The subject of Harold Gwynne served Olive-and her mother for a full
half-hour's conversation during that idle twilight season which they
always devoted to pleasant talk. It was a curious coincidence which thus
revived in their memories a name now almost forgotten. For, the debt
once paid, Mr. Gwynne and all things connected with him had passed into
complete oblivion, save that Olive carefully kept his letters.
These she had the curiosity to take from their hiding-place, and examine
once more--partly for her mother's amusement, partly for her own; for it
was a whim of hers to judge of character by hand-writing, and she really
had been quite interested in the character which both Miss Vanbrugh and
her brother had drawn.
“How strange that he should have been so near us, and we not know the
fact! He seems quite to haunt us--to be our evil genius--our Daimon!”
“Hush, my dear! it is wrong to talk so. Remember, too, that he is Sara's
husband.”
Olive did remember it. Jestingly though she spoke, there was in her
a remembrance, as mournful as a thing so long ended could be, of that
early friendship, whose falseness had been her loving, heart's first
blight. She had never formed another. There was a unity in her nature
which made it impossible to build the shrine of a second affection on
the ruins of the first. She found it so, even in life's ordinary ties.
What would it have been with her had she ever known the great mystery of
love?
She never had known it. She had lived all these years with a heart as
virgin as mountain snows. When the one sweet dream which comes to most
in early maidenhood--the dream of loving and being loved--was crushed,
her heart drew back within itself, and, after a time of suffering almost
as deep as if for the loss of a real object instead of a mere ideal, she
prepared herself for her destiny. She went out into society, and there
saw men, as they are _in society_--feeble, fluttering coxcombs, hard,
grovelling men of business, some few men of pleasure, or of vice; and,
floating around all, the race of ordinary mankind, neither good nor bad.
Out of these classes, the first she merely laughed at, the second she
turned from with distaste, the third she abhorred and despised, the
fourth she looked upon with a calm indifference. Some good and clever
men she had met occasionally, towards whom she had felt herself drawn
with a friendly inclination; but they had always been drifted from her
by the ever-shifting currents of society.
And these, the exceptions, were chiefly old, or at least elderly
persons; men of long-acknowledged talent, wise and respected heads of
families. The “new generation,” the young men out of whose community her
female acquaintances were continually choosing lovers and husbands, were
much disliked by Olive Rothesay. Gradually, when she saw how mean
was the general standard of perfection, how ineffably beneath her own
ideal--the man she could have worshiped--she grew quite happy in her own
certain lot. She saw her companions wedded to men who from herself would
never have won a single thought. So she put aside for ever the half-sad
dream of her youth, and married herself unto her Art.
She indulged in some of her sage reflections on men and women, courtship
and wedlock, in general, when she sat at her mother's feet talking of
Harold Gwynne and of his wife. “It could not have been a happy marriage,
mamma,--if Mr. Gwynne be really the man that Miss Vanbrugh and her
brother describe.” And all day there recurred to Olive's fancy the
words, “_A wife who loved her husband_.” She, at least, knew too
well that Sara Derwent, when she married, could not have loved hers.
Wonderings as to what was Sara's present fate, occupied her mind for a
long, long time. She had full opportunity for thought, as her mother,
oppressed by the sultry August evening, had fallen asleep with her hand
on her daughter's neck, and Olive could not stir for fear of waking her.
Slowly she watched the twilight darken into a deeper shadow--that of
a gathering thunderstorm. The trees beyond the garden began to sway
restlessly about, and then, with a sudden flash, and distant thunder
growl, down came the rain in torrents. Mrs. Rothesay started and woke;
like most timid women, she had a great dread of thunder, and it took
all Olive's powers of soothing to quiet her nervous alarms. These
were increased by another sound that broke through the pouring rain--a
violent ringing of the garden-bell, which, in Mrs. Rothesay's excited
state, seemed a warning of all sorts of horrors.
“The house is on fire--the bolt has struck it Oh Olive, Olive, save me!”
she cried.
“Hush, darling! You are quite safe with me.” And Olive rose up, folding
her arms closely round her mother, who hid her head in her daughter's
bosom. They stood--Mrs. Rothesay trembling and cowering--Olive with her
pale brow lifted fearlessly, as though she would face all terror, all
danger, for her mother's sake. Thus they showed, in the faint glimmer
of the lightning, a beautiful picture of filial love--to the eyes of
a stranger, who that moment opened the door. She was a woman, whom the
storm had apparently driven in for shelter.
“Is this Miss Vanbrugh's house--is there any one here?” she asked; her
accent being slightly foreign.
Olive invited her to enter.
“Thank you; forgive my intrusion, but I am frightened--half drowned. The
thunder is awful; will you take me in till Miss Vanbrugh returns?”
A light was quickly procured, and Olive came to divest the stranger of
her dripping garments.
“Thank you, no! I can assist myself--I always do.”
And she tried to unfasten her shawl--a rich heavy fabric, and of gaudy
colours, when her trembling fingers failed; she knitted her brows, and
muttered some sharp exclamation in French.
“You had better let me help you,” said Olive, gently, as, with a firm
hand, she took hold of the shivering woman, or girl, for she did not
look above seventeen, drew her to a seat, and there disrobed her of her
drenched shawl.
Not until then did Miss Rothesay pause to consider further about this
incognita, arrived in such a singular manner. But when, recovered
from her alarm the young stranger subsided into the very unromantic
occupation of drying her wet frock by the kitchen fire, Olive regarded
her with no small curiosity.
She stood, a picture less of girlish grace, than of such grace as
French fashion dictates. Her tall, well-rounded form struggled through
a painful compression into slimness; her whole attire had that peculiar
_tournure_ which we islanders term Frenchified. Nay, there was something
in the very tie of her neck-ribbon which showed it never could have
been done by English fingers. She appeared, all over, “a young lady from
abroad.”
We have noticed her dress first, because that was most noticeable.
She herself was a fine, tall, well-modelled girl, who would have been
graceful had fashion allowed her. She had one beauty--a column-like neck
and well-set head, which she carried very loftily. Her features were
somewhat large, not pretty, and yet not plain. She had a good mouth and
chin; her eyes were very dark and silken-fringed; but her hair was fair.
This peculiarity caught Olive's eye at once; so much so, that she almost
fancied she had seen the face before, she could not tell where. She
puzzled about the matter, until the young guest, who seemed to make
herself quite at home, had dried her garments, and voluntarily proposed
that they should return to the drawing-room.
They did so, the stranger leading the way, and much to Olive's surprise,
seeming to thread with perfect ease the queer labyrinths of the house.
By this time the storm was over, and they found Mrs. Rothesay sitting
quietly waiting for tea. The young lady again apologised in her easy,
foreign manner, and asked if she might stay with them until Miss
Vanbrugh's return? Of course her hostess assented, and she talked for
above an hour; chiefly of Paris, which she said she had just left; of
French customs; music, and literature.
In the midst of this, Miss Vanbrugh's voice was heard in the hall. The
girl started, as one does at the sound of some old tune, heard in youth,
and forgotten for years; her gaiety ceased; she put her hand before her
eyes; but when the door opened, she was her old self again.
No child “frayed with a sprite” could have looked more alarmed than Miss
Meliora at the sudden vision of this elegant young damsel, who advanced
towards her. The little old maid was quite overpowered with her stylish
bend; her salute, French fashion, cheek to cheek; and her anxious
inquiries after Miss Vanbrugh's health.
“I am quite well, thank you, madam. A friend of Mrs. Rothesay's I
suppose?” was poor Meliora's bewildered reply.
“No, indeed; I have not till now had the pleasure of hearing Mrs.
Rothesay's name. My visit was to yourself,” said the stranger, evidently
enjoying the _incognito_ she had kept, for her black eyes sparkled with
fun.
“I am happy to see you, madam,” again stammered the troubled Meliora.
“I thought you would be--I came to surprise you. My dear Miss Vanbrugh,
have you really forgotten me? Then allow me to re-introduce myself. My
name is Christal Manners.”
Miss Meliora looked as if she could have sunk into the earth! Year after
year, from the sum left in the bank, she had paid the school-bill of her
self-assumed charge; but that was all. After-thoughts, and a few prudish
hints given by good-natured friends, had made her feel both ashamed
and frightened at having taken such a doubtful _protégée_. Whenever she
chanced to think of Christal's growing up, and coming back a woman, she
drove the subject from her mind in absolute alarm. Now the very thing
she dreaded had come upon her. Here was the desolate child returned,
a stylish young woman, with no home in the world but that of her sole
friend and protectress.
Poor Miss Vanbrugh was quite overwhelmed. She sank on a chair, “Dear me!
I am so frightened--that is, so startled. Oh, Miss Rothesay, what shall
I do?” and she looked appealingly to Olive.
But between her and Miss Rothesay glided the young stranger. The bright
colour paled from Christa's face--her smile passed into a frown.
“Then you are not glad to see me--you, the sole friend I have in the
world, whom I have travelled a thousand miles to meet--travelled alone
and unprotected--you are not glad to see me? I will turn and go back
again--I will leave the house--I will--I”----
Her rapid speech ended in a burst of tears. Poor Meliora felt like a
guilty thing. “Miss Manners--Christal--my poor child! I didn't mean
that! Don't cry--don't cry! I am very glad to see you--so are we
all--are we not, Olive?”
Olive was almost as much puzzled as herself. She had a passing
recollection of the death of Mrs. Manners, and of the child's being sent
to school; but since then she had heard no more of her. She could hardly
believe that the elegant creature before her was the little ragged imp
of a child whom she had once seen staring idly down the river. However,
she asked no questions, but helped to soothe the girl, and to restore,
as far as possible, peace and composure to the household.
They all spent the evening together without any reference to the past.
Only once, Christal--in relating how, as soon as ever her term of
education expired, she had almost compelled her governess to let her
come to England, and to Miss Vanbrugh,--said, in her proud way,
“It was not to ask a maintenance--for you know my parents left me
independent; but I wanted to see you because I believed that, besides
taking charge of my fortune, you had been kind to me when a child. How,
or in what way, I cannot clearly remember; for I think,” she added,
laughing, “that I must have been a very stupid little girl: all seems so
dim to me until I went to school. Can you enlighten me, Miss Vanbrugh?”
“Another time, another time, my dear,” said the painter's sister,
growing very much confused.
“Well! I thank you all the same, and you shall not find me ungrateful,”
said the young lady, kissing Miss Meliora's hand, and speaking in a tone
of real feeling, which would have moved any woman. It quite overpowered
Miss Van-brugh--the softest-hearted little woman in the world. She
embraced her _protégée_, declaring that she would never part with her.
“But,” she added, with a sudden thought, a thought of intense alarm,
“what will Michael say?”
“Do not think of that to-night,” interposed Olive. “Miss Manners is
tired; let us get her to bed quickly, and we will see what morning
brings.”
The advice was followed, and Christal disappeared; not, however, without
lavishing on Mrs. and Miss Rothesay a thousand gracious thanks and
apologies, with an air and deportment that did infinite honour to the
polite instruction of her _pension_.
Mrs. Rothesay, confused with all that had happened, did not ask many
questions, but only said as she retired,
“I don't quite like her, Olive--I don't like the tone of her voice; and
yet there was something that struck me in the touch of her hand--which
is so different in different people.”
“Hers is a very pretty hand, mamma. It is quite classic in shape--like
poor papa's--which I remember so well!”
“There never was such a beautiful hand as your papa's. He said it
descended in the Rothesay family. You have it, you know, my child,”
observed Mrs. Rothesay. She sighed, but softly; for, after all these
years, the widow and the fatherless had learned to speak of their loss
without pain, though with tender remembrance.
Thinking of him and of her mother, Olive thought, likewise, how much
happier was her own lot than that of the orphan-girl, who, by her own
confession, had never known what it was to remember the love of the
dead, or to rejoice in the love of the living. And her heart was moved
with the pity--nay, even tenderness, for Christal Manners.
When she had assisted her mother to bed--as she always did--Olive, in
passing down stairs, moved by some feeling of interest, listened at the
door of the young stranger. She was apparently walking up and down her
room with a quick, hurried step. Olive knocked.
“Are you quite comfortable?--do you want anything?”
“Who's there? Oh! come in, Miss Rothesay.”
Olive entered, and found, to her surprise, that the candle was
extinguished.
“I thought I heard you moving about, Miss Manners.”
“So I was. I felt restless and could not sleep. I am very tired with my
journey, I suppose, and the room is strange to me. Come here--give me
your hand.”
“You are not afraid, my dear child?” said Olive, remembering that she
was, indeed, little more than a child, though she looked so womanly.
“You are not frightening yourself in this gloomy old house, nor thinking
of ghosts and goblins?”
“No--no! I was thinking, if I must tell the truth,” said the girl, with
something very like a suppressed sob--“I was thinking of you and your
mother, as I saw you standing when I first came in. No one ever clasped
me so, or ever will! Not that I have any one to blame; my father and
mother died; they could not help dying. But if they had just brought me
into the world and left me, as I have heard some parents have done, then
I should cry out, 'Wicked parents! if I grow up heartless, because I
have no one to love me; and vile, because I have none to guide me,--my
sin be upon your head!'”
She said these words with vehement passion. But Olive answered calmy,
“Hush, Christal!--let me call you Christal; for I am much older than
you. Lie down and rest. Be loving, and you will never want for love; be
humble, and you will never want for guiding. You have good friends here,
who will care for you very much, I doubt not. Be content, my poor, tired
child!”
She spoke very softly; for the darkness quite obliterated the vision
of that stylish damsel who had exhibited her airs and graces in the
drawing-room. As she sat by Christal's bedside, Olive only felt the
presence of a desolate orphan.
She said in her heart, “Please God, I will do her all the good that
lies in my feeble power. Who knows but that, in some way or other, I may
comfort and help this child!” So she stooped down and kissed Christal
on the forehead, a tenderness that the girl passionately returned. Then
Olive went and lay down by her blind mother's side, with a quiet and a
happy heart.