acquisition of useless information in a degree unequalled in their
experience. They came to excel in the sad knowledge of the line at
which respectability distinguishes itself from shabbiness. Flattering
advertisements took them to numbers of huge apartment-houses chiefly
distinguishable from tenement-houses by the absence of fire-escapes on
their facades, till Mrs. March refused to stop at any door where there
were more than six bell-ratchets and speaking-tubes on either hand.
Before the middle of the afternoon she decided against ratchets
altogether, and confined herself to knobs, neatly set in the door-trim.
Her husband was still sunk in the superstition that you can live
anywhere you like in New York, and he would have paused at some
places where her quicker eye caught the fatal sign of “Modes” in the
ground-floor windows. She found that there was an east and west
line beyond which they could not go if they wished to keep their
self-respect, and that within the region to which they had restricted
themselves there was a choice of streets. At first all the New York
streets looked to them ill-paved, dirty, and repulsive; the general
infamy imparted itself in their casual impression to streets in no wise
guilty. But they began to notice that some streets were quiet and clean,
and, though never so quiet and clean as Boston streets, that they wore
an air of encouraging reform, and suggested a future of greater and
greater domesticity. Whole blocks of these downtown cross-streets seemed
to have been redeemed from decay, and even in the midst of squalor a
dwelling here and there had been seized, painted a dull red as to its
brick-work, and a glossy black as to its wood-work, and with a bright
brass bell-pull and door-knob and a large brass plate for its key-hole
escutcheon, had been endowed with an effect of purity and pride which
removed its shabby neighborhood far from it. Some of these houses were
quite small, and imaginably within their means; but, as March said, some
body seemed always to be living there himself, and the fact that none
of them was to rent kept Mrs. March true to her ideal of a fiat. Nothing
prevented its realization so much as its difference from the New York
ideal of a flat, which was inflexibly seven rooms and a bath. One or
two rooms might be at the front, the rest crooked and cornered backward
through in creasing and then decreasing darkness till they reached a
light bedroom or kitchen at the rear. It might be the one or the other,
but it was always the seventh room with the bath; or if, as sometimes
happened, it was the eighth, it was so after having counted the bath as
one; in this case the janitor said you always counted the bath as one.
If the flats were advertised as having “all light rooms,” he explained
that any room with a window giving into the open air of a court or shaft
was counted a light room.
The Marches tried to make out why it was that these flats were go much
more repulsive than the apartments which everyone lived in abroad; but
they could only do so upon the supposition that in their European
days they were too young, too happy, too full of the future, to notice
whether rooms were inside or outside, light or dark, big or little, high
or low. “Now we're imprisoned in the present,” he said, “and we have to
make the worst of it.”
In their despair he had an inspiration, which she declared worthy of
him: it was to take two small flats, of four or five rooms and a bath,
and live in both. They tried this in a great many places, but they never
could get two flats of the kind on the same floor where there was steam
heat and an elevator. At one place they almost did it. They had resigned
themselves to the humility of the neighborhood, to the prevalence of
modistes and livery-stablemen (they seem to consort much in New York),
to the garbage in the gutters and the litter of paper in the streets, to
the faltering slats in the surrounding window-shutters and the
crumbled brownstone steps and sills, when it turned out that one of the
apartments had been taken between two visits they made. Then the only
combination left open to them was of a ground-floor flat to the right
and a third-floor flat to the left.
Still they kept this inspiration in reserve for use at the first
opportunity. In the mean time there were several flats which they
thought they could almost make do: notably one where they could get
an extra servant's room in the basement four flights down, and another
where they could get it in the roof five flights up. At the first the
janitor was respectful and enthusiastic; at the second he had an effect
of ironical pessimism. When they trembled on the verge of taking his
apartment, he pointed out a spot in the kalsomining of the parlor
ceiling, and gratuitously said, Now such a thing as that he should
not agree to put in shape unless they took the apartment for a term of
years. The apartment was unfurnished, and they recurred to the fact that
they wanted a furnished apartment, and made their escape. This saved
them in several other extremities; but short of extremity they could
not keep their different requirements in mind, and were always about to
decide without regard to some one of them.
They went to several places twice without intending: once to that
old-fashioned house with the pleasant colored janitor, and wandered all
over the apartment again with a haunting sense of familiarity, and then
recognized the janitor and laughed; and to that house with the pathetic
widow and the pretty daughter who wished to take them to board. They
stayed to excuse their blunder, and easily came by the fact that the
mother had taken the house that the girl might have a home while she
was in New York studying art, and they hoped to pay their way by taking
boarders. Her daughter was at her class now, the mother concluded; and
they encouraged her to believe that it could only be a few days till the
rest of her scheme was realized.
“I dare say we could be perfectly comfortable there,” March suggested
when they had got away. “Now if we were truly humane we would modify our
desires to meet their needs and end this sickening search, wouldn't we?”
“Yes, but we're not truly humane,” his wife answered, “or at least not
in that sense. You know you hate boarding; and if we went there I should
have them on my sympathies the whole time.”
“I see. And then you would take it out of me.”
“Then I should take it out of you. And if you are going to be so weak,
Basil, and let every little thing work upon you in that way, you'd
better not come to New York. You'll see enough misery here.”
“Well, don't take that superior tone with me, as if I were a child that
had its mind set on an undesirable toy, Isabel.”
“Ah, don't you suppose it's because you are such a child in some
respects that I like you, dear?” she demanded, without relenting.
“But I don't find so much misery in New York. I don't suppose there's
any more suffering here to the population than there is in the country.
And they're so gay about it all. I think the outward aspect of the place
and the hilarity of the sky and air must get into the people's blood.
The weather is simply unapproachable; and I don't care if it is the
ugliest place in the world, as you say. I suppose it is. It shrieks and
yells with ugliness here and there but it never loses its spirits. That
widow is from the country. When she's been a year in New York she'll be
as gay--as gay as an L road.” He celebrated a satisfaction they both had
in the L roads. “They kill the streets and avenues, but at least they
partially hide them, and that is some comfort; and they do triumph over
their prostrate forms with a savage exultation that is intoxicating.
Those bends in the L that you get in the corner of Washington Square, or
just below the Cooper Institute--they're the gayest things in the world.
Perfectly atrocious, of course, but incomparably picturesque! And the
whole city is so,” said March, “or else the L would never have got built
here. New York may be splendidly gay or squalidly gay; but, prince or
pauper, it's gay always.”
“Yes, gay is the word,” she admitted, with a sigh. “But frantic. I
can't get used to it. They forget death, Basil; they forget death in New
York.”
“Well, I don't know that I've ever found much advantage in remembering
it.”
“Don't say such a thing, dearest.”
He could see that she had got to the end of her nervous strength for the
present, and he proposed that they should take the Elevated road as far
as it would carry them into the country, and shake off their nightmare
of flat-hunting for an hour or two; but her conscience would not let
her. She convicted him of levity equal to that of the New-Yorkers in
proposing such a thing; and they dragged through the day. She was too
tired to care for dinner, and in the night she had a dream from which
she woke herself with a cry that roused him, too. It was something about
the children at first, whom they had talked of wistfully before falling
asleep, and then it was of a hideous thing with two square eyes and a
series of sections growing darker and then lighter, till the tail of
the monstrous articulate was quite luminous again. She shuddered at the
vague description she was able to give; but he asked, “Did it offer to
bite you?”
“No. That was the most frightful thing about it; it had no mouth.”
March laughed. “Why, my dear, it was nothing but a harmless New York
flat--seven rooms and a bath.”
“I really believe it was,” she consented, recognizing an architectural
resemblance, and she fell asleep again, and woke renewed for the work
before them.
IX.
Their house-hunting no longer had novelty, but it still had
interest; and they varied their day by taking a coupe, by renouncing
advertisements, and by reverting to agents. Some of these induced
them to consider the idea of furnished houses; and Mrs. March learned
tolerance for Fulkerson by accepting permits to visit flats and houses
which had none of the qualifications she desired in either, and were
as far beyond her means as they were out of the region to which she had
geographically restricted herself. They looked at three-thousand and
four-thousand dollar apartments, and rejected them for one reason or
another which had nothing to do with the rent; the higher the rent
was, the more critical they were of the slippery inlaid floors and the
arrangement of the richly decorated rooms. They never knew whether they
had deceived the janitor or not; as they came in a coupe, they hoped
they had.
They drove accidentally through one street that seemed gayer in the
perspective than an L road. The fire-escapes, with their light iron
balconies and ladders of iron, decorated the lofty house fronts; the
roadway and sidewalks and door-steps swarmed with children; women's
heads seemed to show at every window. In the basements, over which
flights of high stone steps led to the tenements, were green-grocers'
shops abounding in cabbages, and provision stores running chiefly to
bacon and sausages, and cobblers' and tinners' shops, and the like, in
proportion to the small needs of a poor neighborhood. Ash barrels lined
the sidewalks, and garbage heaps filled the gutters; teams of all trades
stood idly about; a peddler of cheap fruit urged his cart through the
street, and mixed his cry with the joyous screams and shouts of the
children and the scolding and gossiping voices of the women; the burly
blue bulk of a policeman defined itself at the corner; a drunkard
zigzagged down the sidewalk toward him. It was not the abode of the
extremest poverty, but of a poverty as hopeless as any in the world,
transmitting itself from generation to generation, and establishing
conditions of permanency to which human life adjusts itself as it does
to those of some incurable disease, like leprosy.
The time had been when the Marches would have taken a purely
aesthetic view of the facts as they glimpsed them in this street of
tenement-houses; when they would have contented themselves with saying
that it was as picturesque as a street in Naples or Florence, and with
wondering why nobody came to paint it; they would have thought they were
sufficiently serious about it in blaming the artists for their failure
to appreciate it, and going abroad for the picturesque when they had it
here under their noses. It was to the nose that the street made one of
its strongest appeals, and Mrs. March pulled up her window of the coupe.
“Why does he take us through such a disgusting street?” she demanded,
with an exasperation of which her husband divined the origin.
“This driver may be a philanthropist in disguise,” he answered, with
dreamy irony, “and may want us to think about the people who are not
merely carried through this street in a coupe, but have to spend their
whole lives in it, winter and summer, with no hopes of driving out of
it, except in a hearse. I must say they don't seem to mind it. I haven't
seen a jollier crowd anywhere in New York. They seem to have forgotten
death a little more completely than any of their fellow-citizens,
Isabel. And I wonder what they think of us, making this gorgeous
progress through their midst. I suppose they think we're rich, and hate
us--if they hate rich people; they don't look as if they hated anybody.
Should we be as patient as they are with their discomfort? I don't
believe there's steam heat or an elevator in the whole block. Seven
rooms and a bath would be more than the largest and genteelest family
would know what to do with. They wouldn't know what to do with the bath,
anyway.”
His monologue seemed to interest his wife apart from the satirical point
it had for themselves. “You ought to get Mr. Fulkerson to let you work
some of these New York sights up for Every Other Week, Basil; you could
do them very nicely.”
“Yes; I've thought of that. But don't let's leave the personal ground.
Doesn't it make you feel rather small and otherwise unworthy when you
see the kind of street these fellow-beings of yours live in, and then
think how particular you are about locality and the number of bellpulls?
I don't see even ratchets and speaking-tubes at these doors.” He craned
his neck out of the window for a better look, and the children of
discomfort cheered him, out of sheer good feeling and high spirits. “I
didn't know I was so popular. Perhaps it's a recognition of my humane
sentiments.”
“Oh, it's very easy to have humane sentiments, and to satirize ourselves
for wanting eight rooms and a bath in a good neighborhood, when we see
how these wretched creatures live,” said his wife. “But if we shared all
we have with them, and then settled down among them, what good would it
do?”
“Not the least in the world. It might help us for the moment, but it
wouldn't keep the wolf from their doors for a week; and then they would
go on just as before, only they wouldn't be on such good terms with the
wolf. The only way for them is to keep up an unbroken intimacy with the
wolf; then they can manage him somehow. I don't know how, and I'm afraid
I don't want to. Wouldn't you like to have this fellow drive us round
among the halls of pride somewhere for a little while? Fifth Avenue or
Madison, up-town?”
“No; we've no time to waste. I've got a place near Third Avenue, on a
nice cross street, and I want him to take us there.” It proved that she
had several addresses near together, and it seemed best to dismiss their
coupe and do the rest of their afternoon's work on foot. It came to
nothing; she was not humbled in the least by what she had seen in the
tenement-house street; she yielded no point in her ideal of a flat, and
the flats persistently refused to lend themselves to it. She lost all
patience with them.
“Oh, I don't say the flats are in the right of it,” said her husband,
when she denounced their stupid inadequacy to the purposes of a
Christian home. “But I'm not so sure that we are, either. I've been
thinking about that home business ever since my sensibilities were
dragged--in a coupe--through that tenement-house street. Of course,
no child born and brought up in such a place as that could have any
conception of home. But that's because those poor people can't give
character to their habitations. They have to take what they can get. But
people like us--that is, of our means--do give character to the average
flat. It's made to meet their tastes, or their supposed tastes; and so
it's made for social show, not for family life at all. Think of a baby
in a flat! It's a contradiction in terms; the flat is the negation of
motherhood. The flat means society life; that is, the pretence of social
life. It's made to give artificial people a society basis on a little
money--too much money, of course, for what they get. So the cost of the
building is put into marble halls and idiotic decoration of all kinds.
I don't object to the conveniences, but none of these flats has a
living-room. They have drawing-rooms to foster social pretence, and they
have dining-rooms and bedrooms; but they have no room where the family
can all come together and feel the sweetness of being a family. The
bedrooms are black-holes mostly, with a sinful waste of space in each.
If it were not for the marble halls, and the decorations, and the
foolishly expensive finish, the houses could be built round a court, and
the flats could be shaped something like a Pompeiian house, with small
sleeping-closets--only lit from the outside--and the rest of the floor
thrown into two or three large cheerful halls, where all the family life
could go on, and society could be transacted unpretentiously. Why,
those tenements are better and humaner than those flats! There the whole
family lives in the kitchen, and has its consciousness of being; but
the flat abolishes the family consciousness. It's confinement without
coziness; it's cluttered without being snug. You couldn't keep a
self-respecting cat in a flat; you couldn't go down cellar to get cider.
No! the Anglo-Saxon home, as we know it in the Anglo-Saxon house, is
simply impossible in the Franco-American flat, not because it's humble,
but because it's false.”
“Well, then,” said Mrs. March, “let's look at houses.”
He had been denouncing the flat in the abstract, and he had not expected
this concrete result. But he said, “We will look at houses, then.”
X.
Nothing mystifies a man more than a woman's aberrations from some point
at which he, supposes her fixed as a star. In these unfurnished houses,
without steam or elevator, March followed his wife about with patient
wonder. She rather liked the worst of them best: but she made him go
down into the cellars and look at the furnaces; she exacted from him a
rigid inquest of the plumbing. She followed him into one of the cellars
by the fitful glare of successively lighted matches, and they enjoyed a
moment in which the anomaly of their presence there on that errand,
so remote from all the facts of their long-established life in Boston,
realized itself for them.
“Think how easily we might have been murdered and nobody been any the
wiser!” she said when they were comfortably outdoors again.
“Yes, or made way with ourselves in an access of emotional insanity,
supposed to have been induced by unavailing flat-hunting,” he suggested.
She fell in with the notion. “I'm beginning to feel crazy. But I
don't want you to lose your head, Basil. And I don't want you to
sentimentalize any of the things you see in New York. I think you were
disposed to do it in that street we drove through. I don't believe
there's any real suffering--not real suffering--among those people; that
is, it would be suffering from our point of view, but they've been used
to it all their lives, and they don't feel their' discomfort so much.”
“Of course, I understand that, and I don't propose to sentimentalize
them. I think when people get used to a bad state of things they had
better stick to it; in fact, they don't usually like a better state so
well, and I shall keep that firmly in mind.”
She laughed with him, and they walked along the L bestridden avenue,
exhilarated by their escape from murder and suicide in that cellar,
toward the nearest cross town track, which they meant to take home to
their hotel. “Now to-night we will go to the theatre,” she said, “and
get this whole house business out of our minds, and be perfectly fresh
for a new start in the morning.” Suddenly she clutched his arm. “Why,
did you see that man?” and she signed with her head toward a decently
dressed person who walked beside them, next the gutter, stooping over as
if to examine it, and half halting at times.
“No. What?”
“Why, I saw him pick up a dirty bit of cracker from the pavement and
cram it into his mouth and eat it down as if he were famished. And look!
he's actually hunting for more in those garbage heaps!”
This was what the decent-looking man with the hard hands and broken
nails of a workman was doing-like a hungry dog. They kept up with him,
in the fascination of the sight, to the next corner, where he turned
down the side street still searching the gutter.
They walked on a few paces. Then March said, “I must go after him,” and
left his wife standing.
“Are you in want--hungry?” he asked the man.
The man said he could not speak English, Monsieur.
March asked his question in French.
The man shrugged a pitiful, desperate shrug, “Mais, Monsieur--”
March put a coin in his hand, and then suddenly the man's face twisted
up; he caught the hand of this alms-giver in both of his and clung to
it. “Monsieur! Monsieur!” he gasped, and the tears rained down his face.
His benefactor pulled himself away, shocked and ashamed, as one is by
such a chance, and got back to his wife, and the man lapsed back into
the mystery of misery out of which he had emerged.
March felt it laid upon him to console his wife for what had happened.
“Of course, we might live here for years and not see another case like
that; and, of course, there are twenty places where he could have gone
for help if he had known where to find them.”
“Ah, but it's the possibility of his needing the help so badly as that,”
she answered. “That's what I can't bear, and I shall not come to a
place where such things are possible, and we may as well stop our
house-hunting here at once.”
“Yes? And what part of Christendom will you live in? Such things are
possible everywhere in our conditions.”
“Then we must change the conditions--”
“Oh no; we must go to the theatre and forget them. We can stop at
Brentano's for our tickets as we pass through Union Square.”
“I am not going to the theatre, Basil. I am going home to Boston
to-night. You can stay and find a flat.”
He convinced her of the absurdity of her position, and even of its
selfishness; but she said that her mind was quite made up irrespective
of what had happened, that she had been away from the children long
enough; that she ought to be at home to finish up the work of leaving
it. The word brought a sigh. “Ah, I don't know why we should see nothing
but sad and ugly things now. When we were young--”
“Younger,” he put in. “We're still young.”
“That's what we pretend, but we know better. But I was thinking how
pretty and pleasant things used to be turning up all the time on our
travels in the old days. Why, when we were in New York here on our
wedding journey the place didn't seem half so dirty as it does now, and
none of these dismal things happened.”
“It was a good deal dirtier,” he answered; “and I fancy worse in every
way-hungrier, raggeder, more wretchedly housed. But that wasn't the
period of life for us to notice it. Don't you remember, when we
started to Niagara the last time, how everybody seemed middle-aged and
commonplace; and when we got there there were no evident brides; nothing
but elderly married people?”
“At least they weren't starving,” she rebelled.
“No, you don't starve in parlor-cars and first-class hotels; but if you
step out of them you run your chance of seeing those who do, if you're
getting on pretty well in the forties. If it's the unhappy who see
unhappiness, think what misery must be revealed to people who pass
their lives in the really squalid tenement-house streets--I don't mean
picturesque avenues like that we passed through.”
“But we are not unhappy,” she protested, bringing the talk back to the
personal base again, as women must to get any good out of talk. “We're
really no unhappier than we were when we were young.”
“We're more serious.”
“Well, I hate it; and I wish you wouldn't be so serious, if that's what
it brings us to.”
“I will be trivial from this on,” said March. “Shall we go to the Hole
in the Ground to-night?”
“I am going to Boston.”
“It's much the same thing. How do you like that for triviality? It's a
little blasphemous, I'll allow.”
“It's very silly,” she said.
At the hotel they found a letter from the agent who had sent them the
permit to see Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment. He wrote that she had
heard they were pleased with her apartment, and that she thought she
could make the terms to suit. She had taken her passage for Europe, and
was very anxious to let the flat before she sailed. She would call that
evening at seven.
“Mrs. Grosvenor Green!” said Mrs. March. “Which of the ten thousand
flats is it, Basil?”
“The gimcrackery,” he answered. “In the Xenophon, you know.”
“Well, she may save herself the trouble. I shall not see her. Or yes--I
must. I couldn't go away without seeing what sort of creature could have
planned that fly-away flat. She must be a perfect--”
“Parachute,” March suggested.
“No! anybody so light as that couldn't come down.”
“Well, toy balloon.”
“Toy balloon will do for the present,” Mrs. March admitted. “But I feel
that naught but herself can be her parallel for volatility.”
When Mrs. Grosvenor-Green's card came up they both descended to the
hotel parlor, which March said looked like the saloon of a Moorish
day-boat; not that he knew of any such craft, but the decorations were
so Saracenic and the architecture so Hudson Riverish. They found
there on the grand central divan a large lady whose vast smoothness,
placidity, and plumpness set at defiance all their preconceptions of
Mrs. Grosvenor Green, so that Mrs. March distinctly paused with her card
in her hand before venturing even tentatively to address her. Then she
was astonished at the low, calm voice in which Mrs. Green acknowledged
herself, and slowly proceeded to apologize for calling. It was not quite
true that she had taken her passage for Europe, but she hoped soon to do
so, and she confessed that in the mean time she was anxious to let her
flat. She was a little worn out with the care of housekeeping--Mrs.
March breathed, “Oh yes!” in the sigh with which ladies recognize one
another's martyrdom--and Mrs. Green had business abroad, and she was
going to pursue her art studies in Paris; she drew in Mr. Ilcomb's
class now, but the instruction was so much better in Paris; and as the
superintendent seemed to think the price was the only objection, she had
ventured to call.
“Then we didn't deceive him in the least,” thought Mrs. March, while she
answered, sweetly: “No; we were only afraid that it would be too small
for our family. We require a good many rooms.” She could not forego the
opportunity of saying, “My husband is coming to New York to take charge
of a literary periodical, and he will have to have a room to write in,”
which made Mrs. Green bow to March, and made March look sheepish. “But
we did think the apartment very charming”, (It was architecturally
charming, she protested to her conscience), “and we should have been so
glad if we could have got into it.” She followed this with some account
of their house-hunting, amid soft murmurs of sympathy from Mrs. Green,
who said that she had been through all that, and that if she could have
shown her apartment to them she felt sure that she could have explained
it so that they would have seen its capabilities better, Mrs. March
assented to this, and Mrs. Green added that if they found nothing
exactly suitable she would be glad to have them look at it again; and
then Mrs. March said that she was going back to Boston herself, but she
was leaving Mr. March to continue the search; and she had no doubt he
would be only too glad to see the apartment by daylight. “But if you
take it, Basil,” she warned him, when they were alone, “I shall simply
renounce you. I wouldn't live in that junk-shop if you gave it to me.
But who would have thought she was that kind of looking person? Though
of course I might have known if I had stopped to think once. It's
because the place doesn't express her at all that it's so unlike her. It
couldn't be like anybody, or anything that flies in the air, or creeps
upon the earth, or swims in the waters under the earth. I wonder where
in the world she's from; she's no New-Yorker; even we can see that; and
she's not quite a country person, either; she seems like a person from
some large town, where she's been an aesthetic authority. And she can't
find good enough art instruction in New York, and has to go to Paris for
it! Well, it's pathetic, after all, Basil. I can't help feeling sorry
for a person who mistakes herself to that extent.”
“I can't help feeling sorry for the husband of a person who mistakes
herself to that extent. What is Mr. Grosvenor Green going to do in Paris
while she's working her way into the Salon?”
“Well, you keep away from her apartment, Basil; that's all I've got to
say to you. And yet I do like some things about her.”
“I like everything about her but her apartment,” said March.
“I like her going to be out of the country,” said his wife. “We
shouldn't be overlooked. And the place was prettily shaped, you can't
deny it. And there was an elevator and steam heat. And the location is
very convenient. And there was a hall-boy to bring up cards. The halls
and stairs were kept very clean and nice. But it wouldn't do. I could
put you a folding bed in the room where you wrote, and we could even
have one in the parlor.”
“Behind a portiere? I couldn't stand any more portieres!”
“And we could squeeze the two girls into one room, or perhaps only
bring Margaret, and put out the whole of the wash. Basil!” she almost
shrieked, “it isn't to be thought of!”
He retorted, “I'm not thinking of it, my dear.”
Fulkerson came in just before they started for Mrs. March's train, to
find out what had become of them, he said, and to see whether they had
got anything to live in yet.
“Not a thing,” she said. “And I'm just going back to Boston, and
leaving Mr. March here to do anything he pleases about it. He has 'carte
blanche.'”
“But freedom brings responsibility, you know, Fulkerson, and it's the
same as if I'd no choice. I'm staying behind because I'm left, not
because I expect to do anything.”
“Is that so?” asked Fulkerson. “Well, we must see what can be done. I
supposed you would be all settled by this time, or I should have humped
myself to find you something. None of those places I gave you amounts to
anything?”
“As much as forty thousand others we've looked at,” said Mrs. March.
“Yes, one of them does amount to something. It comes so near being what
we want that I've given Mr. March particular instructions not to go near
it.”
She told him about Mrs. Grosvenor Green and her flats, and at the end he
said:
“Well, well, we must look out for that. I'll keep an eye on him, Mrs.
March, and see that he doesn't do anything rash, and I won't leave him
till he's found just the right thing. It exists, of course; it must in a
city of eighteen hundred thousand people, and the only question is where
to find it. You leave him to me, Mrs. March; I'll watch out for him.”
Fulkerson showed some signs of going to the station when he found they
were not driving, but she bade him a peremptory good-bye at the hotel
door.
“He's very nice, Basil, and his way with you is perfectly charming. It's
very sweet to see how really fond of you he is. But I didn't want him
stringing along with us up to Forty-second Street and spoiling our last
moments together.”
At Third Avenue they took the Elevated for which she confessed an
infatuation. She declared it the most ideal way of getting about in the
world, and was not ashamed when he reminded her of how she used to say
that nothing under the sun could induce her to travel on it. She now
said that the night transit was even more interesting than the day, and
that the fleeing intimacy you formed with people in second and third
floor interiors, while all the usual street life went on underneath,
had a domestic intensity mixed with a perfect repose that was the last
effect of good society with all its security and exclusiveness. He said
it was better than the theatre, of which it reminded him, to see those
people through their windows: a family party of work-folk at a late
tea, some of the men in their shirt-sleeves; a woman sewing by a lamp; a
mother laying her child in its cradle; a man with his head fallen on his
hands upon a table; a girl and her lover leaning over the window-sill
together. What suggestion! what drama? what infinite interest! At the
Forty-second Street station they stopped a minute on the bridge that
crosses the track to the branch road for the Central Depot, and looked
up and down the long stretch of the Elevated to north and south. The
track that found and lost itself a thousand times in the flare and
tremor of the innumerable lights; the moony sheen of the electrics
mixing with the reddish points and blots of gas far and near; the
architectural shapes of houses and churches and towers, rescued by the
obscurity from all that was ignoble in them, and the coming and going
of the trains marking the stations with vivider or fainter plumes of
flame-shot steam-formed an incomparable perspective. They often talked
afterward of the superb spectacle, which in a city full of painters
nightly works its unrecorded miracles; and they were just to the Arachne
roof spun in iron over the cross street on which they ran to the depot;
but for the present they were mostly inarticulate before it. They had
another moment of rich silence when they paused in the gallery that
leads from the Elevated station to the waiting-rooms in the Central
Depot and looked down upon the great night trains lying on the tracks
dim under the rain of gas-lights that starred without dispersing the
vast darkness of the place. What forces, what fates, slept in these
bulks which would soon be hurling themselves north and south and west
through the night! Now they waited there like fabled monsters of
Arab story ready for the magician's touch, tractable, reckless,
will-less--organized lifelessness full of a strange semblance of life.
The Marches admired the impressive sight with a thrill of patriotic
pride in the fact that the whole world perhaps could not afford just
the like. Then they hurried down to the ticket-offices, and he got her
a lower berth in the Boston sleeper, and went with her to the car. They
made the most of the fact that her berth was in the very middle of the
car; and she promised to write as soon as she reached home. She promised
also that, having seen the limitations of New York in respect to flats,
she would not be hard on him if he took something not quite ideal. Only
he must remember that it was not to be above Twentieth Street nor below
Washington Square; it must not be higher than the third floor; it must
have an elevator, steam heat, hail-boys, and a pleasant janitor. These
were essentials; if he could not get them, then they must do without.
But he must get them.
XI.
Mrs. March was one of those wives who exact a more rigid adherence to
their ideals from their husbands than from themselves. Early in their
married life she had taken charge of him in all matters which she
considered practical. She did not include the business of bread-winning
in these; that was an affair that might safely be left to his
absent-minded, dreamy inefficiency, and she did not interfere with
him there. But in such things as rehanging the pictures, deciding on
a summer boarding-place, taking a seaside cottage, repapering rooms,
choosing seats at the theatre, seeing what the children ate when she was
not at table, shutting the cat out at night, keeping run of calls and
invitations, and seeing if the furnace was dampered, he had failed her
so often that she felt she could not leave him the slightest discretion
in regard to a flat. Her total distrust of his judgment in the matters
cited and others like them consisted with the greatest admiration of his
mind and respect for his character. She often said that if he would only
bring these to bear in such exigencies he would be simply perfect; but
she had long given up his ever doing so. She subjected him, therefore,
to an iron code, but after proclaiming it she was apt to abandon him
to the native lawlessness of his temperament. She expected him in
this event to do as he pleased, and she resigned herself to it with
considerable comfort in holding him accountable. He learned to expect
this, and after suffering keenly from her disappointment with whatever
he did he waited patiently till she forgot her grievance and began to
extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable. She would almost
admit at moments that what he had done was a very good thing, but she
reserved the right to return in full force to her original condemnation
of it; and she accumulated each act of independent volition in witness
and warning against him. Their mass oppressed but never deterred him. He
expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices, and he did
it without any apparent recollection of his former misdeeds and their
consequences. There was a good deal of comedy in it all, and some
tragedy.
He now experienced a certain expansion, such as husbands of his kind
will imagine, on going back to his hotel alone. It was, perhaps, a
revulsion from the pain of parting; and he toyed with the idea of Mrs.
Grosvenor Green's apartment, which, in its preposterous unsuitability,
had a strange attraction. He felt that he could take it with less risk
than anything else they had seen, but he said he would look at all the
other places in town first. He really spent the greater part of the next
day in hunting up the owner of an apartment that had neither steam heat
nor an elevator, but was otherwise perfect, and trying to get him to
take less than the agent asked. By a curious psychical operation he was
able, in the transaction, to work himself into quite a passionate desire
for the apartment, while he held the Grosvenor Green apartment in
the background of his mind as something that he could return to as
altogether more suitable. He conducted some simultaneous negotiation
for a furnished house, which enhanced still more the desirability of the
Grosvenor Green apartment. Toward evening he went off at a tangent far
up-town, so as to be able to tell his wife how utterly preposterous
the best there would be as compared even with this ridiculous
Grosvenor Green gimcrackery. It is hard to report the processes of his
sophistication; perhaps this, again, may best be left to the marital
imagination.
He rang at the last of these up-town apartments as it was falling dusk,
and it was long before the janitor appeared. Then the man was very
surly, and said if he looked at the flat now he would say it was too
dark, like all the rest. His reluctance irritated March in proportion
to his insincerity in proposing to look at it at all. He knew he did not
mean to take it under any circumstances; that he was going to use his
inspection of it in dishonest justification of his disobedience to his
wife; but he put on an air of offended dignity. “If you don't wish to
show the apartment,” he said, “I don't care to see it.”
The man groaned, for he was heavy, and no doubt dreaded the stairs. He
scratched a match on his thigh, and led the way up. March was sorry for
him, and he put his fingers on a quarter in his waistcoat-pocket to give
him at parting. At the same time, he had to trump up an objection to the
flat. This was easy, for it was advertised as containing ten rooms, and
he found the number eked out with the bath-room and two large closets.
“It's light enough,” said March, “but I don't see how you make out ten
rooms.”
“There's ten rooms,” said the man, deigning no proof.
March took his fingers off the quarter, and went down-stairs and out
of the door without another word. It would be wrong, it would be
impossible, to give the man anything after such insolence. He reflected,
with shame, that it was also cheaper to punish than forgive him.
He returned to his hotel prepared for any desperate measure, and
convinced now that the Grosvenor Green apartment was not merely the only
thing left for him, but was, on its own merits, the best thing in New
York.
Fulkerson was waiting for him in the reading-room, and it gave March
the curious thrill with which a man closes with temptation when he said:
“Look here! Why don't you take that woman's flat in the Xenophon?
She's been at the agents again, and they've been at me. She likes your
look--or Mrs. March's--and I guess you can have it at a pretty heavy
discount from the original price. I'm authorized to say you can have it
for one seventy-five a month, and I don't believe it would be safe for
you to offer one fifty.”
March shook his head, and dropped a mask of virtuous rejection over his
corrupt acquiescence. “It's too small for us--we couldn't squeeze into
it.”
“Why, look here!” Fulkerson persisted. “How many rooms do you people
want?”
“I've got to have a place to work--”
“Of course! And you've got to have it at the Fifth Wheel office.”
“I hadn't thought of that,” March began. “I suppose I could do my work
at the office, as there's not much writing--”
“Why, of course you can't do your work at home. You just come round with
me now, and look at that again.”
“No; I can't do it.”
“Why?”
“I--I've got to dine.”
“All right,” said Fulkerson. “Dine with me. I want to take you round to
a little Italian place that I know.”
One may trace the successive steps of March's descent in this simple
matter with the same edification that would attend the study of the
self-delusions and obfuscations of a man tempted to crime. The process
is probably not at all different, and to the philosophical mind the kind
of result is unimportant; the process is everything.
Fulkerson led him down one block and half across another to the steps of
a small dwelling-house, transformed, like many others, into a restaurant
of the Latin ideal, with little or no structural change from the
pattern of the lower middle-class New York home. There were the corroded
brownstone steps, the mean little front door, and the cramped entry with
its narrow stairs by which ladies could go up to a dining-room appointed
for them on the second floor; the parlors on the first were set about
with tables, where men smoked cigarettes between the courses, and
a single waiter ran swiftly to and fro with plates and dishes, and,
exchanged unintelligible outcries with a cook beyond a slide in the
back parlor. He rushed at the new-comers, brushed the soiled table-cloth
before them with a towel on his arm, covered its worst stains with a
napkin, and brought them, in their order, the vermicelli soup, the fried
fish, the cheese-strewn spaghetti, the veal cutlets, the tepid roast
fowl and salad, and the wizened pear and coffee which form the dinner at
such places.
“Ah, this is nice!” said Fulkerson, after the laying of the charitable
napkin, and he began to recognize acquaintances, some of whom he
described to March as young literary men and artists with whom they
should probably have to do; others were simply frequenters of the
place, and were of all nationalities and religions apparently--at least,
several were Hebrews and Cubans. “You get a pretty good slice of New
York here,” he said, “all except the frosting on top. That you won't
find much at Maroni's, though you will occasionally. I don't mean
the ladies ever, of course.” The ladies present seemed harmless and
reputable-looking people enough, but certainly they were not of the
first fashion, and, except in a few instances, not Americans. “It's like
cutting straight down through a fruitcake,” Fulkerson went on, “or a
mince-pie, when you don't know who made the pie; you get a little of
everything.” He ordered a small flask of Chianti with the dinner, and
it came in its pretty wicker jacket. March smiled upon it with tender
reminiscence, and Fulkerson laughed. “Lights you up a little. I brought
old Dryfoos here one day, and he thought it was sweet-oil; that's the
kind of bottle they used to have it in at the country drug-stores.”
“Yes, I remember now; but I'd totally forgotten it,” said March. “How
far back that goes! Who's Dryfoos?”
“Dryfoos?” Fulkerson, still smiling, tore off a piece of the half-yard
of French loaf which had been supplied them, with two pale, thin disks
of butter, and fed it into himself. “Old Dryfoos? Well, of course! I
call him old, but he ain't so very. About fifty, or along there.”
“No,” said March, “that isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be.”
“Well, I suppose you've got to know about him, anyway,” said Fulkerson,
thoughtfully. “And I've been wondering just how I should tell you. Can't
always make out exactly how much of a Bostonian you really are! Ever
been out in the natural-gas country?”
“No,” said March. “I've had a good deal of curiosity about it, but
I've never been able to get away except in summer, and then we always
preferred to go over the old ground, out to Niagara and back through
Canada, the route we took on our wedding journey. The children like it
as much as we do.”
“Yes, yes,” said Fulkerson. “Well, the natural-gas country is worth
seeing. I don't mean the Pittsburg gas-fields, but out in Northern Ohio
and Indiana around Moffitt--that's the place in the heart of the gas
region that they've been booming so. Yes, you ought to see that country.
If you haven't been West for a good many years, you haven't got any idea
how old the country looks. You remember how the fields used to be all
full of stumps?”
“I should think so.”
“Well, you won't see any stumps now. All that country out around Moffitt
is just as smooth as a checker-board, and looks as old as England. You
know how we used to burn the stumps out; and then somebody invented a
stump-extractor, and we pulled them out with a yoke of oxen. Now they
just touch 'em off with a little dynamite, and they've got a cellar dug
and filled up with kindling ready for housekeeping whenever you want it.
Only they haven't got any use for kindling in that country--all gas. I
rode along on the cars through those level black fields at corn-planting
time, and every once in a while I'd come to a place with a piece of
ragged old stove-pipe stickin' up out of the ground, and blazing away
like forty, and a fellow ploughing all round it and not minding it any
more than if it was spring violets. Horses didn't notice it, either.
Well, they've always known about the gas out there; they say there are
places in the woods where it's been burning ever since the country was
settled.
“But when you come in sight of Moffitt--my, oh, my! Well, you come in
smell of it about as soon. That gas out there ain't odorless, like
the Pittsburg gas, and so it's perfectly safe; but the smell isn't
bad--about as bad as the finest kind of benzine. Well, the first thing
that strikes you when you come to Moffitt is the notion that there has
been a good warm, growing rain, and the town's come up overnight. That's
in the suburbs, the annexes, and additions. But it ain't shabby--no
shanty-farm business; nice brick and frame houses, some of 'em Queen
Anne style, and all of 'em looking as if they had come to stay. And when
you drive up from the depot you think everybody's moving. Everything
seems to be piled into the street; old houses made over, and new ones
going up everywhere. You know the kind of street Main Street always
used to be in our section--half plank-road and turnpike, and the rest
mud-hole, and a lot of stores and doggeries strung along with false
fronts a story higher than the back, and here and there a decent
building with the gable end to the public; and a court-house and jail
and two taverns and three or four churches. Well, they're all there in
Moffitt yet, but architecture has struck it hard, and they've got a lot
of new buildings that needn't be ashamed of themselves anywhere; the new
court-house is as big as St. Peter's, and the Grand Opera-house is in
the highest style of the art. You can't buy a lot on that street for
much less than you can buy a lot in New York--or you couldn't when the
boom was on; I saw the place just when the boom was in its prime. I went
out there to work the newspapers in the syndicate business, and I got
one of their men to write me a real bright, snappy account of the gas;
and they just took me in their arms and showed me everything. Well,
it was wonderful, and it was beautiful, too! To see a whole community
stirred up like that was--just like a big boy, all hope and high
spirits, and no discount on the remotest future; nothing but perpetual
boom to the end of time--I tell you it warmed your blood. Why, there
were some things about it that made you think what a nice kind of world
this would be if people ever took hold together, instead of each fellow
fighting it out on his own hook, and devil take the hindmost. They made
up their minds at Moffitt that if they wanted their town to grow
they'd got to keep their gas public property. So they extended their
corporation line so as to take in pretty much the whole gas region round
there; and then the city took possession of every well that was put
down, and held it for the common good. Anybody that's a mind to come to
Moffitt and start any kind of manufacture can have all the gas he wants
free; and for fifteen dollars a year you can have all the gas you want
to heat and light your private house. The people hold on to it for
themselves, and, as I say, it's a grand sight to see a whole community
hanging together and working for the good of all, instead of splitting
up into as many different cut-throats as there are able-bodied citizens.
See that fellow?” Fulkerson broke off, and indicated with a twirl of his
head a short, dark, foreign-looking man going out of the door. “They say
that fellow's a Socialist. I think it's a shame they're allowed to come
here. If they don't like the way we manage our affairs let 'em stay at
home,” Fulkerson continued. “They do a lot of mischief, shooting off
their mouths round here. I believe in free speech and all that; but I'd
like to see these fellows shut up in jail and left to jaw one another to
death. We don't want any of their poison.”
March did not notice the vanishing Socialist. He was watching, with a
teasing sense of familiarity, a tall, shabbily dressed, elderly man, who
had just come in. He had the aquiline profile uncommon among Germans,
and yet March recognized him at once as German. His long, soft beard and
mustache had once been fair, and they kept some tone of their yellow in
the gray to which they had turned. His eyes were full, and his lips and
chin shaped the beard to the noble outline which shows in the beards the
Italian masters liked to paint for their Last Suppers. His carriage was
erect and soldierly, and March presently saw that he had lost his left
hand. He took his place at a table where the overworked waiter found
time to cut up his meat and put everything in easy reach of his right
hand.
“Well,” Fulkerson resumed, “they took me round everywhere in Moffitt,
and showed me their big wells--lit 'em up for a private view, and let me
hear them purr with the soft accents of a mass-meeting of locomotives.
Why, when they let one of these wells loose in a meadow that they'd
piped it into temporarily, it drove the flame away forty feet from the
mouth of the pipe and blew it over half an acre of ground. They say when
they let one of their big wells burn away all winter before they had
learned how to control it, that well kept up a little summer all around
it; the grass stayed green, and the flowers bloomed all through the
winter. I don't know whether it's so or not. But I can believe anything
of natural gas. My! but it was beautiful when they turned on the full
force of that well and shot a roman candle into the gas--that's the
way they light it--and a plume of fire about twenty feet wide and
seventy-five feet high, all red and yellow and violet, jumped into the
sky, and that big roar shook the ground under your feet! You felt like
saying:
“'Don't trouble yourself; I'm perfectly convinced. I believe in
Moffitt.' We-e-e-ll!” drawled Fulkerson, with a long breath, “that's
where I met old Dryfoos.”
“Oh yes!--Dryfoos,” said March. He observed that the waiter had brought
the old one-handed German a towering glass of beer.
“Yes,” Fulkerson laughed. “We've got round to Dryfoos again. I thought
I could cut a long story short, but I seem to be cutting a short story
long. If you're not in a hurry, though--”
“Not in the least. Go on as long as you like.”
“I met him there in the office of a real-estate man--speculator,
of course; everybody was, in Moffitt; but a first-rate fellow, and
public-spirited as all get-out; and when Dryfoos left he told me about
him. Dryfoos was an old Pennsylvania Dutch farmer, about three or four
miles out of Moffitt, and he'd lived there pretty much all his life;
father was one of the first settlers. Everybody knew he had the right
stuff in him, but he was slower than molasses in January, like those
Pennsylvania Dutch. He'd got together the largest and handsomest farm
anywhere around there; and he was making money on it, just like he was
in some business somewhere; he was a very intelligent man; he took the
papers and kept himself posted; but he was awfully old-fashioned in his
ideas. He hung on to the doctrines as well as the dollars of the dads;
it was a real thing with him. Well, when the boom began to come he hated
it awfully, and he fought it. He used to write communications to the
weekly newspaper in Moffitt--they've got three dailies there now--and
throw cold water on the boom. He couldn't catch on no way. It made him
sick to hear the clack that went on about the gas the whole while, and
that stirred up the neighborhood and got into his family. Whenever he'd
hear of a man that had been offered a big price for his land and was
going to sell out and move into town, he'd go and labor with him and
try to talk him out of it, and tell him how long his fifteen or twenty
thousand would last him to live on, and shake the Standard Oil Company
before him, and try to make him believe it wouldn't be five years before
the Standard owned the whole region.
“Of course, he couldn't do anything with them. When a man's offered a
big price for his farm, he don't care whether it's by a secret emissary
from the Standard Oil or not; he's going to sell and get the better of
the other fellow if he can. Dryfoos couldn't keep the boom out of has
own family even. His wife was with him. She thought whatever he said and
did was just as right as if it had been thundered down from Sinai. But
the young folks were sceptical, especially the girls that had been away
to school. The boy that had been kept at home because he couldn't be
spared from helping his father manage the farm was more like him, but
they contrived to stir the boy up--with the hot end of the boom, too. So
when a fellow came along one day and offered old Dryfoos a cool hundred
thousand for his farm, it was all up with Dryfoos. He'd 'a' liked to 'a'
kept the offer to himself and not done anything about it, but his vanity
wouldn't let him do that; and when he let it out in his family the girls
outvoted him. They just made him sell.
“He wouldn't sell all. He kept about eighty acres that was off in some
piece by itself, but the three hundred that had the old brick house
on it, and the big barn--that went, and Dryfoos bought him a place in
Moffitt and moved into town to live on the interest of his money. Just
What he had scolded and ridiculed everybody else for doing. Well, they
say that at first he seemed like he would go crazy. He hadn't anything
to do. He took a fancy to that land-agent, and he used to go and set in
his office and ask him what he should do. 'I hain't got any horses, I
hain't got any cows, I hain't got any pigs, I hain't got any chickens. I
hain't got anything to do from sun-up to sun-down.' The fellow said the
tears used to run down the old fellow's cheeks, and if he hadn't been
so busy himself he believed he should 'a' cried, too. But most o' people
thought old Dryfoos was down in the mouth because he hadn't asked more
for his farm, when he wanted to buy it back and found they held it at a
hundred and fifty thousand. People couldn't believe he was just homesick
and heartsick for the old place. Well, perhaps he was sorry he hadn't
asked more; that's human nature, too.
“After a while something happened. That land-agent used to tell Dryfoos
to get out to Europe with his money and see life a little, or go and
live in Washington, where he could be somebody; but Dryfoos wouldn't,
and he kept listening to the talk there, and all of a sudden he caught
on. He came into that fellow's one day with a plan for cutting up the
eighty acres he'd kept into town lots; and he'd got it all plotted out
so-well, and had so many practical ideas about it, that the fellow was
astonished. He went right in with him, as far as Dryfoos would let him,
and glad of the chance; and they were working the thing for all it was
worth when I struck Moffitt. Old Dryfoos wanted me to go out and see the
Dryfoos & Hendry Addition--guess he thought maybe I'd write it up; and
he drove me out there himself. Well, it was funny to see a town made:
streets driven through; two rows of shadetrees, hard and soft, planted;
cellars dug and houses put up-regular Queen Anne style, too, with
stained glass-all at once. Dryfoos apologized for the streets because
they were hand-made; said they expected their street-making machine
Tuesday, and then they intended to push things.”
Fulkerson enjoyed the effect of his picture on March for a moment, and
then went on: “He was mighty intelligent, too, and he questioned me up
about my business as sharp as I ever was questioned; seemed to kind of
strike his fancy; I guess he wanted to find out if there was any money
in it. He was making money, hand over hand, then; and he never stopped
speculating and improving till he'd scraped together three or four
hundred thousand dollars, they said a million, but they like round
numbers at Moffitt, and I guess half a million would lay over it
comfortably and leave a few thousands to spare, probably. Then he came
on to New York.”
Fulkerson struck a match against the ribbed side of the porcelain cup
that held the matches in the centre of the table, and lit a cigarette,
which he began to smoke, throwing his head back with a leisurely effect,
as if he had got to the end of at least as much of his story as he meant
to tell without prompting.
March asked him the desired question. “What in the world for?”
Fulkerson took out his cigarette and said, with a smile: “To spend his
money, and get his daughters into the old Knickerbocker society. Maybe
he thought they were all the same kind of Dutch.”
“And has he succeeded?”
“Well, they're not social leaders yet. But it's only a question of
time--generation or two--especially if time's money, and if 'Every Other
Week' is the success it's bound to be.”
“You don't mean to say, Fulkerson,” said March, with a half-doubting,
half-daunted laugh, “that he's your Angel?”
“That's what I mean to say,” returned Fulkerson. “I ran onto him in
Broadway one day last summer. If you ever saw anybody in your life;
you're sure to meet him in Broadway again, sooner or later. That's
the philosophy of the bunco business; country people from the same
neighborhood are sure to run up against each other the first time they
come to New York. I put out my hand, and I said, 'Isn't this Mr. Dryfoos
from Moffitt?' He didn't seem to have any use for my hand; he let me
keep it, and he squared those old lips of his till his imperial stuck
straight out. Ever see Bernhardt in 'L'Etrangere'? Well, the American
husband is old Dryfoos all over; no mustache; and hay-colored
chin-whiskers cut slanting froze the corners of his mouth. He cocked
his little gray eyes at me, and says he: 'Yes, young man; my name
is Dryfoos, and I'm from Moffitt. But I don't want no present of
Longfellow's Works, illustrated; and I don't want to taste no fine teas;
but I know a policeman that does; and if you're the son of my old friend
Squire Strohfeldt, you'd better get out.' 'Well, then,' said I, 'how
would you like to go into the newspaper syndicate business?' He gave
another look at me, and then he burst out laughing, and he grabbed my
hand, and he just froze to it. I never saw anybody so glad.
“Well, the long and the short of it was that I asked him round here to
Maroni's to dinner; and before we broke up for the night we had settled
the financial side of the plan that's brought you to New York.”
“I can see,” said Fulkerson, who had kept his eyes fast on March's face,
“that you don't more than half like the idea of Dryfoos. It ought to
give you more confidence in the thing than you ever had. You needn't be
afraid,” he added, with some feeling, “that I talked Dryfoos into the
thing for my own advantage.”
“Oh, my dear Fulkerson!” March protested, all the more fervently because
he was really a little guilty.
“Well, of course not! I didn't mean you were. But I just happened to
tell him what I wanted to go into when I could see my way to it, and he
caught on of his own accord. The fact is,” said Fulkerson, “I guess I'd
better make a clean breast of it, now I'm at it, Dryfoos wanted to get
something for that boy of his to do. He's in railroads himself, and he's
in mines and other things, and he keeps busy, and he can't bear to have
his boy hanging round the house doing nothing, like as if he was a girl.
I told him that the great object of a rich man was to get his son into
just that fix, but he couldn't seem to see it, and the boy hated it
himself. He's got a good head, and he wanted to study for the ministry
when they were all living together out on the farm; but his father had
the old-fashioned ideas about that. You know they used to think that any
sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of; but they wanted
the good timber for business; and so the old man wouldn't let him.
You'll see the fellow; you'll like him; he's no fool, I can tell you;
and he's going to be our publisher, nominally at first and actually when
I've taught him the ropes a little.”
XII.
Fulkerson stopped and looked at March, whom he saw lapsing into a
serious silence. Doubtless he divined his uneasiness with the facts that
had been given him to digest. He pulled out his watch and glanced at it.
“See here, how would you like to go up to Forty-sixth street with me,
and drop in on old Dryfoos? Now's your chance. He's going West tomorrow,
and won't be back for a month or so. They'll all be glad to see you, and
you'll understand things better when you've seen him and his family. I
can't explain.”
March reflected a moment. Then he said, with a wisdom that surprised
him, for he would have liked to yield to the impulse of his curiosity:
“Perhaps we'd better wait till Mrs. March comes down, and let things
take the usual course. The Dryfoos ladies will want to call on her as
the last-comer, and if I treated myself 'en garcon' now, and paid the
first visit, it might complicate matters.”
“Well, perhaps you're right,” said Fulkerson. “I don't know much about
these things, and I don't believe Ma Dryfoos does, either.” He was on
his legs lighting another cigarette. “I suppose the girls are getting
themselves up in etiquette, though. Well, then, let's have a look at the
'Every Other Week' building, and then, if you like your quarters there,
you can go round and close for Mrs. Green's flat.”
March's dormant allegiance to his wife's wishes had been roused by his
decision in favor of good social usage. “I don't think I shall take the
flat,” he said.
“Well, don't reject it without giving it another look, anyway. Come on!”
He helped March on with his light overcoat, and the little stir they
made for their departure caught the notice of the old German; he looked
up from his beer at them. March was more than ever impressed with
something familiar in his face. In compensation for his prudence in
regard to the Dryfooses he now indulged an impulse. He stepped across to
where the old man sat, with his bald head shining like ivory under
the gas-jet, and his fine patriarchal length of bearded mask taking
picturesque lights and shadows, and put out his hand to him.
“Lindau! Isn't this Mr. Lindau?”
The old man lifted himself slowly to his feet with mechanical
politeness, and cautiously took March's hand. “Yes, my name is Lindau,”
he said, slowly, while he scanned March's face. Then he broke into
a long cry. “Ah-h-h-h-h, my dear poy! my gong friendt! my-my--Idt is
Passil Marge, not zo? Ah, ha, ha, ha! How gladt I am to zee you! Why, I
am gladt! And you rememberdt me? You remember Schiller, and Goethe, and
Uhland? And Indianapolis? You still lif in Indianapolis? It sheers my
hardt to zee you. But you are lidtle oldt, too? Tventy-five years makes
a difference. Ah, I am gladt! Dell me, idt is Passil Marge, not zo?”
He looked anxiously into March's face, with a gentle smile of mixed hope
and doubt, and March said: “As sure as it's Berthold Lindau, and I guess
it's you. And you remember the old times? You were as much of a boy as I
was, Lindau. Are you living in New York? Do you recollect how you tried
to teach me to fence? I don't know how to this day, Lindau. How good
you were, and how patient! Do you remember how we used to sit up in the
little parlor back of your printing-office, and read Die Rauber and Die
Theilung der Erde and Die Glocke? And Mrs. Lindau? Is she with--”
“Deadt--deadt long ago. Right after I got home from the war--tventy
years ago. But tell me, you are married? Children? Yes! Goodt! And how
oldt are you now?”
“It makes me seventeen to see you, Lindau, but I've got a son nearly as
old.”
“Ah, ha, ha! Goodt! And where do you lif?”
“Well, I'm just coming to live in New York,” March said, looking over
at Fulkerson, who had been watching his interview with the perfunctory
smile of sympathy that people put on at the meeting of old friends. “I
want to introduce you to my friend Mr. Fulkerson. He and I are going
into a literary enterprise here.”
“Ah! zo?” said the old man, with polite interest. He took Fulkerson's
proffered hand, and they all stood talking a few moments together.
Then Fulkerson said, with another look at his watch, “Well, March, we're
keeping Mr. Lindau from his dinner.”
“Dinner!” cried the old man. “Idt's better than breadt and meadt to see
Mr. Marge!”
“I must be going, anyway,” said March. “But I must see you again soon,
Lindau. Where do you live? I want a long talk.”
“And I. You will find me here at dinner-time.” said the old man. “It
is the best place”; and March fancied him reluctant to give another
address.
To cover his consciousness he answered, gayly: “Then, it's 'auf
wiedersehen' with us. Well!”
“Also!” The old man took his hand, and made a mechanical movement with
his mutilated arm, as if he would have taken it in a double clasp. He
laughed at himself. “I wanted to gif you the other handt, too, but I
gafe it to your gountry a goodt while ago.”
“To my country?” asked March, with a sense of pain, and yet lightly, as
if it were a joke of the old man's. “Your country, too, Lindau?”
The old man turned very grave, and said, almost coldly, “What gountry
hass a poor man got, Mr. Marge?”
“Well, you ought to have a share in the one you helped to save for us
rich men, Lindau,” March returned, still humoring the joke.
The old man smiled sadly, but made no answer as he sat down again.
“Seems to be a little soured,” said Fulkerson, as they went down the
steps. He was one of those Americans whose habitual conception of life
is unalloyed prosperity. When any experience or observation of his went
counter to it he suffered--something like physical pain. He eagerly
shrugged away the impression left upon his buoyancy by Lindau, and added
to March's continued silence, “What did I tell you about meeting every
man in New York that you ever knew before?”
“I never expected to meat Lindau in the world again,” said March, more
to himself than to Fulkerson. “I had an impression that he had been
killed in the war. I almost wish he had been.”
“Oh, hello, now!” cried Fulkerson.
March laughed, but went on soberly: “He was a man predestined to
adversity, though. When I first knew him out in Indianapolis he was
starving along with a sick wife and a sick newspaper. It was before
the Germans had come over to the Republicans generally, but Lindau was
fighting the anti-slavery battle just as naturally at Indianapolis in
1858 as he fought behind the barricades at Berlin in 1848. And yet he
was always such a gentle soul! And so generous! He taught me German for
the love of it; he wouldn't spoil his pleasure by taking a cent from me;
he seemed to get enough out of my being young and enthusiastic, and out
of prophesying great things for me. I wonder what the poor old fellow is
doing here, with that one hand of his?”
“Not amassing a very 'handsome pittance,' I guess, as Artemus Ward would
say,” said Fulkerson, getting back some of his lightness. “There are
lots of two-handed fellows in New York that are not doing much better, I
guess. Maybe he gets some writing on the German papers.”
“I hope so. He's one of the most accomplished men! He used to be a
splendid musician--pianist--and knows eight or ten languages.”
“Well, it's astonishing,” said Fulkerson, “how much lumber those Germans
can carry around in their heads all their lives, and never work it up
into anything. It's a pity they couldn't do the acquiring, and let
out the use of their learning to a few bright Americans. We could make
things hum, if we could arrange 'em that way.”
He talked on, unheeded by March, who went along half-consciously
tormented by his lightness in the pensive memories the meeting with
Lindau had called up. Was this all that sweet, unselfish nature could
come to? What a homeless old age at that meagre Italian table d'hote,
with that tall glass of beer for a half-hour's oblivion! That shabby
dress, that pathetic mutilation! He must have a pension, twelve dollars
a month, or eighteen, from a grateful country. But what else did he eke
out with?
“Well, here we are,” said Fulkerson, cheerily. He ran up the steps
before March, and opened the carpenter's temporary valve in the door
frame, and led the way into a darkness smelling sweetly of unpainted
wood-work and newly dried plaster; their feat slipped on shavings and
grated on sand. He scratched a match, and found a candle, and then
walked about up and down stairs, and lectured on the advantages of the
place. He had fitted up bachelor apartments for himself in the house,
and said that he was going to have a flat to let on the top floor. “I
didn't offer it to you because I supposed you'd be too proud to live
over your shop; and it's too small, anyway; only five rooms.”
“Yes, that's too small,” said March, shirking the other point.
“Well, then, here's the room I intend for your office,” said Fulkerson,
showing him into a large back parlor one flight up. “You'll have it
quiet from the street noises here, and you can be at home or not, as you
please. There'll be a boy on the stairs to find out. Now, you see, this
makes the Grosvenor Green flat practicable, if you want it.”
March felt the forces of fate closing about him and pushing him to a
decision. He feebly fought them off till he could have another look at
the flat. Then, baked and subdued still more by the unexpected presence
of Mrs. Grosvenor Green herself, who was occupying it so as to be able
to show it effectively, he took it. He was aware more than ever of its
absurdities; he knew that his wife would never cease to hate it; but he
had suffered one of those eclipses of the imagination to which men of
his temperament are subject, and into which he could see no future for
his desires. He felt a comfort in irretrievably committing himself, and
exchanging the burden of indecision for the burden of responsibility.
“I don't know,” said Fulkerson, as they walked back to his hotel
together, “but you might fix it up with that lone widow and her pretty
daughter to take part of their house here.” He seemed to be reminded
of it by the fact of passing the house, and March looked up at its dark
front. He could not have told exactly why he felt a pang of remorse
at the sight, and doubtless it was more regret for having taken the
Grosvenor Green flat than for not having taken the widow's rooms. Still,
he could not forget her wistfulness when his wife and he were looking
at them, and her disappointment when they decided against them. He had
toyed, in, his after-talk to Mrs. March, with a sort of hypothetical
obligation they had to modify their plans so as to meet the widow's want
of just such a family as theirs; they had both said what a blessing
it would be to her, and what a pity they could not do it; but they had
decided very distinctly that they could not. Now it seemed to him that
they might; and he asked himself whether he had not actually departed as
much from their ideal as if he had taken board with the widow. Suddenly
it seemed to him that his wife asked him this, too.
“I reckon,” said Fulkerson, “that she could have arranged to give you
your meals in your rooms, and it would have come to about the same thing
as housekeeping.”
“No sort of boarding can be the same as house-keeping,” said March. “I
want my little girl to have the run of a kitchen, and I want the whole
family to have the moral effect of housekeeping. It's demoralizing to
board, in every way; it isn't a home, if anybody else takes the care of
it off your hands.”
“Well, I suppose so,” Fulkerson assented; but March's words had a
hollow ring to himself, and in his own mind he began to retaliate his
dissatisfaction upon Fulkerson.
He parted from him on the usual terms outwardly, but he felt obscurely
abused by Fulkerson in regard to the Dryfooses, father and son. He did
not know but Fulkerson had taken an advantage of him in allowing him to
commit himself to their enterprise with out fully and frankly telling
him who and what his backer was; he perceived that with young Dryfoos as
the publisher and Fulkerson as the general director of the paper there
might be very little play for his own ideas of its conduct. Perhaps it
was the hurt to his vanity involved by the recognition of this fact that
made him forget how little choice he really had in the matter, and how,
since he had not accepted the offer to edit the insurance paper,
nothing remained for him but to close with Fulkerson. In this moment of
suspicion and resentment he accused Fulkerson of hastening his decision
in regard to the Grosvenor Green apartment; he now refused to consider
it a decision, and said to himself that if he felt disposed to do so he
would send Mrs. Green a note reversing it in the morning. But he put it
all off till morning with his clothes, when he went to bed, he put
off even thinking what his wife would say; he cast Fulkerson and his
constructive treachery out of his mind, too, and invited into it some
pensive reveries of the past, when he still stood at the parting of the
ways, and could take this path or that. In his middle life this was not
possible; he must follow the path chosen long, ago, wherever, it led. He
was not master of himself, as he once seemed, but the servant of those
he loved; if he could do what he liked, perhaps he might renounce this
whole New York enterprise, and go off somewhere out of the reach of
care; but he could not do what he liked, that was very clear. In the
pathos of this conviction he dwelt compassionately upon the thought
of poor old Lindau; he resolved to make him accept a handsome sum of
money--more than he could spare, something that he would feel the loss
of--in payment of the lessons in German and fencing given so long
ago. At the usual rate for such lessons, his debt, with interest for
twenty-odd years, would run very far into the hundreds. Too far, he
perceived, for his wife's joyous approval; he determined not to add the
interest; or he believed that Lindau would refuse the interest; he put a
fine speech in his mouth, making him do so; and after that he got Lindau
employment on 'Every Other Week,' and took care of him till he died.
Through all his melancholy and munificence he was aware of sordid
anxieties for having taken the Grosvenor Green apartment. These began
to assume visible, tangible shapes as he drowsed, and to became personal
entities, from which he woke, with little starts, to a realization of
their true nature, and then suddenly fell fast asleep.
In the accomplishment of the events which his reverie played with, there
was much that retroactively stamped it with prophecy, but much also that
was better than he forboded. He found that with regard to the Grosvenor
Green apartment he had not allowed for his wife's willingness to get any
sort of roof over her head again after the removal from their old home,
or for the alleviations that grow up through mere custom. The practical
workings of the apartment were not so bad; it had its good points, and
after the first sensation of oppression in it they began to feel the
convenience of its arrangement. They were at that time of life when
people first turn to their children's opinion with deference, and, in
the loss of keenness in their own likes and dislikes, consult the young
preferences which are still so sensitive. It went far to reconcile Mrs.
March to the apartment that her children were pleased with its novelty;
when this wore off for them, she had herself begun to find it much more
easily manageable than a house. After she had put away several barrels
of gimcracks, and folded up screens and rugs and skins, and carried
them all off to the little dark store-room which the flat developed,
she perceived at once a roominess and coziness in it unsuspected before.
Then, when people began to call, she had a pleasure, a superiority,
in saying that it was a furnished apartment, and in disclaiming all
responsibility for the upholstery and decoration. If March was by, she
always explained that it was Mr. March's fancy, and amiably laughed it
off with her callers as a mannish eccentricity. Nobody really seemed to
think it otherwise than pretty; and this again was a triumph for Mrs.
March, because it showed how inferior the New York taste was to the
Boston taste in such matters.
March submitted silently to his punishment, and laughed with her before
company at his own eccentricity. She had been so preoccupied with the
adjustment of the family to its new quarters and circumstances that the
time passed for laying his misgivings, if they were misgivings, about
Fulkerson before her, and when an occasion came for expressing them
they had themselves passed in the anxieties of getting forward the
first number of 'Every Other Week.' He kept these from her, too, and
the business that brought them to New York had apparently dropped into
abeyance before the questions of domestic economy that presented and
absented themselves. March knew his wife to be a woman of good mind and
in perfect sympathy with him, but he understood the limitations of
her perspective; and if he was not too wise, he was too experienced
to intrude upon it any affairs of his till her own were reduced to the
right order and proportion. It would have been folly to talk to her of
Fulkerson's conjecturable uncandor while she was in doubt whether her
cook would like the kitchen, or her two servants would consent to room
together; and till it was decided what school Tom should go to, and
whether Bella should have lessons at home or not, the relation which
March was to bear to the Dryfooses, as owner and publisher, was not to
be discussed with his wife. He might drag it in, but he was aware that
with her mind distracted by more immediate interests he could not get
from her that judgment, that reasoned divination, which he relied upon
so much. She would try, she would do her best, but the result would be a
view clouded and discolored by the effort she must make.
He put the whole matter by, and gave himself to the details of the work
before him. In this he found not only escape, but reassurance, for it
became more and more apparent that whatever was nominally the structure
of the business, a man of his qualifications and his instincts could not
have an insignificant place in it. He had also the consolation of liking
his work, and of getting an instant grasp of it that grew constantly
firmer and closer. The joy of knowing that he had not made a mistake was
great. In giving rein to ambitions long forborne he seemed to get back
to the youth when he had indulged them first; and after half a lifetime
passed in pursuits alien to his nature, he was feeling the serene
happiness of being mated through his work to his early love. From the
outside the spectacle might have had its pathos, and it is not easy to
justify such an experiment as he had made at his time of life, except
upon the ground where he rested from its consideration--the ground of
necessity.
His work was more in his thoughts than himself, however; and as the time
for the publication of the first number of his periodical came nearer,
his cares all centred upon it. Without fixing any date, Fulkerson had
announced it, and pushed his announcements with the shameless vigor of
a born advertiser. He worked his interest with the press to the utmost,
and paragraphs of a variety that did credit to his ingenuity were afloat
everywhere. Some of them were speciously unfavorable in tone; they
criticised and even ridiculed the principles on which the new departure
in literary journalism was based. Others defended it; others yet denied
that this rumored principle was really the principle. All contributed to
make talk. All proceeded from the same fertile invention.
March observed with a degree of mortification that the talk was very
little of it in the New York press; there the references to the novel
enterprise were slight and cold. But Fulkerson said: “Don't mind that,
old man. It's the whole country that makes or breaks a thing like this;
New York has very little to do with it. Now if it were a play, it would
be different. New York does make or break a play; but it doesn't make or
break a book; it doesn't make or break a magazine. The great mass of
the readers are outside of New York, and the rural districts are what
we have got to go for. They don't read much in New York; they write, and
talk about what they've written. Don't you worry.”
The rumor of Fulkerson's connection with the enterprise accompanied many
of the paragraphs, and he was able to stay March's thirst for employment
by turning over to him from day to day heaps of the manuscripts which
began to pour in from his old syndicate writers, as well as from
adventurous volunteers all over the country. With these in hand March
began practically to plan the first number, and to concrete a general
scheme from the material and the experience they furnished. They had
intended to issue the first number with the new year, and if it had been
an affair of literature alone, it would have been very easy; but it was
the art leg they limped on, as Fulkerson phrased it. They had not merely
to deal with the question of specific illustrations for this article
or that, but to decide the whole character of their illustrations, and
first of all to get a design for a cover which should both ensnare
the heedless and captivate the fastidious. These things did not come
properly within March's province--that had been clearly understood--and
for a while Fulkerson tried to run the art leg himself. The phrase was
again his, but it was simpler to make the phrase than to run the leg.
The difficult generation, at once stiff-backed and slippery, with which
he had to do in this endeavor, reduced even so buoyant an optimist to
despair, and after wasting some valuable weeks in trying to work the
artists himself, he determined to get an artist to work them. But what
artist? It could not be a man with fixed reputation and a following: he
would be too costly, and would have too many enemies among his brethren,
even if he would consent to undertake the job. Fulkerson had a man in
mind, an artist, too, who would have been the very thing if he had been
the thing at all. He had talent enough, and his sort of talent would
reach round the whole situation, but, as Fulkerson said, he was as many
kinds of an ass as he was kinds of an artist.
PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS:
Anticipative homesickness
Any sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of
Appearance made him doubt their ability to pay so much
As much of his story as he meant to tell without prompting
Considerable comfort in holding him accountable
Extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable
Flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another
Handsome pittance
He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices
Hypothetical difficulty
Never-blooming shrub
Poverty as hopeless as any in the world
Seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him
Servant of those he loved
Sigh with which ladies recognize one another's martyrdom
Sorry he hadn't asked more; that's human nature
That isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be
Tried to be homesick for them, but failed
Turn to their children's opinion with deference
Wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do
PART SECOND
I.
The evening when March closed with Mrs. Green's reduced offer, and
decided to take her apartment, the widow whose lodgings he had rejected
sat with her daughter in an upper room at the back of her house. In the
shaded glow of the drop-light she was sewing, and the girl was drawing
at the same table. From time to time, as they talked, the girl lifted
her head and tilted it a little on one side so as to get some desired
effect of her work.
“It's a mercy the cold weather holds off,” said the mother. “We should
have to light the furnace, unless we wanted to scare everybody away with
a cold house; and I don't know who would take care of it, or what would
become of us, every way.”
“They seem to have been scared away from a house that wasn't cold,” said
the girl. “Perhaps they might like a cold one. But it's too early for
cold yet. It's only just in the beginning of November.”
“The Messenger says they've had a sprinkling of snow.”
“Oh yes, at St. Barnaby! I don't know when they don't have sprinklings
of snow there. I'm awfully glad we haven't got that winter before us.”
The widow sighed as mothers do who feel the contrast their experience
opposes to the hopeful recklessness of such talk as this. “We may have a
worse winter here,” she said, darkly.
“Then I couldn't stand it,” said the girl, “and I should go in for
lighting out to Florida double-quick.”
“And how would you get to Florida?” demanded her mother, severely.
“Oh, by the usual conveyance Pullman vestibuled train, I suppose. What
makes you so blue, mamma?” The girl was all the time sketching away,
rubbing out, lifting her head for the effect, and then bending it over
her work again without looking at her mother.
“I am not blue, Alma. But I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of
yours.”
“Why? What harm does it do?”
“Harm?” echoed the mother.
Pending the effort she must make in saying, the girl cut in: “Yes, harm.
You've kept your despair dusted off and ready for use at an instant's
notice ever since we came, and what good has it done? I'm going to keep
on hoping to the bitter end. That's what papa did.”
It was what the Rev. Archibald Leighton had done with all the
consumptive's buoyancy. The morning he died he told them that now he had
turned the point and was really going to get well. The cheerfulness was
not only in his disease, but in his temperament. Its excess was always
a little against him in his church work, and Mrs. Leighton was right
enough in feeling that if it had not been for the ballast of her
instinctive despondency he would have made shipwreck of such small
chances of prosperity as befell him in life. It was not from him that
his daughter got her talent, though he had left her his temperament
intact of his widow's legal thirds. He was one of those men of whom
the country people say when he is gone that the woman gets along better
without him. Mrs. Leighton had long eked out their income by taking a
summer boarder or two, as a great favor, into her family; and when the
greater need came, she frankly gave up her house to the summer-folks (as
they call them in the country), and managed it for their comfort from
the small quarter of it in which she shut herself up with her daughter.
The notion of shutting up is an exigency of the rounded period. The fact
is, of course, that Alma Leighton was not shut up in any sense whatever.
She was the pervading light, if not force, of the house. She was a good
cook, and she managed the kitchen with the help of an Irish girl, while
her mother looked after the rest of the housekeeping. But she was not
systematic; she had inspiration but not discipline, and her mother
mourned more over the days when Alma left the whole dinner to the Irish
girl than she rejoiced in those when one of Alma's great thoughts took
form in a chicken-pie of incomparable savor or in a matchless pudding.
The off-days came when her artistic nature was expressing itself in
charcoal, for she drew to the admiration of all among the lady boarders
who could not draw. The others had their reserves; they readily conceded
that Alma had genius, but they were sure she needed instruction. On the
other hand, they were not so radical as to agree with the old painter
who came every summer to paint the elms of the St. Barnaby meadows. He
contended that she needed to be a man in order to amount to anything;
but in this theory he was opposed by an authority, of his own sex, whom
the lady sketchers believed to speak with more impartiality in a matter
concerning them as much as Alma Leighton. He said that instruction would
do, and he was not only, younger and handsomer, but he was fresher from
the schools than old Harrington, who, even the lady sketchers could see,
painted in an obsolescent manner. His name was Beaton--Angus Beaton; but
he was not Scotch, or not more Scotch than Mary Queen of Scots was. His
father was a Scotchman, but Beaton was born in Syracuse, New York, and
it had taken only three years in Paris to obliterate many traces of
native and ancestral manner in him. He wore his black beard cut shorter
than his mustache, and a little pointed; he stood with his shoulders
well thrown back and with a lateral curve of his person when he talked
about art, which would alone have carried conviction even if he had not
had a thick, dark bang coming almost to the brows of his mobile gray
eyes, and had not spoken English with quick, staccato impulses, so as
to give it the effect of epigrammatic and sententious French. One of the
ladies said that you always thought of him as having spoken French after
it was over, and accused herself of wrong in not being able to feel
afraid of him. None of the ladies was afraid of him, though they could
not believe that he was really so deferential to their work as he
seemed; and they knew, when he would not criticise Mr. Harrington's
work, that he was just acting from principle.
They may or may not have known the deference with which he treated
Alma's work; but the girl herself felt that his abrupt, impersonal
comment recognized her as a real sister in art. He told her she ought
to come to New York, and draw in the League, or get into some painter's
private class; and it was the sense of duty thus appealed to which
finally resulted in the hazardous experiment she and her mother were
now making. There were no logical breaks in the chain of their reasoning
from past success with boarders in St. Barnaby to future success with
boarders in New York. Of course the outlay was much greater. The rent
of the furnished house they had taken was such that if they failed their
experiment would be little less than ruinous.
But they were not going to fail; that was what Alma contended, with a
hardy courage that her mother sometimes felt almost invited failure, if
it did not deserve it. She was one of those people who believe that if
you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen. She acted on this
superstition as if it were a religion.
“If it had not been for my despair, as you call it, Alma,” she answered,
“I don't know where we should have been now.”
“I suppose we should have been in St. Barnaby,” said the girl. “And if
it's worse to be in New York, you see what your despair's done, mamma.
But what's the use? You meant well, and I don't blame you. You can't
expect even despair to come out always just the way you want it.
Perhaps you've used too much of it.” The girl laughed, and Mrs. Leighton
laughed, too. Like every one else, she was not merely a prevailing mood,
as people are apt to be in books, but was an irregularly spheroidal
character, with surfaces that caught the different lights of
circumstance and reflected them. Alma got up and took a pose before the
mirror, which she then transferred to her sketch. The room was pinned
about with other sketches, which showed with fantastic indistinctness in
the shaded gaslight. Alma held up the drawing. “How do you like it?”
Mrs. Leighton bent forward over her sewing to look at it. “You've got
the man's face rather weak.”
“Yes, that's so. Either I see all the hidden weakness that's in men's
natures, and bring it to the surface in their figures, or else I put my
own weakness into them. Either way, it's a drawback to their presenting
a truly manly appearance. As long as I have one of the miserable objects
before me, I can draw him; but as soon as his back's turned I get to
putting ladies into men's clothes. I should think you'd be scandalized,
mamma, if you were a really feminine person. It must be your despair
that helps you to bear up. But what's the matter with the young lady in
young lady's clothes? Any dust on her?”
“What expressions!” said Mrs. Leighton. “Really, Alma, for a refined
girl you are the most unrefined!”
“Go on--about the girl in the picture!” said Alma, slightly knocking her
mother on the shoulder, as she stood over her.
“I don't see anything to her. What's she doing?”
“Oh, just being made love to, I suppose.”
“She's perfectly insipid!”
“You're awfully articulate, mamma! Now, if Mr. Wetmore were to criticise
that picture he'd draw a circle round it in the air, and look at it
through that, and tilt his head first on one side and then on the other,
and then look at you, as if you were a figure in it, and then collapse
awhile, and moan a little and gasp, 'Isn't your young lady a little
too-too--' and then he'd try to get the word out of you, and groan and
suffer some more; and you'd say, 'She is, rather,' and that would give
him courage, and he'd say, 'I don't mean that she's so very--' 'Of
course not.' 'You understand?' 'Perfectly. I see it myself, now.' 'Well,
then'---and he'd take your pencil and begin to draw--'I should give
her a little more--Ah?' 'Yes, I see the difference.'--'You see the
difference?' And he'd go off to some one else, and you'd know that
you'd been doing the wishy-washiest thing in the world, though he hadn't
spoken a word of criticism, and couldn't. But he wouldn't have noticed
the expression at all; he'd have shown you where your drawing was bad.
He doesn't care for what he calls the literature of a thing; he says
that will take care of itself if the drawing's good. He doesn't like my
doing these chic things; but I'm going to keep it up, for I think it's
the nearest way to illustrating.”
She took her sketch and pinned it up on the door.
“And has Mr. Beaton been about, yet?” asked her mother.
“No,” said the girl, with her back still turned; and she added, “I
believe he's in New York; Mr. Wetmore's seen him.”
“It's a little strange he doesn't call.”
“It would be if he were not an artist. But artists never do anything
like other people. He was on his good behavior while he was with us, and
he's a great deal more conventional than most of them; but even he
can't keep it up. That's what makes me really think that women can never
amount to anything in art. They keep all their appointments, and fulfil
all their duties just as if they didn't know anything about art. Well,
most of them don't. We've got that new model to-day.”
“What new model?”
“The one Mr. Wetmore was telling us about the old German; he's splendid.
He's got the most beautiful head; just like the old masters' things. He
used to be Humphrey Williams's model for his Biblical-pieces; but since
he's dead, the old man hardly gets anything to do. Mr. Wetmore says
there isn't anybody in the Bible that Williams didn't paint him as. He's
the Law and the Prophets in all his Old Testament pictures, and he's
Joseph, Peter, Judas Iscariot, and the Scribes and Pharisees in the
New.”
“It's a good thing people don't know how artists work, or some of the
most sacred pictures would have no influence,” said Mrs. Leighton.
“Why, of course not!” cried the girl. “And the influence is the last
thing a painter thinks of--or supposes he thinks of. What he knows
he's anxious about is the drawing and the color. But people will never
understand how simple artists are. When I reflect what a complex and
sophisticated being I am, I'm afraid I can never come to anything in
art. Or I should be if I hadn't genius.”
“Do you think Mr. Beaton is very simple?” asked Mrs. Leighton.
“Mr. Wetmore doesn't think he's very much of an artist. He thinks he
talks too well. They believe that if a man can express himself clearly
he can't paint.”
“And what do you believe?”
“Oh, I can express myself, too.”
The mother seemed to be satisfied with this evasion. After a while she
said, “I presume he will call when he gets settled.”
The girl made no answer to this. “One of the girls says that old model
is an educated man. He was in the war, and lost a hand. Doesn't it seem
a pity for such a man to have to sit to a class of affected geese like
us as a model? I declare it makes me sick. And we shall keep him a week,
and pay him six or seven dollars for the use of his grand old head, and
then what will he do? The last time he was regularly employed was when
Mr. Mace was working at his Damascus Massacre. Then he wanted so many
Arab sheiks and Christian elders that he kept old Mr. Lindau steadily
employed for six months. Now he has to pick up odd jobs where he can.”
“I suppose he has his pension,” said Mrs. Leighton.
“No; one of the girls”--that was the way Alma always described her
fellow-students--“says he has no pension. He didn't apply for it for
a long time, and then there was a hitch about it, and it was
somethinged--vetoed, I believe she said.”
“Who vetoed it?” asked Mrs. Leighton, with some curiosity about the
process, which she held in reserve.
“I don't know-whoever vetoes things. I wonder what Mr. Wetmore does
think of us--his class. We must seem perfectly crazy. There isn't one of
us really knows what she's doing it for, or what she expects to happen
when she's done it. I suppose every one thinks she has genius. I know
the Nebraska widow does, for she says that unless you have genius it
isn't the least use. Everybody's puzzled to know what she does with her
baby when she's at work--whether she gives it soothing syrup. I wonder
how Mr. Wetmore can keep from laughing in our faces. I know he does
behind our backs.”
Mrs. Leighton's mind wandered back to another point. “Then if he says
Mr. Beaton can't paint, I presume he doesn't respect him very much.”
“Oh, he never said he couldn't paint. But I know he thinks so. He says
he's an excellent critic.”
“Alma,” her mother said, with the effect of breaking off, “what do you
suppose is the reason he hasn't been near us?”
“Why, I don't know, mamma, except that it would have been natural for
another person to come, and he's an artist at least, artist enough for
that.”
“That doesn't account for it altogether. He was very nice at St.
Barnaby, and seemed so interested in you--your work.”
“Plenty of people were nice at St. Barnaby. That rich Mrs. Horn couldn't
contain her joy when she heard we were coming to New York, but she
hasn't poured in upon us a great deal since we got here.”
“But that's different. She's very fashionable, and she's taken up with
her own set. But Mr. Beaton's one of our kind.”
“Thank you. Papa wasn't quite a tombstone-cutter, mamma.”
“That makes it all the harder to bear. He can't be ashamed of us.
Perhaps he doesn't know where we are.”
“Do you wish to send him your card, mamma?” The girl flushed and towered
in scorn of the idea.
“Why, no, Alma,” returned her mother.
“Well, then,” said Alma.
But Mrs. Leighton was not so easily quelled. She had got her mind on
Mr. Beaton, and she could not detach it at once. Besides, she was one of
those women (they are commoner than the same sort of men) whom it does
not pain to take out their most intimate thoughts and examine them in
the light of other people's opinions. “But I don't see how he can behave
so. He must know that--”
“That what, mamma?” demanded the girl.
“That he influenced us a great deal in coming--”
“He didn't. If he dared to presume to think such a thing--”
“Now, Alma,” said her mother, with the clinging persistence of such
natures, “you know he did. And it's no use for you to pretend that we
didn't count upon him in--in every way. You may not have noticed his
attentions, and I don't say you did, but others certainly did; and I
must say that I didn't expect he would drop us so.”
“Drop us!” cried Alma, in a fury. “Oh!”
“Yes, drop us, Alma. He must know where we are. Of course, Mr. Wetmore's
spoken to him about you, and it's a shame that he hasn't been near us. I
should have thought common gratitude, common decency, would have brought
him after--after all we did for him.”
“We did nothing for him--nothing! He paid his board, and that ended it.”
“No, it didn't, Alma. You know what he used to say--about its being like
home, and all that; and I must say that after his attentions to you, and
all the things you told me he said, I expected something very dif--”
A sharp peal of the door-bell thrilled through the house, and as if the
pull of the bell-wire had twitched her to her feet, Mrs. Leighton sprang
up and grappled with her daughter in their common terror.
They both glared at the clock and made sure that it was five minutes
after nine. Then they abandoned themselves some moments to the
unrestricted play of their apprehensions.
II.
“Why, Alma,” whispered the mother, “who in the world can it be at this
time of night? You don't suppose he--”
“Well, I'm not going to the door, anyhow, mother, I don't care who
it is; and, of course, he wouldn't be such a goose as to come at this
hour.” She put on a look of miserable trepidation, and shrank back from
the door, while the hum of the bell died away, in the hall.
“What shall we do?” asked Mrs. Leighton, helplessly.
“Let him go away--whoever they are,” said Alma.
Another and more peremptory ring forbade them refuge in this simple
expedient.
“Oh, dear! what shall we do? Perhaps it's a despatch.”
The conjecture moved Alma to no more than a rigid stare. “I shall not
go,” she said. A third ring more insistent than the others followed, and
she said: “You go ahead, mamma, and I'll come behind to scream if it's
anybody. We can look through the side-lights at the door first.”
Mrs. Leighton fearfully led the way from the back chamber where they
bad been sitting, and slowly descended the stairs. Alma came behind and
turned up the hall gas-jet with a sudden flash that made them both jump
a little. The gas inside rendered it more difficult to tell who was on
the threshold, but Mrs. Leighton decided from a timorous peep through
the scrims that it was a lady and gentleman. Something in this
distribution of sex emboldened her; she took her life in her hand, and
opened the door.
The lady spoke. “Does Mrs. Leighton live heah?” she said, in a rich,
throaty voice; and she feigned a reference to the agent's permit she
held in her hand.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Leighton; she mechanically occupied the doorway, while
Alma already quivered behind her with impatience of her impoliteness.
“Oh,” said the lady, who began to appear more and more a young lady, “Ah
didn't know but Ah had mistaken the hoase. Ah suppose it's rather late
to see the apawtments, and Ah most ask you to pawdon us.” She put this
tentatively, with a delicately growing recognition of Mrs. Leighton as
the lady of the house, and a humorous intelligence of the situation in
the glance she threw Alma over her mother's shoulder. “Ah'm afraid we
most have frightened you.”
“Oh, not at all,” said Alma; and at the same time her mother said, “Will
you walk in, please?”
The gentleman promptly removed his hat and made the Leightons an
inclusive bow. “You awe very kind, madam, and I am sorry for the
trouble we awe giving you.” He was tall and severe-looking, with a gray,
trooperish mustache and iron-gray hair, and, as Alma decided, iron-gray
eyes. His daughter was short, plump, and fresh-colored, with an effect
of liveliness that did not all express itself in her broad-vowelled,
rather formal speech, with its odd valuations of some of the auxiliary
verbs, and its total elision of the canine letter.
“We awe from the Soath,” she said, “and we arrived this mawning, but we
got this cyahd from the brokah just befo' dinnah, and so we awe rathah
late.”
“Not at all; it's only nine o'clock,” said Mrs. Leighton. She looked up
from the card the young lady had given her, and explained, “We haven't
got in our servants yet, and we had to answer the bell ourselves, and--”
“You were frightened, of coase,” said the young lady, caressingly.
The gentleman said they ought not to have come so late, and he offered
some formal apologies.
“We should have been just as much scared any time after five o'clock,”
Alma said to the sympathetic intelligence in the girl's face.
She laughed out. “Of coase! Ah would have my hawt in my moath all day
long, too, if Ah was living in a big hoase alone.”
A moment of stiffness followed; Mrs. Leighton would have liked to
withdraw from the intimacy of the situation, but she did not know how.
It was very well for these people to assume to be what they pretended;
but, she reflected too late, she had no proof of it except the agent's
permit. They were all standing in the hall together, and she prolonged
the awkward pause while she examined the permit. “You are Mr. Woodburn?”
she asked, in a way that Alma felt implied he might not be.
“Yes, madam; from Charlottesboag, Virginia,” he answered, with the
slight umbrage a man shows when the strange cashier turns his check over
and questions him before cashing it.
Alma writhed internally, but outwardly remained subordinate; she
examined the other girl's dress, and decided in a superficial
consciousness that she had made her own bonnet.
“I shall be glad to show you my rooms,” said Mrs. Leighton, with an
irrelevant sigh. “You must excuse their being not just as I should wish
them. We're hardly settled yet.”
“Don't speak of it, madam,” said the gentleman, “if you can overlook the
trouble we awe giving you at such an unseasonable houah.”
“Ah'm a hoasekeepah mahself,” Miss Woodburn joined in, “and Ah know ho'
to accyoant fo' everything.”
Mrs. Leighton led the way up-stairs, and the young lady decided upon the
large front room and small side room on the third story. She said she
could take the small one, and the other was so large that her father
could both sleep and work in it. She seemed not ashamed to ask if Mrs.
Leighton's price was inflexible, but gave way laughing when her father
refused to have any bargaining, with a haughty self-respect which he
softened to deference for Mrs. Leighton. His impulsiveness opened the
way for some confidence from her, and before the affair was arranged
she was enjoying in her quality of clerical widow the balm of the
Virginians' reverent sympathy. They said they were church people
themselves.
“Ah don't know what yo' mothah means by yo' hoase not being in oddah,”
the young lady said to Alma as they went down-stairs together. “Ah'm a
great hoasekeepah mahself, and Ah mean what Ah say.”
They had all turned mechanically into the room where the Leightons were
sitting when the Woodburns rang: Mr. Woodburn consented to sit down, and
he remained listening to Mrs. Leighton while his daughter bustled up to
the sketches pinned round the room and questioned Alma about them.
“Ah suppose you awe going to be a great awtust?” she said, in friendly
banter, when Alma owned to having done the things. “Ah've a great notion
to take a few lessons mahself. Who's yo' teachah?”
Alma said she was drawing in Mr. Wetmore's class, and Miss Woodburn
said: “Well, it's just beautiful, Miss Leighton; it's grand. Ah suppose
it's raght expensive, now? Mah goodness! we have to cyoant the coast so
much nowadays; it seems to me we do nothing but cyoant it. Ah'd like to
hah something once without askin' the price.”
“Well, if you didn't ask it,” said Alma, “I don't believe Mr. Wetmore
would ever know what the price of his lessons was. He has to think, when
you ask him.”
“Why, he most be chomming,” said Miss Woodburn. “Perhaps Ah maght get
the lessons for nothing from him. Well, Ah believe in my soul Ah'll
trah. Now ho' did you begin? and ho' do you expect to get anything oat
of it?” She turned on Alma eyes brimming with a shrewd mixture of
fun and earnest, and Alma made note of the fact that she had an early
nineteenth-century face, round, arch, a little coquettish, but extremely
sensible and unspoiled-looking, such as used to be painted a good deal
in miniature at that period; a tendency of her brown hair to twine and
twist at the temples helped the effect; a high comb would have completed
it, Alma felt, if she had her bonnet off. It was almost a Yankee
country-girl type; but perhaps it appeared so to Alma because it was,
like that, pure Anglo-Saxon. Alma herself, with her dull, dark skin,
slender in figure, slow in speech, with aristocratic forms in her
long hands, and the oval of her fine face pointed to a long chin,
felt herself much more Southern in style than this blooming, bubbling,
bustling Virginian.
“I don't know,” she answered, slowly.
“Going to take po'traits,” suggested Miss Woodburn, “or just paint the
ahdeal?” A demure burlesque lurked in her tone.
“I suppose I don't expect to paint at all,” said Alma. “I'm going to
illustrate books--if anybody will let me.”
“Ah should think they'd just joamp at you,” said Miss Woodburn. “Ah'll
tell you what let's do, Miss Leighton: you make some pictures, and Ah'll
wrahte a book fo' them. Ah've got to do something. Ali maght as well
wrahte a book. You know we Southerners have all had to go to woak. But
Ah don't mand it. I tell papa I shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein'
poo' if it wasn't fo' the inconvenience.”
“Yes, it's inconvenient,” said Alma; “but you forget it when you're at
work, don't you think?”
“Mah, yes! Perhaps that's one reason why poo' people have to woak so
hawd-to keep their wands off their poverty.”
The girls both tittered, and turned from talking in a low tone with
their backs toward their elders, and faced them.
“Well, Madison,” said Mr. Woodburn, “it is time we should go. I bid you
good-night, madam,” he bowed to Mrs. Leighton. “Good-night,” he bowed
again to Alma.
His daughter took leave of them in formal phrase, but with a jolly
cordiality of manner that deformalized it. “We shall be roand raght soon
in the mawning, then,” she threatened at the door.
“We shall be all ready for you,” Alma called after her down the steps.
“Well, Alma?” her mother asked, when the door closed upon them.
“She doesn't know any more about art,” said Alma, “than--nothing at all.
But she's jolly and good-hearted. She praised everything that was bad
in my sketches, and said she was going to take lessons herself. When a
person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it, you know
where they belong artistically.”
Mrs. Leighton shook her head with a sigh. “I wish I knew where they
belonged financially. We shall have to get in two girls at once. I shall
have to go out the first thing in the morning, and then our troubles
will begin.”
“Well, didn't you want them to begin? I will stay home and help you get
ready. Our prosperity couldn't begin without the troubles, if you
mean boarders, and boarders mean servants. I shall be very glad to be
afflicted with a cook for a while myself.”
“Yes; but we don't know anything about these people, or whether they
will be able to pay us. Did she talk as if they were well off?”
“She talked as if they were poor; poo' she called it.”
“Yes, how queerly she pronounced,” said Mrs. Leighton. “Well, I ought to
have told them that I required the first week in advance.”
“Mamma! If that's the way you're going to act!”
“Oh, of course, I couldn't, after he wouldn't let her bargain for the
rooms. I didn't like that.”
“I did. And you can see that they were perfect ladies; or at least one
of them.” Alma laughed at herself, but her mother did not notice.
“Their being ladies won't help if they've got no money. It 'll make it
all the worse.”
“Very well, then; we have no money, either. We're a match for them any
day there. We can show them that two can play at that game.”
III.
Arnus Beaton's studio looked at first glance like many other painters'
studios. A gray wall quadrangularly vaulted to a large north light;
casts of feet, hands, faces hung to nails about; prints, sketches in oil
and water-color stuck here and there lower down; a rickety table,
with paint and palettes and bottles of varnish and siccative tossed
comfortlessly on it; an easel, with a strip of some faded mediaeval silk
trailing from it; a lay figure simpering in incomplete nakedness, with
its head on one side, and a stocking on one leg, and a Japanese dress
dropped before it; dusty rugs and skins kicking over the varnished
floor; canvases faced to the mop-board; an open trunk overflowing with
costumes: these features one might notice anywhere. But, besides, there
was a bookcase with an unusual number of books in it, and there was an
open colonial writing-desk, claw-footed, brass-handled, and scutcheoned,
with foreign periodicals--French and English--littering its leaf, and
some pages of manuscript scattered among them. Above all, there was
a sculptor's revolving stand, supporting a bust which Beaton was
modelling, with an eye fixed as simultaneously as possible on the clay
and on the head of the old man who sat on the platform beside it.
Few men have been able to get through the world with several gifts to
advantage in all; and most men seem handicapped for the race if they
have more than one. But they are apparently immensely interested as well
as distracted by them. When Beaton was writing, he would have agreed,
up to a certain point, with any one who said literature was his proper
expression; but, then, when he was painting, up to a certain point,
he would have maintained against the world that he was a colorist, and
supremely a colorist. At the certain point in either art he was apt to
break away in a frenzy of disgust and wreak himself upon some other.
In these moods he sometimes designed elevations of buildings, very
striking, very original, very chic, very everything but habitable. It
was in this way that he had tried his hand on sculpture, which he had
at first approached rather slightingly as a mere decorative accessory
of architecture. But it had grown in his respect till he maintained
that the accessory business ought to be all the other way: that temples
should be raised to enshrine statues, not statues made to ornament
temples; that was putting the cart before the horse with a vengeance.
This was when he had carried a plastic study so far that the sculptors
who saw it said that Beaton might have been an architect, but would
certainly never be a sculptor. At the same time he did some hurried,
nervous things that had a popular charm, and that sold in plaster
reproductions, to the profit of another. Beaton justly despised the
popular charm in these, as well as in the paintings he sold from time to
time; he said it was flat burglary to have taken money for them, and
he would have been living almost wholly upon the bounty of the old
tombstone-cutter in Syracuse if it had not been for the syndicate
letters which he supplied to Fulkerson for ten dollars a week.
They were very well done, but he hated doing them after the first two or
three, and had to be punched up for them by Fulkerson, who did not cease
to prize them, and who never failed to punch him up. Beaton being what
he was, Fulkerson was his creditor as well as patron; and Fulkerson
being what he was, had an enthusiastic patience with the elusive,
facile, adaptable, unpractical nature of Beaton. He was very proud of
his art-letters, as he called them; but then Fulkerson was proud of
everything he secured for his syndicate. The fact that he had secured it
gave it value; he felt as if he had written it himself.
One art trod upon another's heels with Beaton. The day before he had
rushed upon canvas the conception of a picture which he said to himself
was glorious, and to others (at the table d'hote of Maroni) was not
bad. He had worked at it in a fury till the light failed him, and he
execrated the dying day. But he lit his lamp and transferred the process
of his thinking from the canvas to the opening of the syndicate letter
which he knew Fulkerson would be coming for in the morning. He remained
talking so long after dinner in the same strain as he had painted and
written in that he could not finish his letter that night. The next
morning, while he was making his tea for breakfast, the postman brought
him a letter from his father enclosing a little check, and begging him
with tender, almost deferential, urgence to come as lightly upon him as
possible, for just now his expenses were very heavy. It brought tears of
shame into Beaton's eyes--the fine, smouldering, floating eyes that many
ladies admired, under the thick bang--and he said to himself that if he
were half a man he would go home and go to work cutting gravestones in
his father's shop. But he would wait, at least, to finish his picture;
and as a sop to his conscience, to stay its immediate ravening, he
resolved to finish that syndicate letter first, and borrow enough money
from Fulkerson to be able to send his father's check back; or, if not
that, then to return the sum of it partly in Fulkerson's check. While he
still teemed with both of these good intentions the old man from whom
he was modelling his head of Judas came, and Beaton saw that he must get
through with him before he finished either the picture or the letter; he
would have to pay him for the time, anyway. He utilized the remorse with
which he was tingling to give his Judas an expression which he found
novel in the treatment of that character--a look of such touching,
appealing self-abhorrence that Beaton's artistic joy in it amounted to
rapture; between the breathless moments when he worked in dead silence
for an effect that was trying to escape him, he sang and whistled
fragments of comic opera.
In one of the hushes there came a blow on the outside of the door that
made Beaton jump, and swear with a modified profanity that merged itself
in apostrophic prayer. He knew it must be Fulkerson, and after roaring
“Come in!” he said to the model, “That 'll do this morning, Lindau.”
Fulkerson squared his feet in front of the bust and compared it by
fleeting glances with the old man as he got stiffly up and suffered
Beaton to help him on with his thin, shabby overcoat.
“Can you come to-morrow, Lindau?”
“No, not to-morrow, Mr. Peaton. I haf to zit for the young ladties.”
“Oh!” said Beaton. “Wet-more's class? Is Miss Leighton doing you?”
“I don't know their namess,” Lindau began, when Fulkerson said:
“Hope you haven't forgotten mine, Mr. Lindau? I met you with Mr. March
at Maroni's one night.” Fulkerson offered him a universally shakable
hand.
“Oh yes! I am gladt to zee you again, Mr. Vulkerson. And Mr. Marge--he
don't zeem to gome any more?”
“Up to his eyes in work. Been moving on from Boston and getting settled,
and starting in on our enterprise. Beaton here hasn't got a very
flattering likeness of you, hey? Well, good-morning,” he said, for
Lindau appeared not to have heard him and was escaping with a bow
through the door.
Beaton lit a cigarette which he pinched nervously between his lips
before he spoke. “You've come for that letter, I suppose, Fulkerson? It
isn't done.”
Fulkerson turned from staring at the bust to which he had mounted. “What
you fretting about that letter for? I don't want your letter.”
Beaton stopped biting his cigarette and looked at him. “Don't want my
letter? Oh, very good!” he bristled up. He took his cigarette from
his lips, and blew the smoke through his nostrils, and then looked at
Fulkerson.
“No; I don't want your letter; I want you.”