VI

Armitage and I were together every day. He attracted me for the

usual reason of congeniality, and also because he was giving me a

liberal education. I have never cared for books or, with two or three

exceptions, for book men. About both there is for me an atmosphere of

staleness, of tedium. I prefer to get what is in the few worth-while

books through the medium of some clear and original mind--such a mind

as Armitage had. He ought to have been a great man. No, he was a great

man; what I mean to say is that his talents ought to have won his

greatness recognition. He did not lack capacity or energy; he showed a

high degree of both in the management and increase of his fortune. He

lacked that species of vanity, I guess it is, which spurs a man to make

himself conspicuous. Also he had a kind of laziness, and chose to be

active only in the way that was easiest and most agreeable for him--the

making of money.

His father had been rich, and his grandfather; his great grandfather

had been one of the richest men in Revolutionary times. His father

was regarded as a crank because he had imagination, and therefore

despised the conventional ideas of his own generation; to be regarded

as thoroughly sane and sensible, you must be careful to be neither,

but to pattern yourself painstakingly upon the particular form

of feeble-mindedness and conventional silliness current in your

time. Armitage’s father resolved that his son should not have his

individuality clipped and moulded and patterned by college and caste

into the familiar type of upper-class man. So Armitage went to public

school, graduated from it into a factory, then into an office, himself

earned the money to carry out the ambitions for study and travel with

which his father had inspired him.

I think there was nothing worth the knowing about which Armitage had

not accurate essential information--books, plays, pictures, music,

literature, history, economics, science, medicine, law, finance. He

was a good shot and a good horseman, could run an automobile, take it

to pieces, put it together again. He was a practical mechanic and a

practical railroad man. He had a successful model farm. “It doesn’t

take long to learn the essentials about anything,” said he, “if you

will only put your whole mind on it and not let up till you’ve got what

you want. And the trouble with most people--why, they are narrow and

ignorant and incompetent--it isn’t lack of mind, but lack of interest.

They have no curiosity.” Nor was my friend Armitage a smatterer. He

didn’t try to _do_ everything; he contented himself with knowledge, and

_did_ only one thing--made money out of railroads.

When he saw that I really wished to be educated, he amused himself by

educating me. Not in a formal way, of course; but simply talking along,

about whatever happened to come up. I have never known a man to get

anywhere, who did not have an excellent memory. Lack of memory--which

means lack of the habit and power of giving attention--is the cause of

more failures than all other defects put together. If you don’t believe

it, test the failures you know; perhaps you might even test your own

not too successful self. I had an unusual memory; and I don’t think

Armitage or anyone ever told me anything worth knowing that I did not

stick to it and keep it where I could use it instantly.

Several months after his wife and mine departed, we were walking in the

park one afternoon--the usual tramp round the upper reservoir to reduce

or to keep in condition. He said in the most casual way:

“My wife is coming next week, and will get her divorce at once.”

Taking my cue from his manner I showed even less surprise then I felt.

“This is the first I’ve heard of it,” said I.

“Really?” said he carelessly. “Everyone knows.” He laughed to himself.

“She is to marry Lord Blankenship--the Earl of Blankenship.”

“And the children?” said I.

He shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know. Her people will look

after them. She has spoiled them beyond repair. I have no interest

in them--nor they in me.” After a little tramping in silence, he

halted and rested his hands on the railing and looked away across the

lakelike reservoir, its surface tossed up into white caps by the

wind. “I loved her when we were married,” said he. “That caused all

the mischief. I let her do as she pleased. She was a fine girl--good

family but poor. She pretended to be in sympathy with my ideas.” His

lip curled in good-humored contempt. “I believed in her enthusiasm.

My father--wonderfully sane old man--warned me she was only after our

money, but I wouldn’t listen. Tried to quarrel with him. He wouldn’t

have it--gave me my way. It’s not strange I believed in her. She looked

all that’s high-minded--and delicate--and what they call aristocratic.

Well, it _is_ aristocratic--the reality of aristocracy.”

“Perhaps she was sincere,” said I, out of the depths of my own

experience, “perhaps she honestly imagined she liked and wanted the

sort of life you pictured. We are all hypocrites, but most of us are

unconscious hypocrites.”

“No doubt she did deceive herself--in part at least,” he admitted. “For

a year or so after our marriage she kept up the bluff. I didn’t catch

on--didn’t find her out--until we began to differ about bringing up the

children. Even then, I loved her so that I let her have her way until

it was too late.”

“But,” said I, “don’t you owe it to them to----”

He interrupted with an impatient, “Didn’t I try? But it was hopeless.

To succeed in this day, I’d have had to take the children away off

into the woods, with the chances that even there the servants I’d

be compelled to have would spoil them--would keep them reminded of

the rotten snobbishness they’ve been taught.” He laughed at me with

mocking irony. “You have a daughter,” said he. “What about her?”

“I was thinking of your boy,” said I.

He frowned and looked away. After a long pause--“Hopeless--hopeless,”

said he. “Believe me--hopeless. The boy is like her. No, I’ll have to

begin all over again.”

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