XXXV

SOON, he saw, she too left the car, and passed him, apparently ignorant

of his presence. But, upon her return, she stopped, and indicated

with her foot some feathery plants growing in a ditch by the road.

“Horsetails,” she declared; “they are Paleozoic... millions of years

old.”

“They look fresh and green still,” he observed. She glanced at him

coldly, but his expression was entirely serious. “I mean the species

of course. Father has fossils of the Devonian period... they were trees

then.” She chose a place upon the wall, ten feet or more from him, and

sat with insolent self-possession, whistling an inconsequential tune.

There was absolutely no pose about her, he decided; she possessed a

masculine carelessness in regard to him. She leaned back, propped upon

her arms, and the frank, flowing line of her full young body was like

the June day in its uncorseted freedom and beauty.

“If you will get that package from the confectioner's--” she suggested

finally. She unfolded the paper, and exposed a row of small cakes, which

she divided rigorously in two; rewrapping one division she held it out

toward him.

“No, no,” he protested seriously. “I'm not hungry.”

“It's past two,” she informed him, “and we can't possibly be back in

time for luncheon. I'd rather not hold this out any longer.” He relieved

her without further words. “Two brioche and two babas,” she enumerated.

He resumed his place, and then consumed the cakes without further

speech.

“The study of biology,” she informed him later, with a gravity

appropriate to the subject, “makes a great many small distinctions seem

absurd. When you get accustomed to thinking in races, and in millions

of years, the things your friends fuss about seem absurd. And so, if you

like, why, smoke.”

It was his constant plight that, between the formal restrictions of his

position, and the vigorous novelty of her speech, Anthony was constantly

at a loss. “Perhaps,” he replied inanely; “I know nothing about those

things.”

She flashed over him a candid, amber gaze that singularly resembled her

father's. “You are not at all acquisitive,” she informed him; “and it's

perfectly evident that you are the poorest sort of chauffeur. You drive

very nicely,” she continued with severe justice. “One could trust you

in a crisis; but it is little things that make a chauffeur, and in the

little things,” she paused to indicate a globe of cigarette smoke that

instantly dissolved, “you are like--that.”

He moodily acknowledged to himself the truth of her observation, but

such acumen he considered entirely unnecessary in one so young; he did

not think it becoming. He contrasted her, greatly to her detriment, with

the elusive charm of Eliza Dreen; the girl before him was too vivid, too

secure; he felt instinctively that she was entirely free from the bonds,

the conventions, that held the majority of girls within recognized,

convenient limits. Her liberty of mind upset a balance to which both

heredity and experience had accustomed him. The entire absence of a

tacitly recognized masculine superiority subconsciously made him uneasy,

and he took refuge in imponderable silence.

“Besides,” she continued airily, “you are too physically normal to

think, all normal people are stupid.... You are like one of those wood

creatures in the classic pastorals.”

A faint grin overspread Anthony's countenance; among so many

unintelligible words he had regained his poise--this was the usual, the

familiar feminine chatter, endless, inconsequential, by means of which

all girls presented the hopeless tangle of their thoughts and emotions;

its tone had deceived him only at the beginning.

In the stillness which followed other blackbirds, equally within shot,

winged over the apple tree; the shadow of the boughs crept farther

and farther down the road. She rose vigorously. “I must get back,” she

announced. She remained silent during the return, but Anthony, with the

sense of direction cultivated during countless days in the fields and

swales, found the way without hesitation.

When she left the car he slowly backed and circled to the carriage

house. As he splashed body and wheels with water, polished the metal,

dried and dusted the cushions, the crisp, cool voice of Annot Hardinge

rang in his ears. He divined something of her isolated existence, her

devotion to the absorbed, kindly man who was her father, and speculated

upon her matured youth. She recalled his sister Ellie, for whose

inflexible integrity he cherished a deep-seated admiration; but both

left him cold before the poignant tenderness of Eliza... Eliza, the

unforgettable, who loved him.

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