MARGARET cut off a huge piece of venison, and ran to the window, and
threw it out to the green eyes of fire. They darted on it with a savage
snarl: and there was a sound of rending and crunching: at this moment, a
hound uttered a bay so near and loud it rang through the house; and the
three at the window shrank together. Then the leopard feared for her
supper, and glided swiftly and stealthily away with it toward the woods,
and the very next moment horses and men and dogs came helter skelter
past the window, and followed her full cry. Martin and his companions
breathed again: the leopard was swift, and would not be caught within a
league of their house. They grasped hands. Margaret seized this
opportunity, and cried a little: Gerard kissed the tears away.
To table once more and Gerard drank to woman's wit: "'Tis stronger than
man's force," said he.
"Ay," said Margaret, "when those she loves are in danger; not else."
To-night Gerard stayed with her longer than usual, and went home prouder
than ever of her, and happy as a prince. Some little distance from
home, under the shadow of some trees, he encountered two figures: they
almost barred his way.
It was his father and mother.
Out so late: what could be the cause?
A chill fell on him.
He stopped and looked at them: they stood grim and silent. He stammered
out some words of inquiry:
"Why ask?" said his father; "you know why we are here."
"Oh, Gerard!" said his mother, with a voice full of reproach and yet of
affection.
Gerard's heart quaked: he was silent.
Then his father pitied his confusion, and said to him:
"Nay, you need not to hang your head. You are not the first young fool
that has been caught by a red cheek, and a pair of blue eyes."
"Nay, nay!" put in Catherine: "it was witchcraft. Peter the Magician is
well known for that."
"Come, Sir Priest," resumed his father, "you know you must not meddle
with women-folk. But give us your promise to go no more to Sevenbergen,
and here all ends: we won't be hard on you for one fault."
"I cannot promise that, father."
"Not promise it, you young hypocrite."
"Nay, father, miscall me not: I lacked courage to tell you what I knew
would vex you: and right grateful am I to that good friend, whoever he
be, that has let you wot. 'Tis a load off my mind. Yes, father, I love
Margaret: and call me not a priest, for a priest I will never be. I will
die sooner."
"That we shall see, young man. Come, gainsay me no more; you will learn
what 'tis to disrespect a father."
Gerard held his peace: and the three walked home in gloomy silence,
broken only by a deep sigh or two from Catherine.
From that hour the little house at Tergou was no longer the abode of
peace. Gerard was taken to task next day before the whole family; and
every voice was loud against him, except little Kate's, and the dwarf's,
who was apt to take his cue from her without knowing why. As for
Cornelis and Sybrandt, they were bitterer than their father. Gerard was
dismayed at finding so many enemies, and looked wistfully into his
little sister's face: her eyes were brimming at the harsh words
showered on one who but yesterday was the universal pet. But she gave
him no encouragement: she turned her head away from him, and said:
"Dear, dear Gerard, pray to Heaven to cure you of this folly!"
"What, are you against me too?" said Gerard, sadly; and he rose with a
deep sigh, and left the house, and went to Sevenbergen.
The beginning of a quarrel, where the parties are bound by affection
though opposed in interest and sentiment, is comparatively innocent;
both are perhaps in the right at first starting, and then it is that a
calm, judicious, friend, capable of seeing both sides, is a gift from
Heaven. For, the longer the dissension endures, the wider and deeper it
grows by the fallibility and irascibility of human nature: these are not
confined to either side, and finally the invariable end is reached--both
in the wrong.
The combatants were unequally matched: Elias was angry, Cornelis and
Sybrandt spiteful; but Gerard, having a larger and more cultivated mind,
saw both sides where they saw but one, and had fits of irresolution, and
was not wrath, but unhappy. He was lonely too in this struggle. He could
open his heart to no one. Margaret was a high-spirited girl: he dared
not tell her what he had to endure at home; she was capable of siding
with his relations by resigning him, though at the cost of her own
happiness. Margaret Van Eyck had been a great comfort to him on another
occasion; but now he dared not make her his confidante. Her own history
was well known. In early life she had many offers of marriage; but
refused them all for the sake of that art, to which a wife's and
mother's duties are so fatal: thus she remained single and painted with
her brothers. How could he tell her that he declined the benefice she
had got him, and declined it for the sake of that, which at his age she
had despised and sacrificed so lightly?
Gerard at this period bade fair to succumb. But the other side had a
horrible ally in Catherine Senior. This good-hearted but uneducated
woman, could not, like her daughter, act quietly and firmly: still less
could she act upon a plan. She irritated Gerard at times, and so helped
him; for anger is a great sustainer of the courage: at others, she
turned round in a moment and made onslaughts on her own forces. To take
a single instance out of many: one day they were all at home, Catherine
and all, Cornelis said: "Our Gerard wed Margaret Brandt? Why it is
hunger marrying thirst."
"And what will it be when you marry?" cried Catherine. "Gerard can
paint, Gerard can write, but what can you do to keep a woman, ye lazy
loon? Nought but wait for your father's shoon. Oh, we can see why you
and Sybrandt would not have the poor boy to marry. You are afraid he
will come to us for a share of our substance. And say that he does, and
say that we give it him, it isn't yourn we part from, and mayhap never
will be."
On these occasions Gerard smiled slily, and picked up heart: and
temporary confusion fell on Catherine's unfortunate allies. But at last,
after more than six months of irritation, came the climax. The father
told the son before the whole family he had ordered the burgomaster to
imprison him in the Stadthouse rather than let him marry Margaret.
Gerard turned pale with anger at this, but by a great effort held his
peace. His father went on to say, "And a priest you shall be before the
year is out, nilly-willy."
"Is it so?" cried Gerard. "Then hear me, all. By God and St. Bavon I
swear I will never be a priest while Margaret lives. Since force is to
decide it, and not love and duty, try force, father; but force shall not
serve you, for the day I see the burgomaster come for me, I leave Tergou
for ever, and Holland too, and my father's house, where it seems I have
been valued all these years, not for myself, but for what is to be got
out of me."
And he flung out of the room white with anger and desperation.
"There!" cried Catherine, "that comes of driving young folk too hard.
But men are crueller than tigers, even to their own flesh and blood.
Now, Heaven forbid he should ever leave us, married or single."
As Gerard came out of the house, his cheeks pale and his heart panting,
he met Reicht Heynes: she had a message for him: Margaret Van Eyck
desired to see him. He found the old lady seated grim as a judge. She
wasted no time in preliminaries, but inquired coldly why he had not
visited her of late: but before he could answer, she said in a sarcastic
tone, "I thought we had been friends, young sir."
At this Gerard looked the picture of doubt and consternation.
"It is because you never told her you were in love," said Reicht Heynes,
pitying his confusion.
"Silence, wench! Why should he tell us his affairs? We are not his
friends: we have not deserved his confidence."
"Alas! my second mother," said Gerard, "I did not dare to tell you my
folly."
"What folly? It is it folly to love?"
"I am told so every day of my life."
"You need not have been afraid to tell my mistress; she is always kind
to true lovers."
"Madam--Reicht,--I was afraid because I was told--"
"Well? you were told--?"
"That in your youth you scorned love, preferring art."
"I did, boy; and what is the end of it? Behold me here a barren stock,
while the women of my youth have a troop of children at their side and
grandchildren at their knee. I gave up the sweet joys of wifehood and
motherhood for what? for my dear brothers. They have gone and left me
long ago; for my art. It has all but left me too. I have the knowledge
still, but what avails that when the hand trembles. No, Gerard: I look
on you as my son. You are good, you are handsome, you are a painter,
though not like some I have known. I will not let you throw your youth
away as I did mine: you shall marry this Margaret. I have inquired, and
she is a good daughter. Reicht here is a gossip. She has told me all
about it. But that need not hinder _you_ to tell me."
Poor Gerard was overjoyed to be permitted to praise Margaret aloud, and
to one who could understand what he loved in her.
Soon there were two pairs of wet eyes over his story; and when the poor
boy saw that, there were three.
Women are creatures brimful of courage. Theirs is not exactly the same
quality as manly courage; that would never do, hang it all; we should
have to give up trampling on them. No; it is a vicarious courage. They
never take part in a bull-fight by any chance; but it is remarked that
they sit at one unshaken by those tremors, and apprehensions for the
combatants, to which the male spectator--feeble-minded wretch!--is
subject. Nothing can exceed the resolution with which they have been
known to send forth men to battle: as some witty dog says, "Les femmes
sont très braves avec le peau d'autrui."
By this trait Gerard now profited. Margaret and Reicht were agreed that
_a man_ should always take the bull by the horns. Gerard's only course
was to marry Margaret Brandt off-hand; the old people would come to
after a while, the deed once done. Whereas, the longer this
misunderstanding continued on its present footing, the worse for all
parties, especially for Gerard.
"See how pale and thin they have made him amongst them."
"Indeed you are, Master Gerard," said Reicht. "It makes a body sad to
see a young man so wasted and worn. Mistress, when I met him in the
street to-day, I had like to have burst out crying: he was so changed."
"And I'll be bound the others keep their colour; eh, Reicht? such as it
is."
"Oh, I see no odds in them."
"Of course not. We painters are no match for boors. We are glass, they
are stone. We can't stand the worry, worry, worry of little minds; and
it is not for the good of mankind we should be exposed to it. It is hard
enough, Heaven knows, to design and paint a masterpiece, without having
gnats and flies stinging us to death into the bargain."
Exasperated as Gerard was by his father's threat of violence, he
listened to these friendly voices telling him the prudent course was
rebellion. But though he listened he was not convinced.
"I do not fear my father's violence," he said, "but I do fear his anger.
When it came to the point he would not imprison me. I would marry
Margaret to-morrow if that was my only fear. No; he would disown me. I
should take Margaret from her father, and give her a poor husband, who
would never thrive, weighed down by his parent's curse. Madam! I
sometimes think if I could but marry her secretly and then take her away
to some country where my craft is better paid than in this; and after a
year or two, when the storm had blown over, you know, could come back
with money in my purse, and say 'My dear parents, we do not seek your
substance, we but ask you to love us once more as you used, and as we
have never ceased to love you'--but alas! I shall be told these are the
dreams of an inexperienced young man."
The old lady's eyes sparkled.
"It is no dream, but a piece of wonderful common sense in a boy; it
remains to be seen whether you have spirit to carry out your own
thought. There is a country, Gerard, where certain fortune awaits you at
this moment. Here the arts freeze, but there they flourish, as they
never yet flourished in any age or land."
"It is Italy!" cried Gerard. "It is Italy!"
"Ay, Italy! where painters are honoured like princes, and scribes are
paid three hundred crowns for copying a single manuscript. Know you not
that his Holiness the Pope has written to every land for skilful scribes
to copy the hundreds of precious manuscripts that are pouring into that
favoured land from Constantinople, whence learning and learned men are
driven by the barbarian Turks?"
"Nay, I know not that; but it has been the dream and hope of my life to
visit Italy, the queen of all the arts; oh, madam. But the journey, and
we are all so poor."
"Find you the heart to go, I'll find the means. I know where to lay my
hand on ten golden angels: they will take you to Rome; and the girl with
you if she loves you as she ought."
They sat till midnight over this theme. And, after that day, Gerard
recovered his spirits, and seemed to carry a secret talisman against all
the gibes and the harsh words that flew about his ears at home.
Besides the money she procured him for the journey, Margaret Van Eyck
gave him money's worth. Said she, "I will tell you secrets that I
learned from masters that are gone from me, and have left no fellow
behind. Even the Italians know them not; and what I tell you now in
Tergou you shall sell dear in Florence. Note my brother Jan's pictures:
time, which fades all other paintings, leaves his colours bright as the
day they left the easel. The reason is, he did nothing blindly, nothing
in a hurry. He trusted to no hireling to grind his colours; he did it
himself, or saw it done. His panel was prepared, and prepared again--I
will show you how--a year before he laid his colour on. Most of them are
quite content to have their work sucked up and lost, sooner than not be
in a hurry. Bad painters are always in a hurry. Above all, Gerard, I
warn you use but little oil, and never boil it; boiling it melts that
vegetable dross into its very heart, which it is our business to clear
away; for impure oil is death to colour. No; take your oil and pour it
into a bottle with water. In a day or two, the water will turn muddy:
that is muck from the oil. Pour the dirty water carefully away, and add
fresh. When that is poured away, you will fancy the oil is clear. You
are mistaken. Reicht, fetch me _that_!" Reicht brought a glass trough
with a glass lid fitting tight. "When your oil has been washed in
bottle, put it into this trough with water, and put the trough in the
sun all day. You will soon see the water turbid again. But mark, you
must not carry this game too far, or the sun will turn your oil to
varnish. When it is as clear as crystal, not too luscious, drain
carefully, and cork it up tight. Grind your own prime colours, and lay
them on with this oil, and they shall live. Hubert would put sand or
salt in the water to clear the oil quicker. But Jan used to say, 'Water
will do it best, give water time.' Jan Van Eyck was never in a hurry,
and that is why the world will not forget _him_ in a hurry."
This and several other receipts, quæ nunc perscribere longum est,
Margaret gave him with sparkling eyes, and Gerard received them like a
legacy from Heaven, so interesting are some things that read
uninteresting. Thus provided with money and knowledge, Gerard decided to
marry, and fly with his wife to Italy. Nothing remained now but to
inform Margaret Brandt of his resolution, and to publish the banns as
quietly as possible. He went to Sevenbergen earlier than usual on both
these errands. He began with Margaret; told her of the Dame Van Eyck's
goodness, and the resolution he had come to at last, and invited her
co-operation.
She refused it plump.
"No, Gerard; you and I have never spoken of your family, but when you
come to marriage--" She stopped, then began again. "I do think your
father has no ill will to me more than to another. He told Peter
Buyskens as much, and Peter told me. But so long as he is bent on your
being a priest (you ought to have told me this instead of I you), I
could not marry you, Gerard, dearly as I love you."
Gerard strove in vain to shake this resolution. He found it very easy to
make her cry, but impossible to make her yield. Then Gerard was
impatient and unjust.
"Very well!" he cried; "then you are on their side, and you will drive
me to be a priest, for this must end one way or another. My parents hate
me in earnest, but my lover only loves me in jest."
And with this wild, bitter speech, he flung away home again and left
Margaret weeping.
* * * * *
When a man misbehaves, the effect is curious on a girl who loves him
sincerely. It makes her pity him. This, to some of us males, seems
anything but logical. The fault is in our own eye; the logic is too
swift for us. The girl argues thus:--"How unhappy, how vexed, poor ...
must be; _him_ to misbehave! Poor thing!"
Margaret was full of this sweet womanly pity, when, to her great
surprise, scarce an hour and a half after he left her, Gerard came
running back to her with the fragments of a picture in his hand, and
panting with anger and grief.
"There Margaret! see! see! the wretches! Look at their spite! They have
cut your portrait to pieces."
Margaret looked. And, sure enough, some malicious hand had cut her
portrait into five pieces. She was a good girl, but she was not ice; she
turned red to her very forehead.
"Who did it?"
"Nay, I know not. I dared not ask; for I should hate the hand that did
it, ay, till my dying day. My poor Margaret! The butchers, the ruffians.
Six months' work cut out of my life, and nothing to show for it now.
See, they have hacked through your very face; the sweet face that every
one loves who knows it. O, heartless, merciless vipers!"
"Never mind, Gerard," said Margaret, panting. "Since this is how they
treat you for my sake-- Ye rob him of my portrait, do ye? Well, then he
shall have the face itself, such as it is."
"O, Margaret!"
"Yes, Gerard; since they are so cruel, I will be the kinder: forgive me
for refusing you. I will be your wife: to-morrow, if it is your
pleasure."
Gerard kissed her hands with rapture and then her lips; and in a tumult
of joy ran for Peter and Martin. They came and witnessed the betrothal;
a solemn ceremony in those days, and indeed for more than a century
later, though now abolished.