CHAPTER XLV

SHE CONCLUDES HER STORY

Presently the mate told us of the trouble Nodder had cost him; how at

one moment the sulky villain bade him fetch paper and pen, for that he

meant to confess; how, as Bates sprang to the hatch, the fellow rasped

out that he had changed his mind--bruised if he was going to confess.

Butler had never offered him an extra glass of grog all the time they

were together; it was for Rotch to own up, not him. First let him hear

what Rotch had to say. This went on till Bates, losing his temper, told

him he had as good as confessed already; if he refused to dictate the

confession civilly asked of him, he (that is, Bates) would quit the

forecastle, clap the hatch on, leave him to crawl about in the dark,

stop his supply of rum, and in every way abandon him to a dreadful and

miserable fate. ‘You’ve no friend on board but myself,’ Bates told

him. ‘But for me you’d get nothing to eat or drink. If Rotch confesses

first, he’ll put in a claim as Queen’s evidence, the whole burden of

this enormous crime will be laid upon your shoulders, and whilst I’ll

take my oath that the punishment for it is nothing less than the hulks

and transportation for life, I’ll not swear, as I’m no lawyer, that it

isn’t a hanging offence. Then I bade him think of Rotch’s promise of

fifty pounds, and of the horrible mess that villain had got him into,

and by degrees so worked upon him as to bring up his meanderings at

last with a round turn. “Jaw me no more!” growled the beggar. “Go and

fetch the smotherin’ writing-gear!” And there it is,’ said the mate,

with a smile, pointing to the table.

In this while the sun was beyond north-west and reddening rapidly, and

now whilst we listened to Mr. Bates the wind breezed up in a shrill

puff that heeled the vessel and despatched Tom and the mate with a

little run on deck. I took Nodder’s confession and stowed it carefully

away along with Collins’s deposition. My heart was full of fire and

rejoicing; I raged at the thought of Tom having been ruined by two such

detestable, contemptible villains as Rotch and Nodder, and I exulted

in knowing that it was now in our power to bring both men to justice

whether Rotch confessed or not.

Whilst they looked after the brig I prepared the evening repast in the

galley. A little before six we sat down to supper. It was then blowing

no more than a pleasant fresh wind; a long swell hurled the brig

forward, and she drove along under a maintopgallant-sail, whitening out

twice her breadth of water as she sped curtseying onwards. Tom, Bates,

and I seated ourselves, Collins steered, and Will kept a look-out on

the top of the house.

I got ready a small tray of food for Rotch; Bates was carrying it to

the fellow’s berth when Tom stopped him to say: ‘Tell him that Nodder’s

confessed, but add little or nothing to that, Bates. Let the fact sink

with him. Whilst we sup we’ll talk things over.’

The mate returned after a very short absence, and quietly took his

place at table.

‘Did you tell him?’ said Tom. Bates answered, ‘Yes.’

‘What did he say?’

‘He eyed me with a wicked look and made no reply. His eyes have

gone bloodshot and shine queerly. There’s a hardness in that chap’s

countenance that makes me believe he’ll never shell out.’

‘It will not matter,’ said I, ‘we have evidence enough. They’ll never

refuse us a free pardon on what we have.’

‘A free pardon!’ exclaimed Tom, looking at me.

‘Yes--certainly,’ said Mr. Bates, gravely cutting himself a piece

of salt beef; ‘your innocence is already established; nothing to go

through now but a sort of form which the lawyers will put you up to.’

‘Uncle Johnstone will do everything for us,’ said I; ‘and, oh!’ I half

shrieked, clapping my hands, ‘the joy I shall feel in seeing him read

Nodder’s confession!’

Tom’s face was moody and dark.

‘I’ll not ask for nor would I accept a free pardon!’ he exclaimed. ‘For

what am I to be pardoned, and what to me would be the particular virtue

of a pardon?’ he added sarcastically. ‘When I sailed out of the Thames

in a convict ship, I left England for ever. What could induce me to

dwell in a land I abominate, among a people I detest?’

‘A very natural prejudice, Butler,’ said Bates, ‘under the

circumstances; but it will wear off.’

‘Marian,’ said Tom, ‘whatever else I may do, whatever else may happen

to me, I shall never again live in England.’

‘Be it so, dear.’

‘I could rant and talk like a stage-tragedy man on that subject,’ he

continued. ‘We’ll hold Nodder’s, and, if we can get it, we’ll hold

Rotch’s confession. We’ll take very great care of them indeed. Oh, yes;

they shall be as precious--as precious--as what, Bates? Well, let’s

say Bank of England notes of the highest value; because they might yet

prove serviceable by enabling me to deal with that ruffian blunderer

called British law, should its blind-guided hand make for my throat

again in the distant place where you and I may settle, Marian. But I’ll

have no asking for a pardon.’

‘We’re a long way from home yet,’ said Bates. ‘The sight of the north

star is bound to work a change in your humour, Butler.’

‘Bates, you don’t know what you’re talking about!’ exclaimed Tom. ‘Keep

this in mind, that under any circumstances I’d sooner cut my throat

than sue for pardon for sins I’m guiltless of. But when you talk of

Nodder’s confession you forget this: First, if I return to England,

I’m a returned convict at large during sentence, which is a felony

punishable by transportation for life. Next, they’d charge me with

piracy and bloodshed as being concerned with others in seizing the

transport _Childe Harold_. Those are what Johnstone’s father would call

“counts,” I suppose. Is Nodder’s confession going to carry me clear of

them?’

‘I was mate of the transport. Butler,’ said Mr. Bates. ‘Then there’s

young Johnstone, who was an apprentice. Would not our evidence weigh?

We could prove you innocent of complicity in that seizure, and tell a

story that should do you honour--how you saved my life; how you forced

the convicts to yield up the women and children.’

‘I want no pardon! I’d take none!’ cried Tom, striking the table with

his fist. ‘I’ll never live in England again. I’ll take a new name under

any flag that flies, and the flag whose people hate the English most is

the flag I’ll love best.’

‘Then,’ said Mr. Bates, looking at me, ‘I don’t see what’s the good of

Butler troubling himself to extort a confession from Rotch.’

‘Rotch! yes!’ cried Tom, shouting his words in a sudden fury. ‘He’ll

have to confess! He must confirm Nodder’s statement and whitewash me

with another coat for your edification, and to enable young Johnstone

to put a bit more of accent and colour into the yarn he’ll spin his

father and his mother. I’ll keep him till he does, and, by God’s

thunder, I’ll hang him if he doesn’t!’

‘Mr. Bates,’ said I, ‘you have managed marvellously well with Nodder.

Surely you’ll bring the other wretch to confess.’

‘Read Nodder’s statement to him,’ said Tom.

‘He might snatch it from me and destroy it,’ said the mate. ‘There

should be two of us.’

‘Will’s too young!’ I exclaimed.

‘I’ll go with you,’ said Tom.

They settled it so, and fixed six o’clock for the visit.

We were so slender a company in that brig that I was often put to the

wheel; I never regularly stood a trick, as sailors say; when they were

all wanted I steered till one of them relieved me. I went to the helm

to send Collins on the deck-house top that Will might get his supper.

As I quitted the cabin Bates and Tom went to Rotch’s berth. There was

some noise in the wind at this hour; the breeze blew fresh, the short

seas ran sharp and burst shrilly, the race of foam on either hand sent

up a note of boiling, there was much merry whistling in the rigging,

and a faint small thunder of wind sweeping out of the hollows through

the curved foot of the sails.

So it happened that I could hear but little of what passed in the

cabin. The wheel was small; I gripped it strongly; I put my mind into

the binnacle-stand and watched the card very earnestly, that the brig

should not run away with me.

Twenty minutes might thus have passed when I heard noises that rose

high above the sound of the sea and the cries in the rigging. Will

shouted, ‘Marian, there’s murder doing!’

I dared not let go of the wheel lest the vessel should broach to and

lose her spars. I shrieked with all my might to Collins, who came

running headlong down the steps.

‘Take the helm,’ I cried, and I sprang through the cabin-door.

At that instant Tom and Bates came out of Rotch’s berth. The mate

turned the key and thrust his shoulder against the door to make sure

all was fast. Tom held a handkerchief to his jaw. He removed it to look

at it; it was stained with blood.

‘What has happened?’ I called out.

‘He jumped upon me, threw me down, and his teeth met in my cheek--a

true hound of hounds, a very dog of very dogs,’ said Tom.

I drew his hand from his face and witnessed the marks of a severe bite

above the right jaw; a little blood flowed.

‘It is nothing at all,’ said he. ‘But how consistent is his trick of

fighting with the nature of the animal!’

I hastened to the galley for some warm water, carefully bathed the

wound, and bound it up. Mr. Bates, whose face was very pale, had gone

on deck to look after the brig; he now returned and found Tom at the

table with his face swathed.

‘Has the villain gone mad?’ said I.

‘Butler,’ said the mate, ‘the sight of you and your talking to him

drove him mad. I feared it. That man’ll never confess.’

‘He’ll hang then,’ said Tom in a fierce, muttering voice.

‘In the face of Nodder’s confession,’ cried Mr. Bates, with more

excitement in his manner than I had ever before witnessed, ‘the

scoundrel swears that Butler was guilty of the attempt. When we entered

I addressed him quietly, almost soothingly; Butler did not speak, he

stood in readiness to prevent Rotch from snatching Nodder’s confession

out of my hands. I read the carpenter’s statement. He listened with

his head hung. When I had ended, Butler said to him: “You see now how

it has worked out. When do you intend to make your declaration to Mr.

Bates?” The man in an instant leaped upon Butler and bore him to the

deck. I got hold of his throat to drag him away, and saw the devil’s

teeth in Butler’s cheek. I’m an old sea-going hand, Miss Johnstone,

and have been forced to listen to some bad language in my time, but

never heard I the like of what left Rotch’s lips after I had choked

him off Butler and flung him aside. His brain’s giving way,’ said he,

addressing Tom.

‘If he’s mad,’ I exclaimed, heartily frightened, ‘his bite may have

poisoned you, Tom.’

‘He’s dog-like enough,’ said he, ‘but I don’t fear his teeth. Bates,

you forgot to tell Miss Johnstone that before he sprang upon me he

called out, “You made the attempt,” using one of the choicest of his

diabolical expressions.’

‘We have Nodder’s confession,’ I exclaimed.

‘But he shall confess--he shall confess,’ said Tom, with deep and

thrilling intensity of tone; ‘I have him--he can never escape me. He

shall confess, or he swings for it by my hand as surely as God’s his

judge.’

Saying this, he left the table and went on deck.

‘Mr. Bates,’ said I, ‘how is the man to be brought to own his crime?’

The mate looked at me earnestly and slowly and shook his head.

‘He’ll go out of his mind,’ said he. ‘That’s often how God punishes the

like of such wretches. He may confess as a madman, but never while his

wits yield light enough to hold his hate in sight. Hate! Why, with him

the deadliest of human passions lives wrapped up, pure and unalloyed,

in flesh, stalking on two legs, and calling itself Rotch.’

He left me, and for many minutes I stood alone, leaning with my hand

upon the cabin table, lost in deep and distracting thought.

It so befell, however, that we were not long to wait before this

degrading, loathsome and maddening business of Rotch was settled

for us, and this without any demand upon our own ingenuity, though

the thing worked out to its issue in strict correspondence with the

inhuman devil’s nature and with all that is base and wretched in this

narrative. Whether the man had been a little mad at the root all

through; whether he really feared that Tom would execute his threat and

hang him; whether he supposed that, taking it that Tom did not hang

him, he would be fearfully punished for the conspiracy and perjury

which Nodder had deposed to; or whether his conscience, working like

a fiend, grew too strong for him during his long, solitary hours of

imprisonment, he, one day, fulfilled the prediction of the mate and

went mad.

We were then in the northern verge of the south-east trade-wind,

sweeping smoothly toward the Equator. I was asleep in my cabin, and was

awakened by a great disturbance and shouts. The hour was some time

in the afternoon. By the time I had put on my dress and run out, the

cries and sounds of scuffling had ceased; but on stepping a few paces

aft, I heard a strange noise of moaning and snapping yells proceeding

from Rotch’s cabin. It was such a noise as might be made by a couple of

dogs, who, though half dead with worrying each other, still fight on.

I ran to the wheel, where I found Will, who told me that while Bates

was in Rotch’s cabin, whither he had carried some drinking water,

Rotch, giving a loud shout, whipped a table knife out of his bunk; he

lunged at Bates, who very nimbly tripped him up, got the knife out of

his hand, and lay wrestling on the deck with Rotch, bawling for help.

Tom and Collins rushed to his assistance, and amongst them dragged the

villain into his berth again.

Whilst Will was telling me this, Tom and the others came out of Rotch’s

cabin. And now I heard that the man had gone mad, and that to prevent

him doing himself or us a mischief they had secured his legs and bound

his arms to his side.

This was a very great calamity; had he jumped overboard or cut his

throat all would have been well, but here now was a madman to watch.

Our little ship’s company was miserably few, and the requirements of

the brig totally prohibited our telling off any one of us to look after

the lunatic fiend. Then again, being mad, his confession (whatever

might prove the delirious gabble he chose to regale Mr. Bates with)

could be of no use to Tom, who would thus be balked in his iron-hard

resolve of carrying him to some part of the seas where he could hang

him if he did not confess.

But it was not a thing to be mended by lamentation; whilst madness

raged in the unhappy, wicked wretch, he was to be kept bound, and

rendered as helpless by cords and lines as Tom in his sanity had been

by leg-irons and handcuffs. Mr. Bates from time to time looked in upon

him, cut up his meat, fed him, and gave him drink. I never went near

the monster’s cabin nor set eyes upon him. If Tom looked in, Rotch

spat at him, howled, expressed by contortions and grimaces a hundred

hellish passions, and struggled with fury and with the power of a giant

to liberate himself that he might get at him. The madman’s cabin-door

was in various ways strengthened to provide against all possibility of

his breaking out. Otherwise he lay lodged as securely as if his prison

had been the sentinelled and barricaded ’tweendecks of the _Childe

Harold_.

This was his condition for about a week, dating from the hour of his

going mad; Bates then told us that the fellow was cooling down and

exhibiting some return of mind; a small light of intelligence was in

his eyes, and the fire of insanity was waning in them. He begged for

the freedom of his limbs, and Bates gave him the use of his arms. One

morning the mate came out of Rotch’s berth, and said to me, who was

sitting at the cabin table:

‘A strange change has come over that miserable creature. He cries like

a whipped boy, and his mind seems in a state of panic terror. He lay

hold of my hand just now and wriggled as though to fall upon his knees,

and implored me not to let Captain Butler come near him. “He’ll hang

me,” he whimpered; “that’s what he’s keeping me here for. Why don’t

he send me ashore? I’m not fit to die. I’ve got a wife and children

dependent upon me.” Then he blazed out: “But he dursn’t hang me. It

would be the bloodiest of all murders to swing a poor sick man like

me!” And he muttered about having a house of furniture and a little

money at home, all of which he’d give me if I’d smuggle a knife into

his berth, and then send Captain Butler to him alone on pretence of

hearing him confess.’

It was on Friday that Bates told me this. On the following Sunday we

sat down to dinner as usual at one o’clock. It was a very quiet day,

clear and bright; the brig was flapping leisurely along clothed to her

royals before a small air of hot wind blowing almost directly over

the stern. Tom put a slice of pork on a plate, and Bates cut it up to

carry it with biscuit, a pannikin of rum and water, and other matters

to Rotch’s berth. The mate went to the door of Rotch’s cabin, and put

the tray down to turn the key and shift one of the uprights which

protected the entrance. My eye was upon him; he opened the door, cried

out, and sprang back, tossing his arms with a gesture of horror and

consternation.

‘What is it?’ called Tom.

‘Come and look, Butler! Come and see for yourself!’ cried the mate.

Tom rushed aft and stood beside Bates. In a moment or two he turned

his face toward me and said, whilst he pointed to the cabin, with his

finger a little elevated: ‘Marian, he has hanged himself!’ He then went

in. Bates, with a white face, came running to the table for a knife,

and then joined Tom. I sat quite still. I had not the courage to view

an object which I guessed would haunt my memory as a phantom of ghastly

horror whilst life lasted. My heart beat with sick, fast throbs whilst

I waited. They were ten minutes in cutting him down and making sure he

was dead. They then came out, closing the door behind them, and drew

slowly to the table.

‘Miss Johnstone,’ said the mate, ‘he’s stone dead.’

‘Is it not God who wins, surely and always, in the end?’ exclaimed Tom.

POSTSCRIPT

When the venerable lady--the Marian Johnstone of the preceding

narrative--had arrived at this point, she declined to proceed. She said

she had told enough. If a sequel was necessary, it must be invented.

She had several grandchildren, and she did not choose to vex or

distress them by unnecessary candour.

With much coaxing, however, and during repeated visits, she let fall

enough to admit of a truthful ending to her strange tale, and the few

things material omitted by her were supplied by Admiralty records and

certain files of shipping papers.

It seems that amongst them they safely carried the little brig _Old

Stormy_ to the English Channel, where, hauling in close to the French

coast, they spoke a French smack, and Captain Butler went ashore to

await Marian Johnstone in some French or Flemish town that had been

agreed upon. The brig then stretched across to the English coast and

landed Nodder, who died twenty-four hours after his arrival in England.

Then, with the assistance of a few ’longshoremen, the vessel was

carried to the Thames.

Miss Johnstone at once called upon her uncle. No particulars of an

interview, which surely must have been memorable and remarkable, were

to be procured. Though Captain Butler had sworn that he would not

accept a free pardon if it were granted, nor ever again set foot in his

native country, Miss Johnstone went to work nevertheless to render him

what is called by the lawyers an unattainted person. It might have been

that Captain Butler knew the law better than she; it is certain that

her uncle, Mr. Johnstone, a shrewd old lawyer, gave her neither hope

nor encouragement. His reasons are probably indicated in an ‘opinion’

he obtained from one who stood high as a legal authority in his day.

The following extract may be given:

‘The unfortunate master has apparently been guilty of no less than

three different felonies within the jurisdiction of the Lord High

Admiral, _i.e._ on the high seas. The three felonies are (1) scuttling,

of which he is wrongfully convicted and transported; (2) being at large

during a sentence of transportation without lawful excise--felony

under 5 Geo. IV., c. 84, s. 24; and (3) of being concerned with other

convicts in piracy with bloodshed, under 18 Geo. II., c. 30, s. 2.

As to pardons: All convictions are to be presumed, of course, to be

correctly made until the contrary be shown. By 7 Geo. IV., c. 28, a

warrant under the royal sign manual is equivalent to a pardon under

the great seal, and this only as a pardon as to the specific felony

committed by the pardoned, and does not avail as to any offence

committed subsequently to that pardoned and not mentioned in the

pardon.’

The seizure of the _Childe Harold_ had occurred subsequently to

Butler’s conviction for attempting to scuttle the _Arab Chief_. He

was also at large whilst still a convict. Miss Johnstone, with much

spirit, but with a good deal of wrong-headed obstinacy also, persisted

in struggling in the direction of a pardon for her sweetheart until

certain convincing representations finally determined her to desist.

Having made all necessary arrangements with regard to her property, she

joined Captain Butler abroad and was married to him. They ultimately

went to the United States, and it is understood that for some years

Captain Butler had command of a fine clipper ship flying the Stars

and Stripes and trading between Boston and the western South American

seaboard.

The award for the salving of the _Old Stormy_ made a considerable sum.

The cargo proved to be exceedingly valuable. Some of the pictures were

by great masters, and the consignment of china alone was valued at

eleven thousand pounds. Captain Butler, through Miss Johnstone, refused

to touch one penny of the award; the money was therefore paid in sums

proportioned by the rating to Mr. Bates, Will Johnstone, and the man

Collins.

It is remarkable that the cabin story of the abandonment of the _Old

Stormy_ proved absolutely true. A single survivor of the crew was

rescued; he was carried to Sierra Leone, where he died; before he

died he detailed the facts of the mutiny, murders, and abandonment,

precisely as they were recited in the document found in the brig.

The _Childe Harold_ was fallen in with by a large heavily armed

Portuguese man-of-war, thirty leagues west of the island of Tristan

d’Acunha. She had been wrecked aloft in a gale; the convicts were in

terrible distress, they were short of water, they had wantonly wasted

the ship’s stock of provisions. The commander of the Portuguese ship

perceiving the vessel’s character sent a number of armed men on board,

and then, strangely enough, towed her for a supply of fresh water

to Tristan d’Acunha, where both ships arrived three weeks after the

departure of the _Old Stormy_ from that island. The transport was then

conveyed to Table Bay, refitted, placed in charge of a new captain

and officers along with a strong crew, and despatched on her voyage

to Hobart Town, where she safely arrived. How the ringleaders were

punished has not been ascertained.

The long-boat, containing Captain Sutherland, Captain Barrett, the

soldiers, women and children, was fallen in within seven or eight

degrees north latitude, and the people, who were all in good health

in spite of great sufferings from exposure--one death only, a child,

having happened--were carried round the Horn before there occurred an

opportunity to tranship and send them home. But the quarter-boats in

which the seamen had been sent adrift were never accounted for.

This, then, is the true sequel of the extraordinary adventures of the

remarkable young woman who has been styled in this narrative of her

experiences Marian Johnstone.

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