'D'autres choses encore.' You may judge, I suppose, by the N.E. wind in

London what it has been hereabout. Scarce a tinge of Green on the

hedgerows; scarce a Bird singing (only once the Nightingale, with broken

Voice), and no flowers in the Garden but the brave old Daffydowndilly,

and Hyacinth--which I scarce knew was so hardy. I am quite pleased to

find how comfortably they do in my Garden, and look so Chinese gay. Two

of my dear Blackbirds have I found dead--of Cold and Hunger, I suppose;

but one is even now singing--across that Funeral Bell. This is so, as I

write, and tell you--Well: we have Sunshine at last--for a day--'thankful

for small Blessings,' etc.

I think I have felt a little sadder since March 31 that shut my

seventieth Year behind me, while my Brother was--in some such way as I

shall be if I live two or three years longer--'Parlons d'autres'--that I

am still able to be sincerely yours

E. F.G.

LVI.

WOODBRIDGE: _May_ 18, [1879.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

By this Post you ought to receive my Crabbe Book, about which I want your

Opinion--not as to your own liking, which I doubt not will be more than

it deserves: but about whether it is best confined to Friends, who will

like it, as you do, more or less out of private prejudice--Two points in

particular I want you to tell me;

(1) Whether the Stories generally seem to you to be curtailed so much

that they do not leave any such impression as in the Original. That is

too long and tiresome; but (as in Richardson) its very length serves to

impress it on the mind:--My Abstract is, I doubt not, more readable: but,

on that account partly, leaving but a wrack behind. What I have done

indeed is little else than one of the old Review Articles, which gave a

sketch of the work, and let the author fill in with his better work.

Well then I want to know--(2) if you find the present tense of my Prose

Narrative discordant with the past tense of the text. I adopted it

partly by way of further discriminating the two: but I may have

misjudged: Tell me: as well as any other points that strike you. You can

tell me if you will--and I wish you would--whether I had better keep the

little _Opus_ to ourselves or let it take its chance of getting a few

readers in public. You may tell me this very plainly, I am sure; and I

shall be quite as well pleased to keep it unpublished. It is only a

very, very, little Job, you see: requiring only a little Taste, and Tact:

and if they have failed me--_Voila_! I had some pleasure in doing my

little work very dexterously, I thought; and I did wish to draw a few

readers to one of my favourite Books which nobody reads. And, now that I

look over it, I fancy that I may have missed my aim--only that my Friends

will like, etc. Then, I should have to put some Preface to the Public:

and explain how many omissions, and some transpositions, have occasioned

the change here and there of some initial particle where two originally

separated paragraphs are united; some use made of Crabbe's original MS.

(quoted in the Son's Edition;) and all such confession to no good, either

for my Author or me. I wish you could have just picked up the Book at a

Railway Stall, knowing nothing of your old Friend's hand in it. But that

cannot be; tell me then, divesting yourself of all personal Regard: and

you may depend upon it you will--save me some further bother, if you bid

me let publishing alone. I don't even know of a Publisher: and won't

have a favour done me by 'ere a one of them,' as Paddies say. This is a

terrible Much Ado about next to Nothing. 'Parlons,' etc.

Blanche Donne wrote me you had been calling in Weymouth Street: that you

had been into Hampshire, and found Mrs. Sartoris better--Dear Donne seems

to have been pleased and mended by his Children coming about him. I say

but little of my Brother's Death. {149} We were very good friends, of

very different ways of thinking; I had not been within side his lawn

gates (three miles off) these dozen years (no fault of his), and I did

not enter them at his Funeral--which you will very likely--and

properly--think wrong. He had suffered considerably for some weeks: but,

as he became weaker, and (I suppose) some narcotic Medicine--O blessed

Narcotic!--soothed his pains, he became dozily happy. The Day before he

died, he opened his Bed-Clothes, as if it might be his Carriage Door, and

said to his Servant 'Come--Come inside--I am going to meet them.'

Voila une petite Histoire. Et voila bien assez de mes Egoismes. Adieu,

Madame; dites-moi tout franchement votre opinion sur ce petit Livre; ah!

vous n'en pouvez parler autrement qu'avec toute franchise--et croyez moi,

tout aussi franchement aussi,

Votre ami devoue

E. F.G.

LVII.

WOODBRIDGE: _May_ 22, [1879.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

I must thank you for your letter; I was, beforehand, much of your

Opinion; and, unless I hear very different advice from the two others

whom I have consulted--Spedding, the All-wise--(I mean that), and Aldis

Wright, experienced in the Booksellers' world, I shall very gladly abide

by your counsel--and my own. You (I do believe) and a few friends who

already know Crabbe, will not be the worse for this 'Handybook' of one of

his most diffuse, but (to me) most agreeable, Books. That name

(Handybook), indeed, I had rather thought of calling the Book, rather

than 'Readings'--which suggests readings aloud, whether private or

public--neither of which I intended--simply, Readings to oneself. I, who

am a poor reader in any way, have found it all but impossible to read

Crabbe to anybody. So much for that--except that, the Portrait I had

prepared by way of frontispiece turns out to be an utter failure, and

that is another satisfactory reason for not publishing. For I

particularly wanted this Portrait, copied from a Picture by Pickersgill

which was painted in 1817, when these Tales were a-writing, to correct

the Phillips Portrait done in the same year, and showing Crabbe with his

company Look--not insincere at all--but not at all representing the

_writer_. When Tennyson saw Laurence's Copy of this Pickersgill--here,

at my house here--he said--'There I recognise the Man.'

If you were not the truly sincere woman you are, I should have thought

that you threw in those good words about my other little Works by way of

salve for your _dictum_ on this Crabbe. But I know it is not so. I

cannot think what 'rebuke' I gave you to 'smart under' as you say. {151a}

If you have never read Charles Tennyson (Turner's) Sonnets, I should like

to send them to you to read. They are not to be got now: and I have

entreated Spedding to republish them with Macmillan, with such a preface

of his own--congenial Critic and Poet--as would discover these Violets

now modestly hidden under the rank Vegetation of Browning, Swinburne, and

Co. Some of these Sonnets have a Shakespeare fancy in them:--some rather

puerile--but the greater part of them, pure, delicate, beautiful, and

quite original. {151b} I told Mr. Norton (America) to get them published

over the water if no one will do so here.

Little did I think that I should ever come to relish--old Sam Rogers! But

on taking him up the other day (with Stothard's Designs, to be sure!) I

found a sort of Repose from the hatchet-work School, of which I read in

the Athenaeum.

I like, you know, a good Murder; but in its place--

'The charge is prepared; the Lawyers are met--

The Judges all ranged, a terrible Show' {152}--

only the other night I could not help reverting to that sublime--yes!--of

Thurtell, sending for his accomplice Hunt, who had saved himself by

denouncing Thurtell--sending for him to pass the night before Execution

with perfect Forgiveness--Handshaking--and 'God bless you--God bless

you--you couldn't help it--I hope you'll live to be a good man.'

You accept--and answer--my Letters very kindly: but this--pray do

think--is an answer--verily by return of Post--to yours.

Here is Summer! The leaves suddenly shaken out like flags. I am

preparing for Nieces, and perhaps for my Sister Andalusia--who used to

visit my Brother yearly.

Your sincere Ancient

E. F.G.

LVIII.

WOODBRIDGE: _August_ 4, [1879].

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE:

Two or three days, I think, after receiving your last letter, I posted an

answer addrest to the Poste Restante of--Lucerne, was it?--anyhow, the

town whose name you gave me, and no more. Now, I will venture through

Coutts, unwilling as I am to trouble their Highnesses--with whom my

Family have banked for three--if not four--Generations. Otherwise, I do

not think they would be troubled with my Accounts, which they attend to

as punctually as if I were 'my Lord;' and I am now their last Customer of

my family, I believe, though I doubt not they have several Dozens of my

Name in their Books--for Better or Worse.

What now spurs me to write is--an Article {153} I have seen in a Number

of Macmillan for February, with very honourable mention of your Brother

John in an Introductory Lecture on Anglo Saxon, by Professor Skeat. If

you have not seen this 'Hurticle' (as Thackeray used to say) I should

like to send it to you; and will so do, if you will but let me know where

it may find you.

I have not been away from this place save for a Day or two since last you

heard from me. In a fortnight I may be going to Lowestoft along with my

friends the Cowells.

I take great Pleasure in Hawthorne's Journals--English, French, and

Italian--though I cannot read his Novels. They are too thickly detailed

for me: and of unpleasant matter too. We of the Old World beat the New,

I think, in a more easy manner; though Browning & Co. do not bear me out

there. And I am sincerely yours

E. F.G.

LIX.

LOWESTOFT, _Septr._ l8, [1879.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

Your last letter told me that you were to be back in England by the

middle of this month. So I write some lines to ask if you _are_ back,

and where to be found. To be sure, I can learn that much from some

Donne: to the Father of whom I must commit this letter for any further

Direction. But I will also say a little--very little having to

say--beyond asking you how you are, and in what Spirits after the great

Loss you have endured. {154}

Of that Loss I heard from Blanche Donne--some while, it appears, before

you heard of it yourself. I cannot say that it was surprising, however

sad, considering the terrible Illness she had some fifteen years ago. I

will say no more of it, nor of her, of whom I could say so much; but

nothing that would not be more than superfluous to you.

It did so happen, that, the day before I heard of her Death, I had

thought to myself that I would send her my Crabbe, as to my other

friends, and wondered that I had not done so before. I should have sent

off the Volume for Donne to transmit when--Blanche's Note came.

After writing of this, I do not think I should add much more, had I much

else to write about. I will just say that I came to this place five

weeks ago to keep company with my friend Edward Cowell, the Professor; we

read Don Quixote together in a morning and chatted for two or three hours

of an evening; and now he is gone away to Cambridge and [has] left me to

my Nephews and Nieces here. By the month's end I shall be home at

Woodbridge, whither any Letter you may please to write me may be

addressed.

I try what I am told are the best Novels of some years back, but find I

cannot read any but Trollope's. So now have recourse to Forster's Life

of Dickens--a very good Book, I still think. Also, Eckermann's

Goethe--almost as repeatedly to be read as Boswell's Johnson--a German

Johnson--and (as with Boswell) more interesting to me in Eckermann's

Diary than in all his own famous works.

Adieu: Ever yours sincerely

E. F.G.

I am daily--hourly--expecting to hear of the Death of another Friend

{155}--not so old a Friend, but yet a great loss to me.

LX.

11 MARINE TERRACE, LOWESTOFT,

_Septr._ 24, [1879 ]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

I was to have been at Woodbridge before this: and your Letter only

reached me here yesterday. I have thought upon your desire to see me as

an old Friend of yourself and yours; and you shall not have the trouble

of saying so in vain. I should indeed be perplext at the idea of your

coming all this way for such a purpose, to be shut up at an Hotel with no

one to look in on you but myself (for you would not care for my Kindred

here)--and my own Woodbridge House would require a little time to set in

order, as I have for the present lost the services of one of my 'helps'

there. What do you say to my going to London to see you instead of your

coming down to see me? I should anyhow have to go to London soon; and I

could make my going sooner, or as soon as you please. Not but, if you

want to get out of London, as well as to see me, I can surely get my

house right in a little time, and will gladly do so, should you prefer

it. I hope, indeed, that you will not stay in London at this time of

year, when so many friends are out of it; and it has been my thought--and

hope, I may say--that you have already betaken yourself to some pleasant

place, with a pleasant Friend or two, which now keeps me from going at

once to look for you in London, after a few Adieus here. Pray let me

know your wishes by return of Post: and I will do my best to meet them

immediately: being

Ever sincerely yours

E. F.G.

LXI.

WOODBRIDGE: _Sept._ 28, [1879.]

DEAR MRS. KEMBLE:--

I cannot be sure of your Address: but I venture a note--to say that--If

you return to London on Wednesday, I shall certainly run up (the same

day, if I can) to see you before you again depart on Saturday, as your

letter proposes. {157}

But I also write to beg you not to leave your Daughter for ever so short

a while, simply because you had so arranged, and told me of your

Arrangement.

If this Note of mine reach you somehow to morrow, there will be plenty of

time for you to let me know whether you go or not: and, even if there be

not time before Wednesday, why, I shall take no harm in so far as I

really have a very little to do, and moreover shall see a poor Lady who

has just lost her husband, after nearly three years anxious and uncertain

watching, and now finds herself (brave and strong little Woman) somewhat

floored now the long conflict is over. These are the people I may have

told you of whom I have for some years met here and there in

Suffolk--chiefly by the Sea; and we somehow suited one another. {158} He

was a brave, generous, Boy (of sixty) with a fine Understanding, and

great Knowledge and Relish of Books: but he had applied too late in Life

to Painting which he could not master, though he made it his Profession.

A remarkable mistake, I always thought, in so sensible a man.

Whether I find you next week, or afterward (for I promise to find you any

time you appoint) I hope to find you alone--for twenty years' Solitude

make me very shy: but always your sincere

E. F.G.

LXII.

LITTLE GRANGE: WOODBRIDGE. _October_ 7, [1879]

DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

When I got home yesterday, and emptied my Pockets, I found the precious

Enclosure which I had meant to show, and (if you pleased) to give you. A

wretched Sketch (whether by me or another, I know not) of your Brother

John in some Cambridge Room, about the year 1832-3, when he and I were

staying there, long after Degree time--he, studying Anglo-Saxon, I

suppose--reading something, you see, with a glass of Ale on the table--or

old Piano-forte was it?--to which he would sing very well his German

Songs. Among them,

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Do you remember? I afterwards associated it with some stray verses

applicable to one I loved.

'Heav'n would answer all your wishes,

Were it much as Earth is here;

Flowing Rivers full of Fishes,

And good Hunting half the Year.'

Well:--here is the cause of this Letter, so soon after our conversing

together, face to face, in Queen Anne's Mansions. A strange little After-

piece to twenty years' Separation.

And now, here are the Sweet Peas, and Marigolds, sown in the Spring,

still in a faded Blossom, and the Spirit that Tennyson told us of fifty

years ago haunting the Flower-beds, {160} and a Robin singing--nobody

else.

And I am to lose my capital Reader, he tells me, in a Fortnight, no Book-

binding surviving under the pressure of Bad Times in little Woodbridge.

'My dear Fitz, there is no Future for little Country towns,' said Pollock

to me when he came here some years ago.

But my Banker here found the Bond which he had considered unnecessary,

safe in his Strong Box:--and I am your sincere Ancient

E. F.G.

Burn the poor Caricature if offensive to you. The 'Alexander' profile

was become somewhat tarnished then.

LXIII.

WOODBRIDGE: _Oct._ 27, [1879.]

MY DEAR MRS. KEMBLE,

I am glad to think that my Regard for you and yours, which I know to be

sincere, is of some pleasure to you. Till I met you last in London, I

thought you had troops of Friends at call; I had not reflected that by

far the greater number of them could not be Old Friends; and those you

cling to, I feel, with constancy.

I and my company (viz. Crabbe, etc.) could divert you but little until

your mind is at rest about Mrs. Leigh. I shall not even now write more

than to say that a Letter from Mowbray, which tells of the kind way you

received him and his Brother, says also that his Father is well, and

expects Valentia and Spouse in November.

This is all I will write. You will let me know by a line, I think, when

that which you wait for has come to pass. A Post Card with a few words

on it will suffice.

You cross over your Address (as usual) but I do my best to find you.

Ever yours

E. F.G.

LXIV.

WOODBRIDGE: _Octr._ [? _Nov._] 4/79.

MY DEAR LADY:--

I need not tell you that I am very glad of the news your note of Sunday

tells me: and I take it as a pledge of old Regard that you told it me so

soon: even but an hour after that other Kemble was born. {161}

I know not if the short letter which I addressed to 4 Everton Place,

Leamington (as I read it in your former Letter), reached you. Whatever

the place be called, I expect you are still there; and there will be for

some time longer. As there may be some anxiety for some little time, I

shall not enlarge as usual on other matters; if I do not hear from you, I

shall conclude that all is going on well, and shall write again.

Meanwhile, I address this Letter to London, you see, to make sure of you

this time: and am ever yours sincerely

E. F.G.

By the by, I think the time is come when, if you like me well enough, you

may drop my long Surname, except for the external Address of your letter.

It may seem, but is not, affectation to say that it is a name I dislike;

{162} for one reason, it has really caused me some confusion and trouble

with other more or less Irish bodies, being as common in Ireland as

'Smith,' etc., here--and particularly with 'Edward'--I suppose because of

the patriot Lord who bore [it]. I should not, even if I made bold to

wish so to do, propose to treat you in the same fashion; inasmuch as I

like your Kemble name, which has become as it were classical in England.

LXV.

WOODBRIDGE: _Nov._ 13/79.

MY DEAR LADY,

Now that your anxieties are, as I hope, over, and that you are returned,

as I suppose, to London, I send you a budget. First: the famous

_Belvidere Hat_; which I think you ought to stick into your Records.

{163a} Were I a dozen years younger, I should illustrate all the Book in

such a way; but, as my French song says, 'Le Temps est trop court pour de

si longs projets.'

Next, you behold a Photo of Carlyle's Niece, which he bid her send me two

or three years ago in one of her half-yearly replies to my Enquiries.

What a shrewd, tidy, little Scotch Body! Then you have her last letter,

telling of her Uncle, and her married Self, and thanking me for a little

Wedding gift which I told her was bought from an Ipswich Pawnbroker

{163b}--a very good, clever fellow, who reads Carlyle, and comes over

here now and then for a talk with me. Mind, when you return me the

Photo, that you secure it around with your Letter paper, that the Postman

may not stamp into it. Perhaps this trouble is scarce worth giving you.

'Clerke Sanders' has been familiar to me these fifty years almost; since

Tennyson used to repeat it, and 'Helen of Kirkconnel,' at some Cambridge

gathering. At that time he looked something like the Hyperion shorn of

his Beams in Keats' Poem: with a Pipe in his mouth. Afterwards he got a

touch, I used to say, of Haydon's Lazarus. Talking of Keats, do not

forget to read Lord Houghton's Life and Letters of him: in which you will

find what you may not have guessed from his Poetry (though almost

unfathomably deep in that also) the strong, masculine, Sense and Humour,

etc., of the man more akin to Shakespeare, I am tempted to think, in a

perfect circle of Poetic Faculties, than any Poet since.

Well: the Leaves which hung on more bravely than ever I remember are at

last whirling away in a Cromwell Hurricane--(not quite that, neither)--and

my old Man says he thinks Winter has set in at last. We cannot complain

hitherto. Many summer flowers held out in my Garden till a week ago,

when we dug up the Beds in order for next year. So now little but the

orange Marigold, which I love for its colour (Irish and Spanish) and

Courage, in living all Winter through. Within doors, I am again at my

everlasting Crabbe! doctoring his Posthumous Tales _a la mode_ of those

of 'The Hall,' to finish a Volume of simple 'Selections' from his other

works: all which I will leave to be used, or not, whenever old Crabbe

rises up again: which will not be in the Lifetime of yours ever

E. F.G.

I dared not decypher all that Mrs. Wister wrote in my behalf--because I

knew it must be sincere! Would she care for my Eternal Crabbe?

LXVI.

[_Nov._ 1879.]

MY DEAR LADY,

I must say a word upon a word in your last which really pains me--about

yours and Mrs. Wister's sincerity, etc. Why, I do most thoroughly

believe in both; all I meant was that, partly from your own old personal

regard for me, and hers, perhaps inherited from you, you may both very

sincerely over-rate my little dealings with other great men's thoughts.

For you know full well that the best Head may be warped by as good a

Heart beating under it; and one loves the Head and Heart all the more for

it. Now all this is all so known to you that I am vexed you will not at

once apply it to what I may have said. I do think that I have had to say

something of the same sort before now; and I do declare I will not say it

again, for it is simply odious, all this talking of oneself.

Yet one thing more. I did go to London on this last occasion purposely

to see you at that particular time: for I had not expected Mrs. Edwards

to be in London till a Fortnight afterward, until two or three days after

I had arranged to go and meet you the very day you arrived, inasmuch as

you had told me you were to be but a few days in Town.

There--there! Only believe me; my sincerity, Madam; and--_Voila ce qui

est fait_. _Parlons_, etc.

Well: Mrs. Edwards has opened an Exhibition of her husband's works in

Bond Street--contrary to my advice--and, it appears, rightly contrary:

for over 300 pounds of them were sold on the first private View day,

{166} and Tom Taylor, the great Art Critic (who neither by Nature nor

Education can be such, 'cleverest man in London,' as Tennyson once said

he was), has promised a laudatory notice in the omnipotent Times, and

then People will flock in like Sheep. And I am very glad to be proved a

Fool in the matter, though I hold my own opinion still of the merit of

the Picture part of the Show. Enough! as we Tragic Writers say: it is

such a morning as I would not have sacrificed indoors or in

letter-writing to any one but yourself, and on the subject named.

BELIEVE ME YOURS SINCERELY.

LXVII.

WOODBRIDGE: _Decr._ 10, [1879.]

MY DEAR LADY,

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