CHAPTER XLV.

ROGER'S DEFENCE.

Then, while the jury were consulting--they would not leave the

box, it seemed so clear--Roger broke the death-like silence; and he

said:

"Judge, I crave your worship's leave to speak: and hearken to me,

countrymen. Many evil things have I done in my time, both against God

and my neighbour: I am ashamed, as well I may be, when I think on 'em: I

have sworn, and drunk, and lied; I have murmured loudly--coveted

wickedly--ay, and once I stole. It was a little theft, I lost it on the

spot, and never stole again: pray God, I never may. Nevertheless,

countrymen, and sinful though I be in the sight of Him who made us,

according to man's judgment and man's innocency, I had lived among you

all blameless, until I found that crock of gold. I did find it,

countrymen, as God is my witness, and, therefore, though a sinner, I

appeal to Him: He knoweth that I found it in the sedge that skirts my

garden, at the end of my own celery trench. I did wickedly and foolishly

to hide my find, worse to deny it, and worst of all to spend it in the

low lewd way I did. But of robbery I am guiltless as you are. And as to

this black charge of murder, till Simon Jennings spoke the word, I never

knew it had been done. Folk of Hurstley, friends and neighbours, you all

know Roger Acton--the old-time honest Roger of these forty years,

before the devil made him mad by giving him much gold--did he ever

maliciously do harm to man or woman, to child or poor dumb brute?--No,

countrymen, I am no murderer. That the seemings are against me, I wot

well; they may excuse your judgment in condemning me to death--and I and

the good gentleman there who took my part (Heaven bless you, sir!)

cannot go against the facts: but they speak falsely, and I truly; Roger

Acton is an innocent man: may God defend the right!"

"Amen!" earnestly whispered a tremulous female voice, "and God will save

you, father."

The court was still as death, except for sobbing; the jury were doubting

and confounded; in vain Mr. Jennings, looking at the foreman, shook his

head and stroked his chin in an incredulous and knowing manner; clearly

they must retire, not at all agreed; and the judge himself, that masqued

man in flowing wig and ermine, but still warmed by human sympathies,

struck a tear from his wrinkled cheek; and all seemed to be

involuntarily waiting (for the jury, though unable to decide, had not

yet left their box), to see whether any sudden miracle would happen to

save a man whom evidence made so guilty, and yet he bore upon his open

brow the genuine signature of Innocence.

"Silence, there, silence! you can't get in; there's no room for'ards!"

But a couple of javelin-men at the door were knocked down right and

left, and through the dense and suffocating crowd, a black-whiskered

fellow, elbowing his way against their faces, spite of all obstruction,

struggled to the front behind the bar. Then, breathless with gigantic

exertion (it was like a mammoth treading down the cedars), he roared

out,

"Judge, swear me, I'm a witness; huzza! it's not too late."

And the irreverent gentleman tossed a fur cap right up to the skylight.

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