CHAPTER IV.

NOTWITHSTANDING the earnest injunction that

Maria had given to Mr. Delafield to continue where

she left him, until her return, she expressed no

surprise at not finding him in the room. The

countenance of this young lady exhibited a droll

mixture of playful mirth and sadness; she glanced

her eyes once around the apartment, and perceiving

it was occupied only by her friend, she said,

laughing--

"Well, Charlotte, when is it to be? I think I retired

in very good season."

"Perhaps you did, Maria," returned the other,

without raising her face from the reflecting attitude

in which she stood--"I believe it is all very well."

"Well! you little philosopher--I should think it was

excellent--that--that is--if I were in your place. I

suspected this from the moment you met."

"What have you suspected, Maria?--what is it you

imagine has occurred?"

"What! why Seymour Delafield has been

stammering--then he looked doleful--then he

sighed--then he hemmed--then he said you were an

angel--nay, you need not look prudish, and affect to

deny it; he got as far as that before I left the

room--then he turned to see if I were not coming

back again to surprise him--then he fell on his

knees--then he stretched out his handsome hand--

it is too handsome for a man's hand!--and said take

it, take me, take my name, and take my three

hundred thousand dollars!--Now don't deny a

syllable of it till I tell your answer."

Charlotte smiled, and taking her work, quietly

seated herself at her table before she replied--

"You go through Cupid's exercise so dexterously,

Maria, one is led to suspect you have seen some

service."

"Not under such an officer, girl! Ah! Colonel

Delafield, or General--no, Field Marshal Delafield, is

an officer that might teach"--as Miss Osgood spoke

with short interruptions between her epithets, as if

in search of proper terms, she dwelt a moment on

the last word in such a manner as to give it a

particular emphasis--Charlotte started, more

perhaps from the manner than the expression, and

turning her glowing face towards her friend, she

cried involuntarily--

"Is it possible that you could have overheard--"

"What?"

"Nothing--what nonsense!"

"Let me tell you, Miss Prude, it is in such nonsense,

however, that the happiness or misery of us poor

sports of fortune, called women, in a great measure

blooms or fades--now that I call poetical!--but for

your answer: first you said--indeed, Mr. Delafield,

this is SO unexpected---though you knew well

enough what was coming--then you blushed as you

did a little while ago, and said I am so young--I--

am but poor seventeen--then he swore you were

seventy--no, no,--but he said you are old enough to

be his ruling star--his destiny--his idol--his object

of WORSHIP--ha! I do hit the right epithet now and

then. Well--then you said you had parents, as if the

poor man did not know that already, and that they

must be consulted; and he desired you to ask the

whole city--he defied them all to say aught against

him--he was regular at church--subscribed to the

widow's society, and the assembly; and in short,

was called a 'good' young man, even in Wall-

street."

"All this is very amusing, Maria--but--"

"It is all very true. Then he was pressing, and you

were coy, until finally he extorted your definitive

answer, which was--" Maria paused, and seemed to

be intensely studying the looks of the other--Miss

Henley smiled as she turned her placid, ingenuous

features to her gaze, and continued the

conversation by repeating,

"Which was?"

"NO; irretrievable--unanswerable--unalterable NO."

"I have not authorized you to suspect any part of

this rhapsody to be true--I have not said you were

right in a single particular."

"Excuse me, Miss Henley, you have said all, and

Seymour Delafield told me the same as we passed

each other at the street door."

"Is it possible!"

"It could not be otherwise. His mouth was shut, it

is true, and his tongue might have been in his

pocket, for any thing I know: but his eyes and his

head, his walk, and even his nose were downcast,

and spoke mortification. On the other hand, your

little body looks an inch higher, your eyes look

resolute, as much as to say, 'Avaunt, false one!

your whole appearance is that of determined denial,

mingled--"

"Mingled with what, trifler?"

"Mingled with a little secret, woman's pride, that

you have had an opportunity of showing your

absolute character."

"You know these feelings from experience, do you?"

"No child, my very nature is charity; if the request

had been made to me, I should have sent the

desponding youth to my father, and if he refused,

to my mother--"

"And if she refused?"

"Why then I should have said, two negatives make

an affirmative."

Charlotte laughed, and in this manner the serious

explanation which, between friends so intimate

might have been expected, was avoided. Maria, at

the same time, that she fell and manifested a deep

interest in the TETE-A-TETE that she had promoted,

always avoided any thing like a grave explanation,

and we have failed in giving the desired view of the

character of Miss Henley, if our readers deem it

probable that she would ever touch on the subject

voluntarily.

The winter passed by in the ordinary manner in

which other winters pass in this climate, being a

mixture of mild, delightful days, clear sky, and

invigorating sun, and of intense, cold, raw winds,

and snow storms. The two latter seemed to try the

constitution of poor George Morton to the utmost.

The severe cold that he took in his charitable

excursion lingered about him through the cold

months, and before the genial warmth of May

occurred to relieve him, his physicians pronounced

that his lungs were irremediably affected. During

the period of doubt and apprehension which

preceded the annunciation of this opinion, and of

distress and agony which succeeded it, the family

of Mr. Henley warmly sympathized in the feelings of

their neighbours. The long intimacy that had

existed between George and Charlotte and their

parents, removed all superfluous forms, and the

latter passed a great deal of her time with Mrs.

Morton, or by the side of the invalid. Her presence

gave him such manifest and lively pleasure, that it

would have been cruel to have denied him what the

other appeared to grant spontaneously. Charlotte

had gradually withdrawn herself from society as the

illness of George increased, and his danger became

more apparent; and at the expiration of the month

of April, she was seldom visible to those who are

called the world, with the exception of the

immediate connexions of her family, and her friend

Maria 0sgood. In the beginning of May both Mr.

Morton and his neighbour withdrew to their country

houses, and thus the retirement from the world and

the intercourse between the two families became

more complete.

Delafield had made one or two efforts to renew his

addresses to Charlotte, but finding them in every

instance firmly, though mildly rejected, he

endeavoured to discover such imperfections in the

object of his regard as might justify him in disliking

her. The more he reflected on her conduct, however,

the more he became sensible of the propriety and

simplicity of her deportment; and had not the

impression she had made on the young man

proceeded rather from the effect on his fancy, than

from having touched his heart, the consequences of

his conviction of her purity and truth might have

been more lasting and deplorable. As it was, his

heated imagination gradually ceased to glow with

the beauties of an image that was, however perfect

in itself, extravagantly coloured by his own youthful

imagination, and in time, if he thought at all of

Charlotte Henley, he thought of her as a beautiful

object, it is true, but as of one that brought

somewhat mortifying reflections along with it. This

might not have been manly or generous, perhaps,

but we believe it is the manner in nine cases out of

ten in which such sudden emotions expire,

especially if the ardour of the youth has

precipitated a declaration that the more chastened

feelings of the damsel are not yet prepared to

reciprocate. While the image of Charlotte was still

lingering in his mind, he was in the habit of visiting

Maria Osgood almost daily, to ask questions about

her, and perhaps with a secret expectation of their

meeting her at the house of her friend. The gay

trifling of Miss Osgood aided greatly both in cooling

his spleen and removing his melancholy, till in the

course of a month he even proceeded so far as to

make her the confidant of what she already knew,

though only by conjecture and inference. Delafield

at this time was so urgent, and secretly so

determined to prevail, in order that his pride if not

his affections might be soothed, that in an

unguarded moment he induced the inconsiderate

Maria to betray, we will not say the confidence of

her friend, but such facts as could only have come

to her knowledge by the intimacy of unaffected

association. If there were any thing to extenuate

this breach of decorum by Maria, it was the manner

in which it was effected. Miss Osgood had just

returned from one of her frequent visits to the villa

of Mr. Henley, when Delafield made his customary

morning call: the absence of Maria, and the object

of her visit, had been well known to him, and as it

was a time when he began to speak of Miss Henley

without much emotion, and but little love, he could

not avoid yielding so far to his pique as to express

himself as follows:

"So, Miss Maria, you have just returned from paying

another visit to your beautiful little friend without

any heart."

"My little friend without any heart! Of whom do you

speak? and what do you mean!"

"I speak of Miss Charlotte Henley, the nun,--she

who has all of heaven about her but its love--that

brilliant casket without its jewels--that woman--

yes, that YOUNG woman without any heart."

"Upon my word, sir, this is a very pretty poem you

have been reciting! but in my opinion, your

conclusion is wrong. As she refused to give you her

heart, it is the more probable that she has it yet in

that brilliant casket you speak of--"

"No--she never had one. She wants the greatest

charm that nature can give to a woman--a warm,

grateful, and affectionate heart."

"And pray, sir," said Maria, bending her eyes

inquisitively toward the youth, "if she want it, what

has she done with it!"

"She never had one, Miss Osgood. I will grant you

that she is lovely, exquisitely lovely! pure, gentle,

amiable, every epithet you may wish to apply, that

indicates nothing but acquired excellence: but as to

natural feelings, she is as cold as an icicle--in short

she is destitute of HEART--the thing of all others I

most prize in a woman, and for which I admire you

so much."

Maria laughed, but she coloured also. It had long

been obvious to herself, and to the world too, that

Delafield sought her society, now that he was not

admitted at Mr. Henley's, much more than that of

my other young woman in the city; but she thought

that she well understood the secret reason for this

preference, though the world might not. How

gratifying this speech was to the feelings of the

gay girl, the sequel of our tale must show. The

young man however did not judge her too

favourably, when he supposed her to possess those

kindred sensations that unite us with our fellow-

beings, and he might have added a good deal of

generosity to the catalogue of her virtues. After a

pause of a moment she replied--

"I suppose I must thank you, Delafield, for the

pretty compliment you have just paid me, but I am

so unused to this sort of thing, that I really feel as

bashful as sweet fifteen, though I am at mature

twenty."

"That is because you DO feel, Miss Osgood; I might

have said as much to Charlotte Henley without

exciting the least emotion in her, or of even

bringing one tinge of that bright blush over her

features which makes you look so handsome."

"Mercy! mercy! have mercy, I entreat you," cried

Maria, averting her face, "or I shall soon be as red

as the cook. But I cannot, I will not consent to hear

my friend traduced in such a manner; so far from

wanting feeling, Charlotte Henley is all heart. To

use your own language," she added, turning her

eyes towards him archly, "it is for her heart that I

most love her."

"You deceive yourself. Early attachment, and long

association, and your own generous, warm feelings

deceive you. She is accustomed to show gentle and

kind civilities to all around her, and you mistake

habit for affection."

"She is accustomed to do all that, I own; but to do

it in a manner that adds to its value by her simple

unaffected feelings. She is not, I must

acknowledge, like certain people of my

acquaintance, a bundle of tinder to take fire at

every spark that approaches, but she loves all she

should love, and I fear she loves one too well that

she should not love."

"Love one that she should not love?" cried

Delafield: "what, is her heart then engaged to

another! Is it possible that Miss Henley, the cold,

prudish Miss Henley, can indulge an improper

attachment after all?"

"Mr. Delafield," said Miss Osgood, gravely, "I am

not apt to betray what I ought to conceal, although

I am the giddy creature that I seem. But I have

spoken unguardedly, and must explain: in the first

place, I would not have you suppose that Charlotte

Henley and I talk of our hearts and our lovers to

each other, like two girls at a boarding school. If I

know that she has such a thing as a heart at all, it

is not from herself but from my own observation;

and as for lovers, though she may have had dozens

for any thing I know, to ME they are absolutely

strangers.--Don't interrupt me, I am not begging

one. After this explanation I will say, trusting,

Delafield entirely in your honour, which I do believe

you to possess in a high--"

"You may--you may," interrupted the young man

eagerly: "I will never betray your confidence--you

might trust yourself to my honour and good faith--"

"I wish you would not be bringing yourself and

myself constantly into the conversation," said the

lady, compressing her lips to conceal a smile; "we

are talking of Charlotte Henley, and of her only. She

was brought up in the daily habit of seeing much of

George Morton, who, I believe, even you will own

has a heart, for it will cost him his life."

"His life!"

"I fear so; nay, it is without hope. The cold he took

in carrying the poor sufferer to the hospital last

winter has thrown him into a decline. I do believe

that Charlotte Henley is fond of him; but mind, I do

not say that she is in love--if appears to be less of

passion than of intense affection."

"Yes, such as she would feel for a brother."

"She has no brother. I do not intend to define the

passions: but I do believe that if he were to live

and offer himself, she would marry him, and make

him such a wife as any man might envy."

"What! do you think she loves him unasked, and

yet refuse me who begged her hand like her slave."

"It is not unasked; he has known her all her life--

has ever shown a preference for her--has been kind

to her and to all others in her presence--he has

long anticipated her wishes, in trifles, and--and--in

short, he has done just what he ought to do, to

gain her love."

"Then you think I erred in the manner in which I

made my advances?"

"Your advances, as you call them, would have

succeeded with nine girls in ten, though not with

Miss Henley--besides, you are too late."

"Certainly not too late when no declaration had

been made by any other."

"I am not about to discuss the proprieties of

courtship with you, Mr. Delafield," cried Maria,

laughing and rising from her chair. "Come, let us

walk; it is a sin to shut ourselves up on such a

morning. The subject must now he changed and the

scene too."

He accepted her challenge, and they proceeded

through the streets together; but she evaded every

subsequent attempt he made to renew the

discourse. Perhaps she felt that she had gone too

far--perhaps there was something in it that was

painful to her own feelings.

The explanation, however, had a great tendency to

destroy the remains of what Delafield mistook for

love. Instead of having his affections seriously

engaged in a short intercourse with Miss Henley,

our readers may easily perceive that it was nothing

but his imagination that was excited, and which

had kept his brain filled with images still more

lovely than the original: but now that the wan

features of George Morton were constantly brought

into the picture by the side of the deity he had

worshipped, the contemplation of these fancied

beauties become hourly less pleasant, and in a

short time he ceased to dwell on the subject

altogether.

A consequence, however, grew out of his short-lived

inclination, that was as unlooked for by himself as

by the others interested in the result. He became

so much accustomed to the society of Maria

Osgood, that at length he fell it was necessary to

his comfort. To the surprise of the whole city, the

handsome, rich, witty, and accomplished Mr.

Seymour Delafield declared himself in form before

the spring had expired to one of the plain

daughters of Mr. Osgood, a man with a large family,

and but little money. Maria had a difficult task to

conceal the pleasure she felt, as she listened to,

not the passionate declaration of her admirer, but

to his warm solicitation that she would unite her

destinies to his own. She did conceal it, however,

and would only consent to receive his visits for a

time, on the condition that he was not to consider

her as at all engaged by the permission.

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