MY DEAR BILLY,--

We are very much pleased indeed with your map. Dear me, how the United

States have altered since they were young, same as the rest of us! That

western part used to be all Territory. You couldn’t have done anything

to please your grandmother better. She’s hung it up in the front room,

between Napoleon and the Mourning Piece, and thinks everything of it.

Everybody that comes in she says, “Should you like to see the map my

little grandson made,--my little Billy?” You’ll always be her little

Billy. She don’t seem to think you are growing up so fast. Then she

throws a shawl over her head, and trots across the entry and opens the

shutters, and then she’ll say, “Pretty good for a little boy.” And

tells which is Maine, and which is New York, and points out the little

arrow and the printed capital letters. Folks admire fast as they can,

for that room is cold as a barn, winters. The last one she took in was

the minister. Your grandmother sets a sight o’ store by you. She’s proud

of you, Billy, and you must always act so as to give her reason to be,

and never bring her pride to shame.

We are willing you should go. At first she was rather against it, though

she says she always meant you should learn to take the steps when you

got old enough, but she was afraid it might tend to making you

light-headed, and to unsteady your mind. This was the other night when

we were talking it over in your kitchen, sitting round the fire. Somehow

we get in there about every evening. Does seem so good to see the blaze.

Your father said if a boy had common sense he’d keep his balance

anywhere, and if dancing-school could spoil a fellow, he wasn’t worth

spoiling, worth keeping, I mean. I said I thought it might tend to keep

you from toeing in, and being clumsy in your motions. Your Uncle J. said

he didn’t think ’t was worth while worrying about our Billy getting

spoiled going to dancing-school, or anybody’s Billy, without ’t was some

dandyfied coot. “Make the head right and the heart right,” says he, “and

let the feet go,--if they want to.” So you see, Billy, we expect your

head’s right and your heart’s right. Are they?

The girls and I have turned to and cut and made you a couple of bosom

shirts and three bows, for of course you will have to dress rather

different, and think a little more about your looks. But not too much,

Billy! Not too much! And don’t for gracious sake ever get the notion

that you’re good-looking! Don’t stick a breastpin in that shirt-bosom

and go about with a strut! I don’t know what I hadn’t as soon see as see

a vain young man. I do believe if I were to look out, and you should be

coming up my front yard gravel path with a strut, or any sort of

dandyfied airs, I should shut the door in your face. Much as I set by

you, I really believe I should. Lor! what are good looks? What are you

laying out to make of yourself? That’s the question. Freckles are not so

bad as vanity. Anybody’d think I was a minister’s wife, the way I talk.

But, Billy, you haven’t got any mother, and I do think so much of you!

’T would break my heart to see you grow up into one of those

spick-and-span fellers, that are all made up of a bow and a scrape and a

genteel smile! Though I don’t think there’s much danger, for common

sense runs in the family. No need to go with muddy boots, though, or

linty, or have your bow upside down. You’ve always been more inclined

that way. Fact is, I want you should be just right. I haven’t a minute’s

more time to write. Your Uncle J. has promised to finish this.

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