THE TRIMMED LAMP

Of course there are two sides to the question. Let us look at the

other. We often hear “shop-girls” spoken of. No such persons exist.

There are girls who work in shops. They make their living that way. But

why turn their occupation into an adjective? Let us be fair. We do not

refer to the girls who live on Fifth Avenue as “marriage-girls.”

Lou and Nancy were chums. They came to the big city to find work

because there was not enough to eat at their homes to go around. Nancy

was nineteen; Lou was twenty. Both were pretty, active, country girls

who had no ambition to go on the stage.

The little cherub that sits up aloft guided them to a cheap and

respectable boarding-house. Both found positions and became

wage-earners. They remained chums. It is at the end of six months that

I would beg you to step forward and be introduced to them. Meddlesome

Reader: My Lady friends, Miss Nancy and Miss Lou. While you are shaking

hands please take notice—cautiously—of their attire. Yes, cautiously;

for they are as quick to resent a stare as a lady in a box at the horse

show is.

Lou is a piece-work ironer in a hand laundry. She is clothed in a

badly-fitting purple dress, and her hat plume is four inches too long;

but her ermine muff and scarf cost $25, and its fellow beasts will be

ticketed in the windows at $7.98 before the season is over. Her cheeks

are pink, and her light blue eyes bright. Contentment radiates from

her.

Nancy you would call a shop-girl—because you have the habit. There is

no type; but a perverse generation is always seeking a type; so this is

what the type should be. She has the high-ratted pompadour, and the

exaggerated straight-front. Her skirt is shoddy, but has the correct

flare. No furs protect her against the bitter spring air, but she wears

her short broadcloth jacket as jauntily as though it were Persian lamb!

On her face and in her eyes, remorseless type-seeker, is the typical

shop-girl expression. It is a look of silent but contemptuous revolt

against cheated womanhood; of sad prophecy of the vengeance to come.

When she laughs her loudest the look is still there. The same look can

be seen in the eyes of Russian peasants; and those of us left will see

it some day on Gabriel’s face when he comes to blow us up. It is a look

that should wither and abash man; but he has been known to smirk at it

and offer flowers—with a string tied to them.

Now lift your hat and come away, while you receive Lou’s cheery “See

you again,” and the sardonic, sweet smile of Nancy that seems, somehow,

to miss you and go fluttering like a white moth up over the housetops

to the stars.

The two waited on the corner for Dan. Dan was Lou’s steady company.

Faithful? Well, he was on hand when Mary would have had to hire a dozen

subpoena servers to find her lamb.

“Ain’t you cold, Nance?” said Lou. “Say, what a chump you are for

working in that old store for $8 a week! I made $18.50 last week. Of

course ironing ain’t as swell work as selling lace behind a counter,

but it pays. None of us ironers make less than $10. And I don’t know

that it’s any less respectful work, either.”

“You can have it,” said Nancy, with uplifted nose. “I’ll take my eight

a week and hall bedroom. I like to be among nice things and swell

people. And look what a chance I’ve got! Why, one of our glove girls

married a Pittsburg—steel maker, or blacksmith or something—the other

day worth a million dollars. I’ll catch a swell myself some time. I

ain’t bragging on my looks or anything; but I’ll take my chances where

there’s big prizes offered. What show would a girl have in a laundry?”

“Why, that’s where I met Dan,” said Lou, triumphantly. “He came in for

his Sunday shirt and collars and saw me at the first board, ironing. We

all try to get to work at the first board. Ella Maginnis was sick that

day, and I had her place. He said he noticed my arms first, how round

and white they was. I had my sleeves rolled up. Some nice fellows come

into laundries. You can tell ’em by their bringing their clothes in

suit cases; and turning in the door sharp and sudden.”

“How can you wear a waist like that, Lou?” said Nancy, gazing down at

the offending article with sweet scorn in her heavy-lidded eyes. “It

shows fierce taste.”

“This waist?” cried Lou, with wide-eyed indignation. “Why, I paid $16

for this waist. It’s worth twenty-five. A woman left it to be

laundered, and never called for it. The boss sold it to me. It’s got

yards and yards of hand embroidery on it. Better talk about that ugly,

plain thing you’ve got on.”

“This ugly, plain thing,” said Nancy, calmly, “was copied from one that

Mrs. Van Alstyne Fisher was wearing. The girls say her bill in the

store last year was $12,000. I made mine, myself. It cost me $1.50. Ten

feet away you couldn’t tell it from hers.”

“Oh, well,” said Lou, good-naturedly, “if you want to starve and put on

airs, go ahead. But I’ll take my job and good wages; and after hours

give me something as fancy and attractive to wear as I am able to buy.”

But just then Dan came—a serious young man with a ready-made necktie,

who had escaped the city’s brand of frivolity—an electrician earning 30

dollars per week who looked upon Lou with the sad eyes of Romeo, and

thought her embroidered waist a web in which any fly should delight to

be caught.

“My friend, Mr. Owens—shake hands with Miss Danforth,” said Lou.

“I’m mighty glad to know you, Miss Danforth,” said Dan, with

outstretched hand. “I’ve heard Lou speak of you so often.”

“Thanks,” said Nancy, touching his fingers with the tips of her cool

ones, “I’ve heard her mention you—a few times.”

Lou giggled.

“Did you get that handshake from Mrs. Van Alstyne Fisher, Nance?” she

asked.

“If I did, you can feel safe in copying it,” said Nancy.

“Oh, I couldn’t use it, at all. It’s too stylish for me. It’s intended

to set off diamond rings, that high shake is. Wait till I get a few and

then I’ll try it.”

“Learn it first,” said Nancy wisely, “and you’ll be more likely to get

the rings.”

“Now, to settle this argument,” said Dan, with his ready, cheerful

smile, “let me make a proposition. As I can’t take both of you up to

Tiffany’s and do the right thing, what do you say to a little

vaudeville? I’ve got the tickets. How about looking at stage diamonds

since we can’t shake hands with the real sparklers?”

The faithful squire took his place close to the curb; Lou next, a

little peacocky in her bright and pretty clothes; Nancy on the inside,

slender, and soberly clothed as the sparrow, but with the true Van

Alstyne Fisher walk—thus they set out for their evening’s moderate

diversion.

I do not suppose that many look upon a great department store as an

educational institution. But the one in which Nancy worked was

something like that to her. She was surrounded by beautiful things that

breathed of taste and refinement. If you live in an atmosphere of

luxury, luxury is yours whether your money pays for it, or another’s.

The people she served were mostly women whose dress, manners, and

position in the social world were quoted as criterions. From them Nancy

began to take toll—the best from each according to her view.

From one she would copy and practice a gesture, from another an

eloquent lifting of an eyebrow, from others, a manner of walking, of

carrying a purse, of smiling, of greeting a friend, of addressing

“inferiors in station.” From her best beloved model, Mrs. Van Alstyne

Fisher, she made requisition for that excellent thing, a soft, low

voice as clear as silver and as perfect in articulation as the notes of

a thrush. Suffused in the aura of this high social refinement and good

breeding, it was impossible for her to escape a deeper effect of it. As

good habits are said to be better than good principles, so, perhaps,

good manners are better than good habits. The teachings of your parents

may not keep alive your New England conscience; but if you sit on a

straight-back chair and repeat the words “prisms and pilgrims” forty

times the devil will flee from you. And when Nancy spoke in the Van

Alstyne Fisher tones she felt the thrill of _noblesse oblige_ to her

very bones.

There was another source of learning in the great departmental school.

Whenever you see three or four shop-girls gather in a bunch and jingle

their wire bracelets as an accompaniment to apparently frivolous

conversation, do not think that they are there for the purpose of

criticizing the way Ethel does her back hair. The meeting may lack the

dignity of the deliberative bodies of man; but it has all the

importance of the occasion on which Eve and her first daughter first

put their heads together to make Adam understand his proper place in

the household. It is Woman’s Conference for Common Defense and Exchange

of Strategical Theories of Attack and Repulse upon and against the

World, which is a Stage, and Man, its Audience who Persists in Throwing

Bouquets Thereupon. Woman, the most helpless of the young of any

animal—with the fawn’s grace but without its fleetness; with the bird’s

beauty but without its power of flight; with the honey-bee’s burden of

sweetness but without its—Oh, let’s drop that simile—some of us may

have been stung.

During this council of war they pass weapons one to another, and

exchange stratagems that each has devised and formulated out of the

tactics of life.

“I says to ’im,” says Sadie, “ain’t you the fresh thing! Who do you

suppose I am, to be addressing such a remark to me? And what do you

think he says back to me?”

The heads, brown, black, flaxen, red, and yellow bob together; the

answer is given; and the parry to the thrust is decided upon, to be

used by each thereafter in passages-at-arms with the common enemy, man.

Thus Nancy learned the art of defense; and to women successful defense

means victory.

The curriculum of a department store is a wide one. Perhaps no other

college could have fitted her as well for her life’s ambition—the

drawing of a matrimonial prize.

Her station in the store was a favored one. The music room was near

enough for her to hear and become familiar with the works of the best

composers—at least to acquire the familiarity that passed for

appreciation in the social world in which she was vaguely trying to set

a tentative and aspiring foot. She absorbed the educating influence of

art wares, of costly and dainty fabrics, of adornments that are almost

culture to women.

The other girls soon became aware of Nancy’s ambition. “Here comes your

millionaire, Nancy,” they would call to her whenever any man who looked

the rôle approached her counter. It got to be a habit of men, who were

hanging about while their women folk were shopping, to stroll over to

the handkerchief counter and dawdle over the cambric squares. Nancy’s

imitation high-bred air and genuine dainty beauty was what attracted.

Many men thus came to display their graces before her. Some of them may

have been millionaires; others were certainly no more than their

sedulous apes. Nancy learned to discriminate. There was a window at the

end of the handkerchief counter; and she could see the rows of vehicles

waiting for the shoppers in the street below. She looked and perceived

that automobiles differ as well as do their owners.

Once a fascinating gentleman bought four dozen handkerchiefs, and wooed

her across the counter with a King Cophetua air. When he had gone one

of the girls said:

“What’s wrong, Nance, that you didn’t warm up to that fellow. He looks

the swell article, all right, to me.”

“Him?” said Nancy, with her coolest, sweetest, most impersonal, Van

Alstyne Fisher smile; “not for mine. I saw him drive up outside. A 12

H. P. machine and an Irish chauffeur! And you saw what kind of

handkerchiefs he bought—silk! And he’s got dactylis on him. Give me the

real thing or nothing, if you please.”

Two of the most “refined” women in the store—a forelady and a

cashier—had a few “swell gentlemen friends” with whom they now and then

dined. Once they included Nancy in an invitation. The dinner took place

in a spectacular café whose tables are engaged for New Year’s eve a

year in advance. There were two “gentlemen friends”—one without any

hair on his head—high living ungrew it; and we can prove it—the other a

young man whose worth and sophistication he impressed upon you in two

convincing ways—he swore that all the wine was corked; and he wore

diamond cuff buttons. This young man perceived irresistible

excellencies in Nancy. His taste ran to shop-girls; and here was one

that added the voice and manners of his high social world to the

franker charms of her own caste. So, on the following day, he appeared

in the store and made her a serious proposal of marriage over a box of

hem-stitched, grass-bleached Irish linens. Nancy declined. A brown

pompadour ten feet away had been using her eyes and ears. When the

rejected suitor had gone she heaped carboys of upbraidings and horror

upon Nancy’s head.

“What a terrible little fool you are! That fellow’s a millionaire—he’s

a nephew of old Van Skittles himself. And he was talking on the level,

too. Have you gone crazy, Nance?”

“Have I?” said Nancy. “I didn’t take him, did I? He isn’t a millionaire

so hard that you could notice it, anyhow. His family only allows him

$20,000 a year to spend. The bald-headed fellow was guying him about it

the other night at supper.”

The brown pompadour came nearer and narrowed her eyes.

“Say, what do you want?” she inquired, in a voice hoarse for lack of

chewing-gum. “Ain’t that enough for you? Do you want to be a Mormon,

and marry Rockefeller and Gladstone Dowie and the King of Spain and the

whole bunch? Ain’t $20,000 a year good enough for you?”

Nancy flushed a little under the level gaze of the black, shallow eyes.

“It wasn’t altogether the money, Carrie,” she explained. “His friend

caught him in a rank lie the other night at dinner. It was about some

girl he said he hadn’t been to the theater with. Well, I can’t stand a

liar. Put everything together—I don’t like him; and that settles it.

When I sell out it’s not going to be on any bargain day. I’ve got to

have something that sits up in a chair like a man, anyhow. Yes, I’m

looking out for a catch; but it’s got to be able to do something more

than make a noise like a toy bank.”

“The physiopathic ward for yours!” said the brown pompadour, walking

away.

These high ideas, if not ideals—Nancy continued to cultivate on $8. per

week. She bivouacked on the trail of the great unknown “catch,” eating

her dry bread and tightening her belt day by day. On her face was the

faint, soldierly, sweet, grim smile of the preordained man-hunter. The

store was her forest; and many times she raised her rifle at game that

seemed broad-antlered and big; but always some deep unerring

instinct—perhaps of the huntress, perhaps of the woman—made her hold

her fire and take up the trail again.

Lou flourished in the laundry. Out of her $18.50 per week she paid $6.

for her room and board. The rest went mainly for clothes. Her

opportunities for bettering her taste and manners were few compared

with Nancy’s. In the steaming laundry there was nothing but work, work

and her thoughts of the evening pleasures to come. Many costly and

showy fabrics passed under her iron; and it may be that her growing

fondness for dress was thus transmitted to her through the conducting

metal.

When the day’s work was over Dan awaited her outside, her faithful

shadow in whatever light she stood.

Sometimes he cast an honest and troubled glance at Lou’s clothes that

increased in conspicuity rather than in style; but this was no

disloyalty; he deprecated the attention they called to her in the

streets.

And Lou was no less faithful to her chum. There was a law that Nancy

should go with them on whatsoever outings they might take. Dan bore the

extra burden heartily and in good cheer. It might be said that Lou

furnished the color, Nancy the tone, and Dan the weight of the

distraction-seeking trio. The escort, in his neat but obviously

ready-made suit, his ready-made tie and unfailing, genial, ready-made

wit never startled or clashed. He was of that good kind that you are

likely to forget while they are present, but remember distinctly after

they are gone.

To Nancy’s superior taste the flavor of these ready-made pleasures was

sometimes a little bitter: but she was young; and youth is a gourmand,

when it cannot be a gourmet.

“Dan is always wanting me to marry him right away,” Lou told her once.

“But why should I? I’m independent. I can do as I please with the money

I earn; and he never would agree for me to keep on working afterward.

And say, Nance, what do you want to stick to that old store for, and

half starve and half dress yourself? I could get you a place in the

laundry right now if you’d come. It seems to me that you could afford

to be a little less stuck-up if you could make a good deal more money.”

“I don’t think I’m stuck-up, Lou,” said Nancy, “but I’d rather live on

half rations and stay where I am. I suppose I’ve got the habit. It’s

the chance that I want. I don’t expect to be always behind a counter.

I’m learning something new every day. I’m right up against refined and

rich people all the time—even if I do only wait on them; and I’m not

missing any pointers that I see passing around.”

“Caught your millionaire yet?” asked Lou with her teasing laugh.

“I haven’t selected one yet,” answered Nancy. “I’ve been looking them

over.”

“Goodness! the idea of picking over ’em! Don’t you ever let one get by

you Nance—even if he’s a few dollars shy. But of course you’re

joking—millionaires don’t think about working girls like us.”

“It might be better for them if they did,” said Nancy, with cool

wisdom. “Some of us could teach them how to take care of their money.”

“If one was to speak to me,” laughed Lou, “I know I’d have a duck-fit.”

“That’s because you don’t know any. The only difference between swells

and other people is you have to watch ’em closer. Don’t you think that

red silk lining is just a little bit too bright for that coat, Lou?”

Lou looked at the plain, dull olive jacket of her friend.

“Well, no I don’t—but it may seem so beside that faded-looking thing

you’ve got on.”

“This jacket,” said Nancy, complacently, “has exactly the cut and fit

of one that Mrs. Van Alstyne Fisher was wearing the other day. The

material cost me $3.98. I suppose hers cost about $100. more.”

“Oh, well,” said Lou lightly, “it don’t strike me as millionaire bait.

Shouldn’t wonder if I catch one before you do, anyway.”

Truly it would have taken a philosopher to decide upon the values of

the theories held by the two friends. Lou, lacking that certain pride

and fastidiousness that keeps stores and desks filled with girls

working for the barest living, thumped away gaily with her iron in the

noisy and stifling laundry. Her wages supported her even beyond the

point of comfort; so that her dress profited until sometimes she cast a

sidelong glance of impatience at the neat but inelegant apparel of

Dan—Dan the constant, the immutable, the undeviating.

As for Nancy, her case was one of tens of thousands. Silk and jewels

and laces and ornaments and the perfume and music of the fine world of

good-breeding and taste—these were made for woman; they are her

equitable portion. Let her keep near them if they are a part of life to

her, and if she will. She is no traitor to herself, as Esau was; for

she keeps her birthright and the pottage she earns is often very scant.

In this atmosphere Nancy belonged; and she throve in it and ate her

frugal meals and schemed over her cheap dresses with a determined and

contented mind. She already knew woman; and she was studying man, the

animal, both as to his habits and eligibility. Some day she would bring

down the game that she wanted; but she promised herself it would be

what seemed to her the biggest and the best, and nothing smaller.

Thus she kept her lamp trimmed and burning to receive the bridegroom

when he should come.

But, another lesson she learned, perhaps unconsciously. Her standard of

values began to shift and change. Sometimes the dollar-mark grew

blurred in her mind’s eye, and shaped itself into letters that spelled

such words as “truth” and “honor” and now and then just “kindness.” Let

us make a likeness of one who hunts the moose or elk in some mighty

wood. He sees a little dell, mossy and embowered, where a rill

trickles, babbling to him of rest and comfort. At these times the spear

of Nimrod himself grows blunt.

So, Nancy wondered sometimes if Persian lamb was always quoted at its

market value by the hearts that it covered.

One Thursday evening Nancy left the store and turned across Sixth

Avenue westward to the laundry. She was expected to go with Lou and Dan

to a musical comedy.

Dan was just coming out of the laundry when she arrived. There was a

queer, strained look on his face.

“I thought I would drop around to see if they had heard from her,” he

said.

“Heard from who?” asked Nancy. “Isn’t Lou there?”

“I thought you knew,” said Dan. “She hasn’t been here or at the house

where she lived since Monday. She moved all her things from there. She

told one of the girls in the laundry she might be going to Europe.”

“Hasn’t anybody seen her anywhere?” asked Nancy.

Dan looked at her with his jaws set grimly, and a steely gleam in his

steady gray eyes.

“They told me in the laundry,” he said, harshly, “that they saw her

pass yesterday—in an automobile. With one of the millionaires, I

suppose, that you and Lou were forever busying your brains about.”

For the first time Nancy quailed before a man. She laid her hand that

trembled slightly on Dan’s sleeve.

“You’ve no right to say such a thing to me, Dan—as if I had anything to

do with it!”

“I didn’t mean it that way,” said Dan, softening. He fumbled in his

vest pocket.

“I’ve got the tickets for the show to-night,” he said, with a gallant

show of lightness. “If you—”

Nancy admired pluck whenever she saw it.

“I’ll go with you, Dan,” she said.

Three months went by before Nancy saw Lou again.

At twilight one evening the shop-girl was hurrying home along the

border of a little quiet park. She heard her name called, and wheeled

about in time to catch Lou rushing into her arms.

After the first embrace they drew their heads back as serpents do,

ready to attack or to charm, with a thousand questions trembling on

their swift tongues. And then Nancy noticed that prosperity had

descended upon Lou, manifesting itself in costly furs, flashing gems,

and creations of the tailors’ art.

“You little fool!” cried Lou, loudly and affectionately. “I see you are

still working in that store, and as shabby as ever. And how about that

big catch you were going to make—nothing doing yet, I suppose?”

And then Lou looked, and saw that something better than prosperity had

descended upon Nancy—something that shone brighter than gems in her

eyes and redder than a rose in her cheeks, and that danced like

electricity anxious to be loosed from the tip of her tongue.

“Yes, I’m still in the store,” said Nancy, “but I’m going to leave it

next week. I’ve made my catch—the biggest catch in the world. You won’t

mind now Lou, will you?—I’m going to be married to Dan—to Dan!—he’s my

Dan now—why, Lou!”

Around the corner of the park strolled one of those new-crop,

smooth-faced young policemen that are making the force more

endurable—at least to the eye. He saw a woman with an expensive fur

coat, and diamond-ringed hands crouching down against the iron fence of

the park sobbing turbulently, while a slender, plainly-dressed working

girl leaned close, trying to console her. But the Gibsonian cop, being

of the new order, passed on, pretending not to notice, for he was wise

enough to know that these matters are beyond help so far as the power

he represents is concerned, though he rap the pavement with his

nightstick till the sound goes up to the furthermost stars.

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