SUNSHINE
The miracle of a new day’s sunshine—golden over green earth,
foam-collared shore and shining sea—brought another miracle almost as
great as that which had transformed somber night to radiant morning.
This miracle was the complete reversal of the situation at Snug Harbor,
and the return of peace and happiness. But all this cannot be told in
two breaths. We must not run too far ahead of our story.
So, to go on in orderly fashion we must know that Ezra’s carefully
prepared supper turned out to be a melancholy failure. The somber
dejection of the three old men at table, and then the miserable evening
of the captain and the doctor on the piazza, talking of old days with
infinite regret, of the present with grief and humiliation, of the
future with black bodings, made a sorry time of it all.
Night brought but little sleep to Captain Briggs. The doctor slept well
enough, and Ezra seconded him. But the good fortune of oblivion was not
for the old captain. Through what seemed a black eternity he lay in the
bunk in his cabin, brooding, agonizing, listening to the murmur of the
sea, the slow tolling of hours from the tall clock in the hallway. The
cessation of the ticking of his chronometer left a strange vacancy in
his soul. Deeply he mourned it.
After an infinite time, half-sleep won upon him, troubled by ugly
dreams. Alpheus Briggs seemed to behold again the stifling alleyways
of the Malay town, the carabaos and chattering gharrimen, the peddlers
and whining musicians, the smoky torch-flares and dark, slow-moving
river. He seemed to smell, once more, the odors of spice and curry,
the smoke of torches and wood fires, the dank and reeking mud of the
marshy, fever-bitten shore.
And then the vision changed. He was at sea again; witnessing the death
of Scurlock, the boy and Kuala Pahang, in the blood-tinged waters.
Came the battle with the Malays, in the grotesque exaggerations of a
dream; and then the torments of the hell-ship, cargoing slaves. The
old captain seemed stifled by the reek and welter of that freight; he
seemed to hear their groans and cries—and all at once he heard again,
as in a voice from infinite distances, the curse of Shiva, flung at him
by Dengan Jouga, witch-woman of the Malay tribesmen:
“The evil spirit will pursue you, even beyond the wind, even beyond
the Silken Sea! Vishnu will repay you! Dead men shall come from their
graves, like wolves, to follow you. Birds of the ocean foam will
poison you. Life will become to you a thing more terrible than the
venom of the katchubong flower, and evil seed will grow within your
heart.
“Evil seed will grow and flourish there, dragging you down to death,
down to the longing for death, and yet you cannot die! And the blind
face in the sky will watch you, _sahib_—watch you, and laugh, because
you cannot die! That is the curse of Vishnu on your soul!”
In the captain’s dream, the groaning and crying of the wounded and
perishing men aboard the _Silver Fleece_ seemed to blend with that
of the dying slaves. And gradually all this echoing agony transmuted
itself into a sinister and terrible mirth, a horrifying, ghastly
laughter, far and strange, ceaseless, monotonous, maddening.
Somewhere in a boundless sky of black, the captain seemed to behold
a vast spiral, whirling, ever-whirling in and in; and at its center,
vague, formless yet filled with menace, he dimly saw an eyeless face,
indeed, that still for all its blindness seemed to be watching him. And
as it watched, it laughed, blood-freezingly.
Captain Briggs roused to his senses. He found himself sitting up in
bed, by the open window, through which drifted the solemn roar and
hissing backwash of a rising surf. A pallid moon-crescent, tangled in
spun gossamer-fabric of drifting cloud, cast tenuous, fairy shadows
across the garden. Staring, the captain rubbed his eye.
“Judas priest!” he muttered. “What—where—Ah! Dreaming, eh? Only
dreaming? Thank God for that!”
Then, with a pang of transfixing pain, back surged memories of what had
happened last night. He slid out of bed, struck a match and looked at
his watch. The hour was just a bit after two.
Noiselessly Briggs crept from his room, climbed the stairs and came
to Hal’s door. The menace of Kuala Pahang still weighed terribly upon
him. Something of the vague superstitions of the sea seemed to have
infused themselves into the captain’s blood. Shuddering, he remembered
the curse that now for years had lain forgotten in the dusty archives
of his youth; remembered even more than he had dreamed; remembered the
words of the _nenek kabayan_, the witch-woman—that strange, yellow,
ghostlike creature which had come upon him silently over his rum and
gabbling in the cabin of the hell-ship:
“Something you love—love more than your own life—will surely die.
You will die then, but still you will not die. You will pray for
death, but death will mock and will not come!”
The old captain shivered as he stood before the door of Hal’s room.
Suppose the ancient curse really had power? Suppose it should strike
Hal, and Hal should die! What then?
For a moment he heard nothing within the room, and his old heart nearly
stopped, altogether. But almost at once he perceived Hal’s breathing,
quiet and natural.
“Oh, thank God!” the captain murmured, his soul suddenly expanding
with blest relief. He remained there a while, keeping silent vigil at
the door of his well-loved boy. Then, satisfied that all was well,
he retraced his steps, got back into bed, and so presently fell into
peaceful slumber.
A knocking at his door, together with the voice of Ezra, awoke him.
“Cap’n Briggs, sir! It’s six bells o’ the mornin’ watch. Time to turn
out!”
The captain blinked and rubbed his eyes.
“Come in, Ezra,” bade he, mustering his wits. “H-m!” he grunted at
sight of Ezra’s cheek-bone with an ugly cut across it. “The doctor up
yet?”
“Yes, sir. He’s been cruisin’ out ’round the lawn an’ garden an hour.
He’s real interestin’, ain’t he? But he’s too kind o’ mournful-like
to set right on _my_ stomach. Only happy when he’s miserable. Men’s
different, that way, sir. Some heaves a sigh, where others would heave
a brick.”
“That’ll do, Ezra. What’s there to record on the log, so far?” asked
Briggs, anxiously.
“First thing this A. M. I’m boarded by old Joe Pringle, the peddler
from Kittery. Joe, he wanted to sell us anythin’ he could—a
jew’s-harp, history o’ the world, Salvation Salve, a phonograft, an
Eyetalian queen-bee, a—”
“Hold hard! I don’t care anything about Joe. What’s the news this
morning about—about—”
“News, sir? Well, the white Leghorn’s bringin’ off a nestful. Five’s
hatched already. Nature’s funny, ain’t it? We git chickens from eggs,
an’ eggs from chickens, an’—”
“_Will_ you stop your fool talk?” demanded the captain. He peered at
Ezra with disapproval. To his lips he could not bring a direct question
about the boy; and Ezra was equally unwilling to introduce the subject,
fearing lest some word of blame might be spoken against his idol. “Tell
me some news, I say!” the captain ordered.
“News, cap’n? Well, Dr. Filhiol, there, fed his nag enough of our
chicken-feed to last us a week. The doc, he calls the critter, Ned. But
I think Sea Lawyer would be ’bout right.”
“Sea Lawyer? How’s that?”
“Well, sir, it _can_ draw a conveyance, but it’s doggone poor at it.”
“Stop your foolishness, Ezra, and tell me what I want to know. How’s
Hal this morning? Where is he, and what’s he doing?”
“Master Hal? Why, he’s all right, sir.”
“He is, eh?” The captain’s hands were clenched with nervousness.
Ezra nodded assent.
“Don’t ye worry none about Master Hal,” said he gravely. “Worry’s
wuss’n a dozen leaks an’ no pump. Ef ye _must_ worry, worry somebody
else.”
“What’s the boy doing? Drinking again?”
“Not a drink, cap’n. Now my idea about liquor is—”
“Judas priest!” interrupted Briggs. “You’ll drive me crazy! If the
world was coming to an end you’d argue with Gabriel. You say Hal’s not
touched it this morning?”
“Nary drop, sir.”
“Oh, that’s good news!”
“Good news is like a hard-b’iled egg, cap’n. You don’t have to break it
easy. Hal’s fine an’ fit this mornin’, sir. I thought maybe he might
hunt a little tot o’ rum, this mornin’, but no; no, sir, he’s sober as
a deacon. The way he apologized was as han’some.”
“Apologized? Who to?”
“Me an’ the doctor. He come out to the barn, an’ begged our pardons in
some o’ the doggondest purtiest language I ever clapped an ear to. He’s
slick. Everythin’s all right between Master Hal an’ I an’ the doctor.
After he apologized he went fer a swim, down to Geyser Rock.”
“Did, eh? He’s wonderful in the water! Not another man in _this_
town dares take that dive. I—I’m mighty glad he had the decency to
apologize. Hal’s steering the right course now. He’s proved himself
a man anyhow. Last night I’d almost lost faith in him and in all
humanity.”
“It ain’t so important fer a man to have faith in humanity as fer
humanity to have faith in him,” affirmed the old cook. “Now, cap’n, you
git up, please. You’ll want to see Master Hal afore breakfast. Listen
to me, cap’n, don’t never drive that boy out, same’s I was drove.
Master Hal’s sound an’ good at heart. But he’s had his own head too
long now fer you to try rough tactics.”
“Rough! When was I ever rough with Hal?”
“Mebbe if you had of been a few times when he was small it’d of been
better. But it’s too late now. Let him keep all canvas aloft; but hold
a hard helm on him. Hold it hard!”
The sound of singing somewhere across the road toward the shore drew
the captain’s attention out the window. Striding home from his morning
plunge, Hal was returning to Snug Harbor, “coming up with a song from
the sea.”
The captain put on his bathrobe, then went to the window and sat down
there. He leaned his arms on the sill, and peered out at Hal. Ezra
discreetly withdrew.
No sign seemed visible on Hal of last night’s rage and war. Sleep, and
the exhilaration of battling with the savage surf along the face of
Geyser Rock, had swept away all traces of his brutality. Molded into
his wet bathing-suit that revealed every line of that splendidly virile
body, he drew near.
All at once he caught sight of Captain Briggs. He stopped his song, by
the lantern-flanked gateway, and waved a hand of greeting.
“Top o’ the morning to you, grandfather!” cried he. There he stood
overflooded with life, strength, spirits. His body gleamed with
glistening brine; his face, lighted by a smile of boyish frankness,
shone in the morning sun. His thick, black hair that he had combed
straight back with his fingers, dripped seawater on his bronzed,
muscular shoulders.
“God, what a man!” the captain thought. “Hard as nails, and ridged with
muscle. He’s only twenty-one, but he’s better than ever I was, at my
best!”
And once again, he felt his old heart expand with pride and hope—hope
that reached out to lay eager hold upon the future and its dreams.
“I want to see you, sir, before breakfast,” said the captain.
Hal nodded comprehension. From the hedge he broke a little twig, and
held it up.
“Here’s the switch, gramp,” said he whimsically. “You’d better use it
now, while I’ve got bare legs.”
The old man had to smile. With eyes of profound affection he gazed at
Hal. Sunlight on his head and on Hal’s struck out wonderful contrasts
of snow and jet. The luminous, celestial glow of a June morning on
the New England coast—a morning gemmed with billions of dewdrops
flashing on leaf and lawn, a morning overbrooded by azure deeps of sky
unclouded—folded the world in beauty.
A sense of completion, of loveliness fulfilled compassed everything.
Autumn looks back, regretfully. Winter shivers between memories and
hopes. Spring hopes more strongly still—but June, complete and
resting, says: “Behold!”
Such was that morning; and the captain, looking at his boy, felt its
magic soothing the troubled heart within him. On the lawn, two or three
robins were busy. Another, teetering high on the plumy crest of a
shadowing elm, was emptying its heart of melody.
A minute, old man and young looked steadily at each other. Then Hal
came up the white-sanded walk, between the two rows of polished
conches. He stopped at the old man’s window.
“Grandfather,” said he in a low tone. “Will you listen to me, please?”
“What have you got to say, sir?” demanded Briggs, and stiffened his
resolution. “Well, sir?”
“Listen, grandfather,” answered Hal, in a very manly way, that
harmonized with his blue-eyed look, and with his whole air of ingenuous
and boyish contrition. He crossed his bare arms, looked down a moment
at the sand, dug at it a little with a toe, and then once more raised
his head. “Listen, please. I’ve got just one thing to ask. Please don’t
lecture me, and don’t be harsh. I stand here absolutely penitent,
grandfather, begging to be forgiven. I’ve already apologized to Dr.
Filhiol and Ezra—”
“So I understand,” put in Briggs, still striving hard to make his
voice sound uncompromising. “Well?”
“Well, grandfather—as for apologizing to you, that’s kind of a hard
proposition. It isn’t that I don’t want to, but the relations between
us have been so close that it’s pretty hard to make up a regular
apology. You and I aren’t on a basis where I really _could_ apologize,
as I could to anybody else. But I certainly did act the part of a
ruffian on the _Sylvia Fletcher_, and I was certainly a rotter here
last night. There’s only one other thing—”
“And what’s that, sir?” demanded Briggs. The captain still maintained
judicial aloofness, despite all cravings of the heart. “What’s that?”
“I—you may not believe it, gramp, but it’s true. I really don’t
remember hardly anything about what happened aboard the schooner or
here. I suppose I can’t stand even a couple of drinks. It all seems
hazy to me now, like a kind of nightmare. It’s all indistinct, as
if it weren’t me at all, but somebody else. I feel just as if I’d
been watching another man do the things that I really know I myself
_did_ do. The feeling is that somebody else took my body and used it,
and made it do things that I myself didn’t want it to do. But I was
powerless to stop it. Grampy, it’s true, true, _true_!”
He paused, looking at his grandfather with eyes of tragic seriousness.
Old Briggs shivered slightly, and drew the bathrobe more tightly around
his shoulders.
“Go on, Hal.”
“Well, there isn’t much more to say. I know there’ll be consequences,
and I’m willing to face them. I’ll cut out the booze altogether. It was
foolish of me to get into it at all, but you know how it is at college.
They all kidded me, for not drinking a little, and so—well. It’s my
own fault, right enough. Anyhow, I’m done. You’ll forget it and forgive
it, won’t you, grandpa?”
“_Will_ I, my boy?” the old man answered. He blinked to keep back the
tears. “You know the answer, already!”
“You really mean that, gramp?” exclaimed Hal, with boyish enthusiasm.
“If I face the music, whatever it is, and keep away from any encores,
will you let me by, this time?”
The captain could answer only by stretching out his hand and gripping
Hal’s. The boy took his old, wrinkled hand in a grip heartfelt and
powerful. Thus for a moment the two men, old and young, felt the strong
pressure of palms that cemented contrition and forgiveness. The captain
was first to speak.
“Everything’s all right now, Hal,” said he, “so far’s I’m concerned.
Whatever’s wrong, outside Snug Haven, can be made right. I know you’ve
had your lesson, boy.”
“I should say so! I don’t need a second.”
“No, no. You’ll remember this one, right enough. Well, now, least said
soonest mended. It was pretty shoal water there, one while. But we’re
floating again, and we’re not going to run on to any more sandbars, are
we? Ah, there’s Ezra blowing his bo’sun’s whistle for breakfast. Let’s
see which of us gets to mess-table first!”