CHAPTER V.

THREE NIGHTS IN WOMEN'S LODGING-HOUSES.

I. THE FIRST NIGHT.

On a bright evening in May, when the trees were fresh with Nature's

tracery, and the sky glowed with colour, my friend and I found our way

by train and tram to a house, which was professedly a lodging-house for

all sorts and conditions of women. The building, a large, tall,

better-class dwelling-house, set back in a front garden, looked almost

too respectable for us, as we had donned our tramp's attire. Some

children were playing in the passage, and called "the missus," who made

no objection to our engaging two beds at sixpence each, warning us we

should have to share a room with strangers. She then showed us into a

small kitchen, clean and comfortable, but with little accommodation--two

short forms and a dresser were the furniture, with shelves in the wall

and a sink. A door gave access to a yard with sanitary convenience, and

there was a good fire and plenty of boiling water. We sat a little while

to rest, and to listen to one or two inmates--a woman who smelt of

liquor, an elderly woman who appeared to help the person in charge, and

a rather handsome dark girl, nicely dressed and clean, who told us she

had been married a few months, and was deserted by her husband. We

learnt afterwards that she had been in hotel and restaurant service. We

soon decided to go out and buy some provisions, and to have a walk

round. We had only expected the beds to be fourpence a night, so were

rather short of money. We laid out our scanty resources as follows: Tea

1_d_., sugar 1_d_., bread 3_d_., butter 2_d_. (and 1_d_. we paid for the

loan of a knife to be afterwards returned). With these we went back, but

not being hungry yet we decided to go to the common sitting-room. This

we found in possession of several women, mostly young. It was now

nearing 10 P.M., and they were all busy tidying themselves, rouging

their faces, blacking their eyelids, and preparing to go on the streets.

All this was done perfectly openly, and their hair was curled by the

fireside. It was wonderful how speedily they emerged from slatterns into

good-looking young women. Each then sallied forth, and, being left

alone, we returned to the kitchen and prepared to make tea and cut

ourselves some bread and butter. Meanwhile various women passed and

re-passed. Three cats were on the hearth--one, a tabby, was called

"Spot." A Scotch woman was rather genteel in appearance, about forty,

but who openly boasted she had been drunk every day for more than a

week; she came in and went out more than once. She sat on the form and

related _apropos_ of "Spot," that she got a situation as housekeeper,

"though she could not say she had not a spot on her character." A

widower with several grown-up sons wished to engage her as housekeeper.

He asked about her character, she said: "Without thinking, I replied, 'I

am afraid it will not bear too strict an investigation,' and, by Jove!

if he didn't engage me at once!" She said it was a good place, and she

might have been in it all the time but for "a bit of temper." "Yes, and

married the master!" added another. A considerable flurry was caused by

the advent in the corner of two or three huge black beetles, or

"blackjacks" as they were called, which made everybody draw up their

skirts. The form was removed to the middle of the room. The dark young

lady told us a good deal about her past; how she had an old mistress who

died in her chair and "looked heavenly," and how her daughter wished to

take her to London, and even sent her fare, but she would not go. She

sighed over it, and said, when we asked her if she was not sorry, that

she had wished many times she had gone; "but," she added, "I was young

and foolish, and had no one to advise me." A nice, bright-looking young

girl, who had come in looking very weary, and who had a bad cough,

interested us much. She had been out since eight, but obtained no money.

She said she had been out all one night, and so got her cough. Later we

learned her story. She had been out late one night when in service on a

gala day, and, having a strict mistress, she was afraid of returning to

her place. A companion persuaded her to take train to N----. The girls

had just enough money, and were landed as strangers in a strange town.

They walked about and found this lodging-house. They entered, and, being

destitute, fell at once into prostitution.[111]

By this time we thoroughly understood the character of the house. It may

be there were exceptions, but they would be but few. The inmates,

probably about sixty, young and old, were living a life of sin, and we

were told that the proprietor of this lodging-house owned fifteen

others. We learnt that a house could be taken for £2 11_s_. a week, and

8_s_. for a servant. We learnt that most of the girls came home very

late--many as late as two o'clock--and in such a state that they kept

the others awake, singing and talking, drunk or maudlin. The house was

open till two at any rate every night.

We stayed up till twelve o'clock to learn as much as we could; then, as

the proprietress seemed rather anxious for us to go to bed, we went

upstairs and were shown into a fair-sized room with seven beds, low iron

bedsteads with wire mattresses, and fairly clean mattress, sheets, and

pillows. A woman who had a terrible cold and cough and our Scotch friend

came to bed, the latter being comparatively sober, though she had had

many drinks that day. Later on the other beds were filled. One had had

over eleven shillings in the morning, but seemed to have "got without

it." The woman with a cold insisted on having the window closed, and the

room was very stifling, otherwise clean and comfortable (compared with

some of our experiences); but our companions, some of them, had on

filthy underclothing when seen by daylight.

The woman of the house called us about nine o'clock,[112] and we had to

get up "willy-nilly." There was a bath-room, with wash-basins and hot

and cold water, and we learnt there were some 1_s_. beds with separate

washing accommodation.

A woman whose hair was going grey ascribed it to constant dyeing. A

young girl had to go to see the doctor.

We found our way to the kitchen and prepared breakfast, securing our

knife once more which we had returned. We took our breakfast to the

dining-room, where a number of dissolute girls--some handsome, almost

all slatternly--were already collected. We saw our young acquaintance of

the night before, apparently breakfastless, and invited her to join us,

which she gladly did. We learnt that she had had no food the day before,

except a drink of tea and a little bread and butter, having had "no

luck." Evidently she was starved into prostitution, about which she was

still very shamefaced. She had been in several lodging-houses. The town

ones were "ten times worse." A private one she had been in one night had

had no lavatory accommodation; she had to go and wash at the station,

paying twopence. She was afraid to solicit in town; the "bobbies" kept a

sharp look-out, and sometimes were in plain clothes. One had stopped her

when she was only walking, told her she was on the streets, asked her

where she came from, and advised her to go home to her mother. He asked

why she was "on the town," and when she told him she had got no work, he

said, "You all say that." As she was afraid in the town, she was in the

habit of going out to the suburbs. Her friend had quarrelled with her,

and even struck her in the street. She was in another lodging-house, and

"doing well" on the town.

This forlorn girl had tried in vain to find a true friend among the

others. One had borrowed and not repaid, one had been friendly and cast

her off. We promised to try and help her.

Breakfast over, we sat and watched the scene, being three times moved to

make room at the tables. Round the fire was a group of girls far gone in

dissipation; good-looking girls most of them, but shameless; smoking

cigarettes, boasting of drinks, or drinking, using foul language,

singing music-hall songs, or talking vileness. The room grew full, and

breakfasts were about, onions, bacon, beefsteak, tea, etc., filling the

air with mingled odours. A girl called "Dot" and another danced "the

cake-walk" in the middle of the floor.

On this scene entered the girl who had to go to the doctor. She was

condemned to the Lock Hospital, and cried bitterly. An animated

conversation took place about the whereabouts and merits of various lock

wards or hospitals, and everyone tried to cheer her up. "Never mind,

Ivy, you'll soon be through with it!"

Later entered a distressed mother. Her girl was wrongly accused of

stealing. She had traced her to another lodging-house, but it was

closed. She spoke to say that "she was her child whatever she had done,

and she would see her through and take her home if she could find her,

as she was her best friend." "Tell her if you come across her that the

back door is always open, and she will be welcome." Several girls cried,

thinking of their mothers, and a woman offered to take her and search

for her daughter later on. This scene brought tears to the eyes of our

young friend, and I said, "That's what your mother will say." We had now

to leave her, under promise not to go out until we returned. We left our

tea and bread and solitary penny, and gladly escaped to the fresh air.

During the time these scenes had gone on several girls received notes.

One was packing up to go somewhere; one was told "the landlord wanted

her." A further visit gave further light.

II. THE SECOND NIGHT.

Returning at 10 o'clock, we purchased, at the little shop which caters

for this lodging-house, a loaf of bread for 2-1/4_d_., two ounces of

boiled ham, a penny tin of condensed milk, and a pennyworth of sugar;

tea and butter we had with us. Armed with these, in the kitchen we

speedily obtained hot water and made our tea-supper. We took it into the

dining-room for coolness' sake, and established ourselves at a table.

This room had three long wooden tables and forms. It was an oblong room

with one fireplace, and out of it was another kitchen with fireplace and

gas stove.

There were hardly any girls in when we entered, and, to our great

disappointment, our acquaintance of the day before was out. She had gone

out at nine o'clock. She was not out long, but returned drunk; she had

been "in luck." She had had "two small whiskies and a soda," and they

had bowled her over. She had plenty of money now, and was talkative, and

staggering. We felt we could not do anything with her that night. She

came and talked to us a little, asking us our "luck," to which we

replied "that we had done very well," and were going on to another town

next day. I had improved my appearance, wearing hat, tie, and belt, so

this bore out my story.

The proprietress as we entered had told us not to mind a woman who was

"gone dotty" with drink. She also was in this room, properly maudlin.

She had a chemise, which she kept tucking into her breast, pulling up

her under-garments, and examining her stockings. She was taking more

drink still, brought in in a bottle, and though warned, I believe she

insisted presently on sallying forth, and would probably fall into the

hands of the police. The other women present humoured her to avoid a

quarrel.

By this time we felt quite "at home," knowing the faces of a good many

of the inmates. Most were out, but one and another we recollected came

dropping in, in some cases to go out again. Our dark friend came and

questioned us as to how we had got on. We told her we had done very

well. She said, "I suppose you have been round the town?" Evidently she

was fishing for our occupation, and I fear she would gather the wrong

impression from our affirmative reply; but we really had been about and

could not "give ourselves away." This little person seemed to keep from

drink, though she told us she had lost her last place through buying,

with her own money, bottles of stout, and so horrifying her mistress,

who, she said, was "a religious woman, but a regular pig." This mistress

took drink herself, but "would not own it," and "suffered from

indigestion." She had the doctor, and he recommended change, society,

etc., but she lazed about most of the day and drank. Little Dark Hair

said she could have stood it if the woman had been straight, if she had

told her she took drink and it wasn't good for her; but to call it

"indigestion," and dismiss her servant for buying in a few bottles of

stout out of her own money, it was too disgusting! She left, and didn't

feel like asking for a character, as what she said was regarded as

cheek! She was evidently very low-spirited, for she said she wished she

was "in a bandbox," and then explained she meant her coffin. She said

she would get out of this if she had a home; but she had no home, no

friends. She was soon to become a mother--she would soon have to go to

the workhouse. We gave her the address of a friend who would help her,

but could not ourselves do so because of our _incognito_.

There was a great difference in the characters and appearance of the

various women. One old woman apparently got her living by running

errands and doing odd jobs for the girls. I think one woman was a

pedlar. The former woman showed by her conversation that she had lived

an immoral life. There were several women about thirty or forty, who

behaved quietly and were dressed comparatively modestly and cleanly.

Some looked quite superior to their position, but I believe they had

only acquired the wisdom of reticence, as they dressed themselves up and

went out like the others, and one I thought particularly quiet, who

seemed to watch us a good deal, smoked like the others, after she had

been out. Some explanation of the probable life of these elder women was

afforded next morning by a woman, rather stout, and more talkative. She

had gone out overnight, setting off for her regular place, which was

apparently some way off in a suburb. A "toff" took her to have a drink,

and promised her money to go with him to an hotel. He afterwards gave

her the slip, leaving her penniless. Another girl, young and pretty,

said she was given in the dark two pennies silvered over! A dark girl

told her she "wasn't so soft; she always felt the edges of her money in

the dark and knew by that."

There were no old women, except the one or two who seemed to live on the

others, by cleaning or by sewing or running errands. One girl was said

to get her living by doing this, and "drank all she got." Most of the

younger ones seemed to get more or less drunk every day. They had to

drown thought, but drink and dissipation were fast playing havoc with

their good looks, and several had very severe coughs, due to exposure to

night air. A girl who did not gather lodging money might be out all

night, as our friend the runaway had been, and none were very warmly

clad. They had to take off underclothing and replace it after it was

washed, apparently being almost all improvident. One or two, notably

"Dot," a small dark girl, who kept herself clean, and was pretty, with a

kind of perky prettiness that hid vulgarity, seemed to be better fitted

up. She had a basket of clothes, and seemed to be going somewhere by

appointment. We heard it several times mentioned that Mr. S---- wanted

one and another, and that they must have "a note" from him, or "a

paper." He was "the landlord."

But I am anticipating the morning. We sat watching until we were weary,

between eleven and twelve, and then went to our bedroom. The same beds

were reserved, and one woman who was said to work for her living, and

had a very bad cough, was already in bed. We were speedily in bed also,

and for a while were quiet. The room was very stuffy, in spite of two

ventilators; the sheets not very clean, but still fairly so. The beds

were filled by degrees, all but one, that previously occupied by the

Scotch woman. One girl who came in late said she was not on the streets;

that she had begged money for her lodging, as she was out too late to

return to her place. It was holiday time, being Whit week.[113] One girl

who came in late, and had had drink, which made her talkative, said she

was a servant, and had just left a place where she had been ten months.

She said she had been to a pleasure resort all the night before with her

young man; that her mistress begged her not to come to this

lodging-house; she was very good to her, but she said she had had some

drink, and it got late, and she couldn't go anywhere else. She had no

money to buy breakfast, and had an appointment with her young man at

eight o'clock next morning. He promised to give her some money. She

meant to "enjoy herself" over the holiday and then go to service

again.[114] She did get up early, complaining she felt poorly, and she

went to her appointment, but I think he did not meet her. We offered her

some breakfast before she went, and she joyfully recognised us when she

returned without it, and we gave her the rest of our provisions.

One girl who had been in before grumbled that her bed had been slept in,

and was dirty; but her own underlinen was far from clean. No one seemed

to possess a nightgown; all slept in their underlinen.

We had the door a little ajar, and far into the night the door bell kept

ringing, and girls were admitted and laughter and conversation drifted

up the stairs. Our room settled down some time past midnight, but the

girl who was drunk several times tried to begin a conversation. At last

we all slept; two, however, had bad coughs. I woke at intervals through

the night, and finally, at 6.30, I woke longing for fresh air. I put on

a skirt and went down to enquire the time, and decided to get up and go

out for a quiet stroll. The bath-room was empty. The bath had old papers

in it, and did not look as if it was often used. There was a table with

looking-glass, and a good deal of rouge about. The w.c. had a good flush

of water. The washing basin was very small, and no soap was provided.

There was a roller towel for everybody. We had learned by experience to

take our own soap and towel, and we lent the soap several times.

Articles of clothing seemed to be frequently lent. We saw girls trying

on each other's hats, and there were complaints that they were also

stolen. Several locked boxes were in the bath-room, and some empty ones.

No convenience existed for keeping things privately except this. Some

women had a few things in drawers in the kitchen, but they were not

locked. The woman in charge had a sitting-room and a piano, and she kept

knives in her room. You paid a penny to have one, and it was returned to

you when you gave back the knife. Knives also were lent from one to

another. A girl whose head was questionably clean wanted to borrow my

friend's shawl to go an errand, but we made an excuse and did not lend

it.

My friend got up more slowly, so I slipped out to the bright freshness

of a May morning, and walked in the direction of a park. There were

plenty astir, trams running, and people going holiday-making. The park

was not open, as it was not yet seven, but just outside I found a

resting-place. What a contrast the fresh budding life of the trees was

to that perversion and decay of budding womanhood I had left behind me!

A tree cut down in its prime to make way for building furnished me with

a parallel. What _artificial_ conditions of man's making are pressing on

those young lives, snapping them off from true use to rottenness and

decay? Why do they not grow healthily? A crowded bedroom, an uneasy

couch, a bare dining-room, wooden slats and tables, a precarious

livelihood--these are not things to draw a girl, and the excitement of

"the life" has to be covered by drink and degradation. Is it true, that

once _in_ it, it is too difficult to get out, and that a girl may be

trapped unawares and wound round and round as in a spider's web by a

multitude of threads of circumstance which prevent her escape? Is there

even at the back an _organised_ system, seeking victims and preying on

them? This much is certain, that there is room for an alliance of greed

and wickedness against defenceless and destitute womanhood. For if a

woman "cannot get work," where is she to go? What is she to do? Can all

our Homes and Shelters together prevent many from drifting "on the

streets"? Do we not need a national provision for migration and

temporary destitution among women?[115]

Musing thus, I returned to my friend, and we went out together and sat

about half an hour on some public seats. The open air refreshed us, and

once more we returned to get our breakfast. I found a cup and saucer

with difficulty, for by this time most were in requisition. Every one

had her own provisions, but they all seemed to live from hand to mouth;

there was nowhere to keep them, and there were complaints that they were

stolen. Bread and butter, tea, bacon, or ham, or an egg, were the staple

diet. There were no forks, only a very common blunt knife to be had for

the penny, and tin spoons rusty with use. The walls were bare, except

for a print of the infant Christ bearing a cross, over the kitchen

mantelpiece. "Oh, Christ!" was a favourite exclamation. The language was

often foul. The girls chatted together also about their previous night's

experiences, but mostly in groups of two or three exchanging

confidences. We asked A---- to join us, and she offered me an egg, and

went out and fetched herself some tea, butter, and crumpets. We were now

going to make a struggle for this girl's salvation, but it was very

difficult to do so without exciting suspicion. We tried to persuade her

to go to B----. I had written overnight to secure a place for her; but

she would not do this, or go home, fearing her father's wrath. She was

also wretched after her previous night's indulgence, and ashamed of

herself, and in a difficult irresolute state. Reference to her mother

made her weep, and this attracted attention. The woman of the house

came, without any apparent reason, and borrowed her shawl. We asked her

to go out with us, and her shawl was not returned, but a small grey one

was _lent_ her.

I spoke to the little dark young woman, and she gratefully received an

address to which she might apply for help after her confinement.

We succeeded in getting A---- to give us her mother's address, and

promised to write for her. With this, I think, we should have been

content, but she offered to go out with us after all a little way, and

we hoped to persuade her. We knew of a Shelter near by, and we actually

succeeded in getting her there; but she would not remain, and we had to

let her return, fearing that she would probably drink again to drown

recollection. We spent altogether nearly two hours in trying to get her

to some satisfactory resolution. Meanwhile the girls were talking,

laughing, singing, or dancing about the room. Two were particularly

playful; both handsome girls, but already dissipated in looks. Both had

an abundance of fair hair, apparently "all their own." One girl

sportively asked one of them to "lend her her hair." I thought she was

joking, but presently she crossed the room, and untwisted a lock of hair

from the head of one of them and twisted it up and fixed it on her own!

It was many shades fairer, and was speedily returned to its owner. These

two girls were constantly striking up bits of comic songs, or larking

with one another or dancing "the cake walk."

I fear in our endeavour to secure our young friend we lost other

opportunities. But it was a continually-changing scene. Most sat round

comparatively quiet; some, very weary, lay on the forms or lolled on one

another; some smoked cigarettes, some talked, and one or two were

washing their clothes in another room. One girl took off her stockings

to wash them. There were one or two strikingly handsome girls--one had a

face that reminded me of some painting I had seen--but the majority

were only good-looking when rouge and powder had effaced dissipation or

accentuated their good points; by morning light they looked flabby,

coarse, and unhealthy. One girl, Joy, with a pink-and-white complexion

that bore the light, had to go to the Lock Hospital. Apparently most of

these girls had outgrown the fear of this or of prison. "Bless you! they

don't mind being 'pinched,'" said one woman; "it gives them a rest."

Here, then, was womanhood devoid of fear! Social restraints had

vanished--as with the tramp, so with the harlot![116]

The only fear left was that of each other's opinion, and this had

sufficient force to draw back to "the life" the one we wished to rescue.

On her soul lay the knowledge of the _horror_ of respectable society

towards what she had become, and the _attraction_ of the fellowship of

those who would receive her freely. We succeeded in getting her to go

out with us in a small borrowed shawl, and we coaxed her to a place

where she would have received shelter till her friends were communicated

with. But it was no use--she must go to her _friends_. Persuasion was

useless. We would have taken her with us, but she would go back. All we

could do was to give her the address of a friend and take that of her

parents, in the _hope_ of a chance to save her.

It is, I believe, hardly possible to rescue a girl deep in harlotry,

though it might be possible to steer poor souls who have passed

disillusionment to some harbour of refuge where moral purity was to be

recovered. They must "get their living." Who would knowingly employ

them? The national recognition of the right of the individual to

employment and subsistence seems to me to be the remedy for the harlot

as for the tramp. The harlot is the _female tramp_, driven by hard

social conditions to primitive freedom of sex relationship.[117]

III. THE THIRD NIGHT.

During the week that intervened before we could again visit, we

succeeded in finding out that there was a "welcome home" for the

wanderer. Armed with a letter from her mother, but with some misgivings

as to success, we went to the lodging-house, intending to see her

quietly; but when we reached the door the woman in charge stood there.

We asked for the girl by name. She said she was not there; that a letter

had come for her, but they had not been able to give it to her, as she

had left. We asked where she had gone. She did not know. Baffled, but

uncertain as to whether she was telling the truth, we stood hesitating,

when who should come to the door but the girl herself! The woman was so

nonplussed that she gave way and invited us in! We gave the girl her

mother's letter, and watched her read it. The girl's face changed,

softened. She cried, but she only said, "My sister has written it," when

an elderly woman came and began talking to us. As the girl was opposite

us we could no longer speak privately. After a while, however, she

changed her place so as to get near me, and we began talking, but a

young woman also came and asked if she were going out with her. We did

not wish to attract too much attention, so it was only by degrees we

could tell her we were ready to send her away next morning, having had

the money to do so given us.

She made difficulties about being ashamed to go home in dirty clothes.

We asked her to wash them. She said if she left them to dry overnight

they would be stolen. We told her to exchange them for others. She

wanted to go out and get money for some things, and go home well

dressed. We were not sure as to what might happen if she did this, and

urged her to give up "the life" for her mother's sake and meet us in the

morning. Fearing too much pressure would act in the wrong direction, we

decided to leave her, trusting to God to bring her to the right

decision. This He did, for she went out and had "bad luck," and received

only two halfpennies!

We set out once more to search for lodgings, intending to make straight

for a street we had heard of by name. We took a penny tram-ride to the

heart of the town, and asking directions of a woman, got a very bad

impression from her of the street whither we were bound, a mild

recommendation to one lodging-house, and a warm one, coupled with an

invitation, to the one whither she was going. However, we "preferred the

worst," and so with thanks we left her. When, however, after a long walk

we found the street, it was narrow and unsavoury, and the lodging-houses

were all small cottages. We looked through open doors at a few

interiors--and flinched! We knew what they would be like only too

well![118] Besides, as we wanted to see as much "life" as possible, we

preferred a larger one. We could be _sure_ of what these low-class ones

were, if a slightly better one was unsatisfactory. So we sought a street

near by, which we had also heard mentioned, and which, being a principal

thoroughfare, was flanked by houses of a larger type, once inhabited by

the well-to-do, but which now had descended to be lodging-houses.

A female lodging-house (next door to a men's lodging-house) looked clean

and respectable, although through the open door we caught a glimpse of a

girl who was dressing, and who attracted some attention from passers-by

by her condition of half-undress. We paid sixpence each, and secured two

beds in the same room. We then were "free of the house," which consisted

of a long passage leading to a small kitchen. Leading from the passage

was a front parlour occupied by the "deputy" and her husband, a larger

dining-room furnished as usual with tables and forms, and a door leading

to a yard with sanitary conveniences. A stairway with oak balustrading

led above; a door which could be locked had been placed at the bottom,

and no one was allowed upstairs till they went to bed--a good precaution

for cleanliness and decency.

In the kitchen there was a fire, and hot water in a boiler by the side.

A couple of tables and two forms, accommodating each about four people,

were the only furniture besides a rack in the wall and some shelves

filled with hats and other clothes. There was no room for more, as a

small sink with hot and cold water occupied the corner by the fire.

There were a few pots in much request, and two large tins. These formed

the only apparatus for washing of all kinds. We saw them used overnight

for bathing the feet, etc., one girl washing her feet in them; we knew

they were used for washing clothes, and we saw them full of dirty pots

in the morning. As we heard the state of one girl alluded to as

contagious, "but she won't go to hospital," it is easy to be imagined

that we could not bring ourselves to eat and drink there. Nor did we

consider it safe to use any sanitary convenience except upstairs, for it

was easy to see the character of the house. We sat on the form in the

kitchen for nearly an hour, while the girl we had seen made her

elaborate toilet. She had a most severe cough, and could hardly speak,

yet she sat, often in full view of the front door, in a low chemise and

skirt, both of good quality if they had only been _clean_, which they

were not. She had finished her washing process, but there were many

others. She powdered her face and breast, she rouged herself with great

care (being chaffed meanwhile by some of her companions), she burnt a

match and blackened her eyebrows, and then by slow degrees she did her

hair in numerous rolls, finishing up by curling the little ends and

putting a net over all. Then, after some discussion as to which hat

suited her (apparently hats, though they had owners, were common

property), she put on first a very thin muslin blouse with a hole at the

shoulder, then a clean skirt and a costume skirt and jacket (the latter

very open at the neck), and finally the selected hat. She looked, when

thus disguised, a handsome young woman, but her face was really thin and

wan, and it was almost death to her to go out, as she did, into the cold

night air with only a thin tie to protect her chest. She returned in the

morning, saying she had been at the C---- Hotel all night, and had been

drinking all the time, and had not slept at all. She looked very weary,

and rolled up some clothes and lay full length on a form to attempt to

sleep. She could not long survive such a life. One girl had died the

previous week there.

While her long toilet was taking place, a succession of girls entered,

most of them going out again after a brief rest. The first, who sat by

me and told her story, was not, as yet, on the streets.[119] She had

been sent when five years old to an orphanage, and from that to a

laundry home, where she had received a good education, and from which

she got a good situation. She was not strong, however, and, becoming

anæmic, was sent to hospital. There she was questioned as to her

parents, whom she had not seen for years, and sent, when discharged, to

the town where they lived to seek for them. She found her mother living

in sin with another man, by whom she had children. Her father was a

drunkard, who had been many times convicted; he lived with her sister in

lodgings. She clung to him as her own, and all the right feelings

cultured in her gave intensity to her affection for her long-lost

father. He kicked and ill-used her, but promised amendment. He broke out

again, and had that morning been sent down for a month. She had nowhere

to go. Her sister was cold to her and to her father; probably she took

after her mother, and had reason enough not to love her father, who had,

however, in his way looked after her. She was working and could support

herself, but this poor girl was stranded. Her one cry was that she

_must_ meet her father when he came from prison; she was sure he would

do better. She had no money, and feared she should have to walk the

streets. I paid her lodging, and one or two of the girls gave her a

little food. She said she intended next morning to seek work in a

laundry. We urged her, if she did not obtain it, to go to a relief

agency we knew, and she seemed quite willing to do so, and a woman

present also recommended it. She was in the same mind the next morning,

so I hoped she would do so, as she did not seem to wish to drift to

evil. Her father, bad as he was through drink, was not bad in that way.

Her mother was a thoroughly immoral woman. This girl, well intentioned

and well brought up, but feeble in health, ought never to have drifted

to such a place.

I have before had occasion to notice the harm done by hospital

authorities in sending friendless girls, without sufficient enquiry (or

even though knowing they are quite friendless), back to their native

town. Girls such as this should be passed on to some agency that would

"mother" them. It is easy to see how a little indecision, and the

pressure of hunger, might anchor a girl to sin.[120] For most of those

who entered were openly leading a life of shame. Girl after girl came

in, rested, and went out. We learnt their "by-names," and those of

others. "Red Jinny," distinguished from "Scotch Jinny" and other

Jinnies, was living with a companion in prostitution.

The pathetic history of a young woman who began her toilet by having a

foot-bath (in one of the tins), her legs being swollen with varicose

veins, will illustrate this life. She had a good home, a kind and strict

father. The way home was always open to her, for her parents had not the

slightest idea she was living in sin. They thought she was in service.

She had actually been home over the week-end, and thoroughly enjoyed

herself, going on Sunday to church and Sunday school. ("I wish I was as

good!" sighed one when she heard it.) Yet for two or three years she had

really led the life of a prostitute. Her history was a sad one. She kept

company five years, and then her young man betrayed her. She managed to

conceal this from her parents, and in order to maintain her baby she

went on the streets. For two and a half years she lived with a

prostitute friend, and worked and struggled for her little one, coming

home one day to find her scalded and her companion "blind drunk."

However, the child survived, only to perish of bronchitis and pneumonia.

Her mother had worked for her and clothed her with her own fingers,

making all her clothes herself. She was clever, for as she talked she

unpicked a hat and twisted and turned it to new account. After her child

died she left her companion--or was deserted by her--and now for some

months she had been living here, except for home visits. She found it

hard to get out of "the life," because she had kept up the deception

that she was entangled in. "Her father would die" if he knew she was in

such a place! But he must get to know in the long run unless she got out

of "the life." Already she had been twice in the hands of the

police--once for drink, and once for accosting. The second time she got

off for "first offence." She gave an assumed name and paid the fine, but

next time she would have to "go down." We got a good opportunity to

press her to go where we knew she would find friends, as she was the

only one in bed in our room by twelve o'clock. She did not go out

because of a superstitious feeling that "something was going to happen,"

which, she said, had also preceded her being taken up. She said she

wished she was at home in her own good bed, which was always kept for

her; that she was getting to drink and swear, and this life would soon

kill her. We placed before her as strongly as we could the path to

safety, and urged her to struggle free for the sake of father and child.

It made one long to go and _live_ continuously with these girls,

gradually acquiring influence, and being able to speak to them as a

Christian woman, and save them from the web in which they were

entangled. Such work would be difficult and delicate, for it would be

necessary to live quietly, maintaining oneself among them and acting by

character, not by profession.

But surely something more is possible. There should be large,

well-ventilated, well-provided women's lodging houses, open even to the

prostitute, but under the care of wise, motherly women. Here it was

impossible for a girl even to keep her own property; there was not a

locker or any place to put anything away. Girls slept with their hats on

their beds for security. Everything was "borrowed" or "made off with." A

little care would keep a decent girl steady and safe, and bring many a

wanderer back to goodness. Here everything tended to demoralisation. The

sanitary arrangements were deficient. I cannot defend the shameless

toilet in full view of an open door to the street, which we saw

repeated, even to half-nudity, several times over. But this kitchen was

the only place in which to wash and dress, and the door must needs be

open. The constant talk was filthy--not on the part of all, but on that

of many--and the life most were leading not in the least disguised. The

more successful girls were sometimes out all night. Two or three came in

very drunk and were piloted to bed by friends. Shameless expressions

which cannot be repeated were used with regard to actions which decency

conceals. Yet listening were other girls not so far gone in sin.

A young girl in a shawl, hardly more than a child, came in apparently on

an errand, and stayed some time. She was asked if she was going to "mash

for a quid." An old woman called "Old Mackintosh," from her wearing a

long mackintosh cloak, and also affectionately called "Ma," was

apparently the sport of the girls, and yet regarded with a sort of

affection. They teased her and stole her things, and even hit her. She

had a bad temper, and scolded, which afforded them amusement; but if

they went too far they made it up by embracing her. Poor woman! I fear

drink was her trouble. They said she had hardly anything under her

cloak. She seemed ravenously hungry, and how she got her living I don't

know. One or two elderly women were apparently not prostitutes, but

earned money by cleaning. It was, however, rather difficult to settle

how they lived. One woman was very coarse and fat, with an ugly scar on

her shoulder, which she exhibited in the morning when she indulged in

the luxury of "a good wash," but was not clean. She put on a ragged

bodice, the silk of which was hanging in shreds, and which had a big

hole under the arm showing a great patch of bare flesh; yet over all she

put a most respectable cloak, and a bonnet that would have done credit

to a Quaker. I was astonished to see her emerge as almost a lady!

Evidently the "clothes philosophy" is well understood in Slumdom, for

whatever purposes it is used. Indeed, it has given me somewhat of a

shock to realise that many of these, even if dwellers in actual filth

and disease, would not be distinguishable in any way from ordinary

individuals.

Nothing was more noticeable in both lodging-houses than the existence

of at least three descriptions of prostitutes. There was the apparently

quiet, modest one, whom you would take to be a respectable girl. One of

these gave an account of how "her boy" had met her and spent an hour or

two trying to persuade her to go away and get work. He even cried! But

apparently he did not move her. She promised him as a put-off. This

quiet sort of girl is most to be dreaded; she may act as a tempter.

There was, in the second place, the good-natured girl, naturally

affectionate. "Everyone likes me wherever I go," said the girl who had a

home. This girl should have been a happy wife and mother. Her fate lies

at the door of him who wronged her. Once in "the life," the ties of

friendship and a vivacious, sociable disposition would draw her to it

again and again.

The third kind may be the second gone to ruin, or those who, having had

a worse bringing up, are naturally more shamelessly immoral. Drink has

fascinations for them. They go "on the town" to get drink. One such, who

was drunk over night, gave a long and involved history of her doings in

the morning. She had received money and drink from three soldiers, but

she declined to descend to the level of "Soldiers' Jinny," whose

unmentionable doings were related at length. She left them and got more

drink, piloted a couple to a "safe house" and was tipped for it, was

treated to "bottled stout"--much to her disgust, as she preferred other

drink--came along certain streets gloriously drunk, daring policemen,

and arrived home happy, just sufficiently quarrelsome to get a free

berth from everyone. She was a handsome dark girl of a low class. Her

language was unspeakably foul, every sentence being interspersed with

gory adjectives. She evidently expected admiration from her hearers for

a sort of dare-devilry.

It was pitiable, as the evening went on, to see the state of many. Two

elderly women in the other room carried on a maudlin conversation, just

on the edge of a quarrel, the substance of which was that they

"understood one another," and would not blab each other's secrets!

All the time this was going on a man, and sometimes other men, were in

the passage frequently. There was in this passage a locked door,

constantly unlocked, leading to the next door men's lodging-house.

Apparently the husband caretaker in our house was also caretaker in

this, hence comings and goings. I have no reason to suppose there was

any illicit communication as regards the house itself; but girls were

frequently asked for by name, and the presence of a man or men was not

desirable. The caretaker himself was familiarly addressed as "Pa."

The hours slowly wore away. One girl sat patiently for eleven o'clock to

strike. She "never went out till eleven," she said. She was a quiet

girl, not very good looking. About half-past eleven two girls in shawls

came in and had something to eat. From conversation between them (they

slept in our room), they seemed to be working girls who had been turned

out of home. One worked at a mackintosh warehouse, the other, I think,

at tin-plate. One at least intended to go to work in the morning, but

was not up when I came away.[121] And this was not wonderful, for with

the best intentions youth and sleepiness would make them lie long in the

morning; for at twelve, when I went to bed, only a few had gone

upstairs, and right on till two o'clock at least the interruptions were

far too numerous for rest.

Besides the usual comings and goings, locking and unlocking of doors,

drunken stumbling upstairs, and loud good-nights exchanged, a tragedy

that turned to a comedy was being enacted. A woman known as the "Mussel

Woman," who carried an empty basket on her arm--which those who knew her

called a "blind," as she hardly ever had anything to sell--came and

claimed a lodging, having nothing to pay. After a good deal of

"language," she was made to understand that she could not have it,

whereupon she said she should "keep shouting all night" if they did not

let her in. She was as good as her word for half an hour at least,

shouting at the top of her voice the most abusive personal language,

and banging the door at intervals. I do not know whether seasons of

quiet were due to police rounds, but she shouted and banged, and then

desisted at intervals, for quite two hours. No sooner was everything

quiet than she again appeared. Several angry colloquies took place with

the deputy. Once she was let in, saying "Jinny" would pay for her, and

came all round the beds looking for "Jinny" with the deputy. "Jinny" was

not found, and she was again ejected, I believe; but finally a policeman

intervened, said he could not have her in the street, and forced the

lodging-house keeper to accept her, money or no money. I should not like

the berth of a "deputy"; she could have had no rest till two at the

earliest, yet was up cleaning and sweeping before seven.

Our beds and bedroom could not be called _clean_, yet were not dirty; at

any rate in this respect, that we did not see any insects. That is a

great deal to be thankful for. I woke after a brief and broken slumber

at 6.30. All were young in my room save my companion and myself, and all

slept soundly. There was nothing to tell the time, so I dressed without

disturbing them, and on arriving downstairs found it was ten minutes

past seven. I washed my face at the sink with my own soap and flannel,

and sallied out in search of a clean and cheap breakfast. I succeeded

beyond my expectation, finding on enquiry a small shop where I got a cup

of coffee for 1/2_d_. and a good substantial 1/2_d_. bun. Thus

fortified I spent a pleasant hour looking at pictures in shop windows

and observing passers by, and returned about 8 o'clock to wake my

friend. She had gone to bed at 9.30 the previous night with a bad

headache, which was no better for a disturbed night, so we escaped as

quickly as possible to fresh air and a cup of coffee, and then by tram

to keep our appointment with the girl we wished to save.

We entered the house by the open door and sought the dining-room to look

for her, but were met by reproof on the part of the deputy. She said we

had no right in when we hadn't slept there. She had allowed it as a

favour the day before, but could not again permit it. To solve this

difficulty my friend paid for her bed for the night, and was then of

course free of the house. I had to leave her to wait to see the girl,

and if possible to send her to her mother; and I am glad to say that she

succeed in dispatching her safely to the far-distant home, where I trust

loving hearts may hold her too closely for return.

I have tried to tell a plain, unvarnished tale--in which nevertheless

much is left out that would not bear printing--of the way in which these

our young sisters live. The pity of it is that though some may from

sheer wickedness seek it, more--perhaps most--are drawn in by frivolity

and misfortune. It may be exceedingly difficult to rescue them when

contaminated, surrounded as they are by all those invisible ties of

friendship which chain a woman's heart. We make elaborate institutions

to _rescue_ them, which are often surrounded by such restrictions that

they defeat their own end.

Can we not do something to solve the problem by providing suitable and

sufficient women's lodging-houses under good management, where freedom

is not interfered with unduly, but influence for good is steady?

In Christian England a friendless girl should never want a friend and a

home. And to guard our girls is to preserve our nation from the worst of

evils--the corruption of a 'trade' based on greed and dishonour. Yet how

else can a destitute girl get her living without a friend?

_When all else is sold she sells herself to live!_[122]

FOOTNOTES:

[111] See p. 193.

[112] See p. 190.

[113] See p. 194 for contrast.

[114] See p. 194.

[115] See Appendix VII.

[116] See p. 28.

[117] See Appendix VII.

[118] See p. 97.

[119] See p, 193.

[120] See Appendix VII.

[121] See p. 190, and as a contrast p. 200.

[122] See Appendices VII. and VIII.

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