During the service I often recalled those images to mind; and also when

I was eating dinner at my grand-father's table. In the afternoon, I

wished to visit some friends, partly to show myself in my now dress,

with my hat under my arm and my sword by my side, and partly to return

their visits. I found no one at home, and, as I heard that they were

gone to the gardens, I resolved to follow them, and pass the evening

pleasantly. My way led towards the entrenchments, and I came to the

spot which is rightly called the Bad Wall; for it is never quite safe

from ghosts there. I walked slowly, and thought of my three goddesses,

but especially of the little nymph; and often held up my fingers, in

hopes she might be kind enough to balance herself there again. With

such thoughts I was proceeding, when I saw in the wall on my left hand

a little gate, which I did not remember to have ever noticed before.

It looked low, but its pointed arch would have allowed the tallest man

to enter. Arch and wall were chiselled out in the handsomest way, both

by mason and sculptor; but it was the door itself which first properly

attracted my attention. The old brown wood, though slightly ornamented,

was crossed with broad bands of brass, wrought both in relief and

intaglio. The foliage on these, with the most natural birds sitting in

it, I could not sufficiently admire. But, what seemed most remarkable,

no keyhole could be seen, no latch, no knocker; and from this I

conjectured that the door could be opened only from within. I was not

in error; for when I went nearer, in order to touch the ornaments,

it opened inwards, and there appeared a man whose dress was somewhat

long, wide, and singular. A venerable beard enveloped his chin, so

that I was inclined to think him a Jew. But he, as if he had divined

my thoughts, made the sign of the Holy Cross, by which he gave me to

understand that he was a good Catholic Christian. "Young gentleman,

how came you here, and what are you doing?"--he said to me, with a

friendly voice and manner. "I am admiring," I replied, "the workmanship

of this door; for I have never seen anything like it, except in some

small pieces in the collections of amateurs." "I am glad," he answered,

"that you like such works. The door is much more beautiful inside. Come

in, if you like." My heart, in some degree, failed me. The mysterious

dress of the porter, the seclusion, and a something, I know not what,

that seemed to be in the air, oppressed me. I paused, therefore, under

the pretext of examining the outside still longer; and at the same

time I cast stolen glances into the garden, for a garden it was which

had opened before me. Just inside the door I saw a space. Old linden

trees, standing at regular distances from each other, entirely covered

it with their thickly interwoven branches, so that the most numerous

parties, during the hottest of the day, might have refreshed themselves

in the shade. Already I had stepped upon the threshold, and the old

man contrived gradually to allure me on. Properly speaking, I did not

resist; for I had always heard that a prince or sultan in such a case

must never ask whether there be danger at hand. I had my sword by my

side, too; and could I not soon have finished with the old man, in case

of hostile demonstrations? I therefore entered perfectly reassured; the

keeper closed the door, which bolted so softly that I scarcely heard

it. He now showed me the workmanship on the inside, which in truth

was still more artistic than the outside, explained it to me, and at

the same time manifested particular good-will. Being thus entirely

at my ease, I let myself be guided in the shaded space by the wall,

that formed a circle, where I found much to admire. Niches tastefully

adorned with shells, corals, and pieces of ore, poured a profusion of

water from the mouths of Tritons into marble basins. Between them were

aviaries and other lattice-work, in which squirrels frisked about,

guinea-pigs ran hither and thither, with as many other pretty little

creatures as one could wish to see. The birds called and sang to us as

we advanced; the starlings particularly chattered the silliest stuff.

One always cried, Paris! Paris! and the other Narcissus! Narcissus! as

plainly as a schoolboy can say them. The old man seemed to continue

looking at me earnestly while the birds called out thus, but I feigned

not to notice it, and had in truth no time to attend to him; for I

could easily perceive that we went round and round, and that this

shaded space was in fact a great circle, which inclosed another much

more important. Indeed we had actually reached the small door again,

and it seemed as though the old man would let me out. But my eyes

remained directed towards a golden railing, which seemed to hedge round

the middle of this wonderful garden, and which I had found means enough

of observing in our walk, although the old man managed to keep me

always close to the wall, and therefore pretty far from the centre. And

now, just as he was going to the door, I said to him, with a bow, "You

have been so extremely kind to me, that I would fain venture to make

one more request before I part from you. Might I not look more closely

at that golden railing, which appears to inclose in a very wide circle

the interior of the garden?" "Very willingly," replied he: "but in that

case you must submit to some conditions." "In what do they consist?" I

asked hastily. "You must leave here your hat and sword, and must not

let go my hand while I accompany you." "Most willingly," I replied;

and laid my hat and sword on the nearest stone bench. Immediately he

grasped my left hand with his right, held it fast, and led me with some

force straight forwards. When we reached the railing, my wonder changed

into amazement. On a high socle of marble stood innumerable spears

and partisans, ranged beneath each other, joined by their strangely

ornamented points, and forming a complete circle. I looked through the

intervals, and saw just behind a gently flowing piece of water, bounded

on both sides by marble, and displaying in its clear depths a multitude

of gold and silver fish, which moved about now slowly and now swiftly,

now alone and now in shoals. I would also fain have looked beyond the

canal, to see what there was in the heart of the garden. But I found,

to my great sorrow, that the other side of the water was bordered by

a similar railing, and with so much art, that to each interval on

this side exactly fitted a spear or partisan on the other. These and

the other ornaments rendered it impossible for one to see through,

stand as one would. Besides, the old man, who still held me fast,

prevented me from moving freely. My curiosity, meanwhile, after all

that I had seen, increased more and more; and I took heart to ask the

old man whether one could not pass over. "Why not?" returned he, "but

on new conditions." When I asked him what these were, he gave me to

understand that I must put on other clothes. I was satisfied to do so;

he led me back towards the wall, into a small neat room, on the sides

of which hung many kinds of garments, all of which seemed to approach

the oriental costume. I soon changed my dress. He confined my powdered

hair under a many coloured net, after having to my horror violently

dusted it out. Now standing before a great mirror, I found myself quite

handsome in my disguise, and pleased myself better than in my formal

Sunday clothes. I made gestures and leaped as I had seen the dancers

do at the Fair-theatre. In the midst of this I looked in the glass,

and saw by chance the image of a niche which was behind me. On its

white ground hung three green cords, each of them twisted up in a way

which from the distance I could not clearly discern. I therefore turned

round rather hastily, and asked the old man about the niche as well as

the cords. He very courteously took a cord down, and showed it to me.

It was a band of green silk of moderate thickness; the ends of which

joined by green leather with two holes in it, gave it the appearance

of an instrument for no very desirable purpose. The thing struck me as

suspicious, and I asked the old man the meaning. He answered me very

quietly and kindly, "This is for those who abuse the confidence which

is here readily shown them." He hung the cord again in its place, and

immediately desired me to follow him; for this time he did not hold me,

and so I walked freely beside him.

My chief curiosity now was to discover where the gate and bridge, for

passing through the railing and over the canal, might be; since as yet

I had not been able to find anything of the kind. I therefore watched

the golden fence very narrowly as we hastened towards it. But in a

moment my sight failed; lances, spears, halberds, and partisans, began

unexpectedly to rattle and quiver, and this strange movement ended

in all the points sinking towards each other, just as if two ancient

hosts, armed with pikes, were about to charge. The confusion to the

eyes, the clatter to the ears, was hardly to be borne; but infinitely

surprising was the sight when falling perfectly level, they covered the

circle of the canal, and formed the most glorious bridge that one can

imagine. For now a most variegated garden parterre met my sight. It

was laid out in curvilinear beds, which, looked at together, formed a

labyrinth of ornaments; all with green borders of a low woolly plant,

which I had never seen before; all with flowers, each division of

different colours, which being likewise low and close to the ground,

allowed the plan to be easily traced. This delicious sight, which I

enjoyed in the full sunshine, quite rivetted my eyes. But I hardly

knew where I was to set my foot; for the serpentine paths were most

delicately laid with blue sand, which seemed to form upon the earth a

darker sky, or a sky seen in the water: and so I walked for a while

beside my conductor, with my eyes fixed upon the ground, until at last

I perceived that, in the middle of this round of beds and flowers,

there was a great circle of cypresses or poplar-like trees, through

which one could not see, because the lowest branches seemed to spring

out of the ground. My guide, without taking me directly the shortest

way, led me nevertheless immediately towards that centre: and how was

I astonished, when on entering the circle of high trees, I saw before

me the peristyle of a magnificent garden-house, which seemed to have

similar prospects and entrances on the other sides! The heavenly music

which streamed from the building, transported me still more than this

model of architecture. I fancied that I heard now a lute, now a harp,

now a guitar, and now something tinkling, which did not belong to any

of these instruments. The door which we approached opened soon after a

light touch by the old man. But how was I amazed, when the porteress,

who came out, perfectly resembled the delicate girl who had danced

upon my fingers in the dream! She greeted me as if we were already

acquainted, and invited me to walk in. The old man remained behind, and

I went with her through a short passage, arched and finely ornamented,

to the middle hall, the splendid dome-like ceiling of which attracted

my gaze on my entrance, and filled me with astonishment. Yet my eye

could not linger long on this, being allured down by a more charming

spectacle. On a carpet, directly under the middle of the cupola, sat

three women, in a triangle, clad in three different colours; one red,

the other yellow, the third green. The seats were gilt, and the carpet

was a perfect flower-bed. In their arras lay the three instruments

which I had been able to distinguish from the outside; for being

disturbed by my arrival, they had stopped their playing. "Welcome!"

said the middle one, who sat with her face to the door, in a red dress,

and with the harp. "Sit down by Alert, and listen, if you are a lover

of music."

Now first I remarked that there was a rather long bench placed

obliquely before them, on which lay a mandoline. The pretty girl

took it up, sat down, and drew me to her side. Now also I looked at

the second lady on my right. She wore the yellow dress, and had the

guitar in her hand; and if the harp-player was dignified in form,

grand in features, and majestic in her deportment, one might remark in

the guitar-player an easy grace and cheerfulness. She was a slender

blonde--while the other was adorned by dark brown hair. The variety

and accordance of their music could not prevent me from remarking the

third beauty, in the green dress, whose lute-playing was for me at once

touching and striking. She was the one who seemed to notice me the

most, and to direct her music to me; only I could not make up my mind

about her; for she appeared to me now tender, now whimsical, now frank,

now self-willed, according as she changed her mien and mode of playing.

Sometimes she seemed to wish to move me, sometimes to teaze me; but

do what she would, she got little out of me; for my little neighbour,

by whom I sat elbow to elbow, had gained me entirely to herself; and

while I clearly saw in those three ladies the Sylphides of my dream,

and recognised the colours of the apples, I conceived that I had no

cause to detain them. The pretty little maiden I would rather have

captured, if I had not but too feelingly remembered the blow which she

had given me in my dream. Hitherto she had remained quite quiet with

her mandoline; but when her mistresses had ceased, they commanded her

to perform some pleasant little piece. Scarcely had she jingled off

some dancing tune, in a most exciting manner, than she sprang up; I

did the same. She played and danced; I was hurried on to accompany her

steps, and we executed a kind of little ballet, with which the ladies

seemed satisfied; for as soon as we had done, they commanded the little

girl to refresh me with something nice till supper should come in. I

had indeed forgotten that there was anything in the world beyond this

paradise. Alert led me back immediately into the passage by which I

had entered. On one side of it she had two well-arranged rooms. In

that in which she lived, she set before me oranges, figs, peaches, and

grapes; and I enjoyed with great gusto both the fruits of foreign lands

and those of our own not yet in season. Confectionary there was in

profusion; she filled, too, a goblet of polished crystal with foaming

wine; but I had no need to drink, as I had refreshed myself with the

fruits. "Now we will play," said she, and led me into the other room.

Here all looked like a Christmas fair; but such costly and exquisite

things were never seen in a Christmas booth. There were all kinds of

dolls, dolls' clothes, and dolls' furniture; kitchens, parlours, and

shops, and single toys innumerable. She led me round to all the glass

cases, in which these ingenious works were preserved. But she soon

closed again the first cases, and said--"That is nothing for you, I

know well enough. Here," she said, "we could find building materials,

walls and towers, houses, palaces, churches, to put together a great

city. But this does not entertain me. We will take something else,

which will be pleasant alike to both of us." Then she brought out some

boxes, in which I saw an army of little soldiers piled one upon the

other, of which I must needs confess that I had never seen anything

so beautiful. She did not leave me time to examine them closely in

detail, but took one box under her arm, while I seized the other.--"We

will go," she said, "upon the golden bridge. There one plays best with

soldiers; the lances give at once the direction in which the armies are

to be opposed to each other." We had now reached the golden trembling

floor; and below me I could hear the waters gurgle, and the fishes

splash, while I knelt down to range my columns. All, as I now saw, were

cavalry. She boasted that she had the Queen of the Amazons as leader of

her female host. I, on the contrary, found Achilles and a very stately

Grecian cavalry. The armies stood facing each other, and nothing could

have been seen more beautiful. They were not flat leaden horsemen like

ours, but man and horse were round and solid, and most finely wrought;

nor could one conceive how they kept their balance, for they stood of

themselves, without a support for their feet.

Both of us had inspected our hosts with much self-complacency, when she

announced the onset. We had found ordnance in our chests, viz., little

boxes full of well-polished agate balls. With these we were to fight

against each other from a certain distance, while, however, it was an

express condition that we should not throw with more force than was

necessary to upset the figures, as none of them were to be injured. Now

the cannonade began on both sides, and at first it succeeded to the

satisfaction of us both. But when my adversary observed that I aimed

better than she, and might in the end win the victory, which depended

on the majority of pieces remaining upright, she came nearer, and her

girlish way of throwing had then the desired result. She prostrated

a multitude of my best troops, and the more I protested the more

eagerly did she throw. This at last vexed me, and I declared that I

would do the same. In fact, I not only went nearer, but in my rage

threw with much more violence, so that it was not long before a pair

of her little centauresses flew in pieces. In her eagerness she did

not instantly notice it, but I stood petrified when the broken figures

joined together again of themselves; Amazon and horse became again one

whole, and also perfectly close, set up a gallop from the golden bridge

under the lime-trees, and running swiftly backwards and forwards, were

lost in their career, I know not how, in the direction of the wall.

My fair opponent had hardly perceived this, when she broke out into

loud weeping and lamentation, and exclaimed that I had caused her an

irreparable loss, which was far greater than could be expressed. But

I, by this time provoked, was glad to annoy her, and blindly flung a

couple of the remaining agate balls with force into the midst of her

army. Unhappily I hit the queen, who had hitherto, during our regular

game, been excepted. She flew in pieces, and her nearest officers were

also shivered. But they swiftly set themselves up again, and started

off like the others, galloping very merrily about under the lime-trees,

and disappearing against the wall. My opponent scolded and abused me;

but being now in full play, I stooped to pick up some agate balls

which rolled about upon the golden lances. It was my fierce desire to

destroy her whole army. She, on the other hand, not idle, sprang at

me, and gave me a box on the ear which made my head ring again. Having

always heard that a hearty kiss was the proper response to a girl's

box of the ear, I took her by the ears, and kissed her repeatedly. But

she gave such a piercing cry as frightened even me; I let her go, and

it was fortunate that I did so; for in a moment I knew not what was

happening to me. The ground beneath me began to quake and rattle; I

soon remarked that the railings again set themselves in motion; but

I had no time to consider, nor could I get a footing so as to fly.

I feared every instant to be pierced, for the partisans and lances,

which had lifted themselves up, were already slitting my clothes. It

is sufficient to say that, I know not how it was, hearing and sight

failed me, and I recovered from my swoon and terror at the foot of a

lime-tree, against which the pikes in springing up had thrown me. As

I awoke, my anger awakened also, and violently increased when I heard

from the other side the gibes and laughter of my opponent, who had

probably reached the earth somewhat more softly than I. Thereupon I

sprang up, and as I saw the little host, with its leader Achilles,

scattered around me, having been driven over with me by the rising of

the rails, I seized the hero first and threw him against a tree. His

resuscitation and flight now pleased me doubly, a malicious pleasure

combining with the prettiest sight in the world; and I was on the point

of sending all the other Greeks after him, when suddenly hissing waters

spurted at me on all sides, from stones and walls, from ground and

branches; and wherever I turned dashed against me crossways.

My light garment was in a short time wet through; it was already rent,

and I did not hesitate to tear it entirely off my body. I cast away my

slippers, and one covering after another. Nay, at last I found it very

agreeable to let such a shower-bath play over me in the warm day. Now,

being quite naked, I walked gravely along between these welcome waters,

where I thought to enjoy myself for some time. My anger cooled, and I

wished for nothing more than a reconciliation with my little adversary.

But, in a twinkling the water stopped, and I stood drenched upon the

saturated ground. The presence of the old man, who appeared before me

unexpectedly, was by no means welcome; I could have wished, if not to

hide, at least to clothe myself. The shame, the shivering, the effort

to cover myself in some degree, made me cut a most piteous figure.

The old man employed the moment in venting the severest reproaches

against me. "What hinders me," he exclaimed, "from taking one of the

green cords, and fitting it, if not to your neck, to your back?" This

threat I took in very ill part. "Refrain," I cried, "from such words,

even from such thoughts, for otherwise you and your mistresses will be

lost." "Who then are you," he asked in defiance, "who dare speak thus?"

"A favourite of the gods," I said, "on whom it depends whether those

ladies shall find worthy husbands and pass a happy life, or be left to

pine and wither in their magic cell." The old man stepped some paces

back. "Who has revealed that to you?" he inquired, with astonishment

and concern. "Three apples," I said--"three jewels." "And what

reward do you require?" he exclaimed. "Before all things, the little

creature," I replied, "who has brought me into this accursed state."

The old man cast himself down before me, without shrinking from the

wet and miry soil; then he arose without being wetted, took me kindly

by the hand, led me into the hall, clad me again quickly, and I was

soon once more decked out and frizzled in my Sunday fashion as before.

The porter did not speak another word; but before he let me pass the

entrance, he stopped me, and showed me some objects on the wall over

the way, while, at the same time, he pointed backwards to the door. I

understood him; he wished to imprint the objects on my mind, that I

might the more certainly find the door, which had unexpectedly closed

behind me. I now took good notice of what was opposite to me. Above

a high wall rose the boughs of extremely old nut-trees, and partly

covered the cornice at the top. The branches reached down to a stone

tablet, the ornamented border of which I could perfectly recognise,

though I could not read the inscription. It rested on the top-stone of

a niche, in which a finely-wrought fountain poured water from cup to

cup into a great basin, that formed, as it were, a little pond, and

disappeared in the earth. Fountain, inscription, nut-trees, all stood

directly one above another; I would paint it as I saw it.

Now, it may well be conceived how I passed this evening and many

following days, and how often I repeated to myself this story, which

even I could hardly believe. As soon as it was in any degree possible,

I went again to the Bad Wall, at least to refresh my remembrance of

these signs, and to look at the precious door. But, to my great

amazement, I found ad changed. Nut-trees, indeed, overtopped the

wall, but they did not stand immediately in contact. A tablet also

was inserted in the wall, but far to the right of the trees, without

ornament, and with a legible inscription. A niche with a fountain was

found far to the left, but with no resemblance whatever to that which I

had seen; so that I almost believed that the second adventure was, like

the first, a dream; for of the door there is not the slightest trace.

The only thing that consoles me is the observation, that these three

objects seem always to change their places. For in repeated visits to

the spot, I think I have noticed that the nut-trees have moved somewhat

nearer together, and that the tablet and the fountain seem likewise to

approach each other. Probably, when all is brought together again, the

door, too, will once more be visible; and I will do my best to take up

the thread of the adventure. Whether I shall be able to tell you what

further happens, or whether it will be expressly forbidden me, I cannot

say.

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