The autumn was drawing on. The pilchard harvest had not been as
successful as the fishermen desired, and they kept their boats at sea in
the hopes of obtaining a share of the schools of fish which still
hovered off their coasts. The drift-nets now could only be used with
any prospect of success, and Michael was as active and energetic as
ever. He had, indeed, greater reason for working hard, as Nelly had
promised to become his wife in the ensuing spring. He wished to make
every preparation in his power that she might begin her married life
with as much comfort as a fisherman's wife could hope to do.
"Only we must look after granny too, and try to save her the long
trudges she has had to make; and repay her, though that would be a hard
matter, for all the care she took of us when we were young," he observed
to Nelly, as they were talking over their future prospects.
Nelly heartily agreed with him; but when Dame Lanreath heard of their
intentions, she laughed at the notion of giving up her daily walks to
market.
"More reason for Nelly to stay at home to look after the house. Wait a
bit till my limbs grow stiffer than they are as yet, and till she has
got a little damsel of her own to trot alongside her as she used to trot
alongside me," she answered.
"But, granny, I have been thinking of getting little Mary Lanaherne,
Uncle Reuben's granddaughter, to go to market with me while you stay at
home; she is quite ready to agree to my plan," said Nelly.
"Ah, I see you want to become a fine lady now you are going to marry,
and have an attendant of your own," said the dame, laughing. "Bide a
bit till you have need of help, and let my old limbs wag on while they
have life in them."
"That will be for many years to come, I hope, granny," said Michael;
"and to my eyes you don't seem to have become a day older since I first
remember you, and that's longer than I can remember anything else; for I
mind you holding me in your arms when father came home one day and gave
me a fish to play with."
"That was a good bit ago, Michael, to be sure, and I should not like to
have to lift you up now, lad, strong as my arms still are," answered the
old dame, looking approvingly at the fine manly young fisherman as he
stood before her. Nelly, too, gave him a glance of tender affection,
and all three laughed merrily. Their hearts were light, for though
theirs was a life of toil they willingly undertook their daily tasks,
and were thankful for the blessings bestowed on them.
"It is time for me to be off," said Michael; "Uncle Reuben stays on
shore this evening, so I am to act captain. We shall be back, I hope,
soon after ten, as he always wishes us to be home early on Saturday
night, and as the weather looks pretty thick, and there is a nice lop of
a sea on, we may expect to get a good haul."
Michael kissed Nelly's clear brow, and bestowed his usual "buss," as he
called it, on granny's withered cheek; then shouldering his oilskin
coat, he took his way towards the landing-place at the mouth of the
harbour.
David and the rest of his crew were sitting about on the rocks with
their short pipes in their mouths in readiness to go on board. Uncle
Reuben had come down to see them off, and seemed half inclined to
accompany them.
"If it were not for these aches in my back and sides, and that I
promised my dame to stay on shore this evening, I would go with you,
lads. But keep your weather eyes open. I cannot say I quite like the
look of the weather. It may turn out fine, but it is very thick away to
the southward."
"It will be fine enough for what we want, Uncle Reuben, and the
`Sea-Gull' does not mind a bit of a swell and a stiffish breeze, and we
shall be back again almost before there is time to send a second hand to
the bellows," answered Michael.
"God go with you, lads," said the old fisherman as the lads sprang on
board. "If the weather gets worse, haul your nets and make the best of
your way back. We will keep the light burning on the point, so that you
will not miss your road into harbour at all events."
The "Sea-Gull" was shoved off, the oars got out, and, with her attendant
drift-boat towing ahead, her hardy crew soon swept her out of the
harbour. Her tanned sails were then hoisted, and, close-hauled, she
stood away to beat up to her intended fishing-grounds some distance to
the southward, off the Gull Rock.
The old fisherman stood watching her for some time, more than once
saying to himself, "I wish that I had gone, the trip would not have hurt
me; but Michael is a careful lad, and, even if the weather does come on
bad, he will not risk staying out longer than is prudent."
Bad, indeed, there shortly appeared every probability of the weather
becoming. Dark green seas came rolling in crested with foam, and
breaking with increasing loudness of sound on the rocky shore; the wind
whistled and howled louder and louder.
Uncle Reuben buttoned up his coat to the chin as he gazed seaward. At
last his daughter came to call him in to tea.
"Mother says you will be making yourself worse, father, standing out in
the cold and damp."
He obeyed the summons; still he could not help every now and then
getting up and going to the door to see what the weather was like; each
time he came back with a less favourable report.
As it grew dark, in spite of his dame's expostulations he again went out
and proceeded to the point, where he was also joined by three or four
men, who had come either to attend to the beacon which was kept burning
on dark nights, or to look out for the fishing-boats which they expected
would at once return in consequence of the bad weather which had now in
earnest set in.
As soon as Michael had left his home, a young girl, the child of a
neighbour who lived further up the harbour in the direction of the mill,
came running to the cottage, saying that her mother was taken ill, and
that as her father and brothers were away fishing, there was no one to
stay with her while she went to call for the doctor.
Nelly at once offered to go and stay with the poor woman, and to do her
best.
"No, I will go," said Dame Lanreath; "maybe I shall be able to tell what
is best to be done as well as the doctor himself. Do you run on, Nancy,
and I will come and look after your mother."
As the dame was not to be contradicted, Nelly continued the work in
which she was engaged, and her grandmother set off with active steps
towards her neighbour's cottage.
Nelly had not been long alone when she heard a hasty footstep
approaching. The door opened, and Eban Cowan stood before her. A dark
frown was on his brow, his eyes she thought had a wild and fierce
expression she had never before seen them wear. Her heart sank within
her, and she in vain tried to speak in her usually friendly tone.
"Good evening, Eban; what brings you here at this hour?" she said, on
seeing him stand gazing at her without uttering a word.
"Nelly, I have come to ask you a question, and as you answer it you will
make me more happy than I have been for many a long day, or you will
send me away a miserable wretch, and you will never, it may be, see me
again."
"I shall be sorry not to see you again, Eban, for we have been friends
from our earliest days, and I hoped that we should always remain so,"
answered Nelly, mustering all the courage she possessed to speak calmly.
"That is what drives me to desperation," he exclaimed. "Nelly, is it
true that you are going to marry Michael Penguyne?"
"I hope so, if it is God's will, as you ask me to tell you," said Nelly,
firmly. "I fancied that you were his friend, as you always were mine.
And, Eban, I pray that you may not feel any ill-will towards either of
us, because we love each other, and are sure we shall be happy
together."
"Is that the only answer you have to give me?" exclaimed Eban, hoarsely.
"I can say nothing more nor less," said Nelly, gently. "I am very sorry
that my answer should make you unhappy, but you insisted on having it,
and I can say nothing more."
Eban gazed at her for a moment, and appeared to be about to utter a
threat, but he restrained himself, and turning hastily round rushed out
of the cottage.
She was thankful that he had gone, yet a feeling of undefined fear of
what he might do in his present angry mood stole over her. She was well
aware of his fierce and daring character, and she had heard from her
granny of desperate deeds done by men whose addresses had been rejected
by girls whom they professed to love.
She earnestly wished that the dame would soon come back, that she might
tell her what had occurred and consult what was best to be done.
Had Nelly known what was passing in the dark mind of Eban Cowan she
would indeed have had cause for alarm.
Instead of going homewards he proceeded down towards the mouth of the
harbour. On turning the point he scanned the spot where the
fishing-vessels lay at anchor, and observed that the "Sea-Gull," among
others, was away.
"She will be back early to-night," he muttered, "and Michael will pass
this way homeward by himself, but his home he shall never reach, if I
have my will. I am not going to let him come between me and the girl I
have all my life intended to marry; he has no right to her: she is too
good for a poor hard-working fisherman like him, and he will make her
drudge all the best days of her life. If he were out of the way she
would soon come round and look on me as she used to do."
Much more to the same effect he thought, working himself up to do,
without compunction, the fearful act he meditated.
The pathway between the quay at the mouth of the harbour, where the
fishing-vessels landed their cargoes, and Michael's house, at one place
between the cliffs and the water, became so narrow that two people could
with difficulty pass each other. Close to this spot, however, there
existed a hollow in the rock, in which a person standing was completely
concealed, especially on a dark night, when it might be passed by
without discovering that any one was within.
Eban Cowan stood for some time watching the distant horizon, and as the
evening drew on he observed through the gloom two or three fishing-boats
running under close-reefed sails for the harbour's mouth.
"One of those is the `Sea-Gull'; I must not be seen in the
neighbourhood, or I may be suspected," he muttered, taking his way
towards the lurking-place from which he intended to rush out and commit
the crime he meditated.
Satan, ever ready to encourage those who yield to his instigations,
persuaded him that he could do the deed without being discovered, and
again and again he thought of the happiness he should enjoy with the
pretty Nelly as his wife, as if the soul guilty of the blood of a
fellow-creature could ever enjoy happiness!
There he stood listening amid the roar of the fast-rising gale for the
step of his victim. Suddenly he thought--
"But suppose she hates me, I shall have done a deed and gained nothing.
She may suspect that I did it. Why did I madly go and see her this
evening? I had not intended to enter the cottage. Had the dame not
gone away I should not have thought of it. Still, neither she nor any
one else can swear that I am guilty. No eye will see me. The path is
slippery: it will be supposed that he fell into the water." Then at
that moment a voice seemed to whisper to him the words Michael had
uttered long before, "God sees and hears and knows everything we do or
say or think." It seemed to be that of Michael, "The darkness is no
darkness to Him; the day and night to Him are both alike."
"Oh, He sees me now; He knows what I am thinking of."
The strong, daring smuggler trembled.
"I cannot do it; miserable I may be, but I should be more miserable
still if I had it ever present to my mind that I had killed in cold
blood another man who never wished to offend me."
He rushed from his concealment and threw the weapon he had hitherto
clutched in his hand far away into the water.
He was hurrying homewards, when he heard shouts coming up from the
harbour's mouth. He caught the sounds; they were cries, for hands to
man a boat.
Constitutionally brave, he was ready at that moment for any desperate
service. He wanted something to drive away the fearful thoughts which
agitated his mind; he dreaded being left to himself; he must be actively
engaged or he should go mad, if he was not mad already.
He hurried to the quay, alongside which a boat, kept ready for
emergencies, was tossing up and down; she was not a life-boat, but still
one well fitted to encounter heavy seas, and was used to go off to
vessels which had got embayed or ran a risk of being driven on shore.
"I am ready to go off, if you want another hand," he exclaimed.
"You will do, and welcome. Our number is now made up," answered Uncle
Reuben, who was seated in the stern of the boat.
Eban leaped in.
"Whereabouts is the vessel in danger?" he asked. "I could not make her
out."
"She is my craft, the `Sea-Gull,'" said Uncle Reuben. "The `Favourite,'
which has just come in, saw her driving, with her mast gone, towards the
Gull Rock, and if she strikes it there is no chance for her or the poor
fellows on board. Lord be merciful to them! we must do our best to try
and save them, for no craft under sail will dare to stand near them, for
fear of sharing their fate."
Eban knew that Michael had gone away in the "Sea-Gull." Should he risk
his life to try and save that of his rival? He felt inclined to spring
on shore again. The next instant Uncle Reuben gave the order to get out
the oars.
Once actively engaged Eban no longer wished to quit the boat, but the
wild thought rose in his mind that Michael might be lost, and then, his
rival removed, that Nelly would become his.
In his selfishness he did not consider the grief she whom he professed
to love would suffer; he, at all events, would not have inflicted it.
He had not committed the crime he meditated, and yet might gain the
object of his wishes.
Nelly had been anxiously waiting the return of Dame Lanreath; she was
greatly agitated by Eban's visit--unable to overcome the fear that he
might do something desperate, but what that might be she could not tell.
She frequently went to the door to see if her granny was coming.
The night drew on, the fury of the storm increased. She thought of
Michael on the raging ocean engaged in hauling in his nets. The
"Sea-Gull" would surely not remain out long in such weather; the
fishing-vessels ought to be back by this time. She longed to run down
to the harbour's mouth to ascertain if they had returned; then her
granny might come in, and, finding her gone, not know what had become of
her. The thought, too, that she might meet Eban in his angry mood
restrained her.
"Oh, what is going to happen?" she exclaimed, feeling more anxiety and
alarm than she had ever before experienced. "O my dear, dear Michael,
why don't you come back to me? O merciful God, protect him!" She fell
on her knees, hiding her face in her hands, and prayed for the safety of
him who was on the foaming waters.
She thought she heard her granny coming. She rose from the ground and,
going to the door, looked out. No one was there; she heard the roaring
of the breakers on the rocky coast, and the fierce wind howling up the
wild glen, making the surface of the harbour bubble and hiss and foam,
and sending the spray, mingled with the cold night wind, high up, even
to where she stood.
"I must go and learn why he does not come," she exclaimed. "Oh, how I
wish granny would come back! she may suffer harm coming along the rough
path this bleak night in the dark."
Poor Nelly felt in truth forlorn; but hers was a brave heart, which a
fisherman's wife needs must have, or she could not endure the agitating
suspense to which she must day after day throughout her life he exposed,
when the tempest howls and the wild waves roar. She went in and put on
her hood and cloak. In vain she strove to restrain her agitation.
Again she went to the door. She thought she saw through the thick gloom
a figure approaching.
"Is that you, dear granny?" she cried out.
"Ay, Nelly, though I have had a hard battle with the wind," answered
Dame Lanreath, in her usually cheery voice. "But my journey is ended,
and it was well I went to poor Polly Penduck when I did, for she was in
a bad way; the doctor, however, has been with her, and she is all right
now."
Nelly had run forward to lead her grandmother into the house, and she
spoke the latter words on her way.
"Why, my child, what is the matter with you?" exclaimed the dame, as she
saw her pale and agitated countenance.
Before Nelly could answer, footsteps were heard outside. She hurried
back to the door.
"Oh! can it be Michael coming?" exclaimed Nelly. "Michael, Michael, are
you there?"
"No, we be Paul and Joseph Penduck," answered two young voices. "We are
on our way home to mother."
"Your mother is well and sleeping, but do not make a noise, lads, when
you go in," exclaimed Dame Lanreath, who had followed Nelly to the door.
"Why are you in such a hurry?"
"We needs be to get out of the storm, dame," answered one of the boys.
"Father told us to make haste home; but he has gone off in the `Rescue'
with Uncle Reuben Lanaherne to look after the `Sea-Gull,' which they say
has lost her mast, and was seen driving on the Gull Rock; there is
little hope of any of the poor lads escaping aboard her."
"What is that you say," shrieked poor Nelly; "the `Sea-Gull' driving on
shore?"
"I forgot, Mistress Nelly, that Michael Penguyne was aboard her,"
answered the thoughtless boy. "I would not have said it to frighten you
so, but it may be father and the others will find them if they are not
all drowned before they get there."
"O granny, I was afraid something dreadful was happening," exclaimed
Nelly, gasping for breath. "I must go down to the harbour's mouth. I
do not mind the wind and rain; don't stop me, granny," for Dame Lanreath
had taken Nelly's arm, thinking she was about to fall, she trembled so
violently. "Let me go, granny, that I may hold him in my arms, and warm
him, and breathe into his mouth when he is brought on shore. Oh, I
shall die if I stay at home, and he out struggling maybe for life in the
cold foaming seas."
"But the lads may be mistaken, dear Nelly," urged Dame Lanreath; "it may
not be the `Sea-Gull' that has met with the damage, and if she has
Michael and the rest, who are stout lads and know how to handle her,
they may manage to keep her off the rocks, and get in safe
notwithstanding."
Nelly, however, was not to be reasoned with. She knew the way to the
harbour's mouth in the darkest night as well as by daylight; the rain
and wind were nothing to her, and if Michael had got safe on shore her
anxiety would the sooner be set at rest, and she should be ready to
welcome him.
The dame, finding that she could not persuade Nelly to remain at home,
insisted on accompanying her, for though she had tried to make her
believe that Michael would return in safety, she herself could not help
entertaining the fear that he had shared the fate of the many she had
known in her time who had lost their lives on the treacherous ocean.
Nelly was not selfish, and though she felt that she must go forth, she
was anxious that her granny should not again face the cruel storm. The
dame, however, was determined to go, for she felt scarcely less anxiety
than Nelly.
"Well, Nelly," she said at length, "if you won't let me go with you, I
will just go by myself, and you must stay at home till I come back and
tell you that Michael has got on shore all safe."
Nelly yielded. She and the dame set off.
They had a fierce battle to fight with the storm, which blew directly in
their faces. They worked their way onwards, holding their cloaks tight
round them.
They at last reached the rocky point where, by the light of the beacon,
they saw a group of men and women and boys and girls collected, with
their gaze turned seaward, waiting anxiously for the appearance of the
boat which had gone out over the dark and troubled ocean in search of
their missing friends.
The dame and Nelly anxiously inquired what had happened. The answer
made their hearts sink: the "Sea-Gull" had last been seen driving
towards the rocks in an almost helpless condition; she might drop an
anchor, but there was little expectation that it would hold. The only
hope was that she might be reached before she was finally dashed to
pieces, and those on board her had perished.