CHAPTER XXI--A MESSAGE FROM JERRY

Jerry had a second mission to perform, however, which she hailed with

anticipation. Cut off by her own obstinacy from former intimacy with her

chums and from the work of the day nursery, she was an extremely lonely

young person with a great deal of idle time on her hands. Energetic

Jerry loathed inaction. She therefore chose Mignon La Salle as her

second subject for activity and lay in wait for her.

Two days passed, following her interview with Lucy Warner, before she

found the desired opportunity to waylay the French girl. Setting off

after school for a lonely session at Sargent's, at the curbstone before

the shop she spied Mignon's runabout. Forging gleefully into her

favorite haunt, she steered straight for Mignon, who sat in solitary

grandeur at a rear table. Catching sight of Jerry, the arch plotter half

rose from her chair as though about to make a prudent exit from the

place.

"Sit down." Before her quarry could leave the table, Jerry had reached

it. "Don't try to dodge _me_. I've been on the watch for you ever since

you made trouble for Marjorie Dean. I'm not a Lookout now so I can tell

you a few things."

"I won't listen to you." Mignon was now on her feet.

"Oh, yes, you will. If you don't, I'll go to your house and say my say

to your father." Jerry looked grimly capable of executing the threat.

Fearful of such a calamity, Mignon reluctantly resumed her seat. "I'm

not afraid of _you_," she sneered. "Say quickly what you have to say. I

am in a hurry to go home."

"I'm not. Still I don't care to be seen talking with you any longer than

I can help." Jerry was brutally rude and she knew it. The time for

keeping up appearances was past. "Now this is what I have to say. You

are the most disloyal, mischief-making person I've ever known. You have

no more right to be a Lookout than that soda-fountain has; my apologies

to the soda-fountain. You can't fool me. You never have. I know you like

a book. It was on account of you that I left the club. I'll never go

back to it until you're out of it."

"You'll wait a long time then." Mignon gave a sarcastic laugh. "I shall

stay in the club as long as I please and you can't prevent me."

"I'll do my best," challenged Jerry. "Remember that's a warning. I'm

going to make it my business to find out what you told Lucy Warner about

Marjorie. When I do you'll hear of it in a way you won't like."

"You'll never find out," taunted Mignon scornfully. "Lucy won't tell you

and I certainly shan't. No one else knows." Taken off her guard she had

rashly admitted the very thing Jerry was endeavoring to make her say.

"I'm going to know," assured Jerry tersely. "I've already made you say

that you did tell Lucy something hateful about Marjorie. Now you can

beat it. I've warned you! Oh, yes. If you circulate any more reports in

school about Lucy's and my resignations, I'll put a notice on the

bulletin board warning the girls to pay no attention to your tales. I'll

see that it stays there, too, long enough to do some good." With this

parting shot Jerry turned abruptly away and walked out of the shop, her

primary desire for ice cream quite forgotten.

As she plodded slowly down the street toward home, Jerry solemnly

considered the stubborn stand she had taken against the Lookouts. She

was not in the least pleased with herself. To continue to hold herself

aloof from Marjorie, in particular, whom she adored, promised to be a

dispiriting task. Still she was determined to do it. She argued that to

go back to the club and admit that she had been in the wrong would

merely make her appear ridiculous. She contemplated her self-exile from

her friends with small joy. Over-weening pride, however, caused her to

gloomily accept it. Her sole consolation lay in the thought that

unbeknown to her chums she would further their mutual interests in every

possible way. The idea of thus becoming an unsuspected source of good to

them, held for her a morbid fascination. While they believed her to be

antagonistic, she would secretly be just the opposite. This beneficent

but somewhat absurd resolution was exactly what one might expect from

Jerry.

Though she could not know it, it was the precise conclusion at which her

chums had already arrived. They knew her better than she knew herself.

When she had deliberately ignored Irma's friendly note, her five chums

had consulted earnestly together regarding what they had best do. Irma

and Constance proposed that the five should visit her in a body, in an

endeavor to win her back. Muriel, Susan and Marjorie opposed such a

measure. "It wouldn't do the least bit of good," Muriel had emphatically

declared.

Marjorie had quietly echoed Muriel's opinion, adding: "Let dear old

Jerry alone, girls. She must work out her own salvation. When she comes

back to us it must be of her own free will. She hasn't really left us,

you know. She'll always be a Lookout, heart and hand."

As December rushed on its snowy way toward the holiday season, it became

somewhat difficult for Marjorie to practice what she had preached.

Jerry's desertion left a huge blank in her life that could not be

filled. The brusque, good-humored stout girl had formerly been her most

ardent supporter in making Christmas merry for the poor of Sanford. The

little folks at the day nursery loudly bewailed her absence from their

midst.

Mrs. Macy and Hal, who had learned the deplorable circumstances from

Jerry's own lips, held more than one energetic but futile argument with

her in an effort to reduce her to reason. She met these earnest

admonitors with an unyielding stolidity that caused them both to retire

from the field in disgust. Whenever she chanced to meet her chums she

greeted them with a cool civility that was infinitely more annoying than

no greeting would have been. She marched defiantly to and from school by

herself, preferring her own company to that of the Sanford High students

outside the intimate circle of girls in which she had once moved.

She made but one exception to them. She was occasionally seen in company

with Veronica Browning. The mystery surrounding the latter fascinated

her. Then, too, she greatly admired this delightful girl. Although

Veronica had learned of Jerry's self-made Coventry, she never referred

to it when with the latter. From Marjorie, who had been quick to note

Jerry's predilection for Veronica, she had received instructions to do

all she could to lighten the young rebel's self-imposed burden. Of her

own free will she had offered her services in Jerry's place at the day

nursery. She had calmly informed the belligerent of her intention before

doing so. Jerry had stared hard at her and merely said: "Go ahead and do

it. You won't hurt my feelings. Are you sure you can spare the time?"

Veronica had answered in the affirmative and the subject had been

immediately dropped.

The week preceding Christmas saw the Lookouts deep in preparations for

the day of days. There was to be a wonderful gift-laden tree at the

nursery for the children, and the usual yearly task of supplying the

Sanford poor folks with holiday cheer was also carried on with a will.

Marjorie's home became a headquarters for the tireless workers and the

Lookouts spent many fruitful and pleasant hours there. Even Mignon

condescended to lend her presence on one or two occasions and surprised

her companions by actually doing a little work. Since her encounter with

Jerry she had been extremely ill at ease. She had a coward's respect for

the plain-spoken stout girl, and she now stood more in fear of her than

ever. The very day after Jerry had accosted her in Sargent's her father

had promised her an expensive electric limousine as a commencement

present, provided she conducted herself in exemplary fashion until then.

Mignon had therefore decided to walk softly until this prize was safely

in her possession.

Christmas came and went, leaving behind for Marjorie the usual liberal

amount of remembrances from her friends. It was a less happy Christmas,

however, than that of the previous year. Jerry's desertion weighed

heavily upon her. The two girls had always exchanged holiday gifts and

calls. This year, determined to make no exception, Marjorie had selected

and sent her usual good-will present to Jerry. Irma, Constance, Susan,

Muriel, Harriet and Esther Lind had done likewise. From Jerry they had

received nothing in return except their own gifts. Each package

contained a card, on each of which had appeared the same Jerry-like

message: "Keep this and send it to me later. Mignon may not always be a

Lookout."

This pertinent message provoked a certain amount of merriment on the

part of the recipients. Nevertheless, an undertone of sadness lurked in

the laughter. Jerry was Jerry and could not be imitated, duplicated nor

replaced. They had missed her sorely at the gay round of parties that

filled their holidays. Her unexpected state of rebellion had also

completely upset her brother Hal's plans for the Macys' usual Christmas

dance. He and Jerry exchanged sharp words over what he termed her

"bull-headedness" and for two weeks afterward they were not on speaking

terms. All in all Jerry passed a most doleful Yuletide season for which

she had only herself to blame.

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