I know my own heart, Madam. I wish you did.

Well, but see Mr. Solmes once more, Niece. It will oblige and make for

you more than you imagine.

What should I see him for, Madam?--Is the man fond of hearing me declare

my aversion to him?--Is he desirous of having me more and more incense

my friends against myself?--O my cunning, my ambitious brother!

Ah, my dear! with a look of pity, as if she understood the meaning of my

exclamation--But must that necessarily be the case?

It must, Madam, if they will take offence at me for declaring my

steadfast detestation of Mr. Solmes, as a husband.

Mr. Solmes is to be pitied, said she. He adores you. He longs to see

you once more. He loves you the better for your cruel usage of him

yesterday. He is in raptures about you.

Ugly creature, thought I!--He in raptures!

What a cruel wretch must he be, said I, who can enjoy the distress to

which he so largely contributes!--But I see, I see, Madam, that I am

considered as an animal to be baited, to make sport for my brother

and sister, and Mr. Solmes. They are all, all of them, wanton in their

cruelty.--I, Madam, see the man! the man so incapable of pity!--Indeed I

will not see him, if I can help it--indeed I will not.

What a construction does your lively wit put upon the admiration

Mr. Solmes expresses of you!--Passionate as you were yesterday, and

contemptuously as you treated him, he dotes upon you for the very

severity by which he suffers. He is not so ungenerous a man as you think

him: nor has he an unfeeling heart.--Let me prevail upon you, my dear,

(as your father and mother expect it of you,) to see him once more, and

hear what he has to say to you.

How can I consent to see him again, when yesterday's interview

was interpreted by you, Madam, as well as by every other, as an

encouragement to him? when I myself declared, that if I saw him a second

time by my own consent, it might be so taken? and when I am determined

never to encourage him?

You might spare your reflections upon me, Miss. I have no thanks either

from one side or the other.

And away she flung.

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