As to riding, it fared still worse with me. It happened that they

sent me to the course in the autumn, so that I commenced in the

cool and damp season. The pedantic treatment of this noble art was

highly repugnant to me. From first to last the whole talk was about

sitting the horse, and yet no one could say in what a proper sitting

consisted, though all depended on that; for they went to and fro on

the horse-without stirrups. Moreover, the instruction seemed contrived

only for cheating and degrading the scholars. If one forgot to hook

or loosen the curb-chain, or let his switch fall down, or even his

hat,--every delay, every misfortune, had to be atoned for by money,

and one was even laughed at besides. This put me in the worst of

humours, particularly when I found the place of exercise itself quite

intolerable. The great nasty space, either wet or dusty, the cold, the

mouldy smell, all together was in the highest degree repugnant to me;

and since the stable-master always gave the others the best and me the

worst horses to ride, perhaps because they bribed him by breakfasts

and other gifts, or even by their own cleverness; since he kept me

waiting, and, as it seemed, slighted me, I spent the most disagreeable

hours in an employment that ought to have been the most pleasant in

the world. Nay, the impression of that time and of these circumstances

has remained with me so vividly, that although I afterwards became a

passionate and daring rider, and for days and weeks together scarcely

got off my horse, I carefully shunned covered riding-courses, and

at least passed only a few moments in them. The case often happens

that when the elements of an exclusive art are taught us, this is

done in a painful and revolting manner. The conviction that this is

both wearisome and injurious, has given rise in later times to the

educational maxim, that the young must be taught everything in an easy,

cheerful, and agreeable way: from which, however, other evils and

disadvantages have proceeded.

With the approach of spring, times became again more quiet with us, and

if in earlier days I had endeavoured to obtain a sight of the city, its

ecclesiastical, civil, public and private structures, and especially

found great delight in the still prevailing antiquities, I afterwards

endeavoured, by means of Lersner's _Chronicle_, and other Frankfortian

books and pamphlets belonging to my father, to revive the persons of

past times. This seemed to me to be well attained by great attention

to the peculiarities of times and manners, and of distinguished

individuals.

[Side-note: The Rebel Fettmilch.]

Among the ancient remains, that which, from my childhood, had been

remarkable to me, was the skull of a state criminal, fastened up on

the tower of the bridge, who, out of three or four, as the naked

iron spikes showed, had, since 1616, been preserved in spite of

the encroachments of time and weather. Whenever one returned from

Sachsenhausen to Frankfort, one had this tower before one, and the

skull was directly in view. As a boy, I liked to hear related the

history of these rebels--Fettmilch and his confederates--how they had

become dissatisfied with the government of the city, had risen up

against it, plotted a mutiny, plundered the Jews' quarter, and excited

a fearful riot, but were at last captured, and condemned to death by

a deputy of the emperor. Afterwards I felt anxious to know the most

minute circumstance, and to hear what sort of people they were. When

from an old contemporary book, ornamented with woodcuts, I learned that

while these men had indeed been condemned to death, many councillors

had at the same time been deposed, because various kinds of disorder

and very much that was unwarrantable was then going on; when I heard

the nearer particulars now all took place, I pitied the unfortunate

persons who might be regarded as sacrifices made for a future better

constitution. For from that time was dated the regulation which allows

the noble old house of Limpurg, the Frauenstein-house, sprung from a

club, besides lawyers, tradespeople, and artisans, to take a part in a

government, which, completed by a system of ballot, complicated in the

Venetian fashion, and restricted by the civil colleges, was called to

do right, without acquiring any special privilege to do wrong.

Among the things which excited the misgivings of the Boy, and even of

the youth, was especially the state of the Jewish quarter of the city

(_Judenstadt_), properly called the Jew-street (_Judengasse_), as it

consisted of little more than a single street, which in early times may

have been hemmed in between the walls and trenches of the town, as in a

prison (_Zwinger._) The closeness, the filth, the crowd, the accent of

an unpleasant language, altogether made a most disagreeable impression,

even if one only looked in as one passed the gate. It was long before I

ventured in alone, and I did not return there readily, when I had once

escaped the importunities of so many men unwearied in demanding and

offering to traffic. At the same time the old legends of the cruelty

of the Jews towards Christian children, which we had seen hideously

illustrated in Gottfried's _Chronicle_, hovered gloomily before my

young mind. And although they were thought better of in modern times,

the large caricature, still to be seen, to their disgrace, on an arched

wall under the bridge tower, bore extraordinary witness against them;

for it had been made, not through private ill-will, but by public order.

However, they still remained, nevertheless, the chosen people of God,

and passed, no matter how it came about, as a memorial of the most

ancient times. Besides, they also were men, active and obliging, and

even to the tenacity with which they clung to their peculiar customs,

one could not refuse one's respect. The girls, moreover, were pretty,

and were far from displeased when a Christian lad, meeting them on

the sabbath in the Fischerfeld, showed himself kindly and attentive.

I was consequently extremely curious to become acquainted with their

ceremonies. I did not desist until I had frequently visited their

school, had assisted at a circumcision and a wedding, and had formed

a notion of the Feast of the Tabernacles. Everywhere I was well

received, pleasantly entertained, and invited to come again; for they

were persons of influence by whom I had been either introduced or

recommended.

[Side-note: Public Burning of a Book.]

Thus, as a young resident in a large city, I was thrown about from one

object to another, and horrible scenes were not wanting in the midst of

the municipal quiet and security. Sometimes a more or less remote fire

aroused us from our domestic peace, sometimes the discovery of a great

crime, with its investigation and punishment, set the whole city in

an uproar for many weeks. We were forced to be witnesses of different

executions; and it is worth remembering, that I was also once present

at the burning of a book. The publication was a French comic romance,

which indeed spared the state, but not religion and manners. There was

really something dreadful in seeing punishment inflicted on a lifeless

thing. The packages burst asunder in the fire, and were raked apart

by an oven-fork, to be brought in closer contact with the flames. It

was not long before the kindled sheets were wafted about in the air,

and the crowd caught at them with eagerness. Nor could we rest until

we had hunted up a copy, while not a few managed likewise to procure

the forbidden pleasure. Nay, if it had been done to give the author

publicity, he could not himself have made a more effectual provision.

But there were also more peaceable inducements which took me about in

every part of the city. My father had early accustomed me to manage for

him his little affairs of business. He charged me particularly to stir

up the labourers whom he set to work, as they commonly kept him waiting

longer than was proper; because he wished everything done accurately,

and was used in the end to lower the price for a prompt payment. In

this way, I gained access to all the workshops; and as it was natural

to me to enter into the condition of others, to feel every species of

human existence, and sympathize in it with pleasure, these commissions

were to me the occasion of many most delightful hours, and I learned

to know every one's method of proceeding, and what joy and sorrow, what

advantages and hardships, were incident to the indispensable conditions

of this or that mode of life. I was thus brought nearer to that active

class which connects the lower and upper classes. For, if on the one

side stand those who are employed in the simple and rude products, and

on the other those who desire to enjoy something that has been already

worked up; the manufacturer, with his skill and hand, is the mediator

through whom the other two receive something from each other; each is

enabled to gratify his wishes in his own way. The household economy of

many crafts, which took its form and colour from the occupation, was

likewise an object of my quiet attention; and thus was developed and

strengthened in me the feeling of the equality, if not of all men, yet

of all human conditions,--the mere fact of existence seeming to me the

main point, and all the rest indifferent and accidental.

As my father did not readily allow himself an expense which would be

at once consumed in a momentary enjoyment--as I can scarcely call to

mind that we ever took a walk together, and spent anything in a place

of amusement,--he was, on the other hand, not niggardly in procuring

such things as had a good external appearance in addition to inward

value. No one could desire peace more than he, although he had not

felt the smallest inconvenience during the last days of the war. With

this feeling, he had promised my mother a gold snuffbox, set with

diamonds, which she was to receive as soon as peace should be publicly

declared. In the expectation of the happy event, they had laboured

now for some years on this present. The box, which was tolerably

large, had been executed in Hanau, for my father was on good terms

with the gold-workers there, as well as with the heads of the silk

establishments. Many designs were made for it; the cover was adorned by

a basket of flowers, over which hovered a dove with the olive-branch.

A vacant space was left for the jewels, which were to be set partly in

the dove and partly on the spot where the box is usually opened. The

jeweller to whom the execution and the requisite stones were entrusted

was named Lautensak, and was a brisk, skilful man, who like many

artists, seldom did what was necessary, but usually works of caprice,

which gave him pleasure. The jewels were very soon set, in the shape

in which they were to be put upon the box, on some black wax, and

looked very well; but they would not come off to be transferred to the

gold. In the outset, my father let the matter rest; but as the hope of

peace became livelier, and finally when the stipulations--particularly

the elevation of the Archduke Joseph to the Roman throne--seemed more

precisely known, he grew more and more impatient, and I had to go

several times a week, nay, at last, almost daily, to visit the tardy

artist. By means of my unremitted teazing and exhortation, the work

went on, though slowly enough; for as it was of that kind which can

be taken in hand or laid aside at will, there was always something by

which it was thrust out of the way, and put aside.

[Side-note: Lautensak's Bouquet.]

The chief cause of this conduct, however, was a task which the artist

had undertaken on his own account. Everybody knew that the Emperor

Francis cherished a strong liking for jewels, and especially for

coloured stones. Lautensak had expended a considerable sum, and as

it afterwards turned out larger than his means, on such gems, out of

which he had begun to shape a nosegay, in which every stone was to

be tastefully disposed, according to its shape and colour, and the

whole form a work of art worthy to stand in the treasure-vaults of

an emperor. He had, in his desultory way, laboured for many years

upon it, and now hastened--because after the hoped-for peace the

arrival of the Emperor, for the coronation of his son, was expected in

Frankfort--to complete it and finally to put it together. My desire

to become acquainted with such things he used very dexterously in

order to distract me as a bearer of threats, and to lead me away from

my intention. He strove to impart a knowledge of these stones to me,

and made me attentive to their properties and value, so in the end I

knew his whole bouquet by heart, and quite as well as he could have

demonstrated its virtues to a customer. It is even now before me, and

I have since seen more costly, but not more graceful specimens of

show and magnificence in this sort. He possessed, moreover, a pretty

collection of engravings, and other works of art, with which he liked

to amuse himself; and I passed many hours with him, not without profit.

Finally, when the Congress of Hubertsburg was finally fixed, he did

for my sake more than was due; and the dove and flowers actually

reached my mother's hands on the festival in celebration of the peace.

I then received also many similar commissions to urge on painters with

respect to pictures which had been ordered. My father had confirmed

himself in the notion--and few men were free from it--that a picture

painted on wood was greatly to be preferred to one that was merely put

on canvas. It was therefore his great care to possess good oak boards,

of every shape, because he well knew that just on this important point

the more careless artists trusted to the joiners. The oldest planks

were hunted up, the joiners were obliged to go accurately to work with

gluing, painting, and arranging, and they were then kept for years in

an upper room, where they could be sufficiently dried. A precious board

of this kind was intrusted to the painter JUNKER, who was to represent

on it an ornamental flower-pot, with the most important flowers drawn

after nature in his artistic and elegant manner. It was just about

the spring-time, and I did not fail to take him several times a week

the most beautiful flowers that fell in my way, which he immediately

put in, and by degrees composed the whole out of these elements with

the utmost care and fidelity. On one occasion I had caught a mouse,

which I took to him, and which he desired to copy as a very pretty

animal; nay, really represented it, as accurately as possible, gnawing

an ear of corn at the foot of the flower-pot. Many such inoffensive

natural objects, such as butterflies and chafers, were brought in and

represented, so that finally, as far as imitation and execution were

concerned, a highly valuable picture was put together.

Hence I was not a little astonished when the good man formally declared

one day, when the work was just about to be delivered, that the picture

no longer pleased him,--since, while it had turned out quite well in

its details, it was not well composed as a whole, because it had been

produced in this gradual manner; and he had perpetrated a blunder in

the outset, in not at least devising a general plan for light and

shade, as well as for colour, according to which the single flowers

might have been arranged. He examined with me the minutest parts of the

picture, which had arisen before my eyes during a half year, and had

in many respects pleased me, and managed to convince me perfectly,

much to my regret. Even the copy of the mouse he regarded as a mistake;

for many persons, he said, have a sort of horror of such animals, and

they should not be introduced where the object is to excite pleasure.

As it commonly happens with those who are cured of a prejudice, and

imagine themselves much more knowing than they were before, I now had

a real contempt for this work of art, and agreed perfectly with the

artist when he caused to be prepared another tablet of the same size,

on which, according to his taste, he painted a better formed vessel

and a more artistically arranged nosegay, and also managed to select

and distribute the little living accessories in an ornamental and

agreeable way. This tablet also he painted with the greatest care,

though altogether after the former copied one, or from memory, which,

through a very long and assiduous practice, came to his aid. Both

paintings were now ready, and we were thoroughly delighted with the

last, which was certainly the more artistic and striking of the two. My

father was surprised with two pictures instead of one, and to him the

choice was left. He approved of our opinion, and of the reasons for it,

and especially of our good-will and activity; but, after considering

both pictures some days, decided in favour of the first, without saying

much about the motives of his choice. The artist, in an ill-humour,

took back his second well-meant picture, and could not refrain from the

remark that the good oaken tablet on which the first was painted had

certainly its effect on my father's decision.

[Side-note: Oil-Cloth Factory.]

Now I am again speaking of painting, I am reminded of a large

establishment, where I passed much time, because both it and its

managers especially attracted me. It was the great oil-cloth factory

which the painter NOTHNAGEL had erected; an expert artist, but one who

by his mode of thought inclined more to manufacture than to art. In a

very large space of courts and gardens, all sorts of oil-cloths were

made, from the coarsest that are spread with a trowel, and used for

baggage-wagons and similar purposes, and the carpets impressed with

figures, to the finer and the finest, on which sometimes Chinese and

grotesque, sometimes natural flowers, sometimes figures, sometimes

landscapes were represented by the pencils of accomplished workmen.

This multiplicity, to which there was no end, amused me vastly. The

occupation of so many men, from the commonest labour to that in which

a certain artistic worth could not be denied, was to me extremely

attractive. I made the acquaintance of this multitude of younger

and older men, working in several rooms one behind the other, and

occasionally lent a hand myself. The sale of these commodities was

extraordinarily brisk. Whoever at that time was building or furnishing

a house, wished to provide for his lifetime, and this oil-cloth

carpeting was certainly quite indestructible. Nothnagel had enough to

do in managing the whole, and sat in his office surrounded by factors

and clerks. The remainder of his time he employed in his collection of

works of art, consisting chiefly of engravings, in which, as well as in

the pictures he possessed, he traded occasionally. At the same time he

had acquired a taste for etching; he etched a variety of plates, and

prosecuted this branch of art even into his latest years.

As his dwelling lay near the Eschenheim gate, my way when I had

visited him led me out of the city to some pieces of ground which

my father owned beyond the gates. One was a large orchard, the soil

of which was used as a meadow, and in which my father carefully

attended the transplanting of trees, and whatever else pertained to

their preservation, though the ground itself was leased. Still more

occupation was furnished by a very well-preserved vineyard beyond the

Friedberg gate, where between the rows of vines, rows of asparagus were

planted and tended with great care. Scarcely a day passed in the fine

season in which my father did not go there, and as on these occasions

we might generally accompany him, we were provided with joy and delight

from the earliest productions of spring to the last of autumn. We also

learned to occupy ourselves with gardening matters, which, as they were

repeated every year, became in the end perfectly known and familiar to

us. But after the manifold fruits of summer and autumn, the vintage

at last was the most lively and the most desirable: nay, there is no

question that as wine gives a freer character to the very places and

districts where it is grown and drunk, so also do these vintage-days,

while they close summer and at the same time open the winter, diffuse

an incredible cheerfulness. Joy and jubilation pervade a whole

district. In the daytime, huzzas and shoutings are heard from every end

and corner, and at night rockets and fire-balls, now here, now there,

announce that the people, everywhere awake and lively, would willingly

make this festival last as long as possible. The subsequent labour at

the wine-press, and during the fermentation in the cellar, gave us also

a cheerful employment at home, and thus we ordinarily reached winter

without being properly aware of it.

These rural possessions delighted us so much the more in the spring of

1763, as the 15th of February in that year was celebrated as a festival

day, on account of the conclusion of the Hubertsberg peace, under the

happy results of which the greater part of my life was to flow away.

But before I go further, I think I am bound to mention some men who

exerted an important influence on my youth.

[Side-note: Frankfort Characters - Von Olenschlager.]

VON OLENSCHLAGER, a member of the Frauenstein family, a Schöff, and

son-in-law of the above-mentioned Dr. Orth, a handsome, comfortable,

sanguine man. In his official holiday costume he could well have

personated the most important French prelate. After his academical

course, he had employed himself in political and state affairs, and

directed even his travels to that end. He greatly esteemed me, and

often conversed with me on matters which chiefly interested him. I

was with him when he wrote his _Illustration of the Golden Bull_;

when he managed to explain to me very clearly the worth and dignity

of that document. My imagination was led back by it to those wild and

unquiet times, so that I could not forbear representing what he related

historically, as if it were present, by pictures of characters and

circumstances, and often by mimicry. In this he took great delight, and

by his applause excited me to repetition.

I had from childhood the singular habit of always learning by heart the

beginnings of books, and the divisions of a work, first of the five

books of Moses, and then of the _Æneid_ and Ovid's _Metamorphoses._ I

now did the same thing with the _Golden Bull_, and often provoked my

patron to a smile, when I quite seriously and unexpectedly exclaimed,

"_Omne regnum in se divisum desolabitur; nam principes ejus facti sunt

socii furum._"[4] The knowing man shook his head, smiling, and said

doubtingly, "What times those must have been, when at a grand Diet,

the Emperor had such words published in the face of his princes!"

There was a great charm in Von Olenschlager's society. He received

little company, but was strongly inclined to intellectual amusement,

and induced us young people from time to time to perform a play; for

such exercises were deemed particularly useful to the young. We gave

the CANUTE of Schlegel, in which the part of the king was assigned to

me, Elfrida to my sister, and Ulfo to the younger son of the family. We

then ventured on the BRITANNICUS,[5] for, besides our dramatic talents,

we were to bring the language into practice. I took Nero, my sister,

Agrippina, and the younger son, Britannicus. We were more praised than

we deserved, and fancied that we had done it even beyond the amount of

praise. Thus I stood on the best terms with this family, and have been

indebted to them for many pleasures and a speedier development.

[Side-note: Frankfort Characters - Von Reineck.]

VON REINECK, of an old patrician family, able, honest, but stubborn, a

meagre, swarthy man, whom I never saw smile. The misfortune befell him

that his only daughter was carried off by a friend of the family. He

pursued his son-in-law with the most vehement prosecution; and because

the tribunals, with their formality, were neither speedy nor sharp

enough to gratify his desire of vengeance, he fell out with them; and

there arose quarrel on quarrel, suit on suit. He retired completely

into his own house and its adjacent garden, lived in a spacious but

melancholy lower-room, into which for many years no brush of a white

washer, and perhaps scarcely the broom of a maid-servant, had found its

way. Me he could readily endure, and he had especially commended to me

his younger son. He many times asked his oldest friends, who knew how

to humour him, his men of business and agents, to dine with him, and

on these occasions never omitted inviting me. There was good eating

and better drinking at his house. But a large stove, that let out the

smoke from many cracks, caused the greatest pain to his guests. One of

the most intimate of these once ventured to remark upon this, by asking

the host whether he could put up with such an inconvenience all the

winter. He answered, like a second Timon or Heautontimoroumenos: "Would

to God this was the greatest evil of those which torment me!" It was

long before he allowed himself to be persuaded to see his daughter and

grandson. The son-in-law never again dared to come into his presence.

On this excellent but unfortunate man my visits had a very favourable

effect; for while he liked to converse with me, and particularly

instructed me on world and state affairs, he seemed to feel himself

relieved and cheered. The few old friends who still gathered round him,

often, therefore, made use of me when they wished to soften his peevish

humour, and persuade him to any diversion. He now really rode out with

us many times, and again contemplated the country, on which he had not

cast an eye for so many years. He called to mind the old landowners,

and told stones of their characters and actions, in which he showed

himself always severe, but often cheerful and witty. We now tried also

to bring him again among other men, which, however, nearly turned out

badly.

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