When they were outside, he asked, "What do you think of me now?"

"If you go on and give yourself up to the law, as the best proof of

Albert's deposition, I shall think well of you."

"I have determined to do something of the kind," said _Heinrich_, "and

I hope you will then be convinced that I am not so entirely destitute

of all enthusiasm."

"I shall be very glad, for the sake of my prisoners."

"Only for your prisoners? Why not for your own sake too?"

"Because it will principally concern the welfare of the unfortunate men

who are now apparently dependent upon your compassion. I, thank God,

have nothing to hope from you."

"Indeed!" said _Heinrich_, in an irritated tone. "But if, after those

words, I refuse you permission to go to your _proteges_ again?"

"You will not do that," replied the young girl, firmly. "If you really

feel compassion, you will not, merely from an irritable whim, deprive

the prisoners of the only comfort that can be afforded them in their

cheerless situation."

"Fraeulein," said _Heinrich_, with his usual winning courtesy, "you

certainly do very little to bribe the government official; yet this

very course wins me still more, and I do not merely permit, I entreat

you to return and accept me as your assistant."

"So long as you are with the prisoners, sir, they will not need me.

Permit me to come here at a time when you are absent."

"You have become suspicious of me; we are farther apart now than at the

first moment of meeting. My candor in your presence was over-hasty.

Forgive me, and mingle a little of your kindness of heart with the

austerity of your youthful ideas of virtue, that you may not utterly

condemn. Will you? You forgive, and try to reform even criminals:

reform me too. Why are you so intolerant to me alone?"

She gazed at him with gentle earnestness, and slowly shook her head.

"When I enter a prison, I know I shall find a criminal, and am prepared

for arguments about sin which are not too difficult to disprove. But

with you I am disappointed and embarrassed, for your face promised

something better, and I cannot enter into your delicate sophistry. I am

an 'enthusiast'; you a 'servant of the government': the two characters

are not easily harmonized. Farewell. Allow me to choose the time of my

visits here, and forgive the poor jailers whom I have outwitted." With

these words she hastily ran up the stone staircase.

_Heinrich_ stamped his foot angrily on the floor. "Willful, haughty

witch!" he murmured, as he hurried after her.

She paused on the upper step and nodded to him with all the winning

charm of heartfelt emotion. "Be kind to my prisoners, Herr von Ottmar,

and I will be kind to you!" Then, turning a corner, she disappeared

before _Heinrich_ could follow her. He gazed into vacancy, as if he

wished to trace in the air the shadow into which she seemed to have

dissolved before his eyes.

The jailers timidly approached him with their petition for pardon. "You

shall be forgiven for the sake of this lady's eloquence, which is

difficult to resist. But on pain of losing your places let no one hear

of what has taken place to-day, or may occur in future," said

_Heinrich_, sternly, and left the building.

The two turnkeys looked at each other a long time in silence; at last

one said, as the result of his meditations, "It's the Prison Fairy!"

_Heinrich's_ astonishment was raised to the highest pitch by the

appearance of this young girl. Even the thought of the strange fatality

which had made Severinus the innocent victim of the sensuality he had

denounced so bitterly, a few weeks before, could not long fix his

attention. He was convinced that Severinus had discovered to what

"rose" he had wished to open his doors, and had gone to Martin's house

with the intention of obtaining his daughter's confidence, and using it

against him. "Poor Severinus!" said he. "You were compelled to pay

dearly for your efforts to save souls. The ghost of the artist whose

Hebe you so mercilessly shattered has revenged itself upon you; but the

innocent tool of this vengeance was the very person whom you had most

deeply injured, the poor, rejected Albert! Oh, the wonderful justice of

fate!"

Then he returned again to the remarkable apparition of the young girl,

which unceasingly occupied his thoughts. She had such a peculiar,

changeful temperament that she had pleasantly affected every chord of

his being. A deep earnestness gleamed through the naive coquetry by

which she had sought to bribe him to favor her _proteges_. He perceived

that hers was a kindred spirit, that she too, like himself, was under

the influence of supernatural powers, but in her childlike soul had

unconsciously united these forces in harmonious, changeful action,

instead of, like him, being their sport.

This perception awed him. He felt that he would be understood by this

nature if he showed himself openly to her, and rejected a thousand

plans to discover who she was. "What strength is it that, in a feeble

woman, rules powers which have crushed and conquered me--a man? Would

not this strength exert a blissful influence over me also? With what

joyous pride she said, 'I am making myself useful.' She is happy in the

thought, and wants nothing more. Is it possible? Yet it must be. In her

character lies concealed that spirit of martyrdom which dies smiling

for its idea.

"There is something strange in a philanthropy which rejoices in making

others happy. Hitherto I have not desired to give joy to any one except

myself! Perhaps she will teach me her art.

"She joyously collects the tears of her dirty criminals as if they were

the most precious pearls. I wear on my breast the jewels of various

orders,--and yet all have never given me so much pleasure as a single

tear causes her.

"Who knows, perhaps I have not yet done as much to earn my orders as

she was compelled to do to win her pearls from the secret depths of

those hardened souls. Oh, she is a glorious creature! She has the

cleverness of a man, and yet is so thoroughly womanly. She proves

conclusively that woman can really rise above her narrow sphere of

ideas without becoming unwomanly, and that the true emancipation of the

mind has nothing in common with that emancipation from principles and

forms which so often repels us in those termed women of genius. Yes,

such a woman would be capable of obtaining an influence over me.

"But what shall I do to find her again? First of all, I will do what

she desired, I will confess the truth to the prince and obtain Albert's

pardon. Noble as she is in thought and feeling, she will be touched and

conciliated,--will believe in me. So, when occasion offers, I am doing

a good deed once more. The prince is a sensible man. He will see the

affair in its true light and not refuse me the little favor."

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