CHAPTER XVIII.

BACON AND BISCUIT--LET SLEEPING DOGS LIE--THE PATERNAL BENEDICTION--AN

APPARITION--A MOTHER NOT EASILY DECEIVED--THE ADIEU--THE EMPEROR

CONSTANTINE--IN HOC SIGNO VINCES--THE SAILOR'S POSTSCRIPT--CÆSAR AND

HIS FORTUNES--RECOLLECTIONS--MRS. BECKER PLUCKS STOCKINGS AND KNITS

ORTOLANS--HOW DELIGHTFUL IT IS TO BE SCOLDED--THE BODIES VANISH, BUT

THE SOULS REMAIN.

On their return from Shark's Island, Fritz and Jack were deeply

affected, not by the dread of the perils they were destined to

encounter--these never gave them a moment's uneasiness--but by the

knowledge that a merciless vulture was preying upon the vitals of

their beloved mother.

Willis on the contrary, appeared as lively as if he had just received

notice of promotion; but whether the idea of again dwelling on the

open sea had really elevated his spirits, or whether this gaiety was

only assumed to encourage Becker and his sons, was best known to

himself.

It was arranged amongst them that no one, under any circumstances,

should be made acquainted with the design they had in contemplation.

By this means all opposition would be vanquished, and the regrets of

separation would, in some degree, be avoided. Besides, if the project

were divulged, might not Frank and Ernest insist upon their right to

share its dangers? This eventuality alone was sufficient to impress

upon them all the urgency of secrecy. The really strong man knows his

weakness, and therefore dislikes to run the risk of exposing it, so

Becker dreaded the tears and entreaties that this desperate

undertaking would inevitably exercise, were it generally known

beforehand to the rest of the family; whereas, if once the pinnace

were fairly at sea, it could not be recalled, and time would do the

rest.

Since, then, all the preparations had to be made in such a way as not

to excite suspicion that any thing extraordinary was on foot, the

progress was necessarily slow. Willis, under pretext of amusing

himself, refitted the pinnace, and strengthened it so far as he could

without impairing its sailing efficiency. He called to mind that, when

Captain Cook reached Batavia, after his first voyage round the world,

he observed with astonishment that a large portion of the sides of his

famous ship the _Endeavor_ was, under the water line, no thicker than

the sole of a shoe.

As soon as the weather had settled, and the tropical heats set in, the

Wolstons resumed their abode at Falcon's Nest; whilst, under some

plausible pretext or other, Willis, Fritz, and Jack took up their

quarters at Rockhouse. This arrangement gave the destined navigators

the means of carrying on their operations unobserved, especially as

regards salting provisions and baking for the voyage.

Along with the stores, a portion of the valuables, that still remained

in the magazines of Rockhouse, were placed on board the pinnace; for,

though gold and precious stones were not of much value in New

Switzerland, Becker had not forgotten that such was not the case in

other portions of the world; he reflected that his sons must be

furnished with the means of returning to the colony with comfort.

There was also a man of science and education to be bought, and that,

he knew, could not be done without as the French proverb has it,

having some hay in one's boots.

Storms are usually heralded by some premonitory symptoms: the

atmosphere becomes oppressive, the clouds increase in density, the sky

gradually becomes obscure and large drops of rain begin to fall, then

follows the deluge, and the elements commence their strife. It is much

the same with impending misfortunes: gloom gathers on the countenance,

our movements become constrained, our thoughts wander, and a tear

lingers in the corner of the eye. Fritz and Jack endeavored in vain to

appear unconcerned, but, in spite of their efforts, it was painfully

evident that their minds were burdened by some heavy weight. They

were more tender and more affectionate, particularly towards their

mother. Towards evening, when they quitted the family circle for

Rockhouse, their adieus were so earnest, so warm, and so often

repeated, that it almost appeared as if they were laying in a stock of

them for their voyage, to store up and preserve with the bacon and

biscuits. Even the animals came in for an extra share of caresses,

and, if they were capable of reflection, it must have puzzled them

sorely to account for all the endearments that were lavished upon them

by the two brothers.

Becker himself was no less affected than his sons; sometimes, when the

latter were busily occupied with some preparation for the voyage, he

would fix his eyes sadly upon them, just as if every trait of these

cherished features had not already been deeply graven on his soul.

During the preceding rainy season, the two young men felt the days

long and tedious, and wished in their inmost hearts that they would

pass away more swiftly; now, the hours seemed to fly with

unaccountable rapidity, and they would gladly have lengthened them if

they had had the power. But no one can arrest

Le temps, cette image mobile

De l'immobile éternité.

And time is right in holding on the even tenor of its way; for if it

once yielded to the desires of mortals, there would be no end of

confusion and perplexity. It takes unto itself wings and flies away,

say the fortunate; it lags at a snail's pace, say the unfortunate. The

idler knows not how to pass it away. The man of action does not

observe its progress. Those who are looking forward to some favorite

amusement exclaim, "Would that it were to-morrow!" but how many there

are that might well ejaculate, from the bottom of their souls, "Would

that to-morrow may never arrive!" How, then, could such wishes be met

in a way to satisfy all?

A day at length arrived when everything was ready for departure, and

when nothing was wanted to weigh anchor but courage on the part of

the voyagers. The pinnace was laden to the gunwale, the compass was in

its place, the casks were filled with fresh water from the Jackal

River, and Willis reported that both wind and sea were propitious for

a start.

The morning of that day was lovely in the extreme. Willis, Fritz, and

Jack were early at Falcon's Nest; the two families breakfasted

together under the trees in the open air. After breakfast an

adjournment to the umbrageous shade of the bananas was proposed and

agreed to.

"Mother," said Fritz, taking Mrs. Becker's arm, "I want you all to

myself."

"I object to that, if you please," cried Jack, taking her other arm.

"Why, you boys seem extravagantly fond of your mother to-day," said

Mrs. Becker, gaily.

"Well, you see, mother, we have the right to have an idea now and

then--Willis has one every week."

"So long as your ideas are about myself, I have no reason to object to

them," said Mrs. Becker, smiling.

"We have always been dutiful sons, have we not, mother?" inquired

Fritz.

"Yes, always."

"You are well pleased with us then?"

"Yes, surely."

"We have never caused you any uneasiness, have we?" inquired Jack.

"That is to say, inadvertently," added Fritz; "designedly is out of

the question."

"No, not even inadvertently," replied their mother.

"Were you very sorry when Frank and Ernest were going to leave us?"

"Yes, my children, the tears still burn my cheek."

"Nevertheless, you knew that it was for the common welfare, and you

felt resigned to the separation."

"But why do you ask such a question now?"

"Well, _à propos de rien_, mother," replied Jack, "simply because we

love you, and, like misers, we treasure your love."

Towards the afternoon both families were again assembled under the

trees at Falcon's Nest This time it was dinner that brought them

together; the repast consisted of cold meats of various kinds, but the

chief dish was a wonderful salad, the rich, fresh odor of which

perfumed the air. Wolston, Frank, and Ernest kept up a lively

conversation, yet, though all seemed happy and pleased, there were

bursting hearts at the table that day."

"I am going to take a turn in the pinnace to-morrow," said Willis,

quietly; "who will go with me?"

"I will!" cried all the four brothers.

"I shall require you, Frank and Ernest, to take a look at the rice

plantation to-morrow," said Becker, "so I wish you to put off the

excursion till another time."

"We are at your orders, father," replied the two young men.

"Where are you going, Willis?" inquired Mrs. Wolston.

"Well, I am anxious to discover whether we inhabit an island or a

continent, and may, consequently, extend the survey beyond the points

already known; so you must not be disappointed should we not return

the same night."

"But what is the good of such an expedition?" inquired Mrs. Becker.

"The country may be inhabited, or there may be inhabited islands in

the vicinity," replied Willis.

"If there be natives anywhere near," said Mrs. Becker, "they have left

us at peace hitherto, and, in my opinion, since the dog sleeps, it

will be prudent for us to let it lie."

"It is not a question of creating any inconvenience," suggested

Becker, "but only to ascertain more accurately our geographical

position: such a knowledge can do us no possible harm, but, some day,

it may be of immense service to us."

"What if you should fall in with a ship?" inquired Mrs. Wolston.

"In that case we shall give your compliments to the commander,"

replied Jack.

"You may do that if you like, but try and bring it back with you if

you can."

"Do you wish to leave us?"

"I do not mean that," hastily added Mrs. Wolston, "but I am beginning

to get anxious about my son, poor fellow. If the _Nelson_ has not

arrived at the Cape, then he will suppose we are all drowned, and I

should like to fall in with some means of assuring him of our safety."

"Oh yes," cried the two girls, "do try and fall in with a ship; our

poor brother will be so wretched."

"You might say our brother as well," added the two young men.

Here the two mothers interchanged a glance of intelligence, which

might mean very little, but which likewise might signify a great deal.

A moment of intense anxiety had now arrived for Becker and his two

sons; they could scarcely refrain from shedding tears, but they felt

that the slightest imprudence of that nature would divulge everything.

"Come now, my lads, look alive," cried Willis, in a voice which he

meant to be gruff; "if you intend to take a few hours' repose before

we start in the morning, it is time to be off."

Fritz and Jack, had it been to save their lives, could not now have

helped throwing more than usual energy into their parting embraces

that particular afternoon; but they passed through the ordeal with

tolerable firmness, and then with heavy hearts turned towards the

door.

"I think I will walk with you as far as Rockhouse," said Becker.

All four then departed; and when the party were about fifty yards from

Falcon's Nest, Fritz and Jack turned round and waved a final adieu to

those loved beings whom probably, they might never see again.

"It is well," said Becker. "I am satisfied with your conduct

throughout this trying interval."

It was now an hour when there is something indescribably sombre about

the country; day was declining, the outlines of the larger objects in

the landscape were becoming less distinct, and the trees were assuming

any sort of fantastical shape that the mind chose to assign to them.

Here and there a bird rustled in the foliage, but otherwise the

silence was only broken by footsteps of the four men.

In ordinary life children quit the parental home by easy and almost

imperceptible gradations. First, there is the school, then college;

next, perhaps, the requirements of the profession they have adopted.

Thus they readily abandon the domestic hearth; friends, intercourse,

and society divide their affection, and the separation from home

rarely, if ever, costs them a pang. Not so with Becker's two sons;

their world was New Switzerland; therefore, like the rays of the sun

absorbed by the mirror of Archimedes, all their affections were

concentrated on one point.

On the former occasion when the family ties were on the eve of being

rent asunder, the case was very different. It is true, Frank and

Ernest were about to leave for an indefinite period of time; but then,

every comfort that the most fastidious voyager could desire was

awaiting them on board the _Nelson_; for a well-appointed ship is like

a well-appointed inn on shore, all your wants are ministered to with

the utmost celerity. Besides, Captain Littlestone had taken the young

men under his special protection, and had promised to see them

properly introduced and cared for in Europe. How dissimilar was the

position of Fritz and his brother; they were about to tumble into the

old world should they be so fortunate as to reach it, much as if they

had dropped from the skies, without a guide and without a friend. They

were about to entrust themselves to the ocean, separated from its

treacherous floods by a few wretched planks; to be exposed for months,

almost unsheltered, to wind, rain, and the mercy of pitiless storms.

"If God in His mercy preserves you, my sons," said Becker, breaking at

last the silence, "you will find yourselves launched in an ocean still

more turbulent than that you have escaped--an ocean where falsehood

and cunning assume the names of policy and tact; where results always

justify the means, whatever these may be; where everything is

sacrificed to personal interest and ambition; where fortune is honored

as a virtue that dispenses with all others, and where profligacies of

the most odious kinds are decorated with gay and seductive colors. It

is difficult for me to foresee the various circumstances amidst which

you may be placed; but there are certain rules of conduct that

provide for nearly every emergency. I have no need to urge loyalty or

courage--these qualities are inseparable from your hearts. Strive only

for what is just and honest. Submit to be cheated rather than be

cheats yourselves; ill-gotten gains never made any one rich. Put your

trust in Providence. Seek aid from on high, when you find yourselves

surrounded with difficulties. Never forget that there is no corner on

the earth's surface, however obscure, that the eyes of the Lord are

not there to behold your actions. Act promptly and with energy. Bear

in mind that every moment lost will be to your mother an age of

suffering, and that her life is suspended on the fragile thread of

your return."

The party had now reached the banks of the Jackal River, where the

pinnace was moored. Fritz and Jack were shedding tears unrestrainedly,

and had dropped on their knees at their father's feet.

"I call," said Becker, in a trembling voice, "the benediction of

Heaven upon your heads, my sons."

"Oh, but they must not go!" cried Mrs. Becker, rushing out from behind

some tall brushwood that hid her from their view; "they shall not go!"

Fritz and Jack were instantly inclosed within their mother's arms.

"Ah!" cried she, pushing aside the hair from their brows, the better

to observe their features, "you thought to deceive your mother, did

you?"

"Pardon!" exclaimed both the young men.

Here Becker thought it necessary to interfere; and, summoning all the

courage he could muster to the task, said--

"Why should they not go? Is this the first expedition they have

undertaken?"

"No, it is not the first expedition they have undertaken, but it is

the first time their eyes and their looks betokened an eternal adieu.

It is the first time that I felt they were forsaking me for ever, and

it is the first time you ever addressed them with the words you just

now uttered."

Becker saw that it was useless to attempt to carry deceit any

further; he therefore withdrew his eyes from the piercing glance of

his wife. Willis, caught in the act, as it were, was completely thrown

off his guard, and had not a word to say for himself. Fritz and Jack

had again fallen on their knees, this time at the feet of their

mother.

"Ah! I begin to understand," she screamed, as she glanced around on

the scared group that surrounded her, like a wounded lioness whose

cubs were being carried off; "now the bandage begins to drop from my

eyes. A thousand inexplicable things dart into my mind. You are

sending the boys on an impracticable voyage to secure the safety of

their mother; but you did not think that in order to prolong my

existence for a few years, you would kill me instantly with grief!

What right have you to impose a remedy upon me that is a thousand

times worse than the malady? Have I ever complained? May my sufferings

not be agreeable to me? May I not like them? Is pain and suffering not

our lot from the cradle to the tomb? But I am not ill, I was never

better in my life than I am at this moment."

Here she was seized with a paroxysm of nervous tremors that convulsed

her frame most fearfully, and completely belied her words. Becker

rushed forward and held her firmly in his arms.

"God give me strength!" he murmured. "Go, my children, where your duty

calls you; go, my friend, do not prolong this terrible scene an

instant longer."

Not another word was spoken, the pinnace was unmoored; Fritz, Jack,

and Willis embarked. When at some little distance from the shore,

there was just light enough for Fritz to notice that his father was

directing the feeble steps of his mother in the direction of Falcon's

Nest. In a few moments more all the objects on shore were one confused

mass of unfathomable shadow. The pinnace dropped anchor at Shark's

Island, where some few final preparations for the voyage had to be

made. Fritz here took a pen and wrote:

"We part. We are gone. When you read this letter, the sea, for some

distance, will extend between us. We shall live and move elsewhere,

but our hearts still with you. We wish that Ernest and Frank would

erect a flagstaff on the spot where we last parted with our parents.

It may be to us what the celestial standard bearing the scroll, _in

hoc signo vinces_ was to the Emperor Constantine. The place is already

sacred, and may be hallowed by your prayers for us. Our confidence in

the divine mercy is boundless. Do not despair of seeing us again. We

have no misgivings, not one of us but anticipates confidently the

period when we shall return and bring with us health, happiness, and

prosperity to you all.

"Let me add a word," said Jack.

"The sea is calm, our hearts are firm, our enterprise is under the

protection of Heaven--there never was an undertaking commenced under

more favorable auspices. Farewell then, once more, farewell. All our

aspirations are for you.

"FRITZ.

"JACK.

"P.S.--Willis was going to write a line or two when, lo and behold! a

big tear rolled upon the paper. 'Ha!' said he, 'that is enough, I will

not write a word, they will understand that, I think,' and he threw

down the pen."

"How is the letter to be sent on shore?" inquired Fritz.

"There is a cage of pigeons on board the pinnace," replied Jack, "but

I do not want them to know that, for, if they should expect to hear

from us, and some accident happen to the pigeons, they might be

dreadfully disappointed."

"We can return on shore," observed Willis, "and place it on the spot,

where we embarked; they are sure to be there to-morrow."

This suggestion was incontinently adopted. The letter was attached to

a small cross, and fixed in the ground. The voyagers had all

re-embarked in the pinnace, which was destined to bear even more than

Cæsar and his fortunes. Willis had already loosened the warp, when, a

thought crossed the mind of Fritz.

"I must revisit Falcon's Nest once more," said he.

"What!" cried Willis, "you are not going to get up such another scene

as we witnessed an hour or two ago?"

"No, Willis, I mean to go by stealth like the Indian trapper, so as to

be seen by no mortal eye. I wish to take one more look at the old

familiar trees, and endeavor to ascertain whether my mother has

reached home in safety."

"But the dogs?" objected Willis.

"The dogs know me too well to give the slightest alarm at my approach.

I shall not be long gone; but really I must go, the desire is too

powerful within me to be resisted."

"I will go with you," said Jack.

Here Willis shook his head and reflected an instant.

"You are not angry with us, Willis, are you?"

"Not at all," he replied, "and I think the best thing I can do, under

the circumstances, is to go too."

"Very well, make fast that warp again, and come along."

The party then disappeared amongst the brushwood.

"Some time ago," remarked Fritz, "we followed this track about the

same hour; there was danger to be apprehended, but the enterprise was

bloodless, though successful."

"You mean the chimpanzee affair," said Willis.

"Yes; this time we have only an emotion to conquer, but I am afraid it

is too strong for us."

"These are the trees," said Jack, as they debouched upon the road,

"that I stuck my proclamations upon. We had very little to think of in

those days."

As the party drew near Falcon's Nest, the dogs approached and welcomed

them with the usual canine demonstrations of joy.

"I have half a mind to carry off Toby," said Fritz; "but I fear Mary

would miss him."

Externally all appeared tranquil at Falcon's Nest; this satisfied the

young men that their mother had succeeded in reaching home, at least,

in safety; a light streaming through the window of Becker's dwelling,

however, showed that the family had not yet retired for the night.

"If they only knew we were so near them!" remarked Jack.

The entire party then sat down upon a rustic bench, shrouded with

flowering orchis and Spanish jasmine.

"How often, on returning from the fields or the chase, we have seen

our mother at work on this very seat," observed Fritz.

"Aye," added Jack; "once I observed she had fallen asleep whilst

knitting stockings. I advanced on tip-toe, removed gently her knitting

apparatus, stockings, and all, and placed on her lap some ortolans

that I had caught and strangled; but I first plucked one of them, and

scattered the feathers all about, and then retreated into a thicket to

watch the _dénouement_ of my scheme. She awoke, put down her hand to

take up a stocking, and laid hold of a bird. She stared, rubbed her

eyes, stared again, looked about, and could find nothing but the

ortolan feathers. I then ran forward and embraced her, looking as if I

had just come from unearthing turnips. 'Well, I declare,' she said

with a bewildered air, 'I could have sworn that I was knitting just

now, and here I find myself plucking ortolans; and what is more, I

have not the slightest idea where, in all the world, the birds have

come from!' Of course, I looked as innocent as possible; so that the

more she stared and reflected, the less she could make the matter out.

At last, she went on plucking the birds, and when this was done she

stuck them on the spit. When the ortolans were roasted and ready to be

served up, I went into the kitchen, carried them off, and put my

mother's knitting apparatus on the spit. Imagine her surprise when she

beheld her worsted and stockings at the fire, knowing, at the same

time, that four hungry stomachs were waiting for their dinners! At

last, fearing that she was going to ascribe the metamorphosis to some

hallucination of her own, I went up to her, threw my arms round her

neck, told her the whole story, and we both of us enjoyed a hearty

laugh over it."

"Aye, Jack, those were laughing times," said Fritz, sadly.

"Not only that, but our mother was always so even--tempered; she was

never ruffled in the slightest degree by my nonsense; though she often

had the right to be very angry, yet she never once took offence. On

another occasion, Mary and Sophia Wolston were working here at those

mysterious embroideries which they always hid when we came near."

"Toby's collar, I suppose," remarked Fritz.

"My tobacco pouch," suggested Willis.

"I approached," continued Jack, "with the muffled softness of a cat,

and was just on the point of discovering their secret, when my monkey,

Knips, who was cracking nuts at their feet, made a spring, and drew a

bobbin of silk after it; this caused them to look round, and great was

my astonishment to find myself caught at the very moment I expected to

surprise them. They commenced scolding me at an immense rate, but then

it was so delightful to be scolded!"

"Aye," murmured Fritz, "that is all over now."

Like a file of sheep, one recollection dragged another after it, so

that the whole of the past recurred to their memories. Some faint

streaks of light now warned them that day was about to break; the

cocks began to crow one after the other, and to fill the air with

their shrill voices.

"Now," said Willis, "it is high time to be off."

Jack hastily gathered two bouquets of flowers, which he suspended to

the lintel of each dwelling.

"These," said he, "will show them that we have paid them another

visit."

They then bent down all three on their knees, uttered a short prayer,

and afterwards disappeared amidst the shadows of the chestnut trees.

"Listen!" said Willis, seeing that his companions were about to make a

halt, "if you stop again, or speak of returning any more, I will cease

to regard you as men."

Half an hour afterwards, on the morning of the 8th March, 1812, the

pinnace bore out to sea, and when day broke, the crew could not descry

a single trace of New Switzerland on any point of the horizon.

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