"He said that all our tears and hopes were needed for the making of a

single whole--maybe my despair, at that moment which was loss and

victory all in one, belongs also to some link of the chain. Alas! he is

gone, to come no more, and I must grope alone in the dark to find the

meaning of the many questions that weigh down my heart.

"But thou must tell me now what is that sunny country I saw beneath me

when I was yonder, so near the skies? It was like a land all peace and

beauty, sending from below to where I stood a message of hope and

promise, luring me towards its fertile plains."

"It is my country," said the peasant. "I know not if it is full of

beauty and promise, but I know that I love the village in which I live,

that dear to me is the small cottage where my mother sits and spins, the

old well from which the girls fetch water at the hour when the sun goes

down. I love the great plain where the corn waves in the heat of the

summer, and the long roads that are straight and dusty, upon which the

carts are always rumbling never in a hurry to reach the end.

"It is a good country; and on feast days we dance in the villages, and

the girls wear skirts of many colours. But from the time when the snow

has melted I come to these lonely hills with my flocks, and here I

quietly remain--as sole companions my dogs, and occasionally the visit

of a shepherd like myself or that of a wandering monk--till the cold

blasts of autumn drive me back to the plains.

"I do not mind the solitude--I have my flute, and the dear songs of my

country; and we love not overmuch to live in a hurry, or to move about

with busy hands.

"My mother weaves and spins, and my sisters embroider strange designs on

the shirts they will wear on the day of their marriage. Oh, indeed I

love this country of mine!"

"Tell me more," begged Eric. "I love to hear thee talk. I feel then the

peace of thy plains steal over my weary body that has come from so far."

"There is not much to tell," answered the boy. "Our cottages are small

and are covered with shaggy roofs of thatch and maize. Large sunflowers

look in at the tiny windows, and when a stranger all hot and tired comes

along the road the dogs rush out from every door and the air is filled

with their barking and noise.

"At the fall of night the herds come home raising clouds of dust as they

pass. Each one knows the corner where it dwells, and stops of its own

accord at its own gate, while the small boys run about bare-foot

clacking their whips. In winter everything is deeply enveloped with

snow, which lies like a cover of feathers, keeping the fields warm from

the frost, and when the sun goes to bed it lights up the sky with

flaming red that spreads over the snow as well; and then black troops of

crows fly across the horizon, and settle like a dark cloud upon the

white immensity, flat and endless, as far as the eye can reach.

"And when spring comes the wind blows in storms and dries up the lakes

made by the melting snow. Then the fields are a patchwork of black and

white; timidly the little flowers push their heads through the dead

leaves in the woods, and the children run out of the villages to gather

them in bunches which they sell to the passers-by. Thou must remain with

me and I shall tell thee more!"

But Eric explained that he must soon continue his road, for he knew not

how far he still had to go:

"All roads will feel soft to my feet after the mountains I have climbed;

but my heart has lost its brightness and I begin to wonder what I shall

reach in the end.

"At first the gladness that filled my being found an echo in each thing

I met as I went along. I used to sing and play on my flute. And then

came days when all was strange and full of secret dangers I could never

understand.

"Later I climbed those awful mountains; much did I find there, and much

did I lose. But I no more sing as once I did."

Both boys had risen and gone to the door of the hut, where they stood,

hands linked, looking out on the night; and there on the stump of a tree

near by sat the beautiful falcon, and round his neck the blue diamond

still blazed like a consoling star. Eric went to the bird and laid his

hand on its head; the faithful creature turned his way and a bright

light shone in its eyes.

"This was my trusted scout, who showed me where I should go; but I fear

he will no more follow me when I go down to the plains. If thou allowest

I shall still spend this night under thy roof and then go my way."

"I wish I could leave my flocks," cried the youth, "and follow thee; thy

face is so fair, and never have I heard voice more sweet. I fear I shall

see thee no more, for thou seemest out of a world of dreams."

Eric did not reply, but stood looking into the night; then very slowly

he unfastened the golden chain he still wore round his neck, and slipped

it over the head of his host.

"Keep this in token that really I have been with thee; but now let me

rest on thy couch, for I must leave thee soon."

He turned back into the hut, and throwing himself upon the sacks of dry

leaves that formed the shepherd's bed, he was soon fast asleep, his head

buried in the folds of his cloak. The sun stood already far over the

mountain tops when Eric awoke after a refreshing sleep upon the

primitive resting-place.

Outside the shepherd-boy was watching his sheep, leaning on his staff in

his wonted attitude.

When he saw that Eric was awake he greeted him with a happy smile, and

immediately set about getting him food, and a freshly milked drink, all

white and warm.

Upon Eric's bidding he led his guest to a little spring near by, where

at last he could wash off all traces of his past wanderings.

His wounds had been awkwardly bound up by the kind-hearted youth on the

first night, while he lay in a swoon.

Eric winced with pain when the cold water came in contact with his

scarcely healed skin; but it was a glorious joy to bathe in the fresh

running stream, and at last our traveller felt more like his old self.

During his ablutions his host had carried off his once so neat clothes,

and when he came back to the hut he found the faithful boy sewing up the

rents in the rich black stuff with a long thread and needle.

He had brushed away, as well as he could, all the spots and stains, but

the velvet coat and silken hose had kept little resemblance to the neat

apparel in which the King's favourite had started from the white palace

of the north. Eric lay down in the grass, turning his bare back to the

smiling sun-rays.

Both youths joked happily together, as the peasant sewed away with

diligent fingers. And when they had no more words to say, the shepherd

lifted his young quavering voice and sang long-drawn ditties, which ever

had a mournful ring in their notes, full of melancholy and patient

longing.

Eric felt almost happy. His recent adventures seemed far-away dreams of

another life; but he knew he never would be able to forget all that he

had suffered, knew that the gay thoughtless boy, who had started long

ago, was for ever a thing of the past.

The falcon still sat upon the stump of the tree and watched with quiet

attention these two boys of such different races, the one so fair, the

other so dark, both handsome and good to look upon; but no man can know

what thoughts lay behind those piercing eyes.

After a while the last stitch had been put, and the kindly youth held up

the velvet coat in triumph, so that the sun shone upon it making it look

quite new.

"Never have I seen stuff so soft," he exclaimed, whilst he stroked the

rich worn tissue with his hand.

"And it is all silk within, silvery grey, like the rays of the moon! And

thou hast given me thy golden chain! Was it indeed a gift from the

northern King? And to think that thou left him and all his glory to

wander all over the world in search of a face! Ah! never shall I know if

thou hast found it in the end! That thought is sad to me. Forsooth, I

wish I could call thee brother!"

"Call me whatever thou willst," Eric replied. "I shall think of thee

when I am far; for didst thou not tend me with loving care? Didst thou

not feed me when I was famished and tired? Didst thou not save me when I

knew I could move no farther? No brother could have done more; and one

day, perhaps, we shall meet again. What is thy name?"

"I am called Radu the shepherd, and my father possesses two fields and a

cart, with oxen that are grey like the stones on the road; their horns

are so long that it is difficult for them to hold their heads close

together; but we are poor all the same, and that is why I tend my flocks

on these mountain pastures so far from my village. But if thou dost

tarry for a time in yonder plains I may meet thee yet when I return to

my home; but one thing I must give thee before thou goest--thy shoes are

quite beyond repair--I have a couple of new sandals meant for Sunday

use; they may not be what thou art accustomed to wear, but my heart will

be glad if thou wilt accept so small a gift from me. Also I must see to

thy wounds. I have an ointment, made by the wisest woman of our village,

that can heal any sore. Come into my lowly hut and it will be my joy to

dress thee and bind up thy cruel cuts!"

Eric gladly followed his kind friend, deeply touched by so much simple

hospitality, and gave himself over into the clever hands of the boy: he

was soon freshly bandaged with a soothing salve spread upon his aching

scars.

Then he put on his neatly patched clothes, and let his host fasten the

sandals on his feet, wind the long leather thongs about his legs, and

tie them firmly under the knee.

Not yet content with all he had done, the boy searched about in the

painted chest, and drew from its depths a long staff, richly decorated

with patterns cut out of metal and fixed upon the wood with tiny nails.

"This I have worked upon for years, inventing the most intricate

designs. It has been the pleasure of my lonely hours, and I want thee to

have it, because never have I loved a face as much as thine; nothing so

fair has ever come my way! But don't forget Radu the shepherd! It would

grieve me sore!"

Now the beautiful sword was girt round our wanderer's waist, the

much-used cloak hung over his back; and then, taking the boy's present

in his hand, he drew the kindly friend into his arms and held him long

in a warm embrace.

When the peasant lifted his head from Eric's shoulder large hot tears

were running down his cheeks.

For a last time the two boys firmly clasped hands, and then Eric tore

himself away. The falcon spread its white wings and flew before him

leading the way.

Several times Eric turned to look his last on the comrade who had been

so kind; there he stood silhouetted against the sky, leaning as ever

upon his staff, his flock around him, his dogs at his feet.

XX

I saw her eyes like stars and her face pale and wonderful as dawn,

and her lips like twilight water.

FIONA MACLEOD.

Eric had now reached the base of the mountains, had actually set his

foot within that fruitful, smiling plain.

One of the long roads that he had perceived from the heights lay before

him.

It was covered with thick white dust, and on both sides the cornfields

stood in ripening abundance, rippling in the soft wind like waves that

had been dyed yellow by the rays of the sun. Bright-tinted flowers grew

in the ditches--red, blue, and yellow--a feast for the traveller's eye.

Eric walked quickly; new hope had risen in his heart, his body felt

rested, his spirit eager; he wondered if this would be the land of his

dreams? The sun shone upon him from a cloudless sky; the crystal of his

sword reflected its dazzling blue, whilst the staff he held in his hand

had turned into burnished gold.

He passed many peasants as he went, and all of them turned and gazed

after this stranger in silken clothes.

Eric had never lost his radiant smile; and all whom he met felt better

and richer because they had looked upon the light that shone in his

eyes.

Never had he seen roads so straight and so shadeless; they seemed to

lead in an uncurving line from one end of the earth to the other; and

those that walked upon them were never in a hurry.

Strings of carts laden with freshly cut corn and hay moved slowly along,

the heads of the patient oxen bent low to the ground, straining under

the weight they dragged.

High above the swinging loads long-haired youths stretched in lazy

content, piped dreamy tunes upon their wooden flutes, their eyes hidden

beneath broad-brimmed hats. All were dressed in the same white shirts

Radu had worn.

There were also old men walking beside the vehicles, bearing heavy

scythes on their shoulders.

Their faces were browned, the colour of sun-baked earth; and from under

the shade of their hats silvery locks hung down covering the napes of

their wrinkled necks.

One friendly peasant had bidden Eric take a rest on the top of his hay,

and our wanderer had gladly accepted, swinging himself up on the swaying

mass.

There he reposed among the fragrant green, half buried beneath the

flowers of yesterday.

The faithful hawk flew down from the blue and perched close to his feet.

Eric closed his eyes, hugging his sword to his breast; and as he did so

the vision of his dream stood before him with startling vividness.

Never had he seen the face so distinctly; never had the eyes looked into

his from so near. He sat up, almost expecting to find some unknown being

at his side; but no--he was shut in all about by the withered grass that

smelt so sweet and was so deliciously soft to his limbs.

But why had he so clearly felt his vision's sweet presence? It made his

heart beat with breathless excitement. How warm the sun was! How long

the road!

The clouds of dust raised by the wheels of the carts were so thick that

Eric could no more see where he was going. But had he not always

allowed Fate to shape events as she would? This time again he would not

worry, but simply believe in his luck as he had done all along, and

trust in God who had so mercifully guided his steps.

Eric must have fallen asleep on his moving bed, because when he awoke

the sun was already low and the carts had stopped beside a wood near the

edge of the road. The peasants had unyoked their oxen, which were

quietly chewing the cud, watching their masters with large humid eyes,

their tails lazily flicking the swarms of flies from off their flanks.

The men sat in groups; some smoking, some preparing their meal of Indian

corn over a small fire they had lit in the ditch.

Eric climbed down from his lofty resting-place, looking around him

rather dazed from his sleep.

The falcon rose noiselessly into the air and flew off, perching upon a

tall tree in the wood beyond. It had not yet forsaken its travelling

companion, and Eric followed its flight with an affectionate look.

The men made room for the youth as they all sat around the boiling pot

that hung over the fire from three crossed bars. One man stirred the

thick dough with a solid rounded stick; from time to time they took

draughts of cool water, putting their lips to the thick spouts of

quaintly shaped earthen pots which were standing at their side.

None could resist our traveller's charm, and every one treated him as an

honoured guest, wherever he brought his sunny smile, his dreamer's eyes,

and his golden locks.

His new hosts asked him a few vague questions, about what he was doing,

whither he was going, and whence he came; but they showed no great

eagerness; it even appeared to Eric as if nothing could take them by

surprise. In their quiet acceptation of all that came and went, they

much reminded Eric of their own beasts of burden.

They did not seem to think, but only to dream, and consider one thing as

good as another; they were ready to share whatever was theirs with this

stranger whom they had met on the way.

In the distance a tiny village could be seen, hidden amongst thick

shrubs and trees; but the peasants explained it was not their home; they

still had far to go, so they meant to stop here for the night, sleeping

either in the ditch among the dusty flowers or upon their loads of hay.

They kindly proposed that Eric should remain with them and rest beside

their carts, which he agreed to do; but before settling down for the

night he felt inclined to wander through the wood and to discover what

lay beyond.

The peasants had suddenly espied the wonderful sword that hung from his

belt, and they would not let him go before they had handled it in turns.

For a moment they dropped their calm in loud exclamations of approval,

and stood around him as he let the blade flash in the sinking light.

Then he moved away, and soon was lost among the oaks of the wood that

spread their branches over his head. Through their thick trunks the

setting sun could be seen turning the sky into a burning furnace, and

one side of every trunk seemed glowing hot as the fiery rays smote upon

it.

A thick carpet of green spread beneath his feet, and innumerable birds

sang amongst the trees as he passed. The wood was small, and before long

Eric had reached the farther side.

In front of him stretched the broad bed of a river, now almost dry; but

in several places the water flowed calmly along in separate streams.

The banks were bordered with grey-green willows and on the small islands

in the river's bed the same trees thickly grew. The water was dyed red

by the sinking sun, and each stone shone like a jewel, as if some

wasteful king had cast all his treasure away.

There, where the river was dry, Eric perceived a group of small brown

tents, like giant withered leaves, that the parting sun was turning into

every shade of rust and orange.

Little columns of smoke mounted into the air on all sides, throwing

their blue veil of filmy vapour over the bushes in the background.

Tied up to some trees near by were lean, hungry-looking horses of all

sorts, and solemn grey donkeys wandered about amongst the loose stones

cropping each blade of grass they could find.

Eric descended the small bank that separated the wood from the river and

hesitatingly approached the shabby tents. As he did so a whole swarm of

nut-brown children came running towards him, from every corner, with

outstretched, begging hands, their rags hanging in tatters around their

thin little bodies.

Some were quite naked and as dark as mahogany, with enormous black eyes

and feathery lashes. They screamed and chattered, and many of them

turned mad somersaults over the stony ground to attract the wanderer's

attention.

In a second the whole settlement was in a violent uproar of excitement,

mixed with the barking of dogs.

From each dwelling dark, curiously clad men and women trooped out.

Many were beautiful, and all had marvellous eyes; the younger men wore

their hair in thick black curls, hanging about their faces. There were

frightful old hags amongst them draped in discoloured garments that

almost fell from their withered limbs, held only together by broad

scarlet girdles that were wound innumerable times around their waists.

One or two young girls were startlingly handsome; they stood with heads

thrown back, their hands on their hips, holding short white pipes

between their flashing teeth.

Their tresses were bound in gaudy rags, and each wore a flower of

brightest hue stuck behind her ear. Round their necks they had hung

strings of beads and shells, of all sorts and sizes, that shone in

varying colours as they moved about.

They were slim and upright, with narrow hips and beautiful feet and

hands, but one and all were as dark as Indians, their faces having taken

the tint of the long roads they were for ever pursuing.

As Eric had immediately guessed, this was a troop of that mysterious

race of gypsies that comes from no one knows whither, and wanders over

the world with no destination in view. Everywhere they are dreaded by

the quiet inhabitants of the villages, for they are ready to steal all

that comes their way, and never respect what belongs to another.

At the slightest provocation their knives are ready to spring from their

belts; their tempers blaze like scorching flames; to them it seems but

part of the day's work to leave a dagger within the heart of any who

have awakened their resentment.

Now they all clamoured and yelled as they dragged at his cloak, touched

his clothes, fingered his sword, and nearly pulled the staff from his

hand.

But they were all laughing and excited, evidently enchanted to meet so

fair a traveller who had so unexpectedly fallen in their midst.

Eric felt quite confused by this turbulent greeting, and was wondering

what was going to happen next, when one of the quite old women moved out

of the mob, took hold of his cloak, and pulled him towards her tent.

She was clothed in an old carpet-like cloth that she had wrapped round

her loins over a discoloured shift that might once have been white, but

was now the shade of the earth; the whole was held together by a long

band of faded colours that was twisted several times round hips and

waist. Her grey hair hung in thin strands over her face, that was

wrinkled and brown like the bark of a tree, but which still showed signs

of former beauty. She was bent almost double, and dragged herself along

with the help of a twisted staff. Like all the others she had a short

white pipe in her mouth, and her head was covered with a kerchief of

brilliant colour.

From her belt hung a curiously shaped shell, a sign that she was a

teller of fortunes, and therefore a respected personage amongst this

troop of nomads.

Eric followed her without resistance, but hesitated at the entry to her

dark dwelling, very reluctant to penetrate within anything so unclean;

but the old woman was insistent, and our young traveller had to yield

and even to take his place upon some indescribable rags that served as a

bed and seat all in one.

The air was stifling and full of smoke, the whole place so devoid of

cleanliness that Eric hardly dared to look about. The gypsy took his

hand in hers, but Eric found great difficulty in understanding what she

was saying, in spite of the knowledge that had come to him through the

old man's tablets. With her bony finger she began following the lines on

his palm. Outside the tent the other gypsies stood jabbering and

laughing.

All of a sudden the old woman gave a start, and declared that whatever

his fate had been, now he was near a critical moment in his life, and

must expect either a great joy or a great pain, she could not tell

which; ... "but," added the old creature, "great joy and great pain lie

very near together, and often one rises out of the other; it is hard to

say which is nearer truth.

"I am the wise woman of this wandering people; from near and far they

come to listen to my words; much could I tell thee of what I have seen,

for there is not a road on this earth upon which my weary feet have not

moved.

"If thou wilt not hurry away I shall tell thee many a tale; but to-day I

can show thee something which we call the treasure of our clan, though

in truth it belongs not to us; we believe, however, that it brings luck

to our wandering tribe. Come quickly, before the light bids us

farewell."

The strange old thing again seized our astonished traveller and dragged

him after her out of the tent.

The rest of the dark mob wanted to follow, but the fortune-teller, who

seemed to be the respected head of this curious people, stopped them

with loud imprecations, and none dared oppose her wishes. She told them

to go back to their camp, because she alone had the right to lead the

fair stranger whither she would--that he was her guest and she would

have none of their noisy company.

With incredible agility for her age she led the way, over several

streams of shallow water, over rolling stones and wet sand, to a small

island in the middle of the river's bed. Eric marvelled at the rapidity

with which she moved along, helping herself with her stick; above their

heads the white falcon flew, as always, showing the way.

Here the willows grew thick and grey, trailing their sinuous branches

down to the ground where they mixed with earth and sand.

The gypsy parted the thick boughs, and as she did so a sound of sweet

music came wafted on the air, dream-like, something within its notes

that was at once both ghostly and unreal, something that made the heart

stand still in an ecstasy of wonder.

Eric's leader scrambled up the steep bank, still firmly clutching his

cloak, and almost ran along, winding her way in and out, amongst the

thick growth of shrubs.

There was deep shade here in this silent place. A soft grey-green light

was over all, only from between the leaves the sky could be seen

blood-red.

The ground was covered with a thick carpet of harebells the colour of an

Italian sky; they swayed their heads with a tinkling sound whenever a

breath of wind stirred the air.

It was a spot where fairies would surely dwell, mysterious, cool, and

full of secret promise.

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