I sat up late last night talking to Riley.

_Thursday, June_ 9_th._

Cunninghame went to Welbeck Street and saw the doctor. He says there is

every chance of his recovery. Apparently the danger was in having to do

the operation at once, while there was still inflammation. It was not

exactly appendicitis, but Cunninghame's report was too technical for my

comprehension.

I dined with Cunninghame to-day to meet Mrs Caryl. I had not met her

husband before. He is, I thought, slightly stiff. Lady Jarvis was there

also. She was much disturbed about A.'s illness.

_Friday, June_ 10_th_.

Gertrude and Edmund Anstruther arrived yesterday. I dined with them

to-night. Edmund said the way diplomats were treated was a scandal. The

hard-working members of the profession were always passed over. The best

posts were given to men outside the profession. No conscientious man

could expect to get on in such a profession. If he was passed over this

time he would not stand it any longer, but he would leave the Service

altogether. The Foreign Office, he said, was so weak. They never backed

up a subordinate who took a strong line. They always climbed down. I

wondered what Edmund had been taking a strong line about in Buenos

Aires. Gertrude agreed. She said they had been there for three years

without leave, and if they did not get a good post she would advise

Edmund to retire and get something in the City. There were plenty of

firms in the city who would jump at getting Edmund. She mentioned the

Housmans and said she knew they were friends of mine, and didn't want to

say anything against them, but she had met many people in Buenos Aires

who knew Mrs Housman intimately, and said she was rather a dangerous

woman. I asked in what way she was dangerous. Gertrude said: "Perhaps

you do not know she is a Roman Catholic." I said I had known this for

years, but she never talked of it. "That's just what I mean," said

Gertrude; "they are far too subtle, and I am afraid too underhand to

talk of it openly. They lead you on." I asked Gertrude if she thought

Mrs Housman wished to convert me. She said most certainly. Her friends

in Buenos Aires had told her she had made many converts. It was the only

thing she cared for, and even if she didn't, Roman Catholics were

obliged to do so. It was only natural, if they thought we all went to

hell if we were not converted.

I said I was not sure Roman Catholics did believe that. Gertrude and

Edmund said I was wrong. I could ask anyone. Gertrude repeated she had

no wish to say anything against Mrs Housman, and she was convinced she

was a good woman according to her lights.

Edmund said there had been many conversions in the Diplomatic Service.

He was convinced this was part of a general conspiracy. If you wanted to

get on in the Diplomatic Service you had better be a Roman Catholic. Of

course those who did not choose to sacrifice their conscience, their

independence, their traditions, and were loyal to the Church and the

State, suffered. I said I didn't quite see where loyalty to the State

came in. Edmund said: "How could you be loyal to the State when you were

under the authority of an Italian Bishop?" I must know that the Italian

Cardinals were always in the majority. I said that, considering the

number of Catholics in England, compared with the number of Catholics in

other countries, I should be surprised to see a majority of English

Cardinals at the Vatican. I said Edmund wanted England to be a

Protestant country, and at the same time to have the lion's share in

Catholic affairs. Edmund said that was not at all what he meant. What he

meant was that an Englishman should be loyal to his Church, which was an

integral part of the State.

I said there were many Englishmen who would prefer the State to have

nothing to do with the Church. Edmund said there were many Englishmen

who did not deserve the name of Englishmen. For instance, Caryl, who was

now Second Secretary at Paris, had been promoted over his head three

years ago. What was the reason? Mrs Caryl was a Roman Catholic and Caryl

had been converted soon after his marriage. I foolishly said that the

Caryls were now in London, and when Edmund asked me how I knew this I

said that Aunt Ruth had told me.

This raised a storm, as it appears that Aunt Ruth does know the Caryls

and asks them to dinner when they are in London. Edmund said he would

talk to Aunt Ruth about them seriously. I asked him as a favour to do no

such thing. And Gertrude told him not to be foolish, and added

magnanimously that Mrs Caryl was a nice woman, if a little fast.

For a man who has lived all his life abroad Edmund Anstruther is

singularly deeply imbued with British prejudice.

They are staying in London until the middle of July. Then they are going

on a round of visits. Edmund is confident that he will get Christiania.

I feel that it is more than doubtful.

Riley went back to Shelborough to-day.

_Saturday, June_ 11_th._

Received a telegram from Housman, asking me to go to Staines. I went

down by the afternoon train, and found Lady Jarvis, Miss Housman and

Carrington-Smith. Housman was anxious for news of A. I told him I

believed he was now out of danger, but that it would be a long time

before he was quite well again. Housman said he must certainly come to

Cornwall. I said he had intended to go to Canada for a Conference, but

would be unable to do so now. Housman said that was providential.

_Sunday, June_ 12_th._

A fine day, but the river was crowded and hardly enjoyable. I sat with

Mrs Housman in the garden in the evening. The others went on the river

again. Mrs Housman asked me if I had seen A. I said he was not allowed

to see anyone.

_Monday, June_ 13_th._

A. is getting on as well as can be expected. There appears to be no

doubt of his recovery. Cunninghame is going to see him to-day.

_Tuesday, June_ 12_th._

Cunninghame says that A. wants to see me. I am to go there to-morrow.

Dined with Hope, who was at Oxford with me. He is just back from Russia,

where he has been to make arrangements for producing some play in

London. He thinks of nothing now but the stage, and a play of his is

going to be produced at the Court Theatre. I promised to go and see it.

He spoke of Riley, and I told him he had become a Roman Catholic. Hope

said he regarded that as sinning against the light. He said no one _at

this time of day_ could believe such things.

_Wednesday, June_ 15_th_.

I went to see A. at Welbeck Street. He has been very ill and looks white

and thin. His sister was there, but I had some conversation with him

alone. I told him all the news I could think of, which was not much. He

said he liked seeing people, but was not allowed more than one visitor a

day. He had got a very good nurse. Housman had sent him grapes and

magnificent fruit every day. He said he would like to see Mrs Housman,

but supposed that was impossible, as she never came to London now. He

said Cunninghame had been very good to him, and had put off going to

Ascot to look after him.

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