CHAPTER XVI.

One morning, about a month after the death of Captain Thornton, as Etta

and Mabel were preparing for their morning bath in the ocean, they grew

confidential, as girls are apt to do when arranging their toilets

together.

“Mabel,” said Etta, “I envy you the freedom you enjoy in seeing Ahleka

so often with none to interfere. How I wish I were in your place for I

must meet Uala clandestinely, so that papa shall not know of our love. I

hate to deceive papa, I am sure, but I don’t know what to do. Do you

think I do right to meet him as I do?”

“Yes indeed, I think you are right to meet him if you love him. It would

be far better if every woman would cling to the one man she loves; but

you are not right in meeting him secretly. You should not be ashamed to

acknowledge your love before all. When one is ashamed of their love it

is not the pure, strong unchangeable passion that alone should be called

by that name.” She spoke warmly, for she did not like this concealment

on the part of her friend.

“But Mabel, you do not understand me at all. I am not ashamed of my love

for Uala, but papa has said I should never marry any one on this island

with his consent. Now what am I to do?”

“What are you to do? Be a true woman and let your holy love for the man

who has won your heart, speak hereafter. Let it be his approval or

disapproval you abide by. When you were a child you owed your obedience

to your father, but now you are a woman with a woman’s love in your

heart and you should obey that love, even if it is in opposition to your

father’s will.”

“Would you have me marry Uala without my father’s consent?”

“Yes, by all means. You do not seem to realize that you are teaching

deception to Uala, and, you know, deceit among this people is a thing

unknown. Can you be the first to teach them, by example, that there are

such things as deceit, untruth and dishonesty?”

“No, Mabel. No, you know that I don’t,” exclaimed Etta. “Do have some

mercy on me. You forget how I am placed.”

“No, I do not forget,” answered Mabel, “but you do not belong to your

father. You are not a slave. Your heart, your mind, your will, are yours

and yours alone. When a father attempts to govern the love in his

daughter’s heart he undertakes that which he has no right to; for nature

has placed the feeling of love strong in the breast of every woman, and

whoever tries to thwart that love, should realize that they are

responsible for whatever of deceit, wrong doing and shame that may

follow. Half of the blighted, unhappy women of the world are made so,

either by the interference of others, in their love affairs, or by their

own weakness in not daring to marry a man if his so-called social

position is not equal to their own, or whose purse is not long enough to

satisfy their soaring ambition. If women married those they loved and

none else, as is done here, we should have no scandals in high life to

shock us, as is now constantly the case. Oh, stop this deceit, Etta, it

is unworthy of you! Be a true woman. There is no virtue more to be

admired in woman than sincerity, and if you love Uala, as you say——”

“Oh, Mabel! can you doubt my love?” broke in Etta. “I love him with my

whole heart, but I did not realize how false my conduct was, until now

that you have shown me how wrong I have been. I will tell papa

everything at once, and if he disapproves, as I know only too well that

he will, I shall do as you say, hold fast to my resolution, as I know I

shall always love Uala, and should be wretchedly unhappy without him.”

“I am glad, Etta dear, that you have come to so womanly a decision.”

“Do you suppose Mabel, that your father would approve of your marriage

with Ahleka if he know of it?”

“Yes,” answered Mabel, “I am quite sure he would. It was from his dear

lips that I learned to think on the subject of marriage as I do.”

After they had had their bath, Etta went directly to her father to tell

him of her love for Uala. It was a hard task, but she now saw her duty

and was determined to do it. After throwing her arms about his neck, and

kissing him, she dropped in a graceful little heap upon the mat at his

feet, and began: “Papa, do you love me very much?”

“What a question, why child, you are all in the world I have left to

love. Of course I love you.”

“But, papa, do you love me lots and lots, as I used to say when I was a

little thing?”

“I love you more and more every day of your life, my dear child.”

“Then you want me to be very happy, don’t you papa dear?” An odd

expression passed over the face of Captain Gray, as he replied:

“Want you to be happy? of course I do, you little kitten. If I were in

America now, after all this coaxing, I should expect a request to buy

you a seal skin jacket, but as this climate won’t do for seal skins, and

they are not to be had any way, I don’t know what I am expected to give

this little tease to make her so wonderfully happy.” His tone and words

were light and playful, but his face was stern, for he more than half

guessed what she meant to ask.

“Oh, papa,” she cried, “I know I am going to make you angry but I cannot

help it. I love Uala. Will you give your consent to our union?”

“Never! How can you ask for my consent to marry a black beggar?”

“Oh, papa! he is so manly and I love him with my whole heart.”

“Then the sooner you stop loving him the better, is all I’ve got to say,

for you shan’t marry that black-skinned hound.”

“Papa,” said Etta, rising to her feet, her whole manner changed in a

moment, from girlish playfulness to womanly dignity. She had been stung

by her father’s scornful words. “Papa, you have always been a kind and

affectionate father to me and my love and respect for you could not be

greater; but from to-day my love and respect is also given to another.

His, I am in heart and his I shall remain forever.”

“How dare you defy me!” he cried, “you shall never marry him, even if I

have to——” What he would have said farther will never be known, for the

sentence was never finished.

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