I could not speak. I looked at her.

“How solemn you are!” laughed she. “Well, good-by, dear.” And she held

out her hand and turned her face upward for me to kiss her lips.

“Oh, I’ll probably see you in the morning,” I said, “or to-night.” And

away I went.

* * * * *

From Russia I drifted to India, intending to return home by the

Pacific. At Bombay I met Lord Blankenship, and he persuaded me to cross

to East Africa. I found him a companion exactly to my taste. He was a

silent chap having nothing to think about and nothing to think with--a

typical and model product of the aristocratic education that completes

a man as a sculptor completes an image, and prepares him to stand in

his appointed niche until decay tumbles him down as rubbish. I had lost

all my former passion for talking and listening. I wished to confine

myself--my thoughts--to the trivial matters of the senses, to lingering

over and tinkering with the physical details of life. The silent and

vacant Blankenship set me a perfect example, one easy to fall into the

habit of following.

At Paris, I picked up my private secretary, Markham, and resumed

attention to my affairs. I had arranged for things to go on without me,

when I set out for East Africa. I found that my guess as to how they

would go had been correct. For a month or so there was confusion--the

confusion that is inevitable when a man who has attended to everything

abruptly throws up his leadership. Then the affairs in which he fancied

himself indispensable begin to move as well as if he were at the

throttle--perhaps better. The most substantial result of my neglect

seemed to be that I had become much richer, had more than recovered

what my purchase of a son-in-law had cost me.

Markham, who had been at Cairo two months, had got himself engaged to

be married. For several years I had been promising him a good position,

that is to say, one more fitting a grown man of real capacity. But he

made himself so useful that I put off redeeming my promise and eased my

conscience and quieted his ambition with a succession of increases of

salary. Now, however, I could no longer delay releasing him. So I must

go back to New York, to find some one to take his place. Blankenship

was wavering between a trip through West Africa and going to America

with me, on the chance of my accompanying him on a shooting trip

through British Columbia. He decided to stick to me, and as I had

grown thoroughly used to having him about I was rather glad. It is

astonishing how much comfort one can get out of the society of a silent

man, when one feels that he is a good fellow and a devoted friend.

I telegraphed Edna that I would be unable to come to London, where she

then was. But she defeated my plan for not seeing her. When I reached

Paris there she was waiting for me at the Ritz. She had a swarm of

French, Italians, and English about her--I believe there were some

Germans or Austrians, also. I refused to be annoyed with them, and we

dined quietly with Blankenship, Markham, and a pretty little Countess

de Salevac to act us buffers between us. I tried to avoid being left

alone with her, but she would not have it so. She insisted on my coming

to her sitting room after the others had gone.

“I know you are tired,” said she, “but I shan’t detain you long.”

“Please don’t,” said I. “The journey has knocked me out. I’ve not slept

for two nights.”

“It’s a shame to worry you----”

I made for the door. “Not to-night--no worries. They’ll keep until

to-morrow.”

“No, Godfrey dear,” she said. “I must tell you at once. There is

serious trouble between Margot and Hugh.”

“Why, they haven’t been married a year.”

“He has been treating her shamefully from the outset. In fact, he cut

short the honeymoon to hurry back to that music-hall person.”

“The one I saw him with?”

“Yes--the same one--that notorious Jupey What’s-her-name. Isn’t it

dreadful! Margot’s pride is up in arms. Nothing I say will quiet her.”

“Um,” said I.

“She refuses to understand that over here husbands are allowed a--a----”

“Latitude,” I suggested.

“More latitude than in America. I have talked with Hugh, too. He

is--very difficult. Really, he isn’t at all as he seemed. He is a--he

is horribly coarse.”

“People who think of nothing but how to get money without work and how

to spend it without usefulness are apt to be coarse, when you probe

through to the reality of them.”

“He is--defiant,” pursued she, too femininely practical to have

interest in or patience with philosophy. “He-- Godfrey, he says he

hates her. He won’t speak to her. And there’s no prospect of an heir.

He says he wants to get rid of her.”

These successive admissions of a worse and worse mess were forced from

her by my air of indifference. “What has _she_ done?” I asked.

“Done? I don’t understand----”

“What has she done to drive him to extremes?”

“Godfrey!” she cried in a shocked tone. “_You_--taking sides against

your daughter--your only child! Have you no paternal feeling, either?”

“Not much,” said I. “You see, I’ve seen little of Margot--not enough

to get acquainted with her. And you educated her so that we are

uncongenial. No--since you set me to thinking, I find I haven’t much

paternal feeling for her. I used to have in Passaic, when I wheeled her

about the streets on Sundays.”

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