I stood up.

“Prisoner, look you upon the jury. Jury, look you upon the

prisoner,” the clerk cried, machine-like.

In the murky light of the gas I could have gathered nothing from the

faces of the jurymen, even had I been concerned to do so.

“Gentlemen of the jury, have you agreed upon a verdict?” the

metallic voice of the clerk rang out.

The foreman rose. “We have,” he answered.

“How say you, do you find the prisoner at the bar guilty or not guilty

of the offense for which he stands indicted?”

“Not guilty,” said the foreman.

Epstein grasped my hand and crunched it hard. His own was clammy. He did

not speak.

“Gentlemen of the jury, you say you find the prisoner at the bar

not guilty of homicide in the first degree, and so your verdict stands

recorded. Neuman, you are discharged.” It was the clerk’s last word.

I quitted the court-room, a free man. I was as indifferent to my freedom

as I had been to my peril. There was no consciousness of relief in my

breast.

Epstein stood at my elbow. “You must be weak and faint,” he said.

“Come with me.”

He led me through the silent streets and into a restaurant.

“This is an all-night place,” he said, with an attempt at

cheerfulness, “and much frequented by journalists. What will you

have?”

“I am not hungry,” I answered.

“Oh, but you must take something,” he urged with a touch of

ruefulness, “just a bite to celebrate our victory.”

I drank a cup of coffee. When we were again out-doors, Epstein cried,

“Why, see; it is beginning to get light. Morning already.” A fresh

wind blew in our faces, and the blackness of the sky was giving place to

gray. “I must leave you now,” said Epstein, “and hurry home. Where

will you go?”

“Oh, I don’t know,” I replied. “I’ll stroll about for a while.

Good-by.”

“Good-by.”

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