She began to question him with infinite caution, trying to find out what

his strange view of life might be. She made up her mind, after rallying

him (as was rather the fashion) on his conquests of her sex in France,

that he was very innocent, well brought up, sharp at money, willing, and

now she added in her mind, “rather a child,” “un peu enfant.” It did not

displease her. On the contrary, it was all to the good. She rather

expected the English to be like that. He did not take the subject up and

feign interest in her, as a Frenchman would have done, but remained

serious. She was therefore obliged to say right out what was in her

mind. It was to ask him, next time he went up to the trenches, next to

the French troops, to try and obtain news of Georges for her. She had

heard that his regiment was in the northern sector. She formed no idea

of the trenches, of the camps and resting places next to them. She

simply said what she wanted. Once the words were out she had to use all

her self-control. The sound of her request, the speaking aloud of what

had been going round and round in her mind for so long, brought a rush

of feeling such as she had not experienced since the first day of

mobilization. She bit her lips to keep back tears and sobs. Then she was

glad to hear the Lieutenant promising to do what he could. There was

some difficulty about it, apparently, she was not curious to understand.

She was glad she had asked an Englishman, realizing now how the thing

sounded, and what a tale a Frenchman would have made of it. All she

cared about now was for this young man to go--she was aching with the

effort of restraint--and get her the news she wanted. She had no clear

idea what. She pictured in a dim way Georges sending a message that he

was all right, and making an appointment to meet her, in St.

Omer--Calais--where he liked. Further than that her imagination could

not take her.

She thanked the young man cordially, and offered him more gin. He

refused, and went away, assuring her that he was at her service in this

as in other matters. She forgot him before he was out of the yard, and

fearing that she would cry--a thing she had not done since she was a

tiny girl--she went to her room. But she did not cry. She sat on the

wooden chair at the foot of the bed, her hands on the wooden rail, her

face upon her hands. Nothing happened. She soon went back to her work,

for her feelings were even worse in that little room of hers than in the

big kitchen where she had so much to do. Gradually her heart ceased to

thump, her eyes to smart. But she had taken the first active step

towards getting Georges back--towards that recovery of anything taken

away from her, that was her deepest instinct. And she knew that she

would not stop at any first step--not she!

* * * * *

It took more than a mere European war twenty miles off to interrupt the

regular life of the Spanish Farm. Troops came and troops went, and

Madeleine watched them, watched the payments made by the messes for

extra accommodation and cooking, and the weekly payments through the

Mairie for billeting and stabling, watched the storing of the crops,

the thrashing, the milking, the feeding of the fowls. Every week she

went to market, sold what she could, bought as little as possible, and

sent her parcel, surreptitiously, from the post office. She neither

heard nor saw anything of Georges. She neither heard nor saw anything of

Lieutenant Skene. But, sure enough, on the first opportunity, she was

obliged to try to get news of Georges.

It happened, as winter came on, that “the château” had need of some

things, eggs, and hare pâté--nowhere so good as at the Spanish Farm--and

Madame la Baronne wanted some sewing done, rather special, better than

any of her women could do. A message came via the Baron, who shouted

from horseback, as he rode by, to Vanderlynden, at work in the plain.

Old Vanderlynden handed it on to Madeleine, as he bent in an attitude

half of prayer, half a crouching ape’s, over the midday soup.

Madeleine nodded and told him to put in the horse--not that she could

not have done it, but she must clean herself. Accordingly, half an hour

later, there might have been seen issuing from the yard of the Spanish

Farm, over the brick bridge, along the earth road that divided the

manor pasture, out by the brick-pillared gate on to the road, surely the

oldest, most repaired of high black gigs, drawn by an old white horse

whose sonorous walk took it along at perhaps two miles an hour. Framed

in the dark aperture of the hood, upright, expressionless, sat

Madeleine, bareheaded, but in her best dress, holding the reins in a

gloved hand, basket between her feet. Silent, expressionless, she may

have been, but when she turned into the Lille-Calais road and met a

string of English transports, limbers and wagons, it was noticeable that

the Quartermaster-Sergeant, after glancing at her face, instead of

shouting to her to get out of the way, turned in his saddle and shouted

to the drivers, “Right o’ the road!”

She came to the village and crossed the empty Grand’ Place, where the

old houses stared unchanged over the notice-boards of the offices of the

Head-quarters of an English Division, and the church, newly faced with

red brick, showed the zeal of the pious Flemings. Turning sharply out of

this, she mounted, at the snail pace of the old white horse, a steep

street between little houses of people who had retired to live on about

the equivalent of forty pounds English per annum (as people do in

France). It ended in a great eighteenth-century iron grille, the entry

to the château. The central gates stood open and she drove straight

along a road deep between high banks covered with shrubs, which followed

for some fifty yards the old line of the moat, until she came under the

back part of the château where a broad terrace of gravel separated the

basement offices from the kitchen garden. Leaving the old horse, with

perfect confidence, looking down his nose into a laurel bush, Madeleine

took her basket on her arm, and entered the great square kitchen.

One of the things that renders life so easy in France is the absence of

change. Anywhere outside Paris, and often in it, change seems to have

worn itself out, and to have ceased. In that remote corner of Flanders,

Madeleine had no shyness, hesitation, or doubt, in entering the house of

her father’s landlord and her lover’s mother. She would not have dreamed

of entering by the front. No less would she have thought of leaving the

house without seeing Madame la Baronne in person. She was not alone in

this. The establishment was ruled by a lean, gaunt, gray-mustached

person, discernible to be of the female sex only by her clothes, named

Placide. Just as for Madeleine, so for Placide, life was an easy

riddle. She knew her place to a hair’s breadth, between God, and her

master and her mistress, on the one hand, and the servants, tenants,

tradespeople on the other. The great square block of a house, the main

building of the older castle, whose wings had been thrown into its moat,

whose forecourt had become flower gardens in the revolution of 1790,

went on its even way under her iron rule, undisturbed by wars. The

presence of a mess of English officers in the Baron’s quarters, east of

the main staircase, the absence of young Master Georges, of all the

men-servants, and of some of the women who had gone to work on farms,

did not throw Placide out of her stride. When Madeleine entered, she was

standing with her back to the dresser with its shining pots and pans,

telling a maid-servant her duties. The following conversation ensued:

“Good morning, Madeleine, how goes it?”

“Good morning, Placide, not too badly!”

“You have brought the things!”

“Here they are.”

“What will you have to take?”

“Nothing, thank you!”

“Come, a glass of beer, a cup of coffee!”

“Nothing, thank you all the same!”

“But you will say ‘Good day’ to Madame!”

“Why yes, if Madame wishes it.”

This little formality, for both speakers had said just those words

hundreds of times and knew them by heart, being over, Placide went to

see if Madame were free to see Madeleine, and Madeleine sipped coffee as

though she had not refused it, and gossiped with the girls.

She was then ushered through the paved and plastered back passage,

smelling of all the game that had been carried through it, and of all

the corks that had been drawn in it, to the front hall floored with

black and white stone, on which stood heavy old furniture, a little of

each period and a good deal of 1860 to 1870, between walls that were

painted in landscape as a background to the plaster statues of classical

deities and symbolic figures of the virtues, holding lamps. From this,

the high double doors opened into the drawing-room or salon, where

Madame sat since the use of Monsieur’s apartments by English troops had

forced her to relinquish her boudoir to serve as his bedroom.

Madame la Baronne d’Archeville had been married when the Empress Eugénie

was the first lady of Europe, and taking marriage very seriously, had

never tried to change since. Although she had neither the height nor

carriage of her imperial example, she continued in 1915 doing her hair

and wearing her clothes as she had begun, and the effect was all her

own. Herself of high bourgeois blood, she had married when told to,

without demur, the Baron, who, son of an army contractor and, so he

said, great-grandson of an emigré of 1792, had re-purchased with money

made out of républiques and empires, what those empires and républiques

had taken from his ancestors, real or imaginary.

The room in which Madame sat looked like it. Originally the banqueting

hall of the small feudal castle from which the château had grown, it ran

from back to front of the modernized building, with two tall windows

looking on to the kitchen garden behind, and two others, opposite,

looking on to the flower garden in front, and over trees and village

roofs into the rich undulations of the plain. The great beams that held

the roof were visible, but below them the walls that had been panelled

were papered cream and gold. Against this background hung two rows of

pictures, the upper row smallish and very dark, displaying, as far as

could be seen, grim old men in more or less armor, and stolid ladies in

stuffs, laces and jewels hardly less resisting. The lower row was

composed of portraits of whiskered men in uniforms of recent eras, and

women, all in evening dresses of the nineteenth century, varied by

landscapes, some good, some too good to be true, in pairs. Below the

pictures were marble slabs on gilt brackets, tables shining with brass

inlay. The floor space was occupied with curly armed, heavily stuffed

chairs and settees. It was a room into which the Second Empire seemed to

have burst in flood, washing up the drift of earlier ages, and to have

ebbed, leaving a carpet shiny from use.

But to Madame la Baronne, and Madeleine, no such thoughts occurred. To

Madame it was her salon. To Madeleine it was Madame’s salon. To

Madeleine, Madame said:

“Good day, Madeleine. All goes well at the farm?”

“Yes, Madame la Baronne. I hope that the health of Monsieur and Madame

is good, and that there is good news of Monsieur Georges.”

She stood, square planted and upright, not quite so near the door as a

servant, not quite so near Madame’s chair as a visitor. She was

perfectly conscious that on her left, in the curve of the grand piano,

was a red, blue and white draped easel on which was a picture in oils of

Georges, as a boy, in a white sailor suit, lips parted, eyes staring a

little, evidently just going to say, “I want so-and-so,” in his spoiled

way. But she spoke his name without tremor, and heard the reply:

“Thank you, we are well; we have no news of my son, but that is good

news, is it not?”

“Yes, Madame. I have brought the things.”

“Very well. Placide will pay you. Good day.”

“Good day, Madame la Baronne, and thank you.”

Backing with a curtsy to the door, she let herself out, took her money

from Placide, received her basket with her cloths and terrine, jerked up

the head of the old white horse, and drove back to the farm. She had got

what she wanted--the assurance of no ill news of Georges.

* * * * *

That evening in the lamp-lit salon, after Madame had said, “There is

nothing more; good night, Placide,” there was silence only broken by

the Baron puffing his cigar. He supported the war very badly. He was too

old to serve and was prevented from fishing or shooting by English

water-supply officers, who dammed up and filtered his waters, and by

French Gendarmerie Commandants, who stopped his supplies of cartridges.

At last he exploded:

“Nothing ever happens in this cursed war. You, what have you done

to-day?”

Madame la Baronne replied, after a moment’s silence that was partly

protest at his manners and partly some tiny instinctive defensiveness,

“I have seen Madeleine Vanderlynden!”

“Ah, she brought the ham and the hare pâté!”

“Yes.” Madame was struggling with that tiny instinct--could not quite

catch what it prompted--her feeling only materialized into the words:

“She has bold eyes!”

“It is a fine girl. Probably she knows it!” qualified the Baron, and

mused.

Madame mused too. But the necessity, forced upon her early in married

life with the Baron, of shutting one’s eyes and ears to what men did and

said about women, prevented her connecting Madeleine’s composure with

her own family. She could only fall back on her stock complaint.

“She will never be like her mother, that poor Sylvie!”

But irritation had supervened with the Baron: “You’re not obliged to

receive the girl!”

“One has to do what one can for one’s people. They wouldn’t like it if

one didn’t say a word to them when they come with things.”

“Do what you like so long as I have hare pâté,” yawned the Baron. “Ugh,

this war, I do nothing but yawn and sleep!”

“I pray!” said Madame to herself, and rose to go to the little “chapel”

in the turn of the stairs to do so.

* * * * *

Madeleine had no theory of the Irony of Fate. She had a merely hard

experience of it, gained from watching crops and prices. Reassured as to

Georges’ safety by what she had heard at the château, she took what

comfort she could.

Three days after her visit, she was sewing and mending by the kitchen

stove, using the light of the dying sunset to the last glimmer. There

were no English troops in the farm on that day, and outside were the

sounds of her father putting up the horses, on a background of damp

late-autumn silence, and behind that, the muffled vibration of the

eternal battle, that made the window-panes tremble ever so little.

Suddenly there came the sound of whistling--the last bars of the

well-worn tune:

“Madelon--lon--lon

Madelon donne-moi ton cœur!”

and shouted greetings. Then her father’s slouching tread and a brisk

military stride. Then her father’s voice:

“Mad’leine, here is Victor Dequidt, home on leave!”

She got up, pushed the ever-ready coffee-pot over the heat of the fire,

and greeted the guest. He was the son of a neighboring farmer, and if

she ever bothered her head about such things, Madeleine was perhaps

conscious deep down in herself that he liked her more than a little.

They had played together as children, grown to adolescence together, had

experiences in common, wandering in the Kruysabel. But ever since her

mother’s death had forced her to early maturity, Madeleine had been very

busy, then, with Georges, very busy and very happy, and since the War,

very busy and preoccupied. Any memories of Victor hardly disturbed the

surface of her mind. If he liked to follow her about with his blue eyes,

and pay her small compliments, why, let him. Most men looked at her, so

might he. She poured him out coffee, and some of the rum she had got

from the quartermasters of various English units, and listened politely,

but without interest, to his talk.

It was the usual talk of men on leave. All that he said was being said

in English, French, German, Italian, during years, whenever men got home

for a few brief days. It was about food, railways, jokes, old

acquaintances--never about the cosmic murder in which they were engaged,

or their daily decreasing belief that they might escape alive. In the

middle of the commonplaces that she had heard from different lips a

hundred times in that kitchen, Madeleine heard the words:

“It was a good job, that stretcher-bearing business at the hospital,

miles from the line--good food--a bunk to sleep in at night, and who do

you think was the last stretcher-case I carried?”

Silence. Old Vanderlynden was not good at guessing. Madeleine was bored.

Victor went on:

“Why, the young Baron Georges!”

Silence again. Old Vanderlynden, who could hardly see to fill his pipe,

said:

“It’s as dark as a nigger’s back in here!” and held a paper spill to the

candle on the mantelshelf.

Madeleine cried with a stamp of her foot:

“Don’t light up! don’t light up!”

Her father obediently lit his pipe, knocked out the half-burnt spill

against the fireplace and put it back.

Victor, disappointed at the way his anecdote was received, said

gallantly:

“One sees you are a good housekeeper, and not one to burn good money!”

But Madeleine was just succeeding, by sheer will-power in

swallowing--swallowing down. It--the maniacal desire that had come

rushing up from her heart into her head--the strong frenzy of a strong

nature--bidding her catch up the great steel harl from the hearth and

smash in the heads--not so much of her father and Victor, but of these

two men--prototypes of all the other careless, mischievous, hopeless

men, that had let Georges be hurt in their insane war. She swallowed,

and the fury of that instant was gone, battened down, under control. She

replied to Victor in a steady off-hand voice:

“Oh no, we have plenty of candles from the English. After all, you might

as well light up, Father!”

As he did so, the old man asked:

“What had he the matter with him, the poor young Baron?”

“He had become consumptive, owing to the life.”

As the candle took heart and shone, Madeleine’s courage rose to meet the

necessity for showing nothing and finding out everything which she

deliberately courted. Sure of herself, she said gently:

“To which base hospital did you say he was going?” She saw her mistake

in a moment. She was not so completely mistress of herself as she had

thought. No hospital had been mentioned. But there was nothing subtle

about Victor. He was only too pleased to have interested her. He

replied:

“The English hospital in tents at Naes’ farm, there beside the St. Omer

line. Ours are full.”

His gossiping talk flickered on like the candle flame--dim and alone.

Madeleine and her father said scarcely a word, the former deliberately,

wanting to be alone, the latter lacking the habit of speech. As no

interest was shown and no further refreshment offered, Victor eventually

rose to go. They bade him good night at the door, locked up, and turned

to their rooms, with their usual brief word of nightly affection. The

old man was snoring directly. Madeleine lay for hours on her back, her

eyes burning at the dim ceiling of her little room, her legs and feet

straight and rigid, hands clasped on her thumping heart. Surely he was a

lucky man for whom she planned and schemed and longed so in her short,

hard-earned time of rest!

* * * * *

The next day Jerome Vanderlynden and Madeleine set out in the dark early

morning and reached Hazebrouck before most of the market had

foregathered. This the old man understood and agreed to. One got one’s

own price by this means from people who were in a hurry. What he did not

understand was why Madeleine had on her very best instead of her second

best that she usually wore to market, without a hat. Incurious and

incapable of challenging her decisions, he said nothing. The stuff sold

well. By eight o’clock the basket and receptacles were almost empty.

Then Madeleine said:

“We must go and see the young baron.”

“What do we want to go tra’passin’ over there for?”

“Because Victor may be wrong. The Baron and Madame had not heard the

other day.”

“That’s their affair.”

“If it’s true, they’ll be glad enough to know.”

“It will cost something.”

“Leave the money to me.”

She had made up her mind and she was going. Independent as were few

girls of her sort, she was too conventional to risk the journey alone.

That would be to court scandal. So her father must come with her.

At the station they got into some difficulty about tickets. The line was

almost entirely military. The gray-haired Commissioner was an

acquaintance.

“What are you going to do there, you two?”

Madeleine pushed before her father.

“We are going to see a wounded relative in hospital!”

“Well, you can have privilege tickets. All you want is the certificate

of the Mairie.”

Madeleine knew better than to argue on such a point. She drew the old

man outside.

“Get down to the ‘Golden Key’ and come back with the cart. Look sharp!”

“Why not drive all the way?”

“Twenty kilometers there and twenty back; we should not be home all

night, and supposing an English regiment comes to the farm when I’m not

there?”

One of the great advantages Madeleine possessed over her father was that

she could think so much quicker. The old man had fetched the cart,

Madeleine had done her shopping, and they were two kilometers on the

road home before he had thought of the next objection:

“What are you going to say to Blanquart?”

Blanquart was the schoolmaster and secretary of the Mairie.

“That I want a certificate that we have relatives at the war.”

“But that won’t get you a cheap ticket to visit the young baron in

hospital.”

“You leave it to me.”

Obedient, the old man left it.

Blanquart was not at the Mairie, he was measuring fields for an

“expertise,” a professional assessment.

Leaving the cart on the road, Madeleine lifted her best skirt and

stepped over the clods to him. He was busy and interested in his job,

and didn’t want to be dragged home to the Mairie. At her suggestion he

wrote the certificate on the next fair page of the big square

pocket-book he was covering with figures. He was not very curious about

the matter. The Vanderlyndens were the best-known family in the parish.

The loss of the two boys was no secret. He was asked every day for the

endless certificates, questionnaires, lists and returns by which France

is governed: “You are going to join the Society of the Friends of the

Prisoners of War, I suppose?”

Madeleine let him suppose, only murmuring that one did what one could in

such times.

He wrote: “I, Anastasius Amadeus Blanquart, Secretary of the Mairie of

the Commune of Hondebecq, certify that Vanderlynden, Jerome, cultivator,

has male relatives mobilized for military service,” and signed.

“Now you’ll want the official stamp. Ask my little Cécile. She knows

where it is.”

“Perfectly. And we thank you many times.”

“There is nothing. Always at your service.”

“Good day, Monsieur Blanquart.”

Sure enough, at the schoolhouse, also in all Flemish villages the

office of the Mairie, little Cécile Blanquart was proud to affix the

official stamp, with its “République Française, Commune de Hondebecq”

inscription in violet ink.

So back went the old gig, down the same road it had just come. In the

distance rumbled the battle. Each side of the hedgeless road with its

grassy stone pavé and “dirt” paths, the rich heavy lands gleamed with

moisture in their nakedness, in the pastures the last leaves of the elms

fluttered down upon thick grass that soaked and soaked. Flanders, the

real Flanders, the strip of black alluvial soil between the chalky downs

of France and the gravelly or stony waste border where the Germanic

peoples begin, was preparing herself for another fruitful year, as she

had, time out of mind, in war and in peace, paying as little attention

to this war as to any other of the long series she had seen. And across

her breast, on that Route Nationale that a French Emperor had built with

stone from Picardy, went old Vanderlynden, child of her soil, inheritor

of her endless struggle, and Madeleine, the newer, more self-conscious,

better-educated generation, perhaps even more typical of her country

than her father, showing the endless adaptability of her mixed border

race, absorbing the small steps of human progress, and emerging even

more Flemish than before.

The old man, in his black suit and high-crowned peaked Dutch cap, sat

almost crouching on the seat of the gig, knees nearly as high as his

chin, wrists on knees, dark eyes fixed on the road ahead, speaking from

time to time to the old white horse, who paid no attention nor varied

its wooden shamble. Madeleine, whose clothes were almost those of a

modern girl of the towns, sat upright, hands folded in her lap, head

erect, in face and figure just another of those strongly built,

tranquil, slightly “managing” Madonnas of the pictures of the old

Flemish painters, if ever Madonna had so grim an immobility, such a

slow-burning, unquenchable spark in the gray eye.

They reached the “Golden Key,” put up the horse and gig, and walked to

the station. There was a train in ten minutes. They each took a bowl of

coffee and slice of bread, not at the station buffet where the tariff

was aimed at the hurried traveler, but at the little café outside, where

the small ill-paid world employed at a French station gets itself served

for twenty centimes a time less than other people. Then Madeleine went

with her certificate, her own and her father’s identity cards, and her

hand full of small notes, to the booking-office.

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