VON OCHSENSTEIN, the eldest of the three brothers whom I have mentioned

above as our neighbours, had not been remarkable during his lifetime,

in consequence of his recluse habits, but became the more remarkable

after his death, by leaving behind him a direction that common

working-men should carry him to the grave, early in the morning,

in perfect silence, and without an attendant or follower. This was

done, and the affair excited great attention in the city, where they

were accustomed to the most pompous funerals. All who discharged the

customary offices on such occasions, rose against the innovation.

But the stout patrician found imitators in all classes, and though

such ceremonies were derisively called ox-burials,[1] they came into

fashion, to the advantage of many of the more poorly-provided families,

while funeral parades were less and less in vogue. I bring forward this

circumstance, because it presents one of the earlier symptoms of that

tendency to humility and equality, which in the second half of the last

century was manifested in so many ways, from above downwards, and broke

out in such unlooked-for effects.

Nor was there any lack of antiquarian amateurs. There were cabinets of

pictures, collections of engravings, while the curiosities of our own

country especially were zealously sought and hoarded. The older decrees

and mandates of the imperial city, of which no collection had been

prepared, were carefully searched for in print and manuscript, arranged

in the order of time, and preserved with reverence, as a treasure of

native laws and customs. The portraits of Frankforters, which existed

in great number, were also brought together, and formed a special

department of the cabinets.

Such men my father appears generally to have taken as his models. He

was wanting in none of the qualities that pertain to an upright and

respectable citizen. Thus, after he had built his house, he put his

property of every sort into order. An excellent collection of maps

by Schenck and other geographers at that time eminent, the aforesaid

decrees and mandates, the portraits, a chest of ancient weapons, a case

of remarkable Venetian glasses, cups and goblets, natural curiosities,

works in ivory, bronzes, and a hundred other things, were separated and

displayed, and I did not fail, whenever an auction occurred, to get

some commission for the increase of his possessions.

[Side-note: The Senkenbergs.]

I must still speak of one important family, of which I had heard

strange things since my earliest years, and of some of whose members

I myself lived to see a great deal that was wonderful--I mean the

SENKENBERGS. The father, of whom I have little to say, was an opulent

man. He had three sons, who even in their youth uniformly distinguished

themselves as oddities. Such things are not well received in a limited

city, where no one is suffered to render himself conspicuous, either

for good or evil. Nicknames and odd stories, long kept in memory,

are generally the fruit of such singularity. The father lived at the

corner of Hare-street _(Hasengasse)_, which took its name from a sign

on the house, that represented one hare at least, if not three hares.

They consequently called these three brothers only the three Hares,

which nick-name they could not shake off for a long while. But as

great endowments often announce themselves in youth in the form of

singularity and awkwardness, so was it also in this case. The eldest

of the brothers was the _Reichshofrath_ (Imperial Councillor) von

Senkenberg afterwards so celebrated. The second was admitted into

the magistracy, and displayed, eminent abilities, which, however, he

subsequently abused in a pettifogging and even infamous way, if not to

the injury of his native city, certainly to that of his colleagues.

The third brother, a physician and man of great integrity, but who

practised little, and that only in high families, preserved even in

his old age a somewhat whimsical exterior. He was always very neatly

dressed, and was never seen in the street otherwise than in shoes and

stockings, with a well-powdered curled wig, and his hat under his arm.

He walked on rapidly, but with a singular sort of stagger, so that

he was sometimes on one and sometimes on the other side of the way,

and formed a complete zigzag as he went. The wags said that he made

this irregular step to get out of the way of the departed souls, who

might follow him in a straight line, and that he imitated those who are

afraid of a crocodile. But all these jests and many merry sayings were

transformed at last into respect for him, when he devoted his handsome

dwelling-house in Eschenheimer-street, with court, garden, and all

other appurtenances, to a medical establishment, where, in addition

to a hospital designed exclusively for the citizens of Frankfort,

a botanic garden, an anatomical theatre, a chemical laboratory, a

considerable library, and a house for the director, were instituted in

a way of which no university need have been ashamed.

Another eminent man, whose efficiency in the neighbourhood and whose

writings, rather than his presence, had a very important influence upon

me, was CHARLES FREDERICK VON MOSER, who was perpetually referred to

in our district for his activity in business. He also had a character

essentially moral, which as the vices of human nature frequently gave

him trouble, inclined him to the so-called pious. Thus, what Von

Loen had tried to do in respect to court life, he would have done

for business-life, introducing into it a more conscientious mode

of proceeding. The great number of small German courts gave rise

to a multitude of princes and servants, the former of whom desired

unconditional obedience, while the latter, for the most part, would

work or serve only according to their own convictions. Thus arose an

endless conflict, and rapid changes and explosions, because the effects

of an unrestricted course of proceeding become much sooner noticeable

and injurious on a small scale than on a large one. Many families were

in debt, and Imperial Commissions of Debts were appointed: others found

themselves sooner or later on the same road; while the officers either

reaped an unconscionable profit, or conscientiously made themselves

disagreeable and odious. Moser wished to act as a statesman and man of

business, and here his hereditary talent, cultivated to a profession,

gave him a decided advantage; but he at the same time wished to act

as a man and a citizen, and surrender little as possible of his moral

dignity. His _Prince and Servant_, his _Daniel in the Lions' Den_, his

_Relics_, paint throughout his own condition, in which he felt himself

not indeed tortured, but always cramped. They all indicate impatience

in a condition, to the bearings of which one cannot reconcile oneself,

yet from which one cannot get free. With this mode of thinking and

feeling, he was, indeed, often compelled to seek other employments,

which, on account of his great cleverness, were never wanting. I

remember him as a pleasing, active, and at the same time gentle man.

[Side-note: Klopstock's "Messiah."]

The name of KLOPSTOCK had already produced a great effect upon us, even

at a distance. In the outset, people wondered how so excellent a man

could be so strangely named; but they soon got accustomed to this, and

thought no more of the meaning of the syllables. In my father's library

I had hitherto found only the earlier poets, especially those who in

his day had gradually appeared and acquired fame. All these had written

in rhyme, and my father held rhyme as indispensable in poetical works.

Canitz, Hagedorn, Drollinger, Gellert, Creuz, Haller, stood in a row,

in handsome calf bindings, to these were added Neukirch's _Telemachus_,

Koppen's _Jerusalem Delivered_, and other translations. I had from

my childhood diligently read through the whole of these works, and

committed portions to memory, whence I was often called upon to amuse

the company. A vexatious era on the other hand opened upon my father,

when through Klopstock's _Messiah_, verses, which seemed to him no

verses, became an object of public admiration.[2] He had taken good

care not to buy this book; but the friend of the family, Councillor

Schneider, smuggled it in, and slipped it into the hands of my mother

and her children.

On this man of business, who read but little, the _Messiah_, as soon

as it appeared, made a powerful impression. Those pious feelings, so

naturally expressed, and yet so beautifully elevated, that agreeable

language, even if considered merely as harmonious prose, had so won

the otherwise dry man of business, that he regarded the first ten

cantos, of which alone we are properly speaking, as the finest Book

of Devotion, and once every year in Passion week, when he managed to

escape from business, read it quietly through by himself, and thus

refreshed himself for the entire year. In the beginning he thought to

communicate his emotions to his old friend; but he was much shocked

when forced to perceive an incurable dislike cherished against a book

of such valuable substance, merely because of what appeared to him

an indifferent external form. It may readily be supposed that their

conversation often reverted to this topic; but both parties diverged

more and more widely from each other, there were violent scenes, and

the compliant man was at last pleased to be silent on his favourite

work, that he might not lose, at the same time, a friend of his youth,

and a good Sunday meal.

It is the most natural wish of every man to make proselytes, and how

much did our friend find himself rewarded in secret, when he discovered

in the rest of the family hearts so openly disposed for his saint.

The copy which he used only one week during the year, was devoted to

us all the remaining time. My mother kept it secret, and we children

took possession of it when we could, that in leisure hours, hidden in

some nook, we might learn the most striking passages by heart, and

particularly might impress the most tender as well as the most violent

parts on our memory, as quickly as possible.

Porcia's dream we recited in a sort of rivalry, and divided between

us the mid dialogue of despair between Satan and Adramelech, who have

been cast into the Red Sea. The first part, as the strongest, had

been assigned to me, and the second, as a little more pathetic, was

undertaken by my sister. The alternate and horrible but well-sounding

curses flowed only thus from our mouths, and we seized every

opportunity to accost each other with these infernal phrases.

One Saturday evening, in winter--my father always had himself shaved

over night, that on Sunday morning he might dress himself for church

at his ease--we sat on a footstool behind the stove, and muttered our

customary imprecations in a tolerably low voice, while the barber was

putting on the lather. But now Adramelech had to lay his iron hands on

Satan; my sister seized me with violence, and recited, softly enough,

but with increasing passion:--

"Give me thine aid, I intreat thee, will worship thee, if thou requirest,

Thee, thou monster abandoned, yes thee, of all criminals blackest;

Aid me, I suffer the tortures of death, which is vengeful, eternal,

Once, in the times gone by, with a hot fierce hate I could hate thee,

Now I can hate thee no more! E'en this is the sharpest of tortures."

[Side-note: Klopstock's "Messiah."]

Thus far all went on tolerably; but loudly, with a dreadful voice, she

cried the following words:--

"How am I crushed!"

The good surgeon was startled, and emptied the lather-basin into my

father's bosom. There was a great uproar, and a severe investigation

Wis held, especially with respect to the mischief which might have

been done if the shaving had been actually going forward. In order to

relieve ourselves of all suspicious of wantonness in the affair, we

confessed our Satanic characters, and the misfortune occasioned by the

hexameters was so apparent, that they were again condemned and banished.

Thin children and common people are accustomed to transform the great

and sublime into a sport, and even a jest; and how indeed could they

otherwise abide and tolerate it?

[1] A pun upon the name of Ochsenstein.--_Trans._

[2] The _Messiah_ is written in hexameter verse.--_Trans._

THIRD BOOK.

At that time the general interchange of personal good wishes made the

city very lively on New Year's day. Those who otherwise did not easily

leave home, donned their best clothes, that for a moment they might be

friendly and courteous to their friends and patrons. The festivities at

my grandfather's house on this day were pleasures particularly desired

by us children. At early dawn the grandchildren had already assembled

there to hear the drums, oboes, clarionets, trumpets, and cornets

played upon by the military, the city musicians, and whoever else might

furnish his tones. The New Year's gifts, sealed and superscribed,

were divided by us children among the humbler congratulators, and, as

the day advanced, the number of those of higher rank increased. The

relations and intimate friends appeared first, then the subordinate

officials; even the gentlemen of the council did not fail to pay their

respects to the _Schultheiss_, and a select number were entertained in

the evening in rooms which were else scarcely opened throughout the

year. The tarts, biscuits, marchpane, and sweet wine had the greatest

charm for the children, and, besides, the _Schultheiss_ and the two

Burgomasters annually received from some institutions some article of

silver, which was then bestowed upon the grandchildren and godchildren

in regular gradation. In fine, this small festival was not wanting in

any of those things which usually glorify the greatest.

[Side-note: Occupation of Frankfort by the French.]

The New Year's day of 1759 approached, as desirable and pleasant to us

children as any preceding one, but full of import and foreboding to

older persons. To the passage of the French troops people certainly

had become accustomed, and they happened often, but they had been

most frequent in the last days of the past year. According to the

old usage of an imperial town, the warder of the chief tower sounded

his trumpet whenever troops approached, and on this New Year's day

he would not leave off, which was a sign that large bodies were in

motion on several sides. They actually marched through the city in

greater masses on this day, and the people ran to see them pass by. We

had generally been used to see them go through in small parties, but

these gradually swelled, and there was neither power nor inclination

to stop them. In short, on the 2nd of January, after a column had come

through Sachsenhausen over the bridge, through the Fahrgasse, as far

as the Police Guard House--it halted, overpowered the small company

which escorted it, took possession of the before-mentioned Guard House,

marched down the Zeil, and after a slight resistance, the main guard

were also obliged to yield. In a moment the peaceful streets were

turned into a scene of war. The troops remained and bivouacked there

until lodgings were provided for them by regular billetting.

This unexpected, and, for many years, unheard-of burden weighed heavily

upon the comfortable citizens, and to none could it be more cumbersome

than to my father, who was obliged to take foreign military inhabitants

into his scarcely finished house, to open for them his well-furnished

reception rooms, which were generally closed, and to abandon to the

caprices of strangers all that he had been used to arrange and keep

so carefully. Siding as he did with the Prussians, he was now to find

himself besieged in his own chambers by the French;--it was, according

to his way of thinking, the greatest misfortune that could happen to

him. Had it, however, been possible for him to have taken the matter

more easily, he might have saved himself and us many sad hours, since

he spoke French well, and could deport himself with dignity and grace

in the daily intercourse of life. For it was the King's Lieutenant

who was quartered on us, and he, although a military person, had only

to settle civil occurrences, disputes between soldiers and citizens,

and questions of debt and quarrels. This was the Count Thorane, a

native of Grasse in Provence, not far from Antibes; a tall, thin, stem

figure, with a face much disfigured by the small pox, black fiery eyes,

and a dignified, reserved demeanour. His first entrance was at once

favourable for the inmates of the house. They spoke of the different

apartments, some of which were to be given up, and others retained

by the family; and when the Count heard a picture-room mentioned, he

immediately requested permission although it was already night, at

least to give a hasty look at the pictures by candlelight. He took

extreme pleasure in these things, behaved in the most obliging manner

to my father who accompanied him, and when he heard that the greater

part of the artists were still living, and resided in Frankfort and its

neighbourhood, he assured us that he desired nothing more than to know

them as soon as possible, and to employ them.

But even this sympathy in respect to art could not change my father's

feelings nor bend his character. He permitted what he could not

prevent, but kept at a distance in inactivity, and the uncommon state

of things around him was intolerable to him, even in the veriest trifle.

[Side-note: Count Thorane.]

Count Thorane behaved himself meanwhile in an exemplary manner. He

would not even have his maps nailed on the walls, that he might not

injure the new hangings. His people were skilful, quiet, and orderly;

but, in truth, as during the whole day and a part of the night there

was no quiet with him, one complainant quickly following another,

arrested persons being brought in and led out, and all officers and

adjutants being admitted to his presence;--as, moreover, the Count

kept an open table every day; it made in the moderately-sized house,

arranged only for a family, and with but one open staircase running

from top to bottom, a movement and a buzzing like that in a beehive,

although everything was managed with moderation, gravity, and severity.

As mediator between the irritable master of the house, who became daily

more of a hypochondriac self-tormentor, and his well-intentioned, but

stem and precise military guest, there was a pleasant interpreter, a

handsome, corpulent, lively man, who was a citizen of Frankfort, spoke

French well, knew how to adapt himself to everything, and only made

a jest of many little annoyances. Through him my mother had sent a

representation to the Count of the situation in which she was placed,

owing to her husband's state of mind. He had explained the matter so

skilfully--had laid before him the new and scarcely furnished house,

the natural reserve of the owner, his occupation in the education

of his family--and all that could be said to the same effect, that

the Count, who in his capacity took the greatest pride in the utmost

justice, integrity, and honourable conduct, resolved here also to

behave in an exemplary manner to those upon whom he was quartered,

and, indeed, never swerved from this resolution under varying

circumstances during the several years he stayed with us.

My mother possessed some knowledge of Italian, a language not

altogether unknown to any of the family; she therefore resolved to

learn French immediately, for which purpose the interpreter, for whose

child she had stood godmother during these stormy times, and who now

therefore, as a gossip,[1] felt a redoubled interest in our house,

devoted every spare moment to his child's godmother--for he lived

directly opposite--and above all, he taught her those phrases which she

would be obliged to use in her personal intercourse with the Count.

This succeeded admirably. The Count was flattered by the pains taken by

the mistress of the house at her years, and as he had a cheerful, witty

vein in his character, and he liked to exhibit a certain dry gallantry,

a most friendly relation arose between them, and the allied godmother

and father could obtain whatever they wanted from him.

As I said before, if it had been possible to cheer up my father,

this altered state of things would have caused little inconvenience.

The Count practised the severest disinterestedness; he even declined

receiving gifts which pertained to his situation; the most trifling

thing which could have borne the appearance of bribery, he rejected

angrily, and even punished. His people were most strictly forbidden to

put the proprietor of the house to the least expense. We children, on

the contrary, were bountifully supplied from the dessert. To give an

idea of the simplicity of those times, I must take this opportunity to

mention that my mother grieved us excessively one day by throwing away

the ices which had been sent us from the table, because she would not

believe it possible for the stomach to bear real ice, however it might

be sweetened.

Besides these dainties, which we gradually learned to enjoy and to

digest with perfect ease, it was very agreeable for us children to

be in some measure released from fixed hours of study and strict

discipline. My father's ill-humour increased, he could not resign

himself to the unavoidable. How he tormented himself, my mother, the

interpreter, the councillors, and all his friends, only to rid him

of the Count! In vain they represented to him that under existing

circumstances the presence of such a man in the house was an actual

benefit, and that the removal of the Count would be followed by a

constant succession of officers or of privates. None of these arguments

had any effect. To him the present seemed so intolerable, that his

indignation prevented his conceiving anything worse that could follow.

In this way his activity, which he had been used chiefly to employ

upon us, was crippled. The lessons he gave us were no longer required

with the former exactness, and we tried to gratify our curiosity for

military and other public proceedings as much as possible, not only at

home, but also in the streets, which was the more easily done, as the

front door, open day and night, was guarded by sentries who paid no

attention to the running to and fro of restless children.

The many affairs which were settled before the tribunal of the Royal

Lieutenant had quite a peculiar charm, from his making it a point

to accompany his decisions with some witty, ingenious, or lively

turn. What he decreed was strictly just, his manner of expressing it

whimsical and piquant. He seemed to have taken the Duke of Ossuna as

his model. Scarcely a day passed in which the interpreter did not tell

some anecdote or other of this kind to amuse us and my mother. This

lively man had made a little collection of such Selomonian decisions;

but I only remember the general impression, and cannot recall to my

mind any particular case.

By degrees we became better acquainted with the strange character of

the Count. This man clearly understood his own peculiarities, and as

there were times in which he was seized with a sort of dejection,

hypochondria, or by whatever name we may call the evil demon, he

withdrew into his room at such hours, which were often lengthened into

days, saw no one but his valet, and in urgent cases could not even be

prevailed upon to receive any one. But as soon as the Evil Spirit had

left him, he appeared as before, active, mild, and cheerful. It might

be inferred from the talk of his valet, Saint Jean, a small, thin man

of lively good-nature, that in his earlier years he had caused a great

misfortune when overcome by this temper; and that therefore, in so

important a position as his, exposed to the eyes of all the world, he

had earnestly resolved to avoid similar aberrations.

[Side-note: The Frankfort Painters.]

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