TWO OLD MEN
“Yes, yes, it’s Dr. Filhiol!” the little old man made answer. “I’m
Filhiol. And you—Yes, I’d know you anywhere. Captain Alpheus Briggs,
so help me!”
He took up a heavy walking-stick, and started to clamber down out of
the buggy. Captain Briggs, flinging open the gate, reached him just in
time to keep him from collapsing in the road, for the doctor’s feeble
strength was all exhausted with the long journey he had made to South
Endicutt, with the drive from the station five miles away, and with the
nervous shock of once more seeing a man on whom, in fifty years, his
eyes had never rested.
“Steady, doctor, steady!” the captain admonished with a stout arm about
him. “There, there now, steady does it!”
“You—you’ll have to excuse me, captain, for seeming so unmanly weak,”
the doctor proffered shakily. “But I’ve come a long way to see you,
and it’s such a hot day—and all. My legs are cramped, too. I’m not
what I used to be, captain. None of us are, you know, when we pass the
eightieth milestone!”
“None of us are what we used to be; right for you, doctor,” the captain
answered with deeper meaning than on the surface of his words appeared.
“You needn’t apologize for being a bit racked in the hull. Every
craft’s seams open up a bit at times. I understand.”
He tightened his arm about the shrunken body, and with compassion
looked upon the man who once had trod his deck so strongly and so
well. “Come along o’ me, now. Up to Snug Haven, doctor. There’s good
rocking-chairs on the piazza and a good little drop of something to
take the kinks out. The best of timber needs a little caulking now and
then. Good Lord above! Dr. Filhiol again—after fifty years!”
“Yes, that’s correct—after fifty years,” the doctor answered.
“Here, let me look at you a moment!” He peered at Briggs through his
heavy-lensed spectacles. “It’s you all right, captain. You’ve changed,
of course. You were a bull of a man in those days, and your hair was
black as black;—but still you’re the same. I—well, I wish I could say
that about myself!”
“Nonsense!” the captain boomed, drawing him toward the gate. “Wait till
you’ve got a little tonic under your hatches, ’midships. Wait till
you’ve spliced the main brace a couple of times!”
“The horse!” exclaimed Filhiol, bracing himself with his stout cane. He
peered anxiously at the animal. “I hired him at the station, and if he
should run away and break anything—”
“I’ll have Ezra go aboard that craft and pilot it into port,” the
captain reassured him. “We won’t let it go on the rocks. Ezra, he’s my
chief cook and bottle-washer. He can handle that cruiser of yours O.
K.” The captain’s eyes twinkled as he looked at the dejected animal.
“Come along o’ me, doctor. Up to the quarterdeck with you, now!”
Half-supported by the captain, old Dr. Filhiol limped up the
white-sanded path. As he went, as if in a kind of daze he kept
murmuring:
“Captain Briggs again! Who’d have thought I could really find him? Half
a century—a lifetime—Captain Alpheus Briggs!”
“Ezra! Oh, Ezra!” the captain hailed. Carefully he helped the aged
doctor up the steps. Very feebly the doctor crept up; his cane clumped
hollowly on the boards. Ezra appeared.
“Aye, aye, sir?” he queried, a look of wonder on his long, thin face.
“What’s orders, sir?”
“An old-time friend of mine has come to visit me, Ezra. It’s Dr.
Filhiol, that used to sail with me, way back in the ’60’s. I’ve got
some of his fancy-work stitches in my leg this minute. A great man he
was with the cutting and stitching; none better. I want you men to
shake hands.”
Ezra advanced, admiration shining from his honest features. Any man who
had been a friend of his captain, especially a man who had embroidered
his captain’s leg, was already taken to the bosom of his affections.
“Doctor,” said the captain, “this is Ezra Trefethen. When you get some
of the grub from his galley aboard you, you’ll be ready to ship again
for Timbuctoo.”
“I’m very glad to know you, Ezra,” the doctor said, putting out his
left hand—the right, gnarled and veinous, still gripped his cane.
“Yes, yes, we were old-time shipmates, Captain Briggs and I.” His voice
broke pipingly, “turning again toward childish treble,” so that pity
and sorrow pierced the heart of Alpheus Briggs. “It’s been a sad, long
time since we’ve met. And now, can I get you to look out for my horse?
If he should run away and hurt anybody, I’m sure that would be very
bad.”
“Righto!” Ezra answered, his face assuming an air of high seriousness
as he observed the aged animal half asleep by the gate, head hanging,
spavined knees bent. “I’ll steer him to safe moorin’s fer you, sir. We
got jest the handiest dock in the world fer him, up the back lane. He
won’t git away from _me_, sir, never you fear.”
“Thank you, Ezra,” the doctor answered, much relieved. The captain
eased him into a rocker, by the table. “There, that’s better. You see,
captain, I’m a bit done up. It always tires me to ride on a train; and
then, too, the drive from the station was exhausting. I’m not used to
driving, you know, and—”
“I know, I know,” Briggs interrupted. “Just sit you there, doctor, and
keep right still. I’ll be back in half a twinkling.”
And, satisfied that the doctor was all safe and sound, he stumped into
the house; while Ezra whistled to the dog and strode away to go aboard
the buggy as navigating officer of that sorry equipage.
Even before Ezra had safely berthed the horse in the stable up the
lane, bordered with sweetbrier and sumacs, Captain Briggs returned
with a tray, whereon was a bottle of his very best Jamaica, now kept
exclusively for sickness or a cold, or, it might be, for some rare and
special guest. The Jamaica was flanked with a little jug of water, with
glasses, lemons, sugar. At sight of it the doctor left off brushing his
coat, all powdered with the gray rock-dust of the Massachusetts north
shore, and smiled with sunken lips.
“I couldn’t have prescribed better, myself,” said he.
“Correct, sir,” agreed the captain. He set the tray on the piazza
table. “I don’t hardly ever touch grog any more. But it’s got its uses,
now and then. You need a stiff drink, doctor, and I’m going to join
you, for old times’ sake. Surely there’s no sin in that, after half a
century that we haven’t laid eyes on one another!”
Speaking, he was at work on the manufacture of a brace of drinks.
“It’s my rule not to touch it,” he added. “But I’ve got to make an
exception to-day. Sugar, sir? Lemon? All O. K., then. Well, doctor,
here goes. Here’s to—to—”
“To fifty years of life!” the doctor exclaimed. He stood up, raising
the glass that Briggs had given him. His eye cleared; for a moment his
aged hand held firm.
“To fifty years!” the captain echoed. And so the glasses clinked, and
so they drank that toast, bottoms-up, those two old men so different in
the long ago, so very different now.
When Filhiol had resumed his seat, the captain drew a chair up close to
him, both facing the sea. Through the doctor’s spent tissues a little
warmth began to diffuse itself. But still he found nothing to say;
nor, for a minute or two, did the captain. A little silence, strangely
awkward, drew itself between them, now that the first stimulus of the
meeting had spent itself. Where, indeed, should they begin to knit up
so vast a chasm?
Each man gazed on the other, trying to find some word that might be
fitting, but each muted by the dead weight of half a century. Filhiol,
the more resourceful of wit, was first to speak.
“Yes, captain, we’ve both changed, though you’ve held your own better
than I have. I’ve had a great deal of sickness. And I’m an older man
than you, besides. I’ll be eighty-four, sir, if I live till the 16th
of next October. A man’s done for at that age. And you’ve had every
advantage over me in strength and constitution. I was only an average
man, at best. You were a Hercules, and even to-day you look as if you
might be a pretty formidable antagonist. In a way, I’ve done better
than most, captain. Yes, I’ve done well in my way,” he repeated.
“Still, I’m not the man you are to-day. That’s plain to be seen.”
“We aren’t going to talk about that, doctor,” the captain interposed,
his voice soothing, as he laid a strong hand on the withered one of
Filhiol, holding the arm of the rocker. “Let all that pass. I’m laying
at anchor in a sheltered harbor here. What breeze bore you news of me?
Tell me that, and tell me what you’ve been doing all this time. What
kind of a voyage have you made of life? And where are you berthed, and
what cargo of this world’s goods have you got in your lockers?”
“Tell me about yourself, first, captain. You have a jewel of a place
here. What else? Wife, family, all that?”
“I’ll tell you, after you’ve answered my questions,” the captain
insisted. “You’re aboard my craft, here, sitting on my decks, and so
you’ve got to talk first. Come, come, doctor—let’s have your log!”
Thus urged, Filhiol began to speak. With some digressions, yet in the
main clearly enough and even at times with a certain dry humor that
distantly recalled his mental acuity of the long ago, he outlined his
life-story.
Briefly he told of his retirement from the sea, following a wreck off
the coast of Chile, in 1876—a wreck in which he had taken damage from
which he had never fully recovered—and narrated his establishing
himself in practice in New York. Later he had had to give up the
struggle there, and had gone up into a New Hampshire village, where
life, though poor, had been comparatively easy.
Five years ago he had retired, with a few hundred dollars of pitiful
savings, and had bought his way into the Physicians’ and Surgeons’
Home, at Salem, Massachusetts. He had never married; had never known
the love of a wife, nor the kiss of children. His whole life, the
captain could see, had been given unhesitatingly to the service of his
fellow-men. And now mankind, when old age had paralyzed his skill, was
passing him by, as if he had been no more than a broken-up wreck on the
shores of the sea of human existence.
Briggs watched the old man with pity that this once trim and active
man should have faded to so bloodless a shadow of his former self.
Close-shaven the doctor still was, and not without a certain neatness
in his dress, despite its poverty; but his bent shoulders, his baggy
skin, the blinking of his eyes all told the tragedy of life that fades.
With a pathetic moistening of the eyes, the doctor spoke of this
inevitable decay; and with a heartfelt wish that death might have laid
its summons on him while still in active service, turned to a few words
of explanation as to how he had come to have news again of Captain
Briggs.
Chance had brought him word of the captain. A new attendant at the home
had mentioned the name Briggs; and memories had stirred, and questions
had very soon brought out the fact that it was really Captain Alpheus
Briggs, who now was living at South Endicutt. The attendant had told
him something more—and here the doctor hesitated, feeling for words.
“Yes, yes, I understand,” said Briggs. “You needn’t be afraid to speak
it right out. It’s true, doctor. I _have_ changed. God knows I’ve
suffered enough, these long years, trying to forget what kind of a
man I started out to be; trying to forget, and not always able to.
If repentance and trying to sail a straight course now can wipe out
that score, maybe it’s partly gone. I hope so, anyhow; I’ve done my
best—no man can do more than that, now, can he?”
“I don’t see how he can,” answered the doctor slowly.
“He can’t,” said the captain with conviction. “Of course I can’t
give back the lives I took, but so far as I’ve been able, I’ve made
restitution of all the money I came by wrongfully. What I couldn’t give
back directly I’ve handed over to charity.
“My undoing,” he went on, then paused, irresolute. “My great
misfortune—was—”
“Well, what?” asked Filhiol. And through his glasses, which seemed to
make his eyes so strangely big and questioning, he peered at Captain
Briggs.