"Well," Rankin continued, with a reluctance, "I don't like to--but here
goes. We've got to have money--an' I thought--well, that you might jus'
go to old man Harkness an' make a little touch--fer a thousand, say--"
Garwood had already begun shaking his head vigorously.
"No, Jim, no," he said; "not for all the world. It's impossible; I
can't think of it. You can understand my position--I just can't do it,
that's all. We've got to find some other way."
"Well," said Rankin, flinging up his hands as if he were flinging up
the problem, "all right; you find the other way. I've been here rackin'
what few brains I've got fer a week, an' I can't think of any other
way. God knows I've spent all I've got as it is." He settled back in
his chair and plunged his hands deep in his empty pockets.
"Yes, I know, Jim, and I appreciate it--but--I'll tell you."
Garwood sat and thought intently an instant, knitting his strong brows.
"No, I won't tell you either, but I think I can raise it--I'll see you
to-morrow morning. I think I know of a place."
"All right, Jerry," said Rankin, getting up; "I don't care where you
get it--jus' so's you get it. I only want to see you landed high an'
dry out of the wet, my boy, that's all." And he hit Garwood on the
shoulder.
"Here, let me hold it fer you," he said a minute later, when Garwood
had picked up his overcoat, heavy with its soaking in the rain.
Down in Chris Steisfloss's saloon as they stood at the bar, and just as
Garwood was ordering a drink, Rankin pushed him aside and said:
"No, you wait. Now Chris," he went on, addressing the stolid man in the
white apron, "you take a whisky glass an' fill it with beer, mostly
foam--same as all your beers--an' then put a spoonful o' that quinine
on the foam."
The man did as Rankin bade him, and when the white powder was floating
on the sparkling foam, Rankin gave it to Garwood and said:
"Now you swallow that, quick; you can't taste it. Then you can have
your whisky."
XVI
When Garwood turned into the gate of his home that night a weird
feeling of detachment came over him. As he looked around the familiar
yard every black bush, every tree tossing its thinned boughs hopelessly
in the wind that blew the rain in sheets against the front of the
house, seemed to belong to some past toward which he yearned, as an
exiled identity. Half way to the low stoop, the light in the sitting
room moved, the shadow of the drenched syringa bush under the window
wheeled across the yard, and then the light disappeared, leaving the
window black. He knew his mother had heard his step, for in another
moment the hall transom leaped bright, the door opened, a great golden
beam streamed out on the walk and he saw his mother's gaunt figure
standing in the doorway. She held the lamp over her head and bent
forward, shading her old eyes to peer out into the darkness, and in
another instant he was beside her, and she was slamming the door behind
him, shutting out the rain and the night.
"My, you're drenched to the skin, Jerome!" she exclaimed. "Run right up
and change your clothes!"
"Whew!" he said, "what a night!" He whisked out his handkerchief and
wiped his face, wet with the rain and moist with perspiration, for the
whisky and the rapid walk had heated him.
"And how hoarse you are!" the mother said, wheeling his big body about
and pushing him toward the stairs. "You've got your death of cold!
Haven't you been doing anything for it?"
"I took a little quinine and whisky a while ago."
"Yes, I smelt it on your breath, Jerome," his mother said rather
severely. She was "temperance," as she would have put it.
Garwood risked an uneasy laugh. He had never been able, grown man that
he was, to overcome what he considered a boyish fear of his mother's
knowing he drank.
"But don't stand there!" the mother said. "Go right upstairs and take
those wet duds off this minute! Have you had any supper?"
"No; is supper over?" he replied.
"Yes, I just got the table cleared and the dishes washed. But I'll get
you something, by the time you're into dry clothes."
"Oh, don't bother to get anything, mother," he said.
She gave the lamp to her son, and as he went up the stairs he heard her
raking up the coals in the kitchen stove.
"Mother!" he called, peremptorily. "Don't make any fire; just something
cold--that'll do for me."
"You go get your clothes off as I tell you!" his mother called in the
tone of command mothers love to use with children for whom they are
continually making sacrifices. When she had revived the dying fire,
she hastened upstairs and laid out clean under-garments for her son,
and dry hose, and then, forever busy, left him with an injunction "just
to dress comfortable and not fix up."
Garwood, warm, dry and refreshed, felt a glow of comfort as he went
downstairs in his slippers. His mother had the fire crackling, and the
tea-kettle rocking briskly on the stove, puffing its little spouts of
steam importantly. Beside it stood a pan, with water almost boiling,
and she had a skillet heating. She was in the dining-room; Garwood
could hear the clatter of plates, and when she came bustling with her
tireless, wiry energy out into the kitchen, he remained there, walking
up and down, gossiping with her in a way which, while she was always
undemonstrative, she entirely loved. As the fire grew hotter and the
kettle began to sing, the kitchen became warm and cozy, and the man and
the mother felt a confidential charm in their surroundings that they
never found so much anywhere as in the kitchen.
Garwood told his mother of his meetings during the week, of the meals
he had been compelled to endure at the little country hotels, of his
long rides by night. But he did not talk to her of Emily, and the old
woman warily avoided the girl's name and all topics that even by the
remotest association might suggest her. Mrs. Garwood was proud of
Emily, and while she gloried in that pride before the women of her
acquaintance she never let her son see it; she rather distrusted her
own footing in the presence of the girl or of her name. More than
all she longed that night to keep her son at home with her, and she
strained every nerve to do so.
The fragrance of the steaming coffee was filling the room. She put some
slices of bacon in the skillet to fry--broiling did not form any part
of her culinary accomplishments--and after she had dropped two eggs
into the tin pan where the water had long been bubbling, she commanded
him to hold his watch on them, as if they were about to run a race. She
cut the bread in great white slices; she opened a glass of her jelly,
a concession she seldom made before winter, and she even found for his
dessert the half of an apple pie. When she had poured her coffee off,
she whisked the supper on to the table; and before Garwood could stop
her she had run bareheaded out of the kitchen door and was grinding up
a pitcher of fresh water from the old chain-pump in the yard. He called
to her to let him get it, though he made no move to deter her, and as
she rinsed out the pitcher and whirled the rattling crank of the pump
again, she called out of the rainy darkness:
"Don't you come out here! You've got your slippers on."
He scolded her as she came stamping back into the kitchen, the rain
drops showing on her gray hair, but she stilled his scoldings by
reproaches of her own for standing in the open door on such a night and
with such a cold.
The son repaid his mother's efforts by declaring that he did not know
how hungry he was until he smelled her cooking again, and he made the
eyes that looked fondly across the table glisten with a brightness
that seldom glowed in their dim depths, by eating all the bacon she had
fried, and both the eggs, and then by sending her to cut more bread.
He urged her to share his meal, though he warned her that if she did
she would have to cook him more bacon and boil him another egg. She
refused, though she implored him to let her fry more bacon and boil the
other egg, but she did consent finally to drink a cup of coffee, in the
readiness American women always evince for their national beverage.
She said it did her good to see him eat. "Feed a cold and starve a
fever," she quoted. When he had eaten, he threatened to help her wash
the dishes, as he used to do when he was a boy, but she declined this
assistance also, saying she was going to leave them for the hired girl
to do up in the morning. She had fears of his escaping when he had
eaten, but he pacifically lighted a cigar and she allowed him to stroll
out of her sight into the sitting room.
Though she had said she was not going to wash the dishes he heard her
scrape the skillet and a moment later, knock the coffee pot on the sink
outside the kitchen door, and he called to upbraid her for breaking her
promise to him. Under his admonitions she hastened through her work,
and when she joined him in the sitting room she glanced at his feet,
as she entered, to reassure herself by finding him still in slippers.
He gave her a pang of fear by observing, in the moment when their
conversation lagged, that he supposed he ought to go over and see
Emily, but she said, appealing to his affection by speaking of herself
in the third person:
"Oh, stay with mother to-night; it's been so long since you were at
home."
She got out her sewing basket for her never idle hands and as Garwood
stretched himself in the wooden rocking-chair his father had loved, he
said:
"Oh, well, all right; she doesn't know I'm here anyhow."
Then she was content to sit and darn his socks and look at him in the
great silence of a mother's love.
They sat there for a long time. She did not know how to make
conversation, and, remembering the dislike for questions he had
inherited from his silent father, she feared to disturb him by asking
any. She was satisfied to have him with her.
Garwood remained silent until he had finished his cigar, disliking to
interrupt his own pleasure in it by opening the subject that then was
on his heart. But at length he began to talk to her about his campaign,
and it was a stimulant to her pride to hear his confidences. She was
more pleased than distressed when he spoke in a discouraged tone of
his prospects. She knew he was of a desponding temperament, another
heritage from his father, and it pleased her to try to cheer him.
"Oh, you'll be 'lected," she insisted. "Your mother's prayin', my son,
and she has faith in her prayers."
Garwood laughed, with a touch of the harsh skepticism she was always
combating in him.
"I'm afraid we need money just now, as much as prayers," he said.
"Money?" she asked, pausing in her darning, and looking up at him
inquiringly.
"Yes," he said. "There are legitimate expenses in a campaign you know,
that a candidate has to meet." And then he told her what the legitimate
expenses were.
"Some of the boys--Jim Rankin and some others--suggested that I ought
to go to Mr. Harkness," he said, when he had finished. He had adroitly
calculated the effect this suggestion would have upon her, and he was
certain of her reply.
"Go to Mr. Harkness, would they? Humph!" Her eyes blazed as she almost
snorted this. "I'd have them know if we are poor we're not goin' to be
beholden to the Harknesses in any such way as that!"
"That's just what I told them," said the son, quietly.
"An' you told 'em just right!" she added. She returned to her darning,
holding up the sock, stretched over her extended fingers, before the
lamp.
"But I don't know whom to go to," Garwood said presently, "and I've got
to go to somebody."
"Can't you possibly get along somehow?" she asked. "Tell 'em you just
ain't got any money to give 'em."
Garwood gave a contemptuous "Humph!" and then, made impatient by
her utter failure to comprehend the grim necessity of a candidate's
position with election but a week away, he said:
"Didn't I just say I'd got to have some?"
"Well, mother don't pretend to know about politics. Your pa never had
anything to do with 'em, you know." She hastened to say this in her
mild voice, to conciliate his petulance with her.
"Oh, I know, mother," he rejoined; "but it's a ground-hog case with me.
I've got to meet my assessments some way. It wouldn't be honourable not
to."
He stretched out his long legs and gazed into the grate.
"I'll have to borrow of some one, I don't know who."
He slid farther down into his chair and crowded his hands into his
trousers' pockets, a physical posture at one with his mental attitude.
"I don't know what I'm going to do."
He was scowling, his face was long, and he said this with the deep tone
of a final and absolute despair.
"Some one will lend it to you," the mother said. "You mustn't get so
down-hearted."
"Well, I'd like to know who!" he said, casting a challenge at her from
his eyes.
"Why, some o' the banks--they loan money."
He laughed aloud, harshly, angrily.
"The banks!" he said, mocking her tone. "The banks! They'd be likely to
lend me any without security, wouldn't they?"
"Well, Jerome, don't get mad with mother," she said. "She'd help you if
she could."
He was silent; silent for a long time. She looked up at him now and
then, cautiously, but she understood his humor, and she thought by
the knitting of his brows that he was deep in thought. Out of his
cogitations he came after a time, and then to say, with a mild,
hesitating approach to their result:
"I can think of only one thing, mother, I might do."
"What's that?" she asked.
"I might borrow a little from the bank--and we give a mortgage on the
house."
His mother did not move. Her gray head was bent over her sewing. The
light of the lamp made her hair glisten; he heard the sound of her
thread as she pulled her darning-needle regularly out to arm's length.
Presently, as he ventured to look at her, he thought of how his father
had toiled to put this little roof over her head before the disease
which he knew was hastening his end should bear him away; he thought of
the comfort she had always taken, during the long years she had worked
to keep him in school, in the thought that whatever else came, she had
a home, an asylum for every stress and storm of life. She sewed on in
the silence, and he did not speak again, but waited for her. And after
awhile she spoke, without raising her head:
"You know, dear"--he could not remember when she had permitted herself
the tender word before--"what I promised your father before he went
away."
Garwood leaned toward her with his elbows on his knees.
"I know, mother," he said, "but this really isn't serious, not that
serious; it would be a small one, and I'm sure to be elected, and then
I'll have a good salary as congressman--five thousand a year--just
think! Why, it would only be for a couple of months; I'd get a
sixty-day loan. I could easily pay it off then; you'd never know the
difference." He smiled in his own hopefulness. "It seems a pity to lose
such a good chance as I've got now for a little thing like that."
She did not raise her eyes.
"But your father said, Jerome," she faltered, and then he saw a tear
fall on the pile of hose in her lap, and, strangely enough, in such a
moment, he saw a pair of their servant girl's stockings--he knew them
because their splendor of color told that they never belonged to his
mother. "And I," she went on, "I--promised."
"But, mother, just look here a minute--I wouldn't ask anything out of
the way of you, would I?"
"You've always been a good son to me, Jerome, and a good provider."
"Well, it isn't as if you were going to get a big sum on it, or as if
we had no chance of paying it off right away. It won't be breaking your
promise, don't you see?"
He went on with his smiling, specious reasoning, reassuring himself
every minute, and finally seeming to make an impression upon her, for
she said at last:
"Well, Jerome, you're a man now, and you know best about such things.
You'll have to take care of your old mother before long, anyway, till
she--"
She took off her spectacles and wiped away their moisture on the
stocking she was darning, and then she raised her eyes, their pale
depths dim with tears, and through them she smiled at him. He got up
and kissed her, and she held him to her, pressing his cheek close to
her withered one, patting his hands clumsily, awkwardly, for she had
never had time to cultivate the luxurious graces of affection.
She did not, however, give way long to her emotion. She urged him to
go to bed, because of his cold, and in the new burst of affection the
evening had developed in his heart, he obeyed. She tucked him in his
bed as if he had been a little boy again, and said good night.
He lay there a long time, warm, perspiring, comfortable, his election
as he felt at last assured. But he could not get to sleep. For from his
mother's room there came to him the sound of her quavering, aged voice,
in hoarse whispers, and he knew that she was kneeling by her bed,
praying.
XVII
Garwood found Rankin sitting in the lobby of the Cassell House, stiff
in the highly glossed linen his wife decreed for his Sunday wear, his
face cleanly shaved and showing its pink under the powder the barber
had left on it. He had had his hair cut, too, and his cropped curls,
because they had been combed by the barber, gave him the appearance
of having been trimmed and made over in another fashion. He had got
some of the ashes of his cigar on his waistcoat, as he lay deep in a
big chair with the Sunday papers piled in his lap, and when he noticed
Garwood, he also noticed the ashes, and in his haste to brush them off,
he could only wheeze out an inadequate greeting between the teeth that
clenched his cigar.
Garwood did not feel the satisfaction he had anticipated for that
moment, when he said:
"Well, Jim, you may rest easy, I can take care of that little matter we
were talking of last night."
Although Garwood spoke with a politician's generality, Rankin, before
he replied, glanced over his shoulders with a politician's wariness
which is like the wariness of a hunted savage.
"Well, that's all right then," Rankin answered, blinking his eyes
because the smoke from his cigar had persisted in creeping into them.
"Didn't have any trouble about it, did you?"
"No, none to speak of," said Garwood. He laughed, but it was a laugh
with more of rue than mirth in it. "It only means a little more debt,
that's all."
"Well," said Rankin, nipping the wet and ragged end of his cigar with
his teeth, "so long as you don't have to mortgage the roof over your
head you're all right."
The words of course struck a pain through Garwood's heart, but he gave
his laugh again as he answered:
"Well, I reckon it won't come to that."
"There's one thing I've al'ays done, Jerry," said Rankin, leaning over
in a more confidential attitude, "and that's this. I've al'ays drawed
the line at the little woman and the kids; I've al'ays said I'd never
compromise them or their future, and I say that so long's a man don't
do that, he's doin' all right."
For some reason that morning Rankin seemed to be in a soft and tender
mood, and showed a desire to talk of his home and its interests.
Perhaps it was because it was Sunday, and his wife had been dressing
him for the day with as much maternal solicitude as she had dressed
his children. Garwood would have preferred Rankin's harsher and more
careless note, and because it gave him a chance to get away, was glad
when he remembered that he had promised his mother to go to church with
her. He knew how gratifying this would be to her, for in her strict
Sabbatarianism she had disliked his going down town at all that day;
and then, too, he had felt that it would be a politic thing to do.
He went homeward, recalling, word by word, all of his conversation
with Rankin, feeling a little hurt at what seemed to him Rankin's
coldness, troubled with suspicions and misgivings that he ascribed to
the influence of Rankin's strange manner, and without the peace of mind
he thought he should feel, now that his election was assured.
He found his mother with her bonnet on, and her misshapen hands gloved
and folded, in anxious waiting.
"What time does church begin?" he asked.
"Half-past ten, the last bell rings," said Mrs. Garwood.
"My goodness!" her son exclaimed, as he hurriedly snapped his watch lid
shut, "I thought it was at eleven o'clock."
The old lady's face winced with a jealous resentment.
"You're thinkin' of the 'piscopalian church," she answered
significantly; "they always does things different."
They walked to church while the bells were ringing, the Presbyterian,
Methodist and Baptist churches tolling their bells one after another, a
note at a time, each tolerantly waiting its turn, though the different
keys in which their bells were pitched rang out in a sharp disharmony
their doctrinal distinctions. Far away over on the East Side, Garwood
heard the chimes of the Catholic church, holding aloof from all this
dissonance of the clamoring creeds, while the Episcopalians had no
bell in their church, disdaining with a fine superior quality of
respectability to enter into the brazen polemics.
The last bell had just stopped ringing, and its dying tones were still
vibrating through the building when they reached the Methodist church,
and were shown down the aisle to Mrs. Garwood's pew, although there
was a pretense of free pews in that church. Garwood could feel the
glances of the congregation upon him as he took his seat, and he liked
the little distinction, although he had grown used, in the last two
months, to being the central figure of public gatherings. He recalled
how carefully the Monday morning papers chronicled the church goings of
the presidential candidates with the fact that the preacher had added
something to his sermon that pledged a providential interest in the
success of the nominee who had distinguished that preacher's church
with his presence, and Garwood tried to conduct himself as a great man
should, or as he imagined he would appear when, a little later, he
should become a great man. He bent his head during the prayer, not so
low as his mother did, but at an angle that would express a dignified
unworthiness to join in public prayer, though giving the assurance at
the same time of his respect for it.
During the services, especially during the preaching, Garwood had
much time for thought and meditation. His meditations were idle and
incoherent, running on Emily, and the afternoon he would spend with
her; on his campaign and its impending close. Through them all ran
a certain minor chord of sadness and reproach, particularly when he
looked at his mother sitting there beside him, her eyes raised behind
their gold spectacles in the very acme of respectful attention as she
tried to pierce the meaning the preacher sought to crowd into his
sermon without making it too long to offend the Longworths, the rich
family of the congregation, who, striving to wear the impressive aspect
of prominence in the community, filled a whole pew. Garwood found his
thoughts hardly tolerable so long as he allowed them to rest in the
present. He could grasp at happiness and comfort only when they built
on the surer, brighter future which soon would open to him. He found it
hard, however, to keep them always building air castles; they persisted
in returning to the present, to Emily, to Rankin, to the campaign, to
the mortgage. He was depressed and longed for the services to end. They
seemed to stretch themselves out interminably, with prayers and hymns
and anthems, with announcements and collections, finally, after the
sermon, with the baptism of a crying child. He felt as when a little
boy he had squirmed during the long two hours, and as a boy was glad
when service was over--he was particularly glad that it had not proved
to be communion Sunday, for that would have made it necessary for him
once more to face a moral problem; to decide on a course of action; and
he was wearied with moral problems and decisions.
The heavy feeling that oppressed Garwood in church, the chill that
checked the felicity he felt himself now entitled to, remained with
him. At times he would forget and become happy, but as soon as he was
conscious that he was happy, he would remember that there was some
reason why he should not be happy, and then his memory would swiftly
bring back to him the thing he had done. By afternoon this constant
recurrence irritated him, and he half pitied himself, thinking it
unjust that he should be thus annoyed when he was so anxious to be
contented and at peace, especially after all the sacrifices he had made
to his mother's wishes during the last sixteen hours. And so when he
set out in the clear, shining afternoon to go to Emily, he resolved
to throw off this feeling; to cast it from him; to have done with it
for all time. Physically he expressed this resolve by the fling of his
head, and the way he set his shoulders back, holding them high with the
will to be all he wished to be.
The house-maid was out for her Sunday afternoon holiday, and Emily
herself swung back the door in answer to Garwood's ring. The girl
smiled radiantly when she saw him and, with a lover's pretense about
her spiritual prescience of all his movements, said she knew it was he
at the door. He told her that she had never looked so beautiful before,
and there was much of truth in this, for she wore, with an effect of
having shown it at church for the first time that morning, a new fall
suit, the skirt of which vouched for the jacket that had been laid
aside for the greater comfort of a blue silk bodice, which billowed
modestly at her young breast, giving her an air of slightness and
accentuating the delicacy of her whole person. Her eyes and cheeks were
bright with health and her lover's coming, so that her natural color,
which made the wearing of dark costumes an easy thing for her, was
thereby heightened.
In the moment they lingered in the hall, she laid her soft hands on his
shoulders, reaching up to him with a smile of propitiation to say:
"Dade's here."
She was pleased when he frowned his jealous disapproval.
"How long's she going to stay?" he said bluntly.
"Not long," she replied. "She won't stay when she knows you're here.
Why didn't you let me know you were coming?"
"I didn't know it myself," he said. "I came on a telegram from Rankin,
and I ought to go right out again, only--I had to stay and see you."
She purred an instant in the embrace into which he drew her and then
quickly hushed him by pointing toward the drawing-room.
Garwood had never known Dade Emerson, though he had heard of her
from Emily in those confidences with which they tried to atone for
the years that had passed before love came to them, by recounting in
detail, little by little, all their happenings and relations. Dade,
to be sure, had impulsively declared that she remembered Garwood as a
shock-headed boy whose short trousers came abjectly below his knees,
and had identified him to Emily as the youth who had thrown a stone
and hooted them as they were going homeward one day from the Misses
Lewis's school. Emily had gleefully told this to Garwood and though
he had recognized the picture's truth, he was ashamed of it, and had
denied it altogether.
When they entered the drawing-room, and Emily had presented Garwood,
there was an instant's constraint, born of Garwood's uneasiness in
women's society, an uneasiness he somehow contrived to make pass for a
Byronic contempt of it, to which also contributed Emily's solicitude
that her lover should meet the approval of her friend.
Dade sat listlessly twirling a ring on her strong, white finger, a
silver ring of curious, antique workmanship that helped the foreign
effect she sought in her personality, but when, through her lashes
she saw Emily gazing at Garwood with a sudden access of fondness, she
rather coldly said:
"You ah standing for the borough, I believe, ah you not, Mistah
Gahwood?"
"I'm running for Congress, if that's what you mean," replied Garwood
with an uncontrollable bluntness that he regretted.
"Oh, yes; that is what you call it, isn't it? How int'resting you must
find it!"
Garwood laughed in an effort to find ease.
"I find it pretty hard work," he sighed. Emily noted the sigh, and
pressed the hand she somehow found between them.
"He's all worn out, Dade," she explained, and the sense of possession
her tone implied put all three on an easier footing. "You don't know
how hard our political leaders have to work."
"To be elected?" asked Dade.
"Yes, to be elected," said Garwood, yielding himself to the pillows
that were piled near him. "And no sooner are we elected once than we
have to begin fixing up our fences for a second term."
"Fixing up yoah fences?" said Dade, wonderingly.
"It's a political phrase," explained Emily.
"You have so many of them," said Dade, "and they ah all so
unintelligible."
"They must strike a foreigner as peculiar," said Garwood. "I had never
thought of that before."
"But I'm not a fo'eigneh, you know," the girl protested.
"Well, you're pretty near it," said Emily. "She's lived abroad all her
life, you know--nearly," she explained aside to Garwood.
Garwood was pleased that the conversation had taken a turn which he
could follow. With strange women he found small talk impossible as all
men must who are not versed in the banalities of women's intercourse,
though they indulge themselves for hours in the trivialities of men's
gossip.
"I have never thought of it before," said Garwood, "but most of our
political phrases savor of our young agricultural life; perhaps I would
better say our pioneer life. There's 'log-rolling,' for instance, and
'stump speaking,' and--"
"And setting the prairies on fiah," Dade added. "I saw in the papah
the othah day that you weare doing that--on the stump, they said."
Garwood laughed again, naturally.
"That was one of Rankin's inspired tales, no doubt. Rather a mixture of
figures, too, setting the prairies on fire from the stump, don't you
think? And you probably saw as well, that some of the Indians over in
Moultrie have their knives out, and are after my scalp."
"That is more than agricultural, or pioneerish," said Emily; "that's
actually savage."
"It's quite deliciously American," said Miss Emerson.
"And one of the few things the papers say of me that are true!" sighed
Garwood.
"I'm not afraid of that," said Emily loyally; "isn't there just a
little truth in the story about your setting the prairies on fire?"
Garwood laughed, the superior laugh of a man alone with women. He liked
this political conversation which he could so easily dominate, quite as
much as he liked Emily's frank acquiescence before Miss Emerson in her
position as his affianced bride. It gave him such a sweet assurance of
security in one relation at least.
"Oh, I don't know," he said; "a candidate never does know any more
about his own campaign than a bridegroom does about the preparations
for his own wedding. To him it all seems to be going one way; he sees
nothing but friendly faces and hears nothing but friendly cheers,
and he goes to bed the night before election almost hoping that his
opponent may get a few votes just to console him, though he doesn't
see where the votes are to come from. The morning after he wakes up to
wonder where his own votes all went to. It's always a shock of surprise
to the defeated man." He paused to enjoy the effect of his little
speech upon the girls, and then resumed: "If you want to know how my
campaign is really coming on you'll have to ask Jim Rankin."
"Who is this Mistah Rankin?" asked Dade.
"Oh," said Emily, turning toward her companion with a superiority of
her own, "you remember--I told you about him the other day. You really
should see him, he's the funniest man and the most interesting. He is
managing the campaign for Jerome. He just worships Jerome; I believe
he'd die for you, don't you, Jerome?"
"I've heard him say he'd go through--ah--hell and high water for
me," said Garwood with the keen enjoyment that comes from vicarious
profanity quoted in a presence where, stripped of its quotation marks,
it would be inadmissible.
The two girls exclaimed, though they enjoyed the risk of it, and
sat while Garwood celebrated Rankin's virtues as a friend and as a
politician. When he found room for more quotable profanity Emily laid
her palm lightly over his mouth, and at this demonstration of affection
Dade rose and said significantly:
"Well, I think it high time I was going and leaving you alone."
There was a little show of protest, but she went, Garwood standing in
the middle of the room wondering if the proprieties demanded that he
accompany Emily as she escorted Dade to the door; but he withdrew into
the security of that dignity which stood him in such good stead in all
social crises, and bowed as if the retiring girl were an audience or a
jury. The two girls lingered in the hall longer than Garwood thought
necessary, though he lost his objection in the satisfaction of the
conviction that they were discussing him.
Garwood, of course, stayed to that unclassified meal which is served on
Sunday evenings. The repast which Emily in the absence of the servants
laid herself, was without formality, and the girl artfully contrived to
hide from him the extra preparation that was represented by the bowl
of salad she brought forth and set in the midst of the white linen
and all the glitter of the table service. Garwood and Mr. Harkness
talked of men's topics during the meal and Emily was silent with the
silence of the woman in her serving, though her eyes gleamed at the
comradeship she thought she recognized in the two men. She did not
know how thoroughly the real thought of each man was with her, though
Garwood from time to time reflected on the comparison that might be
made between the plainness of his mother's table on Sunday evenings and
the elegance of the one at which he now expanded himself.
It was late when he went home that night. As he left he told Emily, in
their lengthened farewells, that it had been the happiest Sunday he had
ever known.
XVIII
Everywhere the campaign was closing, as the newspapers said, in a blaze
of glory.
From their headquarters in New York the managers of the two great
parties were issuing their last impossible claims, their last careful
instructions, their last solemn warnings. Partisan hatred raged in
every hamlet in the land, and the whole nation was given over to the
last passion of its quadrennial tragedy of personal ambitions.
Down in the Thirteenth Congressional District of Illinois, Garwood was
making his final tour of the seven counties, speaking many times daily.
He was disheveled and bedraggled, he went without shaving, without
sleeping, much of the time without food. He had turned into a mere
smiling automaton, that could drink, talk in a husky voice, and go on
and on. Insensible to bodily fatigue and discomfort, his only physical
sensation was a constant longing for tobacco, and he smoked all the
time.
At home, Rankin had finished all his plans. He had completed a second
poll, which he had had taken by school districts, and the thousand
dollars Garwood had given him on the Monday morning before starting on
his final campaigning tour he was hoarding for election day. His own
confidence was such that, when Mr. Harkness, in the interest he could
not conceal, one day asked about the outlook, he was able to say:
"We're all right if they don't buy us."
Rankin had determined that Garwood's campaign should close with a
splendid spectacle of fire in his home town. He had roused the county
committee to a frenzy of action, he had compelled the candidates on the
county ticket to make one final contribution to the campaign fund, and
as Garwood's share of the great meeting Rankin engaged a band, and kept
this action so constantly before his fellow-committeemen that their own
efforts seemed paltry and puny in comparison with his. When the last
Sunday night came, and but one more day remained, he said to his sleepy
wife as he came home far in the chill hours of the morning:
"Well, mamma, we've got 'em licked--but they don't know it."
Emily celebrated the evening of the meeting by asking Mrs. Garwood with
Dade and her mother to supper, after which they were to be driven to
the opera house early enough to obtain good seats for the speaking.
Emily had hoped to have Garwood himself there, but at the last moment
a telegram came from him at Mt. Pulaski saying that his train was late
and he would have to go directly from the station to the opera house to
be in time for his speech. Dade came and brought her mother's excuses,
though not their querulousness, and by her affectations troubled
Mrs. Garwood, already constrained by the embarrassment of a meal too
elaborate for her comfort.
The supper was hardly over when the preliminary pounding of a bass drum
came to their ears, and Emily and Dade fluttered out on the veranda as
excitedly as the little boys who raced up and down the avenue shouting
that the parade was coming, and saluting it with premature fanfaronades
on their tin horns. Sangamon Avenue did not twinkle with Japanese
lanterns this night as it had on the night of the Bromley meeting,
for Garwood's social position was not that of Bromley's, and the rich
therefore did not so readily identify themselves with his cause, but
the boys were bipartisan and now and then the big flags that swung
over the lawns all summer were illumined by the red fire which some
youngster, unable to restrain his impatience, had set off. Occasionally
a line of torches would undulate across the avenue several blocks away,
and then the wild announcements of the boys would arouse even their
waiting elders on the porches; but there were many of these false
alarms, so many, that Dade declared that the parade was a failure and
would not pass that way.
But at last it came. They heard the strains of a band swelling loud as
some distant corner was turned, then, in the darkness of the November
night, far away through the trees, they caught the lick of a torch's
flame, then another and another, until they made a river of yellow
fire that poured itself down the street from curb to curb, rising and
falling as the marchers' feet kept time to the punctuated rolling of
the drums. Along the sidewalks streamed a crowd of boys, and men like
boys, the same that had trudged through the dust beside Garwood's
carriage that hot day in August, the same that had flanked the Bromley
parade a few weeks before.
The girls had been followed to the veranda by Mr. Harkness and Mrs.
Garwood, and as the old man and the old woman pressed forward in an
interest they disliked to own, the two girls clutching each other at
last in a definite embrace teetered on the very edge of the steps,
their teeth chattering with nervousness. Jasper had driven the carriage
around and stood at the heads of the horses, who pricked their ears
towards the oncoming mass of men and fire, and gazed at it with
startled eyes, jerking their heads now and then and blowing through
their soft sensitive nostrils.
The procession had drawn so near that it was possible to distinguish
the details that made the mass, the four policemen, in double-breasted
sack coats who had been announced as a platoon; the grand marshal of
the parade, decked out bravely in rosettes and patriotic bunting,
trying to sit his buggy-horse with the military seat; the flag bearer,
with bent back, straining under his load; the faces of the marchers
themselves red and unfamiliar in the glare that lit them up, like faces
transfigured in the glamour that saves a tableau from contempt.
There were clubs from each ward, uniformed in the oil-cloth capes and
caps of that day, with wide intervals between their sets of fours,
and eked out by small boys in the rear ranks; there was a company of
railroad men--at least their transparencies said they were railroad
men--wearing overalls, and swinging lighted lanterns, and these were
vouchsafed most patronizing applause from the lawns and verandas, as
if they were nobly sacrificing themselves for the salvation of their
nation. The lines were well formed, and marched with an effect of
military precision, though the procession had to stop now and then to
mark time and dress its intervals.
When the marching hosts saw the Harkness house all ablaze from top to
bottom they recognized their candidate's relation to the first quality
of the town by venting a sentimental cheer, waving their torches above
their heads, and throwing the flames into the air. Then the grand
marshal, holding on to pommel and cantle, twisted his huge haunches
in the saddle, and shouted some mighty order, which, though wholly
unintelligible to everybody, and to the marchers more than anybody, at
once created a vast commotion down the fiery line. His hoarse words, or
some hoarse words, were repeated, tossed as it were from one throat to
another, the marshal's aides galloped wildly up and down until at last
the torches began to dance in varying directions as the column executed
some complex manoeuver that wrought a change in its formation. And then
the marshal, in a way that no doubt reminded himself of a Napoleon, or
a Grant, turned about in his saddle, squeezed his plodding horse's ribs
with his spurless heels, and, under his slouch hat, glanced from left
to right like Stonewall Jackson.
At the same moment a drum-major shrilled his whistle, and twirled his
baton, a cornet trilled and the band began to play:
"When Johnny comes marching home again,
Hurrah, hurrah!"
The two girls emotionally trod a dancing measure, and then, because
of the smell of saltpeter, the snorts of horses, the shouts of men,
the red and white ripple of the flags that went careering by in smoke
and flame, some strange suggestion of the war our political contests
typify, in spirit and symbol at least, was borne to them, until they
felt what they conceived to be patriotic thrills coursing up and down
their spines.
"Don't you love the dear old flag, after all, Dade?" cried Emily, above
the noise. The girl pressed her companion's waist in response.
"Yes, but it's a rebel tune they're playing," said old Mrs. Garwood,
dubiously wagging her head in its bonnet.
"Oh, we're all one now!" said Mr. Harkness, and then blew his nose in
chagrin at this show of feeling.
They stood and shivered in the cold night air and watched the parade
go by, read the transparencies with their boasting inscriptions,
praised the various regalia of the marchers, kept time to the singing
of the bugles and the going of the drums, and cheered when fifty men
from Cotton Wood township, wearing coon-skin caps and followed by
dogs, trotted by on their heavy plow horses. Finally a rabble of
boys and negroes brought up the rear, snatching extinguished torches,
half-burned roman candles or sticks of red fire to make a little
celebration, and the parade had passed.
When Emily and her party reached the opera house, the sidewalk was
cumbered with the loafers who always gathered there when the place of
amusement was opened, and people were streaming up the wide stairway
into the hall. Mr. Harkness led the women to seats toward the front of
the house, where they joined the scattered folk already sitting there,
fanning themselves in the air that was overheated by the blazing gas
jets, talking, laughing, whiling away the long time they had to wait
for their entertainment to begin. Up in the dim and dusty gallery boys
were improving an opportunity of liberty by clattering over the wooden
benches, calling to one another, whistling, dinning the night with the
noises boys love.
The stage was furnished with a table, and on it were the white pitcher
and the waiting glass from which orators quench their ever-raging
thirst. The table's legs were hidden by a flag, in the folds of which
was a picture of the candidate for president. The stage had been set
with the theater's gray-walled drawing-room scene--the one with the
frescoed curtains and tassels--and an effort had been made to warm the
cold and cheerless setting of so many domestic comedies and kingly
tragedies by a further use of flags and bunting and a few pictures.
Among them was one of Garwood, which Emily recognized after study, and
resented, because of the fierce cast in the eye, and the aged droop to
the mouth. They left old Mrs. Garwood in the dark as to the identity of
that portrait.
The stage was filled with wooden chairs, ashen-white in their unpainted
newness. The vice-presidents, for whom these chairs were intended, had
not arrived, but presently they began to tiptoe awkwardly across the
stage, and then seat themselves, troubled about the disposition of
their feet before the unaccustomed footlights. They coughed into their
hands from time to time, and were obviously glad when some black-garbed
companion came to share their misery and let them pretend the ease they
sought by talking to him. The stage filled, and some began looking
at their watches. At eight o'clock the hall was full; the meeting
was certain to be a success anyway. Ten minutes more passed by. The
committee arrived and seated itself on the stage. The Glee Club came
and cleared its four throats. Outside the noise of the disbanding
parade could be heard and then the rush of the marchers to get indoors.
The band clambered up to the gallery, ousted a whole section to make a
fitting place for itself down by the railing, then at half-past eight
began to play a medley of national airs, and though the strains of
America, Columbia, The Red, White and Blue, Dixie, Marching Through
Georgia and Yankee Doodle filled the theater, the atmosphere was
charged with the suspense of long waiting.
Suddenly, while the band was playing, a wave of excitement swept over
the audience; there was a commotion at the door, a shuffle of feet,
a scraping of chairs. The vice-presidents craned their necks to peer
over the black-coated shoulders in front of them, people ceased their
fanning and twisted about in their seats to look, a rattle of clapping
hands broke forth, a cheer arose, the floor began to tremble and
vibrate beneath stamping feet, and then the building shook with heavy
applause.
And all at once Emily saw Jim Rankin, rubicund, his curls sticking to
his wet forehead, smiling always, leading the way up a side aisle, and
behind him Garwood, his hat in his hand, his overcoat on his arm. She
saw him run his free hand through his hair to loosen it, then shake it
back with that royal toss of the head she knew so well, and stride on,
his face white, his eyes dark, his mouth firmly closed on the level
line of his lips.
The house rocked with the storm of cheers, with cries of his name,
but he marched straight on, behind his smiling Rankin, who responded
to the greetings of men who rose from chairs or pressed themselves
flat against the walls to give room in the aisle. The little party
disappeared behind the scenes, and the ovation lulled.
Emily felt her throat close and feared the tears that already moistened
her eyes. She tried to compose her features, she crushed Dade's arm in
her fingers, then she stole a glance at those about her. Everybody was
looking at Garwood, everybody save one, her father; he was looking at
her, while Mrs. Garwood, having found her handkerchief, held it in her
work-worn hands just as it had come from the iron that afternoon, fresh
and clean, keeping her eyes fixed on the stage, watching for her boy to
appear again, while tears rolled unchecked down her cheeks.
And then Emily heard Dade whisper:
"Wondah why they didn't come in by the stage entrance?"
Rankin and Garwood had stepped on the stage, and the applause had
broken forth again. Garwood had taken out a big white handkerchief
and was wiping his brow. He was smiling now, and greeting the
vice-presidents of the meeting, who stretched their bodies across
their neighbors' knees to shake his hand. Rankin, too, was mopping his
forehead, and he had his watch out. As soon as he saw that Garwood was
seated, he stepped to the front of the stage, his red face round with
smiles. Then suddenly his smile died, his face blanched, and he tapped
the decorated table with the gavel that lay on it. He took a swallow of
the water he supposed was in the glass, and at last his voice came:
"Friends an' fellow citizens," he said, though not many could hear him,
"will you come to order, an' I now have the honor of interducin' to
you Judge Bickerstaff, who will preside at this meetin' as permanent
chairman."
Rankin retired amid a volley of hand-claps, which the rotund judge,
advancing to the front of the stage, buttoning his frock coat about
him, thought were meant for him. He bowed ponderously, and then, with
one hand on the table beside him, began the platitudinous speech of the
permanent chairman. The people bore with him in that divine patience to
which the American public has schooled itself under this oft-recurring
ordeal, and even gave him some perfunctory applause. But the quality of
the applause was spontaneous only when he reached the place where he
said:
"I now have the very great honor and the very great pleasure of
introducing to you your next congressman, the Honorable Jerome B.
Garwood." Jerry arose at the sound of his own name and, advancing
to the front of the stage, stood there calm and composed until the
applause died away; stood there calm and composed until the silence
came and deepened. He looked over the whole audience, at the galleries
even, and then his eye traveled unerringly to the spot where his
own sat. He looked at his mother, gazing up at him through her dim
spectacles, at Dade who smiled, at Mr. Harkness who was stern, at last
at Emily. Their eyes met, and as Emily's fell she heard his voice in
low, musical modulation:
"Mr. Chairman, ladies and gentlemen."
And his last speech of the campaign began.
Whenever in Grand Prairie they discuss Jerry Garwood's oratory, they
shake their heads and say that he made the speech of his life that last
night before election.
XIX
It was election night in Chicago and already a great crowd thronged
the Webster House, a crowd, as was perhaps fitting in a land where the
avocation of every man is governing, composed wholly of men, although
in one corner of the balcony that ran around the rotunda of the old
hotel there were several women. The splendor that had been produced
in their dress by the competition of a public dining-room, proclaimed
them as regular boarders, and as an additional evidence of their lot
in life, they had that air of detachment from their husbands which
most hotel ladies soon or late come to wear. As they leaned over the
balcony, their jewels and teeth and white hands flashed nervously,
as if they shared the excitement of the crowd below. For them, as it
might for any one, the great crowd possessed a never failing interest.
Looking down they saw it continually in uneasy motion like a herd of
milling cattle. Here and there were nucleated groups of men engaged in
belated political argument or in hedging political bets, here and there
some tired outcast glad of the temporary warmth and light, shivered in
ragged summer garments that the long day's rain had drenched, here and
there some messenger boy dodged along, here and there some reporter
elbowed his way through the crowd, and here and there a wide track was
marked by the more important progress of some politician. Over the head
of the crowd hung a stratus of tobacco smoke, and all the while arose a
multitudinous voice, laughing, swearing, cheering. Constantly arms were
flung into the air, and sometimes a hat went spinning up to the dark
skylight on which a November rain endlessly drummed.
Up the wide staircase and down the hall, carpeted with canvas ever
since the campaign opened, men trailed their dripping umbrellas,
passing in and out of the suite of parlors where the state central
committee had its headquarters. The outer rooms were crowded with
men, their garments steaming from the rain, their faces dripping with
perspiration, their dirty fingers holding chewed cigars. Some of them
were drunk and quarrelsome, and now and then the policeman who leaned
against the doors spoke confidentially to these, deprecating the
trouble he could so easily bring upon them. The desk of the secretary
was closed and wore an air of having been closed finally. On the floor
were piles of blank nominating petitions that never would be used,
bundles of newspapers that never would be read, and heaps of campaign
literature that never would be distributed. In a corner where three
or four sample torches stood was a pile of lithographs, and from them
the faces of candidates, as if they still posed before the people,
looked out with the same solemn expressions they had worn for the
campaign. Outside, from a wire that was stretched to the building on
the opposite side of the street, the big campaign banner could be heard
booming in the wind.
In the innermost of the committee's apartments only a few men had been
admitted, men who that year, at least, were the managers of the party's
policies in the state. In this room was Garwood. He had voted early
that morning and had then taken a train for Chicago, in order to be in
the very center of the night's excitement.
As he sat there in a deep leather chair he could hear the ring of
cab-horses' hoofs on the glistening cobble stones of the street below;
the shouts of election night, now and then the blare of a tin horn.
From Washington Street, two blocks away, a cheer, mellowed pleasantly
by the distance, came from the crowd before the newspaper offices,
where the returns were being flashed upon screens, and from below
always ascended that endless roar. From the entresol a deep voice was
reading the bulletins to the multitude in the rotunda. Garwood caught
snatches of what the voice was reading:
"Four hundred and twenty-nine precincts in Brooklyn and Kings County
show net gains--"
Once he heard the inevitable news that Mississippi had gone
overwhelmingly Democratic, and Vermont overwhelmingly Republican, and
then the quadrennial laugh with which these foregone conclusions are
received and the quadrennial cheers with which partisanship dutifully
celebrates them. But, though he heard, he was scarcely conscious of it
all; it sounded far away to him and strange. His thoughts lay too deep
for these objective manifestations. The crisis of his life, he felt,
had come. He was with men who like himself were candidates, or else the
managers of candidates, and yet he felt that the result of the election
meant more to him than it did to them.
He had risked all on this campaign; he had abandoned his practice,
staked his reputation, spent all his money, gone in debt, all he was or
had was involved--Emily with the rest. He felt that if he were defeated
she would be lost to him. He looked at Colonel Warfield, the chairman
of the state executive committee, sitting at the table in the center
of the room, a pad of paper before him, idly turning a pencil over and
over in his fingers as he considered the import of the latest returns.
Garwood wondered if he were really as calm as he appeared. He looked
at the others in the room, laughing and joking as they were--no, it
could not matter to them as it did to him; they had position, money,
influence; politics was to them a kind of recreation. They lolled in
chairs, smoking at their ease, not caring to anticipate the strain of
the long, uncertain hours of the night, but content to sit in silence
with their heads thrown back, trying to blow rings of smoke to the
ceiling. Once Parrish said:
"It's like waiting for a jury, ain't it?"
"Yes," said some one else, "but, thank God, this is a jury that can't
hang."
"Maybe not," said old General Williams, who had been in Congress for
twenty years, representing a safe district that he considered his by
divine right, "but it can stay out a long time. I remember, once--"
The danger of Williams's reminiscence was averted by the click of the
telegraph instrument. The operator seized his stylus and began to
write rapidly. Warfield took the new bulletin from the telegrapher's
outstretched hand and studied it with knitted brows. He read it aloud
finally, and then commented:
"If that gain keeps up in New York he'll come down to Harlem bridge
with less than seventy thousand. It'll give us the state and the
presidency."
He laid his pencil down and lighted a cigar, but he did not relax his
interest.
"Here's something," he said a moment later, spreading a piece of
yellow flimsy over a white sheet, "here's one from Springfield; says
returns from thirty counties show net gains over two years ago of
eleven per cent. Let's see--'In these counties,' he read, 'Chatham
polls forty-three thousand one hundred and seventy-nine. Norton, for
state treasurer, carried the same counties two years ago by seventeen
thousand two hundred and thirty-six.'"
The men in the room stirred with a pleasing excitement. Several of them
began to talk again, but the colonel said rather peremptorily:
"Wait! Here's some West Side news,"--Newman, who was standing for the
Fourth Congressional District, arose as the chairman read:
"Three of the five wards comprising the Fourth Congressional District,
the Eighth, the Ninth, and the Nineteenth, give Newman eleven thousand
nine hundred and thirty-eight, Kenyon five thousand six hundred and
forty-seven."
Newman drew a long, full breath, and smiled complacently.
"How will the other wards go, John?" asked Parrish.
"Oh, they're all right. I carried the Eleventh by a hundred and
fifty-six two years ago," said Newman, speaking with the accuracy with
which a man remembers his own majorities, "and lost the Twelfth by
sixteen ninety-four, but I can give him both of them and beat him out."
Garwood envied him keenly.
The operator was writing furiously now, and kept his left arm, with a
despatch dangling in his fingers, almost continually stretched over the
back of his chair toward Warfield. The colonel made his calculations
rapidly.
"Here you are, General," he said to Williams after awhile, and the
white-bearded old man took a despatch from him and carefully adjusted
his glasses. Then he hitched his chair up to the table, cleared a place
for his elbows, took some paper and began to make figures of his own.
"Gentlemen," he said presently, "I claim my election by a majority of
four thousand votes."
"What was your majority two years ago?" asked Milton.
"Why, sir," said the old man, looking at Milton as if he were betraying
a culpable ignorance, "three thousand two hundred and ninety-six.
Don't you remember?"
"Oh yes," lied Milton.
"Seems popular in his district, doesn't he?" whispered Garwood.
"Popular! No one can beat the old blatherskite. Wish he had to run
in my district once!" Milton spoke out of the bitterness the fierce
contests of a close district had worked in him. Just then a number of
reporters, moving in a body like a committee, came to interview Colonel
Warfield.
The colonel was thoughtful for a moment, and then, smiling, he said:
"You probably know more than I about it, but you can say for me that
at eleven o'clock"--he looked at his watch--"basing my calculations
on incomplete returns from seventy-five counties in the state, I
claim the election of Governor Chatham and the entire state ticket by
thirty-three thousand majority."
"These others have scored already," said Anthony, the secretary of the
committee, waving at General Williams, at Milton and at Newman the
corn-cob pipe for which he was famous all over the state, "all except
Garwood there; he'll be in after while."
Outside the noise was growing louder. They could hear cheering from the
rotunda, and in the streets the crowds pouring out of the theater added
to the din. The noise had a new quality of wildness in it that comes
with the approach of midnight. Schreiber, who had been put on the state
ticket for auditor because of his German name, had long ago claimed
his own election by a safe majority, and had made many trips down to
the bar. He was a fat man, plainly a connoisseur of Rhine wines; and
you might almost have said he was humid, so moist was his rosy skin. He
did not emit a German "Hoch!" as would have befitted his personality,
but he continually boomed forth pleasantries, congratulating the other
successful candidates. But from these general felicitations Garwood was
excluded. For an hour his hopes had been sinking. Rankin had promised
to telegraph as soon as he had anything definite, but no word had
come from him. Though the returns from down the state were coming in
rapidly those from his own district had been meager, and from what he
already knew he was convinced that he was running behind the head of
the ticket, both national and state. It seemed to be well established
by midnight that his party had swept both the state and the nation, and
he seemed to be the only one thus far left out. He pitied himself, he
began to feel that the open triumph of the successful ones about him
was indelicate and in bad taste; he felt that they should show him more
consideration. But they seemed to have forgotten him in the realization
of their own joy, and Garwood could only smile grimly at the irony of
it all.
At midnight whistles blew all over the city, as if it were New Year's,
and just then Larry O'Neil came in, crying:
"We've got 'em, Cook County's ours by fifty thousand. Beats hell, don't
it?"
"How are they feeling down at the Grand?" asked Anthony. The
headquarters of the other committee were at the Grand.
"Oh, they've shut up down there," said the man, "and gone home. They
seen it 'as no use."
"Yes," said Warfield, laying down his pencil as if he had no further
need for it, "it's a landslide."
At one o'clock the telegraph instrument ceased its chatter and the
telegraph operator began to unroll his little package of lunch. As the
odor of the buttered bread and the cold meat he spread on a clean sheet
of paper before him became perceptible in the room, the men there felt
for the first time that night the pangs of hunger, and Colonel Warfield
said:
"What do you say to our going down to the café and having a bite to
eat?"
Down in the café, the men grouped themselves about two tables which
Warfield told the head waiter to place end to end, and the meal he
ordered soon became a banquet. As they sat there talking in excited
tones, laughing at old stories of by-gone campaigns, laughing even at
the defeats of by-gone campaigns, as they could afford to now, many
men passing through stopped to congratulate Warfield, to slap him on
the shoulder, and call him "Good boy!" as if he had done it all. And
as he thought of the four years of that influence at Springfield his
position as the chairman who had directed the campaign would give him,
his inscrutable smile expanded into one of great content. They were
happy at that table, all of them looking forward to days of power, all
save Garwood, who sat gloomy and silent, drinking more than he ate,
and drinking more than he felt he ought. Once Warfield noticed his
despondency, and whispered to him in his kind-hearted way:
"Don't give up, old man. You'll pull through. And if you don't, I'll
see that you're taken care of."
The sympathy of the chairman's tone, more than the promise he made,
touched Garwood, but down in his heart he felt a soreness. It was hard
to see them all successful and be alone doomed to defeat. A place in
the state administration, on some board, even on the board of railroad
and warehouse commissioners, would hardly satisfy him now. He had
longed to go to Congress, and then, the vindication he looked for meant
more than all the rest. And Emily--he thought of her and could have
wept. He felt himself more and more detached from the scene. The table,
the mirrors, the lights of the café, the laughing men, the rushing
waiters, the shuffle of the crowd in the lobby above, the cries in the
street outside, the toots of tin horns, the companies of crazy men
marching aimlessly around and around, howling the names of candidates,
all sounded as remote and strange as if he had no more a part in it.
The night waned, the noise changed, but did not cease. It told of a
decrease in the numbers in the lobby, but the sounds were wilder. Men
were making a night of it. As in a dream Garwood heard some one say:
"There's a little woman down in Rock Island who'd like to hear from
me. I must wire my wife."
And Garwood thought of a telegram he might have sent, had things gone
differently. He thought of a girl down in Grand Prairie, but now--it
was all so changed!
He stole away and sought his room. He went to the window, pulled back
the curtain and looked down into Randolph Street. The rain had ceased,
but still the big campaign banner flapped clumsily. The chill of dawn
was in the air, a cold wind blew in from the lake. Across the way the
court house and city hall loomed in the fog; in their shadow he saw the
jaded horses at the cab stand drooping their noses to their crooked
knees; the cable began to buzz in its slot; far over the gloomy roofs
the sky was tinged with the pallor of coming day--then suddenly a long
shaft of brilliant light striking across the sky startled him with
a nameless terror. The shaft rose slowly until it pointed straight
upward, then three times it swept a vast arc down to the eastern
horizon. And Garwood remembered--it was the search-light which the
_Courier_ had announced would signal the success of Garwood's party.
He recalled the day at Lincoln. The great man and all the rest, as
they went to bed in the dawn of that November morning, were safe in
triumphant victory, while he alone--
He heard the heavy, mature voice of some early newsboy:
"Extry! Toimes, Tribune, Her'ld, an' Courier! 'Lection!"
XX
When Garwood awoke, he opened his eyes in darkness. The room was cold.
He heard the harsh Nottingham curtains stirring in the breeze that came
in at the windows, an autumnal breeze that had only the chill of autumn
and none of the crispness and woodland odors that he would have found
in it down in Grand Prairie. Instead, it was laden with the soot and
dirt of the city, and it could not dissipate the heavy quality taken
on by the air of a room that had long been slept in. He could hear
the jolting of trucks on the cobble stones, the trudge and shuffle of
thousands of feet on the sidewalk, the clank of the cable cars scraping
around the loop, and, punctuating the roar of the city, the cries of
the newsboys. Garwood slowly regathered his senses, and lay in the
moment that comes before memory brings back individuality and life,
trying to fathom a deep sense of something wrong. Then it all came back
to him with a rush--the campaign, the election, the defeat. He rose and
drew his watch from his waistcoat, lying on the floor. It was too dark
to see its face. He switched on the electricity--the watch had stopped.
Then he went to the window and looked down into the street. The lights
were blazing, and thereby, and by the throngs hurrying along and by the
crowded cars, he knew that it must be evening. How long he had slept
he did not know. He could not remember how or when he had got to bed.
His sleep had hardly refreshed him. It had been too deep, too heavy;
he was feverish and his muscles were sore. But he dressed and went
downstairs. Somehow, instinctively, without giving himself any reason
he stopped at the headquarters of the state committee, but the rooms
were dark, deserted. The dead odor of stale tobacco smoke hung heavy in
the air.
At the desk in the rotunda below, the clerk gave him his mail, with
some pleasantry about the great victory. Garwood stared at him blankly,
with the dumb ache at his heart, with some resentment too, that the
clerk should not have known what a dash of bitterness that cup of
victory held for him. Mechanically he began to thumb his letters over
as he stood there, and presently laid them aside that he might open
several telegrams he found among them, with that sense of precedence
which telegrams always take over every other missive. With the first
one his eyes widened in astonishment, and then suddenly he was aware
that Warfield was shaking his hand and saying:
"Well, old man, congratulations. It's all the sweeter now, isn't it?
Why! You look surprised, what's the--"
Garwood looked up at Warfield and said:
"I never knew till just this minute, when I read Rankin's telegram. I
just got up."
"I knew you'd pull through all the time," said Warfield, with as much
truth as retroactive prophecy can ever hold. "I thought last night
they were holding out down there, and that when the whole vote got in,
you'd be found to have won out."
Garwood's soreness had gone, and he took a long breath as if to draw
into his very being this glad new sense of victory. In an instant a new
glory had been added to life. He took Warfield by the arm.
"Come on," he said, "let's get the evening papers, and then go and have
a little drink."
They strolled toward the news stand, and Garwood's eye ran down the
pages as he waited for his change.
"Why, I carried Bromley's home county! I thought I'd lose that anyway."
"Oh, the story helped out over there," said Warfield. "Bromley got the
Sunday-school vote, and that drove the rest to you."
"My! Wasn't it a landslide though!" said Garwood. "Keep the change," he
called to the young man behind the news stand. "Well, I was glad the
party won even when I thought I had lost," he went on. "Look here!"
Garwood was reading, as he walked, the paper he had opened wide. "Logan
County gives me a majority of eighteen hundred; what do you think of
that?"
They were at the bar by this time.
"What will it be?" said Garwood, still devouring his papers.
"Oh, a little bourbon," said Warfield.
"Nonsense!" said Garwood, crumpling the papers under his arm. "I
want to drink Jim Rankin's health, bless his old heart! He gets the
post-office, he does! Give us a bottle of champagne!"
"You haven't had your dinner yet, have you?" Warfield asked.
"No, nor my breakfast, either," laughed Garwood. But then Garwood was
not as well informed as Warfield as to the relation in time of liquors
to dinner. Warfield had been longer in politics.
XXI
Three weeks after election there fell a night when carriage lamps
twinkled among the black tree-trunks in the yard of the Harkness home.
The drivers of these vehicles in liveried coats of varied shades that
had faded through all the tones of green and blue and brown and violet,
with top hats that marked every style for two decades, lounged on their
high seats flinging each other coarse jokes, and cracking their whips
softly at the few brown leaves that clung so tenaciously to the oaken
boughs above them.
Within the house, there was the white desolation of canvas-covered
carpets, and the furniture had been pushed back against the wall in
anticipation of a later crush of people whose bodies would supply
a heat now sadly lacking in the rooms. Ethan Harkness sat in his
library, uncomfortable in his evening clothes, eying dubiously and with
occasional dark uprisings of rebellion, the white gloves his daughter
had decreed that he should wear. The caterer, from Chicago, had driven
him to bay, and now chased his shining black men through the old man's
apartments as though he owned them. In the dining-room and hall, little
tables were being laid, and little camp-chairs unfolded, for the
destructive supper of salads and ices, which, having displaced the more
substantial evening meal of the establishment, would not now be served
until a late hour, when its inadequacy would be more noticeable. In the
front hall, an orchestra had assembled. Now and then the strings of the
instruments would twang in tuning. On all the chill atmosphere hung the
funereal odor of cut flowers.
Upstairs, in her own room, Emily stood before a long pier glass arrayed
finally in the white bridal gown on which the feminine interest of that
house and town had centered for many days. Before her a dressmaker,
enacting for this evening the rôle of maid, squatted on her heels, her
mouth full of pins; behind her, another dressmaker enacting a similar
rôle was carefully, almost reverently, unfolding the long tulle veil;
about her were clustered the bridesmaids, all robed in their new
gowns. They had been chattering and laughing, but now, in the supreme
moment, a silence had fallen--they stood with clasped hands and held
their breath. In the center of the room, Dade Emerson stood in her
superior office of maid of honor, her head sidewise inclined, her eyes
half closed that through the haze of their long black lashes she might
estimate with more artistic vision the whole bridal effect. Presently
she nodded to the dressmaker, and the patient woman, her own pinched
bosom under its black alpaca bodice thrilling strangely with the
emotions of a moment that had been denied her, lifted the veil on her
extended fingers, and proceeded to the coronation. She piled the white
cloud upon the brown coils of Emily's hair; she deftly coaxed it into a
shimmering cataract down the silken train of the gown, and then took a
step backward, while all the women there raised their clasped hands to
their chins in an ecstatic, unisonant sigh.
Emily turned her eyes, brilliant with the excitement of this night,
toward Dade, who still stood with her head critically poised. Dade
nodded.
"_C'est bien_," she said.
The spell was broken, the chattering began again, and the girls swarmed
about for gloves and bouquets, at last seating themselves impatiently
to let the maids fasten their furred opera boots.
Emily still stood before the long pier glass, looking at her bridal
reflection.
"Are you all fixed?" said Dade, "with
"'Something old and something new,
Something borrowed and something blue?'"
The bridesmaids looked up with lips apart, awaiting the answer to this
all-important question.
"My handkerchief is old," said Emily, holding in her fingers a bit
of point lace that had been her mother's, "and--let's see--well, I'm
pretty much all new to-night." She glanced down at her gown. "Something
borrowed--I have nothing borrowed." She looked up soberly, her eyes
wide.
"Something blue?" one of the girls asked, though the first question had
not been disposed of.
"Yes, if you'd bean me, running all that blue baby-ribbon in her
chemise, you'd think so," said Dade.
The bride blushed.
"But something borrowed," one of the others insisted.
"Yes, something borrowed," assented Emily. "What can I borrow, I
wonder?" She looked about helplessly.
"Oh say, girls!" one of the bridesmaids exclaimed, "she must have
a coin in her slipper!" And the whole bevy chorused its happy
acquiescence. Emily, with the sudden air of a queen, unaccustomed to
waiting on herself, commanded Dade:
"Look in that box on my dressing-table."
Dade picked her way through the disorder of the room to the little
dressing-table, with its candles lighted, adding their heat to the
room. She looked, and found nothing. Then she flew from the room,
crossed the hall, and returning, gave Emily a silver dime.
"I'll lend it to you," she said, "it'll be something borrowed, too."
It was all arranged. The bride glanced again in her mirror, turned
about, inspected her train, preened herself like some white bird, ready
for final flight. The old maid scanned the bride's face critically. It
was radiant, but--
"I'm red as a beet!" Emily pouted.
"It's hot as pepper in here anyway," one of the bridesmaids panted.
The old maid took a powder puff and touched the bride's face, touched
the cheeks, and at last the forehead, where tiny drops of perspiration
sparkled.
"There now," she said, with her last dab.
Emily turned to her with a final glance of questioning. The old
dressmaker's eye lighted at the sight of the young girl in her bridal
dress. She took a step toward her, her thin, withered lips trembling.
"May I--kiss you?" she asked, timidly.
And then, carefully, reverently, as she had crowned her with the veil,
she approached, and kissed her. The eyes of the bridesmaids, in the
emotion that weddings excite in girls, became moist with tears.
There were, of course, further feminine delays, but at last, gathering
their rustling skirts about their ankles, the bride and her retinue
made a dazzling white procession down the staircase.
Her father awaited her. The caterer and his black men, the cook and old
Jasper, the men of the orchestra, all had gathered in the parlor to see
her. Emily paused at the foot of the stairs, blocking the procession
that was but half descended. She looked at her father with smiling
eyes. The old man glanced at her a moment, and then solemnly drew near.
When he had taken her fresh and radiant face between the hands that
were still ungloved, he kissed her, and then turned suddenly and went
back to his library scrubbing his face with his handkerchief. So the
sadness that weddings inspire, possibly because the estate of matrimony
is entered into by all lightly and with merry confidence in a future
that shall be miraculously exempt from the griefs and woes of life,
fell upon the little company.
Meanwhile all the closed carriages the livery-stables of Grand Prairie
could muster were rolling along Sangamon Avenue, stretching frostily
white under a November moon. Their rendezvous was St. James Church,
over the stony tower of which some native ivy had kindly grown to
give the English effect so much desired. An awning was stretched from
the curb to the Gothic doorway, and about it were already gathered
ragged children and truant servant girls, willing to shiver in the
night air for a mere glimpse of the bride, and perhaps of the groom,
who, so short a time before acclaimed as the popular champion of equal
rights, was now to be identified with that fashionable exclusiveness
which is separated by satin ribbons and striped awnings from the mass
of mankind. Inside, the church lights were blazing; at the door, two
policemen, in new white cotton gloves, stood guard.
Garwood, dressed for the first time in his life in evening clothes, was
restlessly pacing the musty sacristy of the church. With him were Dr.
Abercrombie, the rector of the parish, in his white surplice and stole,
and Colonel Warfield, his best man. Garwood had found difficulty in
selecting a man for this affair. When, in discussing the plans for the
wedding, he had learned from Emily that it devolved upon him to choose
not only a best man but groomsmen and ushers, he had found, in casting
over his acquaintances, that he had none who were intimate enough and
at the same time fashionable enough to fill these social offices.
But he had thought of Colonel Warfield, and as he considered how
peculiarly fitting it was that a man of Colonel Warfield's social and
political position in the state should attend him at a wedding which
would attract the attention his was sure to attract, he assumed an
intimacy that did not exist, and boldly invited the colonel to serve
him in this delicate capacity. He could not, for public reasons, have
made a better selection. The old bachelor, with as many social as
political campaigns to his credit, was too polite to decline, and so
came down to Grand Prairie, giving, by his position, a new importance
to Garwood in the eyes of the politicians of Illinois, and by his white
hair and military bearing, a distinction to the wedding that made it
complete.
As they paced the floor of the sacristy on this evening, awaiting the
signal of the bridal party's coming, the colonel chatted at his ease
with the rector, while Garwood paused now and then to look through the
peep hole that long ago had been whittled in the panel of the door
that opened into the church. He could see, as in a haze, the flowers
and faces and fluttering fans of society. He could detect, here and
there, one of the numerous politicians he had invited in order to make
his list of guests equal to the one Emily had written out. Far down at
the front he could see Jim Rankin, scorning evening dress, with his
little wife beside him in a hat she had retrimmed that very evening,
and finally, within the space marked by the bows of white ribbon for
the family, he saw his mother, in the new black silk gown he had
bought for her when he found his credit immeasurably strengthened by
his success in politics and love. She was fanning herself complacently,
yet through big spectacles that fortunately lent benignity to an
otherwise disapproving gaze, looking with an eye he knew was hostile
at the trappings of this high church. And yet her face was not without
its trace of pride that she was the mother of a son who could lead out
of this stronghold of fashion and exclusiveness one of its reigning
peeresses.
The organist had been improvising, while the people gathered. Now that
they were all there and a hush disturbed only by the rustle of fans
had fallen upon the sanctuary, his improvisations were subjected to
a keener criticism, and his inspiration failed him, so that his work
lagged and degenerated into minor chords. The hour for the wedding had
passed, and those who had been reviving the gossip that Emily had made
Garwood's election a condition precedent to her marrying him, began to
discuss with keen excitement the possibility of his or her failing at
the last minute.
The gossip had entered grooves that led to certain passages in
Garwood's early life, when some electrical contrivance buzzed. The
music ceased, a hush fell within the church. The priest and Colonel
Warfield straightened up and took their places as if for a procession.
Garwood saw the ushers, chosen by Emily from the number of young men
who once had so ineffectually called upon her, pace slowly down the
aisles, unrolling white satin ribbons along the backs of the pews.
Then the rector entered the church, and Garwood found himself with
Colonel Warfield by his side, standing before that flowered and fanning
multitude.
The organ had begun the strains of the bridal chorus from Lohengrin,
women were twisting their heads, and far down the aisle he saw Dade
with her huge bouquet of chrysanthemums moving with stately, measured
tread toward the altar. And behind her, he saw Mr. Harkness, looking
older than he had ever known him, and on his arm, her eyes downcast
behind her veil, was Emily, kicking her silken white bridal gown with
her little satin-slippered toes. When she saw him a light that made his
heart leap came into her eyes, and he became suddenly, dramatically
bold, so that he left the colonel and strode forward to meet her. He
led her to the altar, and the priest began his solemn words. Garwood
stood there, conscious of the beautiful woman beside him, her hand in
his, conscious of Warfield picking the ring with experienced fingers
from the palm of his gloved hand, conscious of Dade near by holding
Emily's bouquet, conscious of the priest's flowing surplice before him,
of the flowers and palms around him, of the crowd behind fanning the
perfume of toilets into the heated air.
Then he was kneeling stiffly upon a satin pillow, the soles of his
new shoes showing to the congregation, the organ was softly playing,
giving a theatrical effect to the impressively modulated words of the
clergyman, and then they were on their feet again; Dade had parted
Emily's veil, and he saw her looking up at him, her pale face aglow,
in her deep eyes a light that showed the influence of sacerdotal rite.
Then as it was borne upon his soul that she was his, wholly his at
last, with the male's joy of absolute possession, he set his lips upon
hers and kissed her before them all.
The organ swelled into the wedding march that has become a tradition,
and he was striding down the aisle with Emily on his arm. He saw his
mother's tears, he saw Rankin, the big fellow furtively knuckling his
eyes, and then winking drolly at him, he saw Mr. Harkness, who, he
suddenly remembered, was now his father-in-law, pale and stern. And so
they left the church and passed out under the canopy to the waiting
carriage.
Garwood, like a king come from his crowning, felt a kindness for all
the world, even for the poor folk gathered on the sidewalk striving for
a glimpse of the bride's gown. He felt his heart leap toward them, so
that like a king, he longed to fling a golden largess to them.
The carriage door slammed. Josh Bowers, from the livery-stable that had
provided the carriages, shouted some big order to the driver, and they
whirled away. Once more he saw the gleam in Emily's eyes, liquid in the
cold light that found its way from the moonlit night into the carriage,
and, regardless of her dress, though he thought of it, he crushed her
in his arms, and said:
"At last--my wife!"