MATTIE'S STORY

My ancestors were transported from Africa to America at the time the

slave trade flourished in the Eastern States. I cannot give dates, as

my progenitors, being slaves, had no means of keeping them. By all

accounts my great grandfather was captured and brought from Africa.

His original name I never learned. His master's name was Jackson, and

he resided in the State of New York. My grandfather was born in the

same State, and also remained a slave for some length of time, when he

was emancipated, his master presenting him with quite an amount of

property. He was true, honest and responsible, and this present was

given him as a reward. He was much encouraged by the cheering prospect

of better days. A better condition of things now presented itself. As

he possessed a large share of confidence, he came to the conclusion,

as he was free, that he was capable of selecting his own residence and

manage his own affairs with prudence and economy. But, alas, his hopes

were soon blighted. More heart rending sorrow and degradation awaited

him. He was earnestly invited by a white decoyer to relinquish his

former design and accompany him to Missouri and join him in

speculation and become wealthy. As partners, they embarked on board a

schooner for St. Charles, Mo. On the passage, my grandfather was

seized with a fever, and for a while was totally unconscious. When he

regained his reason he found himself, near his journey's end, divested

of his free papers and all others. On his arrival at St. Charles he

was seized by a huge, surly looking slaveholder who claimed him as

his property. The contract had previously been concluded by his

Judas-like friend, who had received the bounty. Oh, what a sad

disappointment. After serving for thirty years to be thrust again into

bondage where a deeper degradation and sorrow and hopeless toil were

to be his portion for the remaining years of his existence. In deep

despair and overwhelmed with grief, he made his escape to the woods,

determined to put an end to his sorrows by perishing with cold and

hunger. His master immediately pursued him, and in twenty-four hours

found him with hands and feet frost-bitten, in consequence of which he

lost the use of his fingers and toes, and was thenceforth of little

use to his new master. He remained with him, however, and married a

woman in the same station in life. They lived as happily as their

circumstances would permit. As Providence allotted, they only had one

son, which was my father, Westly Jackson. He had a deep affection for

his family, which the slave ever cherishes for his dear ones. He had

no other link to fasten him to the human family but his fervent love

for those who were bound to him by love and sympathy in their wrongs

and sufferings. My grandfather remained in the same family until his

death. My father, Westly Jackson, married, at the age of twenty-two, a

girl owned by James Harris, named Ellen Turner. Nothing of importance

occurred until three years after their marriage, when her master,

Harris failed through the extravagance and mismanagement of his wife,

who was a great spendthrift and a dreaded terror to the poor slaves

and all others with whom she associated in common circumstances,

consequently the entire stock was sold by the sheriff to a trader

residing in Virginia. On account of the good reputation my mother

sustained as a worthy servant and excellent cook, a tyrannical and

much dreaded slaveholder watched for an opportunity to purchase her,

but fortunately arrived a few moments too late, and she was bid off in

too poor a condition of health to remain long a subject of banter and

speculation. Her husband was allowed to carefully lift her down from

the block and accompany her to her new master's, Charles Canory, who

treated her very kindly while she remained in his family. Mr. Canory

resided in St. Charles County for five years after he purchased my

mother. During that time my father and mother were in the same

neighborhood, but a short distance from each other. But another trial

awaited them. Her master removed twenty miles away to a village called

Bremen, near St. Louis, Mo. My father, thereafter, visited my mother

once a week, walking the distance every Saturday evening and returning

on Sunday evening. But through all her trials and deprivations her

trust and confidence was in Him who rescued his faithful followers

from the fiery furnace and the lion's den, and led Moses through the

Red Sea. Her trust and confidence was in Jesus. She relied on His

precious promises, and ever found Him a present help in every time of

need. Two years after this separation my father was sold and separated

from us, but previous to his delivery to his new master he made his

escape to a free State. My mother was then left with two children. She

had three during the time they were permitted to remain together, and

buried one. Their names were Sarah Ann, Mattie Jane and Esther J. When

my father left I was about three years of age, yet I can well remember

the little kindnesses my father used to bestow upon us, and the deep

affection and fondness he manifested for us. I shall never forget the

bitter anguish of my parents' hearts, the sighs they uttered or the

profusion of tears which coursed down their sable cheeks. O, what a

horrid scene, but he was not her's, for cruel hands had separated

them.

The strongest tie of earthly joy that bound the aching heart--

His love was e'er a joyous light that o'er the pathway shone--

A fountain gushing ever new amid life's desert wild--

His slightest word was a sweet tone of music round her heart--

Their lives a streamlet blent in one. O, Father, must they part?

They tore him from her circling arms, her last and fond embrace--

O never again can her sad eyes gaze upon his mournful face.

It is not strange these bitter sighs are constant bursting forth.

Amid mirth and glee and revelry she never took a part,

She was a mother left alone with sorrow in her heart.

But my mother was conscious some time previous of the change that was

to take place with my father, and if he was sold in the immediate

vicinity he would be likely to be sold again at their will, and she

concluded to assist him to make his escape from bondage. Though the

parting was painful, it afforded her solace in the contemplation of

her husband becoming a free man, and cherishing a hope that her little

family, through the aid of some angel of mercy, might be enabled to

make their escape also, and meet to part no more on earth. My father

came to spend the night with us, according to his usual custom. It was

the last time, and sadness brooded upon his brow. It was the only

opportunity he had to make his escape without suspicion and detection,

as he was immediately to fall into the hands of a new master. He had

never been sold from the place of his birth before, and was determined

never to be sold again if God would verify his promise. My father was

not educated, but was a preacher, and administered the Word of God

according to the dictation and revelation of the spirit. His former

master had allowed him the privilege of holding meetings in the

village within the limits of his pass on the Sundays when he visited

my mother. But on this Saturday evening he arrived and gave us all his

farewell kiss, and hurried away. My mother's people were aware of my

father's intention, but rather than spare my mother, and for fear she

might be detected, they secreted his escape. His master called a

number of times and enquired for him and strongly pressed my mother to

give him an account of my father, but she never gave it. We waited

patiently, hoping to learn if he succeeded in gaining his freedom.

Many anxious weeks and months passed before we could get any tidings

from him, until at length my mother heard that he was in Chicago, a

free man and preaching the Gospel. He made every effort to get his

family, but all in vain. The spirit of slavery so strongly existed

that letters could not reach her; they were all destroyed. My parents

had never learned the rescuing scheme of the underground railroad

which had borne so many thousands to the standard of freedom and

victories. They knew no other resource than to depend upon their own

chance in running away and secreting themselves. If caught they were

in a worse condition than before.

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