ON A RECREANT NUN

It is time, now, to take up the exclamation of the Prophet: "O that

my head were waters, and mine eyes a fountain of tears, that I might

weep for the wounded of the daughter of my people!"--Jer. ix. i.

For, although they are wrapped in profound silence, and lie quite

stupefied by their calamity, and deprived, by their deadly wound,

even of the very sense of suffering, yet it does not become us to

withhold our tears over so sad a fall. For if Jeremiah deemed those

worthy of countless lamentations who had received bodily wounds in

battle, what shall we say when souls are involved in so great a

calamity? "Thy wounded," says the Prophet, "are not wounded with

the sword, and thy dead are not the dead of war." But my

lamentation is for grievous sin, the sting of the true death, and

for the fiery darts of the wicked, which have cruelly kindled a

flame in both body and soul. Well might the laws of God groan

within themselves, beholding such pollution on earth, those laws

which always utter their loud prohibition, saying in olden time,

"Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's wife"; and in the Gospels,

"That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her, hath committed

adultery with her already in his heart." But now they behold the

very bride of the Lord--her of whom Christ is the head--

committing adultery without fear or shame. Yes, the very spirits of

departed saints may well groan, the zealous Phineas, that it is not

permitted to him now to snatch the spear and to punish the loathsome

sin with a summary corporeal vengeance; and John the Baptist, that

he cannot now leave the celestial abodes, as he once left the

wilderness, and hasten to rebuke the transgression, and if the

sacrifice were called for, to lay down his head sooner than abate

the severity of his reproof. Nay, let us rather say that, like

blessed Abel, John "being dead yet speaketh," and now lifts up his

voice with a yet louder cry than in the case of Herodias, saying,

"It is not lawful for thee to have her." For, although the body of

John, yielding to the inevitable sentence of God, has paid the debt

of nature, and his tongue is silent, yet "the word of God is not

bound." And he who, when the marriage covenant had been violated in

the case of a fellow-servant, was faithful even unto death with his

stern reproofs, what must he have felt if he had seen the holy

bride-chamber of the Lord thus wantonly outraged?

But as for thee, O thou who hast thus cast off the yoke of that

divine union, and deserted the undefiled chamber of the true King,

and shamefully fallen into this disgraceful and impious defilement,

since thou hast no way of evading this bitter charge, and no method

or artifice can avail to conceal thy fearful crime, thou boldly

hardenest thyself in guilt. And as he who has once fallen into the

abyss of crime becomes henceforth an impious despiser, so thou

deniest thy very covenant with the true bridegroom; alleging that

thou wast not a virgin, and hadst never taken the vow, although thou

hast both received and given many pledges of virginity. Remember

the good confession which thou hast made before God and angels and

men. Remember that venerable assembly, and the sacred choir of

virgins, and the congregation of the Lord, and the Church of the

saints. Remember thy aged grandmother in Christ, whose Christian

virtues still flourish in the vigor of youth; and thy mother in the

Lord, who vies with the former, and strives by new and unwonted

endeavors to dissolve the bands of custom; and thy sister likewise,

in some things their imitator, and in some aspiring to excel them,

and to surpass in the merits of virginity the attainments of her

progenitors, and both in word and deed diligently inviting thee, her

sister, as is meet, to the same competition. Remember these, and

the angelic company associated with them in the service of the Lord,

and the spiritual life though yet in the flesh, and the heavenly

converse upon earth. Remember the tranquil days and the luminous

nights, and the spiritual songs, and the melodious psalmody, and the

holy prayers, and the chaste and undefiled couch, and the progress

in virginal purity, and the temperate diet so helpful in preserving

thy virginity uncontaminated. And where is now that grave

deportment, and that modest mien, and that plain attire which so

become a virgin, and that beautiful blush of bashfulness, and that

comely paleness--the delicate bloom of abstinence and vigils, that

outshines every ruddier glow. How often in prayer that thou

mightest keep unspotted thy virginal purity hast thou poured forth

thy tears! How many letters hast thou indited to holy men,

imploring their prayers, not that thou mightest obtain these human

--nuptials, shall I call them? rather this dishonorable defilement

--but that thou mightest not fall away from the Lord Jesus? How

often hast thou received the gifts of the spouse! And why should I

mention also the honors accorded for his sake by those who are his

--the companionship of the virgins, journeyings with them, welcomes

from them, encomiums on virginity, blessings bestowed by virgins,

letters addressed to thee as to a virgin! But now, having been just

breathed upon by the aerial spirit that worketh in the children of

disobedience, thou hast denied all these, and hast bartered that

precious and enviable possession for a brief pleasure, which is

sweet to thy taste for a moment, but which afterward thou wilt find

bitterer than gall.

Besides all this, who can avoid exclaiming with grief, "How is Zion,

the faithful city, become an harlot!" Nay, does not the Lord

himself say to some who now walk in the spirit of Jeremiah, "Hast

thou seen what the virgin of Israel hath done unto me?" "I

betrothed her unto me in faith and purity, in righteousness and in

judgment, and in loving-kindness and in mercies," even as I promised

her by Hosea, the prophet. But she has loved strangers; and even

while I her husband lived, she has made herself an adulteress, and

has not feared to become the wife of another husband. And what

would the bride's guardian and conductor say, the divine and blessed

Paul? Both the ancient Apostle, and this modern one, under whose

auspices and instruction thou didst leave thy father's house, and

join thyself to the Lord? Would not each, filled with grief at the

great calamity, say, "The thing which I greatly feared has come upon

me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me," for "I espoused

you unto one husband, that I might present you as a chaste virgin to

Christ"; and I was always fearful, lest in some way as the serpent

beguiled Eve by his subtilty, so thy mind should sometime be

corrupted. And on this account I always endeavored, like a skillful

charmer, by innumerable incantations, to suppress the tumult of the

passions, and by a thousand safeguards to secure the bride of the

Lord, rehearsing again and again the manner of her who is unmarried,

how that she only "careth for the things of the Lord, that she may

be holy both in body and in spirit"; and I set forth the honor of

virginity, calling thee the temple of God, that I might add wings to

thy zeal, and help thee upward to Jesus; and I also had recourse to

the fear of evil, to prevent thee from falling, telling thee that

"if any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy." I

also added the assistance of my prayers, that, if possible, "thy

whole body, and soul, and spirit might be preserved blameless unto

the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ," But all this labor I have

spent in vain upon thee; and those sweet toils have ended in a

bitter disappointment; and now I must again groan over her of whom I

ought to have joy. For lo, thou hast been beguiled by the serpent

more bitterly than Eve; for not only has thy mind become defiled,

but with it thy very body also, and what is still more horrible--I

dread to say it, but I cannot suppress it; for it is as fire burning

and blazing in my bones, and I am dissolving in every part and

cannot endure it--thou hast taken the members of Christ, and made

them the members of a harlot. This is incomparably the greatest

evil of all. This is a new crime in the world, to which we may

apply the words of the Prophet, "Pass over the isles of Chittim, and

see; and send unto Kedar, and consider diligently, and see if there

be such a thing. Hath a nation changed their gods, which are yet no

gods?" For the virgin hath changed her glory, and now glories in

her shame. The heavens are astonished at this, and the earth

trembleth very exceedingly. Now, also, the Lord says, the virgin

hath committed two evils, she hath forsaken me, the true and holy

bridegroom of sanctified souls, and hath fled to an impious and

lawless polluter of the body, and corrupter of the soul. She hath

turned away from God her Savior, and hath yielded her members

servants to imparity and iniquity; she bath forgotten me, and gone

after her lover, by whom she shall not profit.

It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck,

and he cast into the sea, than that he should cause one of the

Lord's virgins to offend. What impudent servant ever carried his

insane audacity so far as to fling himself upon the couch of his

lord? Or what robber has ever become so madly hardened as to lay

hands upon the very offerings devoted to God?--but here it is not

inanimate vessels, but living bodies, inhabited by souls made in the

image of God. Since the beginning of the world was any one ever

heard of, who dared, in the midst of a great city, in broad midday,

to deface the likeness of a king by inscribing upon it the forms of

filthy swine? He that despises human nuptials dies without mercy

under two or three witnesses; of how much sorer punishment, suppose

ye, shall he be thought worthy who hath trodden under foot the Son

of God, and defiled his espoused wife, and done despite to the

spirit of virginity? . . .

But, after all this, "shall they fall and not arise? shall he turn

away and not return?" Why hath the virgin turned away in so

shameless an apostasy?--and that, too, after having heard Christ,

the bridegroom, saying by Jeremiah, "And I said, after she had

lewdly done all these things, turn thou unto me. But she returned

not," "Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there?

Why, then, is not the health of the daughter of my people

recovered?" Truly thou mightest find in the Divine Scriptures many

remedies for such an evil--many medicines that recover from

perdition and restore to life; mysterious words about death and

resurrection, a dreadful judgment, and everlasting punishment; the

doctrines of repentance and remission of sins; those innumerable

examples of conversion--the piece of silver, the lost sheep, the

son that had devoured his living with harlots, that was lost and

found, that was dead and alive again. Let us use these remedies for

the evil; with these let us heal our souls. Think, too, of thy last

day (for thou art not to live always, more than others), of the

distress, and the anguish, as the hour of death draws nearer, of the

impending sentence of God, of the angels moving on rapid wing, of

the soul fearfully agitated by all these things, and bitterly

tormented by a guilty conscience, and clinging pitifully to the

things here below, and still under the inevitable necessity of

taking its departure. Picture to thy mind the final dissolution of

all that belongs to our present life, when the Son of Man shall come

in his glory, with his holy angels; for he "shall come, and shall

not keep silence," when he shall come to judge the living and the

dead, and to render to every man according to his work; when the

trumpet, with its loud and terrible echo, shall awaken those who

have slept from the beginning of the world, and they shall come

forth, they that have done good to the resurrection of the life, and

they that have done evil to the resurrection of damnation. Remember

the divine vision of Daniel, how he brings the judgment before our

eyes. "I beheld," says he, "till the thrones were placed, and the

Ancient of days did sit, whose garment was white as snow, and the

hair of his head like the pure wool; his throne was like the fiery

flame, and his wheels as burning fire. A fiery stream issued and

came forth from before him; thousand thousands ministered unto him,

and ten thousand times ten thousand stood before him; the judgment

was set, and the books were opened," revealing all at once in the

hearing of all men and all angels, all things, whether good or bad,

open or secret, deeds, words, thoughts. What effect must all these

things have on those who have lived viciously? Where, then, shall

the soul, thus suddenly revealed in all the fullness of its shame in

the eyes of such a multitude of spectators--Oh, where shall it

hide itself? In what body can it endure those unbounded and

intolerable torments of the unquenchable fire, and the tortures of

the undying worm, and the dark and frightful abyss of hell, and the

bitter howlings, and woeful wailings, and weeping, and gnashing of

teeth; and all these dire woes without end? Deliverance from these

after death there is none; neither is there any device, nor

contrivance, for escaping these bitter torments. But now it is

possible to escape them. Now, then, while it is possible, let us

recover ourselves from our fall, let us not despair of restoration,

if we break loose from our vices. Jesus Christ came into the world

to save sinners. "Oh, come, let us worship and bow down," let us

weep before him. His word, calling us to repentance, lifts up its

voice and cries aloud, "Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy

laden, and I will give you rest." There is, then, a way to be

saved, if we will Death has prevailed and swallowed us up; but be

assured, that God will wipe away every tear from the face of every

penitent. The Lord is faithful in all his words. He does not lie,

when he says, "Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as

white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as

wool." The great Physician of souls is ready to heal thy disease;

he is the prompt Deliverer, not of thee alone, but of all who are in

bondage to sin. These are his words,--his sweet and life-giving

lips pronounced them,--"They that be whole need not a physician, but

they that are sick. I am not come to call the righteous, but

sinners to repentance." What excuse, then, remains to thee, or to

any one else, when he utters such language as this? The Lord is

willing to heal thy painful wound, and to enlighten thy darkness.

The Good Shepherd leaves the sheep who have not strayed, to seek for

thee. If thou give thyself up to him, he will not delay, he in his

mercy will not disdain to carry thee upon his own shoulders,

rejoicing that he has found his sheep which was lost. The Father

stands waiting thy return from thy wanderings. Only arise and come,

and whilst thou art yet a great way off he will run and fall upon

thy neck; and, purified at once by thy repentance, thou shalt be

enfolded in the embraces of his friendship. He will put the best

robe on thy soul, when it has put off the old man with his deeds; he

will put a ring on thy hands when they have been washed from the

blood of death; he will put shoes on thy feet, when they have turned

from the evil way to the path of the Gospel of peace; and he will

proclaim a day of joy and gladness to the whole family of both

angels and men, and will celebrate thy salvation with every form of

rejoicing. For he himself says, "Verily I say unto you, that joy

shall be in heaven before God over one sinner that repenteth." And

if any of those that stand by should seem to find fault, because

thou art so quickly received, the good Father himself will plead for

thee, saying, "It was meet that we should make merry and be glad;

for this my daughter was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and

is found."

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