Pray keep the Book: I always intended that you should do so if you liked

it: and, as I believe I said, I was sure that like it you would. I did

not anticipate how much: but am all the more glad: and (were I twenty

years younger) should be all the more proud; even making, as I do, a

little allowance for your old and constant regard to the Englisher. The

Drama is, however, very skilfully put together, and very well versified,

although that not as an original man--such as Dryden--would have

versified it: I will, by and by, send you a little introductory letter to

Mr. Norton, explaining to him, a Greek Scholar, why I have departed from

so much of the original: 'little' I call the Letter, but yet so long that

I did not wish him, or you, to have as much trouble in reading, as I,

with my bad Eyes, had in writing it: so, as I tell him--and you--it must

go to the Printers along with the Play which it prates about.

I think I once knew why the two Cities in Egypt and Boeotia were alike

named Thebes; and perhaps could now find out from some Books now stowed

away in a dark Closet which affrights my Eyes to think of. But any of

your learned friends in London will tell you, and probably more

accurately than Paddy. I cannot doubt but that Sphinx and heaps more of

the childish and dirty mythology of Greece came from Egypt, and who knows

how far beyond, whether in Time or Space!

Your Uncle, the great John, did enact OEdipus in some Tragedy, by whom I

know not: I have a small Engraving of him in the Character, from a

Drawing of that very clever artist De Wilde; {210} but this is a heavy

Likeness, though it may have been a true one of J. K. in his latter

years, or in one of his less inspired--or more asthmatic--moods. This

portrait is one of a great many (several of Mrs. Siddons) in a Book I

have--and which I will send you if you would care to see it: plenty of

them are rubbish such as you would wonder at a sensible man having ever

taken the trouble to put together. But I inherit a long-rooted Affection

for the Stage: almost as real a World to me as Jaques called it. Of

yourself there is but a Newspaper Scrap or two: I think I must have cut

out and given you what was better: but I never thought any one worth

having except Sir Thomas', which I had from its very first Appearance,

and keep in a large Book along with some others of a like size: Kean,

Mars, Talma, Duchesnois, etc., which latter I love, though I heard more

of them than I saw.

Yesterday probably lighted you up once again in London, as it did us down

here. 'Richard' thought he began to feel himself up to his Eyes again:

but To-day all Winter again, though I think I see the Sun resolved on

breaking through the Snow clouds. My little Aconites--which are

sometimes called 'New Year Gifts,' {211a} have almost lived their little

Lives: my Snowdrops look only too much in Season; but we will hope that

all this Cold only retards a more active Spring.

I should not have sent you the Play till Night had I thought you would

sit up that same night to read it. Indeed, I had put it away for the

Night Post: but my old Hermes came in to say he was going into Town to

market, and so he took it with him to Post.

Farewell for the present--till next Full Moon? I am really glad that all

that Atlantic worry has blown over, and all ended well so far as you and

yours are concerned. And I am always your ancient

LITTLE G.

LXXXIX. {211b}

[_March_, 1881.]

MY DEAR LADY,

It was very, very good and kind of you to write to me about Spedding.

Yes: Aldis Wright had apprised me of the matter just after it happened--he

happening to be in London at the time; and but two days after the

accident heard that Spedding was quite calm, and even cheerful; only

anxious that Wright himself should not be kept waiting for some

communication which S. had promised him! Whether to live, or to die, he

will be Socrates still.

Directly that I heard from Wright, I wrote to Mowbray Donne to send me

just a Post Card--daily if he or his wife could--with but one or two

words on it--'Better,' 'Less well,' or whatever it might be. This

morning I hear that all is going on even better than could be expected,

according to Miss Spedding. But I suppose the Crisis, which you tell me

of, is not yet come; and I have always a terror of that French

Adage--'_Monsieur se porte mal_--_Monsieur se porte mieux_--_Monsieur

est_'--Ah, you know--or you guess, the rest.

My dear old Spedding, though I have not seen him these twenty years and

more--and probably should never see him again--but he lives--his old

Self--in my heart of hearts; and all I hear of him does but embellish the

recollection of him--if it could be embellished--for he is but the same

that he was from a Boy--all that is best in Heart and Head--a man that

would be incredible had one not known him.

I certainly should have gone up to London--even with Eyes that will

scarce face the lamps of Woodbridge--not to see him, but to hear the

first intelligence I could about him. But I rely on the Postcard for but

a Night's delay. Laurence, Mowbray tells me, had been to see him, and

found him as calm as had been reported by Wright. But the Doctors had

said that he should be kept as quiet as possible.

I think, from what Mowbray also says, that you may have seen our other

old Friend Donne in somewhat worse plight than usual because of his being

much shocked at this Accident. He would feel it indeed!--as you do.

I had even thought of writing to tell you of all this, but could not but

suppose that you were more likely to know of it than myself; though

sometimes one is greatly mistaken with those 'of course you knows,

etc.'--But you have known it all: and have very kindly written of it to

me, whom you might also have supposed already informed of it: but you

took the trouble to write, not relying on 'of course you know, etc.'

I have thought lately that I ought to make some enquiry about Arthur

Malkin, who was always very kind to me. I had meant to send him my

Crabbe, who was a great favourite of his Father's, 'an excellent

companion for Old Age' he told--Donne, I think. But I do not know if I

ever did send him the Book, and now, judging by what you tell me, it is

too late to do so, unless for Compliment.

The Sun, I see, has put my Fire out--for which I only thank him, and will

go to look for him himself in my Garden--only with a Green Shade over my

Eyes. I must get to London to see you before you move away to

Leamington; when I can bear Sun or Lamp without odious blue Glasses, etc.

I dare to think those Eyes are better, though not Sun-proof: and I am

ever yours

LITTLE G.

XC. {214}

20 _March_, [1881.]

MY DEAR LADY,

I have let the Full Moon pass because I thought you had written to me so

lately, and so kindly, about our lost Spedding, that I would not call on

you too soon again. Of him I will say nothing except that his Death has

made me recall very many passages in his Life in which I was partly

concerned. In particular, staying at his Cumberland Home along with

Tennyson in the May of 1835. 'Voila bien long temps de ca!' His Father

and Mother were both alive--he, a wise man, who mounted his Cob after

Breakfast, and was at his Farm till Dinner at two--then away again till

Tea: after which he sat reading by a shaded lamp: saying very little, but

always courteous, and quite content with any company his Son might bring

to the house so long as they let him go his way: which indeed he would

have gone whether they let him or no. But he had seen enough of Poets

not to like them or their Trade: Shelley, for a time living among the

Lakes: Coleridge at Southey's (whom perhaps he had a respect for--Southey,

I mean), and Wordsworth, whom I do not think he valued. He was rather

jealous of 'Jem,' who might have done available service in the world, he

thought, giving himself up to such Dreamers; and sitting up with Tennyson

conning over the Morte d'Arthur, Lord of Burleigh, and other things which

helped to make up the two Volumes of 1842. So I always associate that

Arthur Idyll with Basanthwaite Lake, under Skiddaw. Mrs. Spedding was a

sensible, motherly Lady, with whom I used to play Chess of a Night. And

there was an old Friend of hers, Mrs. Bristow, who always reminded me of

Miss La Creevy, if you know of such a Person in Nickleby.

At the end of May we went to lodge for a week at Windermere--where

Wordsworth's new volume of Yarrow Revisited reached us. W. was then at

his home: but Tennyson would not go to visit him: and of course I did

not: nor even saw him.

You have, I suppose, the Carlyle Reminiscences: of which I will say

nothing except that, much as we outsiders gain by them, I think that, on

the whole, they had better have been kept unpublished--for some while at

least. As also thinks Carlyle's Niece, who is surprised that Mr. Froude,

whom her Uncle trusted above all men for the gift of Reticence, should

have been in so much hurry to publish what was left to his Judgment to

publish or no. But Carlyle himself, I think, should have stipulated for

Delay, or retrenchment, if publisht at all.

Here is a dull and coldish Day after the fine ones we have had--which

kept me out of doors as long as they lasted. Now one turns to the

Fireside again. To-morrow is Equinox Day; when, if the Wind should

return to North East, North East will it blow till June 21, as we all

believe down here. My Eyes are better, I presume to say: but not what

they were even before Christmas. Pray let me hear how you are, and

believe me ever the same

E. F.G.

Oh! I doubted about sending you what I yet will send, as you already have

what it refers to. It really calls for no comment from any one who does

not know the Greek; those who do would probably repudiate it.

XCI. {216a}

[_April_, 1881.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

Somewhat before my usual time, you see, but Easter {216b} comes, and I

shall be glad to hear if you keep it in London, or elsewhere. Elsewhere

there has been no inducement to go until To-day: when the Wind, though

yet East, has turned to the Southern side of it: one can walk without any

wrapper; and I dare to fancy we have turned the corner of Winter at last.

People talk of changed Seasons: only yesterday I was reading in my dear

old Sevigne, how she was with the Duke and Duchess of Chaulnes at their

Chateau of Chaulnes in Picardy all but two hundred years ago; that is in

1689: and the green has not as yet ventured to show its 'nez' nor a

Nightingale to sing. {217} You see that I have returned to her as for

some Spring Music, at any rate. As for the Birds, I have nothing but a

Robin, who seems rather pleased when I sit down on a Bench under an Ivied

Pollard, where I suppose he has a Nest, poor little Fellow. But we have

terrible Superstitions about him here; no less than that he always kills

his Parents if he can: my young Reader is quite determined on this head:

and there lately has been a Paper in some Magazine to the same effect.

My dear old Spedding sent me back to old Wordsworth too, who sings (his

best songs, I think) about the Mountains and Lakes they were both

associated with: and with a quiet feeling he sings, that somehow comes

home to me more now than ever it did before.

As to Carlyle--I thought on my first reading that he must have been

'_egare_' at the time of writing: a condition which I well remember

saying to Spedding long ago that one of his temperament might likely fall

into. And now I see that Mrs. Oliphant hints at something of the sort.

Hers I think an admirable Paper: {218} better than has yet been written,

or (I believe) is likely to be written by any one else. Merivale, who

wrote me that he had seen you, had also seen Mrs. Procter, who was vowing

vengeance, and threatening to publish letters from Carlyle to Basil

Montagu full of 'fulsome flattery'--which I do not believe, and should

not, I am sorry to say, unless I saw it in the original. I forget now

what T. C. says of him: (I have lent the Book out)--but certainly Barry

Cornwall told Thackeray he was 'a humbug'--which I think was no uncommon

opinion: I do not mean dishonest: but of pretension to Learning and

Wisdom far beyond the reality. I must think Carlyle's judgments mostly,

or mainly, true; but that he must have 'lost his head,' if not when he

recorded them, yet when he left them in any one's hands to decide on

their publication. Especially when not about Public Men, but about their

Families. It is slaying the Innocent with the Guilty. But of all this

you have doubtless heard in London more than enough. 'Pauvre et triste

humanite!' One's heart opens again to him at the last: sitting alone in

the middle of her Room--'I want to die'--'I want--a Mother.' 'Ah, Mamma

Letizia!' Napoleon is said to have murmured as he lay. By way of pendant

to this, recurs to me the Story that when Ducis was wretched his mother

would lay his head on her Bosom--'Ah, mon homme, mon pauvre homme!'

Well--I am expecting Aldis Wright here at Easter: and a young London

Clerk (this latter I did invite for his short holiday, poor Fellow!).

Wright is to read me 'The Two Noble Kinsmen.'

And now I have written more than enough for yourself and me: whose Eyes

may be the worse for it to-morrow. I still go about in Blue Glasses, and

flinch from Lamp and Candle. Pray let me know about your own Eyes, and

your own Self; and believe me always sincerely yours

LITTLEGRANGE.

I really was relieved that you did not write to thank me for the poor

flowers which I sent you. They were so poor that I thought you would

feel bound so to do, and, when they were gone, repented. I have now some

gay Hyacinths up, which make my pattypan Beds like China Dishes.

XCII. {219}

[_April_, 1881.]

MY DEAR LADY:

This present Letter calls for no answer--except just that which perhaps

you cannot make it. If you have that copy of Plays revised by John the

Great which I sent, or brought, you, I wish you would cause your Maid to

pack it in brown Paper, and send it by Rail duly directed to me. I have

a wish to show it to Aldis Wright, who takes an Interest in your Family,

as in your Prophet. If you have already dismissed the Book elsewhere--not

much liking, I think, the stuff which J. K. spent so much trouble on, I

shall not be surprised, nor at all aggrieved: and there is not much for

A. W. to profit by unless in seeing what pains your noble Uncle took with

his Calling.

It has been what we call down here 'smurring' rather than raining, all

day long: and I think that Flower and Herb already show their gratitude.

My Blackbird (I think it is the same I have tried to keep alive during

the Winter) seems also to have 'wetted his Whistle,' and what they call

the 'Cuckoo's mate,' with a rather harsh scissor note, announces that his

Partner may be on the wing to these Latitudes. You will hear of him at

Mr. W. Shakespeare's, it may be. There must be Violets, white and blue,

somewhere about where he lies, I think. They are generally found in a

Churchyard, where also (the Hunters used to say) a Hare: for the same

reason of comparative security, I suppose.

I am very glad you agree with me about Mrs. Oliphant. That one paper of

hers makes me wish to read her Books.

You must somehow, or somewhile, let me know your Address in Leamington,

unless a Letter addressed to Cavendish Square will find you there. Always

and truly yours

LITTLE G.

XCIII. {221}

_May_ 8, [1881.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE:

You will not break your Law, though you have done so once--to tell me of

Spedding--But now you will not--nor let me know your Address--so I must

direct to you at a venture: to Marshall Thompson's, whither I suppose you

will return awhile, even if you be not already there. I think, however,

that you are not there yet. If still at Leamington, you look upon a

sight which I used to like well; that is, the blue Avon (as in this

weather it will be) running through buttercup meadows all the way to

Warwick--unless those Meadows are all built over since I was there some

forty years ago.

Aldis Wright stayed with me a whole week at Easter: and we did very well.

Much Shakespeare--especially concerning that curious Question about the

Quarto and Folio Hamlets which people are now trying to solve by Action

as well as by Discussion. Then we had The Two Noble Kinsmen--which

Tennyson and other Judges were assured has much of W. S. in it. Which

parts I forget, or never heard: but it seemed to me that a great deal of

the Play might be his, though not of his best: but Wright could find him

nowhere.

Miss Crabbe sent me a Letter from Carlyle's Niece, cut out from some

Newspaper, about her Uncle's MS. Memoir, and his written words concerning

it. Even if Froude's explanation of the matter be correct, he ought to

have still taken any hesitation on Carlyle's part as sufficient proof

that the MS. were best left unpublisht: or, at any rate, great part of

it. If you be in London, you will be wearied enough with hearing about

this.

I am got back to my--Sevigne!--who somehow returns to me in Spring: fresh

as the Flowers. These latter have done but badly this Spring, cut off or

withered by the Cold: and now parched up by this blazing Sun and dry

Wind. If you get my letter, pray answer it and tell me how you are: and

ever believe me yours

LITTLEGRANGE.

XCIV.

_May_, [1881.]

MY DEAR LADY,

If I did not write (as doubtless I ought) to acknowledge the Playbook, I

really believe that I thought you would have felt bound to answer my

acknowledgment! It came all right, thank you: and A. Wright looked it

over: and it has been lying ready to be returned to you whenever you

should be returned to London. I assure you that I wish you to keep it,

unless it be rather unacceptable than otherwise; I never thought you

would endure the Plays themselves; only that you might be interested in

your brave Uncle's patient and, I think, just, revision of them. This

was all I cared for: and wished to show to A. W. as being interested in

all that concerns so noble an Interpreter of his Shakespeare as your

Uncle was. If you do not care--or wish--to have the Book again, tell me

of some one you would wish to have it: had I wished, I should have told

you so at once: but I now give away even what I might have wished for to

those who are in any way more likely to be more interested in them than

myself, or are likely to have a few more years of life to make what they

may of them. I do not think that A. W. is one of such: he thought (as

you may do) of so much pains wasted on such sorry stuff.

So far from disagreeing with you about Shakespeare emendations, etc., I

have always been of the same mind: quite content with what pleased

myself, and, as to the elder Dramatists, always thinking they would be

better all annihilated after some Selections made from them, as C. Lamb

did.

Mowbray Donne wrote to me a fortnight or so since that his Father was

'pretty well,' but weak in the knees. Three days ago came in Archdeacon

Groome, who told me that a Friend of Mowbray's had just heard from him

that his Father had symptoms of dropsy about the Feet and Ankles. I have

not, however, written to ask; and, not having done so, perhaps ought not

to sadden you with what may be an inaccurate report. But one knows that,

sooner or later, some such end must come; and that, in the meanwhile,

Donne's Life is but little preferable to that which promises the speedier

end to it.

We are all drying up here with hot Sun and cold Wind; my Water-pot won't

keep Polyanthus and Anemone from perishing. I should have thought the

nightly Frosts and Winds would have done for Fruit as well as Flower: but

I am told it is not so as yet: and I hope for an honest mess of

Gooseberry Fool yet. In the meanwhile, 'Ce sera le mois de Mai tant

qu'il plaira a Dieu,' and I am always your ancient

LITTLE G.

XCV.

WOODBRIDGE: TUESDAY:

[_End of May_, 1881.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE:

I must write you a word of 'God Speed' before you go: before even you go

to London to prepare for going: for, if I wait till then, you will be all

bother with preparations, and leave-takings; and nevertheless feel

yourself bound to answer. Pray do not, even if (as I suppose) still at

Leamington; for you will still have plenty to think about with Daughter

and Children. I do not propose to go to London to shake hands before you

go off: for, as I say, you will have enough of that without me--and my

blue Spectacles, which I can only discard as yet when looking on the

Grass and young Leaves.

I duly sent your Book to Henry Kemble, as you desired: and received a

very polite Note from him in acknowledgment.

And now my house is being pulled about my Ears by preparations for my

Nieces next week. And, instead of my leaving the coast clear to Broom

and Dust-pan, I believe that Charles Keene will be here from Friday to

Monday. As he has long talked of coming, I do not like to put him off

now he has really proposed to come, and we shall scramble on somehow. And

I will get a Carriage and take him a long Drive into the Country where it

is greenest. He is a very good fellow, and has lately lost his Mother,

to whom he was a very pious Son; a man who can _reverence_, although a

Droll in _Punch_.

You will believe that I wish you all well among your Mountains. George

Crabbe has been (for Health's sake) in Italy these last two months, and

wrote me his last Note from the Lago Maggiore. My Sister Jane Wilkinson

talks of coming over to England this Summer: but I think her courage will

fail her when the time comes. If ever you should go to, or near,

Florence, she would be sincerely glad to see you, and to talk over other

Days. She is not at all obtrusively religious: and I think must have

settled abroad to escape some of the old Associations in which she took

so much part, to but little advantage to herself or others.

You know that I cannot write to you when you are abroad unless you tell

me whither I am to direct. And you probably will not do that: but I do

not, and shall [not] cease to be yours always and truly

E. F.G.

XCVI.

[_Nov._ 1881.]

MY DEAR LADY:

I was not quite sure, from your letter, whether you had received mine

directed to you in the Cavendish Square Hotel:--where your Nephew told me

you were to be found. It is no matter otherwise than that I wish you to

know that I had not only enquired if you were returned from abroad, but

had written whither I was told you were to be found. Of which enough.

I am sorry you are gone again to Westminster, to which I cannot reconcile

myself as to our old London. Even Bloomsbury recalls to me the pink May

which used to be seen in those old Squares--sixty years ago. But 'enfin,

voila qui est fait.' You know where that comes from. I have not lately

been in company with my old dear: Annie Thackeray's Book {227a} is a

pretty thing for Ladies in a Rail carriage; but my old Girl is scarce

half herself in it. And there are many inaccuracies, I think. Mais

enfin, voila, etc.

Athenaeum and Academy advertise your Sequel to Records. {227b} I need

not tell you that I look forward to it. I wish you would insert that

capital Paper on Dramatic and Theatrical from the Cornhill. {227c} It

might indeed very properly, as I thought, have found a place in the

Records.

Mowbray Donne wrote me a month ago that his Father was very feeble: one

cannot expect but that he will continue to become more and more so. I

should run up to London to see him, if I thought my doing so would be any

real comfort to him: but _that_ only his Family can be to him: and I

think he may as little wish to exhibit his Decay to an old Friend, who so

long knew him in a far other condition, as his friend might wish to see

him so altered. This is what I judge from my own feelings.

I have only just got my Garden laid up for the winter, and planted some

trees in lieu of those which that last gale blew down. I hear that

Kensington Gardens suffered greatly: how was it with your Green Park, on

which you now look down from such a height, and, I suppose, through a

London Fog?

Ever yours

LITTLE G.

XCVII.

[_Dec._ 1881.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE:

I _will_ write to you before 1881 is gone, carrying Christmas along with

him. A dismal Festivity it always seems to me--I dare say not much

merrier to you. I think you will tell me where, and with whom, you pass

it. My own company are to be, Aldis Wright, with whom Shakespeare, etc.,

a London Clerk, may be--that is, if he can get sufficient Holyday--and

one or two Guests for the Day.

I forget if I wrote to you since I had a letter from Hallam Tennyson,

telling me of a Visit that he and his Father had been making to

Warwickshire and Sherwood. The best news was that A. T. was 'walking and

working as usual.'

Why, what is become of your Sequel? I see no more advertisement of it in

Athenaeum and Academy--unless it appears in the last, which I have not

conned over. Somehow I think it not impossible--or even unlikely--that

you--may--have--withdrawn--for some reason of your own. You see that I

speak with hesitation--meaning no offence--and only hoping for my own,

and other sakes that I am all astray.

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