CHAPTER XII--AIDEE AND CAMILLLA

|ALCOTT came back to the city in the afternoon. At four o'clock he was

on Lower Bank Street, knocking at Henry Champney's door.

“Is Miss Camilla Champney in?”

The startled maid stared at him and showed him into the library, where

Henry Champney's shelves of massive books covered the lower walls, and

over them hung the portraits of Webster, Clay, and Quincy Adams with

solemn, shining foreheads.

He walked up and down, twisting his fingers, stopping now and then to

listen for Camilla's steps. She came soon.

“I'm so glad you're here! I want to ask----” She stopped, caught a quick

breath, and put her hand to her throat.

“What is it?”

Alcott's face was white and damp, and his black eyes stared at her. He

stood very still.

“What is it?” she asked.

“Do I look like that? Do I show what I am, gone blind and mad? Do I look

it? I could only think of this, of you--I must tell someone. There

must be some way. Help me!” He moved about jerkily, talking half

incoherently. “He's been here four years. Allen, you know! If I'd

known, I could have handled him somehow. But--he's--Hicks--he called

himself--Hicks. He killed Wood. I saw him last night, but he's changed,

but--my boy, Lolly! Four years he's been in Port Argent--watching me!

He called himself Hicks. Don't you see, Camilla! It's my boy! Don't you

see! Wait. I'll get buckled down. I can tell you better in a moment.”

Camilla leaned back against Henry Champney's big desk, and stared with

wide grey eyes. Alcott walked away breathing heavily, and returned. He

sat down in the desk chair and dropped his head on his arm.

“It's your brother!”

“I must save him! Don't you understand? No one shall touch him! He's

mine!” He sprang up, walked away, and came again.

Camilla thought of many confused things. The bluebird's note was gone

from her heart, but the current of the tumult that was there ran in one

direction. It poured into Alcott's passion and point of view. Her new

pillar of fire and cloud, the man with the halo of her own construction

was begging for help, a demigod suddenly become human and suffering,

stammering, calling himself blind and mad.

“Why, we must get him out!” she cried.

She thought of Dick. Another instinct warned her that he would not

understand. It was a case where Dick would be a rock in the way, instead

of one to anchor to. But thinking of him served to remind her of what he

had said the night before.

“Listen!” She went on. “He must get out. Listen! Somebody told

Dick--what was it? Something about a crowbar or pair of--nonsense! He

said a prisoner might get out if he had a chisel. Now we must think

about it. Could he get out?”

She sat down too. Alcott stared at her in a kind of dull confusion.

“Now, this is what I'm thinking,” she hurried on. “What is the place

like?”

“The place?”

“When do you go to him again?”

“When I leave here. Perhaps. I hadn't thought.”

They leaned closer together across the desk.

Miss Eunice came in that moment and startled them. She disapproved of

their startled expression, he gave Alcott a gloomy greeting and went

away.

“There's a chest of tools in the storeroom,” Camilla said. “We'll go up

there.”

They mounted to that high-perched room above the mansards, whose windows

looked eastward to the river, whose walls were ranged about with boxes,

trunks, chests, bits of aged furniture.

Here Richard the Second and Camilla, the little maid, used to sit the

long rainy afternoons at their labor. He made bridges, houses, and

ships, his artistry running no further than scroll and square patterns,

while Camilla aspired to the human face divine. Her soul was creative

at ten years. She cut ominous faces on pine shingles, sorrowful

shapes--tombstone cherubs in execution, symbolic in intention--and

her solemn exaltation of mood was commonly followed by anger and tears

because Dick would not admire them.

It was a room full of memories for Camilla. Here and in her father's

library she still passed her happiest hours. Here was the trunk that

held her retired dolls and baby relics. Another was full of her mother's

blue-ribboned gowns. Here was the tool chest, close to the window.

She flung it open, making a great noise and business.

“See! Will this do?”

It was a heavy carpenter's chisel with a scroll design on one side of

the battered handle, and on the other the crude semblance or intention

of a woful face. “I don't know whether it's Dick's or mine. We both

used to make messes here.” She chattered on, and thought the while, “He

called me Camilla--I wish--I wonder if he will again.”

He thrust it into an inner pocket, ripping through the lining of his

coat. She closed the lid, and turned about to the low-silled window,

clasped her hands about her knees, and stared away into the tree tops,

flushed and smiling.

“You needn't go yet?”

“It's three o'clock.”

“You'll come and tell me to-morrow? When?”.

Alcott did not seem to hear her.

“I'm sure I could take care of him now,” he said.

“But you'll remember that I helped!”

“Does anyone ever forget you?”

Both were silent, and then he started up nervously.

“It isn't done yet. Lolly is clever. He lived here four years and kept

out of my sight. But, afterwards, granted he succeeds--but the law is

a great octopus. Its arms are everywhere. But he'll have me with him. I

suppose we must go out of the country.”

“You! Do you mean--do you--you'll go too!”

“Go! Could I stay?”

“Oh! I don't know! I don't know!”

She shivered and leaned against the friendly old chest.

“But could I do it without that? How could I? I couldn't do less than

that.”

He came and sat beside her again, clasping his knees in the same way,

looking off into the tree tops, talking slowly and sadly.

“To be with him always, and give up my life to that, and see that he

doesn't do any more harm. That would be the debt I would owe to the rest

of the world. You see, I know him so well. I shall know how to manage

him better than I used to. I used to irritate him. Do you know, I think

he's better off in places where things are rough and simple. He has an

odd mind or temperament, not what people call balanced or healthy, but

it's hot and sensitive; oh, but loving and hating so suddenly, one never

knows! You understand. I don't know how you do, but you do understand,

somehow, about Lolly and me. You're wholly healthy, too, but Lolly and

I, we're morbid of course. Yes, we're morbid. I don't know that there's

any cure for us. We'll smash up altogether by and by.”

“When will you go?” she asked only just audibly.

“He ought to try it to-night. To-night or to-morrow night. He ought to

be away on one of the early freight trains, to St. Louis, and meet me

there. We know our bearings there.”

Camilla sat very still.

“I must be going,” he said.

“Don't go! You'll come before--when?”

“To-morrow we'll know. To-morrow then.”

After he was gone, she lifted the window and peered over the mansards

to watch him going down the street. The tree tops were thick with busy

sparrows, the railroad yards clamorous, and there was the rattle of the

travelling crane, and the clug-chug of steamers on the river.

She drew back, and leaned against the old chest, and sobbed with her

face against the hard, worn edge of it.

“I didn't suppose it would be like this,” she thought. “I thought people

were happy.”

Meanwhile Miss Eunice sat below in the parlour knitting. Hennion came

in later and found her there. She said that Camilla, she thought, was

upstairs, and added primly:

“I think it will be as well if you talk with me.”

He smothered his surprise.

“Why, of course, Miss Eunice!”

“I think you need advice.”

He sat down beside her, and felt humble.

“That's just what I need. But, Miss Eunice, do you like me well enough

to give it?”

“I like you more than some people.”

“You might do better than that.”

“I like you well enough to give it,” she admitted.

Tick, tick, tick, continued the knitting needles.

“I'm stumped, you know, about Camilla,” Dick went on bluntly. “I don't

get ahead. She has changed lately. Hasn't she changed?”

“She has changed.”

“Well, then, she has! I thought so.”

The knitting needles ticked on, and both Dick and Miss Eunice studied

their vibrating points, criss-crossing, clicking dry comments over the

mystery of the web.

“It is my constant prayer that Camilla may be happy,” said Miss Eunice

at last. “I have felt--I have examined the feeling with great care--I

have felt, that, if she saw her happiness in your happiness, it would be

wise to believe her instinct had guided her well. My brother's thoughts,

his hopes, are all in Camilla. He could not live without her. He depends

upon her to such an extent,--as you know, of course.”

“Of course, Miss Eunice.”

“I have grieved that she seemed so wayward. I have wished to see this

anxious question settled. You have been almost of the family since she

was a child, and if she saw her happiness in--in you, I should feel

quite contented, quite secure--of her finding it there, and of my

brother's satisfaction, in the end. He must not be separated from her.

He could not--I think he could not outlive it. And in this way I should

feel secure that--that you would understand.”

“I hope I should deserve your tribute. I'm more than glad to have it.”

“Perhaps this long intimacy, which makes me feel secure, is, at the same

time, the trouble with her?”

“But why, Miss Eunice? I don't understand that. It has struck me so. And

yet I love Camilla the more for all I know of her, and the better for

the time. How can it be so different with her?”

“That is true. I don't doubt it, Richard.”

“Well, then, is it because I don't wear well?”

“No. It is true, I think, that we don't understand this difference

always--perhaps, not often. But I think,”--knitting a trifle more

slowly, speaking with a shade of embarrassment--“I think, with women, it

must be strange in order to be at all. It must not be customary. It must

always be strange.”

Hennion looked puzzled and frowning.

“Please go on.”

“Lately then, very lately, I have grown more anxious still, seeing

an influence creeping into her life, against which I could not openly

object, and which yet gave me great uneasiness. It--he was here an hour

ago. I should not perhaps have spoken in this way, but I thought there

was something unusual between them, some secrecy or confusion. I was

distressed. I feared something might have occurred already. I wished to

take some step. You know to whom I refer?”

“I think so.”

“A gentleman, in appearance at least. One does not know anything about

his past. He is admired by some, by many, and disliked or distrusted by

others. He has great gifts, as my brother thinks. But he thinks him also

'heady,' 'fantastic.' He has used these words. My brother thinks that

this society called 'The Assembly' is a mere fashion in Port Argent,

depending for financial support, even now, on Mr. Secor, and he thinks

this gentleman, whom I am describing, is not likely to continue to be

successful in our society, in Port Argent, but more likely to have a

chequered career, probably unfortunate, unhappy. My brother regards--he

calls him--'a spasmodic phenomenon.' My own disapproval goes further

than my brother's in this respect. Yet he does not approve of this

influence on Camilla. It causes him uneasiness. I have not thought wise

to speak to her about it, for I am afraid of--of some mistake, but

I think my brother has spoken, has said something. This--this person

arouses my distrust, my dislike. I look at this subject with great

distress.”

Tick, tick, tick, the knitting needles, and their prim, dry comment.

Hennion said gravely:

“I have nothing to say about the gentleman you've been speaking of. I

will win Camilla if I can, but I've come to the point of confessing that

I don't know how.”

Tick, tick, the not uneloquent knitting needles.

“Will you tell me, Miss Eunice? You said something about love as it

comes to women, as it seems to them. I had never thought about it, about

that side of it, from that side.”

“I dare say not.”

Tick, tick, tick.

“You said it must always be strange. I suppose, that is, it's like a

discovery, as if nobody ever made it before. Well, but, Miss Eunice,

they never did make it before, not that one!”

“Oh, indeed!”

“Don't you think I'm coming on?”

“You are progressing.”

Miss Eunice's lips were compressed a little grimly, but there was a red

spot in either cheek.

“I ought to act as if I didn't see how she was possible, ought I?”

“You are progressing.”

“Whether I did see, or didn't?”

“Of course!” Miss Eunice was almost snappish.

“Well, I don't think I do see.”

“You'd better not.”

Hennion went away without seeing Camilla. Going up Bank Street he

thought of Camilla. At the corner of Franklin Street he thought of Miss

Eunice.

“There's another one I was off about. I don't see how she's possible,

either.”

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