CHAPTER FIVE

"You musicians make me deadly weary," Bobby proclaimed, from his

favorite rostrum of the hearthrug.

"Is that the reason you are trying to sit on them, Bobby?" his cousin

asked. "You'll find an easy chair just as restful to you and a good deal

more so to the musician."

Bobby waved her remark aside.

"Don't interrupt me, Beatrix. I have things I wish to say."

"Very likely; but it is barely possible that somebody else also may have

things he wishes to say, and can't, because you talk so much."

"Sally is busy eating bonbons, and Thayer would much better wait till I

get through his indictment. He'll need all his voice to defend himself."

Sally glanced up.

"Go on, Bobby," she said encouragingly. "The sooner it is over, the

better."

"Thank you. Then I have the floor. Thayer, I never believe in talking

about people behind their backs, so I look you squarely in the eye and

ask you if you ever realize that you don't amount to much, after all."

"Who told you?"

"Nobody. I evolved it."

"I didn't know you were a critic."

"I'm not, nor yet an interpreting artist. I create."

"What, I should like to know!" This was from Sally.

"Scareheads. I do them. If that's not creating, I should like to know

what is. They never have any connection with facts."

"What is your grievance?" Thayer asked languidly.

"I was just getting to that. As I say, I create. You only interpret. I

don't know as it counts that you don't try to interpret my scareheads,

though some of them would make stunning fugues. Take the last one, for

instance: _Billions at Stake: Potato Corner in Prospect_. You could work

up something fine from that, Thayer. Think of the chest tones you could

throw into the single word _Potato_!"

"Bobby, you are growing discursive," his cousin reminded him.

"No; it is only my rhetorical method. I shall bring you up with a round

turn, before you know it. Well, granted that we represent the two

classes, the creative and the interpretive, which is the greater?"

"How can we tell, unless you stand back to back?" Sally inquired.

But by this time, Bobby was fairly launched.

"The fact is, you singers and players have a smug little fashion of

forgetting that there is a composer back of you. You don't sing

extempore, Thayer, make up the song as you go along. You're nothing more

than a species of elocutionist, you know, trying to show the people who

weren't on the spot what the composer really did when he created the

thing."

"Animated phonograph records, in short?" Thayer suggested.

"Yes, if you choose to call it that. Of course you count for something,

else every composer could make a set of records and dispense with his

interpreting artist once for all. But you fellows honestly do make an

awful fuss about yourselves; now don't you?"

"Bobby!" Beatrix protested.

"Oh, yes; but I'm not meaning anything personal," Bobby responded

amicably. "We know that Thayer's voice is beyond all odds the best we

have heard for a three years. How do you do it, Thayer? You look as calm

as a Dutch dolly; but you manage to tear us all to bits. Even I felt

sanctified at your recital, and Miss Van Osdel's lashes were freighted

with unshed tears."

"That must be one of your next week's scareheads," she objected. "I

never cry in public where there are electric lights, Mr. Thayer; it's

horribly unbecoming to most women. But I did have to say a nonsense

rhyme over to myself, to keep steady."

"Yes, I taught you that trick," Beatrix asserted suddenly. "Lear is very

soothing in an emotional crisis. _The Rubaiyat_ for gooseflesh and Lear

for tears is my rule. _The Jumblies_ carried me safely through the fifth

act of _Cyrano_. But go on, Bobby. We are nearly ready to change the

subject."

"Now take that recital of yours," Bobby pursued meditatively. "You were

there to interpret Schubert and Franz and those fellows; but nobody is

talking about Schubert and Franz, to-day. It is all Thayer, Cotton

Mather Thayer, Baritone. It's all right enough. You did them awfully

well; but there's the Them in the background, and it's not decent to

forget Them."

Thayer laughed good-naturedly. It was impossible to take offence at the

mock seriousness of Bobby's harangue. Furthermore, it held its own grain

of truth, even though the grain was buried in an infinite amount of

chaff.

"I do occasionally remember that there was a composer," he suggested;

"and, in case of the dead ones, you need somebody to sing them."

"Ye-es," Bobby replied grudgingly; "and in case of the live ones, too,

sometimes. I have an idea that you make a good deal better noise out of

it than most of these old duffers would do. It is only that you take all

the glory for the whole business. The newsboys on the street corners

have no right to take the credit for my scareheads."

"They are a self-respecting race, Bobby; they don't want to."

"How unkind of you, Sally! But the cases are analogous. And my final

point, aside from professional jealousy, is the economy of time. You

grub longer over learning to sing a song than it takes the composer to

write it, and, when you're through, you've only reproduced somebody

else's ideas. Why can't you be original? Next time you feel musically

inclined, just say to yourself, 'Go to, now! Let us create!' It won't

take a bit longer, and really it's not hard to do. I know, because, you

see, I do it."

"Bravo, Bobby! I am delighted to hear that you ever do anything."

At the new voice, Bobby whirled around and bowed himself into a right

angle, while Beatrix rose and crossed the room to greet the guest.

"Miss Gannion! What joy to see you!"

Thayer's Russian blood received swift impressions; his Puritanism made

him weigh and measure with careful deliberation. Now, as he bowed in

acknowledgment of the introduction, he was conscious that in Margaret

Gannion he was meeting a woman who would bear either test. She seemed to

him one of the most strongly individual women he had ever met; yet at

the same time he had a comfortable sense of an infinite number of points

of mental contact. Later, he was destined to learn that this sense was

not imparted to himself alone. Margaret Gannion was tangent to many

lives.

"What is the discussion?" she inquired, as she seated herself.

"No discussion at all, Miss Gannion. Bobby is doing a monologue on

music, and the rest of us can't get a word in edgewise."

"Have you joined the ranks of the musicians, Bobby?"

"Yes, or the angels," Sally responded for him. "Nothing else could have

such a fatal facility for harping on one string."

"I was so sorry to lose your recital, Mr. Thayer," Miss Gannion said,

after a while, as she turned her steady brown eyes on the young man. "I

was in Boston, that week, and I am told that I missed one of the treats

of the season. When am I to have another chance of hearing you?"

Thayer hesitated for a moment, while his gray eyes met the brown ones

that seemed to be taking his mental measure. Apparently both were

satisfied with what they saw, for they exchanged a smile of sudden

understanding. Then Thayer's face grew grave.

"Whenever you wish," he replied quietly.

"Does that mean you will sing to me, myself? I should never have dared

hope for that."

"Why not? That is, if you will let me bring Arlt with me. I dislike to

force him upon people; but he is the only accompanist I really enjoy."

Beatrix looked up with a laugh.

"You never asked if you might bring him here, Mr. Thayer."

Suddenly he rose.

"May I take that as a hint, Miss Dane? I can play a few accompaniments

after a fashion." And, without waiting for the response which was sure

to come, he crossed the room to the piano.

He sang Schubert's _Haiden Roeslein_ and an American song or two. The

hush over the room deepened, as the last words fell on the stillness,--

_"Oh barren gain! Oh bitter loss!

I kiss each bead, and strive at last to learn

To kiss the cross--"_

And, in the midst of the stillness, he rose and quietly returned to his

old place by the fire.

It was long before anyone spoke. Then even Miss Gannion's level voice

jarred upon the silence.

"You have a wonderful gift in your keeping, Mr. Thayer," was all she

said.

But Beatrix was silent, her eyes fixed on the glowing coals. At length

she roused herself with an effort. Reverie was not permissible for a

hostess on her reception day. She came out of hers, to find that the

conversation had broken into duets. At one side of the table, Bobby and

Sally were sparring vivaciously; at the other, Miss Gannion and Thayer

had fallen into quiet talk about certain common friends and about the

simplest method of helping Arlt to gain the professional recognition he

deserved and needed.

"I'm not potent at all," Miss Gannion said regretfully. "I only know

people who are, and they are not always receptive in their minds. Still,

I may be able to do something, and he made a good impression at Mrs.

Lloyd Avalons's recital. In the meantime, bring him to my home, some

evening soon. Friday is my day; but, if you don't mind--"

Thayer understood her.

"Arlt will like it a great deal better, and so shall I. He is a shy

fellow, and he never shows at his best, when too many people are about."

Miss Gannion's face betrayed her relief. She had not meant to seem

inhospitable; neither had she desired apparently to be scheming for a

free recital. It was a precarious matter, this establishing social

relations with a really great artist who had just expressed his

willingness to sing in private life. Miss Gannion's acquaintance was

large and of many lines; but Thayer was a new species to her, and she

had felt somewhat at a loss how to treat him, as artist or as mere man.

Thayer's answer inclined her to the latter alternative.

"What about Saturday, then?" she asked. "I shall be at home, that

night."

"Please ask me, Miss Gannion," Bobby entreated.

Miss Gannion shook her head.

"No; you are too much in evidence, Bobby. You would distract my mind

from Mr. Arlt, and this is his party, you know. Even Mr. Thayer is

subordinate. But, Beatrix child, where is Mr. Lorimer? I thought surely

I should find him here, to-day. I've not congratulated him yet. That was

one thing that brought me here."

Beatrix flushed a little.

"Mr. Lorimer was called to Washington, last Thursday," she answered so

evenly that no one would have suspected the wondering annoyance which

his hasty note of explanation had caused her.

"Then he was here for your recital." Miss Gannion turned back to Thayer

once more. "Didn't someone tell me you were old friends, Mr. Thayer? It

must have been a very exhilarating night for him, this American debut of

yours."

For the space of a minute, out of her four hearers, three were holding

their breath. Under the promise of the strictest secrecy, Bobby had

confided to Sally the story of the scene in the smoking-room; and, like

two conspirators, they had spent a long evening in stealthy discussion

of the best way to keep the matter from the ears of Beatrix. Sally liked

Lorimer; Bobby detested him, yet to neither of them had the matter

seemed of quite sufficient importance to justify a broken engagement,

and they were too well acquainted with the strict code of Beatrix Dane

to doubt what would be the outcome of the affair, if the facts were to

reach her ears. Sally was less mature, less aware of the danger inherent

in the situation, less strong in her condemnation of what she termed

"friskiness." Bobby, with a shrug of his shoulders, admitted that a man

should not be condemned for a first offence, that there was plenty of

time to watch for a repetition of the affair, to warn Beatrix then and

to allow her to take her own course as seemed good to her. Meanwhile,

there was no use in disturbing her for nothing. It might be a single

slip, such as all men are liable to make. Of course, as Sally argued,

Lorimer had been under strong excitement, that evening, partly by reason

of his own newly-announced engagement, partly by reason of the brilliant

success of his friend. Lloyd Avalons was just the man to take advantage

of such a situation, and to think it a huge piece of humorous

hospitality to throw Lorimer off his guard. Lloyd Avalons had never

joined the camp of the prohibitionists, himself, and he saw no reason

for staying the appetites of his guests. To his mind, that Sidney

Lorimer could drink too much wine in his house presupposed a certain

intimacy. At least, if the incident were to be mentioned, their names

were bound to be bracketed with each other. Like his wife, Lloyd Avalons

possessed his social ambitions.

In the most accurate use of the words, Lorimer had not been drunk, only

intoxicated. When Thayer, with Bobby at his side, had appeared in the

door of the smoking-room, Lorimer had been more flushed, more garrulous

than was his wont, more inclined to the French doctrine of equality and

fraternity. In some moods, he would not have tolerated the arm of Lloyd

Avalons which now rested across the back of his chair.

The scene lasted only for an instant. Thayer went into the room,

accepted a dozen hot hands whose owners were trying rather incoherently

to congratulate him upon his success, waved aside the wine offered him,

and, with a word of excuse, bent down and spoke quietly to Lorimer.

"Beg pardon, Mr. Avalons," he said shortly; "but I have a message for

Mr. Lorimer. He is needed on business, and I shall have to take him

away. Please give my good-night to Mrs. Avalons. My cab is waiting, and

I can set Lorimer down at his club." And, with a bow, he had left the

room, with Lorimer sullenly following at his heels.

In Lorimer's room, Thayer broke the silence which had lasted during

their drive along the brilliantly-lighted Avenue. He had watched his

companion's face keenly and with an understanding born of similar

scenes, and he knew it would not be well to use many words. However, as

he was leaving Lorimer, he turned back.

"This is once too often, Lorimer," he said briefly. "You've somebody

besides yourself to think of now. If I were in your place, I would have

important business call me to Washington, in the morning, and I would

stay down there for a few days. It will give you time to think things

over, and find out just where you stand."

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