With resolve came action. He pulled himself stiffly to his feet and

proceeded to break camp. He packed the rolled blankets, the frying-pan,

rifle, and axe on the sled, and passed a lashing around the load. Then

he warmed his hands at the fire and pulled on his mittens. He was

foot-sore, and limped noticeably as he took his place at the head of the

sled. When he put the looped haul-rope over his shoulder, and leant his

weight against it to start the sled, he winced. His flesh was galled by

many days of contact with the haul-rope.

The trail led along the frozen breast of the Yukon. At the end of four

hours he came around a bend and entered the town of Minto. It was

perched on top of a high earth bank in the midst of a clearing, and

consisted of a road house, a saloon, and several cabins. He left his

sled at the door and entered the saloon.

"Enough for a drink?" he asked, laying an apparently empty gold sack

upon the bar.

The barkeeper looked sharply at it and him, then set out a bottle and a

glass.

"Never mind the dust," he said.

"Go on and take it," Morganson insisted.

The barkeeper held the sack mouth downward over the scales and shook it,

and a few flakes of gold dust fell out. Morganson took the sack from

him, turned it inside out, and dusted it carefully.

"I thought there was half-a-dollar in it," he said.

"Not quite," answered the other, "but near enough. I'll get it back with

the down weight on the next comer."

Morganson shyly poured the whisky into the glass, partly filling it.

"Go on, make it a man's drink," the barkeeper encouraged.

Morganson tilted the bottle and filled the glass to the brim. He drank

the liquor slowly, pleasuring in the fire of it that bit his tongue,

sank hotly down his throat, and with warm, gentle caresses permeated his

stomach.

"Scurvy, eh?" the barkeeper asked.

"A touch of it," he answered. "But I haven't begun to swell yet. Maybe I

can get to Dyea and fresh vegetables, and beat it out."

"Kind of all in, I'd say," the other laughed sympathetically. "No dogs,

no money, and the scurvy. I'd try spruce tea if I was you."

At the end of half-an-hour, Morganson said good-bye and left the saloon.

He put his galled shoulder to the haul-rope and took the river-trail

south. An hour later he halted. An inviting swale left the river and led

off to the right at an acute angle. He left his sled and limped up the

swale for half a mile. Between him and the river was three hundred yards

of flat ground covered with cottonwoods. He crossed the cottonwoods to

the bank of the Yukon. The trail went by just beneath, but he did not

descend to it. South toward Selkirk he could see the trail widen its

sunken length through the snow for over a mile. But to the north, in the

direction of Minto, a tree-covered out-jut in the bank a quarter of a

mile away screened the trail from him.

He seemed satisfied with the view and returned to the sled the way he

had come. He put the haul-rope over his shoulder and dragged the sled up

the swale. The snow was unpacked and soft, and it was hard work. The

runners clogged and stuck, and he was panting severely ere he had

covered the half-mile. Night had come on by the time he had pitched his

small tent, set up the sheet-iron stove, and chopped a supply of

firewood. He had no candles, and contented himself with a pot of tea

before crawling into his blankets.

In the morning, as soon as he got up, he drew on his mittens, pulled the

flaps of his cap down over his ears, and crossed through the cottonwoods

to the Yukon. He took his rifle with him. As before, he did not descend

the bank. He watched the empty trail for an hour, beating his hands and

stamping his feet to keep up the circulation, then returned to the tent

for breakfast. There was little tea left in the canister--half a dozen

drawings at most; but so meagre a pinch did he put in the teapot that he

bade fair to extend the lifetime of the tea indefinitely. His entire

food supply consisted of half-a-sack of flour and a part-full can of

baking powder. He made biscuits, and ate them slowly, chewing each

mouthful with infinite relish. When he had had three he called a halt.

He debated a while, reached for another biscuit, then hesitated. He

turned to the part sack of flour, lifted it, and judged its weight.

"I'm good for a couple of weeks," he spoke aloud.

"Maybe three," he added, as he put the biscuits away.

Again he drew on his mittens, pulled down his ear-flaps, took the rifle,

and went out to his station on the river bank. He crouched in the snow,

himself unseen, and watched. After a few minutes of inaction, the frost

began to bite in, and he rested the rifle across his knees and beat his

hands back and forth. Then the sting in his feet became intolerable, and

he stepped back from the bank and tramped heavily up and down among the

trees. But he did not tramp long at a time. Every several minutes he

came to the edge of the bank and peered up and down the trail, as though

by sheer will he could materialise the form of a man upon it. The short

morning passed, though it had seemed century-long to him, and the trail

remained empty.

It was easier in the afternoon, watching by the bank. The temperature

rose, and soon the snow began to fall--dry and fine and crystalline.

There was no wind, and it fell straight down, in quiet monotony. He

crouched with eyes closed, his head upon his knees, keeping his watch

upon the trail with his ears. But no whining of dogs, churning of sleds,

nor cries of drivers broke the silence. With twilight he returned to the

tent, cut a supply of firewood, ate two biscuits, and crawled into his

blankets. He slept restlessly, tossing about and groaning; and at

midnight he got up and ate another biscuit.

Each day grew colder. Four biscuits could not keep up the heat of his

body, despite the quantities of hot spruce tea he drank, and he

increased his allowance, morning and evening, to three biscuits. In the

middle of the day he ate nothing, contenting himself with several cups

of excessively weak real tea. This programme became routine. In the

morning three biscuits, at noon real tea, and at night three biscuits.

In between he drank spruce tea for his scurvy. He caught himself making

larger biscuits, and after a severe struggle with himself went back to

the old size.

On the fifth day the trail returned to life. To the south a dark object

appeared, and grew larger. Morganson became alert. He worked his rifle,

ejecting a loaded cartridge from the chamber, by the same action

replacing it with another, and returning the ejected cartridge into the

magazine. He lowered the trigger to half-cock, and drew on his mitten to

keep the trigger-hand warm. As the dark object came nearer he made it

out to be a man, without dogs or sled, travelling light. He grew

nervous, cocked the trigger, then put it back to half-cock again. The

man developed into an Indian, and Morganson, with a sigh of

disappointment, dropped the rifle across his knees. The Indian went on

past and disappeared towards Minto behind the out-jutting clump of

trees.

But Morganson conceived an idea. He changed his crouching spot to a

place where cottonwood limbs projected on either side of him. Into these

with his axe he chopped two broad notches. Then in one of the notches he

rested the barrel of his rifle and glanced along the sights. He covered

the trail thoroughly in that direction. He turned about, rested the

rifle in the other notch, and, looking along the sights, swept the trail

to the clump of trees behind which it disappeared.

He never descended to the trail. A man travelling the trail could have

no knowledge of his lurking presence on the bank above. The snow surface

was unbroken. There was no place where his tracks left the main trail.

As the nights grew longer, his periods of daylight watching of the trail

grew shorter. Once a sled went by with jingling bells in the darkness,

and with sullen resentment he chewed his biscuits and listened to the

sounds. Chance conspired against him. Faithfully he had watched the

trail for ten days, suffering from the cold all the prolonged torment of

the damned, and nothing had happened. Only an Indian, travelling light,

had passed in. Now, in the night, when it was impossible for him to

watch, men and dogs and a sled loaded with life, passed out, bound south

to the sea and the sun and civilisation.

So it was that he conceived of the sled for which he waited. It was

loaded with life, his life. His life was fading, fainting, gasping away

in the tent in the snow. He was weak from lack of food, and could not

travel of himself. But on the sled for which he waited were dogs that

would drag him, food that would fan up the flame of his life, money that

would furnish sea and sun and civilisation. Sea and sun and civilisation

became terms interchangeable with life, his life, and they were loaded

there on the sled for which he waited. The idea became an obsession, and

he grew to think of himself as the rightful and deprived owner of the

sled-load of life.

His flour was running short, and he went back to two biscuits in the

morning and two biscuits at night. Because, of this his weakness

increased and the cold bit in more savagely, and day by day he watched

by the dead trail that would not live for him. At last the scurvy

entered upon its next stage. The skin was unable longer to cast off the

impurity of the blood, and the result was that the body began to swell.

His ankles grew puffy, and the ache in them kept him awake long hours at

night. Next, the swelling jumped to his knees, and the sum of his pain

was more than doubled.

Then there came a cold snap. The temperature went down and down--forty,

fifty, sixty degrees below zero. He had no thermometer, but this he knew

by the signs and natural phenomena understood by all men in that

country--the crackling of water thrown on the snow, the swift sharpness

of the bite of the frost, and the rapidity with which his breath froze

and coated the canvas walls and roof of the tent. Vainly he fought the

cold and strove to maintain his watch on the bank. In his weak condition

he was an easy prey, and the frost sank its teeth deep into him before

he fled away to the tent and crouched by the fire. His nose and cheeks

were frozen and turned black, and his left thumb had frozen inside the

mitten. He concluded that he would escape with the loss of the first

joint.

Then it was, beaten into the tent by the frost, that the trail, with

monstrous irony, suddenly teemed with life. Three sleds went by the

first day, and two the second. Once, during each day, he fought his way

out to the bank only to succumb and retreat, and each of the two times,

within half-an-hour after he retreated, a sled went by.

The cold snap broke, and he was able to remain by the bank once more,

and the trail died again. For a week he crouched and watched, and never

life stirred along it, not a soul passed in or out. He had cut down to

one biscuit night and morning, and somehow he did not seem to notice it.

Sometimes he marvelled at the way life remained in him. He never would

have thought it possible to endure so much.

When the trail fluttered anew with life it was life with which he could

not cope. A detachment of the North-West police went by, a score of

them, with many sleds and dogs; and he cowered down on the bank above,

and they were unaware of the menace of death that lurked in the form of

a dying man beside the trail.

His frozen thumb gave him a great deal of trouble. While watching by the

bank he got into the habit of taking his mitten off and thrusting the

hand inside his shirt so as to rest the thumb in the warmth of his

arm-pit. A mail carrier came over the trail, and Morganson let him pass.

A mail carrier was an important person, and was sure to be missed

immediately.

On the first day after his last flour had gone it snowed. It was always

warm when the snow fell, and he sat out the whole eight hours of

daylight on the bank, without movement, terribly hungry and terribly

patient, for all the world like a monstrous spider waiting for its prey.

But the prey did not come, and he hobbled back to the tent through the

darkness, drank quarts of spruce tea and hot water, and went to bed.

The next morning circumstance eased its grip on him. As he started to

come out of the tent he saw a huge bull-moose crossing the swale some

four hundred yards away. Morganson felt a surge and bound of the blood

in him, and then went unaccountably weak. A nausea overpowered him, and

he was compelled to sit down a moment to recover. Then he reached for

his rifle and took careful aim. The first shot was a hit: he knew it;

but the moose turned and broke for the wooded hillside that came down to

the swale. Morganson pumped bullets wildly among the trees and brush at

the fleeing animal, until it dawned upon him that he was exhausting the

ammunition he needed for the sled-load of life for which he waited.

He stopped shooting, and watched. He noted the direction of the animal's

flight, and, high up on the hillside in an opening among the trees, saw

the trunk of a fallen pine. Continuing the moose's flight in his mind he

saw that it must pass the trunk. He resolved on one more shot, and in

the empty air above the trunk he aimed and steadied his wavering rifle.

The animal sprang into his field of vision, with lifted fore-legs as it

took the leap. He pulled the trigger. With the explosion the moose

seemed to somersault in the air. It crashed down to earth in the snow

beyond and flurried the snow into dust.

Morganson dashed up the hillside--at least he started to dash up. The

next he knew he was coming out of a faint and dragging himself to his

feet. He went up more slowly, pausing from time to time to breathe and

to steady his reeling senses. At last he crawled over the trunk. The

moose lay before him. He sat down heavily upon the carcase and laughed.

He buried his face in his mittened hands and laughed some more.

He shook the hysteria from him. He drew his hunting knife and worked as

rapidly as his injured thumb and weakness would permit him. He did not

stop to skin the moose, but quartered it with its hide on. It was a

Klondike of meat.

When he had finished he selected a piece of meat weighing a hundred

pounds, and started to drag it down to the tent. But the snow was soft,

and it was too much for him. He exchanged it for a twenty-pound piece,

and, with many pauses to rest, succeeded in getting it to the tent. He

fried some of the meat, but ate sparingly. Then, and automatically, he

went out to his crouching place on the bank. There were sled-tracks in

the fresh snow on the trail. The sled-load of life had passed by while

he had been cutting up the moose.

But he did not mind. He was glad that the sled had not passed before the

coming of the moose. The moose had changed his plans. Its meat was worth

fifty cents a pound, and he was but little more than three miles from

Minto. He need no longer wait for the sled-load of life. The moose was

the sled-load of life. He would sell it. He would buy a couple of dogs

at Minto, some food and some tobacco, and the dogs would haul him south

along the trail to the sea, the sun, and civilisation.

He felt hungry. The dull, monotonous ache of hunger had now become a

sharp and insistent pang. He hobbled back to the tent and fried a slice

of meat. After that he smoked two whole pipefuls of dried tea leaves.

Then he fried another slice of moose. He was aware of an unwonted glow

of strength, and went out and chopped some firewood. He followed that up

with a slice of meat. Teased on by the food, his hunger grew into an

inflammation. It became imperative every little while to fry a slice of

meat. He tried smaller slices and found himself frying oftener.

In the middle of the day he thought of the wild animals that might eat

his meat, and he climbed the hill, carrying along his axe, the haul

rope, and a sled lashing. In his weak state the making of the cache and

storing of the meat was an all-afternoon task. He cut young saplings,

trimmed them, and tied them together into a tall scaffold. It was not so

strong a cache as he would have desired to make, but he had done his

best. To hoist the meat to the top was heart-breaking. The larger pieces

defied him until he passed the rope over a limb above, and, with one end

fast to a piece of meat, put all his weight on the other end.

Once in the tent, he proceeded to indulge in a prolonged and solitary

orgy. He did not need friends. His stomach and he were company. Slice

after slice and many slices of meat he fried and ate. He ate pounds of

the meat. He brewed real tea, and brewed it strong. He brewed the last

he had. It did not matter. On the morrow he would be buying tea in

Minto. When it seemed he could eat no more, he smoked. He smoked all his

stock of dried tea leaves. What of it? On the morrow he would be smoking

tobacco. He knocked out his pipe, fried a final slice, and went to bed.

He had eaten so much he seemed bursting, yet he got out of his blankets

and had just one more mouthful of meat.

In the morning he awoke as from the sleep of death. In his ears were

strange sounds. He did not know where he was, and looked about him

stupidly until he caught sight of the frying-pan with the last piece of

meat in it, partly eaten. Then he remembered all, and with a quick start

turned his attention to the strange sounds. He sprang from the blankets

with an oath. His scurvy-ravaged legs gave under him and he winced with

the pain. He proceeded more slowly to put on his moccasins and leave

the tent.

From the cache up the hillside arose a confused noise of snapping and

snarling, punctuated by occasional short, sharp yelps. He increased his

speed at much expense of pain, and cried loudly and threateningly. He

saw the wolves hurrying away through the snow and underbrush, many of

them, and he saw the scaffold down on the ground. The animals were heavy

with the meat they had eaten, and they were content to slink away and

leave the wreckage.

The way of the disaster was clear to him. The wolves had scented his

cache. One of them had leapt from the trunk of the fallen tree to the

top of the cache. He could see marks of the brute's paws in the snow

that covered the trunk. He had not dreamt a wolf could leap so far. A

second had followed the first, and a third and fourth, until the flimsy

scaffold had gone down under their weight and movement.

His eyes were hard and savage for a moment as he contemplated the extent

of the calamity; then the old look of patience returned into them, and

he began to gather together the bones well picked and gnawed. There was

marrow in them, he knew; and also, here and there, as he sifted the

snow, he found scraps of meat that had escaped the maws of the brutes

made careless by plenty.

He spent the rest of the morning dragging the wreckage of the moose down

the hillside. In addition, he had at least ten pounds left of the chunk

of meat he had dragged down the previous day.

"I'm good for weeks yet," was his comment as he surveyed the heap.

He had learnt how to starve and live. He cleaned his rifle and counted

the cartridges that remained to him. There were seven. He loaded the

weapon and hobbled out to his crouching-place on the bank. All day he

watched the dead trail. He watched all the week, but no life passed over

it.

Thanks to the meat he felt stronger, though his scurvy was worse and

more painful. He now lived upon soup, drinking endless gallons of the

thin product of the boiling of the moose bones. The soup grew thinner

and thinner as he cracked the bones and boiled them over and over; but

the hot water with the essence of the meat in it was good for him, and

he was more vigorous than he had been previous to the shooting of the

moose.

It was in the next week that a new factor entered into Morganson's life.

He wanted to know the date. It became an obsession. He pondered and

calculated, but his conclusions were rarely twice the same. The first

thing in the morning and the last thing at night, and all day as well,

watching by the trail, he worried about it. He awoke at night and lay

awake for hours over the problem. To have known the date would have been

of no value to him; but his curiosity grew until it equalled his hunger

and his desire to live. Finally it mastered him, and he resolved to go

to Minto and find out.

It was dark when he arrived at Minto, but this served him. No one saw

him arrive. Besides, he knew he would have moonlight by which to return.

He climbed the bank and pushed open the saloon door. The light dazzled

him. The source of it was several candles, but he had been living for

long in an unlighted tent. As his eyes adjusted themselves, he saw three

men sitting around the stove. They were trail-travellers--he knew it at

once; and since they had not passed in, they were evidently bound out.

They would go by his tent next morning.

The barkeeper emitted a long and marvelling whistle.

"I thought you was dead," he said.

"Why?" Morganson asked in a faltering voice.

He had become unused to talking, and he was not acquainted with the

sound of his own voice. It seemed hoarse and strange.

"You've been dead for more'n two months, now," the barkeeper explained.

"You left here going south, and you never arrived at Selkirk. Where have

you been?"

"Chopping wood for the steamboat company," Morganson lied unsteadily.

He was still trying to become acquainted with his own voice. He hobbled

across the floor and leant against the bar. He knew he must lie

consistently; and while he maintained an appearance of careless

indifference, his heart was beating and pounding furiously and

irregularly, and he could not help looking hungrily at the three men by

the stove. They were the possessors of life--his life.

"But where in hell you been keeping yourself all this time?" the

barkeeper demanded.

"I located across the river," he answered. "I've got a mighty big stack

of wood chopped."

The barkeeper nodded. His face beamed with understanding.

"I heard sounds of chopping several times," he said. "So that was you,

eh? Have a drink?"

Morganson clutched the bar tightly. A drink! He could have thrown his

arms around the man's legs and kissed his feet. He tried vainly to utter

his acceptance; but the barkeeper had not waited and was already passing

out the bottle.

"But what did you do for grub?" the latter asked. "You don't look as if

you could chop wood to keep yourself warm. You look terribly bad,

friend."

Morganson yearned towards the delayed bottle and gulped dryly.

"I did the chopping before the scurvy got bad," he said. "Then I got a

moose right at the start. I've been living high all right. It's the

scurvy that's run me down."

He filled the glass, and added, "But the spruce tea's knocking it, I

think."

"Have another," the barkeeper said.

The action of the two glasses of whisky on Morganson's empty stomach and

weak condition was rapid. The next he knew he was sitting by the stove

on a box, and it seemed as though ages had passed. A tall,

broad-shouldered, black-whiskered man was paying for drinks. Morganson's

swimming eyes saw him drawing a greenback from a fat roll, and

Morganson's swimming eyes cleared on the instant. They were

hundred-dollar bills. It was life! His life! He felt an almost

irresistible impulse to snatch the money and dash madly out into the

night.

The black-whiskered man and one of his companions arose.

"Come on, Oleson," the former said to the third one of the party, a

fair-haired, ruddy-faced giant.

Oleson came to his feet, yawning and stretching.

"What are you going to bed so soon for?" the barkeeper asked

plaintively. "It's early yet."

"Got to make Selkirk to-morrow," said he of the black whiskers.

"On Christmas Day!" the barkeeper cried.

"The better the day the better the deed," the other laughed.

As the three men passed out of the door it came dimly to Morganson that

it was Christmas Eve. That was the date. That was what he had come to

Minto for. But it was overshadowed now by the three men themselves, and

the fat roll of hundred-dollar bills.

The door slammed.

"That's Jack Thompson," the barkeeper said. "Made two millions on

Bonanza and Sulphur, and got more coming. I'm going to bed. Have

another drink first."

Morganson hesitated.

"A Christmas drink," the other urged. "It's all right. I'll get it back

when you sell your wood."

Morganson mastered his drunkenness long enough to swallow the whisky,

say good night, and get out on the trail. It was moonlight, and he

hobbled along through the bright, silvery quiet, with a vision of life

before him that took the form of a roll of hundred-dollar bills.

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