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After this interview Keith experienced a marked and formal coldness

from nearly all of his old associates, Those with whom he came into

direct personal contact showed him scrupulous politeness, but confined

their conversation to the briefest necessary words, and quit him as

soon as possible. He found himself very much alone, for at this period

he had lost the confidence of one faction and had not yet gained that

of the other.

His investigations encountered always increasing difficulties. In his

own department he could obtain little assistance. A dead inertia

opposed all his efforts. Nevertheless, he went ahead doggedly, using

Krafft and some of Krafft's protégés to considerable effect.

But soon pressure was brought on him from a new direction: his

opponents struck at him through his home.

For some days Nan had been aware of a changed atmosphere in the society

she frequented and had heretofore led. The change was subtle, defied

analysis, but was to the woman's sensitive instincts indubitable. At

first she had been inclined to consider it subjective, to imagine that

something wrong with herself must be projecting itself through her

imagination; but finally she realized that the impression was well

based. In people's attitude there was nothing overt; it was rather a

withdrawl of intimacy, a puzzling touch of formality. She seemed

overnight to have lost in popularity.

Truth to tell, she paid little attention to this. By now she was

experienced enough in human nature to understand and to be able to

gauge the slight fluctuations, the ebbs and flows of esteem, the

kaleidoscopic shiftings and realignments of the elements of frivolous

and formal society. Mrs. Brown had hired away Mrs. Smith's best

servant; for an hour they looked askance on Mrs. Brown; then, the

episode forgotten, Mrs. Brown's cork bobbed to the surface company of

all the other corks. It was very trivial. Besides, just at this moment,

Nan was wholly occupied with preparations for her first "afternoon" of

the year. She intended as usual to give three of these formal affairs,

and from them the season took its tone. The list was necessarily far

from exclusive, but Nan made up for that by the care she gave her most

original arrangements. She prided herself on doing things simply, but

with a difference, calling heavily on her resources of correspondence,

her memory, and her very good imagination for some novelty of food or

entertainment. At the first of these receptions, too, she wore always

for the first time some new and marvellous toilet straight from Paris,

the style of which had not been shown to even her most intimate

friends. This year, for example, she had done the most obvious and,

therefore, the most unlikely thing: she had turned to the

contemporaneous Spanish for her theme. Nobody had thought of that. The

Colonial, the Moorish, the German, the Russian, the Hungarian--all the

rest of the individual or "picturesque"--but nobody had thought to look

next door. Nan had decorated the rooms with yellow and red, hung the

walls with riatas, strings of red peppers and the like, obtained

Spanish guitar players, and added enough fiery Mexican dishes to the

more digestible refreshments to emphasize the Spanish flavour. She wore

a dress of golden satin, a wreath of coral flowers about her hair, and

morocco slippers matched in hue.

The afternoon was fine. People were slow in coming. A few of the

nondescripts that must be invited on such occasions put in an

appearance, responded hastily to their hostess's greeting, and wandered

about furtively but interminably. Patricia Sherwood, who had come

early, circulated nobly, trying to break up the frozen little groups,

but in vain. The time passed. More non-descripts--and not a soul else!

As five o'clock neared, a cold fear clutched at Nan's heart. No one was

coming!

She worked hard to cover with light graciousness the cold-hearted

dismay that filled her breast as the party dragged its weary length

away. All her elaborate preparations and decorations seemed to mock

her. The Spanish orchestra tinkled away gayly until she felt she could

throw something at them; the caterer's servants served solemnly the

awed nondescripts. Nan's cheeks burned and her throat choked with

unshed tears. She could not bear to look at Patsy Sherwood, who

remained tactfully distant.

About five-thirty the door opened to admit a little group, at the sight

of whom Nan uttered a short, hysterical chuckle. Then she glided to

meet them, both hands outstretched in welcome, Mrs. Sherwood watched

her with admiration. Nan was game.

There were three in the party: Mrs. Morrell, Sally Warner, and Mrs.

Scattergood. Sally Warner was of the gushing type of tall, rather

desiccated femininity who always knows you so much better than you know

her, who cultivates you every moment for a week and forgets you for

months on end, who is hard up and worldly and therefore calculating,

whose job is to amuse people and who will therefore sacrifice her best,

perhaps not most useful, friend to an epigram, whose wit is barbed, who

has a fine nose for trouble, and who is always in at the death. Mrs.

Scattergood was a small blond woman, high voiced, precise in manner,

very positive in her statements which she delivered in a drawling tone,

humourless, inquisitive about petty affairs, the sort of "good woman"

with whom no fault can be found, but who drives men to crime. Mrs.

Morrell we know.

These three, after greeting their hostess gushingly, circulated

compactly, talking to each other in low voices. Nan knew they were

watching her, and that they had come for the sole purpose of getting

first-hand details of her fiasco for later recounting in drawing-rooms

where, undoubtedly, even now awaited eager auditors. She came to a

decision. The matter could not be worse. When, the three came to make

their farewells, she detained them.

"No, I'm not going to let you go yet," she told them, perhaps a little

imperiously. "I haven't had half a visit with you. Wait until this

rabble clears out."

She hesitated a moment over Mrs. Sherwood, but finally let her go

without protest. When the last guest had departed she sank into a

chair. As she was already on the verge of hysterics, she easily kept up

an air of gayety.

"Girls, what an awful party!" she cried. "I could tear my hair! It was

a perfect nightmare." Struggling to control her voice and keep back her

tears, she added abruptly: "Now tell me what it is all about."

Mrs. Morrell and Sally Warner were plainly uneasy and at a loss how to

meet this situation, but Mrs. Scattergood remained quite composed in

her small, compact way.

"What's what all about, Nan, dear?" asked Sally Warner in her most

vivacious manner. She keenly felt the dramatic situation and was

already visualizing herself in the role of raconteuse.

"You know perfectly well. Why this funeral? Where are they all? Why did

they stay away? I have a right to know."

"I'm sure there's nothing _I_ can think of!" replied Sally

artificially. "The idea!"

But Mrs. Scattergood, with all the relish of performing a noble and

disagreeable duty, broke in:

"You know, dear," she said in her didactic, slow voice, "as well as we

do, what the world is. Of course _we_ understand, but people will talk!"

"In heaven's name what are you driving at? What are they talking

about?" demanded Nan, as Mrs. Scattergood apparently came to a full

stop.

A pause ensued while Sally and Mrs. Scattergood exchanged glances with

Mrs. Morrell.

"Well," at last said Sally, judicially, buttoning her glove, her head

on one side, "if I had a nice husband like yours, I wouldn't let him

run around getting himself disliked for nothing."

"You ought to use your influence with him before it is too late," added

Mrs. Morrell.

Nan looked helplessly from one to the other, too uncertain of her

ground now to risk another step.

"So that's it," she ventured at last. "Some one has been telling lies

about us!"

"Oh, dear no!" disclaimed Mrs. Scattergood, "It is only that your

friends cannot understand your taking sides against them. Naturally

they feel hurt. Forgive me, dear--you know I say it with all

affection--but don't you think it a mistake?"

Nan was thoroughly dazed and mystified, but afraid to press the matter

further. She had a suspicion Mrs. Morrell was again responsible for her

difficulties, but was too uncertain to urge them to stay for further

elucidation. They arose. These were the days of hoop skirts, and the

set of the outer skirt had to be carefully adjusted before going out.

As they posed in turn before the hall pier glass they chattered. "How

lovely the house looks." "You certainly have worked hard, and must be

tired, poor dear!" "Well, we'll see you to-morrow at Mrs. Terry's.

You're _not asked_? Surely there is some mistake! Well, those things

always happen in a big affair, don't they?" "See you soon." "Good-bye."

"Good-bye."

Outside the house they paused at the head of the steps.

"Well, what do you think of that?" said Sally. "I really believe the

poor thing doesn't know, I believe I'll just drop in for a minute at

Mrs. Caldwell's. Sorry you're not going my way."

After a fashion Nan felt relieved by this interview, for she thought

she discerned only Mrs. Morrell's influence, and this, she knew, she

could easily overcome. While she waited for Keith's return from

whatever inaccessible fastnesses he always occupied during these big

afternoon receptions, she reviewed the situation, her indignation

mounting. Downstairs, Wing Sam and his temporary assistants were

clearing things away. Usually Nan superintended this, but to-day she

did not care. When Keith finally entered the room, she burst out on him

with a rapid and angry account of the whole situation as she saw it;

but to her surprise he did not rise to it. His weary, spiritless,

uninterested: acceptance of it astonished her to the last degree. To

him her entanglement with the Cora affair--for at once he saw the trend

of it all--seemed the last straw. Not even his own home was sacred. His

spirit was so bruised and wearied that he actually could not rise to an

explanation. He seemed to realize an utter hopelessness of making her

see his point of view. This was not so strange when it is considered

that this point of view, however firmly settled, was still a new and

unexplained fact with himself. He contented himself with saying: "The

Morrells had nothing whatever to do with it." It was the only thing

that occurred to him as worth saying; but it was unfortunate, for it

left Nan's irritation without logical support. Naturally that

irritation was promptly transferred to him.

"Then what, in heaven's name, is it?" she demanded. "My friends are all

treating me as if I had the smallpox."

"Cheerful lot of friends we've made in this town!" he said bitterly.

"What is the matter with them?" she persisted.

"The matter is they've taken me for a fool they could order around to

suit themselves. They found they couldn't. Now they're through with me,

even Cal Bennett," he added in a lower tone that revealed his hurt.

She paused, biting her underlip.

"Is the trouble anything to do with this Cora case?" she asked,

suddenly enlightened by some vague, stray recollection.

"Of course!" he replied crossly, exasperated at the nagging necessity

of arousing himself to explanations. "There's no use arguing about it.

I'm going to see it through in spite of that hound McDougall and his

whole pack of curs!"

"But why have you turned so against your friends?" she asked more

gently, struck by his careworn look as he sprawled in the easy chair

under the lamp. "I don't see! You'll get yourself disliked!"

She did not press the matter further for the moment, but three days

later she brought up the topic again. In the interim she had heard

considerable direct and indirect opinion. She selected after dinner as

the most propitious time for discussion. As a matter of fact, earlier

in the day would have been better, before Keith's soul had been rubbed

raw by downtown attrition.

"I don't believe you quite realize how strongly people feel about the

Cora case," she began. "Isn't it possible to drop it or compromise it

or something, Milton?"

In the reaction from argument and--coldness downtown he felt he could

stand no more of it at home.

"I wish you'd let that matter drop!" he said decidedly. "You couldn't

understand it."

She hesitated. A red spot appeared in either cheek.

"I must say I _don't_ understand!" she countered. "It is inconceivable

to me that a man like you should turn so easily against his class!"

"My class?" he echoed wearily.

"What do such creatures as Cora and Yankee Sullivan amount to?" she

cried hotly, "I suppose you'll say _they_ are in your class next! How

you can consider them of sufficient importance to go dead against your

best friends on their account!"

"It is because I am right and they are wrong."

She was a little carried beyond herself.

"Well, they all think the same way," she pointed out. "Aren't you a

little--a little--"

"Pig-headed," supplied Keith bitterly.

"--to put your opinion against theirs?" she finished.

Keith did not reply.

This was Nan's last attempt. She did not bring up the subject again.

But she withdrew proudly and completely from all participation in

society. She refused herself to callers. Once the situation was

thoroughly defined, she accepted it. If her husband decided to play the

game in this way, she, too, would follow, whether she approved or not.

Nan was loyal and a thoroughbred. And she was either too proud or too

indifferent to fight it out with the other women, in the rough and

tumble of social ambition.

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