IN THE PRISON.

_Heinrich_ excused himself from the evening gathering on the plea of

illness, and went to the prison. Here be ordered Albert to be removed

to another, as he asserted, healthier cell, and remained in his stead

in the narrow, gloomy dungeon, which, according to his opinion, the

young girl would doubtless visit first. He also gave the most positive

orders that nothing should be said to her about his presence or the

change that had been made in Albert's cell, and thus hoped that she

could not escape him. At eight o'clock in the morning he was listening

in the greatest suspense to every step that approached his door. All

passed by. His expectation increased to impatience,--his impatience to

longing. He, who was accustomed to command, to whom all hastened, sat

in a lonely cell like a poor criminal, and was forced to wait patiently

until the moment of deliverance approached. He, who had so often been

ardently expected behind silken curtains and flowers, now gazed through

the iron bars of a little grated window at a the patch of sky, as if

imploring that he might be granted what he desired. He had not even

thought of taking a book with him, and the most terrible ennui was

added to the monotony of the one thought that occupied his mind. The

clocks in the various steeples struck the quarter and half hours; to

count the near and distant strokes was the sole interruption of his

dull reverie. And he had submitted to all this for the sake of a coy

young girl, a stranger to him, though he did not even know who and what

she was, or what she could ever be to him! He voluntarily put himself

in the place of the prisoners, especially that of Albert, who had

probably listened with a beating heart for days to hear if she were

coming,--she, the only thing he still possessed in the eternal monotony

of his imprisonment. His excited fancy pictured more and more vividly

how the prisoner must live, year after year, exposed to the most

terrible ennui, with only the sight of his four bare walls and his

gnawing thoughts; how the only signs of human life that could reach him

were a dull roar and the sound of the bells, and the only change in his

slowly dragging days the transition from light to darkness. "I can open

this door when I choose,--can go out when I please; only the necessity

of gratifying an idle whim detains me; and yet the thought of being

compelled to spend twenty-four hours here chills my breast, to say

nothing of three hundred and sixty-five days and nights, and _five_

times,--_ten_ times as many!" He drew a long breath, and, merely to

employ his thoughts, began to calculate with nervous eagerness how many

hours this would be. How often Albert must already have reckoned it!

What does such a man _think_ during the long years? The soul needs

nourishment as well as the body. Albert would doubtless have become

imbecile had it not been for the Prison Fairy. She is the one thought

that keeps his soul awake. The clock struck eleven. "I have been

waiting three hours already. Suppose she should not come? What must it

be to the prisoner, when she remains away all day, and he has waited

through the twenty-four hours in vain!"

Worn out by involuntary idleness, he sinks upon his couch at night,

looks up to the little window, and watches for the thousandth time the

motions of the clouds and the gathering darkness; perhaps even greets a

twinkling star as a joyful event, compares it to the eyes of the

Prison Fairy, and wonders why she did not come to-day, and whether she

will come to-morrow, until he falls into his feverish slumber. He

wakes early in the morning longing for her, would gladly hasten the

hours with his panting breath, urge on the strokes of the clocks

by the pulsations of his heart, and yet he has no resource but

patience,--continual patience. His soul rises and falls between fear

and hope, his head burns, his limbs ache under the pressure of his

chains. The sun sends its wandering rays into the cell and shines upon

the door; suddenly it springs open, and, as if allured by the rays,

bathed in the splendor, the beautiful figure stands in the entrance in

all the brightness of her living, loving presence, greeted by a cry of

joy as piercing as I heard yesterday from Albert's lips. "Prison

Fairy!" She approaches him; she touches the fetters with her

flower-white hands, and they become light; her breath cools his

feverish brow; she speaks to him a tone thrilling with the melody of

enthusiastic feeling; she looks at him with her mysterious eyes, and on

her brow is throned that dignity which no bold desire, no injustice,

dare approach.

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