ON THE WINGS OF THE STORM
My interview with the murderer, as described in the first chapter, took
place upon a Thursday. The next day was one of the general holidays
that are so profusely celebrated in Australia:--I do not remember the
occasion, but it is safe to assume that some important horse race was
to be run at Flemington--the Epsom of the Antipodes. At all events, I
took advantage of the opportunity to go into the country with my gun
on a collecting trip, and returned at night with a fine assortment of
cockatoos, parrots and other brilliantly plumaged or curious birds
which make the Colonies a paradise for the ornithologist.
The day following--Saturday--opened with a heavy rain, and a strong
wind off the sea. I had no particular business to call me to town, and,
anyhow, all activities and occupations would cease at noon in deference
to the usual weekly half-holiday. Moreover, I had several hours' work
before me in removing and preserving the skins of the birds I had
shot; so I suppressed the faint voice of duty that suggested that I
might find something of importance awaiting me in Melbourne, and after
breakfast sat down to the congenial labor of my taxidermist's bench.
Our friend departed for the Stock Exchange, and my wife and I were left
alone in the house.
I had no more than made the preliminary incision in the breast of a
purple lorrikeet when the doorbell rang. Answering the summons I found
in the veranda a black-haired, sallow-faced individual, his garments
sodden with rain, who offered for my purchase and perusal "The History
and Last Confession of Frederick Bailey Deeming," for "the small price
of sixpence." More in commiseration for the wretched and bedraggled
appearance of the vendor than from any other motive (for I was already
acquainted with the "History," and gave no credence to any announcement
that a "Confession" had been made) I bought the pamphlet and returned
to my room. Finding, as I had suspected, that this piece of literature
contained no new facts whatever, and was totally lacking in anything
even the most remotely suggesting confession, I threw it into the fire
that blazed on the hearth and took up my interrupted work.[6]
The incident of the water-soaked vendor and his pamphlet had had the
effect, however, of turning my reflections into a very unpleasant
channel. In spite of all efforts to apply myself to the task in hand,
the thought of the despairing man in the condemned cell, my visit to
him two days before, and my anticipated presence at his execution
within forty-eight hours, pressed upon my spirit with a weight which
I found it impossible to lift. An incident which had occurred on
the previous day had also added a certain element of pathos to the
situation.
During my absence a letter had come to my wife through the morning
mail, which, to her astonishment and disquiet, proved to have been
written by the murderer. It ran as follows:
"H. M. Gaol
"Melbourne
"18-5-92
"DEAR MADAM:
"I beg to tender you my sincere thanks for your extreme kindness on my
behalf, in trying to get Miss Rounsefell to come and see me. I assure
you that if she had come I could have died happy, as it is I shall die
most unhappy. I am very sorry indeed that you did not find her as kind
and as Christian like as yourself. Again thanking you,
"I beg to remain
"Most respectfully yours
"B. SWANSTON.
"you may show Miss Rounsefell this if you wish. B. S."
This remarkable document, from a man at the moment standing on the
brink of eternity, greatly disturbed (as I have said) its recipient;
but she did not hesitate. As the letter intimates, she had already, in
pursuance of a promise she was almost compelled to make through the
earnest plea of the murderer when she saw him in the condemned cell,
seen Miss Rounsfell (this is the correct spelling of the name, not
that used by the writer of the above letter) with the lack of success
that the letter suggests. Now, however, she determined to see the girl
again:--and showing her the letter, she urged her to see the man--or at
the least write to him--and grant her pardon to a dying creature who
seemed to have no hope of pardon elsewhere, either here or hereafter.
The interview was a touching one:--Miss Rounsfell was deeply affected,
and (greatly to her credit, I think) consented to undertake in person
the charitable mission that she had been asked to perform. But her
brother so strenuously opposed the idea--even to the minor extent of
writing--that she was compelled to abandon it; and Deeming went to his
death without the consolation that he had so simply and eloquently
craved.
Thus in many ways I had been brought into this tragical affair much
more intimately than I liked, and I could not keep my mind away from
it. The day itself added to the gloom that fell upon me. The storm
had steadily increased in violence since early morning; rain fell in
torrents, and the wind roared and whined alternately about the house;
the heavy clouds that passed close overhead cast upon the earth a
series of shifting shadows as their substance thickened or thinned
under the rending force of the gale--if the Powers of Darkness ever
walk abroad by day, they could hardly find an occasion more eerie and
fitting than this. Yet no such suggestion occurred to me:--I could hear
the rattle of dishes in the kitchen and the voice of my wife in song
as she attended to her household duties; I lighted my pipe as another
means of affording the companionship that I somehow craved, and for an
hour or so applied myself assiduously to the task in hand.
I was seated facing the window, my back to the open door that led into
the hall. Suddenly, and without the slightest warning, I heard behind
me a long and dismal groan. "A-a-ah!"--thus it came; a woman's voice,
apparently, and with an indescribable but certain accent in it of
mental or physical pain. It is no exaggeration to say that this awful
and ghastly sound froze me where I sat; I could feel my hair move upon
my scalp, and a chill, as though I had been dashed with ice-water, ran
up and down my spine. For a moment an inexpressible horror possessed
me--then I felt my blood, which seemed on the instant to have stopped
in its course, flow again in my veins, and with a mighty effort I arose
and faced the open door. There was nothing there--nor in the dim hall,
into which I shortly ventured:--I removed my slippers and silently
explored every room; still nothing to be seen, and the only sound the
splash of rain, and of the wind that sobbed and muttered around the
house. I crept to the kitchen and peeped in cautiously:--my wife was
quietly engaged in her work, and I was glad to think that she had heard
nothing. Indeed, her undisturbed demeanor encouraged the opinion I
had begun to form, that some peculiar effect of the wind in the open
fireplace or the chimney of my room was responsible for the sound I had
heard.
Yet I was by no means satisfied with this explanation:--the cry
was too human, the distress it evidenced too poignant, to be thus
counterfeited, and as I returned to my bench, it was with full
expectation that I should hear it again. I was not disappointed. In
a few moments it came, more distinct and lugubrious than before, and
seemingly within the very room itself; and as I whirled about to
confront I knew not what, the groan was repeated, coming from the empty
air before me and dying away in an unutterably sad and plaintive sigh.
I made another swift and noiseless survey of the house, but it was as
resultless as before, and regained my room much shaken, I will confess,
but still unwilling to admit that the sounds could not be referred to
natural causes. But I found no solution that convinced me. I might have
attributed their first occurrence to hallucination, but the second
hearing weakened that hypothesis--the groan and the following sigh
were inimitably those of an old woman, who was either at the point of
death or overwhelmed with distress of mind and body. This resemblance
was absolute, and I sat for some time revolving the strange thing in
my mind. I thought of relating my experience to my wife, but feared to
alarm her, and finally went back to my birds.
Almost immediately there came for the third time that ghastly wail and
sigh--so close to my ear that, had any living person uttered them, his
face must almost have touched my own. I am not ashamed to say that the
effect upon me was so unmanning and terrible that I uttered a cry of
horror and fell backward with the chair I sat in, and lay sprawling on
the floor. At the same instant I heard my wife scream from the kitchen;
and as I gathered myself up and ran to her, I saw her standing with her
back against the wall, staring with horrified eyes, and with a look of
repulsion and fear upon her face, at something invisible to me, on the
other side of the room. I rushed to her and grasped her hands:--they
were cold as ice, and her fixed and rigid gaze into what to me was
emptiness, frightened me beyond measure.
"In heaven's name," I cried, "what is it?"
"It is Deeming's mother," she answered, in a whisper I could hardly
hear.
"Deeming's mother!"--I echoed her words:--"How do you know it is
Deeming's mother?"
"I saw her with him in his cell at the jail," she replied.
"Then what he said was true, that his mother comes back to trouble him?"
"Yes, it _was_ true; and now she comes to _me_! Go away!" she cried,
addressing something _I_ could not see. "I cannot help you; why do you
torment me! Ah!"--with a sigh of relief--"she has gone!" and she sank
exhausted into a chair.
We had a long and memorable talk after that, which I will briefly
summarize. My wife had not heard the groans that had been audible
to me until their second repetition; then the sound that had seemed
beside my ear came at the same instant close to hers, and her cry that
joined with mine had been wrung from her by the sight of the apparition
which on the instant presented itself to her. This was not the first
time, however, that it had appeared:--it had closely followed upon the
receipt of Deeming's letter the day before, and its cries of distress
and appeals for help had been so agonizing that it was as much on that
account as because of the plea of the murderer himself that she had
decided to see Miss Rounsfell again.
The apparition did not reappear that day, and there was no recurrence
of the wailing lamentations--but we were soon to have further
experience of them for all that.
The storm spent itself during the late afternoon, and was succeeded
by a beautiful evening. The wind was still high, and the sky filled
with broken masses of clouds, through which the full moon waded
heavily:--and as my wife and I descended the hill, soon after dinner,
to the railway station on our way to keep an engagement to call upon
the Consul-General of the United States at his residence at St. Kilda,
we agreed that the night was just such a one as might inspire Doré in
some one of his fantastic compositions. After the day's gruesome events
we had hesitated about leaving our friend alone during our absence;
but we finally united upon the opinion which my wife advanced, that
as she seemed to be the sole object of the apparition's visit, he was
not likely to be molested. So we left him (albeit with some misgiving)
comfortably seated before the dining-room fire in a large easy-chair,
and with his pipe and a new novel for company, and took our departure.
It was after midnight when we returned. The gale had blown itself out,
and the moon looked down upon a world that seemed resting in sleep
after the turmoil of the day. My wife went at once to her room to lay
aside her outer garments and I repaired, with much curiosity and a
little apprehension stirring me, to the dining-room.
I found our friend as we had left him, book in hand and with
his smoked-out pipe lying on a table beside him. He was not
alone, however--our two dogs--a wire-haired Scotch terrier and
a fox-terrier--which I had as usual chained up for the night in
their kennels at the back of the house, were dozing together on the
hearth-rug.
"Hullo!" I exclaimed; "what are those dogs doing here? You know they
are never allowed to come into the house."
"Well," our friend replied. "I felt lonely, and so I brought them in to
keep me company."
"That's an odd idea," I rejoined. "I thought your book and pipe would
be society enough. Besides, there is plenty of 'Scotch' and soda on the
sideboard."
"I tried that, too," he confessed. "But, do you know? this has been
the most infernally unpleasant evening I ever spent in my life. The
wind has been making the most uncanny noises--I would swear there were
people moving all over the house if I did not know I was the only
person in it. I have been all over the place a dozen times, but could
find nothing. At last I couldn't stand it; so I unchained and brought
in the dogs. Somehow they didn't seem to have much use for the place--I
had to drag them in by their collars."
"They knew they had no right to be here," I commented. "The matter with
_you_ is, you've been smoking too much, and got your nerves on edge.
Come and help me put up the dogs before my wife sees them, or you'll
'get what for,' as your English expression is."
This office performed, we returned to the dining-room, where I
suggested a "Scotch-and-soda" before retiring for the night, and
together at the sideboard we prepared each a modest potion. As we
touched glasses to a good sleep and happy awakening, there sounded from
the air behind us that weird and terrible cry! My friend's face turned
ashen on the instant and his glass fell from his hand and lay shattered
on the hardwood floor.
"My God!" he cried; "did you hear _that_?"
I was startled, of course, but the morning's experience, reinforced by
anticipation of some such happening, had steeled my nerves.
"Did I hear _what_?" I asked. "Look here, old man, you are certainly in
a queer way to-night. What _should_ I hear?--everything is as quiet as
death."
"Do you mean to tell me," he demanded, looking at me incredulously
and with alarm still in his face, "that you did not hear that awful
groan?"--but meanwhile I had filled another tumbler for him, which he
hastily emptied, although the glass rattled against his teeth as he
drank.
"Come, come!" I said; "go to bed, and you will be all right in the
morning;"--but the words had but left my lips when, right between us as
it seemed, there swelled again upon the air that utterance of anguish,
followed by the dying cadence of a sigh.
"There!--there!--there!" stammered my companion:--"did you hear it
_then_?"
"Yes, I did," I replied; "and the first time as well. Is that what has
disturbed you to-night?"
"No, not exactly that--nothing so awful; but all sorts of strange
noises; I can't describe them. I say--what kind of a house _is_ this? I
have always believed the stories of haunted houses were bally nonsense;
but in heaven's name what does all this mean?"
I was unable to enlighten him:--and although I called my wife from her
room and described to him our morning's experience with the voices,
I thought it best to keep the feature of the apparition a secret. In
fact, he never did learn of it, or of many other things that did not
come directly to his personal apprehension. What he _did_ see and hear,
in the months that followed, was bad enough, God knows!--and I am
convinced that one of the reasons (and that not the least considerable)
which prevented him from leaving us on any one of a dozen different
occasions, and ourselves from abandoning the house outright, was the
consideration (on his part) that it would be unseemly for one of his
nation to confess himself inferior in pluck to an American, and (on
ours) that we should be untrue to all our country's traditions if we
permitted a Britisher to see us in retreat.
This reason may seem extreme, and even fantastical; but it has its
weight in explaining why--at the outset, at least--we held our ground.
In the long discussion which followed, that night, it was evident that
each party was urgent that the other should suggest abandonment of the
premises. Neither, however, would broach the subject, and we separated
for bed at last with the implied understanding that we were to remain.