COMRADES.
‘So we’ve got to leave off work, Jack. I don’t know how you may feel,
but I don’t like it at all.’
This was what Elly Spencer said as she put her books together in Mr.
Cattley’s study on a day in January not long before that on which the
holidays, if they had been only holidays, would have come to an end. She
was sixteen--a little younger than John Sandford, hitherto her constant
companion and class-fellow. The relations between them were even more
close than this, as the class consisted but of these two. Occasionally
there had been a little emulation between them, even by times a keen
prick of rivalry, but Mr. Cattley had made it very distinctly understood
that, while John was more accurate in point of grammar and all the
scaffolding of study, Elly was the one who caught the poetry or the
meaning most quickly, and jumped at the signification of a sentence even
when she did not know all the words of which it was composed. This was
true to a certain extent, but not perhaps to the full length to which
the curate carried it; but it had a very agreeable effect as between the
two students, and carried off everything that might have been too sharp
in their rivalry.
Thus Elly’s part was clearly defined, and so was John’s. If by chance
the girl remembered a rule of construction before the boy on some
exceptional occasion, or the boy perceived the sense of a passage before
the girl, it made a laugh instead of any conflict of mutual jealousy.
‘Why, here’s Jack and Elly changing places,’ the curate would say, and
no harm was done. The link between the two was, however, a very unusual
one to exist between a boy and girl. They were like brother and sister,
they were two comrades in the completest sense of the words, and yet
they were something more. They were like each other’s second self in
different conditions. Elly could not very well imagine what she would do
were she Percy or Dick--who had strayed away from the habits of their
home, into those of public schoolboys, members of a great corporation
bound by other laws; but she thought she could quite imagine what she
would do were she John, or Jack, as the young ones called him.
It did not indeed enter into Jack’s mind to realise what he should do
were he Elly; for that is one inalienable peculiarity of the human
constitution that no male creature can put himself in the place of a
woman, as almost all female creatures imaginatively place themselves in
that of some man. It is the one intimate mark of constitutional
superiority which makes the meanest man more self-important than the
noblest woman. Elly knew exactly what she would do if she were John. It
was like herself going out into the world, planning the future,
foreseeing all that was to happen. If it had been possible for her to go
out into the world too, and have a profession, which with a sigh of
regret she acknowledged was not possible, she would have done it just as
he was going to do it. His enthusiasm about lighthouses had indeed been
struck out by Elly, who had read all about the Eddystone ‘in a book,’ as
she said, and who thenceforward had done nothing but talk about it till
she became a bore to her brothers, and set John’s congenial soul aflame.
John and she talked between themselves about ‘the boys’ with a great
deal of honest kindness, but perhaps just a little contempt--contempt is
too hard, too unpleasant a word; but then toleration always implies this
more or less. The boys got into scrapes: they thought of nothing but
their shooting or their fishing: they were dreadfully bored on wet days,
or when, as they said, there was ‘nothing to do.’
‘Jack and I can always find something to do,’ Elly said.
Perhaps it was after hearing one of these speeches that Mrs. Egerton,
called at the rectory Aunt Mary, decided that Elly had carried her
studies far enough, and had better now devote herself to feminine
accomplishments, and carry on the lighter part of her education at home.
This decision coincided in point of time with the resolution of Mr. and
Mrs. Sandford to withdraw John from the curate’s charge; so that,
though it had a certain dolorous character as a break-up, there was none
of the painful feeling on either part of being sent away from those
studies which another more fortunate was still carrying on.
John and Elly had come together by one impulse to remove their books.
The room in which they had worked was Mr. Cattley’s study, the front
parlour of the house in which he lodged; for the curate being only, as
it were, in the position of a temporary inhabitant (notwithstanding that
no known inducement would have been enough to carry him away from
Edgeley) had no house of his own, but lodged where all the curates had
lodged within the memory of man, in Mrs. Sibley’s, whose house stood
obliquely at the end of the village street, commanding a beautiful view
of the street itself, and everything that went on there. The street was
broad, and almost all the houses had little gardens, which made it a
very pretty view in summer. Within a stone’s throw, at the right hand,
was the ‘Green Man,’ which was a drawback, especially on Saturday
nights, when the guests were a little noisy, and when Mr. Cattley was
busy with his sermon. But it had this advantage, that the curate secured
from his window a great deal of information as to the habits of the more
careless portion of his parishioners, and now and then was able to come
down upon them accordingly, with very crushing effect. Beyond the ‘Green
Man,’ at a little distance, was the shop, and then the row of houses ran
on, sloping a little to the right hand, so that the gable of Mr.
Sandford’s house in the distance, which was old, and of a fine, mellow,
red brick, closed up the view. The church and rectory were withdrawn
among trees to the left hand, behind the line of the village street,
which had nothing at all remarkable about it, but was homely, and
pleasant to the eyes which had known it all their lives and knew
everybody in it. To be sure, John Sandford was seven when he came to
Edgeley--but that at seventeen does not tell for much. Feather Lane, the
low part of Edgeley, was quite unseen from Mr. Cattley’s, being a narrow
street which sloped down to the river, well hidden by intervening
houses. Mrs. Sibley’s was rather a modern house--at least, it had
additions which were of very recent date. The window was a wide,
bow-window, roomy enough to hold the curate’s writing-table, and seat
his two pupils, one at each side. The other part of the room was quite
square, and not very lovely. It had a table in the centre--a black
horse-hair sofa and chairs, and a red and green carpet with a very bold
pattern. The want of beauty in these articles, however, had not struck
anyone. The furniture was all so familiar, associated with so many
tranquil, pleasant days, so many little jokes and youthful laughter. It
was ‘a dear old room,’ Elly said. She looked round, as she gathered up
her books, with affectionate regard. ‘Dear old place! To think one will
never come here again, except to ask for Mr. Cattley, or bring him a
message from Aunt Mary!’ The regret was quite genuine, but there was a
little laugh in it too.
‘I sha’n’t be able even to do that,’ said John. ‘I shall be away.’
‘Ah, but then you’ll write,’ said Elly. ‘Writing brings you back to a
place more than merely coming with a message. If you don’t write
regularly to me, I shall come to Mr. Cattley, and ask him, “Mr.
Cattley, have you heard from Jack?” And then he’ll take it out, and read
it to me; and so we’ll all three be together again.’
‘Oh, I’ll write fast enough,’ said John, lightly, without any sense of
the privilege it was to be permitted to write as often as he liked to
Elly. ‘I shall have nothing else to do.’
Elly was not at all offended by this easy statement. She said,
‘Not at first; but after, when you come to know people, then you’ll drop
off, I’m sure. Everybody does. I have heard Aunt Mary say so often, “Oh,
wait till they get among their own friends.” But keep it up as long as
you can be troubled, Jack; for I am not going among new friends, you
know. Look here, Mr. Cattley has papa and Aunt Mary on his mantelpiece.
He has hung papa only to keep Aunt Mary company, I’m sure. Now, let you
and me leave him our photographs, one on each side. He’ll like it, and
it will be a little surprise for him when he comes in.’
‘He will like yours, I daresay,’ said Jack, ‘but mine? I am sure he
can’t want mine: and I’ve not got one, that I know of.’
‘Yes, you have,’ said Elly. ‘This is my own: I brought it with me on
purpose; and, of course, Mrs. Sandford must have another copy, and
she’ll give it me. Look here,’ said the girl, taking out two
photographs, which she had placed together in an envelope. They were not
very noble works of art. They were the production of a travelling
photographer who had been in the village for a week, and in that time
had ‘done’ everybody, both gentle and simple, in Edgeley. They
represented two young, round faces, very staring as to likeness, but
without other advantage: however, neither Elly nor John knew any better.
And there was enough in that juxtaposition to have made the heart of a
youth beat; but John’s heart remained perfectly at ease. It seemed to
him, as to Elly, the most natural thing in the world that they should
balance each other. Nor was he at all offended that she should give ‘my
one,’ as she called it, to the curate, with the intention of getting
another from his grandmother to fill the vacant place in her room when
he was aware he had been placed beside ‘the other boys.’ There was no
feeling about the matter that was not quite simple and straightforward.
Elly took them out of their envelope, and attached them over the
curate’s mantelpiece with two big pins.
‘I thought at one time,’ she said, ‘of giving him the frames, too, but
then I thought it was better to pin them up--for if he cares for them
very much he can get frames for them, and if he doesn’t it’s no great
matter. All the same it will be you and me.’
Elly stood up against the fire, reaching up with her arms to fasten the
photographs, in her dark winter frock, which made her slim, girlish
figure more slim than ever. Her hair still hung down upon her shoulders
in half curling locks, not very long, but very thick and shining, and
full of the wavy, long undulation of natural curls, which have never
been put in paper, or touched with curling-irons. John, though it had
never occurred to him to admire Elly, did think her hair very pretty,
falling upon her shoulders in that easy way. It was reddish-brown, but
more brown than red on ordinary occasions; only now and then, when there
was no occasion for such vanities, the red would come out.
‘You’ve got very pretty hair, Elly,’ he said, quite simply. ‘I think I
never saw anyone with such pretty hair.’
‘Oh, Jack, papa says it’s too red, and Aunt Mary says it’s not red
enough; it’s neither one thing nor another. How can one help the colour
of one’s hair, or anything else for the matter of that; and yet people
speak as if it was your fault! Will that do, do you think? I’ve put you
on Aunt Mary’s side and myself on papa’s, because a lady and a gentleman
should always come alternately, as people sit at dinner, don’t you know.
It looks very nice, quite complete. If Mr. Cattley has any brothers or
sisters, or anything of that sort, there is no room for them now, that
is clear.’
‘Or fathers and mothers,’ said John.
‘Well, he has had a long time to put them up in, if he wanted to. We
must not trouble ourselves about them. Everybody has got fathers and
mothers, of course. But I don’t remember mamma a bit; and you don’t
either, do you, Jack?’
‘Oh! yes, I think I do; but there is one thing, Elly,’ said Jack, ‘I
remember papa; I remember him as distinctly as if it had been
yesterday. He used to come and take me out of bed, I should think in the
middle of the night, and take me downstairs to supper, and I had oranges
and cakes and all sorts of things sitting on his knee.’
‘Oh, how bad for you,’ said Elly, with a woman’s instinctive
consciousness of maternal responsibility. ‘He must have been very
thoughtless to do that.’
‘Thoughtless? well, perhaps: I never thought of it in that light--but it
seems very nice as I look back. Can you believe it, Elly,’ said John,
coming close and speaking low, ‘it was only two or three days since,
when we were talking it all over, that I heard for the first time that
my father was dead.’
‘Dear, dear!’ said Elly, looking very grave; but then she added, ‘I’ve
known it a long time, Jack. I’ve always heard papa say that you were an
orphan boy.’
‘I am not an orphan boy, my mother is living,’ said John, hurriedly. For
the first time it occurred to him that to have a mother living whom he
had not seen for ten years was strange. It had never struck him in this
light before. ‘But papa,’ he added, in a softer tone, ‘died many years
ago. I don’t know why I never understood it. One doesn’t think of things
when there is nothing to lead one’s mind to them.’
‘I know,’ said Elly. ‘It is just now that I am trying to remember a
little about mamma. You know, I was only a baby when she died, and for
years and years I never even thought--’
‘That was like me: it all seemed so natural, one made no inquiry.’
‘We are very like each other, Jack,’ said Elly, ‘now some people would
have been always inquiring: at least that is how they do in books. You
and I just took it for granted. Has your mother, then, a large family
that she has given you quite up to old Mr. and Mrs. Sandford? I suppose
your father was their son, as you are Sandford too.’
This puzzled John extremely. It was a question he had not asked himself.
Though he knew that his mother was Emily, and that she was the daughter
of the old people, it had not occurred to him to wonder why he should be
called John Sandford. It sent off his mind at an entirely different
angle of wonder and inquiry. John--he had always been called Johnnie in
those old days. John--what? It seemed to him a dozen times that he was
just on the eve of catching the name, and then it went from him again;
besides, he had not time to think of it now with Elly looking in his
face with her brown eyes, all round and big with the inquiry. He replied
to her question,
‘I don’t think I know, Elly. It really is very funny how little one
thinks. I don’t believe there were many of us. I have a sister
Susie--but whether there are any more---- Oh, no, I don’t think there
are any more. My mother never comes to see us because--I am sure I don’t
know why. I never asked. Some time or other I must think it all out, and
ask grandmamma. It is absurd, isn’t it, to know so little about one’s
own people.’
‘Oh, no,’ said Elly, ‘not when you have not heard people talking of
them. See how well we look, over Mr. Cattley’s mantelpiece. I wonder
what he will say when he comes in. He will say, “That’s Elly,” I am
sure. He will never give you the credit of it.’
‘And of course he will be quite right,’ said John. ‘I should never have
thought of such a thing. Well, dear old place, good-bye. I shall think
of it often when I am away and working. We have been just the same for a
long time, but we are going to be very different, Elly. Perhaps next
time we meet you won’t have anything to say to me.’
‘Why?’ she asked, opening wide again her great soft brown eyes.
‘Because, of course, you will always be a lady, and I shall perhaps be a
rough kind of working man.’ John laughed in spite of himself at the
idea, which did not frighten him at all. ‘Mr. Cattley says one has to go
and work at the foundry like any working man.’
‘Likely that I shouldn’t have anything to say to you! Why, that is what
I should enjoy,’ said Elly. ‘Have you got all your books? Well, then,
we’ll say good-bye in concert. Good-bye, dear old place! Of course I
shall come back to you often, but Jack most likely will not come back
for a very long time. I hope when he does he’ll be a good engineer, and
be building a new Eddystone, or something of that kind: and I hope he
will never be such a fool as to think that people will have nothing to
say to him. We two schoolfellows will always be friends whatever
happens, and wherever we go. You shall always tell everything to me,
Jack, just as you always did in Mr. Cattley’s dear old study. Now, that
is a promise, mind.’
‘Yes, Elly,’ said John, ‘but you ought to promise the same, that you
will tell everything to me.’
‘Oh, girls are different,’ said Elly. They walked out, carrying with
them their burdens of books. It did not occur to John that he should
offer to carry hers for her, or treat her otherwise than on the footing
of perfect equality which they had hitherto occupied. Nor did she think
of it. They stood upon no ceremony with each other. Elly’s instinct told
her that to promise entire confidence was not on her side so simple, as
on his: but she was ready to promise ‘faithfully,’ on her part, always a
ready ear for his confidences, and her best attention to any problem he
might present for her consideration. John accepted this without further
question. He knew vaguely that girls were different. Elly would go back
to the drawing-room at the rectory, while he went out to work at his
profession. He felt that the girls had the worst of it, poor things.
And they walked out through the little garden and down the side street
which led to the rectory with a little sentiment in their young bosoms,
but none that touched upon the relations between themselves. They felt a
little sad at leaving school. They felt that one chapter of their lives
was over, and that it was a pity, yet delightful. They were sad to leave
Mr. Cattley and their books, yet enchanted to be on the threshold of
life. John walked to the rectory gate with his school-fellow, for
company, and then they parted, but without any tender adieu, without
even shaking hands; for after all, until John actually left Edgeley,
they would certainly see each other every day.