I colored, though it was only Fanny, and nodded,--

"Yes."

"You love the girl?" she continued, after a pause.

"I _do_ love the girl!" I said, earnestly,--for, now that the curtain

was lifted, she might see all she chose.

"And she loves you?"

"No,--I think so,--I don't know," was my satisfactory reply.

"But why don't you ask her?"

"I _have_ asked her."

"And what did she say? I wish, Charley, you would begin at the beginning

and tell me all about it. How can I help you, if I don't know?"

I was glad enough to do it. I began at the beginning, and told all there

was to tell. It was not much,--for the beauty, the goodness, the

patience of Rachel could not be told. When all was over, she said,--

"I am glad you have told me, for I can make you easy on one point. She

loves you. Ah, I can see! Women can always see, but men are stupid. Your

declaration was too sudden. She might have thought you were forced into

it. She is too high-minded to take advantage of a moment when your

feelings were all excited. Wait awhile. Let her see that you do not

change, and she will give you just such an answer as you will like to

hear. Why, Charley, I like her better for not accepting you than for

anything you have told about her."

"Well, Fanny," I said, half sighing, "it may be so,--I hope it may be

so; but if it does turn out as you say, how shall we manage about Aunt

Huldah? You know how she feels; and then there is Alice."

"What a brother you are!" exclaimed Fanny. "No sooner do I get you out

of one difficulty than you go beating against another! Perhaps _I_

shan't like her; then how will you manage about _me_? It is not every

girl I will take for a sister! And as for Alice, do you think she is

waiting for you all this time, vain man? She's got another beau. But

now," she went on, as soon as she could stop laughing, "go to bed, and

sleep easy, knowing that Rachel loves you, for I have said it. She loves

you too well to take you at your word. I hope she isn't too good for

you. I will think it all over, and see what can be done. Good night!

Kiss me now for what I have told you, just as you would Rachel, if she

had told you herself."

And I did, almost.

The next afternoon Fanny and I went out for a long walk. Aunt Huldah

encouraged our going, for she was coloring, and wanted from the store

both indigo and alum.

"Do you know the person with whom Rachel is staying?" asked Fanny, as

soon as we were fairly started.

"Mrs. James? Yes, she is a nice young woman."

"Do you think Rachel would like to learn the milliner's trade? It would

be a good thing for her."

"So it would; but where?"

"Does she know much of your friends, of how you are situated?"

"No. In the few hours we were together I was too much occupied in

drawing her out to speak of my own affairs."

"I suppose she knows where you live?"

"I don't know; I think, if I spoke of any place, it was Cambridge,--I

hailed from there."

"Well," said Fanny, thoughtfully, "perhaps it will make no difference.

Anyway, it will do to try it. There are many Brownes. Besides, Aunt

Huldah will be different. She will be Sprague, I shall be only Fanny,

and Charley will be Charley."

"My dear Fanny!" I exclaimed, "what _are_ you saying?"

"Why, you see, buddy,"--she often called me "buddy" for

"brother,"--"that, if Rachel loves you, and you love her, you will

_have_ each other. If Aunt Huldah is angry, and won't give you any of

her money, still you will be married, even if you both have to work by

the day. Does this seem clear?"

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