CHAPTER V.

The season was now fairly opened, and Mrs. Gaston kept her young

guest liberally supplied with amusement. There were all sorts of

entertainments for them to go to, some of which Margaret found

very inspiring and delightful, and some extremely dull. Cousin

Eugenia, however, found nothing unprofitable. Every visit and every

entertainment served some purpose, in her abstruse economy, and, if she

failed to derive actual diversion from any, it still fulfilled some

end, and in some manner was turned to account.

She would take Margaret with her on the endless round of afternoon

calls that she made, never doubting that she was conferring an immense

favor on her young country cousin, until the latter begged to be

excused from some of them, confessing that they wearied her. This was a

great surprise to Cousin Eugenia, who cherished the honest conviction

that every opportunity of catching a glimpse of the great world of

fashion must perforce be esteemed a high privilege and delight by this

little Southern cousin, whom she pitied profoundly for her necessary

isolation from such sources of happiness. Margaret was perfectly aware

of this, and secretly much amused at it. That Cousin Eugenia, or any

one, should commiserate her upon her lot in life was something very

strange to her, for she had always known herself to be a very happy and

fortunate girl.

“The Kellers give such stupid parties!” said Cousin Eugenia one

evening, as she and Margaret were returning from a large entertainment.

“I haven’t missed one of them for the past five years, and they are

asphyxiating affairs. I’m glad this one is well over.”

“Why do you go to them, then?”

“Oh, every one does. At least every one who can. You saw how full the

rooms were this evening, and yet every one there was bored.”

“I was, undoubtedly,” said Margaret, “and for that reason I should

certainly not go again.”

“You can afford to be independent, my dear, being here only on a visit,

but if you lived in Washington you’d soon find that it was desirable

for you to be seen at the Kellers’.”

“Why?”

“Oh, because of their position.”

Margaret was silent a moment, and then she said impulsively:

“Do excuse my asking such a thing, Cousin Eugenia, but I really want

to understand. Could it possibly enhance your social value to be seen

anywhere?”

Cousin Eugenia gave a little shrug.

“You put things so oddly, child, with your Southern notions! Of course

our social position is fixed and definite and nobody would dispute

it. But, large as the Kellers’ circle is, their parties are very

_recherché_, and it’s well worth while to be seen there.”

“I thought----” began Margaret.

“Well, go on,” said her cousin, as the girl hesitated. “Out with it.

Let me hear.”

“I was only going to say that I thought a lady, born and reared, never

had to think of anything like that.”

“Like what?”

“Where she is seen and whether her associations will be considered

correct. I thought that it would all come of itself--that a lady would

not be in danger of making mistakes of that sort, because what she did

would be the natural outgrowth of what she was.”

“Those may be the Southern ideas, but you’d not find them to answer

here.”

“I don’t know whether they are Southern ideas or not,” said Margaret;

“I never knew they were ideas at all. Certainly, I have never heard

them formulated before, and I don’t quite know how to express myself.

They simply seem to me instincts.”

“That’s because of the associations you have had,” said Mrs. Gaston.

“I have seen very little of your parents of late years, but they have

lived in my mind as people of thorough refinement. Your father is a

model of a gentleman--the most high-bred man I ever knew, I think.”

A radiant light came into Margaret’s face.

“My darling, dear old father!” she said, fondly. “There is surely no

one like him, and yet if I were to repeat your compliment to him, how

amazed he would be! He has not an idea how fine he is, and has never

once paused to consider whether he is high-bred or not. He would not

hurt the feelings of the lowest wretch on earth--there is no one too

mean for his kindly consideration. May I tell you an idea that has

occurred to me, when I’ve been in society here, surrounded by such

well-dressed, elegant looking, accomplished men, and have compared them

to him? It is that they are all trying to be what he is.”

Mrs. Gaston did not reply at once, but her silence proceeded from no

feeling of intolerance of this sentiment. She was not at all given to

resenting things, partly because of a natural indolence, and partly

because she did not feel enough on any subject to be biassed by impulse.

“I can understand your having that feeling about your father,” she

said, presently, “and it’s quite possible it may be true. We will

submit the point when we find any one wise enough to decide it for us.

But the world is large, and there are many men and many minds, and

manners vary in different places. That line of tactics would not do in

Washington.”

At this point in their conversation they found themselves at home, and

the subject was consequently dropped.

It happened about this time that some of Mrs. Gaston’s wide circle

of Southern connections, who were always cropping up in Washington,

came to the city, and Cousin Eugenia took Margaret and went to call

upon--or, as she did not hesitate to put it, to inspect them. They were

a General and Mrs. Reardon, the former an ex-Confederate officer, who

had been previously in the United States army, and who was distantly

related to both Mrs. Gaston and Margaret, though neither of them had

anything more than a slight acquaintance with him.

Margaret soon perceived that Cousin Eugenia did not consider them up to

the mark socially--a fact which was further evidenced by their being

invited to lunch, and not to dinner, next day. No one was asked to meet

them, and Mrs. Gaston excused the gentlemen on the score of business

hours. Margaret noted the whole proceeding, and saw through it and

beyond it. Cousin Eugenia was perfectly polite and pleasant--extremely

sweet, in fact--and yet there was something in her manner toward these

simple Southern people, of a type so familiar to Margaret Trevennon,

that the girl involuntarily resented. She showed none of this feeling

to Mrs. Gaston, however, for she was beginning to understand that,

although that clever lady in matters of abstract theory appeared to

be most reasonable and open to conviction, she was adamant itself in

carrying out her peculiar designs and purposes, and quite unused to

interference from any one.

The Reardons came next day, according to appointment, and the little

luncheon-party passed off very pleasantly, greatly owing to Margaret’s

efforts to make it do so.

When the guests were taking leave, they asked if Mrs. Gaston and

Margaret would not go with them to an Art Exhibition in the evening.

The proposal came, in a subdued and deprecating sort of way, from Mrs.

Reardon, who was still young and pretty enough to be somewhat eager

for pleasure, and although Mrs. Gaston declined it for herself, on the

score of indisposition, she encouraged Margaret to go, and the latter

very willingly agreed to do so.

She went accordingly, and was pretty well entertained with what

she saw, recognizing some acquaintances, among whom was young Mr.

Leary, who had been sufficiently persevering to call again, with

better success next time, and who had always been especially polite

to Margaret on meeting her in society. Shortly before leaving, an

acquaintance of General Reardon’s came up, to whom Margaret was

presented. He was a Major King, a Southern man, as Margaret somehow

divined at a glance, and a resident of Washington, as it soon appeared.

Before the party separated, he inquired where Miss Trevennon was

staying, and asked her permission to call upon her. Margaret yielded

the permission, of course, but with a strange feeling of reluctance;

she saw that, though a familiar type of Southern man, he was not a

favorable one. There was a sort of aggressive self-confidence in his

bearing, which was unpleasant enough to her, but which she knew would

be positively offensive to the prejudiced minds of the Gastons. He

belonged to a class she knew well--men whose range of vision had been

limited, but who were possessed of a feeling of superiority to others

in general, and an absolute conviction of superiority to the best

Yankee that ever lived. It was an attitude of mind that had always

irritated her, but she had never felt the force of it with such

indignation as now, when she was being hourly impressed with the worth

and superior qualities of these people whom her Southern compatriots

regarded with such scorn. If Major King should come to call, however,

she could feel confident that he would not betray the presence of this

vindictive feeling, for, despite her disapproval of his tone and manner

in general, she felt that she could count upon his possessing a spirit

of courtesy, a hidden germ of which she had rarely found wanting in a

Southern man’s breast.

Margaret mentioned, at breakfast next morning, the fact of her having

met Major King, and inquired of her friends if they knew him. The two

gentlemen were silent, and Mrs. Gaston replied by a simple negative.

She had intended to mention the fact that he had proposed to call upon

her, but some instinct prevented her doing so. Very probably he would

not come; and, besides, she had an indefinable feeling that there was

danger in the topic.

It had become a habit with Margaret to go from the breakfast-table to

the bow-window, on the corner of the house, to watch for the coming

of the postman, and recently Mr. Gaston had fallen into the way of

accompanying her. As the two young people found themselves together in

the richly curtained recess, Margaret turned to her companion, with a

smile, and said:

“Mr. Leary was there last night. He talked to me for quite half an

hour. Ought I to have been elated?”

“Certainly not,” replied the young man, frowning slightly. “Why do you

ask such a thing? The idea is quite absurd.”

“Yes, isn’t it?” said Margaret, smiling. “He has so little sense, and

he talks so much about himself. Here comes the postman!” She broke off

suddenly, running to open the door herself, never divining that it

would have been considered more decorous to wait until Thomas came up

from the lower regions, and, with his usual deliberation, brought in

the letters on his silver tray.

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