LIV

THAT word--purity, rang like a gong in Anthony's thoughts: Eliza had

emphasized it, questioning him. The term became inexplicably merged

with Eliza into one shining whole--Eliza, purity; purity, Eliza. A swift

impression of massed, white flowers swept before him, leaving a delicate

and trailing fragrance. He had a vision of purity as something concrete,

something which, like a priceless and fragile vase, he guarded in

his hands. It had been a charge from her, a trust that he must keep

unspotted, inviolable, that she would require--but she was gone, she was

dead.

“... through the valley of the shadow,” the other cried.

She had left him; he stood alone, guarding a meaningless thing, useless

as the money in his pocket.

A man with bare, corded arms and an apron, broke roughly through the

circle; and with a hand on Anthony's back, a hand on the back of

his opponent, urged them toward the door. “You'll have to take this

outside,” he pronounced, “you're blocking the bar.”

An arm linked within Anthony's, and swung him aside. “Unavoidably

detained by merest 'quaintance,” Thomas Meredith explained with

ponderous exactitude. Unobserved, they found a place at the table they

had occupied earlier in the evening. The latter ordered a fresh bottle,

but was persuaded by Anthony to surrender the check which accompanied

it.

A sudden hatred for the money that had come too late possessed him: if

he had had the whole forty-seven thousand dollars there he would have

torn it up, trampled upon it, flung it to the noisome corners of the

saloon. It seemed to have become his for the express purpose of mocking

at his sorrow, his loss. His hatred spread to include that purity, that

virtue, which he had conceived of as something material, an actual

possession.... That, at any rate, he might trample under foot, destroy,

when and as it pleased him. Eliza was gone and all that was left was

valueless. It had been, all unconsciously, dedicated to her; and now he

desired to cast it into the mold that held her.

He fingered with a new care the sum in his pocket, an admirably

comprehensive plan had occurred to him--he would bury them both, the

money and purity, beneath the same indignity. Tom Meredith, he was

certain, could direct his purpose to its fulfillment. Nor was he

mistaken. The conversation almost immediately swung to the subject of

girls, girls gracious, prodigal of their charms. They would sally forth

presently and “see the town.” Tom loudly asseverated his knowledge of

all the inmates of all the complacent quarters under the gas light.

Before a cab was summoned Anthony stumbled mysteriously to the bar,

returning with a square, paper-wrapped parcel.

“Port wine,” he ejaculated, “must have it... for a good time.”

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