XXXVII

NOT long after, at breakfast, the young and disdainful maid conveyed to

Anthony a request to proceed, when he had finished, to the conservatory.

There he discovered Annot Har-dinge, with her sleeves rolled up above

her vigorous elbows, dusting with a fine, brown powder the rows of

monotonous, potted plants. She directed him to follow her with a

slender-nosed watering pot. He wondered silently at the featureless

display of what he found to be ordinary bean plants, some of the dwarf

variety, others drawn up against the wall. They bore in exact, minute

inscriptions, strange names and titles, cryptic numbers; some, he saw,

were labelled “Dominants,” others, “Recessives.”

“The 'cupids' are doing wretchedly, poor dears!” she exclaimed before a

row of dwarf sweet peas. “This is my father's laboratory,” she told him

briefly.

“I thought he had something to do with Darwin and the missing link.”

She gazed at him pityingly from the heights of a vast superiority.

“Darwin did some valuable preliminary work,” she instructed him;

“although Wallace really guessed it all first. Now Mendel, Bateson, are

the important names. They were busy with the beginnings; and, among the

beginnings, plants are the most suggestive.” She indicated a small row

of budding sweet peas. “Perhaps, in those flowers, the whole secret of

the universe will be found; perhaps the mystery of our souls will be

explained; isn't it thrilling! The secret of inheritance may sleep in

those buds--if they are white it will prove... oh, a thousand things,

and among them that father is the most wonderful scientist alive; it

will explain heredity and control it, make a new kind of world possible,

a world without the most terrible diseases. What church, what saint,

what god, has really done that?” she demanded. “Stupid priggish figures

bending out of their gold-plated heavens!”

Her enthusiasm communicated a thrill to him as he regarded the still,

withdrawn mystery of the plants. For the first time he thought of them

as alive, as he was alive; he imagined them returning his gaze, his

interest, exchanging--critically, in their imperceptible, chaste

tongue--their unimpassioned opinions of him. It was a disturbing

possibility that the secret of his future, of life and death, might lurk

in the flowers to unfold on those slender stems. He was oppressed by

a feeling of a world crowded with invisible, living forms, of fields

filled with billions of grassy inhabitants, of seas, mountains, made up

of interlocking and contending lives; every breath, he felt, absorbed

races of varied individuals. He thought, too, of people as plants, as

roses--Oh, Eliza!--as nettles, rank weeds, crimson lilies. And, vaguely,

this hurt him; something valuable, something sustaining, vanished from

his unformulated, instinctive conception of life; the world of men,

their aims, their courage, ideals, lost their peculiar beauty, their

importance; the past, rising from the mold through those green tubes

and vanishing into a future of dissolving gases, shrunk, stripped of its

glamor, to an affair of little moment.

Outside, as he descended the lawn, the sun had the artificial glitter of

an incandescent light; the trees waved their arms at him threateningly.

Then, with a shrug of his normal young shoulders, he relinquished the

entire conception; he forgot it. He recklessly permeated a universe of

airy atoms with the smoke of a Dulcina. “That's a woolly delusion,” he

pronounced.

That evening he burnished the car, and mounted the ladder to his room

late. But the evening following, detained to perform a trivial task,

found him seated upon the porch, enveloped in the fragrant clouds of

Habana leaf.

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