CHAPTER LII

The beautiful month of May had arrived, with her light budding foliage,

which seems to hang over the hoar branches of the trees like a green

aerial mist--the nightingales sung through the moonlight night, and

every other feathered chorister took up the note at early dawn. The

sweetest flowers in the year embroidered the fields; and the verdant

corn-fields were spread like a lake, now glittering in the sun, now

covered over by the shadows of the clouds. It appeared impossible not to

hope--not to enjoy; yet a seriousness had again gathered over Falkner's

countenance that denoted the return of care. He avoided the society even

of Elizabeth--his rides were solitary--his evenings passed in the

seclusion of his own room. Elizabeth, for the first time in her life,

grew a little discontented. "I sacrificed all to him," she thought, "yet

I cannot make him happy. Love alone possesses the sceptre and arbitrary

power to rule; every other affection admits a parliament of

thoughts--and debate and divisions ensue, which may make us wiser, but

which sadly derogates from the throned state of what we fancy a master

sentiment. I cannot make Falkner happy; yet Neville is miserable through

my endeavours--and to such struggle there is no end--my promised faith

is inviolable, nor do I even wish to break it."

One balmy, lovely day, Elizabeth rode out with her cousins; Mrs. Raby

was driving her father-in-law through the grounds in the pony

phaeton--Falkner had been out, and was returned. Several days had

passed, and no answer arrived from Neville. He was uneasy and sad, and

yet rejoiced at the respite afforded to the final parting with his

child. Suddenly, from the glass doors of the saloon he perceived a

gentleman riding up the avenue; he recognised him, and exclaimed, "All

is over!" At that moment he felt himself transported to a distant

land--surrounded by strangers--cut off from all he held dear. Such must

be the consequence of the arrival of Gerard Neville; and it was he who,

dismounting, in a few minutes after entered the room.

He came up to Falkner, and held out his hand, saying, "We must be

friends, Mr. Falkner--from this moment I trust that we are friends. We

join together for the happiness of the dearest and most perfect being in

the world."

Falkner could not take his hand--his manner grew cold; but he readily

replied, "I hope we do; and we must concert together to ensure our

success."

"Yet there is one other," continued Neville, "whom we must take into our

consultations."

"Mrs. Raby?"

"No! Elizabeth herself. She alone can decide for us all, and teach us

the right path to take. Do not mistake me; I know the road she will

point out, and am ready to follow it. Do you think I could deceive her?

Could I ask her to give me her dear self, and thus generously raise me

to the very height of human happiness, with deception on my lips? I were

indeed unworthy of her, if I were capable of such an act.

"Yet, but for the sake of honest truth, I would not even consult her--my

own mind is made up if you consent; I am come to you, Mr. Falkner, as a

suppliant, to ask you to give me your adopted child, but not to separate

you from her: I should detest myself if I were the cause of so much

sorrow to either. If my conduct need explanation in the world, you are

my excuse, I need go no further. We must both join in rendering Miss

Raby happy, and both, I trust, remain friends to the end of our lives."

"You are generous," replied Falkner; "perhaps you are just. I am not

unworthy of the friendship you offer, were you any other than you are."

"It is because I am such as I am that I venture to make advances which

would be impertinent from any other."

At this moment, a light step was heard on the lawn without, and

Elizabeth stood before them. She paused in utter wonder on seeing

Falkner and Neville together; soon surprise was replaced by undisguised

delight--her expressive countenance became radiant with happiness.

Falkner addressed her: "I present a friend to you, dear Elizabeth; I

leave you with him--he will best explain his purposes and wishes.

Meanwhile I must remark, that I consider him bound by nothing that has

been said; you must take counsel together--you must act for your mutual

happiness--that is all the condition I make--I yield to no other. Be

happy; and, if it be necessary, forget me, as I am very willing to

forget myself."

Falkner left them; and they instinctively, so to prevent interruption,

took their way into a woody glade of the park; and as they walked

beneath the shadows of some beautiful lime-trees, on the crisp green

turf, disclosed to each other every inner thought and feeling. Neville

declared his resolve not to separate her from her benefactor. "If the

world censure me," he said, "I am content; I am accustomed to its

judgments, and never found them sway or annoy me. I do right for my own

heart. It is a godlike task to reward the penitent. In religion and

morality, I know that I am justified; whether I am in the code of

worldly honour, I leave others to decide; and yet I believe that I am. I

had once thought to have met Falkner in a duel, but my father's

vengeance prevented that. He is now acquitted before all the world of

being more than the accidental cause of my dear mother's death. Knights

of old, after they fought in right good earnest, became friends, each

finding, in the bravery of the other, a cause for esteem. Such is the

situation of Rupert Falkner and myself; and we will both join, dear

Elizabeth, in making him forget the past, and rendering his future years

calm and happy."

Elizabeth could only look her gratitude. She felt, as was most true,

that this was not a cause for words or reason. Falkner in himself

offered, or did not offer, full excuse for the generosity of Neville. No

one could see him, and not allow that the affectionate, duteous son in

no way derogated from his reverence for his mother's memory, by entirely

forgiving him who honoured her as an earthly angel, and had deplored,

through years of unutterable anguish, the mortal injury done her.

Satisfied in his own mind that he acted rightly, Neville did not seek

for any other approval; and yet he gladly accepted it from Elizabeth,

whose heart, touched to its very core by his nobleness, felt an almost

painful weight of gratitude and love; she tried to express it:

fortunately, between lovers mere language is not necessary ineffectually

to utter that which transcends all expression. Neville felt himself most

sweetly thanked; a more happy pair never trod this lovely earth than the

two that, closely linked hand in hand, and with hearts open and true as

the sunlight about them, enjoyed the sweetest hour of love, the first of

acknowledged perpetual union, beneath the majestic, deep-shadowing

thickets of Belleforest.

All that had seemed so difficult now took its course easily. They did

not any of them seek to account for or to justify the course they took.

They each knew that they could not do other than they did. Elizabeth

could not break faith with Falkner--Neville could not renounce her; it

might be strange--but it must be so; they three must remain together

through life, despite all of tragic and miserable that seemed to

separate them.

Even Lady Cecil admitted that there was no choice. Elizabeth must be

won--she was too dear a treasure to be voluntarily renounced. In a few

weeks, the wedding-day of Sir Gerard Neville and Miss Raby being fixed,

she joined them at Belleforest, and saw, with genuine pleasure, the

happiness of the two persons whom she esteemed and loved most in the

world, secured. Mrs. Raby's warm heart reaped its own reward in

witnessing this felicitous conclusion of her interference.

Whether the reader of this eventful tale will coincide with every other

person, fully in the confidence of all, in the opinion that such was the

necessary termination of a position full of difficulty, is hard to

say--but so it was; and it is most certain that no woman who ever saw

Rupert Falkner but thought Neville just and judicious; and if any man

disputed this point, when he saw Elizabeth he was an immediate convert.

As much happiness as any one can enjoy, whose inner mind bears the

unhealing wound of a culpable act, fell to the portion of Falkner. He

had repented; and was forgiven, we may believe, in heaven, as well as on

earth. He could not forgive himself--and this one shadow remained upon

his lot--it could not be got rid of; yet perhaps in the gratitude he

felt to those about him, in the softened tenderness inspired by the

sense that he was dealt with more leniently than he believed that he

deserved, he found full compensation for the memories that made him feel

himself a perpetual mourner beside Alithea's grave.

Neville and Elizabeth had no drawback to their felicity. They cared not

for the world, and when they did enter it, the merits of both commanded

respect and liking; they were happy in each other, happy in a growing

family, happy in Falkner; whom, as Neville had said, it was impossible

to regard with lukewarm sentiments; and they derived a large store of

happiness from his enlightened mind, from the elevated tone of moral

feeling, which was the result of his sufferings, and from the deep

affection with which he regarded them both. They were happy also in the

wealth which gave scope to the benevolence of their dispositions, and in

the talents that guided them rightly through the devious maze of life.

They often visited Dromore, but their chief time was spent at their seat

in Bucks, near which Falkner had purchased a villa. He lived in

retirement: he grew a sage amid his books and his own reflections. But

his heart was true to itself to the end, and his pleasures were derived

from the society of his beloved Elizabeth, of Neville, who was scarcely

less dear, and their beautiful children. Surrounded by these, he felt no

want of the nearest ties; they were to him as his own. Time passed

lightly on, bringing no apparent change; thus they still live--and

Neville has never for a moment repented the irresistible impulse that

led him to become the friend of him whose act had rendered his childhood

miserable, but who completed the happiness of his maturer years.

THE END

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