XI.

Elmore went out for a long walk, from which he returned disconsolate at

dinner. He was one of those people, common enough in our Puritan

civilization, who would rather forego any pleasure than incur the

reaction which must follow with all the keenness of remorse; and he

always mechanically pitied (for the operation was not a rational one)

such unhappy persons as he saw enjoying themselves. But he had not meant

to add bitterness to the anguish which Lily would necessarily feel in

retrospect of the night's gayety; he had not known that he was

recognizing, by those unsparing words of his, the nervous misgivings in

the girl's heart. He scarcely dared ask, as he sat down at table with

Mrs. Elmore alone, whether Lily were asleep.

"Asleep?" she echoed, in a low tone of mystery. "I hope so."

"Celia, Celia!" he cried in despair. "What shall I do? I feel terribly

at what I said to her."

"Sh! At what you said to her? Oh yes! Yes, that was cruel. But there is

so much else, poor child, that I had forgotten that."

He let his plate of soup stand untasted. "Why--why," he faltered,

"didn't she enjoy herself?" And a historian of Venice, whose mind should

have been wholly engaged in philosophizing the republic's difficult

past, hung abjectly upon the question whether a young girl had or had

not had a good time at a ball.

"Yes. Oh, yes! She _enjoyed_ herself--if that's all you require,"

replied his wife. "Of course she wouldn't have stayed so late if she

hadn't enjoyed herself."

"No," he said in a tone which he tried to make leading; but his wife

refused to be led by indirect methods. She ate her soup, but in a manner

to carry increasing bitterness to Elmore with every spoonful.

"Come, Celia!" he cried at last, "tell me what has happened. You know

how wretched this makes me. Tell me it, whatever it is. Of course, I

must know it in the end. Are there any new complications?"

"No _new_ complications," said his wife, as if resenting the word. "But

you make such a bugbear of the least little matter that there's no

encouragement to tell you anything."

"Excuse me," he retorted, "I haven't made a bugbear of this."

"You haven't had the opportunity." This was so grossly unjust that

Elmore merely shrugged his shoulders and remained silent. When it

finally appeared that he was not going to ask anything more, his wife

added: "If you could listen, like any one else, and not interrupt with

remarks that distort all one's ideas"--Then, as he persisted in his

silence, she relented still further. "Why, of course, as you say, you

will have to know it in the end. But I can tell you, to begin with,

Owen, that it's nothing you can do anything about, or take hold of in

any way. Whatever it is, it's done and over; so it needn't distress you

at all."

"Ah, I've known some things done and over that distressed me a great

deal," he suggested.

"The princess wasn't so very young, after all," said Mrs. Elmore, as if

this had been the point in dispute, "but very fat and jolly, and very

kind. She wasn't in costume; but there was a young countess with her,

helping receive, who appeared as Night,--black tulle, you know, with

silver stars. The princess seemed to take a great fancy to Lily,--the

Russians always _have_ sympathized with us in the war,--and all the time

she wasn't dancing, the princess kept her by her, holding her hand and

patting it. The officers--hundreds of them, in their white uniforms and

those magnificent hussar dresses--were very obsequious to the princess,

and Lily had only too many partners. She says you can't imagine how

splendid the scene was, with all those different costumes, and the rooms

a perfect blaze of waxlights; the windows were battened, so that you

couldn't tell when it came daylight, and she hadn't any idea how the

time was passing. They were not all in masks; and there didn't seem to

be any regular hour for unmasking. She can't tell just when the supper

was, but she thinks it must have been towards morning. She says Mr.

Hoskins got on capitally, and everybody seemed to like him, he was so

jolly and good-natured; and when they found out that he had been wounded

in the war, they made quite a belle of him, as he called it. The

princess made a point of introducing all the officers to Lily that came

up after they unmasked. They paid her the greatest attention, and you

can easily see that she was the prettiest girl there."

"I can believe that without seeing," said Elmore, with magnanimous pride

in the loveliness that had made him so much trouble. "Well?"

"Well, they couldn't any of them get the hang, as Mr. Hoskins said, of

the character she came in, for a good while; but when they did, they

thought it was the best idea there: and it was all _your_ idea, Owen,"

said Mrs. Elmore, in accents of such tender pride that he knew she must

now be approaching the difficult passage of her narration. "It was so

perfectly new and unconventional. She got on very well speaking Italian

with the officers, for she knew as much of it as they did."

Here Mrs. Elmore paused, and glanced hesitatingly at her husband. "They

only made one little mistake; but that was at the beginning, and they

soon got over it." Elmore suffered, but he did not ask what it was, and

his wife went on with smooth caution. "Lily thought it was just as it is

at home, and she mustn't dance with any one unless they had been

introduced. So after the first dance with the Spanish consul, as her

escort, a young officer came up and asked her; and she refused, for she

thought it was a great piece of presumption. Afterwards the princess

told her she could dance with any one, introduced or not, and so she

did; and pretty soon she saw this first officer looking at her very

angrily, and going about speaking to others and glancing toward her. She

felt badly about it, when she saw how it was; and she got Mr. Hoskins to

go and speak to him. Mr. Hoskins asked him if he spoke English, and the

officer said No; and it seems that he didn't know Italian either, and

Mr. Hoskins tried him in Spanish,--he picked up a little in New

Mexico,--but the officer didn't understand it; and all at once it

occurred to Mr. Hoskins to say, 'Parlez-vous Français?' and says the

officer instantly, 'Oui, monsieur.'"

"Of course the man knew French. He ought to have tried him with that in

the beginning. What did Hoskins say then?" asked Elmore impatiently.

"He didn't say anything: that was all the French he knew."

Elmore broke into a cry of laughter, and laughed on and on with the wild

excess of a sad man when once he unpacks his heart in that way. His wife

did not, perhaps, feel the absurdity as keenly as he, but she gladly

laughed with him, for it smoothed her way to have him in this humor.

"Mr. Hoskins just took him by the arm, and said, 'Here! you come along

with me,' and led him up to the princess, where Lily was sitting; and

when the princess had explained to him, Lily rose, and mustered up

enough French to say, 'Je vous prie, monsieur, de danser avec moi,' and

after that they were the greatest friends."

"That was very pretty in her; it was sovereignly gracious," said Elmore.

"Oh, if an American girl is left to manage for herself she can _always_

manage!" cried Mrs. Elmore.

"Well, and what else?" asked her husband.

"Oh, _I_ don't know that it amounts to anything," said Mrs. Elmore; but

she did not delay further.

It appeared from what she went on to say that in the German, which began

not long after midnight, there was a figure fancifully called the

symphony, in which musical toys were distributed among the dancers in

pairs; the possessor of a small pandean pipe, or tin horn, went about

sounding it, till he found some lady similarly equipped, when he

demanded her in the dance. In this way a tall mask, to whom a penny

trumpet had fallen, was stalking to and fro among the waltzers, blowing

the silly plaything with a disgusted air, when Lily, all unconscious of

him, where she sat with her hand in that of her faithful princess,

breathed a responsive note. The mask was instantly at her side, and she

was whirling away in the waltz. She tried to make him out, but she had

already danced with so many people that she was unable to decide whether

she had seen this mask before. He was not disguised except by the little

visor of black silk, coming down to the point of his nose; his blond

whiskers escaped at either side, and his blond moustache swept beneath,

like the whiskers and moustaches of fifty other officers present, and he

did not speak. This was a permissible caprice of his, but if she were

resolved to make him speak, this also was a permissible caprice. She

made a whole turn of the room in studying up the Italian sentence with

which she assailed him: "Perdoni, Maschera; ma cosa ha detto? Non ho ben

inteso."

"Speak English, Mask," came the reply. "I did not say anything." It came

certainly with a German accent, and with a foreigner's deliberation; but

it came at once, and clearly.

The English astonished her, and somehow it daunted her, for the mask

spoke very gravely; but she would not let him imagine that he had put

her down, and she rejoined laughingly, "Oh, I knew that you hadn't

spoken, but I thought I would make you."

"You think you can make one do what you will?" asked the mask.

"Oh, no. I don't think I could make you tell me who you are, though I

should like to make you."

"And why should you wish to know me? If you met me in Piazza, you would

not recognize my salutation."

"How do you know that?" demanded Lily. "I don't know what you mean."

"Oh, it is understood yet already," answered the mask. "Your compatriot,

with whom you live, wishes to be well seen by the Italians, and he would

not let you bow to an Austrian."

"That is not so," exclaimed Lily indignantly.

"Professor Elmore wouldn't be so mean; and if he would, _I_ shouldn't."

She was frightened, but she felt her spirit rising, too. "You seem to

know so well who I am: do you think it is fair for you to keep me in

ignorance?"

"I cannot remain masked without your leave. Shall I unmask? Do you

insist?"

"Oh, no," she replied. "You will have to unmask at supper, and then I

shall see you. I'm not impatient. I prefer to keep you for a mystery."

"You will be a mystery to me even when you unmask," replied the mask

gravely.

Lily was ill at ease, and she gave a little, unsuccessful laugh. "You

seem to take the mystery very coolly," she said in default of anything

else.

"I have studied the American manner," replied the mask. "In America they

take everything coolly: life and death, love and hate--all things."

"How do you know that? You have never been in America."

"That is not necessary, if the Americans come here to show us."

"They are not true Americans, if they show you that," cried the girl.

"No?"

"But I see that you are only amusing yourself."

"And have you never amused yourself with me?"

"How could I," she demanded, "if I never saw you before?"

"But are you sure of that?" She did not answer, for in this masquerade

banter she had somehow been growing unhappy. "Shall I prove to you that

you have seen me before? You dare not let me unmask."

"Oh, I can wait till supper. I shall know then that I have never seen

you before. I forbid you to unmask till supper! Will you obey?" she

cried anxiously.

"I have obeyed in harder things," replied the mask.

She refused to recognize anything but meaningless badinage in his words.

"Oh, as a soldier, yes!--you must be used to obeying orders." He did not

reply, and she added, releasing her hand and slipping it into his arm,

"I am tired now; will you take me back to the princess?"

He led her silently to her place, and left her with a profound bow.

"Now," said the princess, "they shall give you a little time to breathe.

I will not let them make you dance every minute. They are indiscreet.

You shall not take any of their musical instruments, and so you can

fairly escape till supper."

"Thank you," said Lily absently, "that will be the best way"; and she

sat languidly watching the dancers. A young naval officer who spoke

English ran across the floor to her.

"Come," he cried, "I shall have twenty duels on my hands if I let you

rest here, when there are so many who wish to dance with you." He threw

a pipe into her lap, and at the same moment a pipe sounded from the

other side of the room.

"This is a conspiracy!" exclaimed the girl. "I will not have it! I am

not going to dance any more." She put the pipe back into his hands; he

placed it to his lips, and sounded it several times, and then dropped it

into her lap again with a laugh, and vanished in the crowd.

"That little fellow is a rogue," said the princess. "But he is not so

bad as some of them. Monsieur," she cried in French to the

fair-whiskered, tall mask who had already presented himself before Lily,

"I will not permit it, if it is for a trick. You must unmask. I will

dispense mademoiselle from dancing with you."

The mask did not reply, but turned his eyes upon Lily with an appeal

which the holes of the visor seemed to intensify. "It is a promise," she

said to the princess, rising in a sort of fascination. "I have forbidden

him to unmask before supper."

"Oh, very well," answered the princess, "if that is the case. But make

him bring you back soon: it is almost time."

"Did you hear, Mask?" asked the girl, as they waltzed away. "I will only

make two turns of the room with you."

"Perdoni?"

"This is too bad!" she exclaimed. "I will not be trifled with in this

way. Either speak English, or unmask at once."

The mask again answered in Italian, with a repeated apology for not

understanding. "You understand very well," retorted Lily, now really

indignant, "and you know that this passes a jest."

"Can you speak German?" asked the mask in that tongue.

"Yes, a little, but I do not choose to speak it. If you have anything to

say to me you can say it in English."

"I cannot understand English," replied the mask, still in German, and

now Lily thought the voice seemed changed; but she clung to her belief

that it was some hoax played at her expense, and she continued her

efforts to make him answer her in English. The two turns round the room

had stretched to half a dozen in this futile task, but she felt herself

powerless to leave the mask, who for his part betrayed signs of

embarrassment, as if he had undertaken a ruse of which he repented. A

confused movement in the crowd and a sudden cessation of the music

recalled her to herself, and she now took her partner's arm and hurried

with him toward the place where she had left the princess. But the

princess had already gone into the supper-room, and she had no other

recourse than to follow with the stranger.

As they entered the supper-room she removed her little visor, and she

felt, rather than saw, the mask put up his hand and lift away his own:

he turned his head, and looked down upon her with the face of a man she

had never seen before.

"Ah, you are there!" she heard the princess's voice calling to her from

one of the tables. "How tired you look! Here--here! I will make you

drink this glass of wine."

The officer who brought her the wine gave her his arm and led her to the

princess, and the late mask mixed with the two-score other tall blond

officers.

The night which stretched so far into the day ended at last, and she

followed Hoskins down to their gondola. He entered the boat first, to

give her his hand in stepping from the _riva_; at the same moment she

involuntarily turned at the closing of the door behind her, and found

at her side the tall blond mask, or one of the masks, if there were two

who had danced with her. He caught her hand suddenly to his lips, and

kissed it.

"Adieu--forgive!" he murmured in English, and then vanished indoors

again.

"Owen," said Mrs. Elmore dramatically at the end of her narration, "who

do you think it could have been?"

"I have no doubt as to who it was, Celia," replied Elmore, with a heat

evidently quite unexpected to his wife, "and if Lily has not been

seriously annoyed by the matter, I am glad that it has happened. I have

had my regrets--my doubts--whether I did not dismiss that man's

pretensions too curtly, too unkindly. But I am convinced now that we did

exactly right, and that she was wise never to bestow another thought

upon him. A man capable of contriving a petty persecution of this

sort--of pursuing a young girl who had rejected him in this shameless

fashion,--is no gentleman."

"It _was_ a persecution," said Mrs. Elmore, with a dazed air, as if this

view of the case had not occurred to her.

"A miserable, unworthy persecution!" repeated her husband.

"Yes."

"And we are well rid of him. He has relieved _me_ by this last

performance, immensely; and I trust that if Lily had any secret

lingering regrets, he has given her a final lesson. Though I must say,

in justice to her, poor girl, she didn't seem to need it."

Mrs. Elmore listened with a strange abeyance; she looked beaten and

bewildered, while he vehemently uttered these words. She could not meet

his eyes, with her consciousness of having her intended romance thrown

back upon her hands; and he seemed in nowise eager to meet hers, for

whatever consciousness of his own. "Well, it isn't certain that he was

the one, after all," she said.

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