leave Ardroy to you as blithely as I did a year ago—I will so leave it
. . . presently.”
“Aye, that you will do presently—but not by your own will. You’ll go
off from this door as you left Fort Augustus a week ago, tied on a
horse again, and your father’s house really in flames behind you—and
all because you will not listen to advice!”
“You make me out more obstinate than I am,” said Ewen gently. “Your
advice is excellent, Aunt Marget, but you do not know . . . all the
circumstances.”
“That can easily be remedied,” said Miss Cameron with meaning. But to
that suggestion Ewen made no reply.
Miss Cameron turned round in her chair, and then got up and faced him.
“Ewen, my dear, what is wrong? What is it that is keeping you from
getting out of the country? Surely it is not . . . that there is
something amiss between you and Alison?”
Ewen did not meet her eyes. But he shook his head. “Alison and I——” he
began, but never finished. How put into words what Alison was to him?
Moreover, that which was keeping him back did stand between him and
her—at least in his own soul. “Some day, perhaps, I will tell you,
Aunt Marget,” he said quietly. “But I’d be glad if you would not
discuss my departure just now.—You have dropped your knitting.”
He picked it up for her, and Margaret Cameron stood quite still,
looking up uneasily at the height of him, at his brow all wrinkled
with some pain of whose nature she was quite ignorant, at the sudden
lines round his young mouth. She ended her survey with a sigh.
“And to think that—since we cannot get a letter to her—the lassie may
be breaking her heart over there, believing that you are dead!”
Ewen took a step away, with a movement as though to ward off a blow.
Then he translated the movement into a design to snuff the candles on
the table behind him. After a moment his voice came, unsteady and
hurt: “Aunt Margaret, you are very cruel.” And his hand must have been
unsteady, too, for he snuffed the flame right out.
“’Tis for your own good,” replied Miss Cameron, winking hard at the
engraving of King James the Third as a young man over the mantelshelf
in front of her. Ewen relighted from another the candle he had
slain, saying nothing, and with the air of one who does not quite
know what he is doing. “At least, I’m sure ’tis not for mine,” went
on Miss Cameron, and now, little given to tears as she was, she
surreptitiously applied a corner of a handkerchief to one eye. “You
cannot think that I _want_ you to go away again . . . and leave the
house the . . . the mere shell of emptiness it is when you are not
here!”
Ewen looked round and saw the scrap of cambric. In an instant, despite
the pain it cost him, he had knelt down by her side and was taking her
hands into his, and saying how sorry he was to grieve her, and
assuring her that there was nothing, nothing whatever wrong between
him and Alison.
Yet even then he made no promises about departure.
* * * * * *
Nor had he made any a week later, when, one hot afternoon, he lay,
reflecting deeply, on the bed in his own room, with his hands behind
his head. Although his wounded leg was already much stronger, it
rebelled with effect against unremitting use all day, and to Ewen’s
intense disgust he found it imperative to spend a portion of the
afternoon thus. He regarded this necessity as not only burdensome but
disgraceful.
The wind soughed faintly through the pines of the little avenue, and
then passed on to ruffle the ivy outside his open window. A little
brown, some of them, after their fiery ordeal, the topmost of those
tough leaves were still there, and made just the same rustling noise
as of old. And there Ewen lay, apparently at peace; back in his own
room, among his modest possessions, his life and liberty snatched from
the enemy, his home unharmed after all, and over the seas his young
wife waiting for him in safety, the call of the sword no longer
keeping him back from her, since the sword was shattered.
But he was by no means at peace; there was unceasing war in his
breast. The way to Alison was barred by a spectre which he could not
lay. It was in vain to tell himself that, by God’s mercy, his most
unwilling lapse at Fort Augustus had done no harm, that no one of his
own party knew of it, that it was not even a complete revelation. To
his acutely sensitive Highland pride the mere fact of the betrayal of
his Chief’s trust was agony. Alison could not heal that wound, which,
now that Ewen was back again in his old surroundings, almost in his
old life, seemed to have broken out bleeding afresh. There was only
one man who could draw the poison from it, and Ewen knew neither where
he was nor how he could come at him.
And meanwhile his dreams were full of Alison; and a night or two ago
he had even seemed to hear her voice in one, asking in so pitiful and
faint an accent why he delayed to come to her, now that honour no
longer forbade it. She was so lonely . . .
Ewen sighed deeply, and withdrew his hands from beneath his head. The
double scar on his right palm caught his eye for an instant. He
wondered, not by any means for the first time, whether Windham had
heard of his escape; if he had, he would know that he had indeed given
him his life—yes, even by his refusal to witness against him, since
that was the direct cause of the prisoner’s being taken over the
Spean, where he had met and seized his great opportunity. To judge by
the Englishman’s palpable distress at their farewell interview,
Windham would be exceedingly glad of the news of his escape. Some day,
perhaps, he might contrive to get a letter conveyed to his hands. He
would like to tell him in person. But he was never to see him again,
so it seemed, for the five meetings were over. Again he counted them:
here, at Edinburgh, on Beinn Laoigh, at Fort Augustus. And suddenly
his pulse quickened with pleasure—that made four, only four! . . . No,
of course, there had been two at Fort Augustus. . . . Yet what (save
his own recapture) stood now in the way of their meeting again some
day?
But the ivy leaves went on rubbing their hands together, and through
the window at the other side of the room came the clucking of Miss
Cameron’s remaining hens, drowsy sounds both, and Ewen, pondering this
question, began to fall asleep. Yet, just before he lost
consciousness, there shot through his mind, apparently from nowhere, a
last flicker of Angus’s prediction of a year ago . . . something about
twisted threads . . . a thread of one colour and a thread of another.
It had meant nothing at the time and he had totally forgotten it
since. Now, between the two worlds of sleep and waking, it not only
came back to him, but, with the curious pictorial clarity sometimes
vouchsafed in that state, he seemed to see what it meant. Then picture
and meaning faded, and he slept.
He slept quietly for a while, and then dreamt that a man had come into
the room and was standing looking down at him. Yet somehow he knew
that it was not a dream, that there was really someone there. He tried
to rouse himself, but could not; and then the man laid a hand on his
wrist. And at that, still half in a dream, he began to struggle and to
speak.
“Let go my arm, you damned torturer! . . . No, not if you cut me in
pieces! . . . Ah, my God, but there’s another way . . . another way!”
The hand had left his wrist quickly, and now it was laid on his
shoulder, and a voice—Lochiel’s voice—said, “Ewen, wake up. No one is
hurting you.”
He woke instantly, crying, “Donald! Donald!” half sure, all the time,
that it was but a dream. Then he caught his breath and lay staring
upwards. It was not indeed Lochiel, but it was his brother who stood
there, looking down at him with a good deal of attention.
“_Archie!_” he gasped in the most complete astonishment. “You here!
Why?”
“Don’t you think you would be the better of a doctor, my dear Ewen?”
enquired his cousin cheerfully. “That is why I am here.”
“But there’s a price on your head,” protested Ewen. “You should not,
should not have come here!”
Archibald Cameron smiled his gentle, quizzical smile and sat down on
the bed. “I understand from Miss Margaret that you daily affirm the
house of Ardroy to be perfectly safe. Moreover, one does not dictate
to a physician, my dear boy, how and when he shall visit his patients.
I heard how you escaped as you were being carried to Fort William, and
I did not believe that it was your body which was found some days
after in one of the pools of Spean. (You do not know, perhaps, that
that is what has been given out at Fort Augustus.) But I guessed that
that same body needed attention, so, being yesterday in Glendessary, I
made my way hither. Now, let me look at those wounds of yours.”
And, though Ewen protested that these were quite healed and that he
was only a trifle lame, Dr. Cameron insisted. The extent of the
lameness, very patent when he made the young man walk about the room,
evidently displeased him.
“When you get to France, Ewen, you must have the care of a good
surgeon. I greatly fear that an important muscle in the thigh has been
severed; but with proper treatment it may reunite again.”
“I suppose you have been talking to Aunt Margaret,” remarked his
patient, sitting down upon the bed. “But, as I have told her, I am not
going to France—yet. The muscle must reunite at home.”
Archie looked at him keenly. He _had_ been talking to Aunt Margaret.
“I am not advising France solely in the interests of your lameness,
Ewen.”
“Well I know that! But I shall stay in Scotland for the present.”
“Until you are captured again, I suppose?” said Dr. Cameron, crossing
one leg over the other and leaning back against the post at the bottom
of the bed. “But I do not know on what grounds you assume that you
will have so lucky an escape a second time.”
“Oh, I shall not be captured here,” said Ewen carelessly. “And when I
can walk a little better, I shall very likely take to the heather for
a while—like you!” And as Archibald Cameron raised his eyebrows he
said with more warmth, “My God, Archie, I’d rather skulk in sight of
Loch na h-Iolaire with nothing but my plaid and a handful of meal,
even were there a redcoat behind every whin-bush, than lie in the
French King’s bed at Versailles!”
“No doubt,” responded his cousin, unmoved. “And so would I. Yet I
shall certainly make for France—if God will—when my tasks here are
done. I hope indeed that it may not be for long; who knows but next
year may see another and a more successful effort, with support from
the French. The Prince——”
“Yes, indeed,” said Ewen eagerly, “what of the Prince? My last news
of him was from a fellow-prisoner at Fort Augustus, MacDonald of
Kingsburgh, who, though he is Sleat’s factor, brought him to his
own house in Skye disguised as the maidservant of one Miss Flora
MacDonald, and was arrested in consequence. I heard much from him, and
laughable some of it was, too, for Kingsburgh’s wife and daughter seem
to have been frightened at the queer figure that His Royal Highness
made in his petticoats. But you will have later news of him, Archie?”
“The Prince was at the end of July in Glenmoriston,” said Dr. Cameron,
“but he is now, I think, in Chisholm’s country, farther north. There
is so plainly a Providence watching over him that I have no doubt he
will be preserved from his enemies to the end; and it is therefore the
duty of his friends to preserve themselves, too. Yes, I am going to
read you a lecture, _Eoghain mhóir_, so you had better lie down again;
I shall not begin until you do.” He waited until Ewen had grumblingly
complied, and then began, ticking off the points on his fingers.
“_Imprimis_, you stubborn young man, there is this house, almost
miraculously preserved from destruction, and, if you keep clear of it,
likely to continue immune. There is your good aunt, who can well
continue to look after it, but who, if you are found under its roof,
will certainly be driven out of it and very possibly imprisoned. You
are not on the list of attainted persons, and you have the advantage
at this moment of an official report declaring you drowned. Most of
all, have you not someone already in France who is breaking her heart
for a sight of you?”
Lying there, Ewen changed colour perceptibly, and it was only after a
moment that he answered: “There are broken hearts in plenty, Archie,
in Lochaber.”
“But I do not see, my dear lad, how they are to be mended by your
offering up the fragments of Alison’s—and your own.”
Ewen uttered a sound like a groan, and, twisting over, buried his face
in the pillow; and presently there emerged some muffled words to the
effect that he longed to go to Alison, but that . . . and then
something wholly unintelligible in which the word ‘honour’ was alone
distinguishable.
Dr. Cameron looked down at the back of the uneasy auburn head with the
affectionate tolerance which one might display to the caprices of a
younger brother. “No, Ewen, to my mind honour points to your
going—aye, and duty and common sense as well. You cannot help your
tenants by remaining here; Miss Cameron can now do that much more
effectively—so long as you do not compromise her by your presence. You
cannot help the Cause or the Prince; you cannot help Lochiel;”—the
head gave a sudden movement—“he is for France with me when the
opportunity comes. Another day—that is a different tale; but ’tis
likely there will never be another day for you if you persist in
remaining here now. . . . And there is another point, which I hope you
will pardon me for mentioning: is your wife going to bear you a child,
Ewen?”
“How do I know?” answered Ewen in a stifled voice from the pillow.
“Our happiness was so short . . . and I have had no letter.”
“Then, before you throw your life uselessly away,” said Archibald
Cameron gravely, “it is your duty to make sure that there will be a
son to follow you here, Mac ’ic Ailein. Do you wish your ghost to see
strangers at Ardroy?”
No Highlander could ever affect to disregard that argument, and Ewen
remained silent.
“And Alison—do you suppose that she found her wedded happiness any
longer or more satisfying than you did? God knows, my dear Ewen, I
hold that neither wife, children, nor home should stand in a man’s way
when duty and loyalty call him—for, as you know, I have turned my back
on all mine—but when duty and loyalty are silent, then he does very
wrong if he neglects those ties of nature.”
And on that Archibald Cameron, conceiving that he had preached long
enough, got up from the bed. Ewen was still lying with his face
hidden: was there something on his mind, as Miss Cameron affirmed? The
doctor went and looked out of the far window, and saw the lady in
question scattering meal to her hens.
“Archie,” came from the bed after a moment or two, “if I go, it is
only on one condition, which you can grant.”
“I?” said Dr. Cameron, turning round, rather surprised. Ewen had
raised himself on to an elbow. He looked oddly pale and strained. “What
is the condition, _’ille_?”
“That I see Lochiel first.” And over his fair skin there swept a wave
of red.
It occurred to Dr. Archibald then how strange it was that Ewen, for
all his intense devotion, had not yet asked news of his kinsman and
Chief. But he looked doubtful. “I am afraid that would be difficult,
because you are both disabled; you cannot travel to him, nor he to
you.”
“Yes, I had thought of that,” said Ewen, now quite pale again. “But I
must contrive it somehow.” And as Archie was silent, reflecting, he
added, with a sharp note in his soft voice, “Is there any other reason
why I should not?”
“Of course not—save that you will meet in France, please God.”
“That will not serve. I must see him before I leave Scotland. I know
that he is no longer in Lochaber.” The short phrases were jerked out;
even more so the last one: “Archie, where _is_ he?”
“He——” Archie was beginning, when unfortunately he heard Miss Cameron
calling to him from below, possibly uttering a warning of some kind.
He turned sharply to the window and never finished. But on Ewen
the effect was of a man who has second thoughts about answering
a question, and is not only mute, but turns his back upon the
questioner.
In his present state of mind, it was quite enough, and next moment, to
his visitor’s amazement, he had thrown himself off the bed with such
violence that he staggered. “I knew it!” he exclaimed hoarsely. “You
will not tell me where he is because you have heard what I did at Fort
Augustus—because Lochiel has heard it. I am not to be trusted! That is
why you came, I believe—why you want me gone at any price from
Scotland!” And as Archibald Cameron, already swung round again from
the window, stared at him in consternation, Ewen added, clenching his
hands, “I’ll not go! I’ll not be got rid of like that! I’ll get myself
killed here in Lochaber . . . the only thing I can do in expiation.”
And with that he sank down on the side of the bed and hid his face in
his hands.
Dr. Cameron hastily left the window, but before his amazement allowed
him words, Ewen was adding, in a strangled voice, “You are quite
right, from your point of view, neither to let me see him nor to tell
me where he is. But, Archie, I swear to you by my father’s memory that
I did not do it willingly! How can he believe that of me!”
His cousin stooped and put a hand on his shoulder. “Ewen,” he said
with great gentleness, “I have not the least notion what you are
talking about. What did you do at Fort Augustus? Nothing, I’d stake my
soul, that your father’s son need ever be ashamed of. You would have
let yourself be ‘cut in pieces’ first, eh? I was just on the point of
telling you where Lochiel was; he is in Badenoch, hiding in a hut on
Ben Alder with Macpherson of Cluny. Now,” he sat down and slipped his
arm completely along the bowed shoulders, “will you tell me what is on
your mind, and why you must see him?”
CHAPTER IV
Thinking it over afterwards, Ewen knew why it had been such a comfort
to tell Archie; it was that Dr. Cameron seemed to understand so well
what he had suffered that he never tried to belittle the cause of it.
Instead of attempting to minimise this he said that he would have felt
exactly the same had such a terrible mischance befallen him. Only how
could Ewen at any stage have imagined that Donald, if he heard of his
lapse, would ever believe that he had made a disclosure willingly?
“I blame you for that, my poor Ewen,” he said, shaking his head. “You
must surely have known that he would as soon suspect me as you, who
have been like an elder son to him, who so nearly threw away your life
for him at Fort William. . . . I think that’s the worst part of your
confession, but as you say that I am not to suppress anything I must
tell him that too, though it will hurt him.”
Ewen raised his colourless face, to which, however, a measure of
tranquillity had already returned. “I am sorry for that; but you must
not keep back a word. Tell him how I allowed myself to fall asleep
when I suspicioned it might be dangerous; tell him that I insulted
Lord Loudoun somewhat unworthily—_he_ would not have done that—tell
him everything. You are only a proxy, you know, Archie—though a very
satisfactory one,” he added gratefully. “There’s no other man save
Lochiel that I could have told. _Dhé_, but I feel as if Ben Nevis had
been lifted off me!”
Archibald Cameron gave his arm a little pressure. “Now ’tis my turn to
make a confession to you. When I first came into this room I found
myself emulating that Captain Greening of yours—whom, by the way, I
should rejoice to meet on some good lonely brae, with a precipice near
by. But, like your talking, my dear lad, my overhearing was
accidental.”
“Do you mean that I was saying things in my sleep again? Archie, this
is intolerable!”
“You bade me loose your arm when I touched you, and spoke of
preferring to be ‘cut in pieces’ and of ‘another way’. You have just
told me what that ‘other way’ was. Ewen, what was the first way, and
who took it with you? You have not told me everything, after all.”
The young man was looking on the floor, and there was colour enough in
his face now. “I do not very much wish to revive that memory. . . .
But if you must know, I was near being flogged by order of the Lowland
officer who captured me. He had been going to shoot me first—I’ll
tell you of that anon. It was because he wanted . . . what they wanted
and got at Fort Augustus.—No, do not look so horrified, Archie; he
did not carry it out (though I’ll admit I believed he was going to).
It was only a threat.”
“Then, if it was only a threat,” remarked Dr. Cameron, looking at him
closely, “why did you call me a ‘damned torturer’ when I touched you?”
“I . . . Really, Archie, I cannot be responsible for everything I say
in my sleep. I apologise, but if you were worth your salt you would
give me some drug to cure me of the cursed habit!”
“I’m afraid the drug does not exist, my dear boy. When your mind is at
peace you will not do it any more. And don’t you think that it would
conduce to that state if you told me why you called me so unpleasant a
name?”
Ewen gave him a little shake. “_Mo thruaigh_, Archie Cameron,” he said
with vivacity, “I begin to think it was because you merit it with this
persistence of yours! If I said that, I suppose I must have been
remembering that when one has had a bayonet through one’s arm not long
before, it is conveniently sensitive, that is all. But after a few
experiments, Major Guthrie found that it was not sensitive enough.
They knew better how to do things at Fort Augustus.”
Archibald Cameron still gazed at him, compressing his lips. “So the
Lowlander tried ‘experiments’, did he? And do you still consider
yourself a traitor, Ewen? I’d give you a rather different name, and
so, I fancy, will Lochiel.”
“But I don’t mean you to tell Lochiel _that_! No, Archie, that was not
confession—you got it out of me unfairly!”
“Unfortunately you made me promise to tell him everything,” retorted
his cousin, smiling. “To turn to another aspect of this matter, then,”
for Ewen was really looking unhappy, “it was, I suppose, to this Major
Guthrie with a fancy for experiments that you were betrayed by the
English officer who was your prisoner here—I might almost say your
guest—last August. I hope that he did not go so far as to take part in
these proceedings, too?—Bless us, what is wrong now?”
For this partial change of topic had proved far from soothing. With a
sharp exclamation Ewen had got up from the bed.
“Good God, Archie, how did you hear that story? It’s not true—Major
Windham did not betray me—he saved me!”
“Did he? Well, I’d far liefer hear that than the other thing. But that
was what Lachlan MacMartin told us, when he came hotfoot to us at
Achnacarry at the beginning of May.”
“Lachlan—_Lachlan_ went to Achnacarry!” exclaimed Ewen in amazement.
“Yes, he appeared there one day nearly crazy with rage and remorse
because you had been captured while he had left you in order to get
food. He wanted Donald to march against Fort Augustus and deliver
you.”
Ewen had begun to limp distractedly about the room. “I did not know
that. But, great heavens, what a story to get abroad about Major
Windham! Archie, he saved my life at the last minute; I was actually
up against the wall before the firing-party when he dashed in between
at the risk of his own. I should not be here now for you to bully but
for him. It is true that I, too, God forgive me, was deluded enough
for a short time to think his goodness calculated treachery, but at
least I did not spread it abroad. And that is only part of what he has
done and given up for me.” He gave his cousin a sketch of the rest. “I
cannot think how Lachlan got such a mistaken notion into his head, for
he was not there when I was found and taken, and he can hardly have
met with that scoundrel Guthrie, who is capable of any lie.”
“What has become of Lachlan—is he here at Ardroy?”
“No, he has never returned, and no one knows anything of him; he has
undoubtedly been either captured or killed, and much more probably
killed, I fear. But I wish he had not spread this slander; ’tis at
least to be hoped that no word of it reaches poor Windham!”
“I like to see in you, Ewen,” said his cousin, “the same concern for
another man’s honour as for your own. But you know the Erse proverb,
‘A lie goes but on one leg’.”
“Like me,” commented Ewen with a smile. “Yet you think that in France
I may go on two again?”
“You will certainly have a better chance of it. Then I may tell
Lochiel, when I get back to Badenoch, that you consent to be
reasonable?”
“Yes, thanks to you, I will go—since he is going. But I must wait a
chance of getting off.”
“There’s a chance now,” said his cousin quickly; “but you must start
for the coast to-morrow.”
“To-morrow!” Ewen’s face fell. “So soon!” His glance swept round the
room and lingered for a moment on the heathery distances visible
through the window. “Very well,” he said with a little sigh. “Tell me
what I must do—no,” he caught himself up, “first tell me a little
about Donald. Those wounds of his, are they healed? Archie, I hope due
care is being taken of him on Ben Alder?”
“You look as if you think I ought not to have left him,” said Dr.
Cameron, smiling. “But he has had Sir Stuart Threipland of Edinburgh
with him, and the wounds are healing, though slowly. And I assure you
that I have been too busy following Mercury of late to pay much
attention to Æsculapius; I have been to and fro in Lochaber and
Moidart a great deal more regularly than the post. More by token I am
become a sort of banker. For I suppose you did not hear in your
captivity, Ewen, that at the beginning of May two French ships landed
six barrels of gold—forty thousand louis d’or—in Moidart for the
Prince; and with some ado, owing to the reluctance of Clanranald’s
people to lose sight of it, I got it conveyed to Loch Arkaig, and it
has been buried there against future requirements.—I know what you are
going to say, ‘If only we had had that money earlier, when we needed
it so!’”
Those were indeed the words which leapt to the young man’s lips. Yet
since over the ruined fortunes of to-day there still danced, like
will-of-the-wisps, the hopes of to-morrow, he fell to discussing the
possible uses of this money with the man to whose endeavours (as he
soon discovered) it was due that the French had not carried it off
again when they heard the news of the disaster at Culloden. Archibald
Cameron had indeed played post and banker to some purpose! Ewen looked
at him with admiration not free from concern.
“Archie, are you duly careful of your own safety in these constant
journeyings of yours, seeing that you are proscribed by name?”
His cousin smiled. “You may be sure that I am careful. Am I not
pre-eminently a man of peace?”
Nevertheless not even Balmerino, the dauntless old soldier, was to
make a more memorable end on the scaffold than Archibald Cameron. But
his time was not yet—not by seven years; though, all unknowing, he had
just been talking of what was to bring him there—the belated French
treasure, fatal as the fabled gold of the river maidens to nearly
every man who touched it.
“Now, for your getting off to France,” he resumed. “There has lately
been a French privateer off Loch Broom, and she may very well be
hanging off the coast farther south, therefore you should start for
Moidart without a day’s delay. Since the twenty-fifth of July the
coast is not so closely watched for the Prince as it was; the cordon
of sentries has been removed. Make for Arisaig or Morar; at either you
will be able to find a fisherman to take you off at night to the
French vessel if she is still there. You speak French, so the rest
should be easy.”
“And will Lochiel and the Prince try to leave by her?”
“I doubt it, for I fear she will be gone by the time Donald could
reach the coast, or His Royal Highness either. But do not delay your
departure on that account, Ewen, for the larger the party getting off
from shore the more hazardous is the attempt—at least, if there are
any soldiers left in those parts now. (There cannot, at any rate, be
many.) Now I must be getting on my way.”
“You will not pass the night with us?” suggested Ewen. “Aunt Margaret
seems to have a high opinion of the garrets as a refuge.”
Dr. Cameron shook his head. “I must push on; ’tis only five o’clock.
God bless you, my dear Ewen, and bring us to meet again—even though it
be not in Scotland!”
“I wish I were coming with you to Ben Alder,” said Ewen rather
wistfully, halting after his visitor down the stairs.
“Trust me to do your business with Donald as well as you could do it
yourself—nay, better, for I suspect that you would leave out certain
episodes.—You’ll be rid of this fellow at last, Miss Margaret,” he
said to the figure waiting at the foot of the stairs. “I’ve sorted
him!”
“’Tis you have the skill, Archibald Cameron,” replied the lady,
beaming on him. “None of _my_ prayers would move him. You’ll drink a
health with us before you go?”
And under the picture of King James the Third and Eighth the three of
them drained their glasses to the Cause which had already taken its
last, its mortal wound.
* * * * * *
Next day Ewen kept his word, and set about his departure. A garron was
found for him to ride, and two of his men who had followed him through
the campaign were to accompany him to the coast. Yielding to pressure,
he had agreed to take young Angus MacMartin with him to France as his
personal servant. He could not refuse it to Neil’s memory and to old
Angus’s prayers that a MacMartin should be about him still.
He was to leave at dusk, since travelling by night would be less
hazardous, and a little before sundown he went up to Slochd nan Eun to
take leave of his foster-father, with whom he had had little converse
since his return, for Angus had been ill and clouded in mind. But he
had borne the loss of his two sons with an almost fierce resignation;
it seemed as if he had asked no better fate for them, especially for
Neil. He had recovered from his illness now, but he was rather frail
and still at times a little confused. A daughter looked after him in
the old cottage which had once rung with the laughter of many
children, and with Ewen’s own; but the old man was alone, crouched
over the fire, with a plaid across his knees when Ewen, helping
himself on the ascent with a staff, arrived at the door.
Half blind though he was, Angus’s hearing was as keen as ever, and,
even with the unfamiliar halt in it, he knew his foster-son’s step.
“Mac ’ic Ailein, is it you? Blessings on your head! You have come to
say farewell to me, who shall never see you again.”
Tremblingly and slowly he arose, and embraced the young man. “Neil and
Lachlan shall go with you, son of my heart, that you take no harm
before you embark on the great water.”
“Neil is dead, foster-father, do you not remember?” asked Ewen gently.
“He gave his life for me. And Lachlan—I fear Lachlan is dead also.”
“It is true that I do not see them any more,” replied the old man,
with a singular detachment, “for I grow blinder every day; yet I hear
Neil’s pipes very well still, and when the fire burns up I know that
Lachlan has put on a fresh peat for me. Good sons both, but I have
between my hands a son who is dearer, though I did not beget him—O my
tall and beautiful one, glad was the day when you came back after the
slaughter, but gladder this day, for you carry your head out of reach
of your foes!” He passed his hand lingeringly over the bright locks.
“And yet . . . all is not well. I do not know why, but all is not
well. There is grief on the white sand . . . grief and mourning, and a
sound of tears in the wind that blows there.”
“Indeed there is grief,” said Ewen sighing, “grief enough in my heart
at going, at leaving Alba and my father’s house. I was almost for
staying, Angus, did I take to the heather; but the brother of Mac
Dhomhnuill Duibh has been here, and he bids me go. The Chief himself
is going. But we shall return——”
“Some will return,” broke in Angus, sinking his head upon his breast.
“Aye, some will return.” Sitting there, he stared with his almost
sightless eyes into the fire.
Ewen stood looking down at him. “Shall _I_ return?” he asked after a
moment.
“I shall not see you, treasure of my heart . . . But these eyes will
see my own son come back to me, and he too grieving.”
“But I fear that Lachlan is dead, foster-father,” repeated Ewen,
kneeling on one knee beside him. “Is it not his wraith that puts the
peats on the fire for you?”
“It may be,” answered the old man. “It may well be, for when I speak
to him he never answers. Yet one night he stood here in the flesh, and
swore the holy oath on his dirk to be avenged on the man who betrayed
you to the _saighdearan dearg_. My own two eyes beheld him, my two
ears heard him, and I prayed the Blessed One to give strength to his
arm—for it was then that you were gone from us, darling of my heart,
and fast in prison.”
“But you surely do not mean, Angus,” said his foster-son, puzzled,
“that Lachlan came back here after I was captured? You mean that you
saw his _taibhs_. For in the flesh he has never returned to Slochd nan
Eun.”
“Yes, for one night he returned,” persisted the old man, “for one
night in the darkness. None saw him but I, who opened to him; and he
would not go near the house of Ardroy, nor let any see him but his
father, because he was sick with grief and shame that he had left you
on Beinn Laoigh to the will of your enemy. Ah, Mac ’ic Ailein, did I
not feel that many things would come upon you because of the man to
whom the heron led you! But that I never saw—that he would betray you
to the _saighdearan dearg_! May Lachlan soon keep his oath, and the
raven pick out the traitor’s eyes! May his bones never rest! May his
ghost——”
Ewen had sprung up, horrified. “Angus, stop! What are you saying! That
man, the English officer, did not betray me: he saved me, at great
risk to himself. But for him the redcoats would have shot me like a
dog—but for him I should not have escaped from their hands on the way
to Inverlochy. Take back that curse . . . and for Heaven’s sake tell
me that you are mistaken, that Lachlan did not swear vengeance on
_him_, but on the man who took me prisoner, a Lowland Scot named
Guthrie. That is what you mean, Angus, is it not?”
But Angus shook his grey head. “My son swore vengeance on the man who
was your guest, the English officer who found you in the bothy on
Beinn Laoigh, and delivered you up, and told the soldiers who you
were. Lachlan found this out from the talk as he skulked round the
Lowlander’s camp in the dark. Vengeance on the Lowlander he meant to
have if he could, but he swore it for certain against the other, the
English officer, because he had broken your bread. So he took oath on
the iron to rest neither day nor night till that evil deed was repaid
to him—he swore it here on the _biodag_ on which you both saw blood
that day by the lochan, and which you bade him not throw away. I think
he meant to hasten back and lie in wait for the English officer as he
returned over the pass of Corryarrick, and to shoot him with the
musket which he had stolen from one of the redcoats. But whether he
ever did it I do not know.”
Bewildered, and with a creeping sense of chill, Ewen had listened
mutely in order that he might, perhaps, contrive to disentangle the
true from the false in this fruit of the old man’s clouded brain. But
with these last words came a gleam of comfort. No, Lachlan had not
succeeded in any such attempt, thank God. And since then—for it was in
May that Windham had returned over the Corryarrick—his complete
disappearance pointed to but one conclusion, that he was gone where he
could never keep his dreadful and deluded vow. Ewen drew a long breath
of relief; yet it was rather terrible to hope that his foster-brother
was dead.
Still, he would take what precaution he could.
“If, when I am gone, Angus,” he said, “Lachlan should return here,
charge him most straightly from me that he abandon this idea of
vengeance; tell him that but for the English officer I should be lying
to-day where poor Neil is lying.—I wonder if anyone gave Neil burial,”
he added under his breath.
But Angus heard. He raised himself. “Lachlan buried him when he came
there after yourself, _Eoghain_, and found you gone, and was near
driving the dirk into his own heart, as he told me. Yes, he stayed to
bury his brother; and so when he came to the camp of the redcoats they
had taken you to Kilcumein. But all night long he prowled round the
tents, and heard the redcoats talk—he having the English very well, as
you know—and tried to get into the tent of their commander to kill him
while he slept, and could not. So he hastened to Achnacarry, and found
Mac Dhomhnuill Duibh, and besought him to go with the clan and besiege
the fort of Kilcumein and take you out of it; but the Chief had not
enough men. So Lachlan came here secretly, to tell me that he had not
been able to stay the redcoats from taking you, and that Neil had been
happier than he, for he had died outside the door before they entered
to you; and all that was left for him was to slay the Englishman—and
so he vowed. But now, it seems, the Englishman is not to be slain?”
“A thousand times, no!” cried Ewen, who had listened very attentively
to this recital, which certainly sounded as if it had come originally
from Lachlan’s own lips, and some of which, as he knew from Archie,
was true. “Remember that, if Lachlan should come here.—But I cannot
understand,” he went on, frowning, “how, if Lachlan overheard so much
of the soldiers’ talk, he did not overhear the truth, and learn how
Major Windham ran in and saved me from being shot. Surely that is the
matter which must most have engaged their tongues, and in that there
was no question of delivering me up.”
“I do not know what more my son heard,” said Angus slowly, “but, when
a man hates another, does not his ear seek to hear the evil he may
have done rather than the good?”
“Yes, I suppose he did hate Major Windham,” said Ewen thoughtfully.
“That was the reason then—he wanted a pretext. . . . Indeed I must
thank God that he never got a chance of carrying out his vow. And,
from his long absence, I fear—nay, I am sure—that he has joined poor
Neil. Alas, both my brothers slain through me, and Neil’s children
fatherless!”
“But Angus _Og_ goes with you, is it not, son of my heart, that he too
may put his breast between you and your foes?”
‘That he shall never do’, thought Ewen. “Yes, he goes with me. Give me
your blessing, foster-father; and when I come again, even if your eyes
do not see me, shall your hands not touch me, as they do now?” And he
guided the old hands to his shoulders as he knelt there.
“No, I shall not touch you, treasure of my heart,” said Angus, while
his fingers roved over him. “And I cannot see whether you will ever
come back again, nor even whether you will sail over the great water
away from your foes. All is dark . . . and the wind that comes off the
sea is full of sorrow.” He put his hands on Ewen’s head. “But I bless
you, my son, with all the blessings of Bridget and Michael; the charm
Mary put round her Son, and Bridget put in her banners, and Michael
put in his shield . . . edge will not cleave thee, sea will not
drown thee. . . .” He had slid into reciting scraps of a _sian_ or
protective charm, but he did not go through to the end; his hands fell
on to his knees again, and he leant back and closed his eyes.
Ewen bent forward and threw some peats on to the fire. “Tell me one
thing, foster-father,” he said, looking at him again. “Even if I never
leave the shores of Moidart, but am slain there, or am drowned in the
sea, which is perhaps the meaning of the wind that you hear moaning,
tell me, in the days to come shall a stranger or a son of mine rule
here at Ardroy?”
Angus opened his eyes; but he was so long silent that Ewen’s hands
began to clench themselves harder and harder. Yet at last the old man
spoke.
“I have seen a child running by the brink of Loch na h-Iolaire, and
his name is your name.”
Ewen drew a long breath and rose, and, his foster-father rising too
with his assistance, he kissed him on both cheeks.
“Whatever you have need of, Angus, ask of Miss Cameron as you would of
me.”
“You are taking away from me the only thing of which I have need,”
said the old man sadly. “Nevertheless, it must be. Blessings,
blessings go with you, and carry you safely away from the white sands
to her who waits for you . . . and may my blessings draw you back
again, even though I do not greet you at your returning.”
* * * * * *
When Ewen came slowly down the path again he found himself thinking of
how he had descended it last August behind Keith Windham, nearly a
year ago. The story of Lachlan’s vow had perturbed him, but now he saw
it in a far less menacing light. Either his foster-brother’s unquiet
spirit was by this time at rest, or the whole thing was a dream of
that troubled imagination of the old seer’s, where the distinction
between the living and the dead was so tenuous.
Soon he forgot Keith Windham, Angus and everyone. Loch na h-Iolaire
lay before him under the sunset, a sunset so tranquil and so smiling
that in its sleepy brightness, which mirrored all the mountains round,
the loch seemed to hold the very heart of content. Ewen had the
sensation that his heart, too, was drowned there. And by his own will
he was saying farewell to loch and mountain, island and red crag. He
remembered how Alison had said that he would be hard put to it to
choose between her and them. Was she right?
There was a place where for a little there was no bank, but marshy
ground, and where the water came brimming into the reeds and grasses,
setting them faintly swaying. He went to it, and, stooping with
difficulty, dipped a cupped hand into the water and raised it to his
lips. Perhaps that sacramental draught would give him to see this
scene as bright and sharp in dreams, over there in the land of exile
whither, like his father, like all who had not counted the cost, he
was going.
As he drank there was a loud croak over his head, and, looking up, he
saw a heron winging its slow, strong way over the loch towards the
sunset. It might almost have been the same heron which he and Alison
had watched that evening last summer, when it had seemed to arrive
from the western coast like a herald from him who had landed there.
Now it was going towards the coast once more, as he, the outlaw, was
going, and as his Chief and his fugitive Prince would soon be going.
In a little year, between two flights of a heron seen over Loch na
h-Iolaire, the whole adventure of ruin had been begun and consummated.
Well, if one’s life remained to one it was in order to come back some
day and renew the struggle. Ewen took off his bonnet. “God save King
James!” he said firmly, and turned away from the mirrored mountains to
take the same path as the heron.
CHAPTER V
This sea-fog, Keith Windham decided, was worse than the inland mist;
thicker, more woolly, more capricious. Yesterday, for instance, one
had wakened to it, and all day it had cloaked sea and shore and the
wild, tumbled mountains of the ‘Rough Bounds’. Yet towards evening it
had suddenly lifted, and the night had been clear and moonlit. But
this morning the white veil was down again, and only now, some hours
after sunset, was it clearing away.
And this was all the more vexatious because in the silver clearness of
last night he had distinctly made out a strange vessel—a Frenchman, he
was sure—anchored somewhere off the isle of Rum. But in the day,
thanks to that muffling fog, who knew whether she was still off the
coast or no! Yet in a few minutes more, when the moon came up from
behind the mountains, he hoped to be able to see as far as her
anchorage; meanwhile, followed by his orderly, he rode slowly along
the flat shore in the direction of Morar.[1]
[1]Pronounced Mórar.
No one could accuse Major Keith Windham of neglecting Lord
Albemarle’s instructions; if anything, he went beyond them in his
ceaseless vigilance. Quartered himself at Arisaig, he thence patrolled
the coast in both directions, from Loch nan Uamh, the Adventurer’s
original landing-place, to Morar of the white sands on the other, and
had his grumbling men out in all weathers, at all hours of the day and
night, and for any kind of false alarm. But he spared himself still
less than them, taking little sleep and covering miles every day,
often on foot. If fatigue, like virtue, were its own reward, then he
had that recompense. And so far it was his only one.
But at least Keith felt tolerably certain that no fugitives had yet
made their escape from his strip of coast, no fugitives of any kind.
For, apart from using every endeavour to secure the person of the
Pretender’s son, he had been instructed to prevent all communication
with French vessels, of whom one or two might always be hovering off
the coast. These nights, therefore, that this ghostly ship was
visible, it naturally behoved him to be extraordinarily vigilant,
since it was unlikely that she was there by chance; she was probably
hanging about in hopes of taking off the prize that he was after, and
he was duly grateful to the moon last night for showing her to him.
And surely it was time for the moon to appear now! Keith put his hand
impatiently into the breast of his uniform for a little almanac which
he carried there, and, encountering a packet which he also carried,
was swept at the touch of it away for a moment from shore and ship and
moonrise.
Having left Fort Augustus for the coast so soon after Ewen Cameron had
confided to his care the letter to his wife, Keith had had no
opportunity of despatching it; moreover, why send that farewell letter
now that its writer had escaped? So not knowing where else to dispose
it, he still carried the packet with the lock of hair upon him, a
material token of the tie between him and the foe who had captured him
a year ago, and had held him in a species of bondage ever since. The
thought had never formulated itself so definitely until to-night, but,
by gad, it was true!
He had been hard put to it to conceal his exultation when, just before
setting out from Fort Augustus for Moidart, he had heard of Ewen’s
escape and disappearance; and this news had, ever since, been a source
of the most unfeigned pleasure to him. His sacrifices had not been in
vain; they had been well worth the making. He thought of Ewen back at
Ardroy—_his_ doing, that! Ewen would recognise it, too. He had not
failed in everything!
And now he pictured Ewen lying hid in the mountains round Loch na
h-Iolaire until the worst of the storm had blown over. He could not
imagine him leaving Ardroy unless he were obliged, and surely, not
being on the list of proscribed, he could contrive to elude capture in
those wilds. His wife would doubtless get news of him somehow, return
to Scotland and visit him secretly; and in the end, when the price had
been paid by those who had not had his good fortune, and there was for
the others an amnesty or some act of indemnity, he might be able to
occupy his home again in peace. It had so happened, Keith believed,
after the Fifteen.
Was then his hope that they should meet again some day so impossible
of fulfilment now? It was true that if he himself succeeded in
capturing the ‘Prince’, Ewen would not readily take his hand. However,
no need to face that dilemma yet. But, in a sense, every day that ‘the
young gentleman’ was still in Scotland brought nearer the hour when he
must try to leave it, and if Lord Albemarle were right in supposing
that he would make for this stretch of coast, already familiar to him,
he must soon approach the snare laid for him there.
And the presence of that unknown ship last night seemed to indicate
that the actual moment of that approach was very near. Ah! now at last
he would be able to look for her, for the moon had pushed up over the
craggy eastern summits at his back into a cloudless sky.
Keith gave his horse to his orderly, and going along a low spur of
rock gazed steadily out to sea. The fantastic peaks of Rum were
even more unreal in the moonlight than in the day, and the isle of
Eigg of an even odder shape. At first he thought that the stranger
was gone, and then all at once he saw her, a ghostly bark on the
rippling silver. She seemed to be off Morar, and, since some of her
square-sails appeared to be set, he doubted if she were at anchor; but
she was certainly not sailing away.
Keith had to make a rapid decision. At Morar he had an officer and
thirty men stationed. That, surely, was enough. He could, if he
wished, send back to Arisaig and bring up some more from there; yet
should Arisaig and not Morar prove after all the destined spot, and he
had denuded Arisaig of watchers, he would be undone. Loch nan Uamh,
the original landing-place, was also provided with a quota, but the
distance did not admit of bringing any soldiers thence to-night.
He returned to his orderly and mounted his horse. “I shall ride on to
Morar. Go back to Arisaig and tell the Captain so; desire him to keep
a close watch on the shore, for the Frenchman is lying off the coast
again and nearer in than last night.”
The man saluted and rode off along the rough sandy road, and Keith was
left alone with the ship, the moonlight and his own excited thoughts.
Not that he stayed to contemplate any of these; he pushed on at a
smart trot for Morar, turning over the question of a boat, without
which no fugitive could, naturally, reach the ship. He had temporarily
confiscated every boat on this stretch of coast except such as were
genuinely needed for fishing, to which he had granted a permit. Even
of the owners of these he was not sure, for they were all MacDonald of
Clanranald’s dependents. It would no doubt have been better to have
burnt every one of their craft. Yet even then a vessel could easily
despatch one of her own, at the risk of being fired on.
Keith took a last look at the burnished and gently moving expanse of
which he must now lose sight, for here the track turned sharply to the
right to run round the deep little inlet of Morar. But there was no
visible speck upon the sea which might be a boat.
And before long he was approaching the shoreward end of the inlet on
the rough sandy track of a road, bordered by dense undergrowth, which
ran round, a little higher than the level shore, under trees of no
great stature. The tide was coming in fast over the dazzling white
sands of Morar, snow under the moon, and drowning the little river
which tumbled from the wild, deep freshwater loch behind, where Lord
Lovat had sought his last refuge. It was so intensely quiet, and the
tide was slipping in so noiselessly, that the roar of the double falls
was carried very clearly over the water. Reining up, Major Windham
listened for some sign of the patrol which should be going its rounds
from the quarters on the other side of the bay, across the river; and,
to his displeasure, could detect none. This on a night when a French
ship was off the coast! The men must be got out at once.
He touched his horse with the spur and then pulled up again. What was
that dark shape down there on the sand? A small boat, and so near the
incoming tide that in another quarter of an hour or so it would be
afloat. No fisherman could have been so careless as to leave it there,
unless it were secured in some way. Brimful of suspicion as Keith was
to-night, he had jumped off his horse in an instant, and thrown the
bridle over a convenient branch. He knew better than to take the
animal plunging into the soft, dry sand of the slope; he was almost up
to his ankles himself before he was down.
Yes, he was right; the boat was there for no purpose authorised by
him. It had only recently been brought there, for it was not made fast
to anything. There were oars in it, but no nets or fishing-lines. It
needed no more evidence to convince him that the little craft had been
placed there in readiness to take off some person or persons to-night
to the strange vessel.
The most lively anger seized Major Windham. What was that damned
patrol about not to have discovered this? He must certainly gallop
round to their quarters without a moment’s delay and turn out the lazy
brutes. His pulses leaping, he plunged up the yielding sand to the
tree-shadowed road, turned to throw himself into the saddle—and stood
staring like a man bewitched. His horse was gone . . . gone as if
swallowed up!
“It is not possible!” said Keith to himself. “I have not been down
there two minutes!”
But, evidently, it was possible. Black though the shadows were under
the trees, he could tell that they held nothing so solid as a horse.
He looked up and down the empty white track, streaked and dappled with
those hard shadows; he examined the branch. It was not broken, and the
beast could certainly not have twitched his bridle off it. Someone had
been watching him, then, and human hands had conveyed the animal
away—whither?
Furious, he began to run back along the road; its sandy surface was
already too much churned up to show any hoof-marks. He did not
remember passing any crofts as he came. Though a man could hide in the
thick bushes on the seaward side, a horse could not be concealed in
them. He turned abruptly and went back again, remembering that there
was a dwelling or two farther along, between him and the river. If
some of these MacDonalds had stolen his horse and hidden it there, by
Heaven it should be the worse for them!
What, however, was of paramount importance now was not the finding of
his horse, but the beating up of the patrol with the least possible
delay. Yet by the time that he, on foot, could get round to their
quarters, or at least by the time that the soldiers arrived on the
spot, the boat would probably have put out with her freight. That was
why his horse had been spirited away by the ambushed spy in league
with to-night’s fugitives.
Keith set his jaw and cursed himself most fervently for having come
alone. The extraordinarily skilful way in which his horse had been
made to vanish, joined to the inexplicable lateness of the patrol,
only confirmed his conviction that it was the Pretender’s son for whom
that boat was waiting. Then, at all costs, he must delay its putting
out. . . . Could he disable it in some way? Not easily, without tools,
but he would do his best.
Once more he plunged down the sandy slope. But the boat, though old,
was solid. A knife, a sword, could make no impression on those
timbers. Keith had a moment of angry despair; then he remembered
having seen in one of these craft the other day a plugged hole,
designed to allow water to drain out if necessary. Suppose this boat
had one!
Getting in he peered and felt over the bottom, and at last, to his
joy, his fingers encountered, toward the after end, a rough peg of
wood sticking up like a cork. After some tugging he succeeded in
wrenching it out, and slipped it into his pocket. He could get his
thumb through the hole he had thus unplugged. He leapt out and ran
towards the slope again in triumph. One of two things would happen
now: either the Pretender’s son and his companions would discover what
had been done, and a new plug would have to be fashioned to fit the
hole, which would delay them not a little, or—what seemed to Keith
more probable—they would launch the boat and pull off without
examining it, on which it would almost immediately fill and sink, and
its occupants be forced to struggle back at a disadvantage to a shore
by that time, it was to be hoped, straitly guarded.
Keith was half-way up the slope again when he stopped abruptly, for in
the stillness he had distinctly heard voices—low voices at no very
great distance. The patrol at last, perhaps? He did not think so. The
speakers seemed to be coming along the tree-shadowed road between him
and the end of the inlet, the very road along which he was preparing
to hasten. A party of Jacobite fugitives would most certainly not
allow a soldier in uniform to run past them if they could help it. Was
the prize going to slip through his fingers after all?
No, hardly, in that unseaworthy boat! But he must perforce let the
owners of these cautious voices pass him and get on to the beach
before he started for the quarters of the patrol. Had the tide not
already been so high he could have cut across the sands and swum or
waded the river, but that was out of the question now; he could only
go by the road. He looked round for shelter, and slipped cautiously
into a high bush of hazel which itself stood in a patch of shadow so
deep that he felt sure of being invisible.
Not only voices, but muffled footsteps were audible by this time, and
presently a man—a fisherman, he thought—ran down the slope towards the
boat. He had scarcely passed before it came to Keith with a gust of
despair that he had set himself an almost impossible task. Now that
the fugitives were already here, before he had even started, he could
never get round and fetch the patrol in time, for if the Jacobites
were left to embark undisturbed they would discover and repair the
loss of the plug—that man down there was probably discovering it
now. But there was another way of rousing his dilatory men, for,
unbelievably negligent as they were this evening, they could not fail
to hear a pistol-shot. That would bring them to the place in double
quick time; and although to fire would naturally alarm the fugitives,
and make them embark with all the greater despatch, there was gain in
that, since—if it were not already done—they would pretty certainly
not discover the loss of the plug. Keith drew the loaded pistol from
his belt, but he put it at half-cock only, because he must wait until
the party was well past him before firing, seeing that he was only one
against he knew not how many.
Centuries seemed to pass while he waited, and considered, only to
dismiss, the idea of deliberately shooting at the Pretender’s son with
a view to disabling him; for he could not in this light be sure of
stopping short at that. His heart beat faster than ever it had done at
Fontenoy or Culloden Moor, for this business was fraught for him with
issues more momentous than any battle. What happened in the next
quarter of an hour would decide his whole future—and no fighting had
done that for him.
A sudden fall of sand behind him startled him for a moment, but he
dared not turn his head to look what had caused it, for three . . .
four dim shapes were coming at last out of the shadows above and
beyond him, and beginning to descend the slope. The tallest was
limping badly; and he was also the principal figure, for the others,
he could see now, were only gillies, and one was a boy. Had the
Pretender’s son gone lame in his wanderings? It was quite possible.
Or . . . or . . . God of Heaven! The sand seemed to swim under Keith’s
feet. It was not Charles Edward Stuart, it was Ewen Cameron who had
walked into his trap, Ewen Cameron who had just limped down past him
on the arm of one of the gillies . . . Ewen, his friend, whom he had
thought safely hidden in Lochaber!
The bitter disappointment and the disastrous surprise of it overwhelmed
Keith, and he stood there stupefied. Once more he had come on a fool’s
errand—not the first since he had watched the coast. This was
Edinburgh over again . . . but a much more sinister repetition of it.
For the net which he had spread for the arch-rebel was not empty;
it held a lesser but indubitable prize—a chieftain, Lochiel’s kinsman.
With a wild sense of being in a net himself he realised the cogency of
the arguments which he had used against Guthrie; if Ewen Cameron was
too important to shoot out of hand, he was also too important to let
go. . . . And he saw Ewen sent back to the scaffold after all, and by
him: tied on a horse again, by his hands. . . . Or, since the boat was
holed, and Ewen was lame, he would drown, perhaps, when it sank . . .
the men were already pushing it nearer to the water. . . .
Stabbed to alarm by that thought he stepped almost unconsciously out
of his sheltering hazel bush, and stood at the edge of the shadow with
some vague notion of shouting to warn Ardroy. . . . No, what he had to
do was to fire, and bring the patrol here quickly and arrest him. He
was to stop all communication, to allow no one to leave . . . much
less a chieftain and a kinsman of Lochiel’s. . . .
“God help me!” he said aloud, and put a hand over his eyes.
There was a sudden crackling of broken stems, a fierce exclamation
behind him, something glittered out of the shadow, and Keith swung
quickly round just as the man who had been tracking him for over a
week sprang down upon him. And so he did not receive Lachlan
MacMartin’s dirk between the shoulders, as Lachlan had intended, but
in his breast.
* * * * * *
Leaning on young Angus’s shoulder by the boat, Ewen watched the Morar
fisherman hastily fitting in the spare plug which he had brought with
him (because, as he had explained, the redcoats had played the trick
of removing one from Ranald Mor’s boat the other night). The fates had
indeed been kind—no patrol this evening—if they were quick they would
get out of the bay without a single shot being fired at them.
The boat was being pushed down to the water when all at once the lad
Angus gave a little cry, clutched at his master’s arm and pointed up
the beach. Ewen, turning his head, saw two men locked together on the
sandy slope, saw one drop and roll over, had a dim impression that he
wore uniform, and a much clearer one of a wild figure running over the
sand towards him with a naked dirk in his hand. Young Angus tried to
throw himself in front of his chieftain, but the grip on his shoulder,
suddenly tightening, stayed him. Moreover in another moment the
spectre with the dirk was on his knees at Ewen’s feet, holding up the
weapon, and, half sobbing with excitement, was pouring out a flood of
words as hot as lava:
“Mac ’ic Ailein, I have kept my vow, I have avenged you—and saved you,
too, though I knew not till the _biodag_ was bare in my hand that it
was you who had passed. The Englishman would have betrayed you a
second time . . . but he lies there and will not rise again. Oh, make
haste, make haste to embark, for there are redcoats at Morar!”
Despite his disfigured face, Ewen had recognised him at once, and the
meaning of his words, for all their tumbling haste, was clearer
still—horribly clear. Frozen, he tried to beat that meaning from him.
“God’s curse on you, what have you done!” he exclaimed, seizing his
foster-brother by the shoulder. “If you have really harmed Major
Windham——” But the moon showed him the bloody dirk. With a shudder he
thrust the murderer violently from him, and, deaf to young Angus’s
shrill remonstrances, started to run haltingly back towards the slope.
Surely, surely Lachlan had mistaken his victim, for what could Windham
be doing here at Morar?
But it _was_ Keith Windham. He was lying on his side, full in the
moonlight, almost at the bottom of the slope, as if he had been thrown
there . . . stunned, perhaps, thought Ewen wildly, with a recollection
of how he himself had lain on Culloden Moor—though how a dirk could
stun him God alone knew. Half-way down the slope lay a pistol. Calling
his name he knelt and took him into his arms. Oh, no hope; it was a
matter of minutes! Lachlan had used that long blade too well.
As he was lifted, Keith came back from a moment’s dream of a shore
with long green rollers roaring loudly under a blood-red sunset, to
pain and difficult breath and Ewen’s arms. He knew him.
“I . . . I did not have to . . . fire,” he gasped; but Ewen could not
realise what lay behind the words. “Go . . . go before . . . they come
from Morar . . .”
“My God, my God!” exclaimed Ewen, trying to staunch the blood which
that spotless sand was already drinking. “Oh, Windham, if I could only
have warned you—if I had known that _he_ was here . . .”
“There is a hole . . . in the boat,” said Keith with increasing
difficulty. “I . . . took out . . . the plug.”
“They have put in another—one they had in readiness. Windham, for
God’s sake try to——”
Try to do what? “Your letter . . . is still . . . I had no . . .”
“Duncan—Angus!” called Ewen desperately, “have none of you any
brandy?”
But his men, who had run up, were intent on another matter. “Come, the
boat is ready—and I think the redcoats are stirring over the river,”
said Duncan Cameron, laying a hand on his shoulder. “Come, Mac ’ic
Ailein, come!”
Ewen answered him in Gaelic. “I shall not stir while he breathes.”
But the dying man seemed to understand. “Go . . . Ardroy! . . . I
implore you!” He began to fumble at one hand with the other, and
managed to pull off the signet-ring which he always wore, and to hold
it out a little way. Ewen took it, not knowing what he did.
“I was watching for . . . the Pretender’s son,” went on Keith, lower
and lower; “then I saw . . . it was you . . . and I had to try . . .
to decide . . . duty . . . no, it is just as well . . . I could not
. . . have borne . . .” He sighed and shut his eyes.
Ewen held him closer, still trying to stay the flood, and trying, as
he knew, in vain. Yet Keith only seemed to be going to sleep. He was
murmuring something now which Ewen had to stoop his head close to
hear. And then all that he could catch were the words, “. . . desire
. . . friends . . . always . . .”
“Yes, yes, always,” he answered in anguish. “Always!” But there would
be no ‘always’. “Oh, if only you had not been in that madman’s path!”
But that, at least, was not fortuitous. Yet to Keith the assassin had
only been some man of Morar in league with the embarkation.
He reopened his eyes. “Your hand . . .” Ewen gave it to him, and saw a
little smile in the moonlight. “Have you been . . . burying any more
cannon? . . . I always liked you,” said his enemy clearly; and a
moment after, with his hand in Ewen’s, was gone to that place ‘where
an enemy never entered and from whence a friend never went away’.
Ewen laid him back on the patched sand, and, getting to his feet,
stood looking down at the man to whom the heron had brought him—foe,
enigma, saviour, victim of a terrible mistake. And friend—yes; but it
was too late for friendship now. It had already been too late at their
last meeting—which had not been the last after all—when he himself, as
he thought, was standing on the threshold of death. But it was Keith
Windham who had gone through that door, not he. . . . Had he known
that he was dying? . . . Every word of the few he had spoken had been
about _him_ . . .
Then through the haze of shock and grief penetrated the sound of a
distant shot, and he remembered that there were other lives than his
at stake.
“Go—go and hide yourselves!” he commanded. But the two Camerons shook
their heads. “Not until you are in the boat, Mac ’ic Ailein!”
“I will come, then,” said Ewen. He would rather have stayed, now; but
he knelt again and kissed Keith’s forehead. And that it should not be
found on him, an equivocal possession, perhaps, he drew out his own
letter to Alison and slipped it, all sodden, into his pocket. Then he
suffered the gillies to hurry him down to the boat, for already it was
clear that the soldiers were crossing the river, and some twenty yards
away a couple of ill-aimed bullets raised spirts of sand.
By the boat was waiting Lachlan, Lachlan who, directly he was
recovered from the result of his first attempt by Loch Tarff, had once
more set about the fulfilment of his vow, who had hung about Inverness
through July and found no opportunity, lost track of his quarry when
he went to Fort Augustus, picked it up again in Moidart, and had
hardly let him out of his sight since. It was he who had removed the
horse.
“Ewen, my brother, forgive me—forgive me!”
Ewen turned on him a terrible face. “Never! You have killed my
friend!”
“Never? Then as well have my life, too!” cried Lachlan. The reddened
dirk which a year ago he had been moved to fling into the loch spun
glinting through the moonlight and splashed into the sea, and its
owner, turning, ran headlong towards the road and the oncoming patrol.
* * * * * *
Soon the noise of shots and shouting could be heard no longer, only
the creak of the oars in the rough rowlocks as young Angus and the
fisherman pulled hard over the moonlit sea towards the French
privateer. But Ewen sat in the sternsheets of the little boat with his
face buried in his hands, and cared not that he went to safety.
The day would come when, pondering over his memories of those broken
sentences, recalling the pistol lying on the sand, he would arrive at
a glimpse of the truth, and guess that Lachlan’s blade had saved Keith
Windham from a decision too cruel, and that perhaps he had been glad
to be so saved. But he would never realise—how should he?—that the
tide which for a year had been carrying the Englishman, half ignorant,
sometimes resisting, among unlooked-for reefs and breakers, away from
the safe, the stagnant Dead Sea of his choice, had borne him to no
unfitting anchorage in this swift death, devoid of thoughts of self.
For Ewen saw Keith only as a loser through meeting him—a loser every
way—whereas in truth he had been a gainer.
A hail came over the water; they were approaching the privateer. He
tried to rouse himself from his stupor of grief and regret, and from
the self-reproach which stabbed scarcely less deep because it was
causeless. And as he did so the kind moonlight showed him his friend’s
ring upon his finger.
EPILOGUE
HARBOUR OF GRACE
EPILOGUE
HARBOUR OF GRACE
The fresh wind scouring the mouth of the Seine kept the fishing boats
from Honfleur lying well over, and at the foot of the cliffs of Ste.
Adresse the waves were shivering themselves in a joyful welter of
foam. Long pennants of cloud streamed and vanished in the blue; all
the shipping rocked at anchor, and Alison Cameron, crossing the
market-place of Havre-de-Grâce with a basket on her arm, had to
clutch at her black cloak lest it should be whirled off her shoulders.
She had reached the French port in time to see her father alive; in
time, indeed, to give him nearly six weeks of the most devoted
care. But in May he died peacefully, ignorant of the catastrophe which
had torn for ever the webs that he had helped to weave. Since he was
ill it had not been very difficult to keep from him the news of the
downfall of Jacobite hopes and the fugitive state of the Prince, and
to invent reasons for the absence of any news of Ewen Cameron. Of
Hector’s capture he had known before leaving Scotland. It was the
thought of Ewen, to whose care he knew Alison now definitely
committed, which had made his last hours easy. “Your man will never
let you want for aught, my lass,” he had said, near the end; and
Alison had had the strength to keep from him the anxiety which racked
her.
And so one morning she found herself left alone in the lodging where
her father had lain ill, a little house belonging to a youthful married
couple, kind and sympathetic enough, and glad that the Scottish lady
should stay on there, waiting for the husband who, Madame Grévérend
was privately sure, would never come now, having without doubt been
slain in the deserts of l’Ecosse. And when, later on, a gossip would
ask her why the young Scottish lady did not voyage back to those
deserts to find her husband, or to procure news of him, or at least to
have the solace of weeping on his tomb, Madame Grévérend would explain
that the poor creature was so persuaded that her husband would in the
end come to Havre-de-Grâce seeking her that she feared to miss him if
she went away.
“But she will wait for ever, one fears,” Madame Grévérend would
finish; “and she left without even a good-for-nothing like this to
plague her!” And here she would snatch up her fat, curly-headed
Philippe and kiss him. “Yes, she has lost everything, poor lady, and
she only five months married.”
But one has never lost everything. Alison still had that possession
which Madame Grévérend could not understand, the certitude which had
come to her in the cabin of the brig at Inverness. Sooner or later
Ewen would come for her.
Yet it was hard, sometimes, to cling to that belief when the weeks
went by and there was not the slightest crumb of authentic news of
him. All she had was negative; for there was in Havre-de-Grâce another
Scots refugee, a Mr. Buchanan who had served in the Duke of Perth’s
regiment, and he had convinced her, on evidence that seemed conclusive
to a mind which only longed to believe it, that Ardroy had not been
among the slain or massacred in the battle. Where, then, was he?
Her marketing finished, Alison took her way homewards through the
bright windy weather, and came, down the little Rue des Vergers, to
the small, sanded courtyard with the pear-tree where she dwelt above
M. and Mme Grévérend. In that sunlit space there was at the moment
only the grey cat curled in a corner, a pair of pigeons promenading,
and Philippe, seated rosily upon his mother’s doorstep, deliberately
pouring sand on to his curls, as if in penitence for some misdeed, by
means of an old teacup.
“My bairnie, don’t do that!” called Alison, half laughing, half
horrified. “Fi donc, quelle saleté!”
Philippe gave her a most roguish glance, scooped up and emptied upon
his locks a sort of final bumper cupful, and then rose uncertainly to
his fat legs and came to her, lifting a beaming, smeared face for a
kiss. Alison wiped his countenance and gave him one.
“Are you all alone, Philippe?”
The child intimated that he was, and then entered unasked upon a long
explanation of the complicated reasons which had led him to make a
garden of his head.
“I think you had better come up to my room with me and let me brush
out that horrid sand, my pretty,” said Alison, wondering what would
happen if she held him upside down and shook him. “Veux-tu bien?”
He nodded, and Alison held out a hand. But neither of his were
available, since one still clutched his teacup, and the other was
tightly closed over some small object.
“What have you there?” asked the girl. It might so well be a beetle or
a worm.
Philippe was coy about revealing his treasure, though he evidently
desired to display it. But at last he opened a fat fist. “De
l’argent!” he said exultingly, for, though immature, he was a true
Norman. And indeed there lay in his pink palm a small coin.
There was something about that piece of money which caused Alison’s
heart to leap suddenly into her throat; and, to the infant’s dismay,
she snatched his treasure from his hand and looked at it closely. It
was no coin of France: no coin of any realm at all, in fact, but a
Scottish trade token of the town of Inverness.
“Who gave you this, Philippe?” she asked, looking almost frightened.
For Mr. Buchanan, who might otherwise have been the donor, had gone
away three days ago.
But her plundered companion was plainly making preparations for one of
the most resonant howls of his short life. “There, there, darling,”
said Alison hastily, going down on her knees and restoring him his
token. “I am not going to take it away. But who in God’s name gave it
to you?”
It required time for the little boy to master his emotion, but when
this was done he embarked upon another tortuous narrative, from which
a close attention could gather that a strange gentleman had come and
asked for Madame Cameron and had presented him with this earnest of
his regard.
“And where is the gentleman now?” asked Alison breathlessly.
Philippe turned his rotund person and pointed up the stairs with the
teacup.
Next moment he was alone in the middle of the courtyard, alone with
the pigeons and the cat and Madame Cameron’s abandoned basket, and
Alison was flying up those stairs to her room. But half-way she
stopped, with her hand to her heart, for her own light footfalls had
not prevented her from hearing those others going impatiently to and
fro above her—unknown steps, belonging to a man with a halt in his
walk.
No, of course she had been too sanguine. It was not Ewen. The tumult
of her heart died down again to the old sad patience. Yet it must be
someone from Scotland, someone from the Highlands, too, for the token
proved that; and if he asked for her it was because he came with news
of Ewen, or of Hector.
And perhaps because at the bottom of her heart she trembled to think
what that news might be, Alison turned and went down the stairs again
and picked up her basket from the courtyard (and none too soon, for it
had already riveted Philippe’s attention as well as the cat’s) and
went a great deal more soberly up the stairs once more, and opened the
door.
* * * * * *
It was she who recovered speech the first, but scarcely coherent
speech.
“Oh, Ewen, darling of my heart . . . you look so thin, so ill! And why
are you lame? I thought it could not be you. . . . I knew you would
come. . . . Sit down, for pity’s sake!” She dragged him to a chair.
“Are you hungry—when did you eat? I must get you——”
But she was powerless in the arm he put about her, though the arm was
trembling a little, and she fell on her knees beside the chair and
cried into his coat; and then Ewen dried her eyes by a method which he
had just discovered.
“I am neither thin, nor ill, nor lame, nor hungry, and I have all I
want. Open your eyes and look at me like that again!”
His dear voice, at least, was not altered. “I shall tell Madame
Grévérend, when she returns, to make ready——”
“How concerned are women with food! I have no wish to eat at present;
I only want to be sure that I am here,” said her husband, half
laughing. “If you go away to give orders, _m’eudail_, I may perhaps
fancy I am back on the sea again, or . . . back on the sea,” he
repeated rather hastily, turning his head a moment aside.
“You _are_ here,” said Alison earnestly, as if he really needed the
assurance; “you are here, Ewen, heart’s dearest, and I always knew
that you would come!”
* * * * * *
Long, long afterwards, that is to say, when Philippe and the pigeons
had gone to roost, and the windy day had flamed itself out in a royal
sunset, Alison, in her husband’s arms, where she had been clasped for
fully five minutes without stirring or speaking, fingered the back of
his hand and said half-dreamily, “How came you by this strange ring,
dear heart?”
Ewen moved abruptly; something like a shudder ran through him. “I will
tell you some time,” he said hesitatingly, “but not yet. Oh, Alison, I
cannot speak of it yet. . . .”
Some dreadful remembrance of the defeat, she thought pitifully, then,
seeing how pale he had become, slipped off his knee, and, bending over
him, drew his head with a lovely gesture to her breast. And Ewen hid
his eyes there like a child.
But leagues on leagues away the tide from the Outer Isles was
beginning to fill the silver cup of Morar, and he stood there once
again, helpless and heartbroken, looking down at Lachlan’s handiwork.
Not even Alison, whose arms held him close, whose cheek was pressed on
his hair, not even Alison could stand with him in that place, where
Keith Windham had come to the last of their meetings, and the bitter
grief of Angus’s prediction had reached its real fulfilment.
Yet he must not sadden Alison on this, of all days. It was Keith who
had given it to him.
He lifted his head from its resting-place. “_My dearest on earth,_” he
said, but not as he had said it a year ago, for the gift he asked
meant even more now,—“_my dearest on earth, give me your kiss!_”
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES
Printing errors have been corrected as follows:
Title page: single quote changed to double before _But the heron’s
flight_
p. 57: _replied Keith. “I did._ changed to _replied Keith, “I did._
p. 88: _your commanding officer’s ’ wisdom_ changed to _your
commanding officer’s wisdom_
p. 108: single quotation mark changed to double before _like the
rest of the ladies_
p. 121: comma added after _the back of the Canongate_
p. 155: _he said gleefully. “’Tis a good word_ changed to _he said
gleefully, “’Tis a good word_
p. 165: _nor had be broached the project_ changed to _nor had
he broached the project_
p. 194: _hever lost himself_ changed to _never lost himself_
p. 223: _said Keith,” and then_ changed to _said Keith, “and then_
p. 375: _lous d’or_ changed to _louis d’or_; _like-will-of-the-wisps_
changed to _like will-of-the-wisps_
Otherwise, inconsistencies and possible errors are preserved.
The cover image was created by the transcriber and is placed in the
public domain.