THE VIGIL OF MAH MAY.

Mah May was a little Burmese girl who kept a small stall filled with

cheroots in one of the crowded many-coloured streets of Rangoon. There

she sat all through the sultry, languorous days smoking and waiting,

with philosophical calm, for customers; now and then a great, big,

well-fed looking Indian would stop and handle her goods, and, grumbling

perhaps a little, would eventually buy; or a lean Chinaman, in baggy

blue trousers, would pause and smile and talk awhile; or some little

naked child would come and beg one for nothing; or the black coolies,

their silver belts glittering in the sunlight, would cluster round and

bargain and quarrel among themselves, perhaps, in the end, throwing her

goods back to her with no very complimentary language; or a "Chetty,"[1]

airily attired in scanty white muslin, his shaved head protected by a

big cotton umbrella, would come and haggle over the annas as a poor

Burman would never dream of doing; then, again, a well-to-do woman of

her own race, dressed in silk, and with gold bracelets on her wrists,

would purchase, but they were always, as Mah May used to say with a

shake of her small head, the meanest of all.

[1] Indian money-lender.

She was a bright little girl, though very poor; often hungry, and always

wretchedly clad.

For two years past she had squatted behind her tray, in the hot, hard,

cruel glare, when the sun beat on the flat-roofed white houses

mercilessly; when even the river, with its forests of ships, seemed to

cease to flow; when all things were gasping and weary and the gharry

wallahs slept soundly, and the poor lean ponies tried to flick the flies

off their backs with their tails; when the Indian shopkeepers stretched

themselves on wooden beds just in the shadow of their door-ways and

snored away, dreaming of rupees and curry; while only the pariah dogs

scratched and smelt in the road for something to eat. No one stirred;

the drowsy influence of the heat seemed universal. Or on the dull wet

days, when the sky was clouded and rain poured down, soaking everything

through and through, and the thin coloured dresses clung pitifully round

their owners' dark forms, and nobody had time to think of buying as

they passed on in the warm, damp, oppressive atmosphere. Still Mah May

sat, no matter what the season, rolling her cheroots, cutting betel

chews, and crooning some little song to herself. At mid-day she ate some

rice, and got a draught of water from a pump not far distant. Often some

one was kind, and gave her some fruit or a cake; oftener they were

unkind, but oftener still they were indifferent.

It was a hard life--very, and she was only seventeen. Yet was she

content. Nature had been her nurse. The sun and the rain had made her

what she was--a hardy, honest, upright little soul, envying and hating

no one.

When the shadows grew long and the green shutters of the shops closed,

Mah May rolled up her wares and wended her way homewards through the

noisy, many-hued crowds to a miserable wooden hut, which stood in dirty

yellow water, spanned by a rotten plank, and was situated in one of the

poorest and most squalid quarters of the town--a quarter in which

poverty, in its most hideous form, stalked. Half-clothed men, women and

children of all ages, dwelt together there, and kept life in them as

best they could.

In the huts there was scarce one piece of furniture, save perhaps a bed

or a roll of matting or a ragged purdah.

The scorpions, the white ants, and the great toads held high revel.

Amidst rows, hard words, evil things, cries of little children, and

growls of half-starved dogs Mah May dwelt, and was happy.

She did not know of any better life than hers. The day passed in the

fresh air under the changeless azure of the skies and the night curled

up in a corner of the hut, with the purple stars looking down through

some chink in the roof; and knowing of any other, it is doubtful if she

would have cared to exchange.

Mah Khine, a black-browed woman whom Mah May had lived with as long as

she could remember, was very good and kind to her in her own way; but

she had many children tugging at her skirt, and her life was a very hard

one. She was married to an Indian who had nearly all the faults of his

by no means faultless race; his past had been bad, his present was even

more so.

He counted the cost of anything, done or undone, as small if it only

brought in pice; pice sufficient to procure "toddy,"[2] the hot,

horrible, poisonous stuff kept in the little shop by a Chinaman in one

of the narrow, tortuous bye-lanes of the native quarter. To him it

mattered nothing that his children had oftentimes not enough to eat, and

that the lines about his wife's patient mouth deepened.

[2] "Toddy" is composed of the juice of palms, and sold in those

shops when fermented.

The passion for drink possessed him, to the exclusion of all other

feelings.

Stretched on a wooden settle in the crowded, dirty shop that abutted on

the still dirtier street, reeking with filth and smells, he passed his

time sunk in a semi-conscious stupor.

The proprietor looked upon Moulla Khan as one of the best customers he

had.

For him was his smile the sweetest, to him was he most accommodating in

the matter of money.

Of a day the frequenters of the place were comparatively few, but when

the night crept on, Pun Lun lit up his place with many sickly oil

lamps, whose light showed up the gaudy signboard with its ill-written

"Toddy Shop" on it, surrounded by a curious design in Chinese, and drew

the human moths round in dozens to smoke, drink, play, and talk. Indian,

Burmese, all countries were represented there in that crowded, noisy,

dirty place. The babel of many tongues broke on the ear afar off.

The neighbourhood was a notoriously bad one, so that the fighting and

sickening sound of blows that usually ended these gatherings of

convivial spirits excited no comment.

Even the deep groans from those who, wounded, lay helplessly for many

hours gained no sympathy or succour of any kind.

Often, but in vain, in the hot, sulphurous nights Mah Khine had found

her way there, and begged of the great coarse brute whom she called

husband to return with her, but for a long time past she had ceased to

plead, realising how useless it was.

And yet, strangely, with all his drunkenness and cruelty, the faithful

soul refused to desert or even see him as he really was. He had been the

chosen one of her girlhood, when she, young and pretty, had left her

people to wed this stranger out of India.

They had deemed her disgraced by the union.

They had been well-to-do people, and would have married her to one of

her own race.

Her life had held many bitter, unhappy years, but she was proud in her

way, and from her lips no word or moan had ever passed.

Children had come and multiplied, and though the wants of such people

are very few, often they had not the wherewithal to supply them.

But of late years things had been better, for Mah Khine, who had a keen

eye for business, had made and saved a little unknown to every one

except Mah May.

The money was kept buried away in a teak-wood box in a corner of their

damp, worm-eaten house.

Mah Khine's cherished ambition, trader that she was, was to open a

little shop, as many of her class did.

A little place filled with miscellaneous articles: pillows, lacquer

boxes, wooden trays, crockery, pewter pans, some sandals, and perhaps,

there was no knowing--that is, if she was lucky--some tameins and silk

potsos for the men.

There behind it the proud possessor, she dreamt that she would sit and

roll the cheroots and have her children by her, keeping an eye on the

younger as they played.

This picture Mah Khine often painted to herself; it was her ideal of

earthly bliss. She dreamt of it by day and night, but kept it locked up

in her own heart.

Anything that she could spare from what she made by washing the clothes

of her richer neighbours she put by so carefully, handling it so fondly,

storing it so cautiously: grimy brown pice, little silver pieces, one or

two soiled, crumpled notes, how often she looked at them and counted

them and took them in her lean brown hands! She would start out of her

sleep, fearing some one had stolen her treasure, that represented the

scraping together of two hard, long years.

There was some little history attached to every coin.

She remembered how each one was gained, every circumstance of toil or

sacrifice through which it was put by.

And not a soul knew, not a soul save Mah May and herself; Mah May she

could trust. Mah May loved her, and was as honest and true as a little

dog.

Mah Khine never left the box in the house with no one to mind it, for

fear it should be taken, though for two years gone by it had rested

securely and undisturbed in its hiding-place.

The knowledge of its existence, and what in the end it was to

accomplish, leant a courage to her to bear with the blows, the sickness,

and the abject poverty of her surroundings; it upheld her, it leant a

brightness to her eyes, a lightness to her feet when they would have

been otherwise pitifully weary. When she spoke there was oftentimes a

strange ring of gladness in her voice; for Hope, that wonderful

strengthener, dwelt with her.

So time went on, and it wanted but three months for the money to be

complete. They had been rarely lucky.

Mah May had sold well every day. Mah Khine had had much to do. A great

content abode with her. Even the morose, savage manner of her husband

troubled her but little.

The children flew at his approach, and hid behind the mud hill close by,

or their mother's ragged skirts, or anywhere they could, and she soothed

and comforted the little trembling ones as she best could, and on her

face was a happy smile.

"At last! at last!" she thought.

* * * * *

One warm, clear night, when the sky glittered with stars, and a young

moon showed against it, Mah Khine made ready to take some silks that she

had been washing home. She had promised them, for it was the eve of a

great Buddhist feast. It was a long way for her to go, right across the

town, but she did not mind. So she cleared up the remains of their

evening rice, swept the floor with her straw besom, filled the

water-chatty standing in the corner afresh, bade Mah May to watch

carefully; and Mah May assured her, as she had often done before, that

if any one was ever to find out their secret, the money they should

never have, save they killed her first. So Mah Khine took up her bundle

and went forth into the radiance of the night.

Mah May looked after her until she was out of sight, and then squatted

down, smoking.

The hours went by; the lights were put out in the huts. Mah May felt

very sleepy and tired where she sat, but she was good--she remained

awake, staring out into space....

A tall, dark figure stood before her. It was Moulla Khan; he had not

been home for two days. His eyes were blood-shot, his turban

disarranged. He stood over her, and looked down at her. She trembled a

little; she feared him greatly. She stirred uneasily, but nevertheless

met his look without flinching.

He only uttered one word, and that in a voice which drink had rendered

hoarse and thick.

"Money." He spoke in Hindustani.

"I have none," she answered him in the same tongue.

He gave a sort of gurgling laugh.

"Look you," he muttered, "I know there is money hidden somewhere--pice

and annas and rupees--and I will have it; I know it, I tell you, I know

it."

"There is none," the girl replied. She had risen; she had her back to

the hole in the wall where the money was.

"Give it to me," he cried, in a voice of frantic rage.

"I do not know who has told you this thing," she said, "but it is not

true."

She felt chilly with fright. She knew that, once his suspicion aroused,

he would search till he found. She would be powerless to protect it.

Tears dimmed the fond eyes of the child. She knew, none better, all the

toil, privations, and hopes that lay in that poor little box.

Yet what could she do? She was so small and her strength so puny. If he

searched he would find it; its hiding-place was not so secure as to be

proof against those cruel fingers.

Though all Mah Khine's future lay there, she gave no sign of fear. She

kept her ground boldly. He shook her savagely, when she stood. She was

wondering who could have told him. She watched him with a dull,

throbbing brain move unsteadily round the wretched room, groping by the

light of the moon; feeling, feeling everywhere along the wall for holes;

turning over all the things; then, with a muttered word or two, out he

went on to the rafters, made of mud, behind, into a little piece of

ground; but there was nothing, nothing anywhere. Her breath came a

little quicker, a little more freely. Perhaps, after all--but, with a

bound, he was by her side. He nearly wrenched her slender, childish

wrists off. "It is there!" he cried in triumph.

She set her strong white teeth in his black arm; but with a brutal

gesture he flung her light weight from him. She fell with a dull, heavy

thud. He did not heed her for awhile, searching eagerly, thirstily, his

eyes glittering with cruel greed.

At last he drew it forth triumphantly, the poor little shabby

treasure-house, and took the money, letting some drop in his haste,

hiding it with trembling, feverish hands in his white linen jacket.

Then he put the box back, and turned to Mah May. He looked; she was very

still; he crept nearer and nearer, and his cowardly soul shrank within

him. The moonbeams had found her out and fell upon her thin, upturned

face. He peered round, he held his very breath; no one was stirring,

there was silence everywhere. His dark, acquiline face was as cunning as

that of any fox cub. He paused for a second or two. Then, as if a

sudden thought struck him, he gathered her up hastily in his arms.

She was a little heavy, but he was strong.

The river, that was drifting outward to the ocean, and the moon were the

only things that shared the secret of that night with him.

And they guard their secrets well.

* * * * *

"If Mah May wanted the money, I would have given it to her, for I loved

her; she need not have left me," Mah Khine said, with a great sorrow and

sense of desolate despair in her heart, and tears in her honest eyes,

when Moulla Khan told his tale.

She never learnt different--she never will--unless, indeed, the day

dawns when the sea shall give up its dead.

[Illustration: THE KING'S PALACE.]

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