CHAPTER V.

"Hip--hip--Hurrah!" Such was the sound that greeted our young

traveller as he reached the inn door--a sound joyous in itself, but

sadly out of harmony with the feelings which the child's sobbing on

the tombless grave had left at his heart. The sound came from within,

and was followed by thumps and stamps, and the jingle of glasses. A

strong odor of tobacco was wafted to his olfactory sense. He hesitated

a moment at the threshold. Before him on benches under the beech-tree

and within the arbor, were grouped sundry athletic forms with "pipes

in the liberal air." The landlady, as she passed across the passage to

the tap-room, caught sight of his form at the doorway, and came

forward. Leonard still stood irresolute. He would have gone on his

way, but for the child; she had interested him strongly.

"You seem full, ma'am," said he. "Can I have accommodation for the

night?"

"Why, indeed, sir," said the landlady, civilly, "I can give you a

bedroom, but I don't know where to put you meanwhile. The two parlors

and the tap-room and the kitchen are all chokeful. There has been a

great cattle-fair in the neighborhood, and I suppose we have as many

as fifty farmers and drovers stopping here."

"As to that, ma'am, I can sit in the bedroom you are kind enough to

give me; and if it does not cause you too much trouble to let me have

some tea there, I should be glad; but I can wait your leisure. Do not

put yourself out of the way for me."

The landlady was touched by a consideration she was not much

habituated to receive from her bluff customers.

"You speak very handsome, sir, and we will do our best to serve you,

if you will excuse all faults. This way, sir." Leonard lowered his

knapsack, stepped in the passage, with some difficulty forced his way

through a knot of sturdy giants in top-boots or leathern gaiters who

were swarming in and out the tap-room, and followed his hostess up

stairs to a little bedroom at the top of the house.

"It is small, sir, and high," said the hostess apologetically. "But

there be four gentlemen farmers that have come a great distance, and

all the first floor is engaged; you will be more out of the noise

here."

"Nothing can suit me better. But, stay--pardon me;" and Leonard,

glancing at the garb of the hostess, observed she was not in mourning.

"A little girl whom I saw in the churchyard yonder, weeping very

bitterly--is she a relation of yours? Poor child, she seems to have

deeper feelings than are common at her age."

"Ah, sir," said the landlady, putting the corner of her apron to her

eyes, "it is a very sad story--I don't know what to do. Her father was

taken ill on his way to Lunnun, and stopped here, and has been buried

four days. And the poor little girl seems to have no relations--and

where is she to go? Laryer Jones says we must pass her to Marybone

parish, where her father lived last; and what's to become of her then?

My heart bleeds to think on it." Here then rose such an uproar from

below, that it was evident some quarrel had broken out; and the

hostess, recalled to her duties, hastened to carry thither her

propitiatory influences.

Leonard seated himself pensively by the little lattice. Here was some

one more alone in the world than he. And she, poor orphan, had no

stout man's heart to grapple with fate, and no golden manuscripts that

were to be as the "Open Sesame" to the treasures of Aladdin. By-and-by

the hostess brought him up a tray with tea and other refreshments, and

Leonard resumed his inquiries. "No relatives?" said he; "surely the

child must have some kinsfolk in London? Did her father leave no

directions, or was he in possession of his faculties?"

"Yes, sir; he was quite reasonable-like to the last. And I asked him

if he had not any thing on his mind, and he said, 'I have.' And I

said, 'Your little girl, sir?' And he answered, 'Yes, ma'am;' and

laying his head on his pillow, he wept very quietly. I could not say

more myself, for it set me off to see him cry so meekly; but my

husband is harder nor I, and he said, 'Cheer up, Mr. Digby; had not

you better write to your friends?'"

"'Friends!' said the gentleman, in such a voice! 'Friends I have but

one, and I am going to Him! I cannot take her there!' Then he seemed

suddenly to recollect hisself, and called for his clothes, and

rummaged in the pockets as if looking for some address, and could not

find it. He seemed a forgetful kind of gentleman, and his hands were

what I call _helpless_ hands, sir! And then he gasped out,

'Stop--stop! I never had the address. Write to Lord Les--,' something

like Lord Lester--but we could not make out the name. Indeed he did

not finish it, for there was a rush of blood to his lips; and though

he seemed sensible when he recovered, (and knew us and his little girl

too, till he went off smiling,) he never spoke word more."

"Poor man," said Leonard, wiping his eyes. "But his little girl surely

remembers the name that he did not finish?"

"No. She says, he must have meant a gentleman whom they had met in the

Park not long ago, who was very kind to her father, and was Lord

something; but she don't remember the name, for she never saw him

before or since, and her father talked very little about any one

lately, but thought he should find some kind friends at Screwstown,

and travelled down there with her from Lunnon. But she supposes he was

disappointed, for he went out, came back, and merely told her to put

up the things, as they must go back to Lunnon. And on his way there

he--died. Hush what's that? I hope she did not overhear us. No, we

were talking low. She has the next room to your'n, sir. I thought I

heard her sobbing. Hush!"

"In the next room? I hear nothing. Well, with your leave, I will speak

to her before I quit you. And had her father no money with him?"

"Yes, a few sovereigns, sir; they paid for his funeral, and there is a

little left still, enough to take her to town; for my husband said,

says he, 'Hannah, the widow _gave_ her mite, and we must not _take_

the orphans;' and my husband is a hard man, too, sir. Bless him!"

"Let me take your hand, ma'am. God reward you both."

"La, sir!--why, even Dr. Dosewell said, rather grumpily though, 'Never

mind my bill; but don't call me up at six o'clock in the morning

again, without knowing a little more about people.' And I never afore

knew Dr. Dosewell go without his bill being paid. He said it was a

trick o' the other Doctor to spite him."

"What other Doctor?"

"Oh, a very good gentleman, who got out with Mr. Digby when he was

taken ill, and stayed till the next morning; and our Doctor says his

name is Morgan, and he lives in--Lunnon, and is a homy--something."

"Homicide," suggested Leonard ignorantly.

"Ah--homicide; something like that, only a deal longer and worse. But

he left some of the tiniest little balls you ever see, sir, to give

the child; but, bless you, they did her no good--how should they?"

"Tiny balls, oh--homoeopathist--I understand. And the Doctor was

kind to her; perhaps he may help her. Have you written to him?"

"But we don't know his address, and Lunnon is a vast place, sir."

"I am going to London, and will find it out."

"Ah, sir, you seem very kind; and sin' she must go to Lunnon, (for

what can we do with her here?--she's too genteel for service,) I wish

she was going with you."

"With me?" said Leonard startled; "with me! Well, why not?"

"I am sure she comes of good blood, sir. You would have known her

father was quite the gentleman, only to see him die, sir. He went off

so kind and civil like, as if he was ashamed to give so much

trouble--quite a gentleman, if ever there was one. And so are you,

sir, I'm sure," said the landlady, curtseying; "I know what gentlefolk

be. I've been a housekeeper, in the first of families in this very

shire, sir, though I can't say I've served in Lunnon; and so, as

gentlefolks know each other, I've no doubt you could find out her

relations. Dear--dear! Coming, coming!"

Here there were loud cries for the hostess, and she hurried away. The

farmers and drovers were beginning to depart, and their bills were to

be made out and paid. Leonard saw his hostess no more that night. The

last hip-hip-hurrah, was heard; some toast, perhaps, to the health of

the county members;--and the chamber of woe, beside Leonard's, rattled

with the shout. By-and-by silence gradually succeeded the various

dissonant sounds below. The carts and gigs rolled away; the clatter of

hoofs on the road ceased; there was then a dumb dull sound as of

locking-up, and low humming voices below and footsteps mounting the

stairs to bed, with now and then a drunken hiccup or maudlin laugh, as

some conquered votary of Bacchus was fairly carried up to his

domicile.

All, then, at last was silent, just as the clock from the church

sounded the stroke of eleven.

Leonard, meanwhile, had been looking over his MSS. There was first a

project for an improvement on the steam-engine--a project that had

long lain in his mind, begun with the first knowledge of mechanics

that he had gleaned from his purchases of the Tinker. He put that

aside now--it required too great an effort of the reasoning faculty to

re-examine. He glanced less hastily over a collection of essays on

various subjects, some that he thought indifferent, some that he

thought good. He then lingered over a collection of verses, written in

his best hand with loving care--verses first inspired by his perusal

of Nora's melancholy memorials. These verses were as a diary of his

heart and his fancy--those deep unwitnessed struggles which the

boyhood of all more thoughtful natures has passed in its bright yet

murky storm of the cloud and the lightning flash; though but few boys

pause to record the crisis from which slowly emerges Man. And these

first, desultory grapplings with the fugitive airy images that flit

through the dim chambers of the brain, had become with each effort

more sustained and vigorous, till the phantoms were spelled, the

flying ones arrested, the immaterial seized, and clothed with Form.

Gazing on his last effort, Leonard felt that there at length spoke

forth a Poet. It was a work which, though as yet but half completed,

came from a strong hand; not that shadow trembling on unsteady waters,

which is but the pale reflex and imitation of some bright mind,

sphered out of reach and afar; but an original substance--a life--a

thing of the _Creative_ Faculty--breathing back already the breath it

had received. This work had paused during Leonard's residence with Mr.

Avenel, or had only now and then, in stealth, and at night, received a

rare touch. Now, as with a fresh eye, he re-perused it; and with that

strange, innocent admiration, not of self--(for a man's work is not,

alas! himself--it is the beatified and idealized essence, extracted he

knows not how from his own human elements of clay)--admiration known

but to poets--their purest delight, often their sole reward. And then,

with a warmer and more earthly beat of his full heart, he rushed in

fancy to the Great City, where all rivers of Fame meet, but not to be

merged and lost--sallying forth again, individualized and separate, to

flow through that one vast thought of God which we call THE WORLD.

He put up his papers; and opened his window, as was his ordinary

custom, before he retired to rest--for he had many odd habits; and he

loved to look out into the night when he prayed. His soul seemed to

escape from the body--to mount on the air--to gain more rapid access

to the far Throne in the Infinite--when his breath went forth among

the winds, and his eyes rested fixed on the stars, of Heaven.

So the boy prayed silently; and after his prayer he was about

lingeringly to close the lattice, when he heard distinctly sobs close

at hand. He paused, and held his breath; then gently looked out; the

casement next his own was also open. Some one was also at watch by

that casement--perhaps also praying. He listened yet more attentively,

and caught, soft and low, the words. "Father--father--do you hear me

_now_?"

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