CHAPTER XXXVIII

The family of Raby must be considered collectively, as each member

united in one feeling, and acted on one principle. They were Catholics,

and never forgot it. They were not bent on proselytism; on the contrary,

they rather shunned admitting strangers into their circle: but they

never ceased to remember that they belonged to the ancient faith of the

land, and looked upon their fidelity to the tenets of their ancestors as

a privilege, and a distinction far more honourable than a patent of

nobility. Surrounded by Protestants, and consequently, as they believed,

by enemies, it was the aim of their existence to keep their honour

unsullied; and that each member of the family should act for the good

and glory of the whole, unmindful of private interests and individual

affections. The result of such a system may be divined. The pleasures of

mediocrity--toiling merit--the happy home--the cheerful family union,

where smiles glitter brighter than gold; all these were unknown or

despised. Young hearts were pitilessly crushed; young hopes blighted

without remorse. The daughters were doomed, for the most part, to the

cloister; the sons to foreign service. This, indeed, was not to be

attributed entirely to the family failing--a few years ago, English

Catholics were barred out from every road to emolument and distinction

in their native country.

Edwin Raby had thus been sacrificed. His enlightened mind disdained the

trammels thrown over it; but his apostacy doomed him to become an

outcast. He had previously been the favourite and hope of his parents;

from the moment that he renounced his religion he became the opprobrium.

His name was never mentioned; and his death hailed as a piece of good

fortune, that freed his family from a living disgrace. The only person

among them who regretted him was the wife of his eldest brother; she had

appreciated his talents and virtues, and had entertained a sincere

friendship for him; but even she renounced him.

Her heart, naturally warm and noble, was narrowed by prejudice; but

while she acted in conformity with the family principle, she suffered

severely from the shock thus given to her better feelings. When Edwin

died, her eyes were a little opened; she began to suspect that human

life and human suffering deserved more regard than articles of belief.

The "late remorse of love" was awakened, and she never wholly forgot the

impression. She had not been consulted concerning, she knew nothing of,

his widow and orphan child. Young at that time, the weight of authority

pressed also on her, and she had been bred to submission. There was a

latent energy, however, in her character that developed itself as she

grew older. Her husband died, and her consequence increased in old Oswi

Raby's eyes. By degrees her authority became paramount; it was greatly

regulated by the prejudices and systems cherished by the family, as far

as regarded the world in general; but it was softened in her own circle

by the influence of the affections. Her daughters were educated at

home--not one was destined for the cloister. Her only son was brought up

at Eton; the privileges granted of late years to the Catholics made her

entertain the belief, that it was no longer necessary to preserve the

old defences and fortifications which intolerance had forced its victims

to institute; still pride--pride of religion, pride of family, pride in

an unblemished name, were too deeply rooted, too carefully nurtured, not

to form an integral part of her character.

When a letter from her father-in-law revealed to her the existence of

Elizabeth, her heart warmed towards the orphan and deserted daughter of

Edwin. She felt all the repentance which duties neglected bring on a

well-regulated mind--her pride revolted at the idea that a daughter of

the house of Raby was dependant on the beneficence of a stranger--she

resolved that no time should be lost in claiming and receiving her, even

while she trembled to think of how, brought up as an alien, she might

prove rather a burden than an acquisition. She had written to make

inquiries as to her niece's abode. She heard that she was on a visit at

Lady Cecil's at Hastings--Mrs. Raby was at Tunbridge--she instantly

ordered horses, and proceeded to Oakly.

On the morning of her visit, Lady Cecil had received a letter from

Gerard: it was incoherent, and had been written by snatches in the

carriage on his way to Dromore. Its first words proclaimed his mother's

innocence, and the acknowledgment of her wrongs by Sir Boyvill himself.

As he went on, his pen lingered--he trembled to write the words, "Our

friend, our Elizabeth, is the daughter of the destroyer." It was

unnatural, it was impossible--the very thought added acrimony to his

detestation of Falkner--it prevented the compassion his generous nature

would otherwise have afforded, and yet roused every wish to spare him,

as much as he might be spared, for his heroic daughter's sake. He felt

deceived, trepanned, doomed. In after life we are willing to compromise

with fate--to take the good with the bad--and are satisfied if we can at

all lighten the burden of life. In youth we aim at completeness and

perfection. Ardent and single-minded, Neville disdained prejudices; and

his impulse was, to separate the idea of father and daughter, and to

cherish Elizabeth as a being totally distinct from her parentage. But

she would not yield to this delusion--she would cling to her father--and

if he died by his hand, he would for ever become an object of

detestation. Well has Alfieri said, "There is no struggle so vehement as

when an upright but passionate heart is divided between inclination and

duty." Neville's soul was set upon honour and well-doing; never before

had he found the execution of the dictates of his conscience so full of

bitterness and impatience. Something of these feelings betrayed

themselves in his letter. "We have lost Elizabeth," he wrote; "for ever

lost her! Is there no help for this? No help for her? None! She clings

to the destroyer's side, and shares his miserable fate--lost to

happiness--to the innocence and sunshine of life. She will live a victim

and die a martyr to her duties; and she is lost to us for ever!"

Lady Cecil read again and again--she wondered--she grieved--she uttered

impatient reproaches against Gerard for having sought the truth; and yet

her heart was with him, and she rejoiced in the acknowledged innocence

of Alithea. She thought of Elizabeth with the deepest grief--had they

never met--had she and Gerard never seen each other, neither had loved,

and half this wo had been spared. How strange and devious are the ways

of fate--how difficult to resign one's self to its mysterious and

destructive course! Naturally serene, though vivacious--kind-hearted,

but not informed with trembling insensibility--yet so struck was Lady

Cecil by the prospects of misery for those she best loved, that she wept

bitterly, and wrung her hands in impatient, impotent despair. At this

moment Mrs. Raby was announced.

Mrs. Raby had something of the tragedy queen in her appearance. She was

tall and dignified in person. Her black full eyes were melancholy--her

brow shadowing them over had a world of thought and feeling in its

sculpture-like lines. The lower part of her face harmonized, though

something of pride lurked about her beautiful mouth--her voice was

melodious, but deep-toned. Her manners had not the ease of the well-bred

Lady Cecil--something of the outcast was imprinted upon them, which

imparted consciousness, reserve, and alternate timidity and haughtiness.

There was nothing embarrassed, however, in her mien, and she asked at

once for Elizabeth with obvious impatience. She heard that she was gone

with regret. The praises Lady Cecil almost involuntarily showered on her

late guest at once dissipated this feeling; and caused her, with all the

frankness natural to her, to unfold at once the object of her visit--the

parentage of the orphan--the discovery of her niece. Lady Cecil clasped

her hands in a transport, which was not all joy. There was so much of

wonder, almost of disbelief, at the strange tale--had a fairy's wand

operated the change, it had not been more magical in her eyes. Heaven's

ways were vindicated--all of evil vanished from the scene--her friend

snatched from ignominy and crime, to be shrined for ever in their hearts

and love.

She poured out these feelings impetuously. Mrs. Raby was well acquainted

with Alithea's story, and was familiar with Gerard Neville's conduct;

all that she now heard was strange indeed. She did not imbibe any of

Lady Cecil's gladness, but much of her eagerness. It became of paramount

importance in her mind to break at once the link between Elizabeth and

her guardian, before the story gained publicity, and the name of Raby

became mingled in a tale of horror and crime, which, to the peculiar

tone of Mrs. Raby's mind, was singularly odious and disgraceful. No time

must be lost--Elizabeth must be claimed--must at once leave the guilty

and tainted one, while yet her name received no infection; or she would

be disowned for ever by her father's family. When Lady Cecil learned

Mrs. Raby's intention of proceeding to London to see her niece, she

resolved to go also, to act as mediator, and to soften the style of the

demands made, even while she persuaded Elizabeth to submit to them. She

expressed her intention, and the ladies agreed to travel together. Both

were desirous of further communication. Lady Cecil wished to interest

Mrs. Raby still more deeply in her matchless kinswoman's splendid

qualities of heart and mind; while Mrs. Raby felt that her conduct must

be founded on the character and worth of her niece; even while she was

more convinced, at every minute, that no half measures would be

permitted by Oswi Raby, and others of their family and connexion, and

that Elizabeth's welfare depended on her breaking away entirely from her

present position, and throwing herself unreservedly upon the kindness

and affection of her father's relations.

Strange tidings awaited their arrival in London, and added to the

eagerness of both. The proceedings of Sir Boyvill, the accusation of

Falkner, and his actual arrest, with all its consequent disgrace, made

each fear that it was too late to interpose. Mrs. Raby showed most

energy. The circumstances were already in the newspapers, but there was

no mention of Elizabeth. Falkner had been taken from his home, but no

daughter accompanied him, no daughter appeared to have any part in the

shocking scene. Had Falkner had the generosity to save her from

disgrace? If so, it became her duty to co-operate in his measures. Where

Elizabeth had taken refuge, was uncertain; but, on inquiry, it seemed

that she was still at Wimbledon. Thither the ladies proceeded together.

Anxiety possessed both to a painful degree. There was a mysteriousness

in the progress of events which they could not unveil--all depended on a

clear and a happy explanation. The first words and first embrace of

Elizabeth reassured her friend; all indeed would be well, she restored

to her place in society, and punishment would fall on the guilty alone.

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