nobody by. Maggy counted as nobody, and she

was by.

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